#PLEASE I NEED TO FIND IT

[staysunbeam]

Y’all….I can’t find this one post I was reading this morning before I left for school and I didn’t like it so it didn’t save anywhere. I’ve tried to search different things but still haven’t found it. So, if this sounds familiar please let me know and you will be my new favorite person 🙏

It was a post about how Ponyboy has nightmares and someone wrote like a scenario where Ponyboy had a nightmare and was screaming. Sodapop woke up and was trying to calm down but Ponyboy was too upset and was like wrestling around or something. Sodapop is scared, almost to tears so he yells for help from Darry. He isn’t completely convinced that something might be wrong with Ponyboy that’s not the nightmare. Darry is a light sleeper and gets woken up so he rushes into their room and Ponyboy just throws himself at Darry which is unusual. He says that he dreamt that Darry had died/or left them. And I think at some point Darry or Soda to take him to the hospital because they aren’t convinced he’s medically unwell because of how he was reacting. Then I stopped reading. (Also, side note, autocorrect WILL NOT stop correcting Darry to Daddy and I don’t know why it’s doing that considering I don’t use that word. I need it to stop 😭)

[scopop08]

Hey guys. Does anyone have that docm77 master post. With all of his tweets about taking 8 inches up the ass and stuff. And that image of him just standing at the weird angle in grey sweatpants

[asclexe]

has anyone made gifs from that one scene in either episode 16/17 in season 5 when house was oding on vicodin but like stopped and took some detox drug but before the amber hallucination, like is there a gif out there of when house and wilson go to dinner and house took some other drug and couldn’t have alcohol but he drank alcohol becuase he didn’t want wilson to know he took dangerous detox drug and he left the restaurant to induce vomiting and wilson finds him with his fingers in his mouth and hiuse says “fine, i have bulimia. but i look great, though?” please i need a gif set of this

[the-cooler-sidestep]

did anybody else ever see that guy who got weirdly aggressive about insisting that the Irish couldn't be indigenous because they colonized Ireland from the fomorians (a supernatural race from irish mythology) or is this just my cross to bear

[under-themilky-way]

Guys I need help, I’m looking for a fic but I can’t remember the name or author for the life of me. It was a c!TNTDuo fic where Quackity escaped from Manberg and found Pogtopia. Wilbur didn’t trust him at first but then he started flirting a lot. And then they thought Manberg discovered Pogtopia, so they had to move camp. I remember a part where Quackity almost fell into lava and then Wilbur rescued him basically. Anyways they built a camp, for a while it was good until Wilbur proposed and Quackity said no and so Wilbur choked him. After that Phil sent Wilbur to therapy, and Techno trained Quackity in combat. Wilbur eventually came back and he was supposedly a lot better, but at the end of the fic he died, and it was sort of implied that eventually Quackity and Techno got together

[edible-rat-vomit]

WHERE TF DID THE UNPENIS POST GO I CANT FIND IT

[syn4k]

WHERE IS THAT ONE POST I MADE MONTHS AGO. TUMBLR TAGGING SYSTEM PAY ME ROYALTIES

[clarisimart]

be careful what you wish for, Fordsy

commission info here

[overlymetaromantic]

Dungeon Meshi, or as I like to call it, Marcille's-increasingly-difficult-to-ignore-revelations-that-her-endless-devotion-to-Falin-may-in-fact-be-more-rooted-in-lesbianism-than-she-originally-thought

[zipstick]

DOES ANYONE HAVE THAT VIDEO OF BOB DYLAN WHERE HES SAYING SOME SHIT LIKE. ANIMAL MY SOUL AND SELL ME TO THE CIGARETTE

[the-captain-is-speaking]

GISUSG GUYS PLEASE I SAW A POST ABOUT BEING IN A BAG OF CORNFLAKES AND WHEN YOU CLICKED ON A LINK IT SENT YOU TO A PANORAMA OF THE INSIDE OF A BAG OF CORNFLAKES AND I HAD A GREAT TIME LAUGHING MY ASS OFF OVER BEING JN A BAG OF CORNFLAKES BUT TUMBLR RELOADED AND NOW I CAN'T FIND THE POST PLEASE IVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR IT FOR SO LONG SO IF IT WAS ONE OF YOU WHO REBLOGGED IT LET ME KNOW I NEED TI FIND THE CORNFLAKES POST IM BEGGING YOU

[familyabolisher]

btw most universities to my knowledge keep their reading lists behind access barriers (ie. only students enrolled at the institution on the course in question can see them) so i thought i’d just let you all know that durham university has all of its reading lists available online for free without needing student access. do with this information what you will.

[imeriayapping]

Guys real question why noone talks about this picture

[batboopp]

bruce wayne they could never make me hate you. they could also never make me like you either. good god you are fucked up

[inkskinned]

before you know about women, you hear that you do not need to love the man, just that you need to love him through his manhood. which is to say you have seen the future painted in lamb's blood over your eyes - how your mother shoots you a look about your father's inability to cook right. how your aunt holds her wineglass and says i'm gonna kill em. men, right! how your best friend bickers with her boyfriend, how she says i can't help it. i come back to him.

you learn: men are gonna cheat. men aren't going to listen when you're talking, because you're nagging. men think emotions are stupid. they think your life is vapid and your hobbies are embarrassing. men will slam things, but that's because men are allowed to be angry. if you get loud, you're hysterical. if a man gets loud - well, men are animals, men are dogs, men can't control their hands or their eyes or their bodies. they're going to make a snide comment about you in the locker room, about your body, about how you're so fucking annoying. you're going to give him kids, and he will give you the money for the kids, and you're going to be running the house 24/7 - but he gets to relax after a long day, because his job is stressful. the man is on stage, and is a comedian, and says "women!"

and you are supposed to love that. you are supposed to love men through how horrible they are to you - because that's what women do. that's what good women do. wife material. your father even told you once - it'll make sense when you're older. it was like staring down a very lonely tunnel.

it feels like something's caught in your throat, but it's all you know, so. it's okay that you see sex as a necessary tool, a sort of okay-enough ritual to keep him happy, even though he doesn't seem to care about happiness as-applied-to you. it is relationship upkeep. it is kissing him and smiling even though he didn't brush his teeth. it is getting on your knees and looking up and holding back a sigh because he barely holds you as you panic through the night. it's not like the sex is bad and you do like feeling wanted. and besides! he's a man! like... they're another species. you'll never be able to actually communicate, right. he isn't listening.

you just don't get it. you don't feel that sense of i'm gonna climb him like a tree. mostly it just feels fucking exhausting. you play the part perfectly. you smile and nod and are "effortlessly" charming. and it's fine! it's alright! you even love him, if you're looking. you could have good life, and a good family, and perfectly happy.

in the late night you google: am i broken. you google i'm not attracted to my husband. you google i get turned on by books but not by him. you google how to get better in bed.

the first time he yells at you, it almost feels like blankness. like - of course this is happening. this is always how it was going to end up. men get angry, and they yell, and you sit there in silence.

you mention it to your friend - just the once - while you're drunk. she shrugs and says it's like that with me too, i just try to forget and move on. men are always gonna hear what they want to. pick your battles and say sorry even though he's in the wrong. you play solitaire online for a month. you go to your therapist appointment and preach about how you're both so in love.

after all, you have a future to want. nobody lied about it - how many instagram posts say marriage is hard. say real love takes work. say we fight like cats and dogs but the best part is that we always make up. how many of your friends say happy anniversary to the best and worst thing to ever happen to me. if you really loved him - loved yourself too - you'd accept that men are just different from you.

the first time she kisses you, it's on a dare at a party. something large and terrifying whips through your body. you wake up sweating from dreams where her mouth is encrusted with pearls and you pick them off one by one with your teeth. fuck. you sit at the computer and your almost-finished game of sim city. you think about your potential perfect life and your potential future family. you google am i gay quiz with your little hands shaking.

you delete each letter slowly. you don't need to love him. you just need to keep going.

[aphel1on]

AURGH auwarghh the autistic parental trauma... the epi was wacky hijinks then dropped this on us out of nowhere... (sobs) laios... laiiiiooooos