#Just. HFHFHFH

[valiant-portabella-pirkko]

letting my Scarlet out of containment for April Fool's was a mistake.

[honey-creek]

As a small reminder since ??? A ton of my stuff is going around again I am still on a semi hiatus!! Im still floating around here and there but currently I'm not planning on posting any art anytime soon

[bcneheaded]

@ncmad asked: ➵

×× Send me ➵ and I will bold all that applies to your muse

I would hurt you or use you. | you unsettle me. | I dislike you or you annoy me. | I would like to get to know you better. | I pity you. | you confuse me. | I feel indifferent towards you. | I would be friends with you. | I would fight by your side. | I would hug you or hold your hand. | I would kiss you. | I would sleep with you. | I would lie for you. | I would protect you. | I would fall in love with you. | I would kill for you | I respect you. | you are my family. | I don’t know you.

[sabigawa]

Every time you post Gutsgriff it's like fandom arises from the ashes like a phoenix

HFHFHFH sorry I've been out of town the last week-ish, so I didn't see this until just now 😂 but that's so kind of you, so thanks! feels good to draw the boys again <3

[bluebeetle]

I am laughing at the idea of Larson making his dramatic reveal knowing Arthur is there, retreating back to a different room and waiting patiently for Arthur to follow so they can have this confrontation he's planned out and then.... Arthur just doesn't show up and he has to go find the guy cuz hes busy interrogating someone else hfhfhfh

[devilsrecreation]

2, 5, 10, 12, 15, 23, 25 for Bunga.

Sorry if that alot.

In the words of Bunga “ZUKA ZAMA!!!!”

Favorite thing about this character?

I love how accurate he is when it comes to his behavior. Honey Badgers really are brave and disrespectful to other animals in real life so as hated as he may seem to some fans, he’s actually really accurate! I also love how he’s just OOZING with confidence. Honey Badger don’t give a shit

What’s the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

I think I mentioned it before, but “Stayed Gone” gives off Bunga vs literally everyone who hates him hfhfhfh

Yk basically any song that has a character dissing another character is all of Bunga’s enemies at him cuz he’s so hated

Could I be best friends with this character?

I like to think we could. I love honey badgers :)

Hc I have for this character:

Off the top of my head, maybe he thought about Ushari at least once. Whether it was during his journey to the Tree of Life or he was recounting memories/telling stories, he found himself talking about Ushari and lowkey felt a bit guilty about killing him. But in typical Bunga fashion, he got over that in like 2 seconds lmao

“I wonder if he would respect the circle of life again…..NAH 😎”

Favorite ship I have:

Bunga x Binga is a really cute ship but I’m kinda digging Bunga x Ono x Beshte (I BLAME YOU @tired-lamb /silly/lh)

Favorite picture:

“What does challenge mean?”-he says after antagonizing a fucking grown ass crocodile

My first impression of this character:

Haha funny honey badger go brrrrrr (Ushari didn’t deserve his disrespect tho :( )

[polygonsexual]

OH NO I JUST REALISED

so there was this comic I made some time ago which I posted on my second blog

AND ITS GONE NOW BECAUSE I ERASED EVERYTHING IN THIS BLOG

so I’m reposting it’s here sorry hfhfhfh

Part 1!

[bo0berries]

OHH MY GOD I JUST SAW UR POST??? I ACTUALLY SCREAMED I LOVE HOW YOU DREW ME AGDGTHGFHVFHFVH I SENT IT TO MY MOM :DD/POS -  🌞 anon

HFHFHFH YEAH!!! im sorry i couldnt help myself hehe!!!! i jumped STRAIGHT to my ipad

[resident-rats]

fruit ask: 🍐🍊

🍐 Is there anything in canon that you absolutely hate and love to fix in fics? A wrong choice made, a fuck-up in characterization, a misunderstanding never cleared up, a conversation never shown onscreen, etc…

In almost all of my Serennedy fics I just casually gloss over Luis’ death hfhfhfh. He may be dead in canon but he lives on in my heart <33

🍊 Who’s a character you don’t write for that often, but keep meaning to write for more? (They’re so interesting! But maybe you have trouble pinning them down, or keep getting distracted by another blorbo…)

As I explained before with only really writing the character I ship. I’d love to break out of that and write Claire into a fic!!!

Thank you sm for the ask!! :)

[icebrooding]

it's gonna be completely rent free in my head so i'm gonna just

this is just so funny to me in my canon they've been a thing since end of PoF/start of S4 but this is probably the first and only time they have ever had the chance to do anything lmfaoooooo

male sylvari voice acting was sending me to a new fuckin realm

extreme girlboss couple (what?)

(i find it stellar that when i went here the room only had male player chars besides elder-dragon who was w/ me on Luci)

Finally getting their first canon date! And I wanted to repeat what happened at Kas and Jory's engagement party by having Kaushue showing up wearing the same outfit again hfhfhfh

it's funny bc i wanted to make a post a few weeks back like 'fear is the npc you ship your character with getting a canon love interest' but it turns out the canon love interest was the commander i made along the way--

[tojisun]

hi! saw this on twitter n thought you might like it <3

https://twitter.com/yunonoaii/status/1703730554359906433?t=IemC_uZw-HbC_K0lODhwkQ&s=19

I DID LIKE IT MY LUV. LOVED IT EVEN

im losing my mind holy fuck?? cant cope CANT FUNCTION WELL HFHFHFH it's not even just the bod - which hhhh im convulsing about - but the way their eyes are narrowed; the rippling authority in their bite-sized commands; the way they're gripping their bulges-

thats it. time of death for me is 10:11 am. im never recovering hhhhhfhhfh

[heylinfanclub]

Equestrian Notes 4.14.23

- Talked a lot more than interacted with the horse, but the horse remained a vital part of grounding and recognizing when i start to dissociate hfjkg.

- Talked about the psyche circus as emotional parts (not for DID but as a general sense of lack of cohesion due to never being allowed to form a concrete public identity for 23 years of my life, I use Characters and their Symbolic Narratives as a way to explore the ways my brain fights its self in a way I can more easily point out parts instead of being like ‘idk some part of meee?’). (its also easier to be compassionate for a character than myself).

- Foster encapsulates rules and logic and forceful management. He’s ‘brush your teeth, comb your hair, wear something different, stand up straight, you know how, you are capable, not doing so if a personal failure’. He’s a vampire so he’s used to rules being necessary, lest you be hurt or ostracized. Which is... relatable... - Nancy asked when Foster would’ve become a part, not a character, but that sense that I needed to follow the rules or I would be in danger. And I said around thirteen. So while Foster as a character feels like an adult and is aggressively controlling, he’s only 13 years old. I’m 26. I’m older than this part of me. I know better, and I shouldn’t allow it to push me around. - She also suggested, if Foster is really only 13 instead of a grown man, what’s something more age appropriate he’d rather be doing? At that age, what would I rather be doing, than being bossed around? And the answer was.... to relax, to let loose, to be allowed to move at my own pace. Maybe, to have someone work alongside me, with compassion, rather than judgement. To understand my needs even while concerned about my performance. Also, I wish I’d had the communication skills in some way to express myself more during that time of my life, so, if anything, he probably wants to be more than just the rules he lives by. - So foster needs a talking to, to recognize he’s coming in pretty hot, even if he’s coming from a place of caring, of a place of ‘i can better them’. We don’t need to be better. We just need to be okay. And we are, for the most part, okay.

- She gave me a handout which separates the internal system, which all people have and gets occasionally fragmented by trauma--- Which includes, Managers, Fighters, Exiles and the Self. She says I have easily made tons of characters based on emotional states, I largely live in a state of ‘how can my brain be me, if i disagree with my brain so so much’. So while I have a ton of Managers telling me what to do, Fighters trying to distract me, Exiles crying in pain, I genuinely don’t know who I’m supposed to be in that mess. Our touchstone is Curiosity for me. That drive to understand compassionately, others and these parts of me that hurt so much. Sometimes I want them gone, because they’re in my way of living a LIFE, but it’s important to know that... that’s probably exactly what the people who neglected me thought. Ultimately I want to understand and HEAL, understand and work together to make things BETTER.

- Talked about how Fantasy has been kind of my cradle of healing since I was 11 years old. Playing as characters, talking about narratives, research, philosophy, things on PAPER-- It was where I found solace. But I have this feeling of wanting to be in the real world, but it’s so much scarier than stories. Books you can close, texts you can backspace, new stories you can start and stop at a whim. Life is a bit. Semi-Permanent. It’s concerning. Sigh. HFHFHFH. Something something ‘fantasy isnt just an escape, its what I WANT for the real world’. Owlhouse kinda fuck me up w that ‘lost one magic, found another’. I don’t. Wanna leave my ‘magic’ behind though. With it being, indulging deeply in stories and fantasy and discussion and roleplay. But I find it hard to make a balance between retreating into it fearfully anytime something bad happens in the world. Ach.

-- Its a nice day out today

[sphylor]

okay so idk if you have ever tried them but in the uk we have these sweets called parma violets. im just gonna say it tastes like those hfhfhfh (also im outing myself as a firm parma violets enjoyer they dont taste like perfume to me fhhdjf)

OH AND HOW COULD I FORGET LITTLE MOUSEY. he holds it in between his hand and Rain's hand and squeezes it so tight

sphy my kitty / papillon mutual! i also have a plane related ask for you

what would kitty dew do during plane rides? and how about if he gets zoomies during it?

oh god ive never been on a plane before so this is gonna be based off of what ive seen in films and books and such. i think kitty Dew would spend most of the time absolutely scared shitless. he would just be glued to his seat shaking like mad. when Aether was still part of the band, he would give him periodic blasts of quintessence to try and keep him calm. but now Mountain has made him a special little potion to drink before which helps keep him calm for the majority of the flight (Mountain will never twll him its actually just lavender water and that the effect is a placebo). he normally sits in the middle in between Rain and Mountain and they hold his hands and give him so much reassurance. he normally stays quite quiet and doesnt make many noises because he cant really make the usual ones with his human glamour on. he has to wear a hat to make sure his glamour stays up too. i think if he did get zoomies it would be out of nerves. so less actual running around but hes just reeeaaaally fidgety and agitated

[sandyferal]

Having my most recent oc x canon ship & current fav crossover dynamic be the main things on my mind is so… interesting.

One is just… sweet and has become both a comfort ship and a place to dump my own insecurities.

The other is messy and strange and also literally began with murder but is just crazy fun to think about.

[nim-lock]

when you’re trying to have a moment and yodito is having the time of his life

[absentmoon]

making my fnv self insert as clueless as i am. what? huh? im just here for the robots :/