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🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️ CAPTAIN REX SAYS TRANS RIGHTS BABEYYYYY 🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️
from the canon reference book, written oct. 8th, 2024. this is now her third canonical appearance, with her first mention being in star wars: brotherhood (2022; mentioned) and next being in star wars: queen's hope (2022; explicitly appeared).
we're here. we're queer. and we stan <3
#Captain Rex: The LGBT ally#Rex says trans rights#clones are the best allies#star wars#captain rex#clone trooper sister#trans clones#trans clone trooper#star wars sister#star wars the clone wars#the clone wars#secrets of the clone troopers
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does anyone else find it fucked up that moon's friends protect themselves from her with the skyfire at the end of moon rising?
#wings of fire#moonwatcher#look okay i've been slowly rereading the series on and off again bc one of my friends is getting into the series#so correct me where i'm wrong in asking why kinkajou feels entitled for moon to disclaim she's a telepath and seer upon first meeting her#when the news that nightwings don't have powers anymore and that they manipulated the entire sandwing succession war conflict#for their own gain went PUBLIC so nightwings are a hated tribe#nevermind the fact that moon feels like an outcast among her tribe because she hatched off of the volcano and never had to suffer#though it's sweet that her mother cares for her and worries about her she still calls moon her 'weird little diamond'#and impresses upon her 'secret hidden safe' which is basically wof's conceal don't feel#when was moon supposed to feel safe enough in disclosing her power she's hated FOR having and hated for NOT having#do you (general) think she's in ANY position to advertise she's the tribe's ONLY true seer and telepath in generations safely?#'i get what kinkajou means but it feels almost like having to disclaim your trans or disabled. Is a bit fucked' is what my friend said#it's the same fucking thing as 'i'm losing the person i once knew' but perhaps not in those words and not nearly as harshly#i know kinkajou comes around to moon eventually and they remain friends. but there's something REALLY fucked about it imo#same friend pointed out there's a queerness to this which i will 100% agree on like it stings on a personal level#like. look i still like the series but man reading it critically and interacting with it in a more adult lens#is definitely an action i am doing right now.#i think i'm still correct in saying darkstalker was a child. evil is not created in a vacuum. hatred is taught not inherent.#it does not excuse him from the evil he did commit. but he was a child. he was a FUCKING ABUSED CHILD. augh. (quietly losing my mind)#rex rambles
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hi !! could i maybe get some rex splode x gnc trans male reader stuff, if you’re cool with that !! maybe smth abt the reader getting misgendered for wearing clothes they feel more comfortable with and rex stepping in to defend them :o thank you sm !!
Rex Sloan/Rex splode x ftm reader
Headcanons
Rex wasn’t the best guy up until getting shot in the second season, but that wouldn’t matter if you guys were dating, except for the fact that he would apologize to you and try his hardest to be a better boyfriend.
He might have misgendered you on accident the very first time you guys met, but when you corrected him that didn’t happen again. He might have been a dick sometimes, but he isn’t a bigot.
I like to think Rex is secretly into fashion at a low level, since he’s into stuff like decorating. So, he would be excited to help you plan your outfits.
Since he is a government experiment, he wouldn’t have that deeply ingrained image of gender either, so he wouldn’t care too much about you, your gender, or your way of expressing yourself.
In the beginning he wouldn’t be into wearing anything feminine himself though, since he’s quite insecure and unsure about himself and the image he puts off. But that doesn’t mean he wouldn’t support you.
His insecurity would have crossed over to how people treat you though. Since disrespecting you is also disrespecting him, but also because he loves you and doesn’t want you getting mistreated.
This leads to him getting into fights, both verbal and physical, since how dare they treat you like that? Who the fuck do they think they are? They can taste his damn explosions if they’re gonna keep that shit up.
In the beginning his acts of defending you can be quite a lot, since he takes peoples comments more personal that you do. To the point where he might even get snippy with people who do it on accident even if they correct themselves immediately after being informed.
But after getting shot in the head and rethinking a lot about himself, Rex would become better at dealing with himself, his emotions and his reactions.
This not only leads to him being a better boyfriend in general, but also not reacting so quick to violence and anger if somebody says the wrong thing or looks at you wrong. He still keeps a sharp eye on people though, especially when you are dressing the ways you prefer.
Where in the past Rex would make a loud scene, after the bullet he would be more lowkey. And by that, I mean, pull the person to the side or just quietly tell them that if they don’t stop nobody would be able to find the pieces of their body after he blew them up.
Of course he doesn’t always end up using threats of death, but that’s mainly because he knows you wouldn’t like it. to Rex, being transphobic on purpose deserves it, but since it wouldn’t be what you and others wanted, he would keep it as a last defense. Or at least wait for no one else to be around.
He makes sure to check up on you afterwards too. Rex would try to be subtle, but he isn’t really the most subtle guy. So, when he’s trying to see if your okay and affirm your gender, he says something like “you know you’re the most handsome guy I know, right?”
After understanding himself better, he might even get the interest in trying to wear different things. At this point I can’t imagine him wearing it in public, but when he’s alone or together with you, he might put on a few different things to see how he feels.
Rex always gets embarrassed about it though, especially if you comment about it, even if it’s telling him it looks good. So your best bet is to not mention it until he brings it up himself.
#male reader#ftm reader#invincible#rex splode#rex sloan#invincible x male reader#invincible x ftm reader#invincible headcanon#invincible imagine#rex splode x reader#rex splode x male reader#rex splode imagine#rex splode headcanon#invincible x reader#rex sloan imagine#rex sloan headcanon#rex sloan x male reader#rex sloan x reader#rex splode x ftm reader#rex sloan x ftm reader
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ithink this is what tumblr would be like in the dogman universe: a simulator
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can those villain asshats get control of those goddamn monsters i have lost literally every single fucking thing thanks to those brainless pieces of shits last week a fucking T-REX SKELETON destroyed my fucking HOUSE and everything around it
🪻 inmylane-1999
how are you able to say those words
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what words?
🪻 inmylane-1999 the a word, f word, and s word
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oh i see you're one of the Collardale inhabitants. screw the fuck off your town is a CURSE
🪻 inmylane-1999
what did i do? :(
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hnstly i dont get y Daryl hangs arnd that pig guy hes rlly mean & bad
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didnt u help us go after him when he ditched us after the mini jail broke 2 bits?
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yeh butt hes still rlly mean & i was a lil moar concerned 4 Daryl
🐊 piethrowingboss
ohhhh kk
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🐕 zupabuddiezthezenutz
zomg did u guyz watch that new mini-documentary w/ Petey The Cat n Zarah Hatoff??? that waz tragickk..
#holy shart i have so much moar respect 4 him now..
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still dont know why people are supporting Petey Duckhat just because of that documentary, didn't he terrorize the city for more than a month or two?? ntm he quite literally MUTILATED Officer Knight and Greg The Dog's bodies bad enough with that bomb to where they had to become that sick and horrible abomination i have to stomach through seeing on the news every week.
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i know right?? like hes genuinely a horrible cat but people are supporting him for no other reason other than "oh hes a victim!!" like shut the fuck up and grow up.
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op i wouldn't say DogMan is sick and horrible, he seems to be in great condition despite such an accident and hard surgery to conduct, and looks perfectly happy. while i don't support Petey Duckhat either, you took it a step further and suggested that DogMan is currently in conditions horrible enough to render him an "abomination".
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dont you post tips for fucking evil monsters on your blog.
#LMAOOO dude was SLAUGHTERED so hard they deactivated #redogs
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walking on the street with a small can of living spray in my pocket and the nearest cop explodes into blood guts and viscera
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🦷 bigmonsterinyourheart
okay i get that Dr. Scum is a real and kinda sucky person and all that but his labcoat kinda fucks!!
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✨ lookatthestars
Hot take or whatever but I don't think we should trust a guy who gets really distracted by squirrels and balls and a kitten who could easily get hurt to protect our city. Lightning Dude IS one of the better options as they ARE a highly durable and strong robot, but The Bark Knight and Cat Kid maybe aren't our best bets, they could get hurt easily and aren't exactly professionals.
Don't get me started on the Friendly Friends, I don't think we can trust two guys who JUST left the same exact trio that was responsible for that marshmallow factory's destruction (which left many injured, some DEAD), what if they're pretending? Also the bugs could easily get killed, they're small and fragile, the most work they can do without a high risk of getting smashed is spying on villains.
Commander Cupcake's a different story, as I'm pretty sure that guy only helped out, like, 3 times.
#anti-supa buddies #anti-friendly friends #twinkle twinkle little star
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dude imagine if we were in a book rn and ppl were posting on tumblr abt us
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remember, calico trans toms are perfectly valid! even cis toms can be calicos, and fur pattern doesn't determine exact gender, especially with fur dying technology nowadays! :)
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#dogman#dog man#matthew.txt#IVE BEEN WORKING ON THISS POST FOR 4EVER TRYING 2 FIGURE OUT DOGMAN UNIVERSE DISCOURSE TOPICS
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trans ezra headcanons
me and @daichiduh hc ezra as trans bc we transgender ray sm characters, but of course the overall hc has my gayass thinking...
he has to be reminded every time to take his t, mostly bc he forgets things easily, but also because if he forgets about it, that means it doesn't hurt as much when the rebellion's already iffy medical supplies doesn't have any
side note: space trans healthcare exists bc i say so
kanan used to do it for him, but after getting blinded the job went to anyone who was around. rex has even helped him a few times (the same thing went to haircuts, but sabine took that over for him)
sabine sews different binders according to what activity they have going on; higher impact tighter binders for lower activity days, looser more sport bra types for missions, etc. she experiments a lot with different materials and padding
the last thing zeb will say to ezra before "goodnight" is usually "did you take your binder off" and when the answer is no there's just 30 seconds of shuffling around and then a plop of ezra throwing the binder to the ground before; "goodnight." "goodnight."
kallus doesn't know trans people exist, so when zeb makes some sort of comment about ezra being trans he goes down a rabbit hole of transgender rights and representation in the empire (spoiler: there are none and all the info is censored), but he comes out of it with a few essays of information for the med staff who aren't familiar with gender affirming care
lots of "that's transphobic" and "that's homophobic" between ezra, sabine, and zeb, much to hera's dismay
trans ezra; the rebellion's best kept secret
#transgender ezra bridger#trans ezra bridger#star wars rebels#ezra bridger#trans ezra hcs#headcanons#garazeb orrelios#alexsandr kallus#zeb orrelios#hera syndulla#kanan jarrus#sabine wren
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A Master List of Rex/Anakin Fics
Every fic from my ao3 bookmarks that have Rex and Anakin together. There will be some polyamory in there with Padme or Obi-wan as a warning
I will be warning you if a fic ain’t complete I just don’t want to write out all the way, if polyamory is involved I will say with who and stuff. If there’s a trigger warning I’ll try to catch them here instead of not including them but I’m not perfect so be careful please.
Also unless stated otherwise, each fic is rexwalker and complete.
happy browsing :)
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Fluff
How To Care For Your Jedi (or, rex is a total softie).
What An Honor // What An Injustice
What’s in a Name?
Rumor Has It
Don’t Touch Mysterious Orbs (Obi-wan/Anakin/Rex)
Anakin has too Much Paperwork
After Battle Meditation (Rex/Anakin)
i’ll do anything you say (if you say it with your hands)
Poor Show
Short on Rations
A Credit For Your Thoughts
Give me just a few minutes to make this memorable for us both
Brother, Captain, King
within and without
the colors you press into my skin (Anakin/Padme/Rex)
Inside This Place Is Warm
Luminescent
Heartbeat
Wow, Rex actually knows his first name?
a midsummer day’s allergens
In Which Anakin Chickens Out
Perfect Opportunities Do Exist
Beauty Within a Storm
Orders Worth Listening To
Boba Has a Crush (On Rex’s Boyfriend)
In Which Panic Ensues (Padme/Anakin, Rex/Anakin)
In Which All Bets Are Off (A Bridge one-shot to the piece above, for funsies)
What Dreams are Made Of
The Clones have It Right With @fiveshasarrived (NOT Complete)
In Sheep’s Clothing
Free-Spoken
Nothing is Ever Simple with a Skywalker
In Which Anakin Avoids Rex
Hidden Harmony
Cigarettes and Liquor Bottles
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Smut
Fives Times Rex Kissed Anakin (& one time anakin kissed him).
The Clone’s Blaster
Belonging
when the snow falls we will wrap ourselves in furs (Anakin/Clones)
The Thing
your mouth on mine, your body against me
Hundreds of Warriors [For Me] (Anakin/Clones)
I ache for the touch of your lips, dear
Good Men Follow Orders
When the Seperatist’s make a new bomb.
Priorities
afterglow (Obi-wan/Anakin, Anakin/Clones)
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Whump
i’ve lost the will to go on (please shine a light to guide me home)
A Pile of Anger
You Will Be Safe in My Tender Embrace
Splintered
Tom’urcir
Odd Comforts
Words That We Couldn’t Say
There Is No Slavery In The Galactic Republic
dying to fight, fighting to die (Padme/Anakin, One-sided Anakin/Rex)
you are absent of cause or excuse
Rex and Anakin Raise a Family (NOT Complete)
In Sickness and Health. But Especially Sickness
Liberation and Vows
Get me off this planet
Remembering one last time
I will come as soon as I can
War Changes What We Are Willing to Do
Learning the past to move forward
I could not protect you in the past, but I can in the future
waiting on the next storm
I’ll Carry You Home Tonight
The Sense of Me in Obstacles
Roll the Dice
Twin Blasters (Anakin/Padme/Rex)
you can’t win alone (Anakin/Padme/Rex)
Of Rain, Tears, and Freedom
Of Secretes and Misunderstandings
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Miscellaneous
Calling in Reinforcements
Not a Jedi Be
There’ll Be A Light In The Hall If You Ever Come Back (NOT Complete)
The Elements of Falling in Love (While Your Parents Plan a Coup)
Shiny Rainbow Knife (Trans MTF Anakin, Anakin/Rex)
Aladdin rexwalker
When A Good Man Goes To War (rename of Fix-All Sith!Anakin AU)
Human Pleasure Droid (NOT Complete)
The Way to a Boy’s Heart is Through Violent Defensive Maneuvers
Marked from the First
I can’t go back and loose it all (Anakin/Rex/Padme)
Helping hand
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I never did an introduction post so here I am!
Now who am I?
✨It's a me, Silver! :D✨
I go by he/She/they with a preference for he/they :)
I'm Demifluid but I'm fluxuating into more masc stuff recently-
Right now if people ask my sexuality I say Ace and bi though there's probably more specific labels for my orientation... I do not care to find them.
I also just might simply be Aromantic in denial tbh.
✨ If you do any of the things highlighted in red, you are not welcome here. ✨
I'm Italian! Which means no romanticizing the mafia around me please. Ffs they melt kids in acid.
I don't support any kind of homophobia, transphobia, racism, anti-Semitism, MAPS...
And remember kids...
✨Trans rights are human rights! ✨
I'm a feminist, equal rights, equal fights, if you're an incel or a femcel don't bother.
I like complot theories as long as they stay as theories and you don't push them on people.
I don't support any bullying towards furries, therians, gacha kids, cosplayers... So if you ever plan on doing that, you're not going to do it here.
Sending death threats is not allowed.
I do not support genocide or war in general, because what kind of human would enjoy that-?! Side eye 👀👀👀
If you use religion as an excuse for your ignorance or to simply be a dick, get out.
If you don't do any of this, welcome!
✨ Imma summarize some of my opinions (about random stuff) using songs ✨
Vulture -> Bear Ghost (they are a really cool band)
I'm afraid I'll go to heaven -> Moon Walker
Don't cry for your daughters Eve -> Lydia the bard
GOSSIP -> Måneskin
Dear God -> Confetti
Thoughts & prayers -> Grandson
To catch a Predator -> Insane Clown Posse
Labour -> Paris Paloma
The Exorcist -> CALYPSO
Bears and Wolves -> Lilith Max
Make of these what you will. (No, I don't hate y'all. I hate hypocrites, the patriarchy, and the corruption of society.)
I like dark humor if it's actually funny.
Now onto the fun stuff!
I have been part of the gacha community since 2019, same with Origins, Country humans... Etc.
Any cringe fandoms, yeah, you can add those to the list.
My favorite ccs on yt are Pearlescentmoon, ZNathanAnimations, Manlybadasshero, FavreMySabre, Toiu, Neitirix, CaZaCoJa, IamCrusty... And many more.
Favourite characters currently:
Cal Kestis -> Jedi Fallen Order/Surivivor
Light Steve -> Ruined Reality
Rex -> Echoes of Arcadia
Dorian -> Critical Role
Seir -> The Chaos Protocol (did I write it right?)
Owen -> OutsidersSMP
Colin -> My Hero Origins
Now, if I were to post a complete list of all my fandoms, it would be around 120+.
So I'm not gonna do that.
To name some, Ib, Mad Father... And a lot of indie games of the same style, like, a lot.
I like mythology!
Anything Minecraft related is probably on the table, and a lot of different book sagas.
To name some, WOF (there aren't all the books in Italian so I only read the main story :(), Fairy Oak, a bunch of books from Licia Troisi, LOTR (I was devastated when I was told Tom Bombadil wasn't in the movies), Eragon... (We don't talk about the movie...)
But, my current hyperfixations are any kind of Steve story (so Ruined reality, The First Saviour, Ore Quest Prime...), Horror Games, BG3, Minecraft Roleplays in general...
I really like Star Wars guys.
I play D&D! :D
(send help my party is crazy)
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So what will you find here❓❓
Well, I am an artist! I enjoy drawing and posting about it! I mostly do fanart because oc art doesn't really do well... But I will post some OCS from time to time.
I also write theories (I'm looking at you RR and Fable...) and rants or that one description of my MCYT Star Wars au and some art of that...
My favorite fandoms are Steve Saga related stuff, Origins crew (FTO,SNO,OOO,SNO,MHO), Star Wars, Fable/Mer/Siege... SMP... And many more.
I also want to maybe make fanart of those few Italian ytbers I still watch or am nostalgic about. Examples: Gabby16bit, Erenblaze, LyonWGF, (guys, the Failcraft, come on), Ratorix...
Sbriser- no not HIM. (What happened to you man? Tf is you doing???!!!!)
You will also find rants/comments on some of those fandoms!
Some oc art or au art from time to time and some random bits of lore about those!
I'm also a cosplayer...! I don't know if I'll post any of that here but my main cosplay is Technoblade and the basic Genloss henchman because I was matching with my friend who was Genloss Ranboo (check out mandydoodles on yt she's very cool guys).
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‼️DISCLAIMERS‼️
I want to start commissions but until I feel comfortable enough with my style I won't so don't ask me for now.
But if anyone asks for silly doodles to post about then sure lol, I like doing funky stuff.
If y'all got questions just ask.
English is not my first language so there might be some grammatical mistakes.
If I say something offensive just make me aware without sending me death threats or canceling me right away.
No guys, being on a different HOTD team is not death threat worthy.
No, liking the last Star Wars movies or the Acolyte is also not death threat worthy.
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And lastly...
✨ Be respectful! ✨
✨ Enjoy your travels through my treacherous blog adventurer! ✨
#minecraft#minecraft rp#artists on tumblr#favremysabre#ruined reality#introducing myself#mctv#star wars au#D&D#fandoms
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Me: watching ice age dawn of the dinosaurs Buck the Weasel: “I’ll tell you about the time I turned a T-Rex, into a T-Rachel!” Me: “omg Buck says trans rights.” Buck: in the headspace “yes I do!” Me: face palms “ah shit.”
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#endos dni#osdd#pdid#did#did system#pdid system#osddid#actually did#traumagenic#actually dissociative#plural culture is
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Honestly my gender situation is so weird and it’s almost certainly bc of the whole autistic nonhuman thing. I’m cisgender because I identify with my assigned gender: female. But like here’s the thing. It’s female. Not Woman. I’m not a Woman but I am female and that’s why I’m not comfortable calling myself trans or non-binary because I’m just not! Saying that would be flat out untrue! and I’m not like a Demi girl either like. I’m female, im a female my gender is female. If you gave me a checkbox that said gender - and made me pick between Male, Female, And Other(via fill in the blank of course), I’d pick female every single time but if it said Man, Woman, Other, I’d check other and write in female. But like you can’t do that because nobody fucking understands that those are two completely different things like ok hold on let me try and explain. Being a Man or a Woman requires some level of human societal interaction and expectation. And those things are cultural and not found outside the species: but male and female are completely different. Even in species people think of as having specific gendered roles, like lions , those are often broken. Female is something you are. Woman is a role you play because you are a female human does any of this make sense?? I’m not fucking human so I’m not a woman like the fucking. T. rex from Jurassic Park that’s not a woman it’s a female animal. I’m female but I’m not a woman, I’m a hen, a she-dragon, a dragoness. So yeah. Cisgender animal not cisgender human I think anyways this is inspired by a furry porn video essay where the trans female essayist basically says I’m not a human I’m a dog and saying otherwise is like misgendering me anyways oooooughhhh you want to listen to her music so bad you are going to look up Wavetable by Patricia Taxxon and you are going to like it so much do you hear me young man. Anyways yeag I’m cis female but I’m not a Woman. I’m a hen/dragoness/she-dragon. I probably should have used the time I spent here starting to draft my trigun S/A allegory essay but eeeeeeeeeh Whatever at least I got you to listen to Wavetable. You did listen to Wavetable right?
#otherkin#therian#paleotherian#dragonkin#gender#cis +#actually autistic#can you tell I fucking love Wavetable by Patrica Taxxon? bc I do it’s so sounds#the best sounds.
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Hey, everyone! I just wanted to share my own experience about potential plurality. It's gonna be a loooong post, sorry!!
I'm not gonna talk about my childhood, firstly because I don't remember it, and secondly because it's not that important (I just know it caused C-PTSD). But, it's important to say that I was very lonely in middle school, and so the presence of my imaginary friend started being stronger. Let me explain who this imaginary friend is:
His name is Rex, and he is a black wolf. I was obsessed with wolves for years since I was a little child, and his presence soothed me.
So, when I was 11 years old, I felt him with me. He talked to me, reassured me, and even gave me advice! Since I knew he was in my head, I imagined him beside me to make me feel less lonely. Sometimes, I felt more wolfish during the moments Rex felt I was in danger. So, my mood and behaviors changed a lot since Rex took control of my body sometimes. From a cute, shy little girl (I'm a trans guy, but I didn't know back then), I became a cold and mature person, even more so around guys.
For other children, I was a freak, and even more so since it happened that I talked out loud with him. Even when I had a friend, he was still here, and Rex didn't like this friend. He was right. Years later, I understood she used me for her own needs, and so I stopped talking to her suddenly, and she just didn't care. Rex told me not to answer her anymore, and I listened. I started having new friends in high school, and so I talked with Rex, and I asked him to leave me now because I needed to be normal, and a normal person doesn't have an imaginary friend, right? After that, I stopped hearing from him.
But, I could still feel his presence. He was here. Sometimes, I acted more coldly like him, yet I tried to hide it. But, it happened that some words left my lips, and they weren't my thoughts. Anyway, I forced myself not to see that, and I forgot about him.
Huge time skip! I am now 22 years old. I discovered I was fictionkin and therian months ago, and I have a kintype that is different from others. He transformed me each time I "kinshift," making my behavior and mind change completely. From being introverted, I became extroverted. From being interested, I became annoyed. I like philosophy and cleaning, I become bored with them and even hate them. Besides this strange kintype, I also act more childish sometimes. (These childish behaviors were always here, yet I had to grow up as they became less present outside) I don't talk, I am shy and scared easily, and I hug my plushies while watching children's movies. I can't control anything, and if I try to stop those shifts from happening, I end up having a huge headache.
And one day, I thought maybe I was plural. It's important to know that I discovered DID and OSDD when I was 19 years old and that I discovered plurality a few months ago. All the things I explained happened before I knew these terms. When I thought that maybe this kin was, in reality, a headmate, I suddenly remembered Rex. His name, his appearance, and his voice. And, I used my tarot to maybe communicate with him, and the cards I pulled were so representative, telling me that I should listen to my inner voices. And then I said his name out loud, and a huge feeling of relief and sadness invaded my heart. I wanted to cry, but it wasn't my emotions. It was Rex's. At least, this is how I understood it.
I often "dissociated", even in high school (my mood switched so much I thought I had BPD!), and it still happens. I don't hear voices, but I do feel they want to say something. But sometimes, I'm surprised by my thoughts. Like, in a philosophy class I was enjoying, I heard, "Oh, it's so boring..." and then someone replied, "No, it's interesting." When I "dissociate", I remember everything or, if it was because of a negative trigger, my memories are blurry. When I "dissociate", it's like my vision becomes blurry and narrowed, I can't focus on anything, and after a few minutes of zoning out, I often feel different. Like I'm someone else.
This is how I feel, and this is why I think I might be plural. I'm not self-diagnosing myself. (I will wait for my appointment with the psychiatrist in February to get one.) But, for now, I can't deny that it's a huge possibility. Even if I'm not diagnosed with anything, in the end, my feelings are still valid. And as much as I am scared that I might fake it, I remember that I don't fake because faking means you know you are faking, and so I would actually be mistaken. But, with all that, can I have mistaken anything?
What makes people sure they are plural? Do they overthink as much as I do? Do I need to wait a bit more to see if I have more "strange experiences" to say I am plural? I don't think I am creating those symptoms since they have been here for years now.
Sorry for the long post, I'm not even sure if someone will read it, hehe. But if you do, thank you, and feel free to share your thoughts with me ^^
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Writing Patterns Meme
I feel like I would've called this the Opening Lines Meme, but I'm not in charge around here so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ tagged by both @bladedweaponsandswishycoats and @tavina-writes thank you kindly
Rules: List the first line of your last 10 (posted) fics and see if there's a pattern!
"Shizun, please, let me help." Luo Binghe's eyes were big and wet, and it was completely unfair how weak that made Shen Qingqiu, especially now. It Does a Body Good - Scum Villain, Bingqiu, lactation kink pwp for Tit4Tat
"Come on in, Rex," Anakin called out as the door to his temporary rooms slid open. These were nicer accommodations than they'd had in a while, all things considered. a different intimacy altogether - Star Wars, Anakin/Padme/Rex, first time threesome, also for Tit4Tat
First, there are kisses. A Tender Shoot Unfurling - Love Between Fairy and Devil, Dongfang Qingcang/Xiao Lanhua/Changheng, a polyship remix for Multiamory March
In retrospect, Wen Ning should have realized that something like this might happen. Novel Avenues of Empirical Research - MDZS, Wen Ning/Nie Huaisang, body discoveries of a horny nature for Cursed Clutch Exchange
Sizhui is pleased to discover that he loves traveling with his Ning-gege. wanting spills out - MDZS, Lan Sizhui/Wen Ning, soft fucky somno, also for Cursed Clutch Exchange
Somehow they always seemed to be running away from gunfire and explosions. Medically Inadvisable - Trigun, Vash/Wolfwood, a comedy of errors for Misinterpreted Tropes flash
Her husband always looks so fucking pretty in a skirt. Fucking Pretty - MDZS, Jiang Yanli/Jin Zixuan, genderplay pwp for Bulletproof
If someone had told Mo Xuanyu just a few years ago that she'd be living in Jinlintai as an officially-recognized sister of Jin zongzhu and apprentice practitioner of the ghostly path, she never would've believed it. things are happening every day - MDZS, Mo Xuanyu & Xue Yang, a slice of a very trans modern cultivation AU, for MDZS Genderfuckery
The first thing I noticed was the color of the sky. It was that really pretty ice blue right before the clouds in that one post, you know the one. I Died and Got Transmigrated Into WHAT???! - Scum Villain, OC/Shang Qinghua/Shen Qingqiu, some absolute nonsense for Birthday Bash [I am making the executive decision to skip some even sillier Birthday Bash masterpieces lmao]
Shen Yuan was having a hard time meditating. New But Not So Strange - Scum Villain, Liu Qingge/Shen Yuan/Shen Jiu, trans ace queerplatonic sex pollen times, for Amperslash (and a bonus, because I just like this one:)
Sister Felicity was stricken one morning with the undeniable and utterly ruinous realization that she was in love. Like a Wellspring, Her Love Overfloweth - Original Work, nun/demoness, piss kink with feelings for Flash Flood
What have we learned?
I like a one-liner, and I tend to start by declaring that A SITUATION IS UPON US and then rewinding a bit to look at how we got here.
Fairly even split between past and present tense, and usually a close third POV unless I'm Intentionally Doing A Bit.
Less dialogue than I expected! Usually when I do this one, I have a bunch of: "Opening words," they say, as the Situation comes to a head, "and then the second, longer half of that sentence."
Let's do @sandumilfshou @jaggededges123 @theindianghost and @livingmeatloaf, plus whoever else would like to play!
#first lines#writing patterns#tag games#westie writes#pleased with the spread of fandoms here too tbh
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the commitment behind the scenes to making claire dearing’s portrayal feminist is admirable in the way that it becomes one step removed from transfemininity at multiple points.
she is the girl john hammond meets alan grant. she’s the naive businessman in all white who’s playing god and the gruff man who’s awkward around kids that just want to be around him. her arc is essentially a gender reversal of alan’s where a traumatic situation has her valuing a specific pair of siblings she didn’t initially show any interest in. her arc is essentially a gender reversal of hammond’s where she realizes she’s put her own family in danger through playing with forces she can’t actually control.
she is the only woman in man's upper world. she is the only woman among john hammond, benjamin lockwood, victor hoskins, simon masrani, henry wu. her character foil in fallen kingdom is eli mills, man's right hand in man's upper world. everything about this sphere is distinctly masculine-coded. except her. but she's accepted as a fringe part of it.
simon dies trying to shoot down a beast while claire survives using high heels and strategy. hoskins, eli, dodgeson are ultimately killed due to self-serving desires for power (monetary) in extension of patriarchal concepts of said power. refusal of patriarchy saves claire despite initial adherence to it. the reign of john hammond and simon masrani to the reign of the (female) velociraptor and tyranosaurus rex. change from patriarchy -> matriarchy is the very meat and bones concept of this arc.
claire’s femininity is questioned in a way no other woman’s is within the franchise. should she really be dressed like that? aren’t those shoes silly? does she even have emotions? why won’t she shut up and have kids? she is doing it all Wrong. there’s nothing wrong with being a woman (lie) but why does she have to do it like THAT? if there is a wrong kind of woman, she is being perceived as it.
femininity and rejection of patriarchy are deeply entrenched in the concept of her. she cannot be anything except a woman. she cannot be a man because she’s meant to be a woman. she’s positioned narratively against men, but what stands out is that she is NOT them. she functionally transitions from masculine coded narrative into femininity, which is what saves her because that’s who she TRULY is verse the inherent greed of mills or hoskins and their patriarchy.
in an arc about transformation and feminism, the concept of trans women isn’t far removed. it’s a factual statement to say claire’s arc is about rejecting the expectations of corporate male-dominated capitalism in favor of communal feminism. is there not something to be said with claire finding her biggest joy in femininity while masculinity only burdened her? is there not a concept to be explored there?
#this is all to say#claire dearing is transgender#TO MEEEEEE#jurassic world#I love this headcanon so bad#like y’all don’t even GET IT#she’s post op and deep stealth#like the girls who get it get it
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Music ask game
A song you liked as a child
A song that features an element (earth/fire/water/air)
A song you’d choose to introduce someone to your favorite genre
A song you’d put on a playlist for a character you love
A song you think most of your followers won’t have heard before
A song that makes you think of a family member
A song you know every word to
A song from a soundtrack
A song in a language you don’t speak
A song that makes you feel relaxed
A song that makes you dance
A song from the 90s
A song by a performer you’ve seen live
A song you love to sing along to
A song you’d play for a toddler
A song that makes you think of an old (or current) crush
A cover song
A song you’d play to set the mood on a date
A song that makes you emotional
A song you’d put on a playlist for the person who sent you this ask
this is going to be long so it's under the cut
as a little kid, I didn't really listen to music, and I was at a Catholic school, so all the music I did hear was all hymns. of those, I'd say little donky. but when I was like 12 and actually started listening to music on my own 100% teenagers by my chemical romance
burn it down by the cog is dead. fire
rex marksley by steam powered giraffe. only because it's stuck in my head rn
idk if im a boy by blue foster. for this one oc I have who I never gave a name. it's so them coded
ooh ive got a few, scum by gum disease, I'm tired & I hate this song by cyberbully mom club and gendering teddy by the narcissist cookbook. I love them <3
I don't actually have one none of the music I listen to really reminds me of them
planetary (GO!) by my chemical romance. I used to play it nonstop less so now but it's a great song
for good from wicked. it was the first one that came to mind and it's great
dos oruguitas from encanto but specifically the the cog is dead cover
once upon a december from anastasia. it makes me very calm
any song if it catches me in the right moment
wannabe by the spice girls. my friend made me listen to it repeatedly now I have an emotional connection
mama by my chemical romance. i haven't seen many bands live cause most of the bands I like are small or disbanded and/or don't come to the country I live in. but I got to see mcr last year and I love them
All the things she said by tatu. my silly gay ass can not hear it without singing along
purple people eater by sheb wooly. its just vibes
pure love by mother mother. I to my knowledge have never had a crush but this one reminds me of my friend
I think I love you cover by the cog is dead. just VIBES listen if you haven't
ice cream parade by steam powered giraffe. the vibes on this date be silly
the village by warbel. they recently releced a mtf version as well as a trans chorus version
go spine go by steam powered giraffe. i really didn't know what to put but go spine go should be on every playlist
and that's this done. this was very fun thank you :)
#nix rambles#asks#godblessthisfuckingfandom#:'( im sorry this took so long to answer#i kept forgetting to finish the list
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Dangling by a Thread/off your Apron String/at the end of a Rope
Rated E, CNTW, NCoK and Kih’ad series, Trans Rex, Rex/Cody and Rex/Obi-wan, getting back together, miscommunication, finally some sex ed and actual birth control! breeding kink, sorta dubcon maybe? Gender Dysphoria, Gender Validation, Medical Issues, Find out what happened to the baby! (more or less)
Someone knocks on his door, waits, knocks again, and then keys the override. For one shining moment Rex hopes it’s Cody—but no, he doesn’t want to see that shabuir, actually—however, it is not.
It’s Kenobi, meddling again.
Rex is suddenly glad he hadn’t taken off his blacks yet. He crosses his arms across his chest and hunches his shoulders a little to disguise the slight irregular swell that’s unavoidable even taped down as he is.
“I felt your upset from across the ship, Captain,” Kenobi says. “No one expects you to parent her, I promise you.”
Rex would dearly like to tell the man to get out, but he can’t say that to a Jedi, especially one who’s his superior officer. He grinds his teeth.
“Or was it something else?” Kenobi queries gently. He seats himself on Rex’s bunk as though he’s welcome, like he intends to stay a while. Rex can’t order him out, but he thinks…if he was required to answer, this conversation would be happening somewhere else, like interrogation.
The words he doesn’t want to talk about curdle in his throat and he half-turns away. Can’t this Jedi ever take a hint?
“Perhaps something to do with the animosity between you and my Commander?” Kenobi asks, with startling clarity.
“What’d he say,” Rex demands, whirling. “What did Cody tell you?”
Kenobi blinks at him.
Rex swallows and backs down. “Sir. Sorry, Sir.”
“He has told me nothing, Captain. But our units will continue to be in close cooperation even after we requisition Anakin’s new ship, and I’d like to help resolve this apparent conflict.”
Rex’s lip twitches involuntarily, the barest beginning of a sneer that he tries quickly to smooth away.
“Please,” Kenobi says calmly, kindly. “Be at ease. Both of you are good, honorable men. I can feel your turmoil. Is there nothing I can do to help reconcile the two of you?”
“Cody and I have…history,” Rex confesses slowly.
“Rivalry?” Kenobi asks, then frowns, looking for something in Rex’s …face, he hopes, rather than his mind. “Oh, romantic history?”
Rex pales. That was sharpshooter-fast and accurate.
“That’s fine!” Kenobi says, hasty and high-pitched. “I am well aware how a closed community such as your own may develop its own cultural mores and customs in isolation. Certainly, asking millions of fit young humans experiencing adolescence concurrently not to have relations…well. I won’t see any clone punished merely for the fact of having personal relationships, be they sexual or otherwise. Insofar as it does not affect their working relationships and the unit at large. Which, in your case, it has begun to.”
Rex winces.
“Is your issue with him related to…your attitudes regarding parenting?”
Rex freezes. What does Kenobi think he knows? How could he have made such a leap of logic? “No,” his voice says, too tight, too high, “no, we—we were just f— we weren’t thinking of parenting”—he needs to deflect, right now—“or are you asking if I thought of him as my parent?”
Oh now, this is definitely the worst conversation he’s ever had. Kenobi’s face. His own must be at least as appalled; eye contact is unconscionable. Whirling to pace, Rex finds the room is too small to take more than one full stride, and retreating to the tiny closet of a fresher would be far too rude, not to mention cowardly.
Having run out of other options, Rex turns and sits heavily on the other end of the bed, as far away from Kenobi as possible and facing out just as he is, so they don’t have to look at each other.
…facing out as he was. He’s now turned and laid a solicitous hand on Rex’s forearm. “Did you?” he carefully asks.
Rex closes his eyes in sheer mortification. “Kark no,” he says. “Why—how in the galaxy would those things be related, Sir?”
“There’s nothing any more wrong with parent/child roleplay in the bedroom than there is with genetically identical men forming romantic and sexual bonds,” Kenobi says in a placating voice, undercurrents of awkwardness notwithstanding.
Read on AO3 🔒 https://archiveofourown.org/works/53111911
#fanfiction#my fic link#star wars tcw#cloneshipping#clones#rated e#this is tru*e#codex#rexobi#trans rex#NCoK#the kih’ad
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on being Seen
I had a quasi spiritual experience going to the hospital* with my foster daughter yesterday and getting clocked as a trans dad by a young teen waiting for his name to get called. The pediatric ER waiting room is not a great place for anyone at any time, but I felt the pull of Something when this kid, clearly in pain, still made his pink stuffed dinosaur wave at Sola when she got all excited because she had brought HER pink T-Rex for comfort. I told him his painted boots with the trans flag on them were the coolest things I’d ever seen, and he grinned so wide and just said “I know!!!” when I said I was trans too. And like... I want to see and be seen by other trans people so bad. I want to be visible to young people, so they can see me with new gray hair on my temples, my wedding ring on my finger, and my daughter pulling my hand. I’m still here, and the world is a very scary place right now but by GOD I made it out alive. This kid seemed SO HAPPY to see me with my family, and I’m going to be thinking about that all day. He was on his own in the waiting room, and I hope that while we existed there together, he felt a little bit closer to the world like I did.
This is the Trans Teen Website, so if there’s any young trans guys named Ben out there with blue hair, cool bumper stickers on your wheelchair, and a great pink dinosaur who just got out of Doernbecher in Portland, OR, know you had a HUGE impact on our family. Kiddo loved meeting you, and it was a really hard day for her. Bless you, and bless your loved ones.
*She’s very okay don’t worry!!!! It’s just a stomach bug and she’s saying “tummy feels better” and happily watching cartoons now that she’s had a popsicle and a night’s sleep! The ER visit wasn’t necessary, but we are in such a weird shitty position as foster parents that we couldn’t refuse medical advice after the first doctor we went to referred us out after Sola wasn’t playing ball with strangers touching her painful belly. So after they gave up and said “idk you can go to the ER I guess” we couldn’t go home without risking being accused of withholding care for her. I couldn’t have designed a worse child welfare system if I tried.
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/looks left
/looks right
Hi folks I'm coming out of the closet. 👉 👈
I'm Rex, my pronouns are he/him, I'm a transman. This is something that I have been thinking back and forth on for a long time. Like a long time. Like, since I was 16, and I'm 28 years old now (ive gone through so many different names and identities while trying to figure myself out). I never felt 100% certain though, due to numerous factors in my life-- largely unsupportive family members, and friends who made it a personal crusade to try and invalidate my experience.
And, of course, people using my mental illness as an excuse for how I feel. (You're just confused.)
I've come out before, and changed my mind. I came out again, and was told I wasn't "trans enough." Then I tried to bargain back and forth and settled with using they/them for comfort until I was "certain."
The biggest hurdle to get over was the fact that I was in a relationship with a guy for 4 years who tried to invalidate me, and acted like he was the authority on who is considered trans or not. It was disgusting and abusive and downright awful.
My thing is-- I'm confident in who I am. I'm comfortable. And I don't think I need to hate my body in order to experience gender dysphoria. I love my body. I love who I am. I love my androgynous look. Medical transitioning isn't really an option for me, and that bothered me for an extremely, extremely long time. But now, I'm at a point in my life where I feel empowered enough to occupy space as myself without feeling guilty. I'm not responsible for someone else's perception of me, or the image that they have of me in their head. I know who I am. And that person is a dude named Rex. Whether I bind, take T, have top surgery, or do NONE of that, does not change who I am.
I can't really go by "Rex" in my profession, or outside of my personal circles-- but, that's fine too. If clothes and makeup aren't gendered, then names don't have to be. As far as I'm concerned, my legal, traditionally female name, is a man's name now. Because I said so. 💁
It feels good to finally say this.
And to finally introduce myself without fear, or shame.
I've had some great conversations with people since rejoining this community, and it's helped solidify my truth. You guys know who you are. Thank you.
I'll be changing my pronouns on my blog and on my servers a bit later.
#☆ ‹ ʙᴀᴄᴋsᴛᴀɢᴇ ᴘᴀss › out of character#{ If you read through this entire thing? thank you. i love you. }
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