#Personal Insight

[esco-gambino]

Your perspective will either become your prison or your passport…

[fizzyxcustard]

Personal Post (and apologies)

I'm going to post some personal feelings and thoughts here, so if you're not interested in that, then please skip.

First off, I want to apologise to anyone I've offended. Now, you might be wondering why I'm starting off with that statement of apology. The truth is that I've had a very bad couple of years mentally, and I'm not using this as an excuse for any bad/negative behaviour, but more for you to maybe understand my thought patterns. I know that I've come off as toxic to some people; I stand up and admit to that. I have. My behaviour has no doubt been hard to deal with, and because of this, I've lost friends. And it's mainly to those people I wish to apologise. Whether they'll actually see this post or not, I don't know, but I hope they will. And that goes for anyone else that I may have upset without realising. This post is calling myself out.

A lot of my negative behaviour has come from very destructive thought patterns, which revolve around never feeling good enough and not fitting in. I play the comparison game constantly, and to the point that I sometimes dread coming online to Tumblr. Because I know my mind will begin to churn and tell me that I'm not a good enough person, I'm not funny enough, talented enough...just not good enough in any way at all. And it's because of this that I've pushed people away from me because of the fear of rejection through my own comparisons to other people. These thoughts have even affected the way I see myself with my family, so it's not just online friends. It's in almost everything I do.

I wouldn't normally post anything this personal on Facebook, but on Tumblr I feel that my anonymity helps me to remain a bit more shadowed from criticism and harsh words. I can only think of a couple of people from Tumblr who I've met in person.

So this post is me apologising to anyone I've ever hurt, been cold with, been standoffish with, been snappy with. Again, I know that this isn't an excuse for negative behaviour and toxicity, but I'm trying to change my ways. Whenever I feel that wave of anxiety rip through me because the negative comments in my brain are becoming so loud, I now take a step back to recalibrate. I'm consciously giving my rational mind more room to step in and take control. I'll admit that it's fucking hard, but I am trying with every last ounce of my being to become a better person.

For a while I considered leaving Tumblr, but that would mean stepping away from doing the very thing I love, which is writing and sharing with you. But the need for external validation to feed my ego and turn down the deafening volume of the negative voice was getting too much. My rational mind has had to take the reins again and fight to be heard over all the commotion of self doubt. For some time I've even developed people-pleasing ways which has later led to resentment, and again, negative outbursts.

I know I need to work on this cripplingly low self-esteem, build myself up and also be completely authentic and not people please. Don't get me wrong, I do try and be as generous and kind as I can, but sometimes it's wound up compromising my own state of mind, and I must try and work on this, too.

This post is me being open, raw and vulnerable. All I can do is apologise again, and whatever comes of this post, I will accept gladly.

I hope I can usher in a time of more confidence, more happiness, and maybe more friendships which are unburdened by my negativity.

If you've made it this far, well done, and thanks for coming to my TedTalk. :) <3

[amongthefallingstar]

People only know but be a small fraction of who you are even if you give a 100%

[compassionmattersmost]

Experiencing the Present Moment: Beyond Conceptualization

Introduction In our fast-paced world, we often find ourselves caught up in thoughts, judgments, and conceptualizations, missing the richness of direct experience. Embracing the present moment can offer profound benefits, providing a clearer connection to reality and deeper personal insight. This post explores the value of immersing ourselves in the direct experience of now and how it transcends…

[escapebygawking]

Weirdly, i relate to Umbrella Academy s4 Five ... This depression/melancholy/detachment has been following me for some time, and the way he speaks as Jerome in ep1, no emotion put into major events that shaped his whole life... i just get it. Even if it is later shown that he was being undercover, everything he does for the remainder of the season has Jerome written all over it: no sign of previous energy and enthusiasm of Five, just smells of a person given up to the injustice or banality of existence.

Not sure if that was what the creators intended, most likely not. I am not 68 yet, sure, but if i continue the next decades in a similar way, i totally understand how i can become disillusioned like that. Still its a sad resolution to a beloved show, and i am not even talking about the final ep.

I has rambled.

[nexusofsorcery]

Discover The Magic of Tea Leaf Reading: A Guide To Tasseomancy

Unlocking the Mystical Art of Reading Tea Leaves for Divination and Insight Welcome to the enchanting world of tasseomancy, the ancient art of tea leaf reading. In this comprehensive guide, we will explore the fascinating practice of interpreting symbols and patterns formed by tea leaves in a teacup. Whether you are a beginner or an experienced practitioner, this guide will provide you with the…

[harmonyhealinghub]

Oracle Cards: A Gateway to Divine Guidance and Personal Insight

Shaina Tranquilino

September 12, 2023

In the realm of divination and spiritual exploration, there are countless tools available to seekers who wish to gain insight into their lives and receive guidance from the divine. One such tool that has gained popularity in recent years is Oracle cards. These beautiful and captivating decks offer a unique way to tap into our intuition and access the wisdom of higher realms.

What are Oracle Cards?

Oracle cards are a type of divination tool that consists of a deck of cards, each featuring a different image or message. Unlike Tarot cards, which follow a specific structure and symbolism, Oracle cards have no fixed system or rules. They can vary greatly in terms of theme, imagery, and purpose.

The Purpose and Power of Oracle Cards:

The primary purpose of Oracle cards is to help us connect with our intuition and access divine guidance. Each card in the deck carries its own energy and message, offering insights into various aspects of life – love, career, personal growth, spirituality, etc. These messages often serve as gentle reminders or encouragement for us to trust our inner voice and make empowered decisions.

Unlike traditional fortune-telling methods, Oracle cards do not predict the future with absolute certainty. Instead, they act as mirrors reflecting our current state of being and potential paths ahead. They invite us to explore our thoughts and feelings more deeply so that we can make informed choices aligned with our highest good.

How to Use Oracle Cards:

Using Oracle cards is simple yet profound. It requires an open mind, willingness to surrender control, and trust in the process. Here are some steps to get started:

1. Choose Your Deck: There are numerous Oracle card decks available in bookstores or online platforms. Take your time to find one that resonates with you visually or thematically.

2. Set Intentions: Before each reading session, take a few moments to ground yourself and set clear intentions for what you seek guidance on. This will help you focus your energy and invite the messages that are most relevant to your current situation.

3. Shuffle and Draw: Holding the deck in your hands, close your eyes and take a few deep breaths to center yourself. Then, shuffle the cards while silently or aloud asking for guidance. When ready, draw a card randomly from the deck. If a card jumps out of the deck while shuffling, then this is a bonus card that has a message that you need to hear.

4. Reflect and Interpret: Look at the image on the card and pay attention to any thoughts, emotions, or sensations it evokes within you. Read the accompanying guidebook or booklet for insights into its meaning, but also trust your intuition to interpret the message uniquely based on your personal experiences.

5. Journaling and Integration: After a reading, consider journaling about your experience, noting down any significant messages received or revelations gained. This allows for deeper reflection and integration of the wisdom offered by the Oracle cards.

The Benefits of Using Oracle Cards:

Oracle cards offer numerous benefits beyond their divination purposes:

1. Self-Reflection and Personal Growth: Regular use of Oracle cards encourages introspection, helping us gain clarity about our desires, fears, strengths, and limitations. They can act as catalysts for self-discovery and personal transformation.

2. Intuition Development: By relying on our intuition to interpret the messages received through Oracle cards, we strengthen our intuitive muscle over time – a skill that can be invaluable in various areas of life.

3. Empowerment and Decision Making: The insights provided by Oracle cards empower us to make informed decisions aligned with our spiritual path and highest good. They remind us that we have agency in creating our reality.

Final Thoughts:

Oracle cards are tools designed to assist us in connecting with divine guidance within ourselves. Whether seeking answers to specific questions or simply desiring spiritual insight, these beautiful decks serve as gateways to explore our own inner wisdom and tap into universal energies. So why not give Oracle cards a try? You might be surprised at the wisdom and guidance they offer on your spiritual journey.

[nothorses]

after having an entire hour long conversation with my coworkers about what "degendering" is, and the importance of using trans people's pronouns when you know them- rather than always defaulting to "they/them" no matter what- and still getting "they/them"ed by people I trusted not to fucking do that to me, I have decided that the name and pronouns circle of introductions for new additions to the group will now include the very clearly stated boundary that they do not use "they/them" pronouns for me.

your move, cowards!

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Kiss Kiss Fallen Tree!

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[seraphinitegames]

So question if the MC met the ROs in their time- how much different would their romances be? Would they stay the same or would some of them be faster or slower?

You mean, like, when they were human in their original time?

Well, Adam/Ava certainly would have gone straight into it with the MC! They wouldn't have let such powerful instantaneous feelings pass by without trying, that's for sure!

My my, how things have changed for A...

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Nate/Nat...not too much would be different. N was always pretty dashing, even with being a bit more sickly back then. Though they wouldn't have to put up such masks at times...

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Felix/Farah, again, not too different. F is very much how they've always been. Except they held more secrets back then. Secrets and lies are a serious no-go for them now!

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Mason/Morgan would have been just as forward but a lot more...naïve about things. But more open to trying things and being out there. Wanting to do/experience life things together in a way they are very much against now.

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Hope that all made sense! Was trying to answer while being vague so as to avoid any spoilers, hehe! :D

Thank you so much for the ask! :)

[identifying-cars-in-posts]

bad news, the transmission on my nissan versa is going

good news, IM HOPEFULLY REPLACING IT WITH A 28 YEAR OLD MINITRUCK WITH A MANUAL TRANSMISSION AND HAND CRANK WINDOWS

so yes goodbye to puck the 2015 nissan versa note, assuming the meeting with the seller goes well in a few hours hello to the 1996 nissan d21 hardbody already being lovingly referred to by my friends as the twinkmover

[ithinkdogshouldvote2]

Mcd rebirth

Aphmau: "I'm sure your village misses you"

Gene: "I'm sure one person does"

GO FUCK YOURSELFFFFF!!!!!!!

[theorahsart]

Some little doodles and inspirational quotes from Camille Desmoulins, Louis Antoine Saint-Just, and Maximilien Robespierre 💖

I've made these 3 cos I'm making some stickers for a comic convention thats very soon, and did the most 'famous' people for starters/who ppl following me might know from my comic :3

But when I have free time I'm definately gonna make some of lesser discussed but equally inspiring revolutionaries~

[dykedvonte]

Curly not immediately punishing Jimmy for assaulting Anya is something I don’t think a lot of people are viewing in the complex context for Curly as the superior to both of them and closest confidante they had.

Like I am in no way saying he didn’t under react or fail Anya by not being harsh or direct with Jimmy but it really is the case that he really couldn’t. Imagine being stuck in such a confined space with very little areas to genuinely hold someone if they commit a crime. It’s not like this was an event that occurred before they departed or that they have easy communication with The Pony Express to ask for how to proceed when something like this arises. Not to mention, Jimmy’s relative power in relation to Anya as the co-pilot and second in command, he has the knowledge and access to do something to her had Curly directly punished him in this setting.

They were also Curly’s friends. It’s not just the case of him mediating something between his subordinates but people he is personally invested in don’t want to see spiral further in Anya’s case while also not wanting believe his friend go that bad in Jimmy’s actions. They were both suicidal and Curly putting Jimmy’s stability first is both out of bias but also the fact he’s aware at some level Jimmy is a danger to himself and others if not constantly placated. Combined with the fact he was in denial or just not piecing together what Anya said it’s hard to say what he buying time for and what he had treat as urgent. This isn’t even saying he doesn’t care about Anya but he’s not going jump to the worst conclusions about his friends even if part of him acknowledges the evidence saying so. It’s a complicated thing but he’s still human and needed to process it on top of trying to keep a ship that already took on a lot of water from further sinking, metaphorically.

I just personally think that while Curly failed Anya, it was a scenario where there wasn’t much he could do to the best thing by her safely and like Jimmy, we are underestimating what a good leader would do in a very fragile and tense situation like he was in. By the time he may have been ready and had a plan, things were much too late.

[kkoct-ik]

doodling my yttd faves