#JUANAFLIPPA COME BACK I MISS YOU…
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Amor eterno e inolvidable….
*crying and sobbing*
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#qsmpblr#juanaflippa#qsmp pepito#qsmp prison#qsmp el mariana#qsmp mariana#el mariana#you guys don’t know how much i sobbed#JUANAFLIPPA COME BACK I MISS YOU…#he’s such a good parent you guys don’t know#qmariana’s mischaracterization will always kill me#you guys see him talk in a baby voice to sunny and immediately accept pepito and then say he is one of the worst parents out there#what is wrong with you people
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I was watching some old VODs and completely forgot that when JuanaFlippa leapt off the edge of the wall (leaving behind a worried Charlie, who had no paraglider at the time and couldn't follow or revive her if she ran out of stamina and fell), Rubius went after her to make sure she landed safely and wasn't hurt.
Rubius likes to pretend he's ambivalent toward the Eggs, but he was really a secret guardian angel for many of them. He cares :(
#Rubius#JuanaFlippa#QSMP#Slimecicle#Philza#Phil#A guardian angel who gifted people guns mind you#but a guardian angel nevertheless#MAN I miss Rubius and JuanaFlippa#He called her ''Huevita''#which is a cute way of saying ''Egg''#but adding ''ita'' or ''ito'' to the end of a word makes it like#a term of endearment#so the way he said ''Little Egg'' was very fond#my heart is so soft dude. I'm a puddle of feelings#Translated#Subtitles#Edited#The way his face falls when Charlie said ''She's got no stamina!'' MAN.....#I wish Rubius would come back to QSMP#I NEED people to get to know him better#He's such a cool guy and his characters are always so cool!!!#and he's a massive bastard but he's also SO full of love and he's so loyal to the people he cares about!!#albeit a very unique type of loyalty but REGARDLESS!!! I LOVE HIM#I like to imagine JuanaFlippa did all this then just faceplanted in the ground when she landed#''From such a height an egg should break'' is a very awkward translation#but I wasn't sure how best to phrase that
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the Backflippo/Misclick family
i miss them, can the please come back from the war
#qsmp#qsmp slimecicle#qsmp el mariana#juanaflippa#fliporiana#slimeriana#vienoreal arts#please come back#Juanaflippa you're my egg#and i want you back so bad i beg#Juanaflippaa you do you flips#WHEN ALL I CAN DO ARE MISCLICKS#flippa flippa flippa flippa flippa#Flippaa I#MISS YOUUUU#HUEVO#el backflipo#misclick family#misclick duo
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when sunnys got the rainbow jelly effect on and you cant tell her sunglasses are tinted it breaks my heart because she looks so much like flippa
on the bright side though. imagine sunny and flippa sisters content where they both used the jelly effect and confused people on who was who
#that one qslime clip where he goes “juana- oh! sunny!” MY HEART#i miss u everyday juanaflippa#codeflippa come back and meet your sister i beg you#idec that codeflippas fake anymore man i just need flippa content#<- q slime ass tag#qsmp juanaflippa#qsmp sunny#q slimecicle
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low effort juanaflippas for your troubles. i miss her every day i think we need flippa back immediately
#bee buzzes#art#juanaflippa#qsmp#I MISS JUANAFLIPPA#if we got juanaflippa back again everything would be okay i can feel it#anyway the jacket around her waist matches marianas cape#and she has hear earrings and a heart necklace for a total of 3 hearts to match charlie#her hair is rlly messy bc she got bangs after coming out and her dads did it for her#her hair was already long they just tried to make it styled differently. semi successful.#i forgot but her and tilín also have friendship bracelets#anyway#(oh and in case you were wondering the hoodie is actually one of roiers old hoodoes that mariana stole ages ago#then gave to juana. she sometimes does tie it around her neck like a cape and then she saves the day like a real superhero)#im normal abt this family <- lies#bees scribbles
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thinking about the Charlie's birthday stream. not the ending, no, we think about that too much. no I think about everything else:
the happiness, the joy, the warmth of it all for nearly two full hours
the lack of mob spawns that night because it’s Charlie's birthday and he has eggs with him. how intentional it is. how funny it is and how sad it makes me because its so considerate
thinking about Tallulah by Charlie's side the whole time, diligently leading him from item to item as his little "guardian angel". Charlie trying to be a good tio and falling a little short sometimes, accidentally leaving Tallulah behind when she crashes but still trying cause that’s his sobrina. how she has to actually hit him to get his attention and how bad she must feel but it's so fucking funny each time
(how can anyone blame him when he never gets to hang out with the eggs enough to know he should wait for her? Charlie had Juanaflippa for what- 10 days? and was practically shunned by several others and himself from interacting with other eggs after his action, which is understandable, but only for so long. can they not see how he plays with the eggs? hear how soft his voice gets around them? don't the other islanders understand?)
this is maybe the longest he's gotten to hang out with tallulah since he got his backpack. Wilbur is his best friend and this was the egg he left behind. He's still learning and Tallulah still loves him despite it. Two people missing someone dearly, yet they have each other even if it's hard to realize
thinking about "Maybe Tallulah, you were the gift. I think you're the gift, Tallulah."
thinking about Richas, his nephew because Charlie has Mike, an actual brother that is equally excited to see him time and time again. A nephew coming around with the slime head and slime balls, like a mini Charlie, who is decked out in a full ghillie suit. Charlie who plays with the egg, pretending to be a spooky monster and richas playing along and getting scared
thinking about Charlie not knowing how to use the ghillie suit properly so he's still clearly visible to the eggs, yet they act like he isn't for his sake. shepherding him around from place to place because charlie is a little clueless yeah (he's in exile, go easy on him), but they are patient and happy to "tag along" and let him lead
thinking about them all taking a picture with him in the school, charlie wanting one with both of them, something to remember the day by.
thinking about how charlie is clearly loved by the eggs, his huevos, and how he clearly loves them back and is trying to be better for them even if he struggles so much
thinking about Charlie Slimecicle on his birthday, for once happy after everything he's been through, Tallulah and Richarlyson by his side
just him, his sobrina, and his nephew on a little scavenger hunt under the stars while the rest of the server remains quiet and calm. asleep while they remain lively
just them
happy
#slimecicle#qsmp#qsmp tallulah#qsmp richarlyson#qsmp slimecicle#i am soooooooooooo normal about charlie and the eggs#let him be HAPPY PLEASE#it kills me time and time again how#the eggs clearly love him#but charlie doesn't love himself#i'm chewing on drywall over this#why did it have to end like it did#we were so close to having all the focus on Charlie and tallulah and richas for a couple of days#of charlie beginning to HEAL#even if just a little#all of his time with lullah and richas gets overshadowed by codeflippa and i hate it truly im sorry but i do#sorry this just bugs me to no end and it's why i started writing again in the first place#mad ramblings#ALSO THINKING ABOUT BAD LETTING HIM 'BABYSIT' WHILE HE STEPPED AWAY#GOD I MISS HIM INTERACTING WITH THE EGGS#LET HIM HAVE A FUN NO STAKES LITTLE MISSION WITH ALL OF THEM PLEASE NO ANGST#TALLULAH#THE ONLY PERSON TO GO OUT OF HER WAY TO GIVE CHARLIE A BIRTHDAY GIFT OF HER OWN VOLITION#THAT MAY HAVE DISAPPEARED WHEN THEY REMODELED HIS HOME FOR CHARLIES REAL 'GIFT' I HATE YOUUUUUUUU
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At least I still have little Bead Flippa
PLEASE BE REAL PLEASE BE REAL I WILL CRY PLEASE FLIPPA I LOVE YOU I MISSED YOU PLEASE
#I miss you…#Juanaflippa#come back please#I know you’re probably a code but I mean. you said that it’s not safe and that he has to keep it a secret#so if you just#don’t go outside#you can be with your papa! with charlie#and you don’t have to attack him#or anyone else#but you still can! if you don’t do it as flippa#just please. keep him company. keep us company. he needs it. we need it#slimecicle#qsmp liveblog
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Come back Juanaflippa i miss you
I also made the them physiCAAAALL
Eggstickers
#qsmp eggs#qsmp juanaflippa#qsmp bobby#qsmp chayanne#qsmp gegg#gegg#juana flippa#bobby#chayanne#slimecicle#charlie slimecicle#qsmp charlie slimecicle#so many tags omg
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Why Charlie Slimecicle for QSMP president:
1. He is a very dedicated man
Ex: Did a whole court case to get back his daughter from the dead, went into exile and built a shrine to bring back Tilín (or Juanaflippa), edited and recorded a whole cover about how much he loves his daughter
2. He is a great person
Charlie had a very troubled past, with an abusive father who killed his seven siblings. He did not know how to be the best spouse or parent, but he still loved Juanaflippa so fiercely. He literally killed for her, performed/wrote multiple songs for her, exploded places for her. He cares for all the eggs.
3. Gegg
Gegg says vote for Slimecicle
-Gegg
Not to mention, since Charlie signed off on his most recent stream, there has been no signs of Gegg. An egg going missing is extremely worrying, and if Charlie returns, it would make sense that everyone’s favorite egg with soft spots would return as well.
4. Juanaflippa
Juanaflippa was Charlie’s egg daughter, who unfortunately lived the shortest life of all eggs on the server. She died once to neglect, and twice to misclicks. Not to mention, she is owed at least one life by Little J/Angel Rubius. If we make Charlie the president, we can return a little girl who did not deserve her fate to the land of the living.
5. EL BACKFLIPO
LOOK AT HIM. HE IS THE GREAT AND POWERFUL EL BACKFLIPO.
6. silly funky guy
Charlie is arguably one of the funniest people on the server. No matter who he is speaking with, or what language barriers there are, he finds a way to make it entertaining for the other content creators, and everyone watching. If Charlie was elected as president, he would have to come back to the server, bringing light back to everyone.
7. ElMariana
Mariana is Charlie’s wife: the man who he was partnered up with to care for an egg. A duo known as the Misclick Duo, they are extremely entertaining for everyone. Along with this, all fans of these two spending time together has been in a drought. Not only this, but both streamers have mentioned that they like hanging out in the game. If Charlie is elected as the president, these two will be online again, making the server even more fruity- they are the ORIGINAL gay QSMP sex duo.
8. The French & The Brazilians
They have only heard stories of Charlie Slimecicle, of El Backflipo. The man who destroyed for his daughter, the man who brings smiles to all faces. If Charlie is made president, they will be able to meet him. This will not only create more content for Charlie, but all your favorite Portugese and French-speaking streamers may gain even more love.
For all these reasons, and many more which have probably left my feeble brain, for El Backflipo's greatness is too much for my mind to comprehend, Charlie Slimecicle should be elected as president of the QSMP.
EVERYONE! AT THE REVELATION THAT CHARLIE WILL NOT BE RUNNING, BUT GEGG WILL, I MUST PUSH YOU TO VOTE FOR GEGG!!! HE IS LITTLE, HE IS NEITHER MAN NOR EGG. HE IS THE GREAT AND POWERFUL GEGG.
#qsmp#slimecicle#qsmp slimecicle#el mariana#slimeriana#fliporiana#election#qsmp election#president#charlie slimecicle#q!slimecicle#q!charlie#EL BACKFLIPO#GEGG#gegg gegg gegg gegg#juanaflippa#tilín#qsmp juanaflippa#qsmp tilín#propaganda#qsmp propaganda#qsmp elections#election propaganda#GEGG 2023#vote for gegg#qsmp gegg#q!gegg#gegg has my vote
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not enough people are incorporating the fact that charlie made a deal with the devil into his qsmp design and i'm here to fix that. this man needs to look an actual horror and a beast. look he's goopy but he's also from hell. do you see the vision.
i think what gets missed sometimes is that even before charlie went on a crazy villain arc after juanaflippa died, he was already making a monster of himself to protect her. he was abusive and toxic in ways that he believed would be good for her. he made a deal with the devil. he killed chayanne. what's horrifying and scary about his character is not the fact that he became a monster, because he always was one. it's the fact that we got to see that monster learn to be tender and loving and caring and gentle and genuinely paternal, and then the source of that got ripped away and he turned back into what he was before, except this time he's driven by a blinding level of pain and grief, deeply human feelings that we as an audience share. there is so much potential in the visual representation of that, the man more demon than person holding a small child tenderly, turning more animalistic and feral when she's taken from him, and becoming more human and more hurt as he comes down from the peak of his grief. the hellbeast praying on his knees to god in a temple that he built but doesn't belong in just so that he might have his daughter back. magma glowing hot and bright in his anger and cooling and hardening in his depression. the way he burns everything he touches. the fact that juanaflippa looked at his wings and horns for the first time and didn't see a demon but saw a dragon. a father.
#my art#my textpost#qsmp#qsmp fanart#qsmp slimecicle#qsmp juanaflippa#slimecicle fanart#slimecicle#q!slimecicle#q!juanaflippa
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“Juanaflippa dad misses you so much. I’m 100% taking full fucking custody. But now I understand what it means to make a mistake. Please come back.”
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little Juanaflippa, Juanita. our precious little huevo, our mami.
she's picking flowers in heaven, watching her parents carefully, she's sad that they're apart and unhappy, but she's glad they're still sane.
she loves to wear her parents' colours, especially her green little skirt and yellow button down. her favourite shirt is the one Charlie made for her with Mariana's help, a t-shirt just like his but with two hearts. her favourite things are her gun, her blue blanket and her knife. Tilín. flowers and her parents.
#qsmp#juanaflippa#digital illustration#vienoreal arts#juanaflippa my beloved#please come back#i miss you and so do your parents#qsmp eggs
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Oh this is not what. I thought was gonna happen.
My original thought was that it was still Juanaflippa was the same egg, but fragmented and maybe a bit of an amnesiac, but still her.
But this stream makes me think that the codes are just. Using q slimes grief and unstableness as a way to get information about the eggs and the federation. And hes letting her. Because he is so sad and just wants his daughter back, even though deep down he knows this isnt her.
If this keeps happening, Juanaflippa having q slime do questionable things so she can do what she wants, and get the info she wants, eventually i really think that q slime wont ever get better, wont ever move one, and at this point who could even help him get out of the situation?
Those that are closest to him arent there to help him.
Q mariana hasnt been on since the eggs went missing and came back at the orphanage
Q quackity doesnt remember anything, and we know he specifically doesnt remember tilín, juanaflippa, or slime (one of the pics he was shown upon coming back was specifically them)
Q philza is only worried about finding the eggs (its been a min since i watched a full philza qsmp stream but from ive gathered that seems to be true), and doesnt even know whats real anymore bc of the federation messing w him
Q wilbur hasnt been on in months, and who knows if theyll even be on at the same time when he does come back at some point
Hes alone, constantly being mocked for things that werent his fault, and in a consistent downword spiral, and whenever he takes a step forward hes pushed 20 feet back.
The code (as juanaflippa) is going to use him until hes no longer of use, and break an already broken man beyond the point if return (which you could make an argument that hes already past that point)
I really. Really hope someone helps him. Even though today was mostly wholesome and silly, i dont think it’ll stay that way for too much longer.
#qsmp#quackity smp#quesadilla island#q slimecicle#q charlie#qsmp slimecicle#juanaflippa#qsmp juanaflippa#qsmp code monster#slimecicle#charlie slimecicle#q philza#q mariana#q quackity#q wilbur#qsmp theory#aghhhhhh q slime you poor poor man#i hope he hangs out w pol more often bc that section was really nice :]#but yeah. bro why doesnt he only ever get worse 😭#he cannot catch a break istg#also woooow his ticket is special#lowkey hope its connected to wilburs return#god what i would give for like. wilbur quackity philza and charlie to do a qsmp stream together#LIKE itd be so much fun#theyd be so silly#and sad but that’s besides the point-
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how do you feel about a coraline juanaflippa au? in which juanaflippa is seen meeting her 'other' parents? (q!slime and q!mariana)
Wait yeah yeah ur onto smth likeee (suggestions):
Like it'd take place in early-QSMP back when everyone got their eggs and soulmates for the first time, back when q!slimeriana were moving into to q!slime's house as Sacapuntas for the first time like the Pink Palace Apartments!
q!Mariana would be the father and q!Slime would be the mother it just works better that way (and Slime and Juanaflippa's father-daughter relationship was strained in the beginning like with Coraline and her mom). ignore that the dad in coraline is called charlie I feel Mariana here would be a better fit as the dad bc as the Other!Dad he like in canon also has a garden to take Juanaflippa to and is more present.
ANYWAY the ghost children in Sacapuntas are the remaining 3 dead children (Trumpet, Tilin, Bobby)... Bobby could have been Wyborn personality-wise but maybe Tallulah instead who mentions of her missing father who occupied one of the floors but she now lives in a different house nearby. Juanaflippa must collect the 3 egg tickets to set them free.
IDK on who exactly would be who with the other residence (as long as theyre from Sacapuntas) but I WANT Wilbur to be Other!Mr Bobinsky the tent is instead a concert (true!Wilbur would never show up in the reality but itd be like... JuanaFlippa helping Tallulah come to terms that true!Wilbur isnt there and thats ok because he still loves her)
Straying a bit further from canon I think itd be cool if there was a twist like everything in the Other!World is one giant code and Juanaflippa has to fight her code!Parents (namely Slime who looks like the gl slime demon in the goo dimension lmao). The finale ends with Juanaflippa waking up to see her real parents after the Trial.
this is so messy but the concept rocks
#ask stufff#stufff rambles#juanaflippa#slimeriana#fliporiana#id draw what im talking about if i had time wwww
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My thoughts on JuanaFlippa’s return today:
(Warning: very long and delusional post)
Everyone is theorizing that Flippa is a binary code and I understand why. But I still hold on to my original theory that the eggs NEVER died. As long as the federation has no explanation for how the parents can say their final goodbyes to the “dead” eggs. I still stand by the theory that the original eggs are alive and kept by the federation. At the very least the federation has the capability to reanimate or clone the eggs but it’s more likely that they were revived because I think they have an infinite amount lives like the members, just a limited amount of lives where they can be left with their parents before they are taken away. No one really ever saw the eggs dead for the last time. All they saw was their egg being enclosed inside a wall. Only Bobby has a halo on his head but still, was he a ghost then?
Now, is the cracked Juanaflippa the same Juanaflippa we all know and loved? Improbable due multiple instances during their meeting
Didn’t backflip immediately when Slime asks if she’s been doing flips. The first thing Flippa would’ve done in that situation was do a flip.
Code-like writing style
Unusual cracks that are identical to Dapper’s
Oak signs instead of Birch signs
JuanaFlippa still being dead on the eggstatistics
Even with that egg being a code, there’s still a chance the real Flippa is alive and with the sweeping edge bug being known, this is a good potential lore arc to excuse the deaths of Flippa and Tilin and officially have them back. I also believe (since I’m delusional) that there’s a sliver of chance that this egg today can be the real Flippa. In the coming days maybe this egg can prove this by showing us things that only the real Flippa would’ve known. Flippa was a vegan, she loves backflips, she was originally named Frontflipo/JuanFlipo, her favorite color is blue. She is a witness to Slimariana’s misclick incident on Leo’s bed by faking her own drowning. Not many people know that, I think. The farm that the family of three made for Badboyhalo to atone for their sins and for an extra life for her. The first thing her parents ever taught her was to water bucket jump from a very high wall without armor. I’m very much delulu so even if one of these things Flippa remembers, i don’t care. She’s the real Flippa, the one and only.
The crack can be justified in my theory because if the eggs got cracked by the federation, what makes them stop doing whatever the hell they did on the alive eggs to the “dead” eggs that they already have? (According to my theory that eggs aren’t really dead at all). The eggs came back with memory loss. What if their memory from the kidnapping got wiped because they saw their supposed “dead” siblings there?
There’s also a weird theory I have with Flippa’s writing but bear in mind that I’m probably just losing it at this point but you know how maybe the federation has an advance surveillance system in place where Flippa just wants to avoid being detected and has to replace certain letters with symbols and numbers? On dapper’s book, the letter ‘a’ is replaced by the number ‘4’ but on Flippa’s it is replaced with an ‘@‘. The only numbers and symbols she used were 0,1,3, !,@. Idk how significant those specific symbols are but we do it too sometimes to avoid word detection and censorship. If she’s in hiding, and says it isn’t safe for her out there, maybe she did escape and is being so cautious with her words that she talks in a limited and cryptic fashion. If this is true it’s heartbreaking that the only thing she said over and over again was that she loves her dad and misses him. Like she has so many things to say, but she has to be cautious that all she can say are those.
Also it took the codes days of lurking around eggs with a camera in order to impersonate them. Where would the code have gotten information about Flippa when she doesn’t even have a proper bed grave.
I also think whoever led Charlie to Flippa isn’t with the Federation at all. The treasure hunt were white boxes on slime blocks. The chest with the book were on black blocks. It’s about time an anti-federation entity/organization on the same level of the federation reveals themselves.
All in all even if this egg is a code, the real one is very much alive in my heart. They just need to be given back by the federation. They never truly died. If it is revealed that this egg is just impersonating Flippa, then be it. At least we got to witness Slime being a dad again. But really if the qsmp team did this elaborate lore to excuse the death of Flippa and Tilin due to unfair death. Applause to them. I understand why they can’t just give their lives back. That incident happened too long ago but if they can make it happen but just needs to make it make sense lore-wise then I really hope they make it happen.
But really just seeing Flippa back like this, I’m satisfied already. The way the qsmp team had me on the edge of my seat today and had me looking forward to what’s gonna happen next: 👏 👏 👏
#qsmp#qsmp eggs#slimecicle qsmp#qsmp juanaflippa#charlie slimecicle#qsmp theories#qsmp lore#qsmpblr#qsmp theory#juanaflippa#q!juanaflippa#q!slimecicle#q!charlie
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Relapsing (Extended analysis).
tw: depression, mental and physical deterioration
I was here over-thinking (again) and remembered the small but powerful details with which q!Roier expresses his feelings through his appearance and actions:
After the betrayal he suffered he threw away his red hoddie, which was in tatters just like his heart, exchanging it for a black one, neglected his appearance by growing a stubble, unkempt hair and started wearing black eyeliner. All these signs of, in his own words, a deep sadness combined with his desire to take revenge on those who had wronged him.
And it was a look that stayed with him for a long time, it is interesting that not even the arrival of q!Jaiden and Bobby in his life managed to completely appease that painful feeling in his heart enough for q!Roier to think about mending his red hoddie and return to being completely happy. Because, as important as they are to him and as undoubtedly happy as Bobby was in his life, the pain of being betrayed by someone he had deep feelings for hurt him far more than he could handle. It was a feeling that, as much as he didn't want to guard, he simply couldn't shake.
And when Bobby died, it just got worse. q!Roier spent entire days without eating or sleeping submerged inside the pool he had built for his son, letting his clothes become water-eaten and moldy, he not only neglected his appearance this time but many other aspects of his life: he stopped farming resources, he used to try to have them so Bobby wouldn't need anything, and all his inventories became so disorganized that he became unable to find the things he needed for himself. In his own words, he had lost everything, even his will.
Then the Brown family adopted him, making him Leonarda's brother, after which he married q!Cellbit and was officially named Richarlyson's father. The red Hoddie was also back, the love of his husband and knowing he had a family again had gladdened his heart again. It was a new beginning to get closer to the children of the island who were left alive, and yet it was such a difficult process that you could tell he still kept his distance.
Not only was it that he didn't do Richas' daily tasks (unless he was accompanying q!Cellbit) another detail that I remember very well (because of how painful it was for me) was when he agreed to do Leo's daily tasks, the day they both spent the morning with their father q!Vegetta, but he almost regretted it immediately afterwards because he didn't want Leo to die "because of him" just like he feels it happened with Bobby, Tilin and JuanaFlippa (even though we all know it was his fault at all). That day with Leo was the first time since Bobby's passing that an egg was alone in his care and it paralyzed him for a moment.
In the end he didn't back out but did Leonarda's chores as fast and safe as he could, until it was time to read her a story and they ended up in his castle: he wouldn't let Leo go up to the top of the tower (with the excuse that it had a bad smell) and when they entered his old cabin he wouldn't let Leo go up to the third floor, to Bobby's room. GOD he wasn't even able to go up himself, if you watch the VOD you can tell that he climbs up a couple of steps of the stairs but in the end he regrets it and runs back down to the first floor.
But he did it, it was a breakthrough and it gave him more confidence to deal with Richas alone, he faced his fears and gave himself the opportunity to love again not only one but two eggs, to protect and care for them. Roier was finally healing. A dangerous dungeon did not allow him to save Bobby but he did with Richas that time he accompanied him to take care of q!Quackity, Leo might miss q!Vegetta and q!Foolish but there was q!Roier there as his adopted relative, just as he was for Tilin. Now he could allow his son Richas to not only come up to his son Bobby's room, but he allowed him to take a bath in his tub and use his old gamer pc. It was slow but sure and, above all, healthy progress.
But now all the eggs were gone. They all vanished in one fell swoop. And everything fell apart.
The terror of losing his children again paralyzed q!Roier, forcing him into a coping mechanism that made him joke about the situation. "They're dead, very dead" he repeated over and over again. Making it seem cruel to anyone who didn't know him or like he was simply resigned to the situation or didn't care, but that wasn't the case.
He was only hiding his fear while facing his past traumas. A past in which he held out hope that his son would be returned to him only to crash with the cruelty of only seeing him again for ten minutes and then saying goodbye forever. He didn't want false hopes again, he preferred simply not to have them but deep down, deep down, he wished he was wrong. He wished that his jokes were just that and that all the children would return safe and sound.
But days have passed, even weeks, and they have nothing. Only signs that make him believe that he was right all along: the eggs are dead. It is no longer a joke, it is slowly materializing into a reality.
Then he stays up all night without sleeping. Just repeating over and over again that joke that turned against him:
"They are dead".
Once again Roier expresses himself through his appearance and actions: The bags under his eyes are getting darker as the days go by, his skin has paled (a sign that he hasn't eaten well either) and his hair looks more disheveled every day. He doesn't care about combing it. He doesn't care about looking good.
He is lonely again. Even with the certainty that his husband is with him, by misfortune of fate they have not been able to coincide. That only makes him even more isolated.
His mouth repeats over and over again that he is fine, but his whole body screams that it is not true. Those who saw him yesterday have realized: Roier is not fine.
And it terrifies me to think that soon his body won't be able to take it anymore.
#someone hug my cubito please#if today he wears the black hoddie i'm going to cry really hard#roier qsmp#qsmp#qsmp roier#q!roier#qsmp richarlyson#qsmp bobby#qsmp leonarda#qsmp eggs
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