#It’s Exhausting Sometimes
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sometimes you’re sitting eating toast and then you get the deepest, strongest wave of despair over the things that happened to your people at the hands of colonizers and because of that you will never know your own personal history or genealogy in the way that many other people do and you already feel like an outsider to your ethnicity in a lot of ways
#fresa is experiencing generational despair#being latine is like this#because the colonizers fucked up latin america in ways that did damage on such a global scale#and because of that now i have no real ties to my own culture because of the choices of people made long before me#and sometimes i feel awful that that was taken from me#i’m mexican american bc my family came from mexico but it was so many generations ago it doesn’t ‘count’ to a lot of latines#i’m latino but i had a specific upbringing with an american regional group of latines that’s way different than latin america#I can’t speak spanish because i wasn’t taught properly#Im indigenous in the way that many latines are and yet i can’t connect to my own ancestral cultures#It’s Exhausting Sometimes
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Being in America is super fun because you get to see Trump going up against Biden in a presidential election with both of them being dogshit options, mass protests against what should very obviously be seen as an injustice that spits in the face of what you were told your country stands for, except the government disagrees, using the power of the militarized state to brutalize protestors, all the while people spread malicious lies regularly with millions believing their every word(a lot of it being thanks to some rich freak on Twitter). Also, the economy is doing pretty damn poor and you see media sources tell you to sacrifice your well-being all while the ultra rich get richer and richer.
And then after you're done with 2020, you get to do it again four years later
#living in america is so exhausting sometimes#i genuinely believe there is good in this country#the idea of a cultural melting pot founded on liberty and freedom is a very very good one#the issue comes in where half the country doesnt actually care about those values
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coming out as a "Will snores obnoxiously loud" and "Nico breaths so quietly you can barely tell hes alive" truther
#LISTEN OKAY. WILL WORKS CRAZY HOURS. EXHAUSTS HIMSELF PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY#hes going to snore. really loud. as soon as he hits the pillow.#its not uncommon for even people who dont snore! that i know anyways.#happened to family members of mine who dont usually snore#also additionally nico sleeps like a corpse so it works out for both of them#i think personally nico is usually like 3/4's awake but once his body actually lets him rest? out. gone.#sleep deprived x also sleep deprived for different reasons#also on a different note (slightly) i feel like will just grabs nico sometime in the middle of the night like hes his teddy bear#nico is lets himself get dragged into wills arms because he too. is completely and utterly asleep#solangelo#nico di angelo#will solace#the sun and the star#rrverse#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo
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The dog world is so allergic to “management” as a concept like “my dogs are fighting!” Separate them. “My dog runs off!” Leash them. “My dog is aggressive!” Muzzle him. “My dog destroys my house!” Put him in a secure area he can’t destroy stuff in. It is literally that easy.
#dogblr#dog behavior#and train what you DO WANT the dog to do in addition of course#but like. dog making your life stressful? there is usually an easy management answer here#especially when it’s like…this is all normal dog stuff ya know#sometimes dog reddit just….exhausts me#separate your dogs that are fighting!! malamute and yorkie??? that’s a dog death waiting to happen
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I'm going to laminate this image and carry it in my pocket to hand my fellow writers when they're being exclusionary:
you must understand how insane I sound when someone in the writers' group goes on a bigoted rant about fan fiction and I reply with, "Have you seen the movie Ratatouille?"
#writeblr#writblr#writing#writer problems#writer community#writers on tumblr#writers and poets#writerscommunity#creative writing#writing humor#writing memes#writing problems#writing process#writer#writers community#writing community#fanfiction#fanfic#writers' groups#irl community is such a blessing but it's also a bit exhausting sometimes
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A Wild Battinson (Social Media AU)
Part 43 (Masterlist)
(Part 44)
Me, to myself: I just think the series was better when I posted several times a week because the pacing felt more natural, and it translates better when people binge it.
Also Me, holding two jobs and a bat: If you try to post once a day again, I will disconnect your head from your shoulders—
@bruciemilf guess who’s back
Anyways, folks! :D So I'm thinking of a new upload schedule where I spend a bit preparing the next ten or so parts then post it all in two weeks? I think that would be fun (and much better for my creative process.)
I’ll be posting the next part very soon :) But it's going to be drastically different from what I've done before. Let’s see if anyone can guess why.
Yada yada don’t die LOVE Y’ALL
#also since I posted so much more I felt less guilty putting filler stuff in because you'd get more tomorrow#but NOW that feels like cheating because you waited a whole week (or three months whoopsie) even though when I look back at the older parts#-the filler bits were always the best#also the lore is just exhausting sometimes#I'm not writing the MCU here I need to calm down#I'm literally rereading my own series five times trying to think of more cute filler because that's CLEARLY what I'm missing#and pictures of him#I'm running out of pictures of Robert Pattinson it's finally happening#pray for me#a wild battinson#battinson#bruce wayne#batman#the batman 2022#batman 2022#the batman#dc universe#dc#battinson needs a hug#gotham#soft bruce wayne#gotham city#only in gotham#gothamite#social media au#social media
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hes wobblin'
#my art#gif#wobbledogs#wobbledogs gif#wobbledog#animation#both hungry and exhausted yet still digging!!!111 never stop the GRIND!!!!!#i love how my blog is like ah yes fandom content im obsessed with#that other random media i like and ocs sometimes#gotta keep everyone guessing#i might upload some more of my animations soon!
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it’s time for me to be that one friend that is too woke, but the “vi and jayce are stupid together so they can’t get anything done” jokes are funny to an extent. i love himbo friendships more than anything. but some of the things you guys are saying about vi is crazy “i bet she can’t read because who knows what zaun’s education was” THESE COMMENTS ON THIS TIKTOK.
it’s crazy how people can watch a show like arcane, and understand the themes and still not understand how this is kind of weird??? people from zaun aren’t stupid or less than. that is the whole point. viktor comes from the undercity, jinx as well, and ekko, and they are all. canonically genius’. vi is not a stupid child. PLEASEEE stop treating her as one with your basis being her under-privilege and a few brash qualities of her personality
#anyways#this fandom. makes me exhausted sometime s#long post#arcane#caitvi#like not everyone is doing this. but that’s what it’s starting to sound like . whether it’s subtle or not from what people actually mean#and i don’t know if they realize this but.#caitlyn kiramman#league of legends#jinx arcane#vi arcane#vi league of legends#jayce league of legends#and regardless if somebody’s education in underprivileged homes/society’s is ‘less than’#and if they can’t understand words like CONTENGINCY#that does not mean they’re dumb and should not be treated as such !!
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Excited to meet them for real next month.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#da manfred#my art#tired doodle#I’m exhausted from life stuff but I just needed to doodle him#sometimes you just need things to look forward to
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An early-morning, fleeting, glimpse of vulnerability. Just a flash of some internal thought (perhaps woken from dreaming of Zaun's independence, perhaps just thinking of something personal and quiet) before it's back to business as usual - busting heads for Silco and minding shipments and upstarts. Furrow your brow back down and get on with the day.
Probably not at the brothel I suppose, I doubt she'd take her arm off there (far too risky), likely it's just a private morning. Something in whatever apartment she sleeps in, amid un-laundered sheets and curtains reeking of cigarette smoke.
#Arcane#Sevika#Art#Personal#Digital#Color#Yeah I like to take very tough hard-bitten characters#and find the little cracks of exhausted tender hope#Sometime in the midst of S1
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#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#chronic exhaustion#pain management#aftermath of abuse#at least i get to have a good time sometimes a little bit#its minutes
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*gives you a gay little kiss that feels like home*
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#lesbian#sometimes you may see a post from me and go:#why the fuck would she post that??#and wonder if i regret it#the answer is no <3#all my posts are bangers😤#esp this one#and that is NOT the exhaustion and lack of sleep talking#maybe it’s late and i have to be up#in five hours#and i came to the realization that ALL my kisses count as gay little kisses#and had to share that with the internet#okay and it’s a GOOD post😤😤😤😤#im not gonna see this at a time when im more sane and be like wtf#i’ll see it be like: wow that’s a great post#@ future me: u can fight me on this im right okay#god im so tired
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You know the "all osha regulations come from blood" thing? I like to imagine the exact thing happens with the Justice League. The list of protocols and rules goes on so long but every single one has a story behind it.
Some of them seem out of place, or down right useless. New members often scoff at the trainings they're tasked to attend.
One of the regulations involves a required emergency survivalist kit on every space craft the Leauge owns, and requires routine inspections of said kits. New members get stuck with that bit of maintenence, and often complain "there's no reason it'll ever be needed." That is, until a begrudged Batman plays a video from the time Aquaman, Flash, and Wonder Woman got stuck on an ice planet with no vegetation or wildlife and they nearly froze to death.
Those who can fly ask why they need to attend trainings on emergency landing procedure. Any founding member gladly points to the framed front page Daily Planet article on the wall. It documents the island-sized crater Superman made after being super-punched back into the atmosphere a few years back.
And so on.
If you kill a civilian, knowingly, out of outright negligence, Batman will be out for blood. You'll be kicked off the League if you're lucky. You're an adult and you should know better. Every single rule and contingency he has in place is either because someone fucked up once, or they're like to fuck up someday.
Over time, those same cocky new members slowly realize that Batman is the one cleaning up after those incidents. He's the one who pays off the families and replaces the equipment. He quietly settles lawsuits and pays for future medical care. He repairs buildings and offers grants to displaced civilians. And then he goes up to the Watchtower, writes up the new regulation, and has to live with that kind of responsibility all over again. Because now they know better. Now there's a rule, and god willing, this won't happen again.
Being stupid, being cocky, just simple ignoring the rules briefly -- it all has a cost. And usually, that cost is borne by the flesh-and-blood humans, not the metas, aliens, or gods. Humans.
#asks#anon#thoughts#excellent ask#justice league#jl#batman is sad grim OSHA#you think he's an asshole#but really he's just exhausted and so so angry sometimes#bruce wayne#batman#dc
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*puts down some SAGAU fluff* come here i have a tasty meal for you :)
Childe often goes to the city to pick up supplies, as you can't wander into a crowd without getting accused of impersonation- he's seen the scars etched over your skin, the lines of starry blood from blades and burns. so even with the cloth mask you always wear, he doesn't push you to venture into any big cities or villages. you are the Creator, after all, and Childe- Ajax- wants you to be as happy as possible. besides, it's always the perfect opportunity to catch wind of any news floating around, both from his subordinates and chatter on the street. the Eleventh Harbinger is oddly quiet nowadays, completing his work in silence and deep thought, yet the agents of the Fatui swear they can see a faint sparkle in his deep blue eyes.
it's during one of his outings that Ajax notices that he has a shadow- a small, fuzzy shadow, a kitten trotting after him as he goes around doing his weekly errands. the tiny thing is determined keep following him, even though one of his steps is practically an entire journey to it, and after the kitten trails after him to every shop he visits, Ajax simply scoops it up in one hand and carries it with him. it clambers onto his shoulder and makes itself comfortable, periodically mewing and nudging his cheek. Foul Legacy is going mad trying to stay silent in the back of Ajax's head, trilling and chirping in delight at the new adorable friend.
you're equally as delighted when Ajax brings the kitten home, gasping and reaching out as he gently sets it in your hands- and just in time, as Foul Legacy takes over their shared body, nuzzling up to you and chittering very quietly so he doesn't scare the cat. he watches your every move and reaction, the warm smile on your face after all that you've suffered making his heart melt. your newfound friend meows, high pitched and squeaky, kneading biscuits against your scarred palms as Legacy gently pulls you into his lap and purrs deeply along with the tiny kitten's buzzing.
the Creator, an Abyssal monster, and their fluffy companion- now all you need to do is think of a name.
#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#gi ajax#foul legacy#foul legacy childe#genshin tartagalia#genshin childe#genshin tartaglia#genshin x reader#childe x reader#sagau#genshin sagau#I'M FINALLY DONE WITH EXAMS AAAAAAAAA#i'm so tired i'm very exhausted#it feels so weird not having any work to do aside from packing#oh off topic but are tumblr tags being weird for anyone for a while#sometimes certain ones i want just don't show up when i try to tag them#weird#short scenario#wifi's brainrot#good evening
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I thrifted a copy of All Systems Red and every page has a careful note on the edge about the plot point that occured on that page and this person is so sweet making little page number notes compiling every place mb has to pretend to be something its not
#all systems red#murderbot#they were quit exhaustive very few pages are blank#i adore their dedication and tbh sometimes the quick page summary helps me figure out what section ive randomly flipped to
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idk why ppl put comments like these + hate comments of the show/character/ship under the tags of a gifset knowing full well that the OP CAN and will probably see it and if u think this is a compliment IT IS NOT please stop doing this
#this is also why i dont have my inbox open#im so exhausted#im trying me best to ignore the hate tags and tags like this but sometimes u refresh notifs and u accidentally see them LMAOO...... 😭#and the cycle of why do i continue to do this continues#ik this is like the 1% of the comments of the tags but ppl are so fucking annoying#i also hope a lot of people understand why gifmakers complain about this because it is VERY prevelant#everyday i see a tag where its oh i dislike (insert character ship show writers etc) BUT....#OK I DONT CARE???????????????????? YOU KNOW I CAN SEE THIS????? IF U HAVE ANYTHING NEGATIVE TO SAY JUST WRITE YOUR OWN TEXT POST!!!!#and yes block block block block#anyways like 9/10 ppl here are the sweetest and nicest and ily guys#personal tag#tw suicide
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