#PANIC MODE

[chaoswarfare]

dp x dc prompt #34

Everyone always says that having a good reaction time is a great thing in a town where ghosts attack daily. Nobody ever warned him that sometimes it’s a bad thing to punch first and ask questions later.

Danny gets startled by Bane while wandering around Gotham, and punts him four blocks into a brick wall. Danny scrambles to get gone before anyone notices, but unfortunately for him, Gotham has eyes everywhere. And one Red Robin cannot believe that a twink of a guy just sent one of their physically strongest rogues flying like it was nothing.

[dreamaturgy]

bioware claiming varric is the obi-wan of dragon age and after watching the gameplay trailer i'm like... but obi-wan dies you guys

[dreamauri]

NOOO

i screamed so loud. CARLOS, DONT GO ISTG

[kirbybecomesastarwarrior]

I STILL DON'T KNOW WHO I'M GONNA PUT IN THE KIRBY OC TOURNAMENT, AND THE DEADLINE IS APPROACHING!

[sketchiefoxie]

hhhhhhhhhh i just scared myself to freaking death, because I forgot my password, and the one I had saved was wrong!! Luckily, I was able to get it reset, but I was about ready to break down crying, cause the last time I did this, I got myself permanently logged out of one of my accounts, and now its just sitting there with like three posts, fully unused. I think I'd just die if I wasn't able to use this blog anymore, I've got so much crap saved on here!! AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

[davenportia]

y’all i need help how do you make internet friends without interviewing them 😭

cause i’m SO BAD at texting. like i panic every time i get a notification 😭😭😭

[ladylimerence]

note to self :

trauma can be self made.

fuck my life. — and i mean it in the millennial way- not this gay twenty first century way. and don’t even argue about my use of gay. we all know it means ridiculous- and they fucking like that.

I’m panic thinking. In defense mode. Can’t you see? Can’t you fucking see? What i thought would never happen, fucking happened.

I’m trying to breathe and fucking forgive myself. — but I’ve strangled my own neck with my own hands.

i am violently thinking— walking around torturing myself — “do you think he noticed you turn fucking red?” “Do you think he noticed me dodging him and being rushy?” “Did you think he noticed the energy change?” “He’s not stupid you know?”

i have traumatized myself, but on the other hand— I’m writing— is it a sick fucking muse?

i will not let shame protect me, I can’t. It has for to long.

-x

[sadistic-softie]

Dinner

She says, "You can not ignore your mother forever." I was supposed to go no contact. Everyone told me to. Friends, mentors, professionals, but I'm not sure she understands the weight of it...I try to explain, but like always, I never get my point across.

She says mother's hurt, I'm running the risk of lost time, lost relationships, regret. I know. I know all of this. I know she loves me and I know her heart was always in the right place despite everything. That's why it's so hard. How do I talk someone who won't listen? How do I tell the person who thinks they're helping me that they're hurting me?

Who do I talk to? What do I say? Am I wrong? Was everything that was done to me justified? Am I just being dramatic? What counts as trauma? Is it normal to live in fear of a parent? She was never strict.

The problem is that there's no finger to point. No wound to bandage. No puzzle to piece. There's no "bad guy". Only emotional complications. And I'm bad with emotions. I've been a coward. Unable to speak for myself. Unable to confront anyone. Hiding and walking on eggshells.

My whole life I never stood up for myself and when I did it only made things worse. Here I am now. Needing to do...something. I don't know what, and if I don't choose, the choice will be made for me. Dinner. She won't tell me what to do but she won't allow it to go on. She says it's time.

A talk was had and it's been decided. I'm going out to dinner with my mother some time soon. No arrangements have been made yet, but I have at least her with me. This will be what happens if I don't make a choice myself.

I might let myself fall to fate. I've been lost for a long time. Maybe I'll find my way. I'm scared. Terrified actually. I'm not good at standing up for myself. But it doesn't matter anymore. I need to do this. Even if it is just for closure or a second chance. I need to try. Dinner.

[seenthisepisode]

it just hit me that i am getting married in LESS THAN TWO MONTHS ASFJSKSHSKSB

[butch-springsteen]

guys idk if its just me but taylor swift's website is just showing a glitched page

[maxkirin]

my latest book is due in 3 hours and I still have to…

⬜ Finish the layout ⬜ Put all the pieces together ⬜ Setup the shop page

is this time to start panicking?? 😰

anyways i'm streaming, come watch me suffer

🔴 LIVE NOW (youtube.com/mistrekirin)

[bylerforall]

screaming?? hyperventilating??

[jessicatredes]

mormon missionaries came to my door and i didn't realize who they were till after i opened it so ms lies-a-lot appeared and said i attend church already and they left quickly <3

[its-kall-the-clown]

yall a family member found my AO3

this is NOT a drill. I will be looking for a way to move it all tonight if I can

[artfella]

"Look Bucky, you need to learn to fly or you won't live long enough to find a way back to your normal self. It's easy; we push all yearlings off this cliff and they instinctually get the mechanics of flight. Even if you don't, the fall won't kill you!"

[cheesebread-loves-ships]

Im dying in shame, lol