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never gonna forget about my drawing being in an edit and THAT edit being in a gacha reacts video....
never...
#i love randomly watching things with my friends and randimly stumbling into that..#SO GREAT!!#Never thought id make it this far..
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I'm thinking about Vander x reader- im thinking about a story where they are maybe childhood friends and then they end up fighting on the bridge together but get separated and no one knows where Reader is so they assume theyre dead only for them to show up a year later.
Imagine Reader showing up at the last drop as its closing and Vander has his back to them and tells them that hes about to close up shop and they just sit down and maybe ask for a super specific thing that they always used to order and he like turns around and realises its them and it goes from there.
I know people are in agony with the new season so I thought I might as well throw some silly little ideas out into the wild. Please tag me if anyone writes this- not because its my idea but because im desperate for more Vander please and thank you.
#vander x reader#arcane x reader#I love this fucking guy so much#I already read all the fics please#HES SO HOTTTT FNRHDKHDODHEHSIJEHS#IM GONNA GO FERAL HES SO ENMDNDMDNNDND#i would like to formally apologise#Lets ignore that all my posts so far are begging for fanfics#IM NOT DOING IT TO MAKE YOU GUYS WORK FOR ME I SWEAR I JUST HAVE ALOT OF IDEAS THAT ID LIKE TO SHARE WITH ALL OF YOU GUYS#I will not tag Arcane because I dont wanna bother the normal not simp fans with my werid little ideas#What are you guys talking about he never died#Hes my husband real#Sobbing and screaming at the top of my lungs#Im TWEAKING!!!!!!#This post got alot more attention then i thought it would
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still thinking about it so heres a bunch of stuff
#like everything's colors are placeholders i never learned color theory#like i know “use colors next to eachother or directly opposite on the color wheel” but like#the way everyone describes it makes me feel like theres more to it#and im just too stupid to comprehend it#still like lineless/whatever the rw artstyle is#gradient tool my beloved. i need to mess with it more often#alice n beau live in jcjs superstructure cause its filled with free food (his brain) and a bunch of things to experiment with (his organs)#ive attempted to redesign abs like twelve different times now#i wonder how long this attempt will last before i hate it again#always caught between wanting to stylize to hell and back and wanting to be accurate to the source material#abs is supposed to be like a Really Really Early iterator#so she doesnt have tone modulation or the ability to express much facially and barely looks humanoid under the cloak#which i didnt draw because i couldnt settle on a Look for it#and in her single minded focus to annihilate jcj shes been neglecting herself to explain the motor function errors and also her can explodi#g#oh right normal tags#art#murder drones#rain world#i should invent a tag for this but i dunno what to call it#id love to gossip about all the stuff ive thought up for this au thing but 1. nobody cares 2. i cant talk for that long and 3.#i havent written like half of it down#if i had the confidence to even attempt writing i'd totally do an ao3 fic about this#hi living shifting oil guy/girl/thing i know you're gonna be like the only person to read this far#oh uhh#body horror#tw body horror#i think thats how you do it#probably should've added those first. oops
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this is not a comprehensive list
#in order from left to right (with explanations):#k on#(self explanatory. definition of moe.)#a place further than the universe#(theyre at least a little insane for going all the way to antarctica for funsies)#bocchi the rock#(good mix of insane and sweet. most of the insane parts come from bocchi herself)#nichijou#(literally so much happened all the time)#and asobi asobase#(they did do arson)#i haven't seen azumanga daioh or yuru camp and i never finished lucky star#but based on what i know abt the first two id put it... azumanga between bocchi and nichijou. and yuru camp with or after k on#and from what i remember abt lucky star its also just after k on#a bit quirkier but nothing ever really happens in it. as far as i watched. which is why i stopped watching LOL#but thats all assumptions and second hand knowledge so i figured i shouldnt actually include them unless i was SURE#i also thought abt putting asteroid in love in here too but that one is a bit more niche so i left it out#i also excluded any idol shows bc that feels like a different category. and would make this too long#sorry zombieland saga and love live....#i also excluded straight up yuri. this is more abt Hanging Out than romance. but some is allowed as long as its not the focal point#like kita in btr. shes very yuri but the show isnt about that#you could probably also put is the order a rabbit on here but idr much from that. i think i watched like 3 episodes umm 100 years ago#i also thought abt putting the highschool girls segments from daily lives of highschool boys here. but they arent in most of the show#tho theyd probably go between nichijou and asobi asobase. or maybe on par w nichijou#that one girl did almost kill the other two with a rock as im sure youve all seen
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Currently writing a self indulgent Shassie fic whilst listening to true crime and smoking a blunt. I am living my best life.
#KEEP SURVIVING YOU TOO CAN DO THIS#psych#shawn spencer#psych 2006#psych tv#burton guster#carlton lassiter#psych usa#juliet o'hara#psych tv show#shassie#gay#no fr i never thought id make it this far and im just happy to be here rn
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growing up suicidal is so funny. you think about killing yourself everyday, but suddenly you're in your mid twenties and have no purpose in life
#i still remember being a teen with no dreams aspirations or any ambitions#i never thought id make it this far so i didn't see the point in having any dreams#thom yorke was right. I'm not living I'm just killing time#smh#i gotta do something radical with my life this year or else..#rambles#tw sui ideation#god idk how to tag this
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anyways. my very first attempt at malenia
#elden ring#my post#this starts late (?) bc i didnt want to get the cutscene in the clip but fumbled to start the recording bc she does kinda rush you#and i was not at all prepared#anyways im genuinely tempted to just write a long post dumping my thoughts on malenia and her fight and how im puzzling through it#ive reached peak intrinsic motivation elden ring#the only reason why i probably should wait to make the post is bc ive only gotten as far as first phase half health#i have another recording thats abt a minute and a half long attempt and i gave it a few tries today#its worth mentioning that the night before i decided to finally start fighting malenia i told my friend (who managed to beat her) that bc#a lot of the last few endgame bosses didnt take me too long to beat i was worried that malenia wouldnt take me very long#and he just told me she would throw me into a meat grinder. and i lasted 12 seconds against her after that intro cutscene#anyways the fact that she's a very straightforward and easy to see boss makes it very easy to break her down and figure out how she#works n why she's hard and figure out a plan and everything i really like it. no particle effects just some sparks and sword trail lines#i keep getting caught by her flurry attack n today my plan (while talking to my friend) was to figure out why i kept getting caught by#it despite it being very obviously telegraphed n then putting together why i struggle with it. its REALLY fun to think technically abt her#anyways. fun part abt me getting killed by the grab + impale is that i honestly wasnt sure if that was actually implemented in the game#bc id never seen it in gameplay and. here we go. ten seconds in there it is
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unfortunately i'm like 160 episodes into tma and still don't get the obsession with martin. like i don't hate him but also- literally every other character and relationship is more interesting. also fanon version of him sucks lol. canon version of him is actually appealing to me in some ways, but considering fanon martin makes 90% of tma fic unreadable, i'm not too stoked about even having him tagged half the time.
#the magnus archives#tma#tma lb#jonathan sims#anti jmart#anti martin blackwood#i mean kinda?#it's just like ugh#he's the absolute worst fandom fave i don't carrree#and its even worse when somebody writing fanon martin thinks he's being good and 'healthy' for jon when he's acting like a right cnt#this is why characters and ships deemed 'pure' 'sweet' and 'wholesome' by fandom usually suck#because it's somehow the most oblivious showcasing of terrible relationship dynamics ever#anyways there are a select few jmart shippers that actually make the ship appealing - the ones that acknowledge how fucked the ship is lol#but sadly they are few and far between#unfortunately i still cannot bring myself to like elias either#so there's no safety there#honestly jon should just join a qpr poly relationship with every single character and be done with it#or even better#just a bunch of friendships#anyways if you can't tell im rooting through the friendship tags like a madman rn#platonic jondaisy save me fr#jongeorgie and jonmelanie friendship fics you are literally my only hope#polyarchives both platonic and romantic u are so so precious to me#also you should have seen me scouring the jon & avatars tags the other day lmfao#never thought id be so obsessed with jude perry but here we are#jude perry save me#she's such a freak lol
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Don’t you dare take Timmy away from his fairy family. I’ll never forgive you if you do!!!!
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#HSBDKAHSBDAKD#asks#WELL.#THE STORY WILL GO THE WAY IT GOES#sometimes i get like. extremely worried and stressed w the way the story's turning out#wondering if im stretching it out too far. connecting too many things.#but then im like.#id rather do it messily and terribly than not at all#SO MESSILY AND TERRIBLY WE'RE DOING IT!!!!#<- never trust ur thoughts after 10pm#its 2am so that makes it past 10pm
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eugh my birthday is coming up and im not at all thrilled about it
#ghosts howling#if you see me turning into a prey animal in realtime within the next few weeks this is why#but dont be worried just gotta get through it#i am turning 21 though!! wow!! never thought id make it that far!!! and im doing better than ever!!!#regardless of how i feel around my birthday thats something to be proud of
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We rlly don’t need another majima game 😭 please give other characters a chance he already had the spotlight in 0😔
lord if i speak on goro majima.
#snap chats#my last nerve was seeing him front and center on that Three Legends shirt with daigo and saejima im SICK OF HIM#what do you MEAN the Sixth Chairman is backseating majima. like thats his retainer PUT DAIGO UP FRONT#it aint even bias its gen just like. why is the sixth chairman not treated the most important. thats The Chairman of the whole shit#EX chairman whatever we know what i mean#'snap its just a shirt' and these are just my balls alright its all the little things that are like Dawg Cmon#i woulda got the shirt cause it looks like somethign youd get from claires and thats hilarious However ... im annoying.#ill say this then play y0 and be like Ah..... i love you...#fr tho im sick of him GO AWAY YOU ARE NOT THAT GUY#im that meme of spiderman holding back the train and the trains saying mean things about majima#this ire is only brought by rggtwt mates insisting majima needs any more content. like at all.#they gave majima a y0 statue but as far as i can see kiryu doesnt have one like What.#ik i say id skip y0 kiryu if i could during replays and its never that serious but still .... the hell...#my brother in christ majima does not need any more why are you acting starved#i get it hes your fave but my god. goku this trains heavier than i thought i cant do it#ive had beef with rggtwt ever since they tried to say majima was more important to kiryu than haruka. like brb eating a cactus#rgg making gaiden was the worst thing they couldve done cause now everyone wont stop mentioning charas getting a gaiden game#MAJIMA OF ALL OF THEM DOES NOT NEED ONE MFER THATS WHAT Y0 WAS FOR. WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT#THEY GAVE HIM AN EXTRA STORY IN YK2 ALSO LIKE RGG IS DOING THE MOST FOR A SIDE CHARACTER#anyway this is why im happy saejima and akiyama are getting figures. ESPECIALLY AKIYAMA#I FEEL LIKE WE NEVER SEE SHIT OF THAT GUY and saejima. tbh. but still ... akiyama esp just feels left out#big hope other charas start to get more love. like my daughter haruka ok rgg plesae drop one of her idol statues thank you#on a lighter note september is almost upon us which means two things#1.) i have to move back to school at the end of the month 2.) rgg news is soon .....#SOOO curious as to what's on the horizon .. maybe ill stream it for the first time in nine thousand years#ok bye im gonna eat cereal <- diced spam and rice
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im being consumed by the fucking dread
#im a useless failure who cant even do simple fucking classwork im never gonna amount to#anything in life ive never actually planned a future bcs ive never thought id make it far enough#and honestly i still dont and even if i do pass n graduate highschool what do i do then?#go to uni get a job what is even the point either of those would destroy me#mentally n physically#im just not built to be a person. not built to last#i wanna cry#i dont. want to kms but i dont exactly wanna wake up tmr...#personal#vent#do not reblog#replies ok
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can i say something that might get me cancelled if i said it irl. why are we (indians but more specifically the indian governement) so obsessed with border and military disputes our country is literally twice the size of the entire continent of europe and/or the cumulative size of oceania and the americas put together population wise. as far as i know most of the people from these territories aren't really begging to be a part of india either why do we need such a massive fucking military budget over this shit "they can't stay independent pakistan or china will pounce if they don't belong to us anymore" don't you think that's THEIR choice and prerogative. they aren't asking to be a part of india. "if pakistan gets kashmir they will keep taking and taking and india will be in ruins" you sound like a conspiracy theorist. kashmir has never unanimously wanted to be a part of india. don't we have enough problems to worry about people are literally starving and homeless everywhere in our country. decentralisation isn't the worst thing that could happen to a territory right now we're too big and diverse a country is an indian identity we're forcing on them really the most important thing right now
#making this non rebloggable because im a engineering student (derogatory)#and ive read a LOT on this subject but i acknowledge im not the most qualified to talk about it#and im not confident enough in my opinions for people to spread them around lol#but yeah thats my two cents. if anyone has different opinions or nuance or reasoning please lmk im open to discussion#its obviously not black or white and id really appreiciate explanations from people who arent condescending fascists#india#indian politics#but on a fundamental level as far as my understanding goes i do not. get why#like literally 15% of our budget goes to what is fundamentally destructive military shit#seems like a waste to me when people dont have basic human rights idk#i could be wrong try change my mind im open to it#but yeah this is my blog and i share my thoughts here and im never gonna learn unless i ask the questions i think sound dumb#not that i think this is that dumb. its a perfectly valid question imo why are we so obsessed with the fucking military
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2015->2023
It gets better
#was looking at old photos and put these side by side. wow#in the first pic i was miserable malnourished and so depressed i didnt think id make it to 2016#the second pic was a few months ago in too lazy to take w newer one today lol#im still depressed but not like i was. ive come so far and its so hard to see it from day to day sometimes#i never thought id live long enough to go on hrt. top surgery felt completely impossible#but i got to live#i got to transition#i wish i could go back and show that scared kid how far we've come#idk these pics just had me feeling really sappy#maybe one day ill make a more intentional transition timeline post#but these photos really show a lot#transgender love transgender peace transgender joy#it gets better i promise#sounds fake and shallow but it's so fucking true
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the main reason i know im not femme in the slightest is bc i cant comprehend why anyone would Ever want to be feminine. i can understand neutral leaning fem, but the idea that people are born wanting to be feminine is appalling to me personally because femininity always felt like imprisonment and torture. it was and still is a restraint. a training weight i was forced to bear. i cant fully empathize or understand anyone who wants to be more feminine because i have never and will never want to be more feminine out of anything other than pressure or insecurity. im most comfortable being gender neutral, hairy and disgusting in old gym shorts and stained tshirts no matter how much insecurity it causes me. i dont care. im never dressing up all pretty for anyone elses benefit ever again. and i assume this is how people who want to be feminine feel about masculinity to some extent. if thats the case im super glad we could trade because holy moly
#op#doing sex work has also solidified this boundary for me btw#youd be surprised how many people love forcing specifically butch people into feminine clothes and get off on it#like specifically search for young or inexperienced butches and/or ftms#without actually explaining to them what they want to put them through in full detail beforehand or are very vague#but theyre holding money you dont have as an unemployed person over your head so its kind of hard to say no#these experiences have shown me dykebreaking style kinks are actually really popular even in queer communities#this brand of ppl just kind of do it then after the fact call it forcefem or detrans kink and call it a day without communicating beforehan#i think its really shit because now i have a bad taste in my mouth about that kind of stuff#but just bc i had bad experiences doesnt mean everyone will#thats like saying we shouldnt let people transition bc 1% of people detransition or something#i got manipulated by bad people and thats not anyones fault other than those peoples' for being awful people#so if youre wondering why i trigger tag forcefem jokes and stuff. that is why.#with how common it is id rather trigger tag it for someone whos far more sensitive about the subject than i and doesnt wanna see Any of it#i tried being feminine. hated it. 0/10. will never again unless i feel like it inexplicably some day.#the most feminine ill get is wearing bright colors and having shoulder length hair or wearing pink accents in my outfits i guess#or maybe when the thought of wearing them doesnt make me feel sick anymore ill wear pleated skirts again#all these unrelated tags to say#please communicate with your partners especially younger ones. just bc theyre over 18 doesnt mean they arent young and kid like.#brains dont stop developing until around mid 20s and if you as a 30-40 something year old arent communicating properly thats messed up#and just be careful out there#practice ethical/safe kink please and ty ily <3#qtag
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I translated seb's car names to Latin right? The next step of mental illness is to assign all the different Holy Roman Emperors' Latin mottos to drivers LMFAO
#for some reason i thought only the baroque guys had them#but nope! goes back pretty far. not sure how far yet but back until the 1500s at least#and idk?? its sick to me ig???#its very funny to imagine them scribbling out different latin phrases and trying to choose which suits them#^ im not sure how they chose them id have research but thats my headcanon LOL#especially charles vi bcs he had diaries so all i can imagine is him filling up pages w different options#OH MY GLD ALSO#so charles v right. pretty prolific emperor i think#guess what his motto was??? 'plus ultra' 😭😭😭 oh my god#also some guy's was abt Caesar and i didnt look too closely but i like to think he was a history nerd sjkflg#but anwyays already have nando and seb's 🥰🥰#god theyre like way too fitting it scares me#seb's 'through persistence and courage' especially#^ im gonna make a post abt that soon bcs in the last ep of the Brawn doc +#+ christian kept talking abt how seb never gave up hope for winning that wdc and its SOOOOOOOOO fitting its crazy#also nando's 'by love and fear' is just. yeah. (cant be assed to remember the Latin itself sorry)#but yeah idk lookign at them. i think irs be funny to assign them 😭#not even 'which emperor is this f1 driver like' but 'which motto fits them' :D#the peak level of brainrot tbh#catie.rambling.txt
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