#Okay. im good it’s out of my system now

[buttercupart]

Ok not to be a #hater but I have to verbalize it or I’ll go cuckoo it’s INSANE to me that Kris as a name is very clearly derived from Frisk, and they have the exact same skin tone and hair color as Frisk down to the hex codes, and people will look at them and be like ………..“yep this is clearly Chara” ohhhh we aren’t making it out of this world alive I fear

[tunanoodlesoup]

the voices in my head told me to make this @ombiblombi

[snailfen]

i find it funny how like. in terms of schoolwork i enjoy calculations and formulas and numbers actually but hate hate HATEEE writing essays. and then in my freetime i try writing fanfiction and then i dont do much of anything math related. except for that one shiny hunt i did years ago

[bunnyboy-juice]

awawawawawawa

[dark-twist-fairytales]

Me? Accidentally making Torbek angst? It's more likely than you think! Anyways! it's almost 2 in the morning, but beloved Torbek is here! Honestly, I really enjoyed drawing the gangely limbs. Somehow felt more natural.

Yes, he is holding the ticket from Guys Night in his hand. Why? Well... Snippet of a story underneath >:)

[Warnings for story: Mentions of medical torture and related as such. Spoilers for Torbek's time between episode 8 to episode 19]

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It had been... Years, since Torbek last saw the others. Since he had been thrown into the chaos that was the Feywild upon the command of the carnival. Curled up on himself, Torbek stayed in the corner. Nothing felt.. Right. Trapped in a little box, frantic huffs and whimpers left him.

Years, and Torbek hasn't known a day of rest, trapped and bound to beds, to walls, or anything just to keep him restrained. This time was no different, the fluid going through and hitting his veins uncomfortably with the fear. More whimpers left the bugbear as he curled up tighter.

His jacket, that someone had given him to keep warm, was torn at the sleeves, causing him to shiver. When that had happened? Torbek didn't know, other than the pain that followed. The medical shirt was too small for him, sticking and stretching uncomfortably on his fur and the tubes that stuck out of him.

Each time he went under, it only got worse. Grabbing something from his pocket, his hands shook with the mix of fear and the cold chill he felt from the vent blowing on him. A ticket to the Witchlight Carnival. A small smile managed to tug on Torbek's lips, remembering guys night, as he hugged the golden ticket to his chest. A hiss of pain left when he pressed on the fresh tube on his chest.

However, the pain was drowned out by a voice whispering in his head, his ears dropped to try and ignore it, but... He didn't find it easy to ignore. It didn't want to be ignored, and growled in time with Torbek's verbal whimpers: "I will get us out of here. I promise that. Those friends-"

Torbek hugged the ticket close, curling up tighter around it as tears, both pain and fear, stained at the lighter fur markings around his face. "-They can't help you here... I won't stop fighting."

Despite what the voice growled, -Torbek gulping out of worry for his friends- he found that the voice in his head was scared too. Who wouldn't be? It's been years since Torbek had come around.

With the approaching steps of someone walking towards his medical door, he could feel each pin-prick of pain arising on his body, places that had been previously poked at to the point of numbing and hypersensitivity. Today was another day of testing machines. Or worse, experimenting.

He heard a whimper in the back of his mind.

He wasn't alone in his fear.

Torbek wasn't alone at all.

Torbek just had to wait.

[fadeintolight]

pont pont vesszőcske

[silent-sentinels]

i need everyone to understand that i am trying my best and i hate every second of it.

[forgotten-daydreamer]

vent moment but my health is a bit worse than i let on, which is weird ik since it seems like complain about it all the time here, and apparently i also look sick, because two separate people in their 40s or 50s asked me, 24, if i needed their seat on the bus. kind of them. but humiliating nonetheless.

[felixcosm]

The way people are responding to Taylor Swift's new album because they don't think she is tortured or mentally ill enough to call it that is fucking embarrassing.

God forbid an artist ever exaggerates for artistic purpose. God forbid a celebrity writes about pain or suffering if they haven't experienced the maximum amount of trauma in their life.

I mean, everyone knows the moment you become a celebrity all your human experience disappears and you elevate to a new level of existence where you cannot have relatable experiences anymore for the rest of your life.

[soonhoonsol]

on today's episode of 'chey is so incredibly stupid', we have me apparently throwing away the lil battery holder in my svt lightstick 7 years ago when I put it in storage

edit: my friend has an extra holder!! LIFESAVER

[xcryinginguccix]

This will be a bit of a rant so buckle up kids.

Also English is not my first language so keep that in mind.

(Also slight spoilers from good omens, our flag means death and what we do in the shadows)

I think I realized why those 3 shows had such an impact on me. Those shows don't make fun of their own characters for being queer. Their queerness is not the butt of the joke.

The way the main characters interact with each other feels just so natural. It can be sweet, it can be tender, it can be heartbreaking sometimes. They face real relationship problems, and as a queer person myself, it feels so good to see that on screen.

I love those small yet so meaningful things Crowley and Aziraphale do for each other in good omens. Those small touches, being near each other, those looks they give each other, yet they are still afraid.

I love the whole of season 2 of Our flag means death. How Stede and Ed are trying to figure out their relationship. I adore the scene when they kissed in the moonlight, how they then held each others hands. I cried out of happiness when Izzy started to sing "La via en rose".

Hells, even in what we do in the shadows there is so much good stuff. It's the most unserious, but it's so good when it comes to queer representation. Guillermo's family being supportive of him being gay. Guillermo at the pride parade. Nadja saying "everyone's gay". Nandor going to outer space JUST to impress Guillermo. The last 3 episodes of season 5, they hold me in a chokehold.

I love all of those things in those shows, and also so much more. As a queer person, I've been wanting to see those "natural" things in queer relationships on the big screen. Characters expressing their love for each other, and also struggling with some things in their relationship in a very real way. I needed this as a kid. Not just some weird queerbating stuff, but characters being authentically queer. I'm so full of so many emotions. It makes me happy that we are finally getting what we always wanted for so long.

I love how those unserious shows are so serious at the same time.

[kellystar321]

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[jupiter-reimagined]

i am. so weak

[best-fnaf-song-competition]

Mechanisms fans!!!! Thats at least 3 here now :]!!! Hellfire is great and my personal favorite album is Once Upon A Time In Space (its the first one I heard) - [|87

HOLY SHIT

Allowing myself one (1) ask to just go fucking feral YOOOOO HOLY SHIT DUDE. THE MECHANISMS FUCK AND YOU ARE SO CORRECT ABOUT HELLFIRE I literally can't pick a favorite from high noon over camelot it changes every single time I listen to the album they all SLAP

Once Upon A Time In Space is SO fun but my favorite without a SHADOW of a doubt is The Bifrost Incident. It makes me go feral in ways no other albums have achieved before or since I get so excited I have to remind myself to breathe and it FUCKS LIKE HELL. Also lyfrassir edda my beloved I would do anything for this pathetic little detective

[plexiglassonion]

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[chisungie]

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