#OH BUT CAN YOU IMAGINE HIM IN THIS CONCEPT
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I don't have a solid plot attached to this idea, I don't currently really have the desire to drop everything to go write "The Hobbit" fanfiction, but for a while I've had the idea of *gestures vaguely" some post-canon story (probably some form of fix-it) taking place before, during, and after a grand dwarven opera performance in Erebor.
Because I am absolutely certain that the Lonely Mountain had an absolutely stunningly beautiful Royal Opera House (and plenty of other, less grand performance halls) that, at the city's height, was putting at least one show every single day. Orchestral symphonies, operas and operettas, dramatic plays, dance performances... you name it, they had it and more. The various cultures of Middle Earth evidently ADORE music, dwarves absolutely included. The Company all bring instruments to Bag End to play and sing themselves off before their quest!
Also, beyond the music side of things, with how dwarves are named as master crafters? Smiths and toymakers and magicians? No way that they did not have some of the most gorgeous costumes, sets, and effects on the planet. Dwarves would go WILD with their articulated stage puppets, I know it.
One of my biggest issues with the film trilogy is that it failed to deeply explore the Company as people who had lost their home, beauty and culture included. Smaug not only killed countless people, entire families, and leave many of the survivors poor and desperate, the dragon went on to hoard their heirlooms and life's work and leave these priceless gold treasures UNUSED. It is an additional heartbreak to imagine Smaug tearing through Erebor neighborhood by neighborhood, house by house, so that he could tear out every gemstone in, say, mosaic made by someone's grandmother that sat above the breakfast table every morning. To think that Smaug in the aftermath tore magical lanterns off the walls, the sort that might have been decorated with animals or flowers, to make some daycare walkway just a little more cheery for the children, and in his greed left a dead city in the dark.
The live-action movies put both Smaug and the Balrog in these... absolutely enormous chambers that serve somewhat unclear purposes. The king's treasure vault and a former marketplace, I think? (Moria has been raised by goblins, I can forgive the emptiness.) It's a quick visual depiction of Thror's uncontrollable gold lust to give him a Scrooge McDuck room, sure, instead of anything with an actual organizational system (normally, I assume dwarves are big on sorting their vaults if they have one). Super big columns and hallways and staircases do somewhat effectively communicate the "lost glory" of Moria (I am very fond of these movies!!!), even if I also think it's not as interesting as it could have been. And the other obvious purpose of big, open warehouse-like spaces is 1) it's easier to animate the big creatures moving around in them generally and 2) it allows the films to show off the full-bodied visual spectacle of their big creatures.
But I think it would have also kicked ass to put Smaug in Erebor's former Royal Opera House or something, some enormous theatre decorated across generations. That could be big! The ART (statues, fountains, banners, windows, general architecture) that you could put on the exterior, which has had its face ripped open for the dragon to get inside? The ART that you could put INSIDE (mosaics, murals, and more) as Bilbo sneaks inside? Ohhh, you could include so many potential lore references with thematic relevance!
Also, Bilbo could get jump-scared by old articulated stage puppets or something. IT'S THE DRAGON-! Oh, no, it's some old opera prop. (Yes, we're talking more about an actual adaptation of "The Hobbit" rather than fanfiction concepts now.)
Sure, there's raw material treasure and coins hoarded here in this place, but there would also be musical instruments and toys and household tools and cookware and fancy dishes, wedding jewelry and anniversary gifts and family shrines and festival costumes, fountain statues and street lamps and mailboxes and business signs, and other evidence that people really LIVED here. These are all ordinary objects that Bilbo recognizes from the Shire.
We could tie these objects directly back to objects we saw featured in Bilbo's home early in this adaptation, which he was trying to "protect" from the dwarves during their "That's what Bilbo Baggins hates" song. There are half-burned portraits of people's late parents here too. Did he think that there weren't any dwarves who made doilies or handkerchiefs embroidered with flowers? Of course they made things like that too.
It's perfectly symbolic to, say, place Smaug's bed in an area like the king's throne room. The dragon is now the King Under The Mountain. But I think it would be deliciously haunting to have the throne room of Erebor be empty, the throne half-broken, the silver stripped from the walls and moved elsewhere, because Smaug doesn't care about Thror's old audience chamber. What's a dwarf king to a dragon? He burns the same as all the others. The dragon has instead made his bed in a beautiful public place of art and culture that was for the people, by the people, surrounded by the lovingly crafted belongings of the ordinary people he killed. Gold is gold to a dragon whether it's in a coin or a candlestick.
I think if you really want to sell one of the key messages of "The Hobbit", which in my opinion is: "If more of us valued food and cheer and song above hoarded gold, it would be a merrier world." then you ought to throw yourself behind EREBOR being a place where food and cheer and song had value, not just the Shire. Thorin isn't lost at the end because he's a dwarf and dwarves don't value such things, but because he as a specific person who makes the mistake of weighing pride and gold over people, and he comes to regret that on his deathbed.
So, back to the fanfiction idea, I think that Erebor had music again in it as soon as dwarves started living in it again. It will take decades and decades before the Royal Opera House is half as splendid as it was before, and there is a performance there with beautiful costumes and puppets and sets comparable to those that came before, some traditional historical show that is part of specific seasonal holiday for dwarves. But that very first winter, when the future still looked grim, I think the dwarves cleared out a small stage and cast the roles of this traditional musical retelling of their history among them, based on who knew the parts best, because they aren't just miners and smiths and soldiers, and there was music again in Erebor that winter despite all the damage that the dragon did.
#file this under: me banging on random doors demanding to be given a fortune to make an animated Hobbit movie again#I would kick so much ass; I would make Choices; the design of my adaptation would be the Most#tossawary tolkien#the hobbit#smaug#fic ideas#character death#gimli takes legolas to a very classic very famous very high art dwarvish opera once and it's five hours long and 1/12 in a cycle#long post
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CAN YOU PLEASEEEEE DO VIKTOR RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS OH MY GOD HE HAS BEEN PLAGUING MY MIND SINCE S2 DROPPED
LOVE YOUUUâŒïžđ
love you too mamas (?) man-mas?)
1. Viktorâs Thoughtful Gifts (That Youâll Lowkey Die Over): Okay, imagine Viktor giving you a gift like⊠a customized mechanical arm? Or some high-tech gadget you didnât even know you needed but suddenly itâs like your life was incomplete without it? Heâs super practical and doesnât know how to romance like a normal person, so you get techy gifts that make you go, âOkay, Iâm not sure if this is sweet or the beginning of a cyborg takeover, but I love it.â Like, imagine getting an arm that could⊠do math for you? Thatâs Viktor. đ
2. Staring at You, the Master of Awkward Silence: Viktorâs like that type of boyfriend who just stares at you sometimes, and youâre like, âWhy is he looking at me like Iâm the last slice of pizza?â Heâs not a man of many words, but when he looks at you with that soft expression? You know heâs thinking deep, philosophical stuff. Also, probably about how he can improve your life with some experimental tech. No biggie.
3. Lowkey Protective, Highkey Overthinking: You know Viktor would never get all macho and flex his biceps (heâs not that guy), but heâll be that super protective person in the background, lurking in the shadows like âI will end you if you hurt them, but donât worry, Iâll just silently fix the situation with my science.â You canât even tell if heâs the type to fight for you, but heâd definitely be the one whoâd solve all your problems with some crazy invention or engineering wizardry. Meanwhile, youâre just like, âViktor, chill, I just wanted ice cream.â đ
4. Subtle Flirting (In A Really Awkward Way): Viktor flirts like, âHey, if I were to engineer the perfect date, itâd probably involve circuits and maybe a little biochemistry.â And youâre like, âDude, is that a pickup line or a TED Talk?â You love it though, because thereâs something so endearing about his socially awkward way of expressing affection. Like, heâs literally falling for you while simultaneously figuring out how to make an energy-efficient love potion. đ§Șđ
5. Love Without the Drama: Viktor is a low-key boyfriend, and not in a âletâs just chill and pretend weâre not togetherâ way. Heâs just not into big romantic gestures or wild drama. Heâd rather have a quiet night working in his lab together, but every so often heâll grab your hand in his (awkwardly, but sweetly) while you both super casually discuss your favorite theoretical physics concepts. Youâre like, âThis is literally the most romantic thing thatâs ever happened to me, I canât handle this.â đł
6. The âAre You Okay?â Overthinker: Viktorâs probably the type to randomly text you, âHey, howâs your day? Is everything fine?â and youâre like, âYeah, Iâm good, Viktor, chill.â But then he goes into full-on overdrive mode and starts analyzing the exact text you sent, trying to figure out if you meant something by it. And youâre like, âViktor, itâs literally 2 AM. Relax.â You have to assure him you didnât just casually text something cryptic like âitâs fineâ and now he thinks youâre in mortal danger.
7. Incredibly Supportive but Doesnât Show It Like a Normal Human: Heâs the boyfriend whoâll be your biggest cheerleader but wonât say it out loud. Youâll be all nervous about an exam or some big project, and Viktor? Heâll show up with a bunch of mechanical doodads and a carefully thought-out âThis will help you get through this,â but no words. Heâs like, âYouâve got this,â but itâs through his deeply nerdy and complex inventions. Also, youâre pretty sure he just hacked your Wi-Fi so you could study in peace. You appreciate it, but like⊠heâs too much.
#victor arcane#arcane victor#arcane imagine#arcane x reader#arcane headcanon#arcane vi#x reader#character x reader
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Kagari Amagase
Things You Can Only Do with You at Night: Ch1 | Ch2 | Ch3 | Ch4 | Card
(...Itâs so quiet now.)
The festive sounds of the celebration echoed faintly in the distance.
After parting ways with Prince Kagari, I intended to visit more stalls, but one of the festival staff approached me and asked for a favor.
They needed someone to watch over their belongings while they escorted a lost child home.
(Itâs probably because Prince Kagari had been by my side the whole time while I was helping out...)
(Does this mean the townsfolk trust me enough to ask for such a favor? If so, that makes me happyâŠ)
Emma: "AhâŠ"
A booming sound, loud enough to shake my chest, erupted, and fireworks illuminated the night sky.
(Though, from here, the trees and rooftops block the view⊠What a shame.)
(I hope the lost child gets to watch the fireworks with their family.)
With each firework launched, cheers erupted from afar.
The quietness of the dim room suddenly felt isolating, almost melancholic. For some reason, Prince Kagari came to mind.
(Is he watching the fireworks?)
(I wonder if Iâll get to see him one more time before the festival endsâŠ)
The thought slipped into my mind naturally and settled deep in my heart.
(The reason I felt disappointed when he disappeared wasnât just because I wanted to talk moreâŠ)
(It was because I had secretly hoped we might enjoy the festival together.)
(Heâs unpredictable, stealthy, and as elusive as a catâalways keeping me guessing what heâs thinking.)
(Maybe Iâve enjoyed my time with Prince Kagari more than I realized.)
Perhaps itâs because he was the first person to reach out to me when I arrived in Kogyoku.
(Oh⊠the fireworks have ended.)
The room grew even darker and quieter.
As the breeze swept in, brushing against my skin, a strange sense of loneliness welled up within me.
Kagari: âLost in thought, princess?â
Emma: "Wah!?"
Startled, I stumbled backward as Prince Kagariâs striking face suddenly appeared, far too close for comfort.
He always shows up so abruptly, itâs enough to make me wonder if his true goal is to stop my heart.
(But... I did get to see him again before the festival ended.)
Kagari: âSorry, I wasnât trying to scare you.â
Emma: â...No, itâs partly because I was lost in thought.â
Kagari: âHmm? Youâre smiling now. Whatâs on your mind?â
Emma: âN-Nothing at all! Itâs just your imagination.â
(Thereâs no way I could tell him I was thinking about him... My face feels so hot!)
Emma: âUm, why are you here, Prince Kagari?â
Kagari: âI heard you were keeping an eye on some luggage.â
Emma: â...You came here just to see me?â
Kagari: âIs that a problem?â
Emma: âN-Not at all. Not one bit.â
(He really just came because he heard I was here.)
(Thereâs no deep reason behind it, but maybe thatâs why it feels so unexpectedly heartwarming.)
Kagari: â...â
Emma: âHuh? Um, Prince Kagari, what are you... Wait, youâre way too close! Whatâs going on!?â
Prince Kagari had suddenly crawled closer on all fours, making me instinctively back away.
But before I could escape, he grabbed my hand, preventing me from moving. Then, to my disbelief, he leaned in and pressed his ear against my chest.
Kagari: "Your heartbeat is all over the place. Were you that startled?"
(Thatâs part of it, but stillâŠ!)
Emma: "My irregular heartbeat is entirely because you have no concept of personal space!"
Kagari: "You always react amusingly when I get close."
Emma: "âŠPlease stop teasing me."
(It feels like Prince Kagari is really going to make my heart stop somedayâŠ)
(Wait⊠whatâs that smell?)
A faint scent brushed past my nose.
It was the metallic smell of iron, one Iâd encountered many times in Kogyoku. My body tensed instinctively.
Kagari: "Donât worry, itâs not my blood."
Emma: "Then⊠whose?"
Prince Kagari pulled back and casually sat cross-legged beside me.
Kagari: "I just dealt with some troublesome guests. Festivals are perfect cover for misdeedsâbreaking in, secret meetings, theft, even murder. The lively atmosphere hides it all."
Kagari: "In such situations, thereâs only one thing for me to do âan ambush.â
Kagari: "Not that there were that many of them tonight, though."
The scent of blood must have been masked by the festivalâs various aromas earlier. Perhaps even when I saw him in the alley, he carried the same scent.
Listening to Prince Kagari speak of such things as if they were routine made my chest tighten painfully.
I hesitated, unsure of what to say but after a moment of silence, I quietly opened my mouth.
Emma: "This is my first time attending a festival in Kogyoku, and Iâve been overwhelmed by how lively it is. Everyone, both locals or visitors, is smiling..."
Emma: "And now, hearing the unending bustle, I realize itâs thanks to you quietly protecting it all behind the scenes."
Emma: "Iâm glad youâre so strong, but Iâm even more relieved that youâre unharmed."
Kagari: "..."
Kagari: "Thatâs one way to think about it, I suppose."
After pausing to think for a moment, Prince Kagari leaned back on his hands and looked at me.
Kagari: "You really are the type to get the short end of the stick, princess."
Emma: "Why do you say that?"
Kagari: "You're a guest from another land, after all. You didn't need to help out on the day of the festival."
Kagari: "Let me take over as the watchperson. The fireworks may be over, but the festival still has some time left. Go enjoy it."
Emma: "Thank you for your consideration, but I was the one who agreed to this, so Iâd like to see it through to the end."
Kagari: "You were thoroughly enjoying the festival earlier, going stall by stall. Are you sure about this? If you go nowâ"
Emma: "Wait a moment. How do you know I was going stall by stall?"
Emma: "...Did you perhaps⊠follow me?"
Kagari: "..."
Emma: "I didnât notice at all."
Kagari: "I was on rooftops and in trees. You were probably so absorbed in the festival you didnât notice."
(From places like that!? Thatâs why he appeared from above in the alley.)
(Ugh⊠He saw me completely enjoying myself at the festival!)
But itâs not like he would have been watching me the entire time while he was protecting the town. Still, the embarrassment made my face feel as though it was on fire.
Emma: "If you were following me, you could have just joined me."
(If tailing me was easier for him, then I guess it couldnât be helpedâŠ)
Prince Kagari tilted his head, looking genuinely puzzled by my words.
Kagari: "I thought you wanted to enjoy the festival alone."
Emma: "Huh? I didnât think that at allâŠ"
Kagari: "You told the candy shop boy so."
ââââââ Flashback ââââââ
Child 1: "Weâre working super hard to prepare, so Teacher, you and the lady should come check it out!"
Emma: "Sure, Iâll definitely come!"
ââââââ Flashback End ââââââ
(If I didnât invite him then, it probably did seem like I planned to go alone.)
(I get it, but⊠why does this feel like some strange misunderstanding?)
(He always seems to figure out what Iâm thinking faster than I doâŠ)
(...Maybe Prince Kagari wanted to join me at the festival too, and thatâs why he followed me?)
(No, no, itâs Prince Kagari. It was probably just a whim.)
I suddenly noticed his emotionless jade-green eyes fixed on me.
Kagari: "Did you want to go around the festival with me Princess?"
(Ugh⊠Hearing it directly from him is so embarrassingâŠ)
There was no reason to lie about the feelings I had realized. I nodded softly.
Emma: "I think so."
Emma: "...It made me happy when you called out to me in the alley earlier."
Kagari: "...I see."
Kagari: "..."
Emma: "..."
(What do I do about this atmosphere?)
Struggling to contain the itch of unease that threatened to overwhelm me, I coughed softly into the silence that had fallen once again.
I wished for anyoneâanythingâto break the tension.
As if my wish had been granted, hurried footsteps echoed, and a man burst into the room.
Man: "Miss Emma, thank you so much for watching over everything! Youâve been such a great helpâoh, Prince Kagari?!"
Kagari: "Did you get the lost child safely home?"
Man: "Y-Yes, no injuries or anything."
Kagari: "Good work. Iâll leave the rest to you."
Kagari: "Letâs go, Princess."
He grabbed my hand, and I followed him carefully so as not to trip as we walked down the hallway.
Emma: "Um, where are we going?"
Kagari: "Where else but the festival?"
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Okay now I understand, how about that Sherlock Holmes! Cassidy concept
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Oh! I immediately thought of a good idea for this :) I decided to generalize it and just make him a detective for this story. Although he's in his Sherlock Holmes! Skin for this. This ended up being somewhat modern day too....
Yandere! Detective! Cassidy Concept
Pairing: Romantic
Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, Manipulation, Possessive behavior, Murder, Blood, Stalking, Overprotective behavior, Threat of kidnapping, Forced relationship.
Imagine Cassidy being a detective, hunting down a string of recent murders happening where you live.
You had come to the station in tears.
A notorious serial killer is running rampant in the streets at night.
You came to report a recent body being found... one that happened to be a family member of yours.
You were nearly inconsolable at the station, sobbing into your hands and fearing for your life.
That was until you met Cassidy himself, a few officers escorting him to you.
You hear them speak to him for a moment before you're eventually left alone with the detective.
Cassidy's voice is smooth as he talks to you, sitting down beside you with care in his eyes.
He introduces himself to you, patiently sitting through your tears.
The detective in front of you has an oddly calming aura to him.
He gives you an encouraging grin before he continues to speak.
"Now, darlin', care to tell me the details of what you saw?"
Your talk with Cassidy goes surprisingly well.
He gives a reassuring smile as you list off what you saw, even giving you time to sob.
For a detective he's surprisingly charming.
By the end of his questions, Cassidy toys with his plaid coat before deciding to close things.
"You did well... I'll be sure to catch the culprit in no time, sweetheart. Are you feeling safe at home?"
For the moment you did and left the station.
The entire time Cassidy watches you go, a strange curiosity in his eyes.
Throughout the investigation you end up befriending Cassidy, who ends up acting as a comforting figure in your life.
He becomes a shoulder for you to cry on, often visiting to discuss what he's found so far.
You don't mind as you trust him... his presence makes you feel safe knowing he's out hunting down the murderer who tormented your family.
He knew of your fear and felt like you needed someone to comfort you.
You never really understood why Cassidy seemed so insistent on being around you...
But maybe he's like this for other victims too?
It seems strange... yet your grief clouds your judgment.
As the case continues and more murders occur around the area, you begin to feel unsafe.
You find yourself speaking to Detective Cassidy one evening, tired eyes looking at him meekly.
You haven't been sleeping well due to the stress.
You don't feel safe alone, like you're being watched.
You're plagued with bloody nightmares of the night your family member was murdered, a hooded face taunting you.
You admit you feel like you're being watched, which seems to pique the detective's interest.
"You feel you're being watched, darlin'?"
Cassidy's voice is soft, a hand reaching out to gently rub your back.
"Do you need someone to protect you?"
You nod, asking for an officer to be sent to watch your home.
Cassidy, however, has a better idea.
"How about I go with you? That way I can catch this murderer in case they come after you?"
Trusting Cassidy's comforting charm, you agree to let him stay at your home.
This happens a few nights, actually.
The detective usually dwells in your guest room, exploring your home for any potential exits or weaknesses.
Before you go to bed, Cassidy always offers his company.
He sits on your couch with playful comments, always offering smiles.
He's always armed with a singular handgun in case the murderer tries to break into you home.
Even when you head to bed... Cassidy stays up to watch the area.
For a few days such a setup works.
You become quite close to the detective and feel safer when he's there.
You can even ignore the strange anxious feeling you get as long as he's around.
But it isn't long before Cassidy's called off for another murder... leaving you alone in your home.
You call a friend or family member to make you feel less alone while Cassidy continues his hunt.
While you still feel anxious... you have them to keep you company.
You give them the guest room to rest in while you are still in your old room.
For the first time in a long while... you feel oddly at peace.
The moon trickles through your window... and you feel like you can finally rest...
It might just be your sleep deprived body giving up, yet you take the bait...
....
Only to wake up to a struggle, a scream...
A gunshot.
You jump up in your bed, your home eerily quiet.
As you hold your breath, you hear shuffling and heavy boots hitting wood.
It sounds like someone curses under their breath before you hear more walking around.
You reach for your phone to call Cassidy, to plead for him to help you...
The murderer is here and you need help.
You input the number, hoping for it to ring...
Only for it to go off somewhere... close?
You're stunned, swearing you heard a phone ring...
Then your bedroom door bursts open.
A tall man stands in front of you, blood coating his clothes...
You scream, just barely able to tell the bloody clothes are plaid...
But before you can put the pieces together...
A deep voice chuckles.
"Clever one, aren't you? Calling my number... Did you realize I'm the only one who could protect you?"
Cassidy stands in front of you, cornering you like a wolf in sheep's clothing.
Cassidy's a detective, yes...
Yet it appears he's a detective that has been chasing his own crime, like a dog chasing his tail for fun....
"I was supposed to kill you, darlin'..."
Cassidy's voice sighs, almost like he didn't like the thought.
"I even remembered your house's layout... but I can't do that to you, darlin'."
Cassidy then comes closer, making you try to slip past him.
Cassidy, however, snatches you with his robotic arm and holds you up.
"Doll, I'm serious! I won't harm you... Not after I've gotten so attached."
You're then tossed back in front of him, landing on your rear with a pained hiss.
Cassidy merely laughs, leaning down to cup your cheek.
You see more of the blood on his clothes now...
You already know who it belongs to.
"As long as you don't say a word about what I do... You can continue life as you always have..."
Cassidy then forces your chin up, his grip tight... threatening.
"But if you squeal... If you tell those officers what I am... I'll take you away and your remaining family will never see you again. Got that, sweetheart?"
You force yourself to nod, making Cassidy grin before he leans in and kisses your cheek.
"Good... You're all mine now, darlin'. No one's going to save you... not with me around."
Cassidy then pulls you closer, eyes dark and serious as though his words are a promise.
"If anyone tries, I'll kill 'em. I'm the only one who's going to protect you... alright, darlin'?"
You reluctantly nod again with a sob...
Silently accenting the fact you were a lamb to the slaughter no matter what you did to prevent this.
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I'm glad you liked my silly ideas, trigly-bud! i actually love to read all your rambles no matter how long they can be.
I didn't think of Horror feeding Dust and Killer as some kind of punishment, really. Although, it's funny to imagine them being disturbed by the fact that they've eaten humans (an eye, a tongue, a piece of intestine, a liver, a finger, a lung, a heart, you name it)
I'm writing about this too, I'm a very slow writer because I have a bad habit of being too much of a perfectionist.
But feeding Dust and Killer isn't a punishment, but a test, an exercise in trust. Horror is a paranoid bitch who's dealt with some pretty big betrayals and I think if he's going to be confined with a couple of idiots he needs to know if he can trust them. And what better than feeding them blindly! Of course, the way to convince them might take some time because none of them eat anything.If they're able to pass this little test, then Horror might have less reason to feel anxious around them. The fairest thing would be for him to break his oath not to eat humans in this because his word would be easily devalued in the eyes of the other two.
Oh no, Killer is definitely a threat to himself, but that depends a lot on what stage he's in. I still need to refine the concepts, but I'd say more extreme methods to break him out of his dissociation would include stabbing one of his eye sockets perhaps. Or even poking around in one of them as if it could rewire his brain. Can you imagine it? This guy shoves his whole arm inside of there? Sometimes he needs a big amount of pain to go back to the ground, i think.
The anatomy of a magical skeleton doesn't have to be strictly normal or human-like and it's great to play with body horror around this idea!
Killer does weird things and I'm happy to see them.
dear buubonita,
it's gotten to the point that i'm running out of ask ideas so now i have to resort to my trump card: MTT ASKS!!!! what are you,,,,,r favorite,,,,, mtt hcs that you have for them,,,,,,,, even if its worlds most basic hc IDC (devours the mtt content)
denied from the pearly gates, triglycercule
MTT headcanons! here we go. They're not that big of a deal though.
Dust is the one who's been replaced the most times out of the group, Killer being the detail-oriented guy that he is, is able to tell the slight differences, starting with the fact that Dust doesn't know them, but their tastes tend to vary a bit.
Like the old Dust likes bourbon and the new one prefers vodka instead. Very insignificant things that serve as a reminder that the Dust they know is gone. Horror has a bad memory, but not when it comes to remembering his teammates' antics. He feels baffled, not just because Nightmare took Dust from them one day and shoved another in their faces as if they couldn't possibly know what's going on.
A shorter hc is that Horror has fed Killer and Dust human parts before. It was on a "date". Dust felt a bit uneasy, Killer took it for what it is; something new. Killer never stops trying something new. (We get it, stfu with the joke)
Whether or not they enjoy human flesh, I'll leave to your own amusement.
Dust had his eye ripped out once, Killer took it to dissect (but he wasn't the one who pulled it out) and Nightmare asked him to go get a replacement. Horror had to be the surgeon on duty from experience and put the new thing in its place.
I personally don't see any of the three smoking weed đ, Dust may have tried but let's just say it's not a good additive to his degraded mind. I don't see Killer smoking anything at all, though he might be willing to try too. I'd say it's not something he'll pick up as a habit in the end.
Horror doesn't consume anything at all.
Killer, Dust and Horror can play the trombone. Though I like to think Horror is the only one still playing it.
Killer likes cats
Horror likes dogs
Dust likes bunnies (and rodents)
Killer sleeps with his eyes open (and his little hands on his soul) Horror and Dust gave him a sleeping mask so they wouldn't have to see him.
Their methods for getting out of dissociation;
Dust has a tendency to bite others, but he mostly bites his hands. Horror sticks his hand in the hole and scratches a lot, and Killer pinches others in the face (although this seems to be canon, I love it)
Horror is the only one who still makes puns, but neither Dust nor Killer usually laugh with him when that happens... (difficult audience)
#triglycercule is their own tag#dust sans#horror sans#killer sans#tw cannibalism mention#mtt poly#reblog
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OH, LETâS COMPLETELY DISREGARD MY HEALTH!!! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!
#eâlast#eâlast choiin#eâlast rano#eâlast baekgyeul#eâlast romin#eâlast wonhyuk#eâlast wonjun#eâlast yejun#SEUNGYEOP I MISS YOU#OH BUT CAN YOU IMAGINE HIM IN THIS CONCEPT#I WOULD DIE RIGHT HERE AND NOW#eâlast seungyeop
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Okay so that ending where Megatron's spark is potentially sealed in the whiteout chamber forever. I understand he'd miss Rodimus but maybe. MAYBE for a lil while the lack of shenanigans was bliss
#tf#megatron#happy megatron monday#stay strong my decepticon warriors#i doodled this concept out and went âoh god this is so mean to rodimusâ#I LOVE HIM DONT GET ME WRONG#just. god. no more bullshit shenanigans. can you imagine#the stupid memes are my therapy for the end of mtmte ripping my heart out#worm art
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one problem with felix is that I keep going 'oh you know what would be a completely logical consequence of the life circumstances he's experienced which are completely different than mine' where the answer is something I almost immediately recognize as being devastatingly relatable to myself
#AWFUL. HOW DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING.#and then every time being like 'OKAY DAMN MAYBE NOT THIS THEN'#but on the other hand it MAKES SENSE AS COMING FROM WHATEVER BACKSTORY THING I WAS BUILDING IT OUT OF--#the thing about OCs in general is you can't help spilling yourself into them and it Feels Some Type Of Way every time I notice#but with felix it keeps happening upfront and I keep noticing immediately and going HEY STOP THAT.#[trait] or [feeling] or [preference] stems from a COMPLETELY different place for me!#why does taking wildly different paths from different starting points keep bringing me to the same horrifyingly telling destinations#or in the other direction-- 'oh I want him to have [trait] because that will be fun to roleplay and fits his concept'#'hmm I imagine a reason he might have [trait] would be [DEVASTATINGLY RELATABLE FEELING/ THOUGHT PROCESS]'#nooo oh my god that CAN'T be why. it can't be because of something directly inside of my me I have to think of something else#the thing is it's not JUST that it's devastating in the Too Real sense or devastating in the Too Revealing sense#or that it's embarrassing because it doesn't feel very creative#I also do!! want him to continue to be his own guy!! I don't WANT him to drift towards true self-insert#that kind of loses the shine for me a little :') it's better if he's-- like all my other OCs-- his own guy#whom I can also work through and/or project SOME!! stuff onto. SOME!! a normal dnd character amount!!! auughhh
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You know how you hc that the twins battle each other all the time, and thus are basically their hardest opponents? That post you made about Ingo's brutal Path of Solitude made me desperately want Ingo and Emmet challenging each other to various versions, sometimes with Ingo having the upperhand like in the game, sometimes with Emmet making Ingo use a wurmple against a staraptor. And sometimes, for fun, they even make it a double battle. They make the most buff pokemon in existence and everyone is sufficiently terrified
they so would frfrfr. wait this reminds me i had two sort of mutually exclusive path of solitude points i wanted to make in the same post i'm just gonna do it here hang on
1) ingo was really like, here's a new style of battle challenge i'm introducing that's literally not done anywhere else even in the future, i invented it myself. the challenge is you have one single pokemon and you have to face a very difficult opponent and you're not allowed any other help than what you go in with and you're all alone forever. this is based on absolutely nothing at all and was inspired by nothing. i am fine.
2) path of solitude is really like turbo single battles honestly like of course the guy who is The Single Battles One came up with this. what do you think emmet would have done if he was here instead. would he be like ok pick a pokemon and i'm giving you an entirely random partner. no planning beforehand gotta figure it out when you open the pokeball and we start the battle. dwi.
#the nemesis speaks#the nemesis answers#anonymous#pla analysis#i do have Feelings about path of solitude though if i think abt it too much#like i said it in that first point but i said it goofy but i do really mean it.#even the name is kind of insane. Path of Solitude. cmon.#he got the chance to make up a battle challenge and he said let's make it about being alone by yourself with nobody around to help#but also. i think it is also partially about him dialing up the unique single battle challenge up to 11#since he does see singles as a unique challenge. like the default battle style is multis. obvi. his preference for singles is like a choice#he likes the difficulty of negotiating a potentially very adverse battle situation with only the limited toolset of a single partner#and path of solitude is that But More#like i said kind of mutually exclusive but i mean them both simultaneously ok.#anyway. yeah.#ACTUALLY can you imagine ingo introducing emmet to the concept and he describes it and emmet's like yeah this seems fun#like it's a big investment in misc pokemon opponents but it's a cool challenge#so like what strength level were you thinking-#and ingo's like oh idk maybe like 80#and emmet's like okay. hm. maybe we dial it back just a tiiiiny bit
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âthe most crucial skill that a good drinksmith needs is listening⊠drinksmithing is all about having conversations with your guestsâ
tea house owner!reader energy for real
#my mind shot straight there when siobhan said this in the hsr event#hey guys#what if i just steal the concept of the event and write a continuation?#the reader does spy on people and accept bribes for jobs blah blah blah#but they also offer free therapy over tea!#(but only if they like the person if course) (everyone else is getting eavesdropped on)#âŠi started writing this as a joke but hey it could be fun#if i ever write a continuation of that fic i might do something like that#high cloud quintet members coming for therapy after baiheng dies#reader helping couples talk through problems in their relationship calmly#iâm a sucker for characters who are very elusive and sneaky and cold but when it comes to it have a heart of gold#âyes i will expose your enemyâs business blah blah but hang on let me help this lost child find their parents firstâ#âoh youâre not being patient? you think your rivalry is more important than this child? actually you can keep the money and leave thank you#[turning to child] ânow tell me where you last saw your parentsâ#and with their connections from the various dealings theyâve had around the xianzhou theyâd be really good at dealing with these situations#and with regards to the jing yuan aspect of things i firmly believe he needs somebody with kindness and warmth in them to fall for them#reader canât all be bribery and dodgy deals#imagining him coming to the shop one day to get some information theyâve gathered or whatever#and theyâre like âshush not now iâm hearing this girl vent about her shit partnerâ#or doing something nice#and he falls even harder#sorry i have gone on an absolute tangent here#i donât know what demon possessed me#maybe i will write a part two who knows#that reader would certainly be a fun one to flesh out#râs random thoughts
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"being autistic is about being bad at reading social cues" "being autistic is about stimming & sensory overload" NO.
this is autism.
#its not even about like. the fact that theyre the imperial royal family. its completely separate from that#its about how utterly dysfunctional that entire family was. i need more lore about them. i need to know.#I NEED TO KNOW WHERE THE WOMEN ARE.#where are the galvus women. you cant say theyre all dead thats ridiculous and i wont believe you#personally i think emet-selch's ex-wife is living her best life. that is a lie but the concept of this 90-something year old lady being#in the game. is fun#'oh solus?? yeah he was a dick. sorry. i went on holiday and then he was gone and i never went back'#emet-selch discourse this emet-selch discourse that i want a little garlean great-grandma in law on my island#shes dead but wouldnt it be FUNNY.#shes an ex-reaper who got sick of solus disrespecting her reaper arts with the magitek & faked her death#its 12 am and i have had headaches all day do not mind me i am RAMBLING#my coping mechanism is hyperfixating on dysfunctional fictional families because every time my mom is being a bitch#i can just think about this dumpsterfire of a collection of blood-related people and be instantly comforted#like yeah my stepdad's a dick but at least my grandfather isnt an ascian so whos REALLY having a bad time huh? im doing greatt#im begging you to like. look at varis's story that man is a walking stack of tragedies it feels like im looking at my 13 year old selfs ocs#just aged up like 30 years#motherfucker lost his father and his wife his grandfather hated him and didnt even try to hide it his son is. a walking natural disaster#imagine dying to patricide not because ur child hated you or whatever but just because u were in their way#and THEN your body and memory get used to create one of the creatures you always wanted to bring an end to#this isnt apologism i am laughing at his misery#oh and also his childhood friend dies in service to him so theres that#'i would gladly die for his radiance' reggie bud thats really nice but that man is actively losing his mind & i dont think that would help#it feels like im watching my dog's chew toy.#i genuinely cannot for the life of me figure out what kinda bond varis & zenos had but im guessing uhhh none#but even still the whole elidibus zenos arc. also not something i think he was very happy with#i have held that rant in for weeks but fuck it. there you go. i like varis. he amused me.
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Unrelated, but I misread this as "got a package from my dead grandpa today" and was reminded of a few years ago when I (29ish at the time) found a letter written to me by my paternal grandfather, who had died when I was 5, and whom I saw only a few times, leaving me with a single foggy memory of sitting on his lap.
He had written it to child me, and my parents never gave it to me, possibly because I was around 3 and too young to read at the time, and they meant to give it to me later and forgot.
In the letter, (it was actually a cute little greeting card) he wrote how much he enjoyed having a granddaughter and how happy he was to spend time with me.
I opened the sealed envelope and read that letter 25 years after he'd died. I didn't get to attend his funeral. I can't remember his face.
But I know that he loved me.
HES LEARNING
#He wrote my brother who was 7 at the time (and 9 when our grandfather died) a similar letter as well#Which had also not been given to him#So I had the utterly surreal experience of delivering a letter to my brother and being like hey#I know he's been dead for 25 years but grandpa wrote you a letter#completely buckwild situation#Anyway I never got to go to his (or his wife's) funerals#because my parents were afraid I wouldn't be able to handle to concept of death at age 5#let alone both my paternal grandparents dying within 3 months of each other#and so didn't tell me they were dead until I asked how they were doing#several months later.#We were out at Pizza Hut having dinner and I was like hm I haven't heard anything about grandma and grandpa in while; I wonder how they are#Can you imagine how I felt when they were like âOh. Um. Yeah. They're deadâ
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Did somebody say Bill shouldn't be allowed to swear? I think somebody said Bill shouldn't be allowed to swear. Thanks to that, have these retooled The Good Place jokes:
The "powers that be" can refer to either the Theraprism staff, the Axolotl, or just. Ya know. Disney in general. Or all three! Whichever you think is funniest. ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
The "party" Bill's referring to is Weirdmageddon, of course. He was quite the ashhole to everyone back then.
Ford has probably gotten pretty good at the 'tune out your psychopathic ex with dank memes' challenge.
It must be very cathartic to be able to make Bill shut up whenever you want with just the press of a button. I'm sure Ford doesn't abuse this ability at all.
Oh, sure, 'Not now,' he says, before he immediately backs out of the newly-made hole in the Theraprism wall. đ
Don't worry, Bill doesn't get far.
also yeah i know this one doesn't have an attempted swear - i just wanted to use the joke because of the massive stink-eye involved in it because it makes me laugh
âŹïž More goofs beneath the brief ramble if you wanna skip it lmaoâŹïž
Why is Ford even there, you might ask? Well, he either decided he preferred to watch Bill suffer in person over being distantly and repeatedly harassed with the same evil desperation book for the rest of his life, or he got roped into some kind of contrived community service for 1.) all his many counts of interdimensional thievery, and 2.) his ignoring all the very clear warnings to NOT summon Bill in the first place (which I like to imagine is also illegal). Theraprism staff were just like, 'Wait, this guy matters to Bill? Ooh, we can USE that! It might be the only thing that can help him want to get better!' It is not considered that throwing Ford at Bill so soon after Weirdmageddon could instead make them both WORSE - in new and altogether special ways! :D
Anyway, I'm calling it the Community Service AU, and I am most likely not going to do anything else with it beyond appropriating these silly Good Place jokes. So, feel free to adopt the concept if y'all wanna??? Just make sure that Bill is still not allowed to swear, no matter what, full stop. It's gotta be a real linguistic corkblork of a situation for him, is all I'm sayin'.
Finally, have these bonus Good Place jokes, but with Handyman!Bill this time:
'Opposite tortures' doesn't sound so bad...at least until it's an all-powerful chaos entity known for torture saying it.
you may think i forgot mabel's cute pink cheeks but the truth is that i did in fact forget but then immediately stopped caring which makes it okay, SHHHHHHH
And, finally:
lmao this is shit
True facts, if you cram Season 1 Eleanor Shellstrop and Michael into a singular triangle shape, they turn into Bill Cipher. This is science, look it up. Or don't, and just trust the source that is me, bro.
Anyway, I should be in bed, y'all have fun with these, I guess. Tune in after like a week or so and maybe I'll have an addendum to my comic about how Bill was drawn naked for karaoke night. Because him actually being naked was not the only thing I considered as a plausible explanation. XD
Also if you see any inconsistencies or errors in any of these comics, No You Do Not :D
Also also, reblogs are rad as hell and I appreciate every single one, just don't repost, please and thanks. Every time a repost is made, an artist somewhere cries. :,)
#fanart#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#stanley pines#dipper pines#mabel pines#pyronica#handyman bill au#book of bill#the good place#incorrect quotes#heck yeah i'm tagging billford - cuz these old men are EXES#jfc i said i wasn't going to color any other gravity falls stuff i made - and then what do i do?#i fukken color all of it#i may have a problem lmao#the green area outside the theraprism is because i forgot what was outside it and just went 'lol greenscreen idgaf'
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â REMIND ME! â SYLUS QIN.
summary. six months after your breakup with sylus, news broke of you moving on, which is something he simply cannot allowânot if he can help it.
warnings. fem!reader. nsfw, infidelity, pet names, established history, hair pulling, face sitting, oral sex (female receiving) because sylus is a munch, doggy style, missionary, creampie, aftercare
wc. 6.1k
note. ⊠so, this is my first time writing on this platform. i do not stand by anyoneâs depicted behavior but⊠what can i say? I love an unconventional concept. ^.^ see you at the bottom!
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Once news broke the N109 Zone of a prospering romance in his district, Sylus couldnât find it in himself to give a damn. It was when he heard whispers of your name adjacent to another manâs that he began to listen.
He was out the front door of his home within a second, his leg swinging over his bike before Luke and Kieran could have a say in the matter.
The two men stood side by side, shouting a frantic âitâs normal to move on, man!â and a âitâs been six months!â from the doorstep as they watched their white haired boss speed away.
Sylus was sure that if he gripped the handlebars of his motorcycle any tighter, theyâd certainly break off.
If he was willing to harm his most prized possession over the pure frustration youâve stirred within him, you should consider yourself the most lucky yet damned woman alive.
He liked to think he was headstrong, but when it came to you, he lost all of his sense. You consumed him and he gladly let you, because it truly was a blessing and a curse.
For how much he loved to put the pedal to the metal, heâs never once gotten to your apartment as fast as he has just now. He didnât even bother to properly leave his bike in between the lines of a parking spot before he was practically flying towards your front door, knocking rapidly until you answered.
Surprise is etched across your face as you crack the door open just enough to see who your uninvited guest was, but a strong hand pushed it open even further. âWhat the fuââ
âWhere is he?â he cuts you off with a question, his red eyes scanning your cozy living room like a predator on the prowl.
âExcuse you, Iâ what? Where is who?â your questions stammer out as your brain tries to catch up to the scene in front of you.
Sylus forces himself to turn around and face you, realizing that his erratic behavior was likely confusing you. He hated the look you were giving him, the one that made him feel like a pure inconvenience to you (even though he certainly was behaving like one).
âYour⊠boyfriend,â he clarifies, almost choking on the word. The fact that the title was no longer his was already a problem in and of itself, but losing it to another man was something he simply could not allow. âWhere is he?â
âOh, I see,â you say, narrowing your eyes at him as you give him a once over. âYou think that youâre going to barge into my apartment and pummel the ever living shit out of my boyfriend?â
âMore or less,â he answers, his long strides continuing a bit further down your hallway. âPreferably more.â
You scoff, leaning against the wall with your arms crossed tightly over your chest as you watch your exâboyfriend scope out your apartment that heâs all too familiar with.
âHe isnât here.â
âSo Iâve gathered,â he replies, his head poking into your bedroom.
Sylus did his best to sound nonchalant, though his heart rate was through the roof. He saw no signs of any male presenceâno messily discarded clothes, no misplaced shoes, no second toothbrush in the bathroomâwhich meant that your relationship wasnât as serious as heâd imagined.
And boy, was he relieved to figure that much out.
You straighten off the wall as he enters your bedroom, hurriedly walking behind him as you speak, âYâknow, since your objective for coming here canât be achieved, you are more than welcome to leave.â
âDid I say that was my only objective?â he simply asks, his eyes scanning your bedroom.
A bit had changed since heâd last been in here. You changed your comforter to a floral pattern, and you even matched the drapes to the shade of your bedding.
Your attention to detail was something he admired about you, and his attention to detail was something you used to love, though as his eyes fell to your open underwear drawerâyouâre growing to hate it. A lot.
âGet out of there!â you exclaim, rushing to shove it closed, only to catch his slender finger in the crossfire.
He winces slightly, lifting his already bruising finger to your line of vision. âYouâve wounded me, sweetie. Kiss it better?â
You scoff, slightly pushing his hand away from your face. In any other context, you would have apologized, but given the fact that Sylus had entered your apartment without invitation and threatened to harm your boyfriend within five minutes of his arrival was enough to make you think that this made the two of you almost even.
A small smirk tugs at Sylusâs lips as he presses his finger to his tongue, soothing the stinging that you caused. Your eyes linger on his mouth for a bit longer than they should, and if he noticed (which he certainly did), he didnât say anything.
âI see you went shopping,â he mumbled, his eyes falling to your now closed underwear drawer. âThatâs a shame, baby. A damn shame.â
You canât help the scoff that leaves your mouth. âWhyâs that?â
âI hate the idea of another man seeing whatâs mine,â Sylus answers, tilting his head to the side as he gives your body an agonizingly slow once over, âin such pretty fabric, at that.â
Heat rushes to your face at his implication, and youâre not sure if itâs because youâre uncomfortable or if youâre flustered by his forwardness. You figure itâs a mixture of both, but you mask it with an annoyed huff.
âI can do what I want,â you refute, crossing your arms over your chest. âAnd if what I want is to buy panties that youâll never have the privilege of seeing me wear, then thatâs exactly what Iâll do.â
Sylus clicks his tongue, shaking his head with the slightest smirk curving upwards on his lips. He finds your attitude to be just as adorable as it is frustrating. With the way you look, arms tightly crossed over your chest with the tiniest wrinkle in between your eyebrows, heâd liken you to an angry kitten.
âIf youâre trying to rile me up, youâre succeeding,â he states, drumming his fingers on your dresser.
Your eyes flit away at that. âIâm not trying to do anything. In fact, I want nothing to do with you.â
He scoffs, crossing his arms over his chest. Itâs the first time heâs looked remotely upset with you from the moment he arrived. âYour boyfriend may fall for this little act of yours, but I wonât.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
Sylus straightens up, his tall frame towering over you. You almost feel antsy under his gaze, but you do your best to hide it.
âI am what your heart truly desires,â he lowly murmurs, his finger tracing from the middle of your collarbones to the valley of your breasts. âAnd you can lie to him, you can even lie to yourselfâbut you cannot lie to me. I can see your deepest desires, remember?â
Betrayal is your bodyâs first instinct. Your breath hitches in your throat the moment the pad of his index finger runs across your skin, and you physically have to fight off a whine from escaping your lips.
In an attempt to salvage the situation, you straighten up, glancing towards your bedroom door. âThatâs⊠bullshit, Sylus. Get out of my head.â
âItâs nothing of the sort,â he replies with a much gentler tone now. âAnd Iâll do no such thing. Your mind is my favorite place to be.â
He studies his reddened finger for a moment, silently deciding to steer the conversation from its more serious direction. âIt still wonât feel better until it gets a kiss from its favorite girl, you know.â
Against your better judgment, your eyes betray you by studying the reddened pad of his finger. It shouldnât be as enticing of a view as it is. You find it to be almost criminal.
âYou can lose that finger for all I care,â you huff, trying not to remember how good it used to feel inside of you.
âSo brash.â Sylus forces a pout on his lips, though it doesnât last long. He presses a kiss to his own finger before he extends his arm to rest on the edge of your dresser, keeping you caged against your drawers.
âYouâre awfully lucky that Iâm a forgiving man,â he murmurs, his red eyes trained to yours. âYou can do almost anything to me and Iâd allow it.â
Judging by the way your expression lights up, that seems to give you an idea.
âReally?â you inquire, narrowing your eyes. âSay, if I punched you square in your face, would you allow it?â
âIâm not opposed to finding out,â he answers, his eyelids fluttering as he continues to drink in your beauty. âYou know I love it when youâre rough with me.â
That comment forces a flush to your face, and you almost have to pinch yourself to keep your mind from bringing forward all of the memories that proved just how true that statement was.
It infuriates you how easily he could get a reaction out of you, no less than six months after you broke up with him. Perhaps that was why, in a split second decision (one that youâre hardly aware youâre making), your fist goes flying towards his face.
Sylus firmly stops your wielding hand before it can make contact with his cheek. His fingers unwind your fist and bring your hand close, allowing him to press a few chaste kisses to your knuckles.
âHave I told you how pretty you look today?â he asks, his voice slightly muffled by the kisses heâs peppering on your hand. âSo, so beautiful.â
Only he would say such a thing after you attempted to inflict bodily harm upon him. You wish you could rationalize his behavior, but you canâtâthatâs just Sylus.
Your body betrays you in every way, shape, and form. Your face is flushed, your eyes are half lidded, and the mere contact of his lips on your knuckles is enough for butterflies to flutter in your stomach.
Grasping onto the last bit of common sense you have, you pull your hand from his grasp.
âItâs time for you to go,â you insist, beginning to slide against the dresser to escape his gaze.
Sylus allows you to create a bit of distance between the two of you, lifting his arm up from your dresser to let you walk away. The last thing he wants is to make you feel suffocatedâthe very reason you broke up with him in the first place.
He tried to do better, but when it came to you, he couldnât help himself. He wasnât an animal, though. He loved you more than words could ever describe, and heâd allow you anything you wanted. And if physical space was what you wanted, heâd grant it to you.
âYou know Iâd do anything for you,â he quietly says, his voice carrying an unforeseen vulnerability to it, âbut I canât do what youâre asking of me. I canât let you give yourself to a bastard who doesnât deserve you.â
Your eyebrows raise. âHow can you be so sure he doesnât deserve me?â
âI know you, baby. Thatâs how.â
A beat of silence passes, and he conjures up the courage to continue. âAnd Iâm positive there isnât a single soul who could possibly deserve your favor,â Sylus reasons, loosely crossing his arms over his broad chest, his toned biceps showing through the sleeves of his black buttonâup shirt. âNot even myself. Iâm man enough to recognize that.â
His answer catches you off guard, but you do your best to maintain your front. You donât want him to see how his words seem to squeeze at your heart.
âThen why are you here?â you genuinely ask.
Sylus knows heâs backed himself into a corner, and contrary to what you might think, heâd intended to do just that.
He wants you to give him the green light to speak every word that heâs longed to say to you from the moment heâd seen you last, and now that you have, the floodgates are open.
âIâm selfish,â he admits, taking a tentative step towards you. âIâm drunk on you, and I canât bear the thought of sobering up, even after all this time. Itâs unfair, itâs horrible, itâs cruelâI know this, sweetie. But⊠I find my serenity in your eyes, and with you gone, my life is purgatory. The confines of hell must be more pleasant than what it is that I feel when Iâm without you.â
Internally, youâre floored. Gobsmacked, even. Externally, youâre looking at him with the same soft expression youâve worn this entire time.
Met with your silence, Sylus begins to internally panic. He slowly takes a few steps towards you, and when you donât attempt to maintain the distance between you, his hands move to cup your face.
âRid me of this life,â he whispers, his mouth so close that you can feel the warmth of his breath fan across your lips. âI cannot go on, not without you beside me.â
You truly hate how easy it is for him to reduce you to nothing but putty. You have a new boyfriend, youâve moved on, youâve allowed the love that you and Sylus shared to be nothing more than history.
You wanted to believe that moving forward was the best thing you could do, but if that was true, why is it that your heart hadnât felt full until you laid eyes on Sylus? It seems to beat differently, like itâs finally come back to life in his presence.
Noticing the softening of your eyes, Sylus canât help himself. He leans forward and presses a kiss to your forehead, holding both of you there for a few seconds. The sheer tenderness of his action was enough to make you melt, and you were sure you wouldâve if his hands on your face werenât grounding you.
âIâve missed you so much,â he admits, tilting your head up so that he can look into your eyes.
Sylus was never one for verbal affection (or being desperate for a womanâs favor) prior to you, but heâd make this exception a million times over if it meant he could have you however youâd let him.
Youâve nearly forgotten all of your allegiances, and you canât even blame yourself for it. You know that indulging in him is like eating a forbidden fruit, and even then, you canât forbid yourself from its tasteânot when you know how sweet it is. What you feel goes beyond want; itâs pure, unadulterated need.
âNo response for me?â he asks.
You shake your head, swallowing the growing lump in your throat. You carefully slide out of his grasp and sit on the edge of your bed, his eyes trailing you as you do so.
Youâre a firm believer that nothing is real until youâve said it out loud, and Sylus is more than aware of that. He doesnât want to push you too hard, but heâs never been one to back down from a challenge.
As you sit, your thighs naturally part and your skirt rides up just a bit, and the sight of the pink fabric clothing your pussy is enough to elicit behavior that youâve never once seen from Sylus.
âGod, you are a privilege,â he murmurs, taking a few steps towards you. Without hesitation, he slowly descends to his knees before you, his hands trailing up your thighs. âSuch a sight,â he adds his eyes flitting to the dampening fabric of your underwear, âsuch a beautiful sight.â
If his words werenât enough, the sight of him kneeling in front of you was enough to make you faint. (Or scream. Or cum. Maybe all three at the same time, youâre not sure.)
âAllow me the night,â Sylus pleads, his glowing red eyes finally locking onto yours. His hand moves to brush your hair from your face, tucking it loosely behind your ear. âJust the night. One night to indulge you.â
Lying would be no use, all things considered. Heâd already shamelessly eyed the needy area between your thighs, knowing that the arousal collecting there is for him. Your stomach swirls with a mixture of guilt and need, and you honestly feel like youâre in an impossible position.
âSylus,â you breathe, your heartbeat thumping so hard that youâre surprised your chest hasnât burst. âThis is so wrong.â
He shakes his head as his large, gentle hands move to rest on your knees. âYour pleasure means more to me than a simple case of right and wrong.â
âI wish it was as simple as you make it seem,â you say, a long sigh leaving you.
âCanât it be?â Sylus questions, his thumbs idly stroking your knees. âAllow me this one night to remind you of how I feel about you, how you feel about me. If you want me to leave you alone by the time morning comes, I will accept that with a smile.â
Youâd like to imagine that youâre stronger than this, that the idea of a final night of lovemaking with your ex-boyfriend to get him out of your head for good isnât appealingâbut it is.
Itâs something youâve thought about before (in the dead of night with your hand stuffed down your shorts), but never did you think it could become a reality.
Only now, with him kneeling in front of you, it was.
âOkay,â you sheepishly murmur. âRemind me.â
You know this is absolutely horrible of you to do, but you canât find the will to deny yourself this. As much as you tried to get Sylus out of your head, you never could. Not long enough for it to make a difference, anyway.
(Perhaps this, a final intimate night between the two of you, will be just what you need to move on for good.)
Sylus knows that his time with you is limited, but he plans to make it the best night of your existence.
(Perhaps if he can remind you of how much heâs willing to give, how much he loves you, how much heâs missed youâyouâll change your mind.)
His large, strong hands trail up as he drapes your legs over his shoulders, pressing a few kisses to your calves and inner thighs. He presses a kiss to the fabric of your underwear, his tongue drawing out to taste the wet spot of fabric.
Sylus isnât sure whatâs come over him, but he honestly feels like heâll either implode or cry at the sight of you right now. To have you again is something heâs dreamt about more than heâd like to admit, and he plans to show you just how much your absence has affected him as his fingers slide beneath your skirt to hook under the thin fabric of your underwear.
âThank you,â he mutters against your skin, tugging the fabric down your legs. âOh, fuck,â he mutters aloud the moment his eyes land on your heat.
He could seriously cum in his pants right now, and if heâs not careful, he will. His hands lock onto your thighs, pulling you to the edge of the bed to give him better access to your glistening cunt.
âPussyâs all mine,â he breathes, licking a long stripe up your slit.
You would have replied if he hadnât buried his face in between your thighs. His tongue laps at your wetness before he wraps his lips around your clit, sucking harshly at it with hollowed cheeks.
A cry leaves your lips at the sensation, your hand gripping onto his white hair as you revel in the feeling his tongue is giving you.
Heâs eating you out like a man starved, his own moans rumbling into your cunt, his cock straining against the confines of his pants. Sylus could do this for days if you let him, but after not having you like this for so long, he canât help himself from needing more.
Within moments, heâs slowly pushing you higher on your bed, still licking at your pussy until heâs physically unable to. He looks up at you with crazed eyes, licking his spit-slick lips as he kicks his shoes off.
âSit on my face,â he murmurs, moving to lay on your bed. When heâs met with your hesitance, heâs grasping onto your arm to carefully pull you towards him. âI might die without it.â
Youâve never once seen a man so pussy drunk in your entire life, but youâre in absolutely no position to deny him. So, you move to hover above him, your hands resting on your headboard. You hear a satisfied moan beneath you, and heâs soon hooking his arms around your thighs.
âYou wonât die without it,â you grumble. âIn fact, you might die because of it. Suffocationââ
âSuffocation of this kind might be the best way to go,â he cuts you off, licking a faint swipe against your folds. âIn fact, when weâre old and withered, it might be my last ask of you.â
Your face flushes, and you can feel heat rushing to both your cunt and your cheeks. Noticing the coy face youâre making, Sylus canât help himself from laying a faint smack on your ass, squeezing its plushness as he stares up at you.
âFor now, though,â he purrs, pressing a kiss to your inner thigh. âI want you to let go for me. Canât have you dangling this pretty cunt in my face without letting me taste it.â
As you hesitantly begin to relax your thighs and lower on top of him, he lifts his head up to meet you halfway and gather your slick on his tongue.
âVery good, baby,â Sylus purrs, dropping his head back onto your sheets as he pulls your hips down the rest of the way, ânow sit.â
When all of your weight crashes down on him, a soft gasp leaves your lips at the sheer passion behind the movements of his tongue. He almost seems to be more incentivized. His eyes flutter shut as he mouths at your pussy, the moans leaving his mouth in combination with the absolute filthy sounds of his tongue are enough to drive you insane.
Sylus feels like heâs finally left purgatory and has transcended into heaven. With his pretty girl on his face, taking her on his tongue, making the most beautiful little noisesâheâs honestly never felt better.
(Well, there is that whole new boyfriend thing looming in the back of his mind, but heâs sure that youâll take care of that once heâs done taking care of you.)
One of your hands leaves the headboard to grasp onto his hair, your eyes screwing shut as you rock your hips over his tongue. âSylus,â you breathe out through a moan. âIâmâ oh, shitââ
Sylusâs cock twitches as you moan his name, his eyes fluttering shut as one of his hands help to guide the rocking of your hips. With his other, he palms himself through his trousers, his mouth working tirelessly to make you feel good.
Even as self-admittedly selfish as he is, he canât bear the idea of putting his pleasure above your ownâeven if the ache is physically eating away at him. With you writhing above him, the sounds youâre making, the look on your face, itâs all too muchâeven for him.
Your mouth lulls open as you let out the most beautiful whine heâs ever heard, and his tongue slows down, working you through your first orgasm of the night. He eagerly collects your juices with his tongue, his eyes rolling back as he finally presses a final kiss to your swollen clit.
âI can stay this way forever,â he says against your inner thigh, placing a kiss to your warm skin, âyou and me,â he places another kiss, âtogether.â
You shift to lay beside him, out of breath and looking beautifully disheveled. Sylus licks his lips and lies starryâeyes beside you. Soon enough, a huff of laughter escaped his throat, realizing he mightâve said too much there.
Sylus turns his head to look at you. âWas that enough to get an âI miss you tooâ out of that mouth of yours?â
You let out a breathless laugh, your hand running over your face. âNo,â you lie.
That was the best orgasm youâve had since your breakup, but he doesnât need to know that.
âYouâve developed quite the attitude,â he muses, rolling on top of you. He slots his lips against yours, licking into your mouth, allowing you to taste yourself on his tongue.
âThat boyfriend of yours must not fuck it out of you like he should,â he adds, the low volume of his voice rumbling against your skin as he kisses along your jaw, âlike I can.â
Before you can think twice, youâre lifting your hips against the bulge in his pants, a soft gasp escapes your lips as you feel the very prominent shape of his hardened cock. With a grunt, Sylus pushes your hips down, his fingers brushing against your inner thighs.
âSuch a needy little thing,â he purrs, his hand moving to cup your mound. âFirst youâre insisting I leave, and now youâre hoping Iâll give you my cock. Youâre sending me mixed signals here, baby.â
Youâre seeing stars, and your hand grasps onto his wrist, feeling the way his muscles tense as he begins to toy with your clit.
âI want it,â you whine, your toes curling as the pad of his middle finger circles your entrance, âyouâre⊠youâre being a tease.â
âThatâs right,â he whispers, licking a long stripe up your neck. âIf you want it bad enough, youâre gonna have to prove it, baby.â
Your head tilts to the side as Sylus pulls away from your neck to look down at you. His fingers move to work at the button of your skirt, tugging it down your legs and tossing it onto the floor of your room.
âHow?â you ask.
He presses his lips to yours as his hands tug up your shirt, breaking the kiss to carefully pull it over your head. His large hands palm at your breasts, bringing your perked nipples in between his fingers.
âPick up the phone,â Sylus answers, releasing your breasts to sit up in front of you, his hands moving to undo his belt.
Your curiosity soon turns into something much more lustful as he pulls his trousers and boxers down his thighs. His shirt goes next, the fabric decorating your floor. His cock looks even better than you remember, but he snaps his fingers in front of your face to gather your attention.
âSorry, what?â you ask, shaking your head to snap yourself out of your trance.
âPick up the phone,â he repeats, reaching to your bedside table to hand you your cell.
You take the device from him, looking at it with confusion. You were embarrassed that you hadnât even noticed it ringing, far too distracted by the sight of him stroking his hand along his length, but your embarrassment soon turns into dread as you read the caller ID.
It is, of course, none other than your boyfriend.
âSylus, thatâsâ thatâs crazy,â you stammer out, looking between his eyes, his cock, and your phone.
He snickers, and he flips you onto your stomach, his hands grasping onto the plush of your hips to pull your ass up. âWhatâs crazy is the fact that you expect me to fuck you without your boyfriendâs knowledge.â
âYouâre above adultery?â you gasp out.
Sylus shakes his head, his hand moving to prod your entrance with the tip of his cock, his other hand grasping onto your hair to pull you back against his chest.
âObviously not,â he replies, licking along the shell of your ear. âJust wanna show him how beneath it you are.â
Your heart slams against your chest as he takes the device from you and answers the call, holding the phone to your ear.
âLet him hear,â he purrs, slowly pushing his cock inside of you. âThe noises you make with my cock buried inside you are such a prize. Itâd be a disservice to not share.â
A sharp whine leaves your lips as he tugs on your hair, tilting your head to give himself better access to your neck as he bottoms out inside of you. âTell him what youâre up to, sweetie,â he simply says, sucking a faint mark onto your neck.
On the other end of the line, your partner begins to blab on about his day, though youâre hardly able to listen, not when Sylus is pushing his cock inside of you like a madman. Your body tenses as he stretches you out, the sensation forcing a moan out of your mouth, though the man on the other end of the line didnât seem to notice.
âThatâs it, baby,â he whispers, resting his chin on the crook of your shoulder to press an open-mouthed kiss to your jaw, âtaking my cock so nicely. Missed this pussy so much.â
ââso then, I told him⊠wait. Are you with someone?â
Your heart rate skyrockets as Sylus draws his hips back only to pound the length of his cock inside of you. âOh, fuck⊠y-yes,â you choke into the phone, almost breathless.
âThank you for your confession, my dear,â Sylus teasingly remarks, knowing that your response was a reaction to how good he feels inside of you rather than an answer to your boyfriendâs question.
He presses a faint kiss to your shoulder as he thrusts into you again, using his grip on your hair to push you back onto your stomach. He then brings the phone to his own ear, watching with a wide grin as you arch your back to take as much of his cock as you can.
âOur friend canât talk right now,â he says into the receiver, grunting as your walls clench around him. âSheâs gotten lost and found herself on my cock, which is such a positive turn of events, let me tell you,â the pace of his hips thrusting into you only seems to get more intense with each word he says, âconsidering itâs right where she belongs.â
âW-what? Who the fuck are you? Iââ
âI canât stay on the line to talk much either,â Sylus continues, his free hand grasping a bit tighter onto your hair as he tugs on it to fuck deeper and harder inside of you, his skin slapping against yours with each heavy thrust. âHave to make her cum for all the times you couldnât.â
Youâre lost in a whirlwind of sensations, your mouth gaped open as you moan out with each thrust he makes, your back arched as much as you could make it. You can feel a pool of warmth building inside of your lower stomach, and you let out a cry of pleasure.
You havenât been fucked this good in, well⊠six months. That much is obvious to the both of you, given the way youâve been losing your mind with each forceful push of his hips. He knows your body in ways youâll never understand, and luckily for you, you donât need to understand in order to receive the pleasure that heâs desperately trying to give you.
âSylus!â you gasp out, serving as a warning for how close you already are.
âMm, gotta go, duty calls,â Sylus says into the phone, releasing his grip on your hair to move his hand between your legs, two of his fingers circling your clit. âCall my woman again and Iâll kill you.â
Tapping the screen to end the call, he tosses your phone mindlessly, and itâs only when you hear it drop against the floor do you turn around to look at him.
âSylus!â you scold.
He gives you a wry smile as he slowly pulls out of you, rolling you onto your back. âIâll buy you a new one, pretty. Donât worry.â
You open your mouth to protest, but when he slowly pushes his cock inside of you again, youâre hardly in the protesting mood at all.
Sylus towers over you, his forearm propping him up as he slowly fucks into you, his red eyes trained to yours. âGod, baby, Iâve missed you.â
Almost instinctively, your hands wrap around his neck, pulling him closer to you. There was a hidden intimacy of this position that youâve always loved. He obliges to your request, resting his forehead on yours as he thrusts harder inside of you.
âYou take me so well,â he whispers, pressing a chaste kiss to your lips. âSo, so beautifully.â
You mewl at the softness of his praise, your eyes glossing over as he continues to fuck you into oblivion, your walls tensing around him. He hisses at the feeling, dipping his head to press a kiss on your cheek.
He can tell that youâre close, and he knows just what you need. He wonât give it to you so easily, though.
âSweetie?â he breathes out.
You nod your head before breathlessly replying, âyeah?â
Sylus gives you a smirk as he raises his bruised finger to your lips. âKiss it better. Let me use it on you.â
Protest is not on your agenda anymore, not by a long shot. You kiss the pad of his finger without hesitation, and you proceed to capture it with your mouth, your tongue soothing the bruising.
He smiles at the sight, a groan leaving his lips as he continues to thrust his cock inside of you. âSo pretty, baby. God, youâre beautiful.â
Sylus retracts his finger from your mouth to bring it to your clit, his spit-slick finger rubbing it in beautiful, moan-earning circles. He watches as your eyes almost immediately haze over at the stimulation.
He lowers his head to suck on your nipple, his free hand palming at your other breast as means of stimulating you in any way he can. After a moment, he latches onto your other breast, his tongue swirling around the hardened peak.
âGod, ahâ Sylus!â you moan, your hands wrapping around his neck.
He nips at your breast before he pulls away, a guttural moan leaving his mouth as he feels you clench around his cock. âYou gonna come for me again, beautiful?â
You nod your head, rising up from the pillow to press a kiss on his lips, and his large hand moves to cup the back of your head as he kisses you through your orgasm. His fingers gently thread through your hair, giving you the best of both worlds.
âCream my cock, baby. Itâs all yours, always will be,â he mutters against your lips, his thrusts growing slower as he twitches inside of you.
Sylus breaks the kiss to look down at you, a heavy pant leaving him. âWhere do you want me?â he breathlessly asks.
As if that were a question you ever responded differently to, he still needed to ask, even though you answered just the same. âIn⊠in me.â
He nods his head as he thrusts inside of you a few more times, pressing an open-mouthed kiss on your cheek as he bottoms out inside of you, stuffing you full of his thick, white cum.
A moment passes in which the two of you simply pant breathlessly to each other, your sweaty foreheads pressed together. It was a beautiful scene by all measures.
âI missed you too,â you finally pant out, a smile breaking your lips. âI missed you a lot.â
He chuckles breathlessly at that. âI missed you even more, sweetie.â
Sylus presses a soft kiss on your cheek before he slowly pulls out of you, traveling slowly to your bathroom before returning with a damp towel. He settles in front of you again, using the warm towel to gently clean up the mess heâs made of you between your legs.
You stare at him with the most lovestruck eyes heâs ever seen, and it only makes him smile. âYou tired, baby?â he lowly asks.
Nodding your head, you extend your arms to him, and he pulls you into his arms without question. He lies down on his back, holding you against his chest. His large hand runs over your back while the other one tugs your blankets over the both of you, giving you a bit of warmth.
Not that he needed anything more than your presence. He feels like heâs on cloud nine, holding the woman that he loves, running his fingers through her hair just as he used to.
âI love you,â he murmurs into your ear, pressing a soft kiss on the top of your head. Itâs almost concerning how much he loves you, but he canât help it.
âI love you,â you lazily return the sentiment.
As you cuddle into his chest, you canât help but wonder what would have happened if he hadnât shown up today, if heâd left you alone, if he let you move on.
You know itâs crazy to think about.
After all, itâs Sylus. Your Sylus. Heâs the only person youâve ever needed, and now that heâs reminded you of that, you wonât forget it.
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Happy Nation: A Series of Standalone Fics
Charles Leclerc x Schumacher!Reader
Summary: a girl raised at her fatherâs knee goes from rising star to princess to queen (or in which becoming a legend runs in the Schumacher family)
You bounce excitedly in the passenger seat of your papaâs car as he pulls into the parking lot of the karting track. At 5-years-old, youâre too young to race officially, but he promised to let you drive some practice laps after the scheduled competition today.
âRemember, Maus, listen closely to the instructors and stay safe out there,â Michael says, ruffling your hair affectionately before getting out.
You scramble out after him, having to jog to keep up with his long strides across the parking lot. You reach to take his hand, but freeze when a small crowd starts converging around your papa. Men in bright vests are rushing over, cameras flashing rapidly.
âWhoa, whatâs going on?â You ask, startled by the commotion.
Before Michael can respond, a curly-haired woman thrusts a baby into his arms. âOh my god, can you just hold her for one second? I need a picture!â
Your papa looks bewildered but graciously cradles the infant, giving an awkward smile as more and more people start shoving pieces of paper and pens in front of him.
âExcuse me, please, I have my daughter with me today,â he tries saying over the chaos, but no one is listening.
You shrink back, overwhelmed by the pushing crowd and flurry of voices pleading for autographs and photos. Where did all these people come from? This has never happened before when youâve gone karting with your papa.
Sensing your unease, Michael gently passes the baby back to its mother and kneels down in front of you. âHey, itâs okay, Maus. Why donât you wait for me over there?â He gestures to a bench off to the side.
Part of you wants to cling to him, scared of all the strangers crowding around so aggressively. But you also donât want him to have to worry about you on top of everything else. You nod bravely and make your way through the throng to the little bench, watching apprehensively as your papa tries politely handling the requests.
After what feels like forever, the crowd finally starts dispersing, though a few linger behind like stubborn cats begging for scraps. Michael shakes the last few hands and accepts some papers to sign before gratefully escaping over to you.
âIâm so sorry about that, Maus,â he says, looking apologetic as he plops down on the bench. âI didnât expect such a scene on whatâs supposed to be our fun day.â
âItâs okay, Papa.â You lean against his side, still a bit rattled but comforted by his familiar warmth. âWho were all those people? Why did they want your ⊠uhh âŠâ You canât quite remember the word for the scribbles people ask famous people for.
âAutographs,â Michael supplies with an amused chuckle, wrapping an arm around you. âAnd they wanted photos too, I suppose. Iâm ⊠well, Iâm quite a famous racecar driver.â
You cock your head, trying to process this concept of your papa being some kind of celebrity. As far as youâre concerned, heâs just your goofy, loving dad who takes you karting and makes the silliest voices for all your stuffed animals at home.
âReally? Like the famous famous people on TV?â Youâve seen the paparazzi swarming the actors and musicians during awards shows, but youâd never imagined that could happen to your own papa.
Michael nods, drawing you closer with a squeeze. âYes, somewhat like that, though itâs a bit excessive at a small karting event.â He laughs again and brushes some of your wayward hair from your face. âBut youâre right, to you Iâm just Papa. I donât expect anything more from my favorite Maus.â
You beam at the affectionate nickname, all the earlier stress melting away. Who cares if strangers want your papaâs autograph or photos? All that matters is you two spending the day together like always.
âCan we go get our karts now?â You ask eagerly, bouncing a little on the bench. âI want to show you how fast I can go!â
âOf course!â Michael jumps up and scoops you into his arms with a playful growl, making you shriek giddily. âMy little speed demon is going to leave me in the dust.â
He swings you up onto his shoulders and you cling on tightly as he strides toward the pit area. A few more people spot him and make a move closer with cameras and sharpies extended, but seem to think better of it when they see you perched up high.
The two of you spend the next couple hours karting together, trading places taking warm up laps and cheering each other on. At one point, a young attendant working the pit area approaches Michael somewhat nervously.
âUm, excuse me, Mr. Schumacher?â Heâs clutching a crumpled baseball cap in one hand, ducking his head shyly. âIâm just such a huge fan, would you mind taking a photo and signing this for me after your session?â
Your papa smiles kindly at the young man and takes the cap. âNot at all, no problem.â As the attendant walks away, looking elated, Michael turns to you with a wink. âSee? Thatâs how you politely ask for an autograph.â
You giggle and mime zipping your lips. âDonât worry, Papa, I wonât let the fame go to my head when Iâm a famous racecar driver too someday.â
Scooping you up once more, Michael presses a sloppy kiss to your cheek. âThatâs my girl. Now, last few laps â letâs see who can go the fastest without ending up in the grass!â
As evening starts falling, the two of you make your way back through the now nearly deserted lot after returning the rental karts. Most of the other karters have cleared out, leaving just you two strolling unhurriedly back to the car.
âWell Maus, despite the, uh, overexcited fans, Iâd call this day a success,â Michael says, swinging your joined hands idly. âWe both had our fun on the track, and I think you handled that crowd back there like a champ.â
You smile up at him, still so proud just to be his daughter. âI donât care about all those other people, papa. As long as I have you, thatâs all I need.â
Stopping beside the car, Michael crouches down and cups your face in his calloused racing palms, looking at you with such fierce adoration.
âMaus, you have me, always. No matter what happens out there,â he gestures vaguely at the empty track, âWhen Iâm with you, Iâm just Papa. My greatest accomplishment, my biggest award, is being your father. Verstanden?â
You launch yourself into his arms, hugging as tightly as you can. âVerstanden, Papa. I love you.â
âIch liebe dich mehr, Maus,â he murmurs, pressing his cheek to your hair. âNow, what do you say we go get some victory ice cream?â
As the two of you climb into the car, you canât keep the smile off your face, practically glowing with contentment. Sure, maybe your papa is some big famous racecar driver that everybody wants a piece of. But really, heâs just your papa â and youâre his whole world.
***
The ringing of the house phone cuts through the tense silence like a knife. You shrink further into the couch cushions as your mother rushes to answer it, shoulders visibly taut.
âHello? No, I cannot make any comment at this time. Yes, I understand there is interest but-â Corinna breaks off, rubbing her temples wearily. âPlease respect our privacy as a family right now. Thank you.â
She hangs up and leans against the wall, eyes slipping shut for a brief moment. Before she can even draw a full breath, the phone rings again, shrill and insistent. With a muffled curse, your mother snatches it up.
âWhat? I told you, I cannot give any statements! This is a private matter. How did you even get this number?â
You watch apprehensively as she responds again, her voice rising in distress. In the days since your papaâs skiing accident, it seems like the entire world has been hounding your family, desperate for any scrap of information.
On the TV across the room, the endless cycle of news reports drones on lowly. Images of your papaâs broken, still body being rushed from the slopes into a helicopter. Flashing advancer texts speculating on his chances of recovery from the traumatic head injury.
It makes you feel ill.
Beside you on the couch, Mick sits blank-faced, looking nearly as pale and worn as your mother. At 14, he understands the gravity of the situation all too well. Your big brother has always idolized your papa, hoping to follow in his racing footsteps one day as well. The thought of him not being there to see the realization of that dream is devastating.
Gina is curled up in the armchair, her shoulders shaking every so often with muffled sobs. At 16, sheâs arguably been taking this the hardest of all you kids. She keeps her face stoically dry in front of your mother, but you can see how red and puffy her eyes are from constant crying.
As for you, at 11-years-old, youâre somehow both numb and feeling everything all at once. Part of you still canât fully process that this nightmare is real. That your hero, your papa, could be lying comatose in a hospital, hovering between life and death. The other part of you is overwhelmed in a tsunami of terror, panic, anger, sadness â any and every emotion crashing through you at all hours.
âKids, Iâm so sorry about this,â your mother says, defeated, as she rejoins you in the living room after ending her latest call. The bags under her eyes seem to have deepened further overnight. âI know this is incredibly difficult and intrusive. But your papa is ⊠heâs a public figure. People are concerned.â
âIncredibly insensitive is what theyâre being,â Gina spits, uncurling herself from the chair enough to shoot your mother a resentful look. âWeâre going through actual hell and all these people care about is getting a sound bite for the evening news!â
Corinna looks pained but doesnât rebuke her. âI know, liebling, I know. But your papa has millions of fans all over the world who have followed his career for decades. Whether we like it or not, they care about him ⊠and about us by extension.â
You think back to that day at the karting track all those years ago when you first realized your papa was what people called âfamousâ. How all those strangers clamored around him so aggressively just for a photo or an autograph. That level of fandom seemed exciting and novel at the time, when you were just a naĂŻve 5-year-old. Now you see it for how intrusive and violating it is, this sense of entitlement people have to the private life of a public figure.
The phone starts ringing again, shattering the fragile quiet. Your mother squeezes her eyes shut and makes no move to get it this time. After four rings, the call goes to voicemail. A moment later, the tinny sound of an Italian voicemail being left blares through the speaker.
âScusi, scusi, please, if there is any update on the condition of the great Michael Schumacher, any information at all! We are all holding vigils and saying prayers, but we must know how he fares! The world is watching and waiting!â
The words, pleading and demanding all at once, are like a slap across your face. The manâs voice is laced with such desperation, as if your papaâs life is mere entertainment to be consumedby the masses. You feel abruptly furious, incensed that a strangerâs morbid curiosity is given the same weight as your familyâs anguish.
âTurn it off,â Mick mutters through clenched teeth, hunching over on the couch. âJust turn it off, Mama.â
Corinna nods numbly and reaches to end the voicemail, her mouth set in a grim line. Buzzing fills the room again as the TV drones on, the reportersâ voices a dull roar that you can no longer discern actual words from as your ears ring with white noise.
The shrill ringing of the phone cuts through once more, like a record scratching in your brain. Your mother flinches violently, hands coming up to clamp over her ears as she squeezes her eyes shut, finally at her breaking point.
Unable to watch this torture anymore, you surge to your feet and storm across the living room. You rip the phone from its cradle and hurl it against the far wall, the plastic casing shattering loudly. The ringing blessedly ends, leaving only an eerie silence in its wake.
Mick and Gina stare at you with wide, stunned eyes. Your mother simply deflates, sliding down the wall to the floor as the adrenaline drains from her body. For several beats, no one dares breathe too loudly. Then, Gina starts to shake her head slowly, tears slipping free.
âBrava,â she murmurs, the barest hint of approval in her voice.
Your mother doesnât scold you for the outburst. She merely reaches out a hand, silently beckoning you closer until you slowly cross the room again and sink to your knees in front of her. She cups your face in her palms, her own cheeks glistening with fresh tears.
âYouâre right, liebling, youâre right,â she whispers brokenly. âThis is about our family, not ⊠not the world thinking theyâre owed something.â
She pulls your head against her shoulder and you cling to her tightly as she begins to weep in earnest, great shuddering sobs wracking her whole frame. Gina scrambles over and tucks herself against your motherâs other side, and soon all three of you are tangled in each otherâs arms, letting the tidal wave of grief crest over you.
Mick stays frozen on the couch, watching over your huddle with dark, haunted eyes. For the first time since this ordeal began, the four of you are united in simply feeling, truly letting yourselves shatter. No more putting on brave faces or pretending to be okay â from this moment, you can finally grieve as a family behind closed doors, blockading out the rest of the cruel, prying world.
Later that evening, after crying yourselves into an exhausted stupor, you drift up the stairs and sequester yourself in your bedroom. You bypass the framed photos of your papa on your nightstand, the sight of his bright smile and twinkling eyes too searing at the moment. Instead, you sink to your knees in the middle of the floor and clasp your hands tightly, bowing your head to murmur desperate pleas.
âPlease, please let my papa be okay. I donât care about all his fame or the stupid reporters. I just want him to get better and come home to us. Heâs not just the famous Michael Schumacher to me. Heâs Papa. Heâs my whole world.â
The words spill out in a torrent, all the fear and longing youâve been bottling up for the better part of a week erupting forth. You plead to any higher power that may be listening, bargaining away your future, your dreams, anything â as long as your papa pulls through this nightmare.
How many times had you taken for granted those moments of him just being your dad â making you pancakes on Saturday mornings, dozing on the couch during family movie nights, playfully tossing you into the pool when you grew too whiny in the summer heat? Youâd give anything to have those simple, precious daddy-daughter moments back.
âThe world can have his trophies and titles,â you whisper fiercely, tears slipping free to patter on the carpet. âI donât care about any of that. I just want my papa. Please, please bring him back to us.â
You curl in on yourself, forehead pressing into the floor as your shoulders shake with silent sobs. All the adoring fans, the fawning media, the hangers-on clamoring for a piece of his glory â they only know the manufactured public persona of Michael Schumacher, legendary racer and famous celebrity. But to you, heâs always just been the quiet hero tucking you into bed at night, the gentle presence reading stories in funny voices, the mighty protector pulling you in for all-encompassing bear hugs.
You miss that wonderful, silly, tender father more than anything in the world. You donât give a damn about his racing accolades or his fame. You just desperately need your papa back home where he belongs â with his family, the people who loved and treasured him most as simply Michael.
Just Michael. Your one and only papa.
The raw ache of that longing consumes you utterly. You lay there amid the fading light from your bedroom windows, dreams and memories of your papa flickering behind your eyelids as you plead to any benevolent force that may be listening. All you want is the chance to make more joyful memories with him, to hear his rich laugh, to keep basking in his unconditional love for years and years to come.
Please, you beg the universe silently, one last time. Please let this nightmare end. Donât let the brightest light in my world be extinguished before its time.
Let me have my papa back.
***
A tense hush has fallen over the dining room table, the clinking of utensils against plates the only sound cutting through the thick silence. Gina avoids everyoneâs eyes, pushing food around her plate listlessly. Mick stares down at his half-eaten dinner, jaw working like heâs chewing over something weighty. You pick at a bread roll, too knotted with anxiety to muster much appetite.
Your mother is the one to finally break the stifling quiet, clearing her throat. âKids, I know these last few weeks have been ⊠incredibly difficult for us all.â
You risk a glance up at Corinna. Her eyes are tight at the corners, her mouth a taut line. Just like all of you, the constant vigil at your papaâs bedside, combined with the relentless badgering from the media, has clearly taken its toll.
âBut we have to keep trying to be a family, yes?â She reaches across the table to grip your hand. âWeâre all Michael has right now. We have to ⊠to stick together for him.â
You nod numbly, swallowing hard around the lump in your throat at the reminder of your papaâs unchanged condition. The waiting, the not knowing if or when heâll wake up, is a special kind of torment you wouldnât wish on anyone.
Mick abruptly shoves his plate away, the porcelain scraping loudly across the wood. You all flinch a little at the harsh sound.
âIâve been thinking ...â he starts, then seems to reconsider his words, shoulders tightening fractionally. âWell, Y/N, you know how I ⊠how I race under Mamaâs last name?â
You frown slightly, uncertain where heâs going with this. âBetsch, yes. Because you wanted to make your own name without the expectation and pressure of being Michael Schumacherâs son.â
He dips his chin once, looking almost pained. âExactly. And I think ⊠I think maybe you should consider doing the same.â
The words sit heavy and convolulenting between you all like a sack of wet cement. You blink dumbly, hardly comprehending what heâs suggesting at first. When the implication hits you, you actually recoil as if heâd slapped you across the face.
âWhat? No. No, absolutely not, Mick. How can you even say that?â
âY/N, just hear me out,â he pleads, holding up his hands in a calming gesture. âWith Papa ⊠with what happened, the paparazzi and the fans, theyâre going to be watching our every move even more than before. Especially you since youâre planning to continue competing-â
âDonât you dare make this about his condition,â you spit, fury thrumming through your veins like struck lightning. âAnd of course I plan to keep racing â itâs what Papa would want! Iâm not going to hide from his name like itâs some shameful thing!â
Gina is watching the exchange with wide, startled eyes, her food forgotten. Mick runs an agitated hand through his hair, shaking his head firmly.
âItâs not about hiding or shame, itâs about protecting yourself! Donât you see how crazy things have gotten? All the reporters harassing us, the fans leaving awful messages online hoping for updates ...â
He leans forward, expression almost desperate. âIf you race as Betsch, you can compete without having that extra spotlight. You can just be a normal kid on the track without people peering in.â
Heat rushes up the back of your neck in waves of humiliation and rage. How dare he insinuate that inheriting your papaâs legacy is some kind of burden to be shrugged off? That the name Schumacher is a burden to bear rather than a badge of honor?
âIâm not you, Mick,â you bite out, fists clenching beneath the table. âMaybe racing under Mamaâs name helped you deal with the pressure better and thatâs fine. But Iâm proud to be Michael Schumacherâs daughter! And if people canât respect that, if they think it means they own a piece of me, then they can go to hell!â
âLanguage!â Your mother gasps, both appalled and slightly impressed. But you ignore her admonishment, too fired up to rein it in now.
âWhat, you think pretending to be someone else is going to spare me from living in Papaâs shadow anyway?â You shake your head adamantly, leaning across the table towards Mick. âItâs not, and you know it. Even if I raced under a fake name, everyone is still going to know exactly who I am and make comparisons.â
Slamming your palms on the table, you surge to your feet, chair screeching harshly against the floor. All the pain and uncertainty of these past few weeks is bubbling over into bitter, biting words.
âSo why should I hide it? Why canât I take pride in my name and my heritage? Maybe itâll mean more scrutiny, but itâs a million times better than feeling like I have to be ashamed! Like I canât fully honor Papa and make him proud!â
Chest heaving, you stare down a wide-eyed Mick, almost daring him to challenge you further. He seems to read the conviction blazing in your eyes, features softening into chagrin.
âYouâre right ...â he murmurs with a wince. âYouâre right, Y/N, Iâm sorry. That was out of line.â
You hold his repentant gaze for a long moment before deflating back into your chair with a muted thud. In the ringing silence, you can hear your motherâs soft sniffles from the far end of the table. When you look over, she has her head bowed, hands pressed to her eyes as she cries quietly.
âM-Mama?â Gina ventures in a small voice, reaching across to grasp her motherâs wrist. âWhatâs wrong?â
Corinna lowers her hands, swiping at the tears streaking her cheeks. When she meets your bewildered gaze, her expression is a complicated brew of pride and heart-wrenching sadness.
âNothing is wrong, liebling,â she assures Gina with a watery smile, before turning back to you. âY/N, youâre so much like your papa, do you know that? So brave and determined ⊠so full of that same fighting spirit.â
She dips her chin, lips trembling faintly. âHe would be so proud to hear you defend his name like that. To see you ready to take on the weight of wearing it, regardless of what the world throws at you.â
More tears spill forth, but she brushes them away impatiently with the backs of her hands.
âBut liebchen, you have to understand ⊠Michael spent decades bearing that scrutiny and expectation. People analyzing his every move, always under a spotlight so harsh it burned. I never wanted that for any of you.â
Sliding her chair back, your mother crosses to kneel before you, cradling your face gently between her palms. Her eyes are shining but intensely serious, almost pleading with you.
âThe Schumacher name casts such a long shadow, one so great that your own light can be eclipsed before you ever have a chance to properly shine. I donât want you smothered by that burden, mein schatz. I want you free to make your own amazing mark on this world, completely unchained.â
You feel your throat grow tight at her words, the weight of them ringing so true and terribly sad. You reach up to circle your fingers around her wrists, holding her hands to your cheeks like vices.
âI know, Mama, I know,â you whisper roughly. âBut that light you want me to shine? Papa is the one who sparked it inside me in the first place.â
You meet her watery gaze steadily, willing her to understand the conviction taking root inside you.
âThe joy and passion I have for racing doesnât come from some anonymous dream. It comes from him â from the nights he spent giving me a play-by-play of his biggest victories, from the days we spent at the karting tracks making memories, from everything I want so desperately to honor.â
Leaning forward until your brows nearly touch, you let the pleasing words spill out directly from your heart.
âSo please, please donât ask me to race as anyone other than your daughter, yes, but also proudly as Michael Schumacherâs daughter. That name isnât a burden or a shadow to me. Itâs something I want to carry forward and make blaze even brighter.â
Your motherâs eyes slip shut as she draws in a shuddering breath. For a long moment, she simply holds your face cradled in her palms, seeming to bask in your impassioned words. When her eyes finally open again, they are overflowing with a fierce tenderness.
âOh liebchen,â she murmurs, voice thick with an odd mix of grief and wonder. âYou are your fatherâs daughter through and through. So determined, so unafraid to face the world head on ...â
She strokes her thumbs along the apples of your cheeks, swiping away the dampness there. âI only hope he knows just how brightly his fire still burns in you. How it is living on in the most brilliant way.â
Surging up onto her knees, your mother pulls you into a fierce embrace, tucking your head beneath her chin. You cling to her tightly, drawing strength from her warmth, her tireless support and love. Over her shoulder, you can see Mick and Gina watching silently, their own eyes overly bright.
When your mother finally leans back, cupping your face once more, her expression has regained some of its usual firmness and resolution.
âVery well, then,â she nods, offering you a watery but determined smile. âIf you truly feel ready to take on the world, to claim that name and legacy as yours, then we will face it together. As a family.â
She rises lithely to her feet, drawing you up along with her. Gathering Mick and Gina in with the sweep of her arms, she folds you all in her protective embrace, holding your foreheads together in the center.
âYou may be Schumachers, but that name does not define or limit you,â she declares, quiet but firm. âIt is simply one part of your identity, one piece of the incredible legacy you inherited. What you choose to make of it, how brightly you make that legacy burn, is up to you alone.â
She pulls back just enough to meet each of your eyes in turn, her own gleaming with resolute pride.
âSo let them watch, let them scrutinize and sneer and make their judgments. You will simply keep chasing your passions and living your truths. Yes, the world may know you as Schumachers, but you alone will define what that name represents, now and for generations to come.â
***
The roar of the engines fades as you cross the finish line, taking the chequered flag. The broadcast team erupts in excitement.
âUnbelievable! Y/N Schumacher has done it â the daughter of the legendary Michael Schumacher wins the Formula 2 championship in her rookie year!â
You can hardly believe it yourself as you start your cooldown lap, adrenaline coursing through your veins. The pit crew is cheering wildly, holding up the #1 sign. Your race engineer is on the radio, his voice cracking with joy. âYouâre a champion, Y/N! A first-year champion!â
âWhat an incredible drive from the young German. Shades of her father with that relentless determination and racecraft. Sheâs carried on the Schumacher name proudly.â
As you return to the pit lane, you spot Mick getting out of his own car. He has a huge smile on his face, eyes shining with pride. You take a moment to drink it all in as you bring your car to a stop and heâs the first one there, ripping off your helmet so he can hug you tightly.
âYou did it! Iâm so proud of you!â Heâs beaming as he pulls back to look at you.
âAww, Mick ...â You blink back happy tears, overwhelmed by the magnitude of what youâve accomplished. âI couldnât have done it without you pushing me every single race.â
Mick shakes his head dismissively. âThis was all you. You were the faster driver this season, plain and simple.â His face falls a little. âI really thought I had you there at the end, but you just wouldnât give up.â
You grin cheekily. âOf course not! Iâm a Schumacher â we never give up.â
âWhat a beautiful moment between the siblings. You can see the immense pride Mick has for his sister, despite coming up just short of winning the championship himself.â
The rest of the team surrounds the two of you, lifting you both up onto their shoulders as the celebrations kick into full gear. You lock eyes with Mick over the sea of smiling faces and he winks at you contentedly.
Later, after youâve returned to the garage, you find a quiet moment alone with Mick. He pulls you into another hug, this one more lingering.
âI really am so happy for you, Y/N. Youâve worked so incredibly hard for this.â Mickâs voice is thick with emotion.
You squeeze him tightly. âThank you, Mick. That means everything coming from you.â
He pulls back, cupping your face fondly. âI remember when we were kids, dreaming of following in Papaâs footsteps. And now look at us!â
You laugh, a few happy tears spilling over. âI know, itâs crazy! I couldnât have done this without your help, you know. Youâve been by my side every step of the way.â
âA storybook ending for the Schumacher siblings. Y/N cementing herself as a future star, with her older brother not far behind.â
Mick shakes his head adamantly. âNo, Y/N, this was all your talent and determination. I just got a front row seat to watching greatness in the making.â His eyes are shining with sincerity.
You throw your arms around his neck, struck by how lucky you are to have such an amazing brother. âI love you, Mick. Thank you for always believing in me.â
He hugs you fiercely. âIâll always believe in you. Youâre a champion now, but I know this is just the beginning for you.â
The team arrives then, champagne bottles in hand and ready to continue the celebration. You pull back and grin at Mick mischievously, cracking open the first bottle with a cheeky grin. âDonât worry, Iâll go easy on you ⊠for now.â
The bubbly liquid sprays everywhere as you both dissolve into laughter, reveling in this perfect moment of sibling bonding and love. Mick pulls you into a wet hug, so proud and grateful to share this with you.
âAnd an iconic image â the Schumacher children celebrating a Formula 2 title just like their father did in the upper series so many times before. A changing of the guard, with the name Schumacher set to dazzle racing fans once more for years to come.â
Later that night, after youâve showered off the champagne and slipped into comfy clothes, thereâs a soft knock at your hotel room door. You open it to find Mick standing there, shifting awkwardly.
âHey, youâve got a second?â His eyes are slightly red-rimmed, like heâs been crying.
âOf course, whatâs up?â You gesture him inside, concerned by his demeanor.
Mick enters slowly, fiddling with the strings of his hoodie. He seems to be struggling to find the words.
You rest a hand on his arm. âMick, you can tell me anything, you know that.â
He nods jerkily, finally meeting your eyes. âI really am so happy for you, Y/N. You have no idea how much it means to me to see you accomplishing your dreams.â His voice catches with emotion.
âBut?â You prod gently.
Mickâs eyes water again. âBut ⊠itâs also really hard for me. This was my dream first, you know? To become a champion like Papa.â He swipes at the tears angrily. âAnd now youâve beaten me to it. Iâm just ⊠Iâm struggling with that a bit.â
Your heart clenches at his quiet admission. You pull Mick into a tight hug, rubbing his back soothingly. âOh, Mick ⊠Iâm so sorry. I never wanted to take that away from you.â
He shakes his head against your shoulder. âNo, no, itâs not your fault at all. You earned this, fair and square. Iâm just ⊠dealing with some complicated emotions, I guess.â
You push him back by the shoulders, looking him straight in the eyes intently. âMick, listen to me. You are one of the most naturally gifted drivers Iâve ever seen. This is not the end for you, not even close. Youâre going to be a champion too, I know it.â
Mick seems to deflate slightly at your words, the tension easing from his shoulders. âYou really think so?â
âI know so,â you state firmly. âWeâre going to take this to the top level together. And weâre going to make Papa even more proud than he already is.â
A slow smile spreads across Mickâs face. âTogether,â he repeats, reaching out to take your hand and give it a squeeze.
You squeeze back reassuringly. âAlways together. You and me, just like when we were kids. Weâre a team, remember?â
Mick nods, the brightness returning to his eyes. He seems lighter now, the melancholy cloud lifted by your words of encouragement.
On impulse, you throw your arms around him again, nearly knocking him over with the force of your hug. Mick laughs delightedly, squeezing you just as tightly.
âThank you, Y/N. I needed to hear that from you,â he murmurs shakily into your hair.
You pull back just enough to grin at him cheekily. âWhat are little sisters for?â
Mick lets out a surprised bark of laughter, warmth and affection shining from every part of his expression as he gazes at you fondly. âYouâll always be my little sis, champion or not.â
Itâs your turn to laugh, swatting at his chest playfully. âWell this little sis just kicked your ass this season, so show some respect!â
Mickâs eyes crinkle with mirth. âIâll remember that for next year, believe me.â
***
Itâs a crisp autumn evening at the Schumacher family home in the Swiss Alps. Youâre curled up on the plush couch in the living room, flipping through a magazine while your brother paces back and forth anxiously.
âWill you please sit down?â You ask, eyeing him over the top of the pages. âYouâre making me dizzy.â
Mick runs a hand through his tousled blond hair. âSorry, Iâm just ⊠worked up, I guess.â
You set the magazine aside. âAbout what? We havenât had a race in weeks.â
He stops his pacing to face you. âYou know the seasonâs almost over, right? And Haas still hasnât said anything about re-signing me for next year.â
âOh, Mick.â You offer him a sympathetic look. âIâm sure itâs just a matter of time. Youâve had a solid season.â
Mick flops down next to you, deflating a little. âI donât know. There are so many other options on the table. What if Haas decides to go a different direction?â
âThen youâll find another seat,â you say firmly. âAny team would be lucky to have you behind the wheel.â
He manages a half-smile. âThanks. I just wish I had your confidence sometimes.â
âWhat can I say?â You flash him a cheeky grin. âItâs a gift.â
The peaceful moment is shattered as both of your phones start ringing in unison. You exchange a puzzled look before digging them out.
âMy manager,â Mick says, furrowing his brow as he answers. âHello?â
You do the same, pressing the phone to your ear. âHey, Nicolas, whatâs up?â
For the next few minutes, you and Mick are silent, listening intently with rapidly changing expressions â yours elated, his crestfallen. When you finally hang up, Mick is staring at the floor, lips pressed into a tight line.
âWell?â He asks, voice tight. âDonât keep me in suspense.â
You take a deep breath, trying to tamp down your surging excitement. âFerrari wants me for next season.â
Mickâs face falls even further, if possible. âYouâre kidding.â
âI wouldnât joke about this!â You canât keep the grin from overtaking your features. âCan you believe it? Driving for the Scuderia! Itâs a dream come true!â
âYeah, for you maybe,â Mick mutters darkly.
You blink at his tone, smile fading slightly. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
He drags a hand down his face wearily. âHaas declined to re-sign me for next year.â
The words hit you like a punch to the gut. âWhat? No, that canât be right!â
âAfraid so.â Mickâs voice is flat, resigned. âThey said something about ⊠needing to bring in fresh blood or some bullshit excuse.â
You scoot closer, placing a comforting hand on his arm. âMick, Iâm so sorry. Thatâs awful.â
âDonât be.â He tries for a nonchalant shrug, but it comes off as dejected. âAt least one of us is moving up in the world.â
âYeah, but at what cost?â You protest. âWeâre teammates! We were supposed to take on Formula 1 together!â
Mick snorts humorlessly. âLooks like thatâs not going to happen after all.â
An uncomfortable silence stretches between you. You open your mouth, searching for the right words of reassurance, but come up empty. How can you comfort him when your own dream has come true at his expense?
âHey.â Mickâs somber tone breaks the quiet. âIâm happy for you, you know. Really, I am.â
You meet his sincere gaze, feeling your eyes start to well up. âI know. But that doesnât make this any less shitty for you.â
He manages a rueful smile. âWhat can I say? Iâm a realist.â
âSo what are you going to do now?â You ask quietly.
Mick lets out a heavy sigh, leaning back against the couch cushions. âKeep grinding, I guess. Look for another seat, any seat, even if itâs not in F1 next season.â
âYou canât give up on F1!â You protest instantly. âYouâre too good for that, Mick.â
âAm I, though?â He lets out a mirthless chuckle. âFace it, Y/N, youâve always been the better driver. This just proves it.â
You shake your head adamantly. âThatâs not true at all! Youâre every bit as talented as me.â
âThen why did Ferrari pick you instead of me?â Thereâs no accusation in his words, just weariness.
You falter, mind churning as you search for an answer that wonât come. âI ⊠donât know.â
âExactly.â Mick closes his eyes briefly. âMaybe itâs for the best. At least this way, one of us still gets to live out the Schumacher legacy and race for Ferrari. Carry on the family name, you know?â
âBut youâre a Schumacher too,â you say, feeling your throat start to tighten with unshed tears. âIt should be both of us out there, not just me.â
Mick reaches over to give your hand a comforting squeeze. âHey, donât cry about it. Iâll be okay, really.â
âHow can you be so calm about this?â You swipe angrily at the moisture gathering in your eyes. âItâs not fair, Mick. Itâs just not fair at all.â
He levels you with a look thatâs decades older than his years. âLife rarely is. You know that as well as I do.â
You fall silent, unable to formulate a response. Heâs right, you realize with a pang. The two of you, of all people, should understand that success and failure often go hand-in-hand, even for the most talented competitors.
Pursing your lips, you lean forward and pull Mick into a fierce hug. He tenses for a split second before wrapping his arms around you tightly.
âIâm still so proud of you,â you murmur into the crook of his neck. âNo matter what happens, youâll always be my incredible big brother.â
Mick lets out a shaky exhale against your hair. âAnd youâre the most badass little sister a guy could ask for. Ferrari has no idea what theyâre in for.â
You pull back just far enough to meet his eyes, emboldened by the warm affection shining in them.
âJust promise me one thing?â You ask.
He arches an eyebrow quizzically. âWhatâs that?â
A mischievous grin tugs at your lips. âThat youâre not going to take it easy on me whenever youâre back on the grid.â
***
You take a deep breath as you pull your sleek new Ferrari up to the iconic factory in Maranello. This place holds so many memories â some joyful, others bittersweet. Your father cemented himself as a legend here, and you canât help but feel the weight of that legacy on your shoulders now more than ever.
The door swings open and there stands Fred Vasseur offering you a warm smile. âY/N, welcome home.â
You return the smile, unable to mask the flood of emotions. âItâs good to be back, Fred.â
He gestures for you to follow him inside. âIâm sure this place brings back quite a few memories.â
âYou have no idea,â you murmur, taking in the familiar sights and smells. The rosso corsa that coats every surface, the scent of machinery and high-octane fuel ⊠itâs intoxicating.
A tiny you runs through the hallways, giggling madly as your frantic mother tries to catch up. âMick! Y/N! Get back here this instant!â
Mick peeks out from behind a workbench, sticking his tongue out at Gina, who playfully swats at him. You spot the perfect hiding spot â a massive green recycling bin tucked in the corner ...
âY/N? Are you still with me?â Fredâs voice breaks you from your reverie.
You shake your head. âSorry, got a bit lost in thought there. This place just ⊠feels like stepping into the past.â
Fred nods knowingly. âI can only imagine. But today is about your future with the team.â He leads you through the winding corridors, pointing out various departments. âOver here is aerodynamics, that hallway takes you to the design labs ...â
âCome out, come out, wherever you are!â Your fatherâs voice echoes down the corridor, his tone playful but tinged with desperation. You stifle a giggle from your hiding spot as his footsteps draw closer.
âMichael, any luck?â Thatâs Paolo, one of the mechanics. You chance a peek and see half the team has been enlisted to search for you.
Your dad scrubs a hand over his face. âSheâs too good at this game. Shouldâve known better than to play hide-and-seek in a place this size.â
You chuckle softly at the memory, prompting a curious look from Fred. âSorry, just ⊠reminiscing again.â
He gives you an easy grin. âBy all means, feel free to share. Iâd love to hear some of those old stories.â
You take a breath, composing yourself before launching into the tale. âWell, there was this one time when I was maybe ⊠four or five? Mick and I were causing an unholy ruckus as usual, and Papa suggested a game of hide-and-seek to wear us out. Big mistake on his part.â
Fredâs eyes crinkle with amusement. âLet me guess, you proved to be a master hider?â
âYou could say that.â You grin mischievously. âI found this big recycling bin, crawled inside, and stayed completely silent while the whole team tore the place apart looking for me. Papa was just about to call in the overalls for backup when Paolo finally peeked in the bin.â
Fred throws his head back with a hearty laugh. âI can just picture your poor fatherâs face when they found you! He mustâve been both relieved and completely exasperated.â
You nod. âOh, he wore that particular blend of emotions often when we were young terrors around here.â
The two of you continue chatting amicably as Fred shows you around the various facilities â the simulator room, the engine workshop, even the gym and physiotherapy center. With each new area unveiled, another flood of nostalgia washes over you.
You and Mick sprint into the wide-open workshop, engines and miscellaneous car pieces scattered all around. Gina is closing in, her longer legs giving her an advantage.
âGot you now, you little gremlins!â She scoops Mick up with one arm, then turns her sights on you.
You let out a shriek of laughter, dodging around a massive piece of equipment as your mother joins the chase. âCome here, Maus! Itâs time for your nap!â
You shake your head furiously. âNo nap! No nap!â
Corinnaâs hand finally snags the back of your shirt, and you erupt into a fit of giggles as she pulls you into a hug ...
âThatâs some smile youâve got going there,â Fred notes with a wry grin. âI take it another happy memory?â
You give an embarrassed laugh. âYeah, you could say that. Just ⊠remembering how this place used to be our personal jungle gym. Mick, Gina, and I would run absolute loops around Mama while she tried to wrangle us for nap time.â
Fred chuckles fondly. âI can picture three tiny terrors leaving chaos in their wake.â His expression softens. âIt must be incredibly special to be back here after all these years. To follow in your fatherâs footsteps like this.â
You swallow hard against the swell of emotions. âItâs ⊠overwhelming, if Iâm being honest. But in the best possible way.â You glance around at the familiar setting with new eyes. âThese halls practically raised me. And now ⊠now I get to write my own chapter here.â
Fred gives your shoulder an affectionate squeeze. âYouâve got a long road ahead, but I have complete faith youâll make us all proud, Y/N.â
You straighten your shoulders, giving him a determined nod. âIâm ready.â
As you follow him further into the factory, you canât help but revel in the rush of coming full circle. Yes, this team, this place, is indelibly woven into your childhood. But now ⊠now itâs time to create new memories.
To race.
To win.
To become a legend.
***
The crowd outside the Ferrari headquarters swells as you emerge from the famous red doors for the first time as an official Scuderia Ferrari driver. Shouts and cheers erupt from every direction, fans pressing forward eagerly with pens and photos clutched in their hands.
âOver here, Y/N!â
âUn selfie, per favore!â
âCan you sign this for my daughter?â
You plaster on a polite smile, trying to graciously oblige as many autograph and photo requests as possible. But the throngs only grow more insistent, hands grabbing at you from all angles as the crowd closes in. Your heart races and you feel yourself starting to panic at the lack of personal space.
âPer favore, let her breathe!â An insistent voice cuts through the commotion in lightly accented Italian.
The crowd parts slightly as a familiar, lean figure pushes through â your new teammate. His green eyes meet yours with a reassuring look as he plants himself firmly by your side.
âGive her some space!â Charles barks out in English this time. âShe canât breathe!â
You shoot him a grateful glance as the fans reluctantly take a step back. Charles gently takes your arm and pulls you out of the scrum.
âSorry about that,â he says with an apologetic smile, running a hand through his tousled brown hair. âI know how intense they can be around here.â
âNo, thank you,â you reply earnestly. âI was about two seconds away from an anxiety attack.â
Charles chuckles. âWell, we canât have the new driver cracking under pressure on day one.â
You make a face at his teasing remark. âWatch it, pretty boy.â
Laughing, Charles puts his arm around your shoulders in a friendly gesture. âCome on, I know just the place to escape the madness for a bit. Dinnerâs on me.â
He guides you across the plaza and down a side street to a cozy trattoria â Ristorante Montana, known as the unofficial âFerrari restaurantâ frequented by team members. As you enter, a stout woman with a warm, welcoming smile emerges from the back.
âAh, Charles! Welcome back. And this must be ...â Her eyes widen as they land on you. âOh, la piccola principessa is all grown up!â
Flustered, you open your mouth to respond, but the woman has already swept you up in a tight embrace.
âRossella, youâre smothering the poor girl!â A elderly manâs voice calls out in amused rebuke.
âHush, Maurizio, and pour us some wine!â Rossella releases you and holds you at armâs length, beaming. âMichaelâs little girl, all woman now. Iâll never forget the first time your father brought you in here as a bambina.â
She gestures to a framed photo hanging on the wall of a much younger Rossella standing next to Michael, who is holding a grinning toddler â unmistakably you.
âHe was so proud,â Rossella continues misty-eyed. âJust like I know he would be of you today, following in your fatherâs footsteps.â
You swallow hard, touched by the warm welcome and memory. Out of the corner of your eye, you notice Charles watching you with a soft smile.
Rossella shifts gears abruptly, all business. âNow, what will you two have? The usual for you, Charles? And for you, la principessa, I insist you try the gnocchi al ragĂș. Just like my nonna used to make it.â
As Rossella whisks off to the kitchen, Maurizio appears with a bottle of deep red wine and two glasses.
âTo new beginnings,â he toasts with a wink, pouring for you and Charles.
You raise your glass to clink against Charlesâ with a smile. âNew beginnings.â
Over pasta and wine, you and Charles fall into an easy rapport, bantering back and forth as the weight of the eveningâs earlier stress dissipates. You find yourself repeatedly distracted by the dimpled grin that lights up his face whenever he laughs at one of your quips.
âSo is this a regular hazing ritual you put all the rookies through?â You ask innocently. âGet them away from the crowds and ply them with wine so theyâre too drunk to be nervous on day one?â
Charles barks out a laugh. âYouâve found me out! Although I do seem to recall my own initiation being a lot harder. Maybe Iâm going soft in my old age.â
âOld age? Youâre what âŠ12?â You retort, eyes dancing with mirth.
The waiter arrives with the dessert menu, but Rossella shoos him away.
âNo, no menu. Iâm bringing you the tiramisu to share. My secret recipe.â
Charles groans in delight. âYouâre a legend, Rossella.â
She pats his cheek affectionately before disappearing again. A comfortable silence falls between you and Charles as you each take a bite of the rich, velvety tiramisu.
âMmmm, this is literally heaven,â you murmur happily.
Charles hums in agreement around another forkful.
Your eyes catch movement out of the corner and you turn to see Rossella returning, carrying a large framed photo under her arm. She sets it down on the empty chair next to you with a proud grin.
Itâs a glamor shot of you from a recent photoshoot for Vogue Italia â hair and makeup impeccable, lips parted in a secret smile as you gaze directly at the camera.
Rossella rests a hand on your shoulder. âFor me, bellissima? So we can hang la principessa right next to il padre.â
Touched, you take the proffered sharpie and scribble out a quick inscription before signing your name with a flourish at the bottom.
âGrazie mille,â Rossella breathes, throwing an arm around you to squeeze you against her ample frame. âYouâve made this old heart very happy tonight.â
When she finally releases you, you see Charles watching you both with a soft, almost wistful expression. You raise your eyebrows at him in question, but he just shakes his head with a smile.
As you and Charles prepare to depart, Rossella calls out once more. âYou come back soon, eh principessa? I have more pictures to collect.â
You throw her a wink over your shoulder. âDâaccordo, dâaccordo. Weâll be back soon!â
Out on the street, you pause, conscious of the evening rapidly drawing to a close. You turn to Charles, studying him properly for the first time. His deep green eyes crinkle at the corners as he meets your gaze.
âThank you,â you say sincerely. âReally. I donât know what I would have done if you hadnât swooped in to rescue me back there.â
Charles shrugs nonchalantly, but his expression is kind. âWe look out for our own in Ferrari. Thatâs what teammates are for, no?â
A beat passes, the momentary tension thickening between you. Then Charles seems to catch himself, clearing his throat.
âAnyway, I should let you get going before your handlers send out a search party. Need me to call you a car?â
âNo, no Iâm good,â you reply quickly, trying to mask your disappointment at the night ending. âMy performance coach has the car around front.â
You start to turn away, then impulsively pivot back. Rising up on your toes, you throw your arms around Charlesâ neck and pull him in for a brief, platonic hug.
âSeriously, thank you,â you murmur in his ear. âFor everything.â
As you pull back, your faces are just inches apart. Charlesâ eyes are warm, his gaze intense. For a dizzying moment, youâre certain heâs going to kiss you. Then just as suddenly, the moment passes and he steps back with a friendly smile.
âAnytime, princesse. Iâll see you bright and early next week for our first time running the SF-23 on the simulator.â
With a wink, he turns and saunters off down the street, hands shoved in his pockets in that effortlessly cool way of his. You let out a long breath, flustered and exhilarated all at once.
Your performance coach has indeed been waiting with the car, looking mildly concerned. âEverything alright?â
You flash her a bright smile, practically skipping to the car. âIt is now, Mara. It absolutely is.â
Your first day as a Ferrari driver was certainly more than you bargained for. But as you settle into the plush leather seats, you canât wipe the silly grin off your face. Something tells you this new chapter with the Scuderia is going to be an adventure â in more ways than one.
As Mara pulls away from the curb, you catch a final glimpse of Charles striding confidently down the street. Even from a distance, you can make out the dimpled smirk playing at the corner of his mouth.
Leaning back against the headrest, you think back to the memory of his arm slung casually around your shoulders and sigh contentedly. Yes, you have a feeling this is just the beginning of whatâs shaping up to be a very interesting partnership with Charles Leclerc.
***
Sebastian looks over the wine list, pretending to be engrossed in selecting the perfect vintage as he peers over the top of the menu. His eyes are fixated on the entrance to the upscale Italian restaurant, waiting for Charles and you to arrive.
This had better work, he thinks to himself. The two of you have been making googly eyes at each other for months now, but are both too stubborn to make a move.
Finally, the hostess leads Charles and you into the dining room. Sebastian ducks down, pulling the brim of his fedora lower over his face and adjusting the fake mustache heâs wearing as a disguise. He watches as the hostess shows Charles and you to an intimate table for two by the window, the soft glow of candlelight illuminating your faces.
âThere must be some mistake,â Charles says, looking around in confusion. âI was under the impression we were meeting Sebastian here for dinner?â
You look equally perplexed. âThatâs what he told me too. He said to meet at 8 oâclock sharp.â
âWell this is just awkward,â Charles runs a hand through his tousled hair. âShould we wait for him or ...â
Before you can respond, the waiter arrives with a basket of bread and butter. âGood evening, my name is Gerardo and Iâll be your server tonight. Can I start you off with something to drink?â
âActually, weâre still waiting on-â Charles begins, but the waiter cuts him off.
âAh yes, Mr. Vettel asked me to inform you that he will be unable to join this evening after all. A last minute obligation came up. He insisted I take excellent care of you both and that the evening is on his treat.â Gerardo smiles broadly. âSo what will you have to drink?â
Sebastian smirks to himself at his cleverly orchestrated ruse from his secluded table in the back corner. He watches with bated breath as a flustered Charles and you exchange an awkward look.
âIâll have a glass of Chianti,â you say finally, breaking the tension.
âMake that two,â Charles adds with a resigned sigh.
As Gerardo heads off to grab your drinks, an uncomfortable silence falls over the table. âYou know, we donât have to stay if you donât want to,â Charles says, ever the gentleman. âIâm sure thereâs been some misunderstanding.â
âDonât be silly,â you reply, offering him a warm smile that makes Sebastianâs heart melt a little. âIt would be rude to ruin the evening Sebastian so carefully planned, even if heâs not actually here to enjoy it.â
Charles visibly relaxes at your acceptance of the situation. âYouâre right, of course. If itâs a free dinner, we would be fools to turn that down!â
You both share a laugh, finally breaking the ice. Sebastian feels a swell of pride watching the two of you start to let your guards down around each other.
Over the next hour or so, Sebastian is delighted to see Charles and you become more at ease, trading jokes and stories over several delectable courses of pasta, veal, and freshly baked focaccia. Heâs never seen either of you look so lighthearted and carefree, nor has he witnessed two people connect on such an organic, genuine level before. Itâs positively magical to behold.
Gerardo arrives once more, this time bearing a decadent slice of torta della nonna for you to share for dessert. âCompliments of the house,â he announces with a wink before departing.
You immediately dig into the lemony confection with gusto. âOh my god, this is dangerously good,â you moan through a mouthful of pastry cream and flaky crust.
Charles tries and fails to stifle a laugh at your unabashed enthusiasm. âYouâve got a little ...â he gestures vaguely at the corners of your mouth.
âWhat? Where?â You ask, attempting to wipe the stray crumbs and smears of powdered sugar from your cheeks.
âHere, let me,â Charles says softly, reaching across the table with his cloth napkin.
Sebastian watches with bated breath, his heart pounding in his chest, as Charles tenderly swipes the napkin along your lips, his thumb grazing your cheek in the process. The moment seems to last an eternity, the two of you locked in each otherâs smoldering gaze.
Then, ever so slowly, Charles leans across the table towards you. Sebastian can scarcely breathe as he witnesses the magnetic pull drawing the two of you together. This is it, this is finally happening, he marvels silently.
Sebastian lets out an inadvertent yelp of glee and instantly slaps his hands over his mouth. A table of nearby diners turns to gawk at the strange mustached man.
âAhem, sorry! Hairball,â Sebastian rasps out in a terrible Italian accent. He slinks down in the booth, burning with embarrassment as the other patrons slowly turn away with disgusted looks.
Out of the corner of his eye, he sees Charles and you also turn towards the commotion, the heated moment effectively ruined. Damn it, he was so close!
You and Charles eventually turn back towards each other, the awkwardness having returned. âWe should, uh, probably ask for the check soon,â Charles mumbles, unable to meet your eyes.
âYeah, Iâve got an early training session in the morning anyway,â you reply, the disappointment evident in your voice as you stare down at the table.
Inwardly cursing his rotten luck, Sebastian motions for the bill and slips his black credit card into the folder when Gerardo brings it. He knows the only way to redeem this night is to insist you and Charles stay for one more drink. Maybe add a little more wine confidence to help reignite that spark you both nearly combusted over just moments ago.
As Gerardo whisks away to process Sebastianâs payment, the older German steels his nerves. He removes his ridiculous disguise, straightens his tie, and makes his way over to your table with purpose.
âWell, well, what do we have here?â Sebastian asks with an exaggerated wink as he reaches you. âIt appears Mr. Leclerc and Miss Schumacher were stood up this evening. For shame!â
âAh, Seb!â Charles laughs in surprise at seeing his friend and former teammate. âWe should have known you were behind this madness.â
You roll your eyes good-naturedly. âYouâre a menace! I canât believe you tricked us like that.â
Sebastian claps his hands together and flashes you both a devilish grin. âWhat can I say? Iâm a hopeless romantic who cannot abide two clearly smitten people tiptoeing around each other any longer. Now, Gerardo is going to bring you the finest Barolo they have, on my dime, and you are going to remedy this sexual tension situation once and for all over another bottle or three!â
Charles opens his mouth to protest, but you laugh delightedly and nod towards Sebastian. âYou know what, I could go for another drink. What do you say, Charles?â
The older Ferrari driver seems to wilt under the weight of your brilliant smile, Sebastian canât fault the man for that. âAh, what the hell,â Charles shrugs, throwing his arm around the back of your chair. âLetâs see where this night takes us!â
Sebastian settles in, pouring you all generous glasses of the deep ruby wine when Gerardo delivers it. He may be getting on in years, but his matchmaking job has only just begun. One way or another, heâs determined to ensure his two protĂ©gĂ©s quit stumbling over each other and finally discover the romance thatâs been blossoming under their noses all along.
Sipping his wine, Sebastian gazes at you and Charles, sees the tenderness flickering in both your eyes as you lean in closer together over the candlelight. He smiles contentedly to himself.
Mission accomplished.
***
The paddock is mostly deserted at this late hour, the muffled sounds of the teams packing up drifting in from the garages. You linger near the Ferrari motorhome, watching Charles sitting alone on a stack of tires, shoulders slumped. Heâs been increasingly withdrawn these past few days leading up to the Japanese Grand Prix.
You approach slowly, not wanting to startle him. âCharles? You okay?â
He looks up, managing a small smile when he sees you. âHey, mon amour.â
Thereâs a weariness to his voice that tugs at your heart. You take a seat beside him, letting your arm brush against his in a subtle show of support. âTalk to me. Whatâs going on?â
Charles is silent for a long moment, pulling his helmet off and turning it over in his hands. âItâs Suzuka,â he finally says, so softly you have to lean in to hear him. âBeing back here ⊠itâs difficult.â
Your brow furrows. Right, this is where Jules Bianchi crashed, his accident eventually proving fatal. Charles had been incredibly close with his mentor and godfather. âI canât even imagine how painful this must be.â You cover his hand with yours. âHaving to race on the same track ...â
âI relive that day over and over.â Charlesâs accented voice is thick with emotion. âI can still see the footage of his car slamming into the crane, like itâs burned into my mind. He was my friend, my godfather, like a brother to me. And now every year, I have to come back to this place that took him from us far too soon.â He squeezes his eyes shut, a stray tear escaping.
âOh, Charles ...â You wrap your arm around his shoulders, pulling him close. His body is rigid at first before melting against you, and he buries his face in the crook of your neck. You hold him tightly as his breath hitches with suppressed sobs, your own eyes stinging. How many times has he bottled up this grief, putting on a brave face for the world?
âIâm so sorry,â you murmur, stroking his back. âI canât imagine the pain youâve carried all these years. But Jules wouldnât want you torturing yourself like this.â You pull away enough to frame his face with your hands, meeting his reddened eyes. âHeâd want you to keep living, to keep pursuing your dream that he helped nurture. Heâd be so proud of everything youâve accomplished.â
Charles manages a watery smile, covering one of your hands with his. âYouâre right. Thank you, chĂ©rie. I donât know what Iâd do without you.â He leans in, resting his forehead against yours with a shuddering sigh. âI just miss him so much some days. Like an ache I canât shake.â
âI know.â You brush away the dampness on his cheeks with your thumbs. âBelieve me, I understand that ache all too well.â
A crease forms between Charlesâs brows as he regards you intently. âYour papa.â
You give a solemn nod. âEveryone talks about him like heâs gone. But heâs not, heâs still here, still breathing. Itâs just ⊠heâs not the same man I grew up with anymore.â You blink back tears of your own. âSometimes Iâll see flashes that remind me so much of how Papa used to be. And then that illusion is shattered and Iâm grieving all over again for the person he was.â
Charlesâ arms wrap around you fully, tucking your head under his chin. âI canât imagine how hard that must be. Seeing those glimpses of the man he was, only to have that hope ripped away.â He presses his lips to the crown of your head. âYouâre the strongest person I know.â
You let out a choked laugh. âYeah, definitely doesnât feel like it most days.â Pulling away, you try for a smile. âBut we Schumachers are fighters. We donât stay down for long.â
âThatâs my girl.â Charles grins, cupping your face and brushing his thumb over your cheekbone. âIâm lucky to have you by my side through all of this craziness. I donât know what Iâd do without your support, especially this weekend.â
âAre you kidding?â You turn to fully face him, clasping his hands in yours. âCharles, youâve been my rock too, you know that? Signing with Ferrari this year, following in my fatherâs footsteps ⊠the pressure has been immense. But youâve never let me crumble under it. Youâre always there with a laugh or a hug or some silly joke to make me smile even on the hardest days.â
Charlesâs grin turns lopsided, eyes crinkling at the corners in that way that always makes your heart flutter. âWell, someone has to keep that ego of yours from inflating too much, future champion.â He leans in until his lips are a mere breath from yours. âBut in all seriousness, weâre in this together, okay? No matter what the future holds, Iâll always have your back.â
âI know,â you murmur, feeling his words like a soothing balm over the parts of your heart still aching for your father as you once knew him. âAnd Iâll always have yours. Weâre a team, on and off the track.â You close the distance between you, kissing him deeply.
Charles returns the kiss with fervor, his fingers threading through your hair to hold you close. The worries plaguing you both seem to temporarily fade into the background amid the warmth and solidity of his embrace. When you finally break apart, breathless, his emerald gaze holds an intensity that steals the air from your lungs in the best way.
âJe tâaime,â he murmurs, the endearment like a vow falling from his lips. âNo matter what happens out there tomorrow, or any other race day, that will never change. You and me against the world, princesse.â
You flash him a coy smile, feeling desire begin to simmer low in your belly. âIs that a promise, Mr. Leclerc?â
âMmm, I can make it one if youâd like.â Charles waggles his eyebrows, making you giggle as his hands roam freely over your back and sides, pulling you flush against him. His voice drops to a husky whisper. âMaybe I can find more convincing ways to pledge my devotion once weâre back at the hotel.â
âI definitely wouldnât be opposed to that,â you say breathily, leaning in to nip at his lower lip in a way that makes him groan. âThough if memory serves, I seem to recall you saying something about honoring the teamâs curfew tonight?â You trail openmouthed kisses along the sharp line of his jaw. âWouldnât want to be ⊠sleep deprived before the race.â
Charlesâs fingers flex against your hips as he lets out a shuddering breath. âYouâre really testing my willpower here.â
âPayback for all those times youâve tortured me.â You punctuate the statement with a sharp nip to the sensitive skin below his ear, making him jerk against you with a strangled sound. Pulling back, you smirk at the glazed look in his eyes. âWhatâs the matter? Cat got your tongue?â
He blinks slowly, then his gaze narrows in a way that makes heat flare across your skin. âOh, youâre going to pay for that later.â His voice is low, almost a growl that sends a shiver of anticipation down your spine.
âI look forward to it.â You lean in until your lips are nearly brushing his again.
âTease,â Charles accuses, though his kiss quickly swallows any further retort.
You lose yourself in the press of his mouth, the exploring glide of his hands over your body, the undeniable chemistry that still sometimes takes your breath away. When you finally break apart, gasping for air, you stay wrapped in each otherâs arms, foreheads resting together.
âThank you,â Charles murmurs after a long beat of comfortable silence. âFor always knowing how to pull me out of my own head. I donât know what Iâd do without you.â
âThatâs what partners are for,â you say simply, brushing back the silken strands of chestnut hair falling over his forehead. His eyes are so warm, so full of love and adoration, you feel it envelop you like a cozy blanket. âIâll always be here to lean on, just like you are for me.â
Charles catches your hand, pressing a lingering kiss to your palm. âAnd Iâm grateful for that every single day. Facing the good times and bad, together.â His thumb strokes over your knuckles. âI know Suzuka will never be easy, not with the weight of the memories here. But you make the burden feel lighter. Like no matter what, Iâll be okay as long as I have you by my side.â
You lean in, brushing a featherlight kiss across his lips. âAlways. No matter what the future holds, youâre stuck with me, Leclerc.â
A slow, utterly content smile spreads across his face. âI wouldnât have it any other way.â He steals another lingering kiss before glancing toward the pit area, where the last few stragglers are packing up for the night. âAs much as Iâd love to keep you all to myself, I suppose we should try to get some rest before tomorrow.â
Sliding off the tire stack, he offers you his hand, that warm gleam still dancing in his forest-colored eyes. âThough maybe we could indulge in a long, hot shower first? You know, to ⊠unwind after such an emotionally draining evening.â
You raise an eyebrow at his transparent attempt at nonchalance, but canât help a smirk from tugging at your lips. âWhy, Mr. Leclerc, are you propositioning me?â
âWould that be so terrible?â He tugs you into his arms, leaving a trail of teasing kisses along your jaw. âAfter all, we did have quite the ⊠charged conversation just now. Iâd hate for all that pent-up tension to distract us on track tomorrow.â
You let out a breathless giggle as his wandering hands and lips leave tingles across your skin. âWell, when you put it that way ⊠I suppose a nice, relaxing shower could be just what we need to clear our heads.â Looping your arms around his neck, you meet his heated gaze through lowered lashes. âLead the way, liebling.â
Charlesâ responding grin is nothing short of wolfish. âWith pleasure.â Scooping you up in his arms, he heads for the parking lot at a swift pace, leaving the weight of Suzuka and its ghosts behind for the night.
***
The roar of the crowd is deafening as you bring your Ferrari across the finish line, tires smoking from the incredible pace. Your race engineerâs voice crackles over the radio, congratulating you, but the words are drowned out by the thunderous cheers echoing around the Autodromo Nazionale Monza.
You can hardly believe it. Your first season with the Scuderia and youâve just won the Italian Grand Prix â on the hallowed ground that your father once ruled. The sea of fans decked out in red is a sight to behold, celebrating wildly as you complete the cool-down lap.
Pulling into parc fermé, you kill the engine, the high-pitched whine slowly dying away. Undoing the straps, you clamber out, still trying to process what just happened. This is really real.
âYou!â
The familiar voice makes you turn. Itâs Charles, beaming from ear-to-ear despite settling for second place today. He pulls you into a massive hug, squeezing you tightly.
âI canât believe you just did that! Amazing drive!â
You laugh, giddy with joy and adrenaline. âI still canât believe it either! Everything just ⊠clicked.â
âThatâs putting it mildly,â Charles chuckles, ruffling your sweat-damp hair. âYou were incredible out there. Absolutely brilliant.â
Hearing the praise from your boyfriend means everything. You know how hard heâs worked, how much heâs sacrificed to get this far. And heâs still your biggest supporter.
The two of you finally pull apart as the rest of the team makes their presence known, congratulating you with bearhugs and massive pats on the back. You did it â you brought the victory home for Ferrari at the Temple of Speed.
After the chaos of the post-race celebrations dies down a little, itâs time for the podium ceremony. You canât wait to stand up there, basking in the adulation of the wildly passionate Tifosi. As you make your way out with Charles and the third place finisher, the crowdâs cheers swell to a new eardrum-bursting level.
Climbing the steps, you take your spot on the top level, heart racing as you look out over the endless sea of fans. The air is filled with brilliant red smoke, passionate flag-wavers creating mesmerizing patterns. Youâve seen Grands Prix in Italy before, but being up here, having actually won â itâs on another level entirely.
Speeches are made, anthems are played, and then itâs time to crack open the podium champagne. As the bottles are picked up, a rolling chant starts building in the grandstands:
âLa Prin-ci-pess-a! La Prin-ci-pess-a!â
The sound shakes you to your core. Tears instantly spring to your eyes.
Charles, beside you on the second step, grins and nudges you. âListen to them! Youâve done it â youâve made them fall in love with you just like they did with your father.â
Looking down at him with misty eyes, you mouth, âThank you,â so overwhelmed that you canât speak. He slips an arm around your waist, pulling you close. The two of you share a soft kiss as the chanting grows louder and louder.
As you pull back, gazing out over the surging tide of humanity, faces beaming up at you in adoration, it finally sinks in. This moment â winning at Monza for Ferrari, with Charles by your side, the Tifosi embracing you wholeheartedly â is beyond anything you ever could have dreamed.
The emotions pour out in waves of joy and pride and disbelief. You raise your bottle high, echoing the chants and cheering your heart out to the crowd. They roar back even louder, feeding off your energy in the way that only this group of diehard fans can.
Once the champagne showers subside, giddy fans whistling at you and Charles canoodling on the podium, itâs time to head back down. But the celebrations are just getting started. The team wants to keep the party going.
On the drive over to Maranello, you find yourself sandwiched in the backseat between Charles and your race engineer, Ricky. Everyone is grinning like maniacs, high on the thrill of victory, singing drinking songs at the top of their lungs.
âSolo per lei! Principessa di Monza!â Ricky bellows, gently elbowing you. The rest join in, filling the car with the chant of âOnly for her! Princess of Monza!â You canât stop giggling, leaning into Charles, deliriously happy.
Once you finally roll up to the factory, the party spills out of the car and into the streets. The entire workforce has turned out, waving huge Ferrari flags, beating drums and sounding air horns in celebration. Youâre immediately swarmed, being passed from hug to hug as champagne is sprayed in joyful arcs.
They finally manage to sweep you, Charles, and most of your garages inside the factory, where long banquet tables have been set up in the main hall. An enormous cheer goes up as you enter, sparkling wine sloshing from hastily poured glasses all around you.
The meal that follows is a total blur â amazing food, flowing alcohol, raucous toasts, and the happiest pandemonium youâve ever witnessed. You keep getting tugged from conversation to conversation, everyone wanting to hear how the race played out from your lips. Charles sticks by your side the whole time, looking on with sheer pride.
At one point, you end up going shot for shot with Fred Vasseur, the team principal pouring vodka like his job depends on it. âLa mia principessa!â He chuckles, his eyes sparkling with unshed tears of joy. âYouâve made us all so proud today!â
He hoists his glass. âTo our Princess! The Princess of Monza!â
The chant starts up again all around you. âLa Prin-ci-pess-a! La Prin-ci-pess-a!â
You beam at them all, squeezing Fredâs hand. No words can describe this feeling, being embraced so completely by your team â your family. This is what youâve dreamed about since you were a little girl. Following in your fatherâs footsteps, bringing glory to Ferrari, carrying on the legend.
The party rages on long into the night. At some point, you lose track of time completely, delirious with exhaustion from the whirlwind of emotion.
You come around for a moment, blinking in the dim glow of the factory lights. Thereâs quiet rumbles of laughter around you, echoing off the walls. Looking around blearily, you realize youâve been tucked into a makeshift bed fashioned from a pile of Ferrari t-shirts, nestled in one of the car assembly spaces.
Charles is there too, cradled against your side, one arm wrapped protectively around you. The rest of the team â your PR officers, engineers, mechanics, everyone â is strewn about in similar nests, all of them totally conked out.
With a contented sigh, you snuggle deeper into Charlesâ embrace, feeling his lips brush the top of your head. This bizarre, wonderful scene seems to encapsulate everything about being part of the Ferrari family. Itâs chaotic and overwhelming and unlike anything else in the world.
But most of all, itâs home.
As you start to drift back to sleep, savoring the lingering scent of champagne and motor oil, one final chant echoes in your head:
La principessa di Monza.
La principessa di Ferrari.
***
11 Months Later
The last few laps feel like theyâre happening in slow motion. Every turn, every gear shift, every tiny input to the steering wheel is magnified tenfold as the circuits count down. The pressure is immense, but youâve been here before. You can do this.
âStay calm, stay focused,â your race engineerâs voice crackles over the radio. âThe calculations look good. Just bring it home steady.â
Nodding to yourself, you downshift entering the stadium section, the roar of the massive crowd surrounding the AutĂłdromo Hermanos RodrĂguez swelling in your ears. This is it â your chance to join the likes of motorsportâs greatest heroes by winning the Formula 1 World Championship.
Your first victory at Monza, being crowned the âPrincipessa di Ferrariâ by the adoring Tifosi, was a dream come true. But this ⊠this is what youâve worked towards since you were old enough to understand what your father achieved. To etch your name into the history books forever.
The laps tick by agonizingly. Every time the pitboard comes into view, your heart rate spikes. But youâve got a comfortable gap to second place, managing the race perfectly. Just a few more corners now.
âFinal lap, final lap,â your engineer calls out. âLooking brilliant. Stay comfortable and youâve got this!â
You suck in a deep breath to steady your nerves. Out of the sweeping Curve 3 and onto the pit straight, the crowdâs thunderous cheers are reaching fever pitch. You can see the seas of red-clad fans absolutely losing their minds, knowing the woman they idolize is about to achieve immortality.
Crossing the finish line, you finally let out the breath youâve been holding for what feels like ages. The emotion is overwhelming â a combination of pure elation, disbelief, and total exhaustion.
You did it.
World Champion at last!
You cruise around, yelling unintelligibly into the radio as the celebrations kick off around the circuit. Thereâs confetti in the air, smoke flares going off in brilliant shades of red, and a full-throated roar that could probably be heard all the way back in Europe.
Pulling into parc fermé, you switch off the car, letting the weight of the moment sink in. Tears of joy prick at your eyes as the magnitude of your achievement hits home. Ever since you were a little girl, running around watching your papa, this has been the ultimate dream for you.
And now, itâs finally happened. Youâre a World Champion. Just like him.
The first person to reach you is Charles. He comes sprinting over from his own car, bounding past the marshals without a second look. One glimpse of the huge smile plastered across his face is all it takes for you to dissolve into giggles and delirious tears.
âYou did it! You brilliant, brilliant woman, you did it!â He shouts, grabbing you up in his arms and spinning you around in a whirlwind hug.
âI canât believe it, Charles! It felt like a dream ⊠like it wasnât really happening!â
Youâre both laughing and crying at the same time, drunk on the euphoria of the moment. Clutching each other tightly, you press your foreheads together, trying in vain to compose yourselves.
âIâm so proud of you,â Charles murmurs, gazing at you with adoring eyes. âYou worked so incredibly hard for this. You deserve everything.â
Surging forward, you capture his lips in a searing, passionate kiss. For a few brief moments, the two of you are alone, lost in the depth of your emotions and your all-encompassing love for each other. Nothing else in the world matters but this perfect second frozen in time.
You finally break apart, breathless, when the rest of the team sweeps in to congratulate you. They swarm around in a laughing, whooping mass, jumping up and down, hugging, chanting your name over and over.
âTo our champion! The Queen!â
The cry comes from Antonio, one of the veteran mechanics whoâs been with the team since your papaâs days. He clasps your hands tightly, gazing at you with pride.
âSei la regina! The Queen of Ferrari!â He hollers over the raucous din, tears shining in his eyes. âJust like your father, youâll reign forever!â
Your eyes start brimming over again, overwhelmed. The tears roll down your cheeks, smearing streaks of sweat and grime from the race. But you canât stop beaming.
All at once, the rest of the crew picks up on Antonioâs declaration. Their cheers and chants coalesce into one booming refrain:
âLa Re-gi-na! La Re-gi-na!â
The sheer adulation washes over you in waves, every face beaming up at you in utter reverence. You find yourself struggling to take it all in. In a few incredible seasons, youâve elevated yourself into the realm of legend in their eyes.
Charles wraps his arms around you from behind, steadying you as your knees start to go weak. You can feel his smile radiant against your neck as he cheers and whoops right along with the rest of them.
âYou hear them?â He chuckles, kissing your temple. âItâs all for you, mia regina! My Queen.â
Hearing your love, your partner, your other half call you that sets off a fresh round of giggles and sobs. Turning in his embrace, you loop your arms around his shoulders, standing on your tiptoes to kiss him deeply.
When you finally part, you look out over the still-roaring crowd, many of them carrying elaborate signs with intricate drawings depicting you as a regal sovereign. Some have fashioned ornate crowns out of random merch and foam, holding them high. Others set off flares and smoke bombs in Ferrari red.
For a moment, their euphoric cheers fade into the background, drowned out by the pounding of your heart and the rush of blood in your ears. Closing your eyes, you let the enormity of the moment wash over you, embracing the pride and humility and disbelieving joy.
This is your coronation. The new ruler of the Scuderia â la regina di Ferrari.
âLa Regina di Ferrari! La Regina del Mondo!â
You can only chuckle in disbelief, Antonio and Ricky carefully taking your hands to hoist you up onto their shoulders in throne-like celebration. Charles is right by your side, standing vigil as your King Consort.
As the party spreads out around you, confetti and smoke filling the air, you look out across the ecstatic crowd. All you see are fervent faces, worshiping you as their new Queen of the World.
Itâs a delirious scene that you never, ever couldâve imagined. And yet it feels so natural, so right. Like you were born to be in the center of this storm of jubilation. This is your true home.
And now, youâve taken your rightful place as its ruler.
Mexico City burns long into the night in tribute to the newly-coronated Queen. Tomorrow, the party will likely continue all the way back to Maranello. But in this moment, youâre lost in the swirl of ecstasy, allowing yourself to be swept up in the currents of adoration.
La Regina di Ferrari.
La Regina del Mondo.
***
Eight Years Later
Jules can barely contain his excitement as you and Charles help him into the little red race suit. Heâs practically vibrating with energy, bouncing up and down on the balls of his feet.
âEasy there, petit coureur,â Charles chuckles, ruffling Julesâ hair affectionately. âWeâll get you suited up and on the track soon enough.â
âIâm gonna beat everyone!â Jules declares confidently. You canât help but smile at his enthusiasm.
âThatâs my boy,â you say with a wink. âJust like your Papa and me.â
Charles grins and pulls Jules into a hug. âWeâll see about that, wonât we? Todayâs just for fun though, remember? No official points or anything.â
âI know, I know,â Jules says impatiently. âBut Iâm still gonna win!â
You laugh and swing him up into your arms, peppering his face with kisses until he squeals with delight. âWhatever you say, liebling. Now letâs get you out on that track!â
The three of you make your way out to the karting circuit, hand-in-hand. You can already see a small crowd starting to form along the fences, phones and cameras at the ready. A familiar scenario, even at such a low-key local event.
âMama, Papa, look!â Jules points excitedly. âThose people want to take pictures!â
âThatâs right, schatzi,â you say gently. âYour Papa and I are pretty well known in motorsports.â
âLike movie stars?â His eyes go wide.
Charles laughs. âSomething like that, I suppose. More like ⊠really famous racecar drivers.â
âWhoa ...â Jules seems to be processing this new realization. âYouâre the best ever, right? The bestest?â
You share an amused look with Charles. âWell, weâve had our fair share of success,â you hedge.
âYour mother is a multi-time World Champion,â Charles says proudly. âAs am I. We did pretty okay, I think.â
âWoooaahh!â Jules looks absolutely awestruck, like his little mind has been blown. Itâs both adorable and bittersweet â your own child, only just now grasping the level of your accomplishments and fame.
The crowd has grown considerably by the time you reach the pit area, people pressing against the barriers in hopes of getting a glimpse of the royal family of Maranello. A small team of event staff try valiantly to keep order, but itâs a losing battle.
âExcuse me! Y/N! Can we get a photo?â
âCharles! Over here, please!â
âOh my god, is that little Jules? Heâs so cute!â
Jules clings a bit closer to you and Charles, startled by the commotion. You pull him protectively against your side.
âItâs okay,â you murmur. âJust some fans who are excited to see us.â
Charles gives the crowd a regretful smile and a small wave before ushering you both past the security team and into the pit area. The calmer, more controlled setting seems to ease Julesâ nerves.
âWhy were all those people yelling and taking pictures?â He asks with a small frown.
âLike I said, weâre pretty famous racers,â Charles explains patiently. âA lot of people know who we are and want our autographs or photos with us.â
âLike celebrities!â Jules says, the admiring light returning to his eyes.
You laugh and ruffle his hair again. âSomething like that, yeah. Your Papa and I have had a very successful racing career over the years.â
âThe best careers,â Charles amends with a wink at you. âMultiple world titles each.â
âWorld titles?â Jules looks utterly baffled by the concept. âLike ⊠the best in the whole world?â
âExactly,â you confirm, feeling that familiar swell of pride. âWe were the fastest drivers in the world, for a few years at least.â
âWhooaa ...â Jules seems torn between awe and disbelief. âYouâre like ⊠superheroes!â
You and Charles both crack up at the adorable comparison.
âI donât know if Iâd go that far,â Charles laughs, âbut I suppose to some we come pretty close, eh?â
He scoops Jules up and swings him around, making him shriek with laughter. You watch them with a content smile, suddenly aware of how blessed you are to have this life â your incredible husband, your precious son, the career successes you both achieved. Itâs more than you ever could have dreamed.
âAlright,â Papa says, setting Jules back down. âWhy donât you go grab your kart and weâll get you out on the track? Think you can take on the world champions?â
Jules gives a determined nod, that familiar fire blazing in his eyes â the same look youâve seen in your husbandâs familiar green ones a thousand times over the years. âYou bet! Iâll show you how itâs done!â
With one last hair ruffle, you send him scampering off excitedly. Charles slides an arm around your waist, pulling you close.
âHeâs something else, isnât he?â He murmurs against your temple. âSo much like us at that age. I can already tell heâs going to be a hell of a driver someday.â
You lean into his embrace with a contented sigh. âHe is ⊠and just look at how the crowd reacted to him. Heâs barely grasped that weâre famous, and now heâs already getting mobbed himself. Our little star in the making.â
Charles makes a rueful sound. âWeâre going to have to get used to that, I suppose.â
âOh, I think we can handle it,â you say lightly. âWeâve had plenty of practice being in the spotlight, after all.â
He laughs and drops a kiss to your hair. âThatâs true enough. As long as we stick together, we can get through anything.â
âExactly.â You turn in his arms to face him properly, cupping his jaw tenderly. âYou, me, Jules ⊠nothing else matters as long as we have each other.â
Charlesâ eyes are warm with devotion as he gazes down at you. âMy soulmate. My family. How did I ever get so lucky?â
He leans in to kiss you, slow and sweet, the rest of the world temporarily fading away. You lose yourself in the familiar comfort of his embrace, the love you share-
âEwww, gross! Stop kissing!â
You break apart with a laugh to find Jules making over-exaggerated gagging noises nearby.
âAnd the momentâs ruined,â Charles teases, keeping an arm looped around your waist.
You bend down to Julesâ eye level with a mock stern look. âYou just wait until youâre all grown up with a sweetheart of your own. Then youâll understand.â
He scrunches up his nose theatrically. âNever! Girls are gross!â
You and Charles share an amused look.
âIf you say so,â Charles chuckles. âNow letâs get that kart fired up.â
Julesâ entire demeanor shifts in an instant, that fierce competitiveness surfacing once again. He scrambles into the cockpit of his little kart and takes firm hold of the wheel, looking suddenly years beyond his age.
âYouâre going down!â He declares brazenly. âIâll leave you both in the dust!â
And just like that, the proud parents are replaced by your familiar racing mentalities â the thrill of competition, the desire to win. You share a conspiratorial grin with Charles.
âIs that so?â He taunts playfully. âIn that case, no more taking it easy on you two.â
You bend down to kiss Julesâ forehead, unable to resist a parting quip. âPromise you wonât be sad ⊠because Mama always wins.â
With that, Charles heads off to grab his own kart, leaving you and Jules alone for a brief moment. He looks up at you with shining eyes.
âYouâre my hero, Mama,â he says simply. âAnd Papa too. I wanna be just like you when I grow up!â
You feel your heart swell fit to burst, filled with more love than you could possibly put into words. Bending down, you pull your beautiful little boy into a fierce hug, eyes shining with unshed happy tears.
âOh liebling ⊠you already are. Youâre everything we could have dreamed of and more.â
You press a lingering kiss to the top of his head, overwhelmed with affection. When you finally pull back, there are indeed tears shining in your eyes.
âNow go show your parents what youâve got, baby,â you say with a watery smile. âI canât wait to see you out there.â
Jules gives you a determined nod, eyes blazing with that trademark fire. âYou got it, Mama! Get ready to lose!â
With that, he slams down the visor on his helmet and revs the little engine. You step back with a laugh, watching him peel out onto the track with all the confidence and flair of a seasoned pro. Like parents, like son indeed.
By the time Charles rejoins you, his own kart idling beside yours, Jules has already completed a couple of warm up laps. You canât resist shooting Charles a smug grin.
âWell, well ⊠looks like the apple didnât fall far from the tree. He drives just like you.â
Charles snorts, clearly trying to downplay his obvious pride. âI donât know what youâre talking about. Thatâs all your genes coming through.â
You open your mouth to protest, but a sudden commotion from the fences draws your attention. The crowd has grown even larger, people pressing against the barriers with raised phones and voices calling out excitedly.
âOh my god, itâs them!â
âTheyâre so cute together!!â
âOver here, please! This way!â
You share a resigned look with Charles as event staff rush to try and control the growing swarm.
âThis is what itâs going to be like from now on, isnât it?â You murmur. âOur little family, constantly in the spotlight.â
Charles shrugs, slinging an arm around your shoulders as he watches Jules blaze by. âWhat else is new? Weâve been there our whole careers. At least this time, we get to share the fame together ⊠as a family.â
You lean into his side with a contented smile. Out on the track, Jules whips past in a blur of determination, completely unbothered by the fawning crowd. Just a little boy living out his dream, regardless of who his parents might be.
âYou know what?â You say softly. âI wouldnât have it any other way.â
Charles drops a kiss to your hair as the roar of the crowd and engines swells around you. âMe neither, mon amour. I wouldnât change a single thing.â
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op this is how you make a lich. what have you done
This may be too supernatural for an actually pretty down to earth show that is dbda (when it comes to magic, abilities and power scaling), but I'd have a blast seeing the plot point of Edwin's soul's capability to be used for obtaining magical power make a comeback
What would be even cooler is if it was Edwin himself who became interested in using that power
I can see him researching what devices can be used for it, do they have to always inflict pain on him to work and if yes, then how far is he willing to go in order to get it
He'd never use it for any malicious purposes or to just possess power for power's sake, he'd use it in extremely dire situations, when he really needs a certain spell to be amplified in order to rescue Charles from danger
Which brings me to the obvious angst potential of Edwin hiding the pain, lying about the source of the amazing power and then ofc Charles finding out and oh
(It'd introduce more magic and actual combat power for the boys - which is actually the opposite of what the show is about, I know, aside from a wild use of Crystal's vast abilities, they really make a good job at showing that the boys were just normal humans (and now ghosts) who predominantly use their wits and knowledge gathered throughout the many years of being on Earth, so I wouldn't even expect them to go this direction (if they actually mention Edwin's soul's power ever again), but it's just a very fun concept to me)
#read the first few sentences and was like UH OH#except this is a very unique lich-adjacent situation where A) the magic user is already dead B) the magic user is a#strange wizard-making-himself-a-sorcerer kind of thing which is. actually an extremely interesting concept if putting it in a dnd context#a wizard forcibly turning himself into a sorcerer basically. thatâs neat. and also horrifying#but yeah I imagine ghosts are not nearly as stable as living humans when it comes to corruptabilityâ and on top of that edwinâs got so much#potential power in him that one wrong move or one step too far and I think he could destroy himself instantly#though whatâs more likely and more interesting is- like op says- him getting more and more interested in utilizing his own power and#slowly but surely getting carried away- more invested in results than his own safety. at that point the only person who could save him would#absolutely be charles- because no one else would be able to say âI need youâ werenât we supposed to be together no matter what? we wonât be#if you lose yourself or wipe yourself off the face of the earthïżœïżœïżœ#or something of the like#very good angst potential mmm#I donât think the basic concept is too supernatural for the show tbh and it seems quite in character for him#especially right after the events of the s1 finale. the trauma of being used like that and helpless despite it being HIS power she was#extracting + being supposedly so powerful and not being able to use that to save niko. when it mattered most. + some protective/preventative#tendencies spiraling a bit into the extreme after the literal worst thing that could possibly happen to himâ being dragged back to hellâ#just happened and Yeah the night nurse and her superior say that heâs sanctioned to stay on earth but the night nurse ALSO reassured him#right before he was dragged to hell so how is he supposed to trust that? how is he supposed to feel safe ANYWHERE? what if this time instead#of just running he was prepared? what if he could Kill that fucking babydoll demon for good?#you can see why this train of thought would drive him maybe a little bit mad#so many threads from s1 could connect to this idea very very feasibly imo fr fr fr#ughghh hey show writers can we just. can we just get in the writers room please. we have ideas#rambling#edwin
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