#Involuntary Self

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This post is ANTI RADQUEER!

Coping Self , Multiself , Trauma Self

Kid/Child Self , Multiself Mascot , Desire Self

Projection Self , Aspect Self , Fiction Self

Fun Self and Involuntary Self

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[radiomogai]

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Involuntary Self

A multiself term for a fictional character or persona that you didn’t really choose to have in your cluster. How this can happen can vary:

The self could be a childhood alter ego that you can’t let go

 The self could be favourite character/person that has become an intrinsic part of you

The self is an internalised voice of your abuser that manifests in the form of intrusive thoughts or auditory hallucinations

Many many more!

[smolkawaiigothkiddo]

Navigating Involuntary Age Regression: Coping Strategies and Validation

On here, I typically talk about my being permaregressed and also being an age dreamer. However there is a part of my regression that most of the “Instagram AgeRe Girlies” often gloss over. I��m talking about involuntary age regression, y’all. Most people in the AgeRe Twitter/Instagram communities only focus on the more “positive” regression. You know, the aesthetic and the UWU cutesy stuff. But I…

[everytimewetouch-dot-mp3]

god ok because i am unable to be chill now that im thinking about it: monstrous hua cheng thoughts

emerging from the kiln changes a ghost. yes, it crystallizes their resolve into devastating power; but more than that, it distills who they are into their truest form.

hua cheng’s true form is that of a roguish, wild young man who gave up an eye to honor his god, and who dresses in the red and silver of a mother he hardly remembers.

but he has another form, just as true, that he refuses to allow His Highness to see.

it is as monstrous as he knows himself to be. his ears taper to a point; his body is tall—so tall—and emaciated. his hair flows down his back, dissipating into a thick, red-black smoke that leaves a trail of blood as it shrouds his heavy boots. all of him is sharp: his jaw, his fangs, his claws. even disgusting as this form is, it still serves His Highness. a weapon to wield against his enemies, a shield to defend his honor. this form could be forgiven for its nauseating appearance, hua cheng imagines, if not for the centerpiece of its damned face.

that eye. its sclera is red, growing darker as it approaches the slitted pupil. it glows blood-red in the darkness that shrouds this form. even in pitch darkness, the damned thing can be seen. it burns through patches, refusing to be hidden. he has clawed it out in fits of rage again and again; and each time, it returns minutes later.

this form is just as true as the one His Highness says he loves. hua cheng can’t help but imagine that should He ever see it, it might be the thing that finally disgusts Him enough to send him away. so hua cheng keeps it hidden, bound tight beneath the skins far more pleasing to His eyes.

[maximumqueer]

I would like to thank Stephen Paul, official One Piece translator of Viz Media, for giving us this line of dialogue. The "... lol" caught me so off guard I couldn't help but laugh.

[dxxtruction]

Not to psychoanalyze (Yes, to do that), but given Armand's history, his only preconception of what love is, is to view it through pure desire. Love - and more broadly accurate, his life purpose for like half a millenia - as only he's ever known it, has only been experienced through transactional wish-fulfillment fantasies, of which he was the one typically sought after to complete such an exchange. And so naturally, in his own seeking, he replicates it. Though to some degree he also replicates the fantastical existence of fictional romances to compensate.

This lack of true experience of love without desire or fantasy, making his always unfilled 'objet petit a' - his object of desire - (a partner he desires a particular love from but does not receive to his fulfillment) - the catalyst for believing there is no other form of love to be had. That he can simply love the person, and be altruistic to their personhood, without them filling a role or desire for him, just would never occur. He's egotistical and overly pragmatic towards others by the fault of formative experiences denying him his own personhood. In being groomed into the object of desire, he no longer sees anyone else but as such. It's equal parts lack of self-awareness, meaning he simply has no way to counter-reflect upon himself the way one should behave, and developed coping mechanism, either consciously or unconsciously, taking on the role of those who inflicted upon him their desires to gain a sense of control over it.

In never escaping this cycle of love as desire, he always denies himself his full person, and simultaneously denies the personhood of others.

[bealittlesblog]

I cannot wait for the day till I get a caregiver who accepts me for me and someone I feel safe with, until then these scenarios and audios will have to help ! ~♡ 🥺🌈

[beatheprincess]

I have to be more patient with myself ♡

[magnecalliope]

I think it would be kind of funny for Bad and Del to interact specifically because Virginia Opossums have a lifespan that maxes out at two years, even in captivity. They're born the day an SMP starts and die by the time it ends. The only thing that could make them a more extreme end of the spectrum from Bad is if they were a mayfly.

[journalofunhappiness]

There is evidence that psychiatric hospitalization itself — whether voluntary or involuntary — leads to an increased risk of suicide.

Taking psychiatric medications was associated with a six-fold increased likelihood that people would kill themselves; contact with a psychiatric outpatient clinic with an eight-fold increase; visiting a psychiatric emergency room with a 28-fold increase; and admission to a psychiatric hospital a 44-fold increase.

Robert Whitaker

[copiawife]

copia finds the way i snort when i laugh incredibly charming by the way

[bitetherabbit]

Rainbow Soul

i was feeling really down today. this started as just abstract rainbows, trying to cheer myself up. more venting below:

i haven't had a lot of energy lately to do much, not even make art. i recently also had a sudden tinnitus ringing thing happen in both ears and since then i hear a static sound in my head when it's quiet around me. dr said no ear infection. guess i just have tinnitus all the time now. im sad for the people losing their homes in the CA fires. im sad for the future of the planet, and the selfishness of the rich. im sad for my grandmother alone in her house without my grandfather when nobody's there visiting her.

once again i forgot to eat anything since this morning... i wish it was easier for me to take care of myself.

[jules-van-hering]

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[nectarinebat]

Been doing real fucking bad and I'm So sick of it. When will it end

[sprit3-zer0]

My stomach hurts and growls but I don't eat. My thoughts are like "It's not my fault that I don't eat. They shouldn't be mad because of that. It's not my fault. They should take care of me. They should make me eat." Then I realize that I'm an adult, who lives alone and not a little kid anymore.

Can someone please take care of me for once?

Can I be comforted and loved for once?

(Please tell me I'm not alone)

[thatsmeintheworld]

I say this a lot but I rly want to start taking my self improvement seriously. I can't tell if I just don't like the person I am rn or if i don't like the way other people are treating me. I'm p sure it's both but I at least want to remove one of those variables to make sure lol. It's gonna take a Lot of Work but I mean I don't rly have any other options