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your friends don’t know what to do.
so!! i redrew every single enemy in the game. in the span of like 9 days (excluding the king i made him right after the last update). that’s abbbout 79* drawings total, with only 3 custom ones for once!! i’m so normal. as always, these are free to use with credit!! go nuts!! spritesheets are included <3
got some notes under the cut, along with As Many Enemies As I Could Fit without making this post obnoxiously long. and i failed. i had to swap between the app and browser several times and i still couldn’t fit every drawing. open this post at your own risk (silly).
okay so first of all. what’s with the asterisk. well. I Drew A Lot More Than 79 Assets Actually. they’re getting posted separately, because this post is ABSURDLY long. you can find most of them in the miscellaneous folder, but for a bit of clarity, i added the teleport map and a bunch of ui elements that reference sprites from the icon sheet. and also the game over and loop back animations but i haven’t finished the spritesheets for those because they’re a pain in the ass so they’re not in the drive yet
if you missed my complaining a few days ago, a few enemies might look a bit crunchy in the actual game? specifically, calamité and désespoir were drawn at the wrong size, because their images in the files do not match the spritesheets! i avoided the issue with most of the other enemies, those two just blindsided me. sorry about that!
^sadnesses having inconsistent designs was actually a running theme with these. détresse rock has an unused design in the files (which i managed to catch before having to redo it thankfully), anxiété has extra spikes that don’t appear on the spritesheet (sorry i was too lazy to fix that one), even the version of the friend rescue in the files doesn’t match any of the frames in the spritesheet. hfjfhfj. sorry about the quality issues.
tangentially related to that, massive thank you to @riggedbones for grabbing the individual frames for the animations for me!! they made my life so much easier. vs friends would’ve been so annoying…
speaking of the animations! hi can you tell i’m not an animator. these were my first time doing Anything animation related since, like, middle school. super sorry for the Jank in some of these! the friend rescue looked way better when i drew it 💔💔.
bourdon’s hands also might act a bit odd, my apologies. the sizing ingame is SUPER inconsistent (why is one of the hands SMALLER than the other????). once i’m able to actually test the mod, i’ll try to fix it wauaua.
the 3 custom sprites are for the triplets! i ended up making two versions for each, one that follows the ingame art, and one with my personal designs for them. i like my own designs for them, but they’re a lot easier to tell apart? so if you want to use the ones that fit the gimmick better, they’re also in the drive 👍
this update. was originally going to have way more custom art. i’ve actually got an act 6 siffrin enemy asset in my art program! but school started and i decided it’d be better to just get the normal stuff done. so the mod can actually come out in a reasonable timeframe. promise that’ll all come out Later! sorry about the wait 😓😓😓
also adding this because i almost forgot: no i don’t know if these are compatible with sasasaap. i don’t have the game still and it’s not my main priority atm, apologies!
okay! that was a lot! and there’s a ton of art down here! thank you for reading all this, i’ll be back with the game over animations and teleport map pretty soon! like. within the weekend. enjoy!!!
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat redraw project#LORD. SORRY THIS IS SO LONG#there was no way i could’ve fit these into 10 images.#anyways. some of these are just traces. because i couldn’t really do much without changing their designs and potential fucking some stuff up#sorry about that!#im not sure how much people are going to be bothered by that but hey! might as well be transparent#fun fact i made an entire mockup for the vs friends art. i was going to use it as the header for this post buut#i didn’t really like how it turned out. sad!#anyways. ill stop talking now lol. again. apologies for the long post
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the miya household is always the go-to household for all kinds of celebrations alike. you name it: birthdays, anniversaries, friday night dinners – check, check, check.
atsumu has always grown up in a home where his mom would host the parties for all her grown-up friends, and he’d always be the type of teenager to hide away in his room until the last of the guests finally leave.
it was a silly thing to do looking back on it now, but that was the old miya household.
in the new miya household (population: you and your husband), the two of you can’t just hide away in your broom closet until the last of the guests leave — it is your apartment after all.
at first, it was the big things: msby jackal’s celebration of their first tournament win (where hinata broke a window because he claims bokuto pushed him into it) or akaashi’s job promotion party (where the champagne bottle was so unfortunately aimed that when the corkscrew came flying, it hit the other non-broken window).
two broken windows later, it eventually died down to the little things: small get-togethers, a friend too intoxicated to drive needing a place to stay, or one of your favorites: friday night dinners.
“we’re home!”
there’s the sound of shuffling keys and shoes being taken off at the doorway, rustling of brown paper bags and footsteps.
you pop your head out from the kitchen and it isn’t a surprise at all to you when you see all four of your best friends (one being your husband) standing by your door way, all adorned with cheeky smiles and chinese takeout.
you call to them, “coats here, everybody!”
hinata goes over to you first, still as sweet as ever, and gives you a tight embrace (the same one he gives you every friday night), and you take his coat with a light smile on your face.
bokuto gives you his coat next, paired with an embrace of his own, your smile widens as you immediately recognize the coat you bought him for christmas last year, well and taken care of.
sakusa isn’t wearing a coat or a jacket tonight but still, he approaches you next to the coat stand anyway, and he embraces you just for seeing you again tonight, saying “thank you for having us”.
when you married atsumu, you didn’t realize you weren’t only marrying into his family, but his friends as well.
“you guys just missed samu, he dropped by for a weekly restock.” you tell them, pointing to the plastic bag on the table filled to the brim with the onigiri you’ve learned to love so much.
shoyo plops down on his usual spot on the sofa, “man, i wish onigiri miya personally delivered to my house too.”
“not to mention free of charge.” you add – proud.
he sinks deeper into his seat, “that’s just not fair.”
you seat farthest from tv, on the edge of the table and by the armrest, a seat empty next to yours as you wait for your husband.
“sorry sho,” you shrug, not sorry at all, smug smile on your face and you say, “it’s simply the perks of having the owner of onigiri miya as your brother.”
“that is such a lie.” atsumu rolls his eyes, and he takes his assigned seat next to you, hand immediately finding yours once he gets close enough. “i am also his brother — twin, even! — and i do not get half as much the perks you get.”
“well.” sakusa sits across from you, “i can understand that.”
and bokuto, in between sakusa and hinata, nods, “yep.”
“i can’t believe i’m getting bullied in my own damn home.” atsumu grumbles, and he stabs his broccoli on his plate with a fork.
you tease him, “you can’t?”
the rest of the evening feels warm. the windows are open to let in the fresh air of the streets of japan, the hustling and bustling of the bypassers outside your apartment building easily drowned out by the warm conversation shared in the warm flat.
( “no more hoisin sauce?” bokuto asks, digging around the stack of empty paperbags, fork in his mouth as he talks.
sakusa replies, barely looking up from the movie on the tv set, “sorry, finished it.”
and bokuto says, casually, “i’ll bring some over tomorrow. you guys need a restock anyway.” )
the five of you, sat down on the living room in front of the television, sharing mindlessly stories about your day, laughter and insults and compliments shared as food is passed around.
atsumu takes the red peppers from your dish as you laugh at something hinata says, he remembers - always - red peppers make you sneeze, so it goes unsaid that he takes them.
he does this so often that sometimes he doesn’t even realize it. he does this so often that he’s probably done it over a hundred times by now — like it’s part of him, like a habit.
you take some of your chow mein and place it on his plate, he doesn’t ask you for any, but you give him some anyway. you don’t even look at him as you do so, like it’s completely second nature for your hand to give him some of his favorite noodles and you don’t even have to think about it — like it’s part of you, like a habit.
“so, what time’s the game tomorrow?” you ask, and suddenly he’s out of his thoughts and back on the living room couch.
hinata looks to you, excited, “are you coming? it’s been so long since you last came to watch us.”
“well, depends on the time,” you tell them, “i’ve got a study group tomorrow in the morning.”
“study group?”
“i know right,” your shoulders fall, “our gen chem professor had us divided into study groups so we could easily catch up on her lessons.”
atsumu shrugs, “so? ditch ‘em.”
“i wish.” you sigh, “they’re the kind of people i just know wouldn’t have let me sit with them at the lunch table in high school.”
“oh, i know those people.” shoyo shakes his head, “had those people everywhere i went in junior high.”
you look at atsumu, “but you probably could have sat with them, you’ve got an aura like that — like you could be cool — but you’re not.”
that makes him roll his eyes, “who’s not cool? i am the coolest one in this table — and for yer information, i wouldn’t sit at any table ya weren’t welcome at.”
(sakusa nods at you, and bokuto says, “same here!” and hinata says, “me too!”)
“matter of fact,” you husband, offended at your doubt for him, continues, “i would flip that goddamn table.”
(and sakusa nods again, and bokuto says, “yup!” and hinata says, “definitely!)
your face feels warm, and you feel stupid for even bringing it up.
“you guys are silly.” you’re not as loud as earlier, but still, you say, “thanks.” and you bite back a smile.
“so…” shoyo grins at you, “ditch ‘em?”
“ditch ‘em!” bokuto repeats.
and for a second all of you look at sakusa, his turn to speak apparently, and he sighs, defeated, shoulders falling and he relents, and says, “fine. ditch ‘em.”
the three other guys cheer loudly and you roll your eyes.
“well, that makes four of us.” atsumu tells you, proud, “you’re outnumbered, honey.”
“fine.” you’re defeated, “i’ll ditch ‘em and come watch you guys play.” and the table erupts in cheers again, and you feel your heart become so full.
atsumu kisses your cheek and you swat him away.
“i’ll text natsu that you’re coming, she’s been pestering me over and over again when you’ll come next,” shoyo tells you, bright smile on his face.
bokuto nods, “i gotta tell akaashi too, maybe we can get everyone there like a reunion or something!”
and this makes you laugh, because, “you guys are acting like i haven’t come to watch you guys play in forever.”
and sakusa tells you, “it has been forever.”
“well, i guess a reunion or something would be kinda nice? we can have everyone come back here, bring out a few drinks.” you think out loud, relenting to the pleas of your oldest friends, and you can’t hold back a smile even if you wanted to.
“if anyone breaks a goddamn window in my home, everyone is getting charged the repair bill.”
the night ends quicker than you want it to, suddenly it’s 10 pm and the warm night starts to get colder.
“thank you for dinner, miyas.” bokuto tells you, grinning ear to ear as you walk him to the doorway, a barrage of shoes laid out on the floor, reminding you what a full house you have tonight.
you hand him his coat and his hat, and he embraces you tightly, one that you will never not return.
hinata comes up to you next, “thank you for dinner and please please please come tomorrow.”
“yes sho, i will be there.” you tell him lightly, and he embraces you as well (the same one he gives you every friday night).
the last to come up to you is sakusa, his hands already in his pockets, eyes tired and all. he doesn’t have a coat or a jacket, but he comes up to you anyway.
“thank you for having us.” he tells you, like he always does, and he gives you a short kiss on your right temple, like he always does, “it’s good to see you.”
you pat his arm, “you say that every friday night, omi.”
“what? no kiss for me?” atsumu calls from the side, arms crossed over his chest.
and sakusa replies, eyes narrowing, “never.”
(they have this conversation every single friday night.)
and just like that, all three of your guests for the night have left, leaving behind only two pairs of shoes left by the doorway — yours and your husband’s.
atsumu makes his way to you, his arms finding your waist immediately as he pulls you into his embrace, hugging you like it’s all he’s ever done correctly.
the apartment is quiet now with just you and him, and he loves this as much as he loves you.
“finally,” he tells you, smiling wantonly, “just us two.”
you smile back at him, “we have so many kids.”
and he nods, “even more tomorrow.”
your apartment, your home, it isn’t anything impressive, really. it’s not big or expensive or fancy, but for some reason, it’s always been the go-to place for everyone to have drinks at, for dinners to be shared, for windows to be broken.
“you really okay with that? the reunion thing here?” your husband asks you, his tone gentle, “its okay if you’re not, we can just cancel on ‘em. have the night to ourselves.”
you raise a brow, teasing, “and do what exactly?”
atsumu gives you a knowing grin, “i’ve got a list in mind.”
you laugh, “i bet you do.”
he comes closer to your face, “i can cross one off on it right now.”
and he kisses you then, the same way he does every single day of his life, the same way he plans to for a million years more.
you feel his smile melting into his kisses.
then he pulls away, smiling at you, voice gentle, cheeks pink, and heart full, “thank you for dinner, miya.”
you laugh again, and with the same amount of gentleness, you say back, “thank you for dinner, miya.”
atsumu knows you could never be unloved by him — you are too tangled in his mind, in his soul that you might as well take his heart entirely — it’s already full of you anyway, it has been since the day he’s met you.
“and no, we are not cancelling on them.” you tell him, pulling away, “i miss our friends and i know you do too.”
he tells you, “fine.” and he pulls you back in, nose close to yours, wide grin on his face as he takes you.
he wants to kiss you again, but to be fair, he wants to do that all of the time.
you give him a smile, “i’ll let you cross another thing off that list of yours if you do the dishes.”
and he groans, “you know omi already did them.”
“man, we have got to get lazier friends.”
“well, we can always call that study group of yours.”
(the two of you say friends, but it feels a whole lot more like family.)
together you and atsumu create a home filled with flowers, kindness, cozy pillows, and loud music. in your halls there is rest, good sex, good sleep, books, and dancing. there is space to be you, there is space to be him, there is space to be be the two of you, and there is love, there is love, there is love.
#married under 25 ♡#omg it feels so good to tag that again#im sorry i disappeared for so long this is my way of apologizing and making it up to you#i really really liked writing this and im still rusty so not to harsh on the feedback pls#to be honest i dont know if this will do well#is anyone reading this? is anyone hearing me? its a ghost town in this blog these days#but i dont care if it does well or not#i am very happy i get to write like this again#and i love atsumu#and everyone on here#thank you my lizzie and my kris for proof reading lord knows i wouldnt be able to do any of this without you#very much#atsumu x reader#x reader#fluff#angst#imagines#haikyuu#haikyuu x reader#hq#hq!!#hq x reader#atsumu miya#atsumu miya x reader#haikyuu x you#atsumu x you#anime x reader#smut#headcanons
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hi the literal whole entire reason i made these was bc i watched this 10 sec clip on youtube pls watch
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#illustration#csp#pixel art#digital art#grima#grima wormtongue#lotr#lord of the rings#saruman#video#my art#sorry this kind of ooc anachronism is the funniest shit in the world to me#these are the least visually connected sequential drawings ive done lmao 🤣 but its how i see it in my head lol#the sudden american accent really adds to the humor for me as well lmao#i got stuck on the 2nd piece for so long but now im really happy w it ^-^ dont let your dreams be dreams ig 💗💗#sometimes you have to just draw it over from scratch lol#also happy news im employed again!! yay money!! but now i have less time for drawing ToT booo capitalism!!#🙏 i will do my best to keep drawing despite it all everyone pray for me lmao 💗💕#also im so certain that everyone in the grima tag has already seen this vid alkfjl dont mind me digging it up lmao i am easily entertained
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Holy shit I love your Dirk interpretations, it's so true and I could talk about this shit forever. I feel like another part of his character that people seem to forget (along with Roxy for some reason) is that he's from the future in solitude in an apocalyptic wasteland. I just see that part of his character always removed which is disappointing because I feel like that's a pretty big part, especially regarding his themes around technology, his brother's theme of Time, his own isolation, and how he plays in the vastness of the universe and spacetime.


Art I drew related to the subject because I like to respond to asks with art.
But absolutely. I certainly understand where the lack of discussion over his isolation + upbringing comes from, considering a majority of the fanbase that I have seen builds their ideas based on their own version of postcanon. I’m not entirely sure how that would be fixed, but certainly even in the somewhat recent past I would see a lot more content regarding his upbringing both literally and symbolically. I don’t have much to add regarding the things you’ve mentioned, because they just are what they are. Dirk being confined to a singular room left to him by a father figure he never met, in a future where the only other person left on the planet is someone he cannot pursue a relationship of because of himself, with purely 3 robots to keep him companion, one being an exact replica of his own brain who is *also* trapped inside a pair of glasses, is about as literal as it gets to me.
The contrast to me involving the flooded, organic world in comparison to the little speckle of Dirk’s apartment packed with the dude and his technics is not only a representation of his isolation and entrapment within himself, but also of his lack of control. I think his obsession with & themes of control are a direct product in the case of Dirk specifically *of* this kind of upbringing. His themes of technology are also related to his themes around control. So much of his character is actually revolved around this to me like so much. Dirk is so deeply disconnected from humanity in every way and so much of his character + symbolism is based around that.
It doesn’t even have to be about the symbolism or anything though. It’s just pretty *interesting* in the literal sense that he lives in the middle of the ocean in the future. There’s not only a lot to theorise on to do with his young life there, but on how it might affect him in the way he acts for the rest of his life. The latter part is probably what I see mentioned the most by people talking about Dirk regarding this, I’m surprised I don’t see more discussion on the former too though. I really ought to actually talk more about Homestuck stuff on here. I will do it myself.
Roxy & Dirk’s relationship is largely ignored though because there is a narrative a certain demographic spreads that Dirk resented and blamed Roxy for her interest in him, and thus too many people believe that their relationship was or would continue to be an abusive one. Realistically, I believe it’s important to acknowledge that the way Roxy treated Dirk regarding his homosexuality wasn’t right while still acknowledging the obvious amount of respect and admiration Dirk had for Roxy. I mean we have a huge piece of dialogue from their post trickster mode conversations on the quest beds from Dirk purely stating how he feels about Roxy that people completely ignore somehow. I think this usually happens to characters that are women though. I know everyone says it, but it is true. Jane gets the exact same treatment of boiling her down to solely her negative aspects. The things I see completely mischaracterising both of them are horrific.



I mean how much more explicit can it get that their relationship is obviously very important to Dirk? But I digress. I think the best or I should say “most interesting” interpretations of their relationship usually come from DirkRoxy shippers actually.
I would be interested to hear about Dirk’s relation to his brother’s theme of time though. I don’t have any thoughts on this and I don’t recall ever hearing anyone talk about it before. If you or anyone else would be willing to enlighten me I’d be thrilled.
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#hs fanart#dirk strider#blooby posting#ask#Sorry for taking so long to reply to you on this. I’ve been in more of a drawing than a speaking mood lately#which is very unusual for me. This is definitely not as much of a post as it could be but I’m still not back on my thought and speech game#I know the Roxy mention was in brackets but good lord the treatment Roxy gets from fanbase is insane. Couldn’t help myself#Sorry if anything is worded badly. I’m tired per usual#I think (with no malice in my heart) people just tend to leave out what they don’t like about characters though.#I was very briefly talking with Pomme johnegbertirl#and it got me thinking about how far a lot of people’s interpretations of characters stray from what would be realistic to canon#based on their own biases. Which I guess I probably do too to a certain degree.#I’m not one to judge people for their characterisations at all#I tend to be very forgiving when it comes to reads#but… I admit that is indeed a little disappointing to see how completely ignored some parts of his characters are.#Sorry for tangent that is tenuously related. It is relevant enough to shove haphazardly into tags#I’m glad you like my Dirk ramblings though. Thanks brother#We live on
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overall i really liked the first episode of delico's nursery but. but. as someone who knows nothing. about the theatre plays. i couldnt quite take the plot seriously when. the god of vampires/first vampire ever. has the most unfortunate abriviation of our time.
resulting in lines such as:
#YOU CANNOT EXPECT ME TO TAKE THE PLOT SERIOUSLY LIKE THIS. IN THE YEAR OF OUR LORD 2024#im so sorry for long standing fans of this franchise (?) but i laughed so fucking hard#i will definitely continue it and will try VERY HARD to ignore but like. you get my struggle im sure#delico's nursery#anyway uhm. theres now only one trump i know and its from the bisexual vampires parenting show 🤗 love and light
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#the visual juxtaposition between the dark and the light is really... just....#Luffy's rays of sunshine beaming down on this sceptic so hard it breaks him from his life-long childhood trauma-induced stupor of nihilism.#anyway.#sorry for weeb posting again the classic lotr themes of light and joy in the world that are still worth fighting for really got to me#arc after arc luffy becomes someone's hope and i eat that shit up every time#CJ's op watch-through#im not up to wano arc yet but. much to think about.#one piece spoilers#one piece#op#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#lawlu#gear 5 luffy#sun god nika#monkey d. luffy#have you heard about our lord and saviour luffy etc etc etc#op meta
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JUST ROLL WITH IT: PRIME DEFENDERS - EPISODE 12: FESTIVAL OF FEAR
part of a thumbnail project hosted by the lovely wonderful GREF (that link goes to the twitty post, heres the pdf for ur own viewing tho)
THIS WAS VERY FUN! THANK U FOR ALLOWING ME TO JOIN AND PLAY.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#GUAWWUWUHAUHAUHAHH THIS IS OLDDDD NOWWWWW and while i dont exactly see any problems..smth feels...offf....#BUT I STILL RLY LIKE IT i love my colors and the glowy and the red and YEAAh#LOVE how i draw ram!vyncent. he mispoke and said 'sombrero' to describe the hat ONCE and well. now its real. to me#LOOK AT THAT GUN TOOO UUGHHGH GUNS R SO HARD TO DRAWWW.very very happy w it tho.#the book that ashe is carrying also bears the symbol o Lord Death whhich is an oc of mine tehehehehe#letseeee what elsee... I RLY LIKE MY DESIGN FOR MALLARD CONWAY.no one else draw him as scary n strange as i....#also the bg is supposed to vaguely look lika skull.... do u see it? i also LOVE cartoons#and the way cartoons will have the characters be all flat colors n the bg will be painted-ish#also fuuuuuck i see all the circles on vyncents poncho....i shoulda put more bionicle runes on it... hmmmmm#OKAY ONE MORE THING..the hand patterns against the tent.. idk if they still come across as handprints but..i tried#thats all my art thoughts on this okayyyy yessss i havnt seen PD in so so long but it still holds sucha place in my heart...#i also havnt been keeping up w jrwi all that much since i started getting laid. sorry guyssss <3#maybe ill catch up w all their new stuff eventually...ill def catcht the next riptide ep...#in the meantime ive been doing SOO MUCH OC STUFF WEEEE!!!#maybe ill share more oc stuff at some point.... maybe...#ACTUALLY WAIT I HAVE SMTH I NEVER POSTED.. maybe ill post that soon..#anyway love u guyyyss yall hava good daayyyy
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Cat update for the cat’s left behind at my sister’s new house. I got some more info. One was left behind by the upstairs tenant when she moved out. He was on my sister’s porch this morning crying to be let in. I went over to try to find him today but he didn’t show his face for me. I left a carrier for my sister so if that happens again she can see if she can grab him and put him in the carrier. Otherwise I’m going by again this weekend to see if I can find him.
The super pregnant mama I saw over the weekend has unfortunately given birth. I regret not just grabbing her then but my sister was still moving her stuff in and I didn’t want to risk making her neighbors hate her by taking someone’s cat before they’d even brought all the boxes inside. I think I know where the kittens are but I can’t possibly get to them so I can’t take Mama for now without making them starve to death. My sister did talk to the neighbors though and Mama was left behind 5 years ago when someone moved. So no need to worry about enraging her neighbors when I eventually take Mama.
Also before you say “an outdoor cat is a free cat” I get it. I really do. But in this scenario my sister would be facing the repercussions and not me. I figured I’d give her a day or two to unpack before I started asking to come over and take cats. Unfortunately that was all it took for Mama to pop out babies
#also the male the tenant ditched came to the clinic in 2021#so I know his age now which is cool. and he is neutered#my post#good lord. second long post in like 30 minutes lol#sorry abt that guys#foster cole
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listening to a lot of spyair these days......i miss u ossan.....
#gintama#gintoki#sakata gintoki#gintama fanart#been so long since i've drawn him!!!! also i'm so sorry for the spam of posts lord my tumblr theme is super old and was giving problems
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based off this post of cora's bc mr sunny apple makes us lose our marbles ig... notes: age swap between caleb and reader. reader is referred to as "sister/jiejie"
a minor switch of things and Caleb as your younger brother instead... Calls you 'jiejie' with the most beautiful, big sparkly eyes, always so happy to be by your side, following around like a tail and whatnot. It's cute- not every baby brother is adorable like him, devoted and caring like him. Makes you feel lucky among your friends whenever you hear their stories and complaints about their brothers being the epitome of devil incarnate...
It's cute until it is not- until the two of you begin to grow. it begins to stand out like a sore thumb. no baby brother should be this ...fixated on their sister. You know that's not the word but some days it feels like that maybe. Hanging off of your words, ears perked up like a puppy whenever he hears you say his name, hell- whenever he so much as hears your voice.
It's cute until it becomes overbearing, overwhelming. overprotective like one would expect of an older sibling figure. Baring his fangs at anyone who as much as looks the wrong way at you- or simply has their eyes meeting yours. It is unnerving, it is scary. You grow, but so does he. Another fact you failed to take into consideration. But how could you? He is your baby brother, apple of your eye, it's always been a balance of you and him-- are you really to be blamed for failing to recognize just how much bigger he has gotten by then?
People would say some things become less appropirate as people grow. Yet neither of you, not when it's always been the two of you, two people who know each other like the back of their hands. respective academies and universities doesn't help your case at all. He comes home on breaks and you're nose to chest with someone towering over you now. And all the signs you've been turning a blind eye to comes nagging at your brain, making it mush. Suddenly you're reminded of the aching memories of playfights gone a little wrong as times have passed. How, in a sudden, your snotty little cheeky and adorable brother empowers you like nothing- when did he get so strong, so big?
You can feel your throat drying up, so you try to swallow in an attempt to relieve yourself. Instead you feel something stuck there- pressing against your flesh, sharp, it has teeth and it bites, a painful realization etched onto your brain. Caleb has grown, you realize, no longer just your baby brother but a person of his own, independent of the bonds that tie the two of you, a young man of his own. Arms that easily pin you down now, no matter how much squirming you may try and make, you cannot escape of his grasp. He tickles you down but doesn't step back as quick as before, your giggles soon turning into small pleas, begging him to go easy on you.
And as he does, he has gotten stronger, more relentless. Now his smiles have a little canine shining to them under the light, unnerving you. The dire seriousness of your predicament washes all over you, leaving you like a deer in headlights and him, the little cub turned wolf, with an appetite to satiate, with desires to satisfy- no longer following after his big sister's every word but going around with things his way.
The rope's in his hands now, his grips tightens- and you anticipate with something akin to dread, and excitement, just how will the two of you get tangled up in the strings that have binded you since forever? You recall someone saying long before there is but a thin line that separates fear from a certain sensation. Yet you find guilt equally heavy on the soul.
#something something there is a thin line between fear and arousal#dear lord why did this get so long.... sorry cora........ hope i wrote smt u liked gkılhdrfıghsık#caleb lads#love and deepspace#cw incest#cw pseudocest#cw age gap#<- JUST TO BE SAFE#caleb taking me places id not go with a gun what the hell#caleb x reader#caleb x mc#lads x reader#lads x mc#xia yizhou x reader#xia yizhou x mc
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In BoTFA, Thorin gives Bilbo the mithril and takes him aside to tell him he is sure one of his kin is withholding the arkenstone. Bilbo reminds him of his promise to Laketown and that Thorin gave his word, and Bilbo vouched for him, giving his word too. Giving ‘our’ word. Thorin says the treasure does not belong to the people of Laketown, and that it is ‘ours’. Ours. He is not talking about the gold being the dwarves’, or the company’s, he is talking about it being Thorin and Bilbo’s.
He would’ve kept Bilbo under the mountain if they had found the arkenstone. He talks about not parting with any of the treasure, not a single coin. And what part of the treasure means more to him than Bilbo? Thorin earned Bilbo on the journey, he gave him the mithril, he trusted him so much that he suspected his own kin of stealing their birth right over Bilbo. Bilbo was part of the treasure to him, and he would’ve never planned on letting him go back to the Shire if they found the arkenstone and his dragon sickness got worse.
Bilbo: You made a promise to the people of Laketown. Is this treasure truly worth more than your honour? Our honour, Thorin, I was also there, I gave my word.
Thorin: And for that I am grateful. It was nobly done, but the treasure in this mountain does not belong to the people of Laketown. This gold. It is ours. And ours alone.
#here’s my two cents spend it well#the hobbit#lord of the rings#bagginshield#lotr#bilbo baggins#thorin oakenshield#thorin#bilbo#thilbo#i added the dialogue so you can see more clearly#BY OURS HE MEANT HIS AND BILBOS#IT WAS ‘OUR’ HONOUR#IT WAS ‘OUR’ GOLD#AAHHHHHHHH!!!!!#sorry this is a long one I have too many thoughts#i was watching it again to see how pretty Bilbo looked lmao
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REACH HEAVEN THROUGH VIOLENCE
#My art#KSBD#K6BD#Kill Six Billion Demons#I was going to add Yabalchoath originally and do Aspected Chaos as a bonus#But I ran out of steam on these and gave up#So this is The End of these Chibs#Which is sad I am absolutely obsessed with the designs in Wheel Smashing Lord#They're the reason I wanted to draw these chibs to begin with#And they turned out the worst by a long shot lmao#I can not capture The Heir's swag at all. I can not do her justice#White Chain either. Baby girl I am so sorry
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rinpana wedding for a @/joseiforaction donator on twitter 🕊️
#my lord why does this look so weird on pc but not that bad on mobile#sorry for the long absence i decided to take a break in december and then january wasn't.... fun#stupid chungus baka life or whatever#who cares at least i've finished this (a little too late too)#that said drawing wedding rinpana has always been a dream of mine ehehe <3#thank you for donating!#love live#love live!#llsif#rin hoshizora#hoshizora rin#hanayo koizumi#koizumi hanayo#rinpana#artists on tumblr#fanart#yuri#saltylotus draws
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okay this is actually just bias now so before you read what i have to say i did warn you. yes illario would never be able to beat lucanis at being a crow or an assassin but you know what he would beat him at. being a lord of fortune. hold my hand as i take you through my mind palace and introduce to you my ideal post-game vision for illario dellamorte
#ONLY HALF A JOKE. I THINK HE HAS MANY QUALITIES THAT WOULD ENDEAR THE LORDS TO HIM#like literally. finally people who would not give a shit that its lucanis and prefer illario for who he is#'i did try to kill my cousin and nearly caused catastrophe for treviso.' (the lord of fortune twirling their hair) 'and then what'#isabela caused a qunari invasion guys. it just happens sometimes. if he looks good and talks great and enjoys gold and glory. well.#also it would be funny for me if tyche gains a weird respect for him for being surprisingly good at this and lucanis is a little baffled#illario dellamorte#txt#veilguard spoilers#sorry that last post had neurons firing. i also think they fired incorrectly but i was allowed to think for too long#edit: i also like the idea of illario disappearing first (picture the melodramatic note)#('i cant stay here' 'your last act of kindness' 'dont look for me' 'i'm sorry' 'take care of the house for me' etc etc)#so when lucanis shows up in rivain. and illario is already there.#both of them r staring at each other like no fucking way we had the same stupid idea.
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blessed be (lorscher bienensegen) | telling the bees (wiþ ymbe)
"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie
#liv in the replies#if i were insane there would be an appendix to this called telling the bees however i finished this at 3am yesterday its nearly midnight &#my cutoff is when my ahl asg stream cuts. GOD by now i should know when i save a poem like hmm. not applicable but god it'd be perfect#THAT'S A CURSE. DON'T PUT IT IN THE DOCUMENT. DON'T SAVE IT. FORGET YOU READ IT. IT'S A CURSE!! <- things i should've told myself when i#went to read bees was already like 👀 &then the first line was FUCKING CLAUDE!!!!! anyway. sorry also this is like. insanely long but ALSO#regarding mf claude. the first picture is a leftover from the claude edit i made years ago so that feels GREAT and BEAUTIFUL & also for me#as ever y'all will be getting a full breakdown. starting with what i regularly have a breakdown about every time i see it which is joelle's#james 1:12 tattoo which if u use the king james version (gay) is blessed is he who perseveres under trial because having stood the test he#will receive the crown of life the lord has promised to those who love him. which i always go blessed is he who perseveres // for those who#love him. and that's joel. ignoring him getting it then getting sent down on his birthday IGNORING IT. also we know the frosty/maple leafs#hahaha fuck the flyers lore right? good. that's morgan and his dad also bc i love a baby picture & it was perfect. also the dave isaac pic#next was in an article talking about morgan 'stung' by draft camp. shut UP. i have an alt for tells him with claude and ALSO hate the#elephant w/phil bc myesie u fuckin leaf-eater (giraffe) but i love the composition of that jake shot & had to use it (it was also almost#tells him) with thylacine jakey frog nolan also raff the extinct whale bc i needed him here. if my editing on incapable of joy is bad no on#tell me i did some SHENANIGANS to put morgan in there & color-pick/alter his jersey. new skill. i think euphoria is one of my favorite for#the sake of pride night but ALSO that polaroid kills me very time &they're so stoners contemplate the universe but ALSO i love transcendenc#so that whole three photo string i think is my favorite. and i was in looking at these like listen okay it's okay there are only so many#photos in the world. you can repeat from others you've seen before. except ALSO there's so many of these freaks together do you separate#and every time i was like there can't be more there was more. don't ask the number of back-ups for the sweetest blossom/pinch/ruffle sets#okay also the ready to be stung one was a surprise favorite fit for me because i love that line but wasn't sure how to convey it? so it's o#i think with how morgan's face is and the almost of it all. yes joel hardest trier is in there purely for me i do have an alt but. how coul#u doubt him. insert sasha's tweet abt how much joel loves philly but all his quotes have been abt being excited for morgan to have a fresh#start. AND NOT EVEN TWO MINUTES IN CALGARY AND YOU'RE STILL INSEPARABLE god i literally googled frost farabee calgary to find the last#blessed [because. heard but not seen you know of everyone traded but you went together. not seen. (which ties into the terrible appendix)]#and IT DIDN'T EVEN TAKE ME TWO MINUTES TO FIND THAT!!! WHAT DO YOU MEANNN anyway. sorry again it's so long & also i will be vanishing a wee#& a half after posting [redacted] is kicking my ass & im doing [redacted fun things WAIT ACTUALLY U CAN KNOW ONE i'm seeing hippo campus]#morgan frost#joel farabee#philadelphia flyers#calgary flames
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What was it like for Emily to grow up with Haley?
Hmmmm. I guess....I imagine it was pretty chill? My head canon is that they're about 5 years apart- enough of a gap that they weren't in school together at the same time and kinda always ran in different crowds doing their own thing.
I don't see them fighting per se, more Haley giving Em attitude and it just rolling off Em's back cause she doesn't take Haley seriously, lol. They probably fight more as adults as they reconnect and try to understand each other...but middle school era Haley most certainly gave a lot of sass to Em for being weird.
If there were any big conflicts, it was from them stealing each others clothes- Em knew Haley would say no on principle while Haley hated admitting she liked something Em had.
From left to right-
Lil Haley and Em- Haley looked up to her and Em loved the role of big sister, hence the cheesin'. She hand sewed the patches on the knees of her jeans, which she was very proud of.
Middle school/high school era- what's more middle school than rolled up cartoon print PJ pants lol. Em found that shirt in the little boy's section and had to have it. I imagine her hair is largely cowlicks and kinda explodes if cut short. She's also still learning sewing/construction so not at the point of wearing her own clothes.
HS/college era- Haley definitely brought lunch to school in a paper bag with a shirtless dude on it and spent a ton of time in the mornings straightening her hair, while Em was contending with unnecessary belts and owls on everything. She understood it aesthetically but still wished there were more exotic options for when you had to put a bird on it......
#stardew valley#stardew#stardew fanart#stardew emily#sdv emily#stardew haley#sdv haley#good lord shut up fk!!#sorry that was so long#lol#really giving away my age here........
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