#OUGH! WHATS GOING ON RN
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these flowers in the attic lifetime movies are absolutely wild did they even read the books i’m gonna cry
#i’ve only seen the first weird remake a few years ago#i’m just now watching these i avoided bc i heard how bad they are#BUT THIS IS SO BAD IM LOSING ITTT#the 80’s adaptation was good at least but i haven’t seen that i#a while#OUGH! WHATS GOING ON RN#flowers in the attic#vc andrews
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Been cleaning up and rearranging stuff a lot lately in preparation for moving, and I'm getting a bit emotional about my first TF figure/toy...


I've had this Jazz for like, 10+ years, and I used to take this guy everywhere. He's so scuffed from being dragged across driveways and playgrounds, and he sits and stands a bit wonky because the plastic cracked along one arm, and both his legs tend to pop off, and he doesn't really transform well anymore because of that. I forgot him in a drawer some years back, but nowadays he gets to sit front and center atop my bookcase ;-;
#he was my favorite as a kid bcs of the games and G1. i cant believe i just left him in a drawer like that for so long#augh. my guy <333333. i need to see if i can scrub some of the dirt off and clean him up some. poor dude#ive always admired other people's like. collections and stuff. i mean. having a bunch of pristine or rare figures is super cool. but-#-but I've always loved the sorta charm that comes with people sharing their real personal collections-#-the sorta ''me and this guy/gal go way back'' kinda figures and toys#ones that are a little wonky. or were shared or passed down. or are super special to just the person that has them. fav blorbo type figures#its like. this jazz was my childhood buddy. we had adventures. he fought off monsters. was a giant in lego world. he held my ipod#and its like. yeah. teen years went kinda shit. and i put away a lot of things i loved then. but looking back now-#-the love i have for transformers is bcs of this one little scuffed dude#man. moving again was bound to make me emotional. and its going a lot faster than my family planned. so the stress is kinda piling up#but ough. the memories that come with sorting through stuff 😢#sorry lol. just going through it a bit rn ig lmao#thought id have more time before things really picked up. but the deadline got changed. so. a couple projects are getting pushed back again#its a lot. but aye. getting to be emotional over little plastic dudes is part of the coping process apparently lmao#if anyone read this far. What was your first tf figure or toy? if i can ask?
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A BLAST FROM OUR PAST - modern javierlamb !
#lamb.talks#my moodboards#self ship#javierlamb#i want to go to those big dances im forgetting what theyvare called rn but i want to go to them with him and have him wear a white hat ough#dancing to norteñas with him 😞😞😞😞
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the tiny little smile as he realises gihun has already adopted a "small sacrifices for the greater good" attitude, seemingly before he even got there! without his influence! and then the immediate cut to him staring at gihun like he wants to eat him. incredible directing choice.


#ough its just so much#squid game#squid game 2#i really want to know what inhos little smile there meant because thats what im interpreting it as! but it could also be that like#his plan is nearing its end and hes nearly found out the lengths gihun will go to#im sureee he had something he was planning for after gihun fails#give me s3 rn!!!
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bro u know when someone tells you they dont like a ship or a character or whatever but theyll read it if its YOU writing it?
better than drugs man
#wot a feeling#i think im high#this is the second (2nd) time someone has told me that they dont like suguru much but theyll read him if its me writing him and i-#i cant-#is this even real?#am i hallucinating what is happening rn#*wheezing*#its so- its like- ough. what a feeling#bro what even- how do i even deal with this#i think my hearts gonna explode#*flailing INTENSIFIES*#thank you @mybeautifulwifegojo#thank you @j-c-nth#u are too good to me#*crying with one teeny tiny shred of dignity*#i shall perservere#for You#thank you#u guys if uve never read their stuff ur missing out 100% pls go munch on their writing u will not regret it#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#getou suguru
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Ok tell us about imposter au bc 👀👀👀
OH MY GOD I FORGOT ABOUT THIS ONE.
Okay so. without looking through my old stuff for it. What can I remember off the top of my head.... there were clones, I know that, and the clone the story focused on, #424, mainly had an arc about realizing he's not Cole but Cole's clone and then having an existential crisis + becoming his own person.
And then I think the OG Cole destroyed the facility making the clones and then fucked off to be a hermit in the woods because.... OH YEAH he found a BABY in the rubble and needed to protect it! I can't recall if the baby was a clone of all the ninja or just some of them.... I think they were called Coffee though?
Man, some of my old AUs really were just. Whatever concepts I wanted. And I was so real for that kind of self-indulgence actually. I need to be sillier with it tbh
#ask zaz#ninja-go-to-therapy#imposter au (OLD)#but also... the need to refine my aus a bit to have a cleaner story.... ough augh#also just. idk if i realized it before or not but rn i am realizing so many silly jokes i can make out of#424 being a clone and knowing it while the other ninja don't. he is sweating bullets over here at what he imagines they might do to him#if they found out#when tbh i think the ninja wouldn't be like. as antagonistic once they realize that oh‚ yeah‚ it's not like 424 could have ASKED to be made#+ 424 isn't actively antagonistic to the ninja bc he's got all of cole's memories and most of cole's personality (for now)#so he loves them like cole does (for now)#meanwhile. coffee#boy oh boy what was i even plannign with you#what was even your purpose beyond giving cole a baby to fuss over??#like yeah dad cole peak but like#hmmmm maybe something about how coffee didn't ask to be born either/themes of the circumstances of one's birth vs what they do with the#gift of life‚ mewtwo style#either way i gotta reunite cole with the ninja eventually#and 424's gotta figure out who they are and what they wanna do with their life#so like. not a bad start story-wise#certainly very exciting
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hi it's been a month and a new . hold. is over me. it's called hollow knight. and. I have. like. 50 hours in it. in the past two weeks. 150ish total. and i've almost 100%'d it achievement wise. I already got the pure completion/112% completion achievement the only thing I have left is um the p5 ending which i've gotten really close to. I got to abs-rad last time which is funny because the time before that I got to pv before dying and that's also funny because the time before THAT I got to nkg so each time I only got one boss further so hopefully next time if I make it past pv again i'll beat abs-rad (ofc I need to practice against her but yk (I'm so bad at fighting her)) ALSO tiso is my favorite character he's the best he's my favorite ant EVER second place goes to god tamer she's cool. I hate fighting her tho she actually can ruin my p5 run. boooo. grimm gets me my health back tho he's real one. anyways ig unpopular opinion but I LOVE godseeker idc that she hates ghost in a normal playthrough I heart her she's the best :) and I like cloth a lot too that's a normal opinion I think cloth is really neat! hive knight is also my second favorite character. I loveee the little bit of lore we actually get about him and I like how he goes "bzzz huzzah!" because that's so real hive knight!! huzzah!! and pure vessel. pv. oughh they're totally my favorite fight with hive knight being my second. pure vessel is so much funnn like idc that they already deal double damage like. they're soo much fun!!!! and speaking of vessels lost kin is also the best lost kin makes me want to cry sometimes. ough the nod after you finish the dream battle I KNOW THE LORE I KNOW WHAT THAT NOD MEANS RAHHHHH. I also like monomon and quirrel a lot. jellyfish and pillbug combo my beloved.. I want. the next username I need to make. monomonn. because I love her. and I think her name is super neat. also nkg is pretty cool but like his name is kind of. middle schooler. nightmare king grimm.. muah ah ah... but he's a fun fight he's an enjoyable fight. idc that he's also double damage it's fun!! it's so much fun I love how. he's .pink. anyways. yeagh. bzzz HUZZAH! bzzzzz HUZZAH!
#holy yap..#anyways I saw some like. INCREDIBLE pins. that were of the hollow knight charms#and oh my goddd I want all of them..#idc that it's 70 whole dollars for a set of ten rahhgghhg....pretty.. charms...pins...#I feel like tuk rn but i. don't care (tuk is a hoarder character in hollow knight sdhfdk)#also the mantis lords are SO COOL I LOVE TEH MANTIS TRIBE WOOOOO#YEAHHH SISTERS OF BATTLE!! WOOO YIPPEE#also I found mirei guys she's in hollow knight! help she's stuck in there and can't leave!! they changed her name to Myla!! free herrrr#oh and with the pins I WNAT THE SPELL TWISTER AND SHAMAN STONE ONE RAHHGHHGHHHH#also. the mosscreep THE MOSSCREEP!!!! and maybe even the delicate flower. or shrumal warrior. wah!. so real shrumal warrior.#ohh what were the others.#wayward compass LMAOO#ohh quickslash was so pretty.. like I'm not a quickslash gal but it was so prettyyy. wait did they have. unbreakable heart.#I don't think that they had unbreakable greed. they had strength! but I'm not really a strength gal either#omg bro I KNOW there were at least 8 charms I wanted I have to find them#ok Etsy tab is open thank u for the 15% discount code <3#MARK OF PRIDE AND HIVEBLOOD#ok mark of pride. hiveblood. mosscreep. spell twister. oh no shaman stone or delicate flower..#okokokokok these are the ones that I will get#mark of pride. hiveblood. mosscreep. spell twister. shaman stone. delicate flower. shrumal warrior. wayward compass.#'Each pin has been made to scale to match the official Fangamer Hollow Knight plush.' OMG I LOVE YOU?#STOP THATS SO THE BEST#oh I'm going to spend so much money on this dear god#57 bucks but shipping is like 1081924 dollar so I think it's gonna end up being around 70. it makes sense it's super far from me but ough..#we gotta remove one. shucks.#hiveblood I need to keep because of hive knight yk. mark of pride is just so iconic to me and I loveee the mantis tribe so yea#spell twister is my favorite charm and shaman stone is meant to look like my pookie snail shaman. and is also one that's always equipped#delicate flower is the doomed lesbians quest how could I remove that?? shrumal warrior is the best I love. hm.#mosscreep stays. oh but do I get rid of compass or WAH!!#oh I have to keep shrumal warrior. I'm sorry compass i'll come back for u trust me
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any afab people debating between top surgery and breast reduction? Does anyone have thoughts?
#i know it comes down to the individual but i would just like to know what other people would like#im very torn up#it's not like I'm going to be able to have either for years probably but I'm just thinking#feeling things rn and stuff#ough this is hard#also pls don'ttt assume anything about my gender identity rn thank yuou ✌️
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Love being invited to something and being the ONLY person who shows up
#steel text#im going to explod3#this bingo is the only thing keeping me sane rn#srry for venting its just. What. Huh??? Yeah Okayyyyy#the me from 4 years ago would have started crying but still big ough
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erm. going to pretend I didn't just lose an entire week to the void 🧍 i am going to be soooo normal abt this and not panic. lets just focus on the fact that ... THREE DAYS???? THREE DAYS???????? .... okay well. three days from now i can share a bunch of art :] (weakly->) yayyyyy ....
#im just. hough. what the fuck happened. im pretending i am Not Extremely Freaked Out rn 🧍#everything is normal lalala dhdjdkl#theres so much art in our book HELLPPPP that guy was Busy. wowie. OH MY GOD THE PLUSHIE ????#THE PLUSHIE IS LIKE HALF DONE. HELLOOO WHAT IS HAPPENING. i dont feel so good mr stark 😭😭😭😭#SORRY this is. embarrassing. uhm. me when mental illness i guess fhfkdl we sure do love a dissociative disorder!! [quiet anxious screaming]#i am ... going to think abt My Guy and calm down methinks fjfkdl. ough.#dandy.cmd#vent //
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...thinking of maybe... of maybe drawing some more scav yuri, of varying levels of cute or unhinged (or both👀?), for the love month, for my mental health or whatever, so uh, is there any particular pairing or such that anyone would wanna see? I need excuses lol
#ignore the fact that ive got like. ten other wips going rn. having another priority change lmao#not feeling great about *gestures vaguely*. sooooo. yuri time mayhaps??#got a few doodles and ideas firing off rn. but idk. thought id offer in case anyone else wants smth. like im going to the yuri store lol#also like. idk why. but in half the doodles i have of fulc she just looks smitten with whtever weird shit the others are doing#which begs the question. who is more of a freak? the casual freaks themselves. or the one thats really really into the freakage?#love my weird gal. nightmares of being eaten alive turning into daydreams or smth. lmao#'' *panicking* omg. they might eat me one day!?!'' < ''ohhh my goddd. they might eat me one day *twirls hair*''#im a 'fulcrum is secretly a freak' truther or smth. like yeah. misfire is the weirdest. but fulc going along with it. says smth perhaps#sorry lol. been thinking a little too hard about women and like. blood and stuff. im very normal about both in art👍#every now and then while looking thru comic pages for reference pics. i find myself wondering how i got here lmao#looking back and forth from a pic of like. krok to a doodle of fem!krok and going. hmmm. what happened here?#scavengers#idw scavengers#...do i tag them all... hmmm#fuck it#krok#spinister#misfire#crankcase#fulcrum#grimlock#<- thinking of drawing her. ough. big scary lady <333#fulgrimfire is like. haunting me in particular lately. dino sandwich yay#humanformers
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also i forget that me using my phone to draw is like. not a common thing that happens at all
#every time i mention it someone usually gets like SHOCKED#GOBSMACKED#and it's like ough thank u?? i didn't think it was that special but ig with it being a much smaller screen even with me having a stylus#it can be very difficult to draw#also it do be dogshit for my posture lmao#rose rambles#also i am so sorry for being so talkative rn idk what's happening but just go with it ig lmao#ig it just crossed my mind bc if i use my laptop and drawing tablet#i think there will be a. STARK quality difference
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New human Vox design kekekmdjbjbjbdjhbjhb
#gay?#yes#i love him#ough#what#what is going on with my art rn#hazbin hotel vox#humanized#hazbin vox
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Me because some of my favorite SAMS creators have the most incorrect opinions (I hate the characters they’re defending):

#like guys I’m sorry I just fucking hate them#I do not care if they had reasons for what they did they still did bad stuff 🙏#specifically nexus#eclipse is chill idrc#but#fuck it I’m going to make fun of Nexus for being edgy because he is knowingly being a terrible person#eclipse rn should totally be genuinely helped since he’s not really the eclipse that did all that shit#like omg please give him therapy he needs it#love him and Earths friendship#but I fucking hate when people try to explain his actions away#‘he felt guilty when he killed lunar’#ok skill issue fucking move on#/j btw#but yeah sorta too late to feel bad now#the best thing to do it to be better#(which he’s trying to do)#but other than that#fucking move ONNN#it’s in the past omg#‘it was traumatic!!’#fair#but guys#what if#we just#idk#treat him properly within the show?????#listen Edd is affecting me#I still dislike Eclipse but OUGH puppet EUGH#eclipse is a jerk but puppet makes him worse#ok I need to shut up
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Crying I was going to try to sketch Bee's ref today but idk if i will O-(-(
#🤖.txt#I dont remember getting my ass kicked this hard when i got my last glasses but also dont. remember most things so JDJDJDH#I dont know What Else to do rn besides drawing tho. I was looking foward to this the whole week#I could like. play a game or something but that would also require me to look at my monitor and go OUGH. MY EYES#so im just gonna keep drawingjdhd
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goodnight dude. rest easy, alright? thinking of you <3
-sam
Bwehhhhhhh sobs sobs...
#Wolf answers#Anonymous#IM. Laying in bed rn no body yell at me for being awake I'm notttt I'm just pointing and going 'AUGH OUGH 💜'#My cat just squeaked what. By JOVE
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