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James Wilson Has A Superiority Kink
Reader is written with AFAB Transmasc people in mind.
Do not read if you are under the age of 18 as there is SEXUAL CONTENT WRITTEN UNDER THE CUT
Content Warnings: Wilson talks about fucking a baby into the reader but it’s just horny talk, Wilson cures his whiskey dick by getting good head apparently, Wilson begs to cum, Wilson is called “Handsome Boy” and “Good Boy” as well as “Baby”, Wilson is intended to be so subby and brain dead during horny hours it’s basically pathetic, Last paragraph is kinda cum eating depending on how you look at it.
Word count: 690
Authors Note: this is legit just James Wilson being a submissive, pathetic man that’s drunk off getting touch his partner (but specifically when and how they tell him to) brainrot because i wanna do unspeakable things to this doctor and it’s gonna be y’all’s problem
James Wilson has a superiority kink and i know it (i thought about it and i like the idea).
James Wilson who gets gets rock fucking hard when you boss him around. But use that specific tone of voice, the tone that sounds like you’re holding back from running your fingers through his hair while you shove a hand down his pants. The tone of voice that sounds like you want to devour him whole but haven’t decided if he’s earned it yet.
James Wilson who has cured his whiskey dick simply by bedding the Head of the Psychology Department (there’s quite a few more mental health cases running around than there are cancer cases so technically Psych is a higher position and YES. It does still confuse James as to how cancer isn’t upmost priority but neither of you get paid enough for that). That’s all it took. Just him having his superior looming over him after pulling away from a kiss and caressing his jaw. All you had to do was touch him and he started acting like a schoolboy.
James Wilson who could barely feel his face when the aforementioned Head of Psych had their nose pressed to his pelvis with his cock so fucking far down their throat. You had him gripping the sheets in effort to keep from splattering your face when you told him if he kept being good you’d let him cum wherever he’d like. Please, you know how much he likes getting to leave his mark with his release (he was slightly possessive when it came to his partners).
James Wilson who is moaning into the back of your neck, pistoning his hips almost furiously into yours as he has you on your hands and knees. He wants this release so bad he borderline needs it. He barely got through you edging him, he nearly came too many times but now he was so close. “Please le’me cum.. wanna fuck,” He pushed you down onto the bad with a hand in between your shoulders, “wanna fuck a baby into you please.” He sounded pathetic but in an oddly hot and sexual way. “I’ve been so good, please just let me cum inside. Need it so bad.” He’s babbling horny nonsense now. “James, baby, you wan-“ You were cut off by him giving a series of harder thrusts, strangled moans slipping out. You couldn’t help it, he knew what he was doing far too well (it made you jealous sometimes knowing that other people have also received dick from this man). “Fff-fuck yes! Go on, cum, my handsome boy!” It took a second to finally get the words out due to James not halting his thrusts in the slightest but he didn’t care at the moment.
“Fuck thank you, thank you…” He was beginning to whine out his thank you’s as he felt his dick twitch. He hasn’t came in at least an hour and has been rock hard the entire time. He was aching for this orgasm, even his cockhead was an angry reddish color matching his flushed face. You knew he was biting his lip, hazy brown eyes half lidded and lightly crossing, his eyebrows pinched together, and sweat likely dripping off his nose at this point. He always looked beautiful when he came undone.
Finally, a high pitched gasp and a long, drawn out whiney moan came from the man behind you. He hunched over you, hiding his face in your neck in an attempt to muffle the embarrassing sounds coming from him (it didn’t help at all and it made those debaucherous sounds enter your ears in high definition) as his hips were moving sloppily and barely holding together a rhythm. You could feel your legs beginning to shake as the sounds coming from him finally sent you over. “G’ boy, sucha good boy f’me,” you choked out.
You nearly jumped when you felt James’ breath fanning over your sex, your legs still shaking from the orgasm you’ve barely started recovering from. Then, you nearly squealed when you felt his tongue lick a broad stripe from top to bottom.
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Started thinking about the Amanda Waller + Ben Turner relationship again.... fuck, I'm gonna need a minute
#I JUST- SHDIAUDJSHDSHEYEYRYRYRY guys. guys#i know none of you see my vision and thats okay. i will make you see my vision. i will force you to see my vision. i will-#like jesus fucking christ oh my god. its so interesting and gives me so many emotions and just!!!#i know im not making sense bc none of my moots are sui sq fans and also like half of the content fucking me up specifically here is in my#head because i cant stop thinking about my absolute power fix it au but like!!!!!!!#also the fact i have a fix it for a comic that isnt out yet is so funny to me. its literally fucking real though. god knows we need it#may my own content carry me through the dark times (extreme villain waller arc)#anyways this fucks me up so bad you dont even know. someday ill actually explain it#dc hire me to write a suicide squad ongoing PLEASE. i could do it so good it would be so fucking good dc PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭#also like this isnt me shipping them btw. like 110% not that. just to clarify.#i wouldnt even call it a friendship bc like. theyre not friends really. he has the most equal dynamic with her i would say but it still isnt#equal. shes v much his boss even though they have an understanding and respect there#like she believes and trusts in him much more than anybody really even himself. like she sees the good man and the leader even when he#doesnt. but she isnt nice about it. and there is a lot of conflict between them when there needs to be#like as much as ben is “wallers man”--the team leader she wanted from the beginning before rick flagg pushed his way in#ben i would say is still a very moral person even when lost and unsure of himself and his goodness (which is like one of his main things)#like i feel like while amanda can lean very into a “the ends justify the means” mindset in her worse moments and do bad things to get#herself out of a corner ben has like a deep and meaningful understanding of how the choices of your methods and how you act can weigh on you#like even though he was brainwashed and whatnot (thats still the story right? i cant remember) he holds a lot of guilt and baggage over his#actions and i think is able to temper amanda's worse tendencies in terms of that by calling her out when he recognizes that behavior#idk. i just really think that amanda waller and the suicide squad as a whole has lost its way without a more moral authority presence there.#like someone who can call her out and keep them more on track. which i really thing ben is and could be#i just very much am interested in their dynamic and how that would look like as equals and how i think they could help each other.#which ofc is what my wip is about and revolves around#blah#sui sq
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How was <I like you> YN's & JK's first time together? Who iniated it? 👀
-> Masterlist
"Jesus christ-!" Jungkook curses under his breath, using a pillow to block his view of your naked body emerging from the bathroom.
"I mean, I'm only me but thanks for the comparison?" You giggle, trying to pull down the pillow- though he's got an iron grip on it. "Come on kookie, it's just a pair of tits!" You laugh, but he shakes his head, looking away as you successfully put the pillow down, sitting next to him on the bed, your knees digging into the blanket on the mattress.
"Its not... just any pair." He mumbles to himself, not daring to move his head.
"Are you a Virgin?" You ask, and he shakes his head. "Oooh, do you just not like sex-"
"No, that's not it!" He softly argues, unsure where his eyes should roam as he instead uses the blanket close by on the bed to cover you. "Its just- you'll laugh at me.." he almost whispers, attempting to get up- but you hold his wrist, keeping him with you with no strength needed.
"Jungkook." You say, bone chillingly serious. "I'll never laugh at you, okay? Not with any intention to hurt, at least." You make sure he knows. "I might laugh about.. stuff that you do, or when your hair is all chaotic after you took a nap, but that's never to hurt you." You say.
"No, it's fine-" he starts, already uncomfortable because you shouldn't have to reassure him. He's the man. He's supposed to take the lead and all that.
"No, it's not fine." You shake your head. "I don't know who might've done that shit to you, but I won't. And if something I do makes you all weird inside in a bad way, you gotta tell me. I won't hate you." You shake your head.
"I just.. don't know if you'll even like me. Like.. that." He offers, a bit unsure as he looks at his hands in his lap. "I get all sweaty n' gross.."
"So?" You shrug. "I sneezed while giving head once. It can't get worse than that." You reveal, and he has to force back a laugh unsuccessfully, immediately turning his head to apologize. "Dont, it's fucking funny in hindsight. You can laugh!" You giggle, running a hand through his hair. "I'll go wash my hair-" You start, but he instead leans forwards, captures your lips.
He's got to jump over his shadow at some point, he decides. And you're worth it- because he's safe with you, after all.
"No you won't." He tells you under his breath, moving his body and adjusting both of you so he's towering over you, blanket slowly pulled away by his own hand, revealing your bare skin to him for the first time. You're so pretty to him it hurts, and you smell sickeningly sweet like peaches and coconut, a new bodyspray probably- you love those with glitter in them, giving your skin an almost otherworldly shimmer.
And he can agree that it's beautiful- but right now, you're perfect like this, no matter how you look. It's more so the fact that you've chosen him that makes him feel so oddly proud.
"You're.. " he mumbles against your skin, lips running over the side of your neck. "...really pretty." He compliments, and you giggle excitedly.
You've gotten a lot of empty compliments before, things said just to keep you soft and compliant with anything said or done. But he's got no reason to compliment you. Jungkook doesn't have to tell you that you're pretty- so everytime he does it, it feels like he actually means it. You know he means it.
You think he's pretty too.
"Condoms are-" you want to tell him where you've put them in your pink bag near the bedside table- but he shakes his head.
"I'm taking my time." He explains, smiling at you.
"Oh my God, I'm secretly dating a sex God am I?" You dramatically joke at him, and he can't help but laugh.
"I'm not sure about that.." he shakes his head, before he leans back and pulls his oversized black shirt over his head- for the first time revealing his rather toned physique to your wide open eyes, and there's an unfamiliar sense of pride growing in his body at the sight of you flustered.
"-But I can certainly try and live up to the title."
#bts imagine#bts fanfic#bts fic#jungkook imagine#jeon jungkook imagine#bts jungkook fanfic#bts jungkook x reader#bts jungkook imagine#bts jeon jungkook x reader#bts jeon jungkook imagine
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angels I hope you do get better there !! sprinkling some of the smut here to help you feel better, AGAIN INSPIRED BY YOUR PERVERT PRICE DRABBLES CUZ BY LORD I'm boutta yeet myself across time and space (help me AAA)
You've been working in the Task Force 141 team for awhile now— having given a chance to unveil yourself at the field with skills you've honed over the years is such a wonderful feeling. You find yourself fortunate to be working with some of the most finest, open-minded people over there, and recently work, the missions have been rougher around the edges. It's nothing you can't handle of. Except for one: the captain himself, John Price.
Now, you find him fascinating— the man is THE brilliant man, having lead through the plans with precision and professionalism, his tactics and skills are handy by time. One of the many reason you've come to respect and admire the male. But little do you know that Price is.. rather infatuated with you. Do you even notice how he always sticks to you whenever you both training or practice shooting together? How your clothes always seems to disappear whenever Price had come by to drink whiskey with you? How he'd always crossed his legs together whenever you're with him?
You do notice Price started to wear a throat mic when the heli is taking the team towards the location, and how some of the wiring bits are all tangled up.
"Hey, Cap, need help with that?" You gestures towards the item, and he looked confused as he tries to check it with his hand. "Here let me help."
Did you know that he purposely fuck it up so he can get your hands around him? Once he saw Graves (he rather not mentioned that name) wore it when they worked together before, immediately the idea of it resembling a collar made him blush, and with how your big hands almsot wrapped around his throat, fuck does he wishes you can punish him for being a bad, horny dog.
Want to know something that's even more dangerous? He's wearing a cage of your favourite colour. Little cute one, pushing his big cock to the smallest size. Hey, it helps by covering his erection, and while before he didn't think he could get it up again, just the voice of you booming through the base and teaching the recruits, is enough to make him hard and fuck himself on his finger (How convenient that his office window has the direct view of the training ground) Did he take the cage off? No, the only time he did was to pissed and god, he's getting hard again at the thought of how your piss would taste like. Bitterness from the coffee or the sweetness of your desserts?
The only time you almost catch him is when you had to ask for the report of the recent mission, and before you could knock on his room door, (he's nowhere by the office or anywhere else at the base) you can hear some sort of noise— oh,you're not that daft to not know.
"F— Fuck Daddy! I can't, you're too big.." You fucking hate how that nickname earned a twitch from your cock, and how you shouldn't be listening in, whoever Price is with not of your concern. "Have no mercy one me.."
The sounds of skin slapping skin is enough for you to palm your hardening cock under your cargo pants, looking around to see if there's any soldiers passing by. That is until you heard a title, your title. With your name.
"Yes, yes, put me in my place! I'm your toy, AH! Use me, mark me.." God the filth of that mouth..
The moment he screamed daddy again, you had accidentally spilled all over your boxer and rushes towards your room.
He does noticed how you kept getting flustered around him the day after, clueless to your eardrops act, but he does love how his object of obsession keep crossing his legs as he does now. Oh the tension, Price rather love that and he thinks he's gonna play the pervert captain role for MUCH longer.
-🪂 anon
I AM GOING TO GO FUCKING INSSANE JESUS CHRIST HONEY BEE????:;!: I GENUINELY DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO THIS EXCEPT FOR THE FSCT THAT OTS THE HOTTESR THINH IVE READ??? Let me reeead this a couple of times before I speak more in it there’s genuinely so many parts of this that I need to just soak up for a good moment
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ANOTHER JAMES POTTER THOUGHT LMAOOO. k. so. hear me out. fake dating!James potter. sirius brings it up, the idea of you and James fake dating, cus youre all nervous about going to a family event cus it'll just be more comments about your lack of love life constantly. so sirius mentions that maybe you should just bring someone and say that theyre ur bf; it'd be easier AND you wouldnt be alone, muddling your way through awkward social conversations and such. remus, surprisingly, agrees with sirius when you laugh at the idea. ever the empath, he softly explains how it could be a great idea for you, and it'd solve a few issues at the same time. James doesnt really say anything till sirius suggests you bring him as your fake boyfriend, and James is immediately lighting up like "im your boyfriend??? yeah??" and he just.. cannot be told, no matter how many times you stress that he'd be a fake boyfriend, he just repeats that hes your boyfriiiieeeennnddd though. plain and simple.
he definitely takes his role seriously. makes excuses like, "we have to practice kissing, id kiss you ALOT as your boyfriend, yknow. and I dont want you to freeze up if I kiss you for the first time and you dont know how to react. we MUST practice." also holdsur hand all the time now and hes shameless about it - "but lovely, im ur boyfriend im meant to hold ur hand, cmonnn". even gets jealous like a real boyfriend would now (not that he didn't before, but now he lets it show).
at the event, also has a habit of stealing you away and keeping up the boyfriend role, im saying he lays it on THICK, doesnt matter if no one else can see it or is paying attention. im talking touchy, he probably nuzzles his face down into yours alot,constant love sick expression on his face. its gets so bad that even ur brother is like "wow, didn't realise youd get an actual boyfriend. like, what blackmail do u have on him?? did you finally submit to the devil and curse him or smthn cus Jesus fucking christ sis look at him, hes mooning over you from across the room. seems like an alright bloke though. maybe."
can imagine that hes touchy and sweet and etcetcetc but also. after ur little event is done, he stops joking and pretending, bends down to you and "so can I be your boyfriend now. pleeeaase?? ur auntie even said that I must be a lovely young man.. you think im a lovely young man too, right? so I can be ur boyfriend?? ]: please?"
FAKE DATING JAMES IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE TROPES WITH HIM!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE he'd want to 'sell it' just like you mentioned, and he'd plan these insane grandiose gestures that have you melting for real and then you sneak off to a private area and he's giggling like they totally bought it!! and ur weak in the knees like yEah they did!!
you stress so many times to him that he's your fake boyfriend. fake. FAKE. but he absolutely refuses to say that, he calls it method acting. he's gotta get in character, he can't tell himself it's fake all the time or it'll seem fake!
no bc even before you get to your parents house he's like okay so let's practice our kisses. we're gonna need casual cheek kisses, the 'i-don't-want-to-make-a-scene kiss', the 'we-think-we're-alone' kiss, the forehead kiss, the hand kiss, the air kiss- and he's rambling on about all the ways he's gonna smooch you up and your cheeks are on fire.
the days leading up to the event he does practice! whenever you walk out of a room he grabs your hand and tugs you down to kiss your cheek, he makes you kiss him goodnight every night before bed, he even insists that you give it all you've got when no one else is around so that you get comfortable being passionate with him.
he greets your mom like the perfect gentleman, bringing her a bouquet and offering to help with dinner. but when she politely declines the help he sits on the floor at your feet while you're on the couch, spreads ur knees so that he can sit between your calves, and hangs out with the kiddos on the floor. he's their big jungle gym, constantly has children crawling all over him, and they definitely ask him scandalized questions like 'you KISS her?!?!?!' and then he gets this big shit-eating grin on his face and leans up to lay a big fat wet juicy smooch on your lips and they all chorus 'ewww!' and run off to giggle about it somewhere else. it leaves james with no more playmates, so he hoists himself up onto the couch and wraps an arm around you, proceeding to be sickeningly sweet and domestic and cute. definitely a nuzzler, ur so right <33333
YES THE TEASING FROM EVERYONE ELSE SKGNG ur grandma is like 'i'm glad you found a good man before i die' and ur auntie is like 'does he have an older brother??' everyone is enamored by this loverboy you've brought home, and he plays the part so well that no one ever realizes it was fake.
which is good, because it isn't for long. he definitely begs for you to give him a chance at being your real boyfriend, but you don't bother even giving him the chance, you just tell him you already know he'll be a fantastic real boyfriend because he went so above and beyond when it was only supposed to be fake :') ur so far gone for him and it's the best night of his life, i guarantee it :')
#THIS MADE ME SOB I LOVE JAMES MORE THAN ANYTHING#james potter#james potter x reader#james potter headcanons#james potter fanfiction#james potter oneshot#james potter hcs#james potter fluff#james potter blurb#james potter drabble#james potter dialogue#james potter fanfic#james potter x reader fanfiction
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raving about hot men [you dont have to read this]
Hi. I'm just gonna rave about Axl for God knows how long. dude I'm genuinely in love I love every little thing, like seriously, blushing and kicking my feet and giggling. I'm the most dominant and overpowering motherfucker you're gonna meet (not really but that's for perspective) and this man has me on my knees, I seriously just need him like what. Okay so his hair looks so soft and fluffy and I wanna bury my face in it and breathe in and smell it and run my hands in it. I would brush it and wash it for him like no joke I would give him the best hair care you've ever fuckin' seen. As for eyes, oh my God, those eyes are so pretty and perfect, I just find myself lost in them. Sometimes in lil clips and recordings I see, his eyes just sparkle and shine and ohmygod it's so pretty I can't even. His nose, I don't have much to say on, but Jesus fucking Christ it's perfect. Shape, size, everything I'm so jealous. I hate my nose and his is so perfect, I just wanna steal it (that sounds so weird help). HIS SMILE IS SO CUTE I ALWAYS LOSE MY MIND OVER IT I'M NOT JOKING AARRGGGHHHHHHH IT'S SO INFECTIOUS LIKE I SMILE SO HARD WHEN I SEE THAT SMILE I'M JUST WHYS HE SO YES DUDE WHY WHY WHY THIS ISN'T FAIIIIRRRRRR. And his build. Oh. My. Fucking. God. I want him to just overpower me like I'm I'm only 2 inches shorter than him but he can overpower me whenever he wants to. He's so strong looking and I feel like his thighs would be such a nice pillow. Oh my God literally imagine, laying your head on his lap while he smiles down at you and plays with your hair!? I would lose my MIND. I would be a damned puddle if that happened, I'd be red as strawberries. And oh my god his laugh. I'm. I'm. I'm. His voice is so warm and cute and I just want to kiss his lips and on the tip of his nose and give him a huge hug and give him the love and care he deserves (fuck you Stephanie Seymour). anyway sorry if you read that im ugh i need his arms around me so bad dude
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Hey could I ask, what's your issue with The Shack? I've never liked it but that's just because I don't like crime/horror stories. Thus the premise - the event that caused Mack to go on his journey in the first place - didn't resonate with me and I couldn't follow his reasoning process. I thought the message of realizing that you're a sinner (the justice cave scene), receiving forgiveness for yourself as well as to move towards forgiving those who hurt you the most were quite powerful though. Also I have close to no issues with 'Papa' being a woman because femininity has to originate somewhere within God's character. It's not weakness or an insult, it's neutral. God can stand it and I dare say, will even choose to embody it as long as he is not limited to this form of appearance. It was an illustration. People usually know the difference. There's zero complaining about the fact that Aslan was a lion in Narnia, is there. If anything, The Shack caused actor Chris Pratt to become a believer, which is something to celebrate, no? My take is, each to their own. I didn't like it, but it seems to have helped a lot of people in their faith to receive God as a more loving father. I don't like The Chosen either, as it is equally as reductive to Jesus' person, making him "historic" and "fun", still the show seems to impact a lot of people positively. So. Thoughts?
There's a few different arguments here and i want to address them separately.
1) "The Shack" caused Chris Pratt to become a believer therefore it is good.
Now, I believe that God can use bad things for good. Just because God used something for good doesn't mean that all its attributes and statements have been endorsed by God.
2) Femininity is from God therefore we can portray God as a woman
First of all, I want to point out I have an issue with visual depiction of God the Father in the first place. Depictions of Christ get a pass because he is a man; God the Father was not incarnated in this way and no one can see Him. It feela sort of sacreligious to me in the first place to depict him at all.
I want to point out that feminine allegories of God don't offend me, for the very reasons you gave, but this character is not an allegory but a literal depiction of God. Which also puts a lot of words in God's mouth and I mean theological statements. Statements which are also unbiblical. For example, this is not a movie where forgiveness is found in the cross of Christ but rather a universalist movie with no clear reason for forgiveness and you dont really have to believe etc. cuz God is just "too nice" to send anyone to hell or whatever. Not the Christian religion.
3) This is just like the depiction of Aslan in Narnia
All I can say is come on.
4) This is just like The Chosen
No not at all and come on your critiques of Jesus being "historical" and "fun" are bizarre. Are you telling me Jesus didn't live at a time in history? Doesnt every pastor ever try to delve into the historical context of Jesus in every sermon? Wasn't Jesus a human man who doesn't have to be super somber at every moment in his life? Did he not "come eating and drinking"? Come on
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hii mac hi hi hi. I'm here to ask. About mark winters nhw edition. How the Fuck is he doing after ashe gets mused. Does he track the news. Does he think about overlord and having shit forcefully done to his body via evil lizard science and does he think about the trickster and ashe's clothing and piercings and his whole body language changing. Does mark Not Think about the blood staining both of them but Jesus fucking Christ at least overlord never told him to eat a guy at least he *could* say no when asked to hurt a baby. I don't fjcking remember how long the chatacter limit for asks are but mark winters who went to inane (wave)lengths to try to protect his kid waking up and learning the fucking. Events that lead up to ashe disappearing. It's bad enough in canon that mark was in the same room but God im thinking about about the next time he sees ashe and it takes a second for him to even recognize him under all that glitz and pizazz. anyway sorry yeah 🎤 what's your thoughts about mark winters during the muse period
- @suckinitup
GODDDD SUCK YOU HAVE WONDERFUL TIMING I literally justttt finished sketching him for my halloween art... here u can have a preview Just For You because I rlly rlly like how his face turned out . also putting all of this under a cut because holyyyyy shit I love to talk about this guy
<< this is NOT nhw mark but like. still counts. hes wearing a costume <3
anyway. hello. spins around ominously in my big tall villain chair and puts my hands on the table. beloved mutual suckinitup. you have asked me a wonderful question :)
BAD. THE ANSWER IS BAD. HES DOING BAD. HES DOING REALLY BAD !!!!!!!!!!!
<< i dont think tide would text him but if he did it would look like this.
he wakes up from overlord mutations not knowing how to use half his body and his vision and balance are all fucked up but that doesnt fucking matter because ashe is missing! and he doesnt have to worry about overlord anymore apparently because hes been turned to soup! by ashe! hes doing BAD man! hes worried and hes paranoid and hes fucking scared and hes mad at basically everything (at ashe for leaving, at the wards for taking him in, at tide for not protecting them, at HIMSELF for not protecting him, at overlord for the everything, at the simurgh for causing all of this in the first place!) and. literally the only other person he has in the entire world killed a guy badly and went missing so mark does not have a need to go around in civilian clothes anymore. hes not mark right now hes wavelength. whos mark. my son calls me mark and hes not fucking here right now is he. he OBVIOUSLY does not work with the wards in trying to find ashe, but i think they try to talk to him. because they feel bad, because theyre scared too, because they want his help. he doesnt listen to them.
aaand then they get the note from trickster and they actually see ashe and they see trickster use his powers and take him back to Amity and i think theyre just too... overwhelmed and angry and scared and worried to even think about mark, whose last interaction with them was telling them to fuck off because they nearly got his son killed. so they dont tell him. so he doesnt know until he sees the news, probably like. maybe a week or two after the wards find out (trickster needs time to practice using his powers :) and find him silly little outfits :)
uhhhhh. yeah. fuck. undecided WHERE mark is when he sees the news, i think it would be awful if he was just. like. u know how in movies or cartoons sometimes someone will be walking by a store window thats just full of tvs all on some dramatically appropriate news channel. maybe its like that. and the worst part is i dont think he recognizes ashe at first. like. as much as muse Does Not cover his face and his identity is PLAINLY in the open... i think theres juuuust enough of an uncanny difference with the hair and the outfit and the makeup that if youre not looking closely its easy to miss who he is. because hes SO MUCH not like ashe. (and i think the fact that he didnt recognize him immediately also eats away at mark. how could you not recognize your own son idiot!) but like. as soon as the pieces click and he realizes it like.... oh he has to fucking break down. i think he just like. freezes eyes glued to the screen watching ashe rip apart a city block with his powers and laughing about it, but then he kind of snaps out of it and is just so fucking overwhelmed with rage and grief and a billion other emotions that he smashes the fucking tv. just puts a fist straight through it. hes lucky he cant really be electrocuted. and then he IMMEDIATELY regrets that because now he needs to find a different place to see the news because he Cant Not Know whats happening.
this whole time btw there is this huuuuuge overwhelming looming fear of the confirmation that THIS is the thing simurgh marked them for. he thought it was the overlord thing but this is So Much Worse. (this is. not true. simurgh didnt actually mark either of them for anything. he doesnt know that though). so in marks head it all comes crashing down like. oh god oh fuck everything ive done our whole lives meant absolutely fucking nothing because it all happened anyway. and i think he should feel awful about that. he kept ashe literally locked away for his whole life for nothing. but at the same time theres a tiny part of his mind that just wants to go I TOLD YOU SO because the Moment he let ashe go even a little bit. this happens. hes very conflicted about this.
anyway yeah he obsessively tracks the news every time there is a new muse sighting he goes there but hes not Fast Enough a lot of the time (because hes stubborn and wont ask for help) so a lot of the time he just has to sit there in the wreckage and realize that his boy is the one that did that (except its Not his boy. i dont know if he knows that yet though)
speaking of which. man i gotta talk to ros about this. how the hell does mark figure out whos controlling ashe. i mean. like. he KNOWS that thats Not Ashe ever since the beginning. bc his kid wouldnt do that or dress like that or talk like that or laugh like that. but when does he actually figure out its the trickster? i think we need to force him into having a conversation with the wards. i think failsafe should punch him so hard his mask cracks and they should tell him hes being fucking stupid . and then they tell him about the trickster. and mark probably does all this research into amity and the chaos zone and shit. but he Cannot get into amity, especially not by himself. so hes stuck in the cycle of just following the muse news (hehe fun rhyme)
i dont remember if ive ever made a post about this or if it was just in one of mine and ros back and forth in the replies on a post thing. however. i think mark should get to talk to muse once and its a relallylly really really good parallel of when ashe first triggered. beacuse mark Knows this is him in his breaker state and the only thing he knows to do to get ashe out of breaker state is to just. sit there and talk to him until he calms down. so i just have this image of like. muse all fucked up and bloody and emotionless just staring at mark who is. on the opposite side of a roof or an alley or something and he takes off his mask and hes just Talking. about everything about nothing about random shit hes just talking. and the thing is like... it works. a little bit. muse sort of kind of drops out of breaker state just a little, just enough for tricksters hold to slip on him the tiniest bit, and trickster isnt in the immediate vicinity right now so he doesnt notice right away. and suddenly its ashe crying and delirious and hes jsut. apologizing for losing marks jacket. but he doesnt move he doesnt get any closer and when mark runs forward toward him he flinches so hard it snaps him back into breaker state and suddenly hes muse again and mark gets thrown back with. feathers detached from muses costume that suddenly have the density of bricks. and muse is gone. (simurgh parallels here btw . and if tide was here he would see parallels to elle and it would hurt so bad. but tide is busy with the wards so he doesnt see that.)
(i was on the pinterest board earlier so this is the costume insp im imagining him wearing at the time hehe i love simurgh parallels)
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Chapter two: First of all, who the fuck are you?!
Foreword: this chapter is a bit weird, i didnt really know how to write the post-death scene lmao
Next chapter: here
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(This is where you are, except it's night so instead of the clouds there are stars)
:D
anyways, Back to the story:
It felt like you were air, so light.
when you finally came to your senses you still had a sense of weightlessness but it had gotten better allowing you to look at your surroundings.
which probably wasn't the best idea.
"Where the fuck"
you paused, looking down at yourself, seeing no signs of wounds you continued your monologue.
"you know what, this reminds me of a saying my uncle used to say"
you thought out loud, while you continued to survey your surroundings.
"Life's a bitch, you marry one, and then you die." (a/n: true story)
you were in a room (?), maybe... it was almost as though you were in space. surrounding you were stars, they were so close yet so far. You felt as though you could reach out and touch them but at the same time you knew you couldn't.
not going to lie, that kinda pissed you off, you didn't even know why.
"All my life, I have been so FUCKING MAD, and now here I am, dead. I shoulda slapped that lady, she probably deserved it."
you continued to go off for the next god-knows-how-long, before a tall man, tapped you on the shoulder, startling you. causing you-in your sudden shock-to throw him to the floor. (you grabbed him by the hand and threw him over your shoulder...)
(here's what he looks like btw: (also I dont know the artist, I just saw him on pinterest and thought :' he'd work')
you look at the man, "ya know, you shouldn't sneak up on a lady like that."
' 10 years of martial arts finally paid off'
the white haired male could only groan in response.
"jesus fucking christ woman. how the fuck-"
"hey man you startled me" you quickly cut him off before he acted like it was your fault, as you put your hand down to help him up.
he took it, while giving you a skeptical look.
you sighed, "listen, I've had a bad day okay, I'm sorry for throwing you to the floor."
the male looked genuinely shocked.
"You know what, you're one of the good ones." he paused, not allowing you anytime to question him, before continuing "you like genshin, right?" you nodded, 'what does genshin have to do wit- "okay! how would you feel about going into the world of genshin impact?" the white haired male asked.
"hu- HUH?"
he looked at you with confusion, "I SAID, HO-"
"no, no I heard you, I'm just confused"
a look of irritation crossed the males features, "I am sebastian, I am someone who takes care of people who have passed on. essentially you have died, and I can give you choices of where to go."
"you've had to explain that to a lot of people haven't you?" you asked.
"yep, now answer my question: do you want to live there or not?" Sebastian asked, clearly wanting to get this over with.
A/n:
???? What did we say?!?!
#x reader#genshin impact#genshin x reader#genshin inazuma#ayato kamisato#kamisato ayato#ayato x reader#ayato kamisato imagines#kamisato ayaka#thoma#wren versus the world
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hii!! Im a christian shifter, but i have a question. Idk if you are christian, but if you can help me, that’d be great!! <3 also, hope your having a great day!
So, basically how should i try to shift as a christian? do i believe i can do it myself, or should i believe God makes me shift or not? Like how people ask the universe, etc, should i ask God?
And how could i make my scripts more christian like? (like how God would want it?)
Sorry if this doesnt make sense, and feel free not to answer if you dont want too! I just want to make sure im not doing anything wrong <3
have a good day, God bless.
(sorry for if i have bad grammar btw! english is confusing. And english is my first language 😭)
hii! yes i am a christian shifter. i would like to disclose my religious ideas are a little bit broader than the normal ones, so it may not have the same effect as if i was a conservative christian. i hope in my soul this can still help you though !! <3
so to include god more in my shifting journey, i literally pray every night for him to give me the strength to shift. i ask him to help me and guide me each step of the way with the tools, beings and people that have taught me thus far. i ask him to show me the way, and if it’s in his will allow me to shift the night in question.
but there is also some self confidence that comes into play. Philippians 4:6-7 says this “Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.”
so basically, i interpret this scripture as give thanks that god introduced you to shifting, pray about being able to reach that goal, and work towards and have confident in yourself and god that it will happen. Like 1:37 “nothing will be impossible with god”
with implies you’re doing work too. you also have to believe in yourself! you can’t just say “god, can u feed my dogs for me to keep them alive? thanks man.” because it’s more likely than not he won’t do it. he definitely can! but that’s something you should be doing. and, if your dogs eat healthy, they will live long lives! :)
and that’s with the grace of god. he moves in every aspect of our lives if we know it or not.
with scripts, i really don’t know.. i mean i don’t physically script much but my best suggestion would be in your dr, preform activities you do here. such as reading the bible and praying.
i’m gonna be honest, i have one of the most unholy, jaw dropping, gut wrenching, soul snatching scripts known to this earth (which is why i haven’t posted them)
but i know, even in my drs, i pray and thank god. hell, even in my wr i literally said one of the first things i wanna do is meet jesus christ, okay?
but yeah. there’s nothing you have to add to your script, you just have to accept jesus into your heart in those realities too <3 and don’t give up on him
that’s all i have anon i hope this helps u <3 sorry it took so long to respond
#abyss .answers#reality shifting#shiftblr#reality shift#shifting#desired reality#shifting community#black shifters#shifting motivation#reality#desired reality shifting#reality shifting positivity#reality shifter#shifting realities#shifter#shifting antis dni#experienced shifters#shiftinconsciousness#shifting consciousness#shift#shifters#shifting advice#shifting blog#shifting journey#shifting tips#shifttok#shifttwt#shiftingrealities#shifting script
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So i stop flooding peoples dash im gonna just make this a group, the tag is #livechatter
Im rambling about my life because i feel like it
mean in all reality they have saved me from a lot of bad people and bad things i just i dunno if i can belive that every single person i meet is some kind of malicous creature or person with bad intentions...its been years and im outgoing i like people but ive had to cut off most people because the gods told me some shit about them that was scary or my divination read something was up
I just dont know but i dont want to risk it...
But like, how many demons can one person come across and how many just so happen to be bad news for me
3 confirmed and funny thing is one of them actually scarred me both physically and astrally /wild/ one was my childhood friend who had a crush on me and also decided to get into a pact with a demon for ...funzies... but i cant recall if she had the bloodline or not because the last one who was actually super chill was following a family tradition
so yeah when the gods say "hey psst beckys a demon" im gonna be like "well golly gee 3 out of 3 demons the gods told me about were demons i wonder if this person is in a pact with a demon
and typically /usually/ me and demons dont get along, they find my energy tasty ig. Like demons are fine they are but like they just want to eat me usually or theyr mad at me on sight :")
But in any case im gonna belive it, its just...really?? I know im a beacon but seriously? Every person i meet is some mischievous or negative entity. I get out here fae are more common but /everyone?/ really? I dunno man i cant just be running into every non human on the planet both online and irl or if theyr normal theyr just the most shit person you can be to an almost cartoonish extent.
/idk man/
But i stare at my pendulum the one i warded clensed banished shit on and used rituals to invoke a gods name and boom its just "yup this ones no good"
Like...OK??? THEN WHO IS??? And theyll set me up with people and it never goes well like it always falls through because the people i click with just arent good enough??? Or they just all want me dead?
Am i the problem? Like its me or its them and theyr gods like idk idk man im lost im so lost, how can nobody be ok how can so many people just want to hurt me on sight am i seriously that pathetic looking?? Or are they playing some kind of protective roll? Thats kind assuming a lot about them
What are the fucking odds theyd just be over protective
Im kinda whirlling right now because i think i figured it out, Apollo always expressed guilt over the whole imprisonment thing even though that was literally my fault for directly disobeying his very clear instructions for some guy, yeah thats an embaressment ill never live down
Im wondering if Apollo felt bad and now hes just being really harsh on anyone who comes near me, i only wonder this because he had been around for a really long time before he helped me escape my home/cult
But like ive asked others too
In the same pantheon
That was responsible for a lot of fucking trauma
Who like most of them have a reason to be harsh on people
I just wonder what would happen if i asked maybe Zeus instead of literally anyone else besides maybe some of the goddesses.
Oh godsssss i think ive just deadass been asking the wrong people because everyone else is bias and angry at people
Jesus christ i knew it was my fault if i had just thought about it for a second and got my head out of the ground i wouldve seen it
But still i could be wrong so i need to go ask Zeus with my pendulum and see whats going on before i go removing anything...im also wondering what other people have to say about this because im honestly so tired of shutting up about my weird ass life
Pendulum with Zeus:
Is the reason i keep getting a no on my friends because everyone else is bias and angry at people
Yes
Will you give me non bias direct answers if i contact you?
Yes
I get so specific with my questions because if it can only say yes no or maybe i want to narrow it down as much as possible, questions are phrased intuitively or auto written but some times intentional, more gently guided though.
So i figured it out by live journaling basically...nice, ok so this is weird...but when is it ever not hhh
Thats sweet honestly, if it weren't so suffocating...i cant belive this this has taken me literally 3 and a half years to figure out and i just had to talk to Lord Zeus??? Hhhhhhh oh my gods
Going to him more often now honestly
I wouldve never guessed that i think i think too lowly of myself if it took 3 and a half years to realize they care enough to be mad at people who caused me like, irreparable damadge hahaaaa
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character meme do snake and vegeta
for my sweet sweet boy david snake
First impression: after peripheral awareness of metal gear solid existing for ten years, in 2008 i was playing brawl on my friends wii and was like.....who is real human man caked up with a gun in my silly nintendo party fighter. and then i shot pokemon trainer with a nikita missile and it was love at first sight 💖
Impression now: he's the wolf, he's the lamb, he's the sheep dog he's the shepherd, he's jesus christ. he's done unspeakale horrors he's a monument to the innate kindness of human beings in the face of mistreatment every parental figure in his life. he's been married for a decade and had a child with a man who i know owns more than one horny dakimura. he's the first video game character to ever say the word bisexual. he loves dogs. he's a clone of his father. his father who ignored him his entire life only told him he was his father to manipulate him before snake burned him alive with a macguyvered zippo flamethrower. kojima spend months modeling his ass. literally character of all time.
Favorite moment: "i'm not like you, i love life" "life is worth living even when it hurts you, even when you hurt it." everytime he does that shoulder grab and soulful eye stare at otacon, sunny, or raiden when they're filled with despair.
Idea for a story: he lives another happy fifty healthy years after the end of mgs4 i know this i learned this in a psychic attack from kojima.
Unpopular opinion: people who look at this man and see someone other than a bottom.....girl i cannot help you.
Favorite relationship: otasune my beloved. also him and sunny (father and daughter of all time 🥺🥺🥺, him and raiden (weh), whatever deranged shit he and kaz had going on take that how you will, and him and frankie 😩😩😩
Favorite headcanon: i have never gotten over that one post about hal putting on the first pokemon movie for sunny and dave seeing it and fully cat crying dot png because mewtwo's just like him fr
idiot boy vegeta
First impression: me @ the age of 6 watching toonami at my cousin's house: who is this infinitesimal crying man being beaten to death in front of me.
Impression now: worst galactically wanted planet destroyer princess alive 💖💖💖💖💖💖 i love him so bad.
Favorite moment: his majin arc was so insane he was sooooo #gonegirl, gatekeep, girlboss i love gay divorce.
Idea for a story: vegeta doesn't get inflicted with toriyama's comp het. actualy just apply that to every dragon ball character.
Unpopular opinion: i understand it's like...better for his mental health and i like the concept but like........i wish his character arc had ended with "i dont have to be better than goku" rather than "goku will always bee better than me" like.....thanks i hate that
Favorite relationship: goku and vegeta unfortunately, he and bulma but as people who used to to fuck because they're both stone cold 10's and now they are just little haters together, if i was toriyama i would have done a whole lot more with him and gohan given that they literally have the same backstory, him and piccolo and chichi should have a bitch4bitch4bitch club i would be so down, him and raditz because it makes me insane, him and freeza but only when they focus on his horrifically unpacked trauma and make vegeta shake like a pursedog and then he kills freeza, oh and him and tarble because what the fuck they literally never did anything with that.
Favorite headcanon: okay read above most of my headcanon's got put up there 😭😭😭
#asks#thegeminisage#mgs#dbz#for the blacklists#i love being insane about anime men on main#really weeds out the weak
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yellowjackets s2e5 lb
A VHS TAPE MY OLD FRIEND THE VCR <3
VAN OWNS A DVD/VHS RENTAL STORE AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
"happy wife happy life" fjakjkdjksaj but also DID lottie stop her from sleepwalking?
callie you are hanging out with not only a grown man but a COP callie PLEASE
"if i get a strike you have to kiss me" oh jesus fucking christ
i will say that callie is being stupid but it's teenager stupid and it's also "my mom confessed murdering someone to me and i am going to lash out" stupid so it's like. an expected stupid but oh my god callie please
"i sexually hustled you" i hate this <3
YES CALLIE USE GOOGLE!
omg i forgot about javi
are they going to eat him
crystal and misty bestie hour <3
"you can talk to me if it helps" HE'S A COP! TELL HIM YOU WERE LYING AND SCRAM!
CALLIE LYING TO THE COP TELLING HIM SHAUNA WAS HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH RANDY INSTEAD OF ADAM SAVING HER MOM'S ASS JESUS CHRIST
teenagers can be so so so stupid (i know i was one) but also they're not NEARLY as stupid or oblivious as adults think. point in case callie
"there's only ever one rule. win" they're perfect for each other
"a fucking cop?" "how old is he?" parent time
"so... i did fix it?" oh callie oh callie oh she's just a kid in the middle of a shit show trying to deal with her stupid parents and their stupid drama and their stupid murder and even though they've been lying to her and then making the HORRIBLE decision to make her party to their crime (shauna.) she's still trying to help oh god i feel so bad for her
love seeing more of akilah in this ep i rly hope they dont find out about her mouse <3
hardy boy mention <3
ok so either crystal is going to get eaten OR misty pushes her off the cliff or they have some sort of scuffle because she wants to tell the others if misty confesses she stranded them out there for social points
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :( IM SORRY CRYSTAL (KRISTEN)
you know walter is taking the whole "misty could have murdered adam" thing very well all things considered
"my grandma killed my grandpa and even though she was in jail for 30 years she never failed to send me a birthday card. she was thoughtful, like you" COMEDYYYYYYYYYYY
"maybe you dont have to be dying to have regrets" OH?
OH TAISSA :(
loving the lottie and nat back and forth its so fun
who is javi's friend
SLEEPWALKING TAI LETS GOOOOOO
THEY BROUGHT IT BACK
THE SHADOW
ITS SO CREEPY ITS SO GOOD
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I know I'm not really the exact target demograohic as someone at least outwardly mentally and phisically healthy, but as someone who feels like theyre just loosing regular ol sanity and resistance to what other people seem to think is all just fine to expect me to do.
this was going to go into the tags but i want to actually post a rant as if it matters so uhh
i have an exam tomorrow and I'm feeling like garbage because I've not prepared at all. It's because I had a really really bad semester with like a whole month of being ill with probably covid but i never actually checked and chronic fatigue for like 3 months and the perfectionist in me wouldn't let me rest or be sick so i just forced myself to go to classes and perpetuated it all.
Now I am left with zero recolection of the class content from this half of the year and I am surely going to fail. I just didn't or couldn't study, focus, produce coursework or turn up to many of the lessons.
I have the school's mental health services behind me but that'll only really help with getting retake exams guaranteed. The councelors have been very typical in that they seem to just say "ah yes it seems as though you are aware of what's wrong and what to do" which no i fucking do not. I need an actual psychiatrist so bad but idk how to go to that I am somewhat scared of being infantalised as someone who definately is on the adhd and asd spectrums which from what i've heard is a very real possibility.
Dieting and exercise has been tough and I feel just guilty. I'm not even eating that unhealthy I think i just have an ed again is only getting more of a grasp on me since i always feel fat because of stress eating in previous semesters and I just dont want to exist in my own skin. thats not even broaching onto gender and those problems but thats for later at this point. trying to diet with no plan and a reliance on food for enjoyment in the day quite alot of the time as someone whos a very very hungry dude is tough.
Jesus christ dude I had hope of me actually getting a bit better at this shit this year.
I'm a failure and i know thats ok and that i should hold myself to the same standards as i hold others but it still hurts. and it hasn't even happened yet. i hate this. impending doom of the most menial proportion.
i feel fine but i just want to be able to relax and enjoy myself for once in my fucking life. i want to not be either stressed from boredom in summer or regular stressed during semester time. I want to actually be able to have friends in summer and actually have fun for once in my life. i hate living at home surrounded by all those stupid piss ugly fields. It all sucks and I just don't enjoy any of this cycle. why did i think 'ah yes of course, four years of grueling work is a perfectly reasonable requirement to be able to live as a real person' and not just go live as a real person.
part of me really wants to give up and just not do any more of my course and just buy tears of the kingdom and not revise any more but a very core part of mte just would't accept that so I want to keep working but knowing that this will fail initially and then I can try again soon means that I can just not worry means I'm not worried therefore not motivated and not able to do the work. but if the exam is important then its unsalvageable and that sucks and im stressed the fuck out and cant work because the second i try and work I
I'm just loosing my mind out here man. and im sleepy good night to you all
sending love out tonight to everyone who is progressively losing their abilities, whether that's movement, ability to walk, eyesight, or hearing.
it's hard to come to terms with the fact that you can't do things that you used to be able to do. I'll be honest, it feels like you're losing control of your life. it can feel very isolating and hopeless. its scary and overwhelming, and it's so hard to deal with.
you are not less than just because you can do less. im proud of you for still being here, and i wish you ease with adjusting to new ways of life. please take care of yourself, i love you.
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Tw: weight talk, gender dysphoria, unhealthy weight loss talk, dont read if you struggle with food
I want to lose weight again. The way I am right now makes me extremely dysphoric and pushes me to restrict or fast, and I know I shouldnt. Its not healthy and its not okay. So, Im trying to be responsible about my weight loss, but still pursue it. I am currently slightly overweight, so Im not going to go underweight by any means. I just want to look the way I did before. My thighs are so thick and it makes me feel really, really bad, and my belly and back have rolls. My face is too pudgy and I just feel suffocated by myself.
I know it wont make me look like a man and I know I have to take hormones for that to happen, but I just cant stand being in such a womanly body. Its just so wrong, and its difficult to be around others too, because I just keep thinking about how they see me as a woman. Also, I want it to be a bit easier to bind lol.
So Im trying to be consistent with the amount of calories I consume and eat in a deficit. To be honest, the deficit is too big, but I cant help it right now. I will increase it once I see some changes, which should be in a week or so. Im also doing some workouts which is also making me feel better about my body :) I missed strength training to be honest. I did it for many years but stopped when I quit a sport about 2 years ago. And its nice to start feeling strong again. I want to build faith that my body can change before I up my calorie limit. Otherwise, I know Im going to go back into a binge restrict cycle and I really dont want to do that. I feel so peaceful these days and I dont want to ruin it. I need to feel okay at least for a bit to build my hope back up.
Also, Im finally consuming more proteins :D I started drinking protein shakes and they really do make a huuugee difference in my hunger levels, and I also find that my muscles are less sore than they used to be when I trained without eating enough of them. Stupid of me, I know, but I just felt like I would be a fraud if I couldnt build up muscle “naturally” (the fact that I thought eating enough protein would make it unnatural is fucking hilarious to me rn tbh).
Although, protein shakes are so gross!!! Im getting used to the flavour but jesus fucking christ, it tastes like some weird medicine lmao. I get less of that feeling every day though, so I hope that means I will one day be like “oh goodie a protein shake”. Now Im just like “okay dude, you gotta do it. Its not so bad, just chug it” lmao. At least its not bitter 0_0 Otherwise I would really struggle with it lol.
I have some chronic illnesses and whenever one of them starts to physically disable me, I take a suuuper bitter pill, and even then I have to lowkey force myself to do it, even though I know that I will be in a lot of pain if I dont lol.
#tw ed but not sheeran#tw weight talk#tw weight loss talk#tw ed talk#tw ed#tw restriction talk#tw restriction#tw gender dysphoria#tw dysphoria
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therapists who complain about their clients online i am giving you the side eye...
like even if you're not using real names. what are you doing????? like "omg this idiot who trusted me with their personal struggles and who it is literally my job to help sucks man isn't that funny." like i actually do not care even if your client is the suckiest person in the world you still suck.
i saw a post where someone did that and it was weird because all the reblogs were positive? like did no one question "why the FUCK is a therapist sharing this?" like it's not yours to fucking share bro!!!!! i wanted to reblog and be mean but tbh i don't really want to start a fight. so.
like i googled for five seconds to see if it's legally fine and it seems to be? but the cases it mentions is like "mentioning to another client (without personally identifying details) for the sake for example or whatever" not like "sharing to your tumblr followers for the sake of clout." so i think it's still not very ethical even if it's allowed. because your job is to establish trust with your client in order to help them somehow. and you're talking advantage of that to gain INTERNET CLOUT by MAKING FUN OF THEM.
like imo the only time a therapist should share your info is:
colleague/supervisor for the sake of. work/advice or whatever idk
their own therapist (i assume this is allowed)
other clients for purpose mentioned previously (without identifying details/extreme close detail/not someone they know)
the typical stipulations like harm to self/others
like if i knew my therapist was whining about me online i would Stop Going
https://www.washingtonpost.com/wellness/2023/03/10/tiktok-therapists-consent-forms-social-media-anonymity-identity/
this article is interesting. i read it yesterday. it's really funny because the tiktok therapists are like "tee hee i love to help people. and we have consent forms" and the other people are like "i dont think signing one form in a collection of shit you don't read should allow your therapist to turn your trauma into tiktok content forever" and "this isn't about 'helping people' its about clout"
my favorite line from the article: "'If a physician on TikTok is having patients sign off to be content, they should consider leaving medicine and becoming a social media influencer instead,' said Dominic Sisti, an associate professor of medical ethics and health policy at the University of Pennsylvania." like so fucking true actually if you want to get tiktok famous be a tiktok star not a fucking therapist!!!!!!!!
therapists/nurses being fired/losing clients for being idiots online love to see it!!!!!!!! too bad the tumblr guy has no name or face on their account... or i would report them...
idk it seems like just taking advantage of the vulnerable people that you're PAID TO HELP. especially the guy i saw who was like "wow my client is so dumb isn't it hilarious???" like no you're not supposed to be making fun of them online you're supposed to be idk GIVING THEM THERAPY? like i'm not saying "oh therapists can't dislike their clients or think they're frustrating" but what i am saying is that they SHOULD NOT COMPLAIN ON A PUBLIC FORUM ABOUT THEM WHILST USING SPECIFIC DETAILS ABOUT THEM. like this is a person!!!!! not a funny story!!!! jesus christ!!!!!!
also like the blatant disdain for their client makes it seem like. they wouldn't actually be good at helping them? like there's a difference between like "i don't like this person as a person/i wouldn't want to interact with them in a differeent setting" and "this person is ridiculous and stupid and i want to make fun of them online"
pretty scary how petty middle school bullies can grow up to be nurses and therapists....
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