#Isn't Lonely Lovely
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Barbara Manning - Isn't Lonely Lovely (1997)
One of my favorite music blogs flankingmanoeuvres posted a song from the same LP, reminding me about this incredible tune. Backed by Joey Burns and John Convertino of Calexico.
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HOLY SHIT I FOUND YOU!! I SAW YOUR FNAF ART LIKE A YEAR AGO ON PINTREST AND I WAS LIKE DAMN THATS PRETTY FUCKING AWSOME BUT FOR THE LIFE OF ME I COULDN'T FIND THE ARTIST BUT I JUST DID, ITS YOU!!
I have no idea which art of mine you found from pinterest but based on what you're implying I lowkey think it's this screenshot redraw I made for the FNAF movie lmao (which I hope I'm right)
Unfortunately you won't get much FNAF art from me nowadays anon, ever since Ruin disappointed me immensely I've just lost most of the hope I've been clinging onto for the franchise, now I'm just here... reminiscing, watching from the sidelines, and making a once-in-a-blue-moon art for it if I'm feeling extra
#thanks for the ask!#Ziku's insane rambles#fnaf#fnaf art#freddy fazbear#bonnie the bunny#chica the chicken#Just to be clear#I don't HATE FNAF#I'm just tired of seeing the one character I love get dragged to the mud multiple times#I'm being nihilistic but when I say there's no place for Chica fans in the fnaf fandom#there really isn't one I'm afraid#Scott had the opportunity to do SOMETHING WORTHWHILE with Glamrock Chica#instead we got fucking Roxanne Wolf because oooo the fandom likes the furry bait ig#not that I hate Roxanne Wolf either but how tf are you prioritizing this one-time character over the ONE WHO HAS CONTINUOUSLY EXISTED#AND WILL CONTINUE TO EXIST; WITHOUT PURPOSE MIND YOU; BECAUSE YOU KEEP FUMBLING#I guess what I'm saying is.... fnaf can be so alienating and lonely if the character you like isn't the furry thirst traps#because Scott hates Chica and doing anything remotely important with her; she's just a joke character in his eyes#sigh... now I'm sad because I'm remembering what made me drift away from this franchise
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Halo
#mmm ok lemme just start w the tags then ill ramble#welt yang#hsr#honkai star rail#hi3#honkai impact 3rd#my art#ok anyways. i didnt have too many thoughts when i started it beyond “uni is killing me but i NEED to do my daily drawings”#some thoughts did go through my mind while drawing which determined the direction this went in#which is that this could be a badass heroic drawing but.. it isn't. this doesn't feel very happy does it?#it makes him look a bit lonely#but something about the pose and the red is ominous. like he's unreadable but theres something sad about it#the moon in the background has a bit of a double meaning - namely the actual moon and its purpose in hi3#as the final destination of the honkai and the story but.. him as well#and as a halo. i love that the three major organizations in hi3 are basically religious groups#and AE basically worships joyce and his legacy (!) and welt tries to fill that. i mean the title sovereign alone means like. absolute ruler#an untouchable figure in terms of power and control over their people#so i really like to give him some sort of fucked up fake halo. he can imitate a saintly figure but it dehumanizes him in turn#he even talks about humanity like he's not a part of it#what's left is some kind of creature mimicking divinity but becoming isolated and inhuman in the process#(gesturing wildly) THINK ABOUT THE COSMIC HORROR POTENTIAL OF BEING A HERRSCHER. HE LITERALLY PERCEIVES REALITY DIFFERENTLY. CMON.
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TK always in his line of sight, hands always open and reaching out, ready to hold him or rub his back or squeeze the back of his neck, carlos always keeping him a little too close, just a reassurance — but also pure affection and gravitation towards his person — when TK is anxious or worried and cross, and he'll say something to stop TK in his tracks to center him if he needs the reminder that he's pushing too much. AND THAT'S LOVE!!!!!!!! THESE ARE TWO SOULMATES !!!!!!!!!!
#😭#so much of that is from ronen & rafael just giving their all and pouring their love into these two beloved characters and i love that so#much. it's so smooth and natural and there isn't a single moment on screen. in the centre or in the background or in the middle where you#don't feel how it's so well baked into their mannerism.#they don't act like carlos and tk. THAT'S JUST CARLOS AND TK. they don't perform but rather transform and it's sublime to watch#911 lone star#911ls#tarlos#5x07#tk strand#carlos reyes
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can you gif that tongue thing judd did in opening of thunderstruck with this aviators on?
[response to my request for gif prompts post here]
#911 lone star#911lsedit#judd ryder#gif prompt asks#my gifs#i think this is the one! but if it isn't let me know!#i meant to make a whole set of judd in these glasses but never did. i'll add it to my list for when I'm up for full sets#(i don't love the cropping of this but as usual lone star had to go and put the credits over the scenes I want to gif lol)
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Honestly, it's hard for me to get excited about this or even the possibility of a Texas Ranger Carlos spin-off from 911 Lone Star
For one thing, while S8 is off to an amazing start, similar arguments could be made for S7 up to this point (compared to previous seasons). There are also some leftover flaws from last season that have yet to be fixed.
But more than that, the fact that Lone Star is ending when it has been literally getting better every season. Even only five episodes in, S5 is arguably the best of them all, and the only argument is we're missing Grace.
Even if the Carlos spin-off happens, we might get TK but maybe not much and probably not in every episode, and we might never see the rest of the 126 ever again. I love Tarlos but I also love Paul, Nancy, Mateo, Marjan, Judd and especially Tommy (Grace too of course). I would rather see their stories continued than try to get interested in either of these new shows.
#i like owen too#and where tf is buttercup#five seasons isn't enough for the 126#911 lone star#tarlos#tk strand#carlos reyes#tommy vega#paul strickland#nancy gillian#mateo chavez#marjan marwani#judd ryder#grace ryder#911 abc#911 needs to bring back the characters we love#and stop bringing back and rewarding shitty ones#ravi panikkar#carla price#albert han#linda bates#lucy donato#and stop screwing with the kids for plot#leave denny mara and jee alone#and bring chris home#anti captain gerrard#anti tommy kinard#anti diaz parents#anti buckley parents#911 spinoff
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[ID: Screenshot of a chat that says "just leave my queen alone, she's already suffered enough. She wanted a life with her malewife murder monk pilot mechanic racer and you should respect her for that!]
It's Padmé defending's hours for me
I have been seeing more negative (with very weird connotations, tbh) posts about Padmé on my dash lately, and while I'm a firm believer of the "scroll past it" rule, it really irks me a lot because MOST of these takes sound a bit mysoginistic to me and also (to me) shows a lack of trying to understand her as a character, not in a "you don't get her" way, but in a "you don't even try to understand the character and her context in the damn story just because you wanna sound holy than thou" way.
I'm all for accepting takes about Padmé's flaws or having a slightly more privileged/closed view (and that makes sense, she's aristocracy) but these people are SO WEIRD whenever they wanna talk about her 🤨
I'll forever mad that George eliminated SO MANY scenes with Padmé in the movies, but I feel like even if we had those scenes, people's complaints would be exactly the same.
But also i think half of the time people fail at understanding Padmé is because they're also failing to understand Anakin's as a character, idk
#we love Padmé in this blog damnit#how so many people can forget the fact she had also an absolutely horrible childhood and was lonely and used to political backstabbing#and assasination attempts#at fourteen#and it just kept getting worse#the fact that she found a bond with Anakin and fandom makes it all about her being a stupid girl or evil for that it's ridiculous#and some of these takes sound victim-blamey if i'm honest#is she flawed? yes obviously but that makes her more interesting#anidala is supposed to be space Romeo and Juliet right? Eurydice and Orpheus Lancelot and Guinevere they're doomed for loving each other#but loving isn't their flaw actually#the flaw in Star Wars is some old guy called Palpatine he's in the background if you squint and Padmé was manipulated by him too#rambling#star wars#sw#padmé amidala#padmé#anakin skywalker#anidala
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It's all about Nagi living alone in a tiny one bedroom, one bathroom apartment with zero personality and Reo having a whole floor for himself but still living surrounded by tacky-expensive home decor with no apparent traces of his actual personality, either. It's all about how Nagi's parents haven't visited him in 2 years nor taken an interest in his life since, while Reo's are content to live floors apart from their teenage son, only taking an interest in what value he can bring to Mikage Corp but being otherwise uninvolved in / dismissive of his actual life. It's all about them being surrounded by people and still not knowing how to form a meaningful connection with another person before meeting each other. It's all about them being so starved for genuine human warmth to combat their bone-deep loneliness that they both treasure memories of tiny, inconsequential moments where they were spending time with their parents. Something something it's this line,
and how it describes them both despite being said about Reo. It's them being awkward 17-year-olds who had never before had an equal who would just respect them as they are and unconditionally look their way. In this essay I will-
#Blue lock#Blue lock spoilers#Mikage reo#Nagi seishirou#Bllk thoughts#This chapter was sooooo good#Gosh. Just as I was grumpy about epinagi getting boring without all the emotional deep dives that made it so interesting in the first place#They go and give us this bonus chapter. What a feast#I wish every month could be like this#This gave so much perspective to why they are the way they are#Most of it is not new information but I really loved all the foiling in this omake#Truly drives it home how both get their drive from their partnership bc they crave meaningful connections#Like. I had a whole post about how they're both each other first friend#And even then it couldn't have prepared me to the reveal of reo living in a whole ass empty skyscraper by himself#Did you also notice the distinct lack of soccer paraphernalia in his house or was that just me#Heck there isn't even a single soccer ball in sight...#And he calls Nagi's room void#Gosh they're both so fascinating#Of course they're bored out of their mind before meeting each other. Imagine being that understimulated and that lonely#I'm surprised they're this functional tbh. If anything they should be More mentally ill#I sure would lose it after a week at Reo's place#At least nagi owns mangas come on
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i reckon it's this moment which endeared us all so much to Nordic Bunny right away (besides his banging design of course)...the poor guy's lonely 🥺 he wants to take over the Earth not just to add to his empire, but because he wants to have friends!!! and so he'll never be alone again!!! 😭😭😭
#and the second he's even mildly criticised for such an insane goal...bam you're 'popped' 🙈#all of the angst potential here...WHY is he so lonely. what happened to him!!!! does he have a family? did he ever have friends? 👉👈#i want to know all about this sad wet cat's specific damage#at least we know he'd be delighted by all of the attention he's been receiving 🥴💖#also for all of the people who love Nordic Bunny but haven't seen/heard him in action yet - isn't his voice glorious#Dana Snyder could not have been a better fit 😂💖#nordic bunny#shred force#shredforce#starleskatalks
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lol not me crying because someone from my program texted me to ask how i was doing and that they hadn't seen me around in a while
#i don't really have any friends here so even getting a text makes me 😭#like i have 'friends' in the sense that i like most of the people in my program and i'm reasonably certain that almost everyone likes me to#but we're not close and we don't spend time together or anything#all of the people that i was closer with aren't in the program anymore and live elsewhere and they just don't stay in touch#and like i do just get very frustrated because in all of my friendships where one of us has moved away#or even when we're just like at different jobs or stuff so we don't see each other much anymore#i've tried SO HARD to stay in touch and aside from ONE person it always fizzles out despite my best efforts#and i don't think it's anything to do with me or them per se#but just sort of this broad dynamic of how our general society conceptualizes and (de)prioritizes friendship#which isn't what *i* want for *my* friendships#and there's also this dynamic of like. almost every single person in my program has a partner. and i do not.#and like blah blah blah amatonormativity etc#i try really hard not to let my brain twist it all into anything more hurtful than what it is#i know that's life and we're in grad school and everyone's busy etc etc etc#but it does really wear me down to be so alone and lonely literally all of the time#and to end on a lighter note: thank you to all my tumblr pals for being such great pals 🥹 you are so loved and appreciated 💛
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— And do you or do you not have difficulty remembering such simple instructions? — Only during thunderstorms, sir.
THE SOUND OF MUSIC (1965) / DARK SHADOWS (1966)
#don't mind me just absolutely insane about the possibility (probability!) that vicki saw tsom the year before coming to collinwood.#the boom mic in the stairs shot is always cracking me up.#finally me and you and you and me just us and your friend steve (the boom mic operator)#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure,miss winters.#gifs.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.#there's obviously far; far less of a christian overtone in ds — but i wonder if you couldn't make the argument that it isn't also#on some level about belief?#belief; namely; in the ghosts that roger resists and vicki with both arms embraces;#faith in the not-so-minor deity liz stoddard; choosing to follow her doctrine even in the face of conflicting truth.#one might consider collinsport a faithful congregation taking sermons from the mount — from the mouth of the reclusive ascetic;#conveyed by loyal (devastatingly; sacrificially loyal) disciples.#and vicki; searching for belonging; for a home; for a family; falls very lamb-like into the flock.#all old gods of course demand their sacrifices in blood: burke; namely; but also matthew; bill; roger (so-attempted)#if i were pushing it (which I always am) you could go so far as to say collinwood's son rises from the tomb.#''but the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night'' etc etc. demanding; first; sacrificial livestock; then virgin blood.#anyway! I digress.#''they say confession is good for the soul. well; my soul needs purifying.''#vicki as the prototypical virgin — the clean slate without history; clear water with neither dirt nor blood —#in which roger cleanses himself (somewhat forcefully!); to wash away guilt and suspicion;#the force of virtue that prevents the intrusion of sin; either through the wood of the confessional or very literally at her bedroom door.#''an innate sense of goodness'' etc; besides being something of a conduit between this world and the next:#re. the seances; the appearances of josette and bill; the various and varied encounters with supernatural; the time travel;#as one might expect of an angel ... or a saint. and one could argue that she goes on to restore roger's faith —#if not in the goodness of the world at large; then the existence of goodness; or in the worth of belief itself.#anyway. long way of saying i love man x his governess whether it's catholic or satanic. sign me up.
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I bet miao miao's favorite author is actually mu sheng's real life version
I bet the game she's trapped in is actually based on HIS convoluted novel
I bet they'll meet outside the game
(this is me projecting a happy ending)
#the guide to capturing a black lotus#love game in eastern fantasy#i haven't read the novel#but let's be real cdrama makers know how to twist the ending to their liking and not to how it really is in the source material#either this or she stays forever trapped in the game#which isn't ideal#but still better than her being lonely in the real world#esther yu#ding yuxi
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The Traveler's loneliness
When you REALLY think about it, The Traveler themselves is one of ( if not) the most heartbreaking character in all of Genshin Impact I'm so serious. They barely have any genuine friend they can share or is willing to listen to their problems with. They never do this with Paimon because they know what they're worried and scared about is far too heavy for her to handle. Like in the Sumeru quest in the first dream they're cannonicaly deathly afraid that their family bond with their twin isn't enough to bring them back together. They always make time to listen to and help their friends ( and ENEMIES sometimes, i.e Scaramouche) go through their struggles but not one of them ever ask The Traveler how they're doing. Not one of them steps up and is as earnestly willing to help the Traveler as they did everyone else. And like.. that's so heartbreaking. We've never even seen them cry.
Even after saving/help saving five countries they're only barely an inch to finding what's going on with their sibling. The only person who could possibly understand them , and is consequently the one leading the group that's causing all the trouble for her Teyvatian friends. On TOP of that there's the fact that they'll always be an outsider no matter how much they do for Teyvat. The fact that they actually love Teyvat so much but can never connect with it the way everyone around them does. ( My headcannon is that Traveler does all these things not just because they think it's right but also because they don't want to be useless to Teyvat, and that they don't want to be hated and singled out just for being an outsider). And on TOP on top of that Traveler has been lied to and manipulated and betrayed and looked down upon more times than they can count even by people they call friends ( Kaeya, Zhong Li, Childe, Raiden etc etc).
And furthermore it's canon that they're slowly loosing their mind from all of this. Look at the Caribert quest, and the recent Lantern Right trailer where they're eating with their sibling, their crazy dreams about their twin where it seems like they're there with them. LIKE UUUUGH. Aether/Lumine is actually SUCH an interesting and complex character they make me SICK.
#genshin impact#genshin fanart#lumine#aether#genshin traveler#no joke her loneliness isn't actually far off from Furina's#they're so similar as characters actually have you guys noticed that#they're both not lonely in the physical sense but in the sense that they have no one to rely on or talk to#while they help other people at the expense of themselves all the time#they're not a perfect person at all even though they're so heroic#love them for that
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the blue and black suits, the pose, the left hand in pocket, the physical resemblance etc etc what in the world is this coincidence omggg
#the casting directors did actual sorcery😭#but seriously it's insane that this isn't recreated after this#they look so good though 😭#and it's so cuteeee i I love them so much#911 lone star#911 ls#tk strand#carlos reyes#ronen rubinstein#rafael silva#owen strand#rob lowe#gabriel reyes
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#i miss our boys so much#i miss them so much and it isn't fair they all had to go together#I don't normally apply the word fair to this sort of thing#unless we are talking murder or children or some other tragedy#natural death from illness isn't fair or unfair#it just...is#it happens#but this#the circumstances of it#this was not fair#im sure ive made this same post already but it just keeps hurting#the babies spend the nights in the studio so i am still so lonely#it will get better that's why the babies are here and we are all learning to love each other and things will be good again#but right now the house still feels empty#and i guess it always will be#just a little
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thinking about how tk reacts to being called the coach's son, how upset he is, how he turns to recounting his accomplishments, trying to create that distance between them, and thinking about how many times he's done this before. what it must've been like to grow up as owen strand's son in the aftermath of 9/11. the boy whose dad saved so many people and lost his entire crew, then rebuilt his entire firehouse. thinking about how many times tk's been called the coach's son, accused of being favored because of who his dad is, unable to exist outside of owen's shadow for all incredible, wonderful, heroic reasons that somehow don't feel that way. the tension between loving his dad and being so proud of him and resenting him a little for all of it.
#imagining even like. him acing a test and some bitter kid muttering something about how the teacher gave it to him bc of his dad#bc everyone in their area knows owen knows the story knows what he did#what it must've been like to grow up like that#tk and owen RUIN me truly#there's so much there it's so complicated#because owen is a hero that has done so many impressive and wonderful things that sometimes took him away from being tk's hero as a kid#that sometimes had him not showing up that sometimes made tk doubt things he hated doubting#the worst thing is it isn't something owen was even doing intentionally and it can be fully understood by his own trauma#he didn't mean to but it still happened#he loves his son so much and he tried but it's still so.#it's just so much and i love it i love them i love how messy this is because it's full of so much love that is the crux of it#911 lone star#911 ls meta
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