#Kinda don’t want to go
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Think I might cry myself to sleep again tonight hope I have energy to be social tomorrow
#I have a party#Kinda don’t want to go#Uuughhhhh#im so hingry#I’m sad :((((#I don’t want to go :((( what if they think I’m being mean :(()#I can get competitive#And I don’t want to hurt these people :(((#They’re kinda the closet thing I have to friends at this point#Oooooffff#:(((((((((((((((((((((
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imagine: you get your memories back after years of amnesia to find out your whole species is dead and earth doesn’t exist anymore. that the only thing left of your culture is your weird ex and his busted honda civic that barely even works that he stole from the government when he was 13. And he’s been taking members of an alien species for trips in his honda civic and they’re all like “woah it’s so cool” and you get upset because it’s NOT COOL it’s a honda civic, the turn signals don’t even work “wow it can go up hills” yeah OF COURSE IT CAN GO UP HILLS EVERY CAR COULD DO THAT. but they’ve never seen a car before so everything it does is the coolest thing ever. And your ex’s only tool is a fucking screwdriver which is somehow also cool to this dumbass alien species even though it’s a fucking screwdriver so you just look like an idiot screaming about how none of this is even cool it’s actually really shitty but your whole planet is gone so you can’t even prove it but also you’ve had a constant drumming sounding in your head since you were 10 slowly driving you insane. I would become evil too.
#This metaphor might have gotten away from me#Whatever#the master#thoschei#doctor who#tardis#the doctor#Companion: wow it can actually fully reverse and go backwards!#The master: *seething bc EVERY CAR CAN DO THAT*#I would be so mad if the only thing left of my culture was my ex and his terrible car#That he doesn’t even have a license to drive#Tensimm#J watches drwho#I really wanna draw this but I don’t have any artistic ability due to there being no apples in my brain#Plus your ex kinda wants to fuck the car#P-14a#10k#15k
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boy entered my brain and would not leave
#my new boy ig#he’s aggressive#and traumatized#i don’t really have anything concrete about him. only that he looks like that#i don’t even know if he’s going to stay looking like that#but i’m a sucker for evil scientists so this was bound to happen#idk if he’s completely artificial or if he was sold off by his parents or stolen from sonic#i kinda want to add more robotic parts#but i’m really bad at drawing robotic parts#but he sure exists#sonic au#miles tails prower#art
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Follow up to this post that’s a follow up to this post:
Gareth has not known peace since band practice. Any time he’s in the vicinity of Steve Harrington, one of his friends makes a dumbass comment about Steve and his mom.
*Basketball practice ends at the same time Hellfire does*
Grant: Do you need to catch a ride with your new dad?
*Steve leaving Gareth’s house as the same time they were arriving*
Jeff: Do you think they were fucking?
*Steve stops by Gareth’s locker to ask if his mom owns a synthesizer and then moves on*
Eddie: Family reunion?
Gareth: Fuck. Off. I hate all of you.
#Sure gareth could just tell them the truth but at this point he thinks that’s going to make it worse#Gareth: I have to ask my mom if I can go to indie with you#Eddie yelling across the cafeteria: Harrington! can Gareth go out of town tomorrow??#Steve: *looks confused and then ignores them*#gareth stranger things#eddie munson#steve harrington#jeff stranger things#kinda want to make this a full fic but I don’t know if I got it in me to do so
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Despite herself, the Emma is wooed
#an anon wanted Paul and or Emma so here’s both!#just don’t look at the arms don’t do it stop it oh my god#alt captions: Getcha cup of autistic rizz#//Art request#this was the kinda piece where I knew it was going wrong but I was too stubborn to pause and fix it ✨#Paulkins#that’s the ship name right?#Paul matthews#Emma Perkins#Oh PS. all artist and non artist: Make sure to go to your visibility settings and turn on Prevent third party sharing!#will it help? who knows but at least you’ll have some proof you did not agree to the AI bs#starkid#hatchetfield#tgwdlm#Jon has such…. such a face! I don’t think I can ever do it properly#the guy who didn’t like musicals#@staff 👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎
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After a year of doing art in secret (and forgetting to post anything… I’m sorry I will have my backlog queued up soon!) I have finally accumulated enough power… to revive my ancient human superhero Sonic AU and make it actually good! Here’s a bunch of my sketches, mainly of Sonic and Tails but also of a bit of lore… More to come later!
#sth human heroes au#<- what I’m calling this AU for now unless I think of a better name later#I have some ancient art of superhero sonic au on this blog but… it’s so old…… please don’t reblog it if u go looking#sonic the hedgehog#sth#tails the fox#miles tails prower#sonic human au#knuckles the echidna#knuckles#tails#sonic#uncle chuck#he’s here too!#designs are subject to change and/or malleable btw like I imagine there’d be multiple outfits for all of them#so their designs are kinda in flux#posting this at a really awkward time (5am in my time zone lol) but AAAUUGH I just want this posted whatever. I’ll do a next day reblog
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Curtwen Week Day 7: First Meeting/Last Words
#I’m going to need all of you to ignore the fact that this is a day late#no its not#idk feeling just ok about this one#I haven’t drawn them in these outfits since my very first SAF drawing isn’t that crazy#the improvement goes kinda crazy if you compare em#I do not recommend scrolling down though#I mean do what you want#but also- don’t#idk#anyways#how was your day#mine was pretty decent#I need to work on my first hfff drawing now#but this was fun#I’m hitting burnout away with a stick right now#fun fact: roller coasters were invented to distract people from sin#whoa#yall im running out of facts i need better sources#curtwen week#curtwen week 2024#spies are forever#curt mega#agent curt mega#owen carvour#Joey Richter#tin can brothers#tin can bros#my art#cw guns
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(leans into the mic) my ideal team 7 dynamic is one where Uchiha Sasuke, former terrorist who has tried to kill his teammates multiple times and was such an edgelord he likely practiced his one-liners in front of a mirror ends up, somehow, being the voice of reason on his team.
#chia rambles#naruto#thinking of Mr there is a man I have to kill going uh. lets not do that#meanwhile Naruto and sakura supposedly less unhinged shinobi going ok wouldn’t it be funny if…#unhinged naruto unhinged sakura and just as unhinged but slightly more logical sasuke my beloved#let!! sakura!! be!! the chaotic creature she yearns to be!#kakashi’s like sakura my favorite student the light of my eyes. what are you doing with that chair#sakura: :))))#kakashi: please don’t#i want to see these three just. fucking around post canon#(boruto doesn’t exist sorry)#bullying kakashi and strolling through the nations as these unstoppable forces of nature#team 7 naruto#team 7#narusasusaku#kinda. because one thing about me is I’ll always ship them TOGETHER#do NOT separate
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a conversation with simon’s ghost before ralph leaves the island
(ralph has survivors guilt)
#basically a long winded version of ‘Simon wouldn’t have wanted you to stay on the island#he’d have wanted you to go home!’#kinda proud of this#also kinda not#lotf fandom#lotf#lotf fanart#lord of the flies#lotf ralph#lotf au#lotf ralmon#ralmon#ralmon lotf#ralph lotf#lotf simon#simon lotf#I don’t actually ship ralmon guys I’m sorry#idk about their age gap
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Please reblog for bigger sample size. Let’s have fun while we wait to hear about our poor girl
#tmp#tmp spoilers#tmp podcast#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#tmagp theory#poll#the magnus protocol#gwen bouchard#gwendolyn bouchard#tmp tattoo#Gwen I’m sorry. I don’t think it’s going to be the design you wanted.#ink5oul doesn’t take requests that’s kinda their MO#ink5oul
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inktober 2024 - day 9
#inktober 2024#rei izumi#slow damage#ink#fanart#a quick judgemental rei for today ‘cause i gotta think about my future <3#i don’t want to go back to school but i feel like i’ve got no other choice </3#anyway i went overboard with the feathers of the jacket but i kinda like it#i think the exaggerated style suits rei
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Part 1.
Maybe if Steve acts casual Robin won’t even notice. She barely pays attention to him when she’s too busy rambling about her love life. Or lack there of. If Steve’s lucky, today is gonna be one of those days.
But Steve’s good luck probably ended the first time he took a look at a demogorgon.
“What is that?” Robin giggled. If she finds this amusing wait until she hears what actually happened.
“What?”
“Don’t play dumb. That only worked when I thought you were an actual idiot.” She rolled her eyes.
“Yeah well, I was hoping you wouldn’t notice.” Steve put on his family video vest and clocked in.
“What? I notice things!” Robin exclaimed when Steve made his way to the counter.
“Yeah, when you’re not too busy daydreaming about Vickie.”
“You’re changing the subject!”
“Objection!”
“Stop it!”
Steve sighed. How could you explain your friend sucked your neck to make your another friend jealous when you don’t even like said friend? Tricky.
Ugh. Robin was gonna make fun of him.
“You wouldn’t believe me.” Steve tried. It was a last resort to save himself from the embarrassment.
“Yeah, because I’ve never experienced anything out of the ordinary.” She raised an eyebrow. Steve knew she wouldn’t let it go. “When did you even go on a date, dingus? I don’t remember you telling me about it.”
“I didn’t go on a date.”
“Well then who did that?” She narrowed her eyes. “Ew! Are you in a friends with benefits situation?” She look scandalized and curious at the same time. “Because honestly Steve, I don’t think that’s your thing. I mean even if you try, it wouldn’t work out. You’re like an actual romantic. Wanting a serious relationship, yearning connection and all that shit. It would be cute if you weren’t kinda desperate sometimes.” Okay he had to cut her off if he wanted to keep his ego unbruised.
“Jesus! Okay! You don’t have to say it like I’m some loser who can’t get a girlfriend!” If he needed humbling he knew who to call now though.
“But you kind of are.”
“Do you want to know or not?” Even if he was embarrassed about the whole thing, he couldn’t lie and say he wasn’t hoping Robin would give him some insight. Once she stopped making fun of him. “It was Eddie.”
Her eyes widened in surprise and… excitement? “Holy shit! It finally happened?” What is she talking about now? “I thought I would actually have to wait another year at least for you guys to figure it out.” There’s nothing that makes Steve feel more inadequate than when he doesn’t get what people are talking about. “I mean anyone who’s got eyes could see how much you two liked each other and it’s cute but I was getting tired of the pining..” she trailed off when she saw how silent Steve was. “Why aren’t you as excited as me?”
Pining? Like each other? Did Robin think..? Did Eddie?
“What the fuck are you talking about?” He questioned. His mind was going through every interaction him and Eddie once had. Trying to analyze his own behavior to come up with an explanation as to why someone would think he likes Eddie.
“Oh god. I thought. Did you guys not like… get together?” She was hesitant. It felt like she was trying not to scare a wild animal.
“No.”
“I gotta stop running my mouth like that. I’m sorry.” She looked mortified and it would be funny if this was another situation. “But what? Why would he do that? I’m so lost here, Steve.”
Steve went through backstory first, then he started retelling the events of the other day. Including how he actually enjoyed himself a little. He might as well be a hundred percent transparent, she was his best friend after all.
“Robin, say something.” His best friend being silent was not something he was used to.
“I’m so confused.” She said.
“Me too.” His confusion was starting to fade. The answer right in front of his face.
“So you’re… not together? Even after that?”
“I don’t even like him like that!”
“But you said you liked it!”
“Who wouldn’t!”
“I wouldn’t! Steve, a boy giving me hickeys is one of my worst nightmares.” He knew that. He knew it meant something that he liked it. The question is if he’s ready to face what it means.
“I- I know, okay?”
“Steve, say the word and we’ll stop talking about this.” He loves his best friend. He doesn’t know what he’d do without her.
“No. I think I’m ready.” Steve muttered. Robin smiled gently at him and that was all the encouragement he needed to feel safe enough to say it out loud.
“I like him.”
They hugged.
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“It kinda sucks that he doesn’t like me back though.”
Robin thunked her head on the counter.
#kinda rushed#don’t know if this is going anywhere#steddie#steveddie#steve x eddie#eddie x steve#steve harrington x eddie munson#steve harrington#eddie munson#robin buckley#stranger things#stranger things 4#ficlet#mer writes sometimes#platonic stobin#i want what they have#steve and robin#eddie pov next ?? perhaps ?
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I know The Founders Cut, generally, is the edited scrubbed over version of genloss from Showfall in-universe (as well as a not-8-hour-long-three-stream-binge-night whenever we want to watch it again) but something that struck me as odd and I haven’t seen anyone mention yet, is this warning
It shows up right at the junction where the third act starts, where it appears the Hero is breaking free of Showfall thanks to Hetch. But here’s the thing, while a LOT less than the previous acts the audience still played a significant role in this act, even when really only given two audience interaction choices. Which makes me wonder, how real is this warning, and who is it for? Obviously the audience involved knows what happens past this point, but the audience is also implied to be an integral part of the Social Experiments, which is part of why things start to tweak out when the Founder removes them in the Founder Cut as the Generation Loss generation loses.
My first thought, was that obviously this is another bait and switch, a way to draw the audiences attention, seeing something that’s secret, something that’s not “meant for them”, which is a tactic I could see Showfall using in universe to keep people’s attention and add an air of mystery to their shows.
But
Showfall is doing all their experiments and these shows with a LOT of help from their censors to show it off, displaying a fun silly show that is definitely not uber fucked up and that is 100% just slime don’t worry about it, it’s kid friendly if it’s green! And I don’t think they’d want to bet all their cards on this one experiment doing well enough to their audience to not question the sudden shift in tone that follows this warning. Which makes me wonder.
They did their test, they did their experiment, and the evidence of this last act? I think it was a one time run, they don’t want anyone seeing this, it isn’t for the audience. Act three is specifically to both test and play with their Hero, Hetch’s new lines add a level to this, never once does he call the Hero by their name, just refers to Ranboo as their Role, and he’s not exactly. Nice? About literally any of Ranboos concerns, which wouldn’t really seem conductive to making an audience trust him, especially with his monologue at the end. Ranboo has escaped before, possibly right before act 1 started, they tightened the security on his mask to be unremovably part of them, Hetch doesn’t like the Hero but they’re a fan favorite so he can’t just get rid of them.
Act three is the cumulation of Ranboo being punished for things they don’t remember, for daring to break free from Showfalls control, this is Hetch taking the Hero and essentially majorly fucking and manipulating them to take his frustration out on a fan favorite they can’t otherwise get rid of or give a smaller role like Slimecicle. which is exemplified by the fact that we now know Charlie most likely was never able to actually able to fully snap out of the control, that even in act three in panic and confusion there was at least still a part of him being influenced by Showfall.
So the first two acts are the usual show, they have their posters, they have Squiggles to introduce them, they have goofs and silliness and only a couple slip ups that’re quickly dealt with, the usual rose tinted curtains. Act three?
Do not watch the following material
#or Showfalls just bein silly goofy and pretending they’re letting us in on a secret that isn’t one and playing off the reveal of#what they’re up to as just another plot of a show and hey that isn’t real don’t worry it#but I also think Hetch is really truly throwing Ranboo around like a ragdoll for more than just audience entertainment during act three#I think it could tie in to Chronicle Zero though. if Zeros dreams are connected to what happened to Ranboo then she knows something#Showfall would have a vested interest in her. not in fact. knowing that#and maybe trying to make her not know about any it anymore in a very Showfall kinda way#I’m less versed in what’s going on with Chronicle Zero tbh but I’m tryin. I fuckin love Gen loss#robot rambles#generation loss#genloss#Ranboo#I’m doin the thing where I ramble but it’s my blog I do what I want here#and I’m having hard life stuff happen irl rn so I’m clinging to genloss because it brings me joy and the timing of the FC was super helpful#also if anyone was curious I think Hetch is a bitch but I do acknowledge the possibility of him also being controlled#and I don’t think we’ve seen the last of him#but that’s stuff for not-in-this-post lmao#I had a theory tag at some point but imma be so fr I Do Not Remember what it was
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seeing everything about the secret lives of mormon wives is so weird to me because
1. I didn’t grow up in Utah so some of the more cultural vs. doctrinal societal norms weren’t really prevalent
2. I have very chill parents who love the religion but also know that the church institution itself is fallible and religion/practice are personal above all else
so it feels almost alien??? Like I grew up in the church, and even though I’m pagan now I still enjoy going to church with family when I’m in town and I feel up to it. I have ties there. I love a lot of the people in the ward I grew up in.
it feels like this show is talking about something I’m barely even familiar with. Idk. It’s also frustrating because I really want someone from outside of the church to take us seriously enough to do an actual deep dive into the cosmology/culture/structure and general history of the church without affirming or outright condemning all of it. There’s so much nuance in people’s relationships with church and it makes me kinda sad that we never get that.
idk I maybe need to start incorporating some Mormon characters with actual nuance into writing projects ‘cause… I’m sad sometimes lol
(also if I have to explain one more time to someone that an institution can be bad/have serious flaws without being a cult I’m going to lose it. SOME BRANCHES OF THE CHURCH FIT THE BITE MODEL. SOME DO NOT. STOP USING CULT AS A BUZZWORD. I grew up with people saying Mormonism was a cult. I also know someone who was raised in an actual cult, and trust me, the cultish-ness of lds religious practice is based on a wide variety of factors and where you live. I personally think it’s pretty rude to just tell someone you barely know that they’re in a cult with no research or sensitivity around it.)
#this isn’t even getting into my conflicted feelings on missions and the preisthood and a dozen other things#I have a lot of feelings lol#like so many#Maybe this was also influenced by the fact that I grew up in a place with some very liberal views#And most of my friends had a lot of different backgrounds. And I’m queer lol#queerstake#lds church#mormon#tumblrstake#lds#i guess I’m kinda exmo but not really#like I still go sometimes and I don’t even fully disbelieve everything I just kinda went like#“Oh well I vibe a bit better with other gods ur still pretty cool tho ig”#I don’t feel exmo so I think I don have to use it if I don’t want to *shrugs*#the secret lives of mormon wives
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No matter what self ship I’m drawing for, that ghost is always in the back of my mind.
#like every character I draw I’m always going ‘I want to draw scratch’ every time#ALSO!!! is there such a thing as ‘Ultimate’ main? because I’m kinda thinking that for scratch 👉👈#because my other two mains are special to me but I don’t want to place them in the secondary section#💬 chy chatter 💬#❤️ scratchyenne ❤️#tagging the ship why not cjvkgk
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Dean and Cas should have had their own nephilim… I think it could kill Chuck instantly and change the world for the better….
#fr though a deancas nephilim would somehow be even worse for Chuck regardless of power scaling… the sheer defiance#genuinely I think Chuck saw the signs and saw it as a threat to his existence and had to keep them from getting pregnant lmao#it’s crazy how bad the narrative wants them to have a baby like I kinda thought abo just came from the ether way back in middle school#even just independently..#but as the seasons go on they keep putting babies in Dean’s arms and Cas is hand picked by fetus Jack lol….#also only crazier because don’t get me wrong Sam is a vital part of Jack’s parentage but they are not putting babies in his arms..#even though he’s the one character who winds up having a biological child#destiel#deancas#supernatural
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