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I'll be like “I don't really project in any bsd character” [ten seconds later] so Akutagawa is autistic and hates cooking and has never sent a text to a groupchat ever and
#and struggles with eating...#I also feel like sometimes the way I like sskk is very self indulgent ahah.#Like Akutagawa being stupid and evil it's just... So so very comforting for me–#in the way it frames a world where you can be flawed and dumb and imperfect and there'll still be someone to love you for how you are.#That despite everything you are still worth of love.#It's just so unspeakably relieving akdvdjskdbos I dream about a life where I'm not terrified of people stopping loving me if I wasn't kind#Which is weird because I *am* kind and being kind makes me me. it's just. idk brains has thoughts sometimes#On second thought. not main tagging this#random rambles#24/02/23#Realistically I think it makes sense that Akutagawa *can* cook very basic stuff. to provide for Gin.#In practice I hate cooking so much that I don't want my favorite to undergo that ever
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the scarf is coming along and soon I'll have to get used to wearing *gasp* actual colors that aren't black or grey or so dark they could be mistaken for black when it's dark out
#still not sure abt the colors#I kinda took whatever yarns felt comfy&homey to me#which might be why it matches my apartment decor a bit too much lmao going out dressed like my apartment sure okay that works#it's also giving ''scarecrow'' to me for some reason (tho.. I could be madder abt it like scarecrow could be a look)#anyways the joy of doing things urself is that u can choose whatever colors and just sorta see how it goes#like idk if it's colorblind combo but I think I'm definitely gonna be wearing it#(my main point wasn't to make something actually super good and great; just to have something to do and practice my knitting which like#I made a hat like 9 years ago and have barely done anything since (aside from like 4 random squares when I once thought I'd knit a blanket#but like dude?? a blanket as the second thing u've ever knitted?? that was too ambitious. So hence a scarf; a small blanket))#aesthetic#I truly dont know any arts&crafts tags#studyblr#booklr#bookblr#december 2024#2024
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And some days, I just wish you wouldn't look at me at all.
#ffxiv#sketch#wol#meteor survivor#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#oh no#its the consequences of his actions#everything is fine until the only man on the star you care about looks at you with the same contempt your father did#(Meteor's not doing it intentionally- its a reflex after he comes back for quite a bit)#and zenos is getting bodied because its been a while since... you know... him being able to really feel anything at all#and no- its not him regretting anything that had to do with varis- just him regretting the thought meteor could look at him like that#little does Meteor know he's emotionally bodying the man he's trying to be cordial with#its a little okay because in how I write adventurer zenos this serves as one of his main wake-up calls to make some changes#and realizing both the mistakes he's made with meteor and that meteor hating him in any way is actually -not at all- what he wants#but not okay on the end that every time meteor does this he has to watch zenos actively dissociate right in front of him#until zenos just kinda autopilots and walks away#the second time (or perhaps third) in the last 11 years that zenos has felt regret to any major capacity-#on meteor's end I just enjoy seeing the progression of the WoL through subtext#and why meteor is willing to even entertain the idea despite how much he hates zenos- his decisions and the path he's walked#is the realization that there is high chance that he could actually be a direct catalyst for zenos' growth#and the realization the wol has that they were the only one zenos has ever genuinely reached out to#besides- i just like the idea of having your equal other half fighting back to back with you- or being able to handle threats you cant#and i find their dynamic neat- of meteor not forgiving zenos but giving him his last chance- and growing to enjoy being around him#and zenos being able to work on moving past being the weapon or the monster- finding the connections he's longed for#and giving himself purpose to finally truly just live- for him to learn to experience and have the freedom to find what he enjoys#(and curiously him having estinien's brand of accidently helping people even in StB gives me ideas...)#but enough tag ranting- ill get to zenos' actual adventuring in another post lol
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derg
#wings of fire#mcsm#mcsm au#wof au#premaposting#i made these actually a long bit ago#except for jesse 2 thats recent#but the rest of them were from a good bit ago#i didnt want to post it idk why but i dont want it to rot in my folders either so im posting it#ok my thought process from these#i did a funny and made all of the jesses just mudwing sibs#the main one or first listed is acc the runt. thats why they look weird. theyre not fleshed out yet :(#second one is one of the only older siblings that are still around. the rest had separated for jobs and such#but she lingers around a bit. job-looking but occasionally is there to cheer her lil sib on and stuff#i didnt want the rest of them to be the same tribe or the same main tribe so i made axel a hivewing#skywing could work however i really really wanted petra to be a skywing#i chose hivewing also bc i wanted the ofts to match with them and i made magnus hivewing i think#ik ellegaard is a sandwing#thats why olivia is sand/night#i couldnt decide on whether to make either of them sand or night#so i made olivia both#petra skywing/seawing#i could not not give her seawing literal pirate motif#also smth smth earring is actually important and not really for show#then lukas silk/sand. debating on whether he should have fire be a flamesilk or have neither#a lot of these choices im still debating idk nightwing lukas would be cool#but i didnt want to choice obvi picks for everyone. tried to get a little creative#these tags are so long jsdnsjdnsjdsdkjsdkjsndsnd helppppp#update just realized i abbreviated the order as ofts instead of oots#smhhhhh im a fake fan
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@carnivalcarrion Remember when I said I had something for you?
Yeah, me too.
#welcome home#barnaby b beagle#howdy pillar#welcome home au#kinda?#hey does yassified howdy count as an AU? idk but either way I'll tag it ahahha#my art#barnaby x howdy#laughingstock#spreading the laughingstock propaganda#bruh there are many mistakes and inconsistencies here BUT#I did this as a quick sketch thing to get an idea of how to draw howdy and barnaby as I haven't drawn them much otherwise yet#I've had this sitting in my art things for a few weeks trying to add dialouge to fit this#before I gave up and let their expressions talk for em#setting this early on before they confess#main concept for this idea came from that one sketch made with Barnaby burying himself in Howdy's chestfluff for stress relief#said to myself 'Why not have Howdy do that instead?' as equivalent exchange#bro let the impulsive thoughts take over for a second#I don't blame him bc the same thing happens with me and my cats#I say I won't pet em but then they are being to cute and such to resist for long#bet Howdy is trying to play it off in the last panel#I hope you like my humble gift CarnivalCarrion#as a multi-shipper you opened my eyes to this and popstar so ahehehwbbwbeb#also you have no idea how hard I panicked when I realized you already had a design for yassified howdy in his adjusted shopwear ahaha#the tie is out oh well#he needs to keep Some professionalism while letting all that chest fluff breath no?
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The line where 15 says he doesn't have a boyfriend and the way Ncuti delivers it makes him sound like the world's biggest liar
#doctor who#joy to the world#doctor who christmas special#dw#fifteenth doctor#ncuti gatwa#doctor x master#rouge x doctor#yes im tagging them both because they both count#i liked anita too#listen the doctor has had at least somewhere between 35 and 39 hands she can fit in too#but i did hear him say that and immediately called him on his bullshit#the doctor has never been monogamous any anyone who tries to put that shit on them is lying#anyway rogue again next season? rogue again next season king?#rtd please 🥺#im going to be real this is my main thought before a rewatch because i got wild information part way through and i didn't pay enough#attention to the second part#but i liked everything i saw so#dw spoilers
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finished arcane act 3,,,,,
#this is very /pos btw#i enjoyed every second#also also its okay for people to not like it but please dont come into the main tags just to complain???#like feel free to complain all you want but get out of the main tags at least#anyway#omg i have so much to say#caitvi endgame oh my god#sevika on the council yes please#i wish sevika got more screentime tbh but im just so happy shes alibe#alive*#i thought she was a goner when those guys got her jesus#im so glad they didnt just kill her off and forget about her and actually gave her a conclusion#ANYWAY#this was a 10/10 there will never be a show this incredible i fear#arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#my posts
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just got past the fairygrounds again and. do you think they forgot oliver almost mcfucking drowned because like. if i was an autistic 13 year old that got launched into a river out of a mountain-high cannon with confetti and a shitload of fairies yelling about it right after fighting a massive jellyfish i'd be freaking the hell out. like logically i know they probably couldn't have made that go done how it probably would have but Man
TRUEEEE i think level 5 forgot everything about oliver when they were making wotww. and i think everyone should go play dotdd
#this is hyperbole oliver's character is still done. well.#before i played dotdd i thought he was perfect and a really well done character and i still think the latter#but now that i have played dotdd.#he's just so much better in dotdd that now looking at wotww oliver it's like .................. you're TOO perfect.#like they filed him down. he's too nice.#and i think it really shows in the segments of wotww that aren't in dotdd (like the fairyground)#where they DO forget he'd probably have some kind of reaction to the river!#and while i LIKE the choice for him to leave drippy behind it feels a little weird to me#because if i imagine dotdd oliver doing it it doesn't feel right.#meanwhile during the dotdd arc that the fairyground replaced#oliver physically cannot contain his laughter at esther and swaine arguing after just making up five seconds ago#and it's SUCH A GOOD CHARACTER MOMENT because it does multiple things it first of all shows oliver falling in love with ni no kuni#and their journey#and second of all it shows he has a terrible poker face. which is a known character trait. he's blunt and can't lie to save his life.#anyway. my point is dotdd oliver >>>>>>>>>>>> wotww oliver#ask#sorry for the tags rant but it's typed in here now so i'm not putting it in the main body
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veep dad comfort art
#veep dad :]#i have Not been well mentally tbh the second im with friends i DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE anyways ill be VENTING A TINY BIT HERE#i need excitement in my life but im like#has no social life#oopsies...!#so i thought yknow what would make me happy rn. My Veep Dad#yea thats it#also ive been struggling with motivations to play ttcc and draw so....#apologies for being in the game less. especially as im in the post game with almost everything done#im usually kinda really goal oriented in games and yeah having no tasks or close friends to play with#im just kinda THERE and getting that initial push to do stuff is very hard#my motivation has just been at an all time zero (again) and it upsets me bc i do wanna do stuff...not bc ohh productivity but bc#i just wanna HAVE FUNNNN#anyways erm.... thanks for listening to my little rant here again. i dont know where else to express this sort of stuff. feels wrong to dum#it on strangers who i know are there for my art but. whatever. yknow#just wish i was more motivated in general but my life is Just Kinda Sad and im an Antisocial Anxious Wreck Dear Cog#senior vice president#sr vp#veep dad#personal tag if i dont wanna main tag....#doodles#traditional art#guz art#toontown
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Yeah yeah jedi Maul au we've all seen him. But what about senator Maul au. Representing Dathomir, a neutral world like Mandalore that is still somewhat hostile to outsiders. Wearing fancy clothes that show a bit too much skin for the cold climate of Coruscant. Falling in hate at first sight with Padmé, the only other senator who brings a gun to the senate floor "just in case". The two of them having a weird rivalry because Maul doesn't trust the Jedi and is neutral in a lot of subjects that Padmé is a vocal defender of.
#hm i should make an original post tag#maul#darth maul#padmé#<- she gets tagged too because she is very in my thoughts as i imagine this#sorry i watched the phantom menace bonus dvd and all the making of stuff made me Think#i want to put maul in fancy clothes and situations#he still votes with padmé in a lot of stuff btw. he just refuses to defend it out loud#because first of all he has his pride#second of all he's not here to speak for himself like all those selfish old men he's here on behalf of the tribes of dathomir#dathomir would probably have a lot more senators than the average world i think. since the tribes are not all unified#so maul would be like. the talzin clan and/or nightbrothers' senator. possibly the only male in the dathomir delegation#and more connected to the dathomir magics and martial arts than to sith philosophy#he'd probably hate both sith and jedi also. they're both freaks who worry too much about light and dark#also. this is half very similar to thoughts i have about an (unrelated) oc i have so i dont want to put this on the main post but also.#he'd probably have a lot of 'fans' who love him for his voice and looks instead of his politics#and i Knoww padmé has fans too. because she is a fashion icon. and very charismatic#so can you imagine. the hot politician fandom drama.#sorry i love creating stupid imaginary internet drama#this and my obimaul begrudging tumblr mutuals who hate each other au. i love creating virtual Situations#senator maul au
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Tumblr I'm pretty sure I was the FIRST follower of the Whace tag.
#like come on now.#not main tagging this i just thought it was funny#AM main tagging the WHACE tag. which I've followed since my post was the second ever to USE IT. TUMBLR.#whace
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2000's female horror game protag vibes, can you guess what my inspirations were?
#artists on tumblr#ibispaint art#character design#2000s aesthetic#2000s nostalgia#horror games#creepy cute#im fucking tagging shit and something works out bear with me#demos art#ok i think I put enough times im gonna spoil the answer now#my main inspirations were (in order) fatal frame/silent hill/resident evil#but i also thought about haunting ground/rule of rose for the first#and cry of fear for the second as well#and if you wonder why they all seem to sort of have the same type of shoes#literally look up female horror protags and youll see they all have the same fuckass boots its so funny
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buttered noodles 💫💛🍜
#just me hi#it's just a Lot of butter cuz i don't like having pasta sauce w/ parmesan (something wrong w/ that idk hfbshv) so :3#i was thinking of putting garlic in it but idk if that would be good... do i wanna take the risk.. i mean you can't really go wrong with#garlic... Hmmmm....#//oh yea i am definitely gonna switch up my main blog theme ehe :3#and maybe my rb blog's theme too cuz i liked it when the colours were matching lol#maaaybe to blue.. i don't remember if i've ever had a blue theme so this might be the first blue theme ehe :3#i just like to have an Image for the banner so i need to figure out what i'd like that to be.. hmnmnmnmnm!#//alright you know what i'm gonna put garlic in this one second lolll#okay i put black pepper and garlic in it's not too bad :)#prolly shoulda put more salt in too cuz i'm craving it. salt <3#/having spaghetti cuz the meal is actually supposed to be eggs and i cannot have that lol#some people are upset about this! like my dad. and my brother who is making the food lmfsh#i didn't know food was being made i am innocent in this !! probably anyway#like nobody is more displeased by this than me dude. i wish people could actually like. describe what some foods taste like so that i could#actually see why they like them#but you ask and they say 'what are you talking about? it's just egg' but 'Just Egg' SUCKS dude what is Your Egg like. pretty please kfshvjg#and grapefruit? grapefuit sucks but my mom likes it and i can't understand Why#and i wanna ask what it's actually like and why she likes it but she only says 'idk it's good with salt' what does that MEAN#how does the taste change?? how would you describe it before that ? clearly it was good enough before the salt or you wouldn't have tried i#with that!! i just wanna know !!!!!#dark chocolate ?? Please ??? do you like the taste of restrained anger and resentment cuz that's what it tastes like lmao ???#Coffee ??????? i can't understand coffee without a bajillion tons of sugar (+ other things) masking the taste how do you. Deal#not even deal- Enjoy !! how are you enjoying it !!! Why !!!! and why does everyone think i'm trying to convince them it's bad when i ask#LMAO--#like i'm not trying to say it's bad i'm trying to figure out how it's good please. Please Man lmfvshjfvhgfks#okay so clearly i have thoughts on all that LMfvshgjhfs#bitter stuff sucks and i barely like sour stuff Sometimes. food is all around good though so lol 👍#//alr i'm gonna. [starts scooching away]#i am almost out of tags (rip unlimited tags i miss you so bad hfsvh <3) edit: i ran out LMFVHS ; TOODLES !!
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hello why is kaishin more popular than shinkai or what i mean is why bottom shinichi is like the most widely believed one? lol not really in the fandom just vaguely familiar with the anime from childhood it's just my mutuals likes this ship. i'd thought shinichi being the top would be more popular given his personality.
anon sorry for the late answer!!
imma be real honest with you, anon, i've loved the kidco dynamic since i was conan-sized but i only realized kaishin should be making out around 2021 so i don't know if i'm the best person to answer this question LOL BUT, i'll give you an answer!
tbh, i think for fandom shipping in general, the main character more often than not is the chosen bottom and whoever else is the other party is topping them. in japanese media especially, the ship names are mostly born from putting the kanji of their names together wherein the order of which indicates the seme and uke. since this happens early on, we kinda get stuck with that as the popular ship name whether you prefer the other way later on.
perhaps kaishin is more popular but not entirely by a lot compared to other ships where it's completely skewed to one side. i see a lot of shinkai too. ofc there are people who prefer one way over the other exclusively and that's completely fine!
personally, i think confining them into seme and uke or top and bottom does a great disservice to the kaishin dynamic because to me we should be looking at their sub-dom dynamic more and why they're actually peak switch sub and dom!!!!
that's fucking right kaishin is actually peak switch and i will die on this fucking hill!!!!!!!!!!
when you say shinichi would be the "obvious top," i'd like to assume in your heart you actually meant "the obvious dom" (LOL) but i think that could also apply to kaito.
i think the appeal of kaishin is the push and pull between them. the give and take. they're always trying to one-up each other. sometimes one pushes and the other gives way, sometimes it's the other way around.
i will be honest, perhaps switch pairings might just be my preference but I have never encountered a pairing that felt this completely equal in the switch department more than kaishin. like for other ships i'd sometimes be like, "yeah they switch but A is 70% more dom than B." But for kaishin I'm like, "oKAY THEY'RE 50/50 THEY'RE EQUALS THEY'RE PERFECT HALVES RAAAAAHHHH"
now how does this answer your question? well, i have no proof and im going off of vibes and like i said im no veteran in this ship fandom but, i think a lot of people do enjoy the other way around as you think it would've been. it's just that...it's something that can just be filed under the kaishin tag too. because it's basically the same sometimes. the only different thing is who's topping and bottoming. like sometimes i'm scrolling through twitter and i'd see art that's giving shinkai but it's tagged as kaishin and vice versa lol.
also personally i prefer calling them kaishin because i love the letter k and i associate the name shinkai more with makoto shinkai so every time i see people refer to kaishin as shinkai, my mind just conjures up an image of kaito, shinichi, and makoto shinkai together and i know that's fucking hilariously weird but it sometimes happens!!!! LMAO so even if i'm thinking about shinkai stuff, i still prefer using the name kaishin lol.
(but having the kaishin/shinkai distinction is definitely still useful especially for people who want to filter through one way or the other so fuck yeah to the ship name shinkai you're here to stay!!!)
anyway in conclusion, top shinichi is popular too dw lol, or maybe i should say bottom kaito is popular too lol i see yalls
also sorry that this answer is not only late but also a whole essay that doesn't even straightforwardly answer your question lol my bad anon
#replies#dc prattles#anon if you're out there.....im sorry this is late af lol it was hard to gather my thoughts#ALSO KAISHIN PEAK SWITCH BABEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY#also didnt mean to dunk on seme uke and top bottom but like im tireeeeed of it!!!!! like yeah it's fun dont get me wrong and sometimes it's#easier to just put characters into easy boxes like these#but!!!!!!!!!!!!#kaishin is much too complex for that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#their very appeal is how they're both opposites but similar!!!!#they are not a linear contrast they are a juxtaposition in a loop!!!!!! i love them too much to not explore their nuances and intricacies!!#also i wanted to say another thing about the main character being the bottom frequently but i have no facts to back it up just vibes LOL#but i think since main characters are mostly designed for us to like them#we do end up liking them so much so that we just want to sometimes hug and comfort them#and idk i feel like being taken care of and comforted is mostly associated with people who bottom#(which btw i rly think sometimes people mean sub when they say bottom lol)#ANYWAYS i have no proof of that tho just vibes so take it with a grain of salt#also anon.....when you ask why the majority prefers a specific character to bottom.....sometimes there's no deep reason ngl like#sometimes they just want their faves to get fucked and that's okay too LMAO#btw guys i do enjoy shinkai i just like calling it kaishin anyways lmaooooo im sorry i know im ruining the archiving of kaishin but i just!#makoto shinkai existed in my mind before gay thief and detective kissing each other im sorry!!!!!!#5cm per second destroyed me okay!!!!!!#yeah also im not tagging this with ksn/snk i dont want to be perceived that much by people who will disagree lol i said i'd fight yall#for peak switch kaishin but like who tf cares honestly as long ur having fun with whatever version of kaishin you want kaishin to be then#you're good to go#anon
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It is 4am. I am thinking about. Roaring 20s cotl au. Tell me why I made Lamb a singer, a burlesque dancer and just a regular dancer. AND a small mob member. All the while they’re roommates with ex-mob member now private investigator Narinder. How many things can one sheep be-
#yeah that’s right it’s a 20s au that’s also an omg they were roomates scenario#nari knows lamb’s in a mob btw. he doesn’t care. he’s mainly after the mobs his siblings run#not to get too H on main but like. this au. gets STEAMY sometimes#this is the second night it’s plagued my thoughts b4 I go to sleep#anyways. goodnight#cult of the lamb#narilamb#I love how i get embarrassed whenever my posts that /I TAG/ as something end up in said tag#I’m like ‘oh gods sorry for existing in this tag with all of you oh no please don’t look at me too hard oh geez-‘
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Just watched this episode of btas for the first time in my life and. I'm devastated I'll never see more of this kid again
#you telling me this is traumatized homeless orphan made to work under excruciating conditions with photosensitivity and selective mutism#and that Bruce brought him over to his house without a second thought of his secret identity#and the kid spends all his ep acting like a rascal and having fun and making Alfred more bald due to stress#and that im never gonna see him again??? :(#his name is FROG and hes a cutiepie and Bruce btas deserves another child. as a treat#he was so mad at the villain he wanted to kill him so bad#aughhhhhh heartbroken#unconsolable#btas#batman the animated series#batman: the animated series#main tagging so people can suffer with me#the underdwellers#the sewer king#can suck a dick cause man
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