#OUGH! WHATS GOING ON RN
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these flowers in the attic lifetime movies are absolutely wild did they even read the books i’m gonna cry
#i’ve only seen the first weird remake a few years ago#i’m just now watching these i avoided bc i heard how bad they are#BUT THIS IS SO BAD IM LOSING ITTT#the 80’s adaptation was good at least but i haven’t seen that i#a while#OUGH! WHATS GOING ON RN#flowers in the attic#vc andrews
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A BLAST FROM OUR PAST - modern javierlamb !
#lamb.talks#my moodboards#self ship#javierlamb#i want to go to those big dances im forgetting what theyvare called rn but i want to go to them with him and have him wear a white hat ough#dancing to norteñas with him 😞😞😞😞
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Ok tell us about imposter au bc 👀👀👀
OH MY GOD I FORGOT ABOUT THIS ONE.
Okay so. without looking through my old stuff for it. What can I remember off the top of my head.... there were clones, I know that, and the clone the story focused on, #424, mainly had an arc about realizing he's not Cole but Cole's clone and then having an existential crisis + becoming his own person.
And then I think the OG Cole destroyed the facility making the clones and then fucked off to be a hermit in the woods because.... OH YEAH he found a BABY in the rubble and needed to protect it! I can't recall if the baby was a clone of all the ninja or just some of them.... I think they were called Coffee though?
Man, some of my old AUs really were just. Whatever concepts I wanted. And I was so real for that kind of self-indulgence actually. I need to be sillier with it tbh
#ask zaz#ninja-go-to-therapy#imposter au (OLD)#but also... the need to refine my aus a bit to have a cleaner story.... ough augh#also just. idk if i realized it before or not but rn i am realizing so many silly jokes i can make out of#424 being a clone and knowing it while the other ninja don't. he is sweating bullets over here at what he imagines they might do to him#if they found out#when tbh i think the ninja wouldn't be like. as antagonistic once they realize that oh‚ yeah‚ it's not like 424 could have ASKED to be made#+ 424 isn't actively antagonistic to the ninja bc he's got all of cole's memories and most of cole's personality (for now)#so he loves them like cole does (for now)#meanwhile. coffee#boy oh boy what was i even plannign with you#what was even your purpose beyond giving cole a baby to fuss over??#like yeah dad cole peak but like#hmmmm maybe something about how coffee didn't ask to be born either/themes of the circumstances of one's birth vs what they do with the#gift of life‚ mewtwo style#either way i gotta reunite cole with the ninja eventually#and 424's gotta figure out who they are and what they wanna do with their life#so like. not a bad start story-wise#certainly very exciting
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any afab people debating between top surgery and breast reduction? Does anyone have thoughts?
#i know it comes down to the individual but i would just like to know what other people would like#im very torn up#it's not like I'm going to be able to have either for years probably but I'm just thinking#feeling things rn and stuff#ough this is hard#also pls don'ttt assume anything about my gender identity rn thank yuou ✌️
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Love being invited to something and being the ONLY person who shows up
#steel text#im going to explod3#this bingo is the only thing keeping me sane rn#srry for venting its just. What. Huh??? Yeah Okayyyyy#the me from 4 years ago would have started crying but still big ough
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also i forget that me using my phone to draw is like. not a common thing that happens at all
#every time i mention it someone usually gets like SHOCKED#GOBSMACKED#and it's like ough thank u?? i didn't think it was that special but ig with it being a much smaller screen even with me having a stylus#it can be very difficult to draw#also it do be dogshit for my posture lmao#rose rambles#also i am so sorry for being so talkative rn idk what's happening but just go with it ig lmao#ig it just crossed my mind bc if i use my laptop and drawing tablet#i think there will be a. STARK quality difference
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New human Vox design kekekmdjbjbjbdjhbjhb
#gay?#yes#i love him#ough#what#what is going on with my art rn#hazbin hotel vox#humanized#hazbin vox
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Me because some of my favorite SAMS creators have the most incorrect opinions (I hate the characters they’re defending):
#like guys I’m sorry I just fucking hate them#I do not care if they had reasons for what they did they still did bad stuff 🙏#specifically nexus#eclipse is chill idrc#but#fuck it I’m going to make fun of Nexus for being edgy because he is knowingly being a terrible person#eclipse rn should totally be genuinely helped since he’s not really the eclipse that did all that shit#like omg please give him therapy he needs it#love him and Earths friendship#but I fucking hate when people try to explain his actions away#‘he felt guilty when he killed lunar’#ok skill issue fucking move on#/j btw#but yeah sorta too late to feel bad now#the best thing to do it to be better#(which he’s trying to do)#but other than that#fucking move ONNN#it’s in the past omg#‘it was traumatic!!’#fair#but guys#what if#we just#idk#treat him properly within the show?????#listen Edd is affecting me#I still dislike Eclipse but OUGH puppet EUGH#eclipse is a jerk but puppet makes him worse#ok I need to shut up
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Crying I was going to try to sketch Bee's ref today but idk if i will O-(-(
#🤖.txt#I dont remember getting my ass kicked this hard when i got my last glasses but also dont. remember most things so JDJDJDH#I dont know What Else to do rn besides drawing tho. I was looking foward to this the whole week#I could like. play a game or something but that would also require me to look at my monitor and go OUGH. MY EYES#so im just gonna keep drawingjdhd
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goodnight dude. rest easy, alright? thinking of you <3
-sam
Bwehhhhhhh sobs sobs...
#Wolf answers#Anonymous#IM. Laying in bed rn no body yell at me for being awake I'm notttt I'm just pointing and going 'AUGH OUGH 💜'#My cat just squeaked what. By JOVE
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happy pills? 👀
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oh this one is a very fun concept to me!!! bc the BSD brainrot is. obnoxiously strong right now. i was listening to "Happy Pills" by The Weathers and instead of thinking about Andrew like normal, i started thinking about Dazai :'))) and then i was also thinking about Andrew and then things ESCALATED
but the current idea is to play with Andrew's meds and how they cause him to act but with,,, Dazai. in some form of AU. and just having this idea of like...... Dazai and Chuuya were childhood friends, but Chuuya moved away at some point and when he moves back it's after Dazai is put on the meds. and he's like,,,, the only person who knows how Dazai is without his meds and is thus the person MOST put-off by his current drugged behavior while everyone else just kinda sees it as Normal Dazai bc that's all they've ever known him as
and just this like,,,, idea of a scene after Dazai comes off the medicine where everyone just kind of starts to distance themselves from him bc okay he was weird on the pills but now he's UUUHHHHH and they really aren't sure how to deal with it. but then there's Chuuya who isn't afraid of him because, again, he knew him pre-meds anyway and yeah, the damage from the meds fucked him up more but Chuuya can deal with that. so he's the only one who just stays entirely by Dazai's side.
idk i just think it would be very fun concept to play around with <3
[ WIP name game ]
#i love exploring andrew's meds in aftg fics and apparently the brainrot in both fandoms collided so now i want to explore them#with characters OTHER than andrew and thats#ehheheheheh#i also have an idea already of whats going to get dazai put on the meds#as well as a few other specifics#but i only had this idea like 2 or 3 days ago so it's suuuuper fresh rn#but also just. the juxaposition!!!#between dazai and andrew!!!!!#the fact that andrew hates liars and will be brutally honest without caring about how it would affect others#vs dazai who is a NOTORIOUS liar who almost never says anything true unless he thinks it will benefit him#and just poking at how the drugs would affect dazai comparatively#ough#so many thoughts <3#askers#cozy-fish-crow#ask game#tag game#shh ac#wip: happy pills#bsd
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so.. i accidentally touched a trash can which made me feel like my hand was burning so i went to go and wash it and in the process i nicked the faucet with my fingernail and i got like dirt(?) under it. which. terrifying???? anyway i started hyperventilating and my hand started burning again but worse and i was trying to figure out what to do bc i was in the bathroom of all unsafe places to be, so i like ran out to the hallway and my hands are covered in soap and water which feels unsafe enough as is, and everything is just dangerous and i feel like someone's wedged something under my fingernail and tried to pry it off me and i'm trying so hard not to scream again bc i don't want to freak my mom out and i'm still hyperventilating bc there's this unknown thing on me. so anyway. it took a bit to get it together enough to like. go back and wash my hands again. and now i'm like. completely exhausted. aaaaand i still feel like i can't breathe like an hour later :') i had lovely plans to go out this evening and maybe walk and watch the sunset but now i feel like death! point being. fuck ocd :)
#boink#vent#ocd#i think i might've had a panic attack?#idk#i don't really have those very often or very severely#but that might be the worst like contamination ocd event i can really recall#which is good ig#but still not so nice seeing as i'm supposed to be better after going to therapy and i am most definitely not#normally it's just like a general veneer of complication and anxiety on top of everything#but this was like#this was terrifying#i'm still kind of rattled ://#maybe i'm being overdramatic#i don't know :(#i'm super ticcy now too lol#unsurprising ig#and ofc i'm not actively panicking anymore#but still nothing really feels safe rn#my coffee cup smells like ice which is scary and my clothes were in the cabinet and maybe even on the floor so god knows what's on them#i'm glad i took a shower earlier today already or else i wouldn't hardly be able to move at all#i had to use some fertilizer in the garden and ofc it got on me bc gardening is messy so i already had to shower after that#unless i wanted to be stressed all day and contaminate my clothes and my bed and any food i wanted to make#not ideal#ough#it's just so fucking tiring isn't it#god it's exhausting#and what makes it worse is that i can't even deal with it on my own when everyone's around#and when everyone's around there's so much more chance that things are unsafe#it's been so much worse at home
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everyday there's somethin goin on. like the day. or somethin like that
#just me hi#[squinting] there's always something going on#but also ?? what's been happening lol ?? i am only like 34% sure things happened recently#not like i forgot things (i did but-) it feels like nothin is happening. but also there's always Something hbsh#//anyway. my software is being funky again lol :)#kind of wanna do stuff but blaaahahahah#blaaaaaaaah#no motivation really. so sads#GASP but wait i wanted to work on Hid's natural form cuz i want it to be a lil less human-looking#trying to figure how i'll do that though. hmm :^#cuz see he may have wings but he didn't originally. this is due to Fate stuff but that means he won't have bird legs or summin lol#/MAN and i should digitize Fate asap when my puter gets back lol#i think i've mentioned her like twice but Ough. i gotta draw her ehehegh :33#/but yea i dunno what angle i wanna try for hid lol !!#something........ sooooomething.......#/cannot WAIT til i've finished the little world stuff i was writing !! boop has all my files tho so until then...#condensing information is my passion hdvhs#//speaking of i gotta make new refs for everyone HH#i just made those new ones last year i think and i Do still like them but aoh. they're inaccurate now hfvsh#like oath's hair changed as did kira's and also i'm redesigning hid So :^ :>>#//man. anywhoogh#i'm gonna skedaddle rn n see if i can get somethin done lol :3#toodles man !! [skitters away]
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I'm so crazy right now, someone help me
#(☆) 。.゚— Victor Grantz#(♡) 。.゚— eli clark#LOOK AT MY BROTHER HE IS SO CUTE LOOK AT HIM LOOK LOOK#PATS HIS HEAD WIWIIWIWW#qnd and and#eli. eli uhm he. he was so sweet with Victor when he arrives to the manor...#everytime someone is new to the manor he is always the first one to look out for them no matter what#trying to make everyone feel comfortable and listen to them...#aough he is so sweet#eli is so nice and handsome I'm gonna die soon#but seeing him and Victor together it just AOIUGJHHGHGHHG#I'M CRYING SO HARD I'M CRYING SO HARD RN#Victor is so nervous around new people and just introvert in general#imagine Eli being so nice to him and then he tells Valentine about this guy who was nice to him ough#or Valentine telling Vic about Eli and he is just calm because he knows Eli is a cool guy#I THINK VIC IS LIKE. TOO SHY TO TALK TO HIM BUT STILL THINKS HE IS COOL AND HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO TALK TO HIM HE JUST#I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN#maybe he would like to be close to him and be friends but he is too shy wiwiwi#valentine going to him with Eli like LOOK LOOK THIS IS MY BROTHER#AND MAKES THEM SHAKE HANDS#and Victor looks at Valentine like mmm mhmmmm 👀 he already knows man#maybe the first months Valentine talked about Eli he didn't pay much attention to it but he was happy he had a friend#also because outside the manor#even when Valentine is so kind to everyone and extrovert. he didn't any real friends since he was focused on college#(when he was in college) and then always busy at the train station#I have so many things in my mind oughh#I love how Eli looks when he smiles#ALSO. LOOK AT ANDY AND VIC AOUGHHH#I ALREADY REACH THE LIMIT DOR TAGS HELOME#🕳️ // blah blah
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also I'm going a little bonkers over shelley's 'with a guitar to jane'
#ough what a poem.#'imprisoned for some fault of his / in a body like a grave' HELLO.#also the living over and over an over again serving these same people in all their lives.....#the felling the tree on the mountain -> the spirit in the guitar.........#I Will have articulate thoughts abt this in the morning but rn I'm still savoring it & have to go to bed#thoughts
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I'm out of ap in obey me but I'm fixating hard rn so I should go to the fandom right? Wrong. Everyone is talking about the new lesson or misinterpreting my babies or uploading writing I don't care about rn. I just wanna continue in the really important part I'm in rn but I can't 😭😭😭
#vent#<- kinda#im just. ough i need it in my bloodstream rn#im also on lesson 36 of the og game and. omg#its getting intense ough#plus im almost up to date with nb so i can hopefully start focusing on my cards#instead of speedrunning the lessons so i can know whats going on 😅
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