#Im just so sick and tired of it.
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If I see one more fat phobic post involving pastel spider on tiktok I swear to god..
#'Spiderverse: Not far from the frid-' SHUT UP- you look fucking pathetic right now.#making fun of plus sized people is disgusting and I hope everyone who has feels ashamed.#Especially Since THEY ALREADY FUCKING LEFT TIKTOK.#Justice for pastel spider.#Pastel spider#Sorry im posting this here instead of tiktok I would but tiktok is also filled with fatphobic shit heads.#Sorry again for this rant in the hashtags.#Im just so sick and tired of it.
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i want the world to stop for like 1 year so i can rest
#bipolar 2#actually mentally ill#tw depressing thoughts#depressive episode#actually bipolar#bipolar disorder#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bdp#bdp vent#borderline things#borderline culture is#borderline personality disorder#borderline pd#borderline problems#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#living with borderline#just girly thoughts#thoughts#mentally tired#sick and tired#tired#im so tired#i'm so fucking tired
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got sick n tired of seeing ppl draw Sanji in this on my twt feed this is my form of protest
Also the og tweet ig:
#one piece#fanart#art#doodles#sketches#digital art#roronoa zoro#op zoro#black leg sanji#op sanji#sanji#zosan#sanzo#op zosan#im actually not a fan of this fit at all#just didnt wanna see sanji in it AGAIN#all the drawings are good but like guys pls#so sick n tired of being sick n tired
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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neo warmup doodles from twitter
#rwby#rwby fanart#neopolitan#neopolitan rwby#my art#art#// its been so hard for me to draw recently not JUST because im sick but im also dealing with a bunch of stupid oomfs leaving me rip#also im like really tired because my insomnia came back#auhghgh ssave meeee
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his problem now
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#dirk strider#admin draws#fanart#drew this real quicj before i forced myself to work. exam on wednesaday im just about ready to end it all#im tired constantly and so fucking bad at sleeping during the day. i just cannot. i cant. its impossible#even if i get into a completely dark room and comfy unless im about to get sick or slept 5ish hours for many consecutive days#theres about a 80% chance the nap will fail catastrophically and i wotn fall asleep at all
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i am so tired of being the only schizospec person i know irl
#besides highschool friends i havent seen i years#theres probably someone else. theres got to be someone who understands this. there has to be#but i just cant find anyone#im tired#im tired of the looks i get if i so much as mention it#im tired of the weight of the room changing#i do everything i can but i cant change it#and i am sick of no one knowing what im going through#i just want someone to understand
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bites you bites you bites you
#i wanted to draw more werewolf shart before Halloween but then i got sick twice in a row and#things have been busy#also drawing werewolves is difficult af so#drawing face profiles on the other hand is easy and fun :3#also since i found out my blog is flagged as mature for some reason i was pissed for a bit#still am#ill make a new one eventually ive just been busy and tired yk how it is#my art#shadowheart#astarion#bg3#this wasnt meant to be shippy but im not the boss of you so
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i will say, as a g/t fan, it’s utterly humbling to have a lame run. like i was taking an outfit video and my doggy ran up so we ran around a bit and i watched the video after and oh my god? i look so fucking awkward running. like a hunched over half assed jog. like a spider and a tumbleweed had an uncoordinated baby. i’m all legs and a bent spine. i’d look like that if a giant was chasing me??? in these dramatic fearplay scenarios the giant would be all “oh i will hunt you down my little toy” and id be fucking like
ive genuinely thought about this too much its so funny to me 😭 all fearplay ruined forever because if i ever flee the giant would just stop to laugh at my gay little jog
#g/t#i never had pe as a kid and i have bad posture 😭#i also cant run for more than few moments#only the dog can get me to run. nothing else. otherwise im at a perma speedwalk bc im gay#sorry im sick and so tired rn im just rambling abt shit
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I want to say one thing about the setup for Jinx leaving.
The Silco in her mind told her to walk away to be free and she immediately thought about dying. That was the plan.
But THEN-- then Ekko stops her from blowing herself up. The thing is how. Because talking Jinx out of that mindset would require a whole team. And it does.
We can infer he told her that there is another version of her, of course. Powder and Jinx are the same, and as Powder told him "you want me to change" Jinx would think the same! except Jinx believes there is no "good version" of her
But as we know, it is not about one version being superior to the other or how Jinx and Powder being different. But it's about how Ekko has everything to recontextualize something that our Jinx knows deep down.
Because that is the same conversation she had with Silco in the cell, but this time not from a hallucination but from someone who is treating her as a real friend, part of the support system Jinx lacks, but she clings on so desperately.
So I'll go back to Powder for a sec
This is not the first time Vander and Powder have this conversation about her potential, about her leaving
And Vander did say something about it to Ekko. He knows her daughter
As well as Silco's words of wisdom.
Here he might be talking directly about Vander but, we know that it is also about oneself, after all that's what Jinx is all about. She is The Jinx because she destroys everything right? she is her walking reminder of all her failures.
And that's the Ekko's secret knowledge that saves Jinx. We don't need a recap of that episode, we just watched it. and Ekko is there to reach for Jinx, finding her, rewinding the explosion as many times as he has to. He tries very hard for her.
Jinx, as much as she claims to destroy everything, she creates, the one thing she knows how to do, and that's where she is more herself. She builds things and she might find someone worth trying for, not her ghosts or her guilt, but just herself.
Now, here they are: you've seen them, you love them, our acclaimed shimmer ray from the explosion and the ship sailing away.
Jinx leaving is about her following her dads advice and believing in Ekko's words. And I bet she does.
I just.... find it so charming that the glimpse of hope Ekko gives her is not just from himself but also about the fathers she lost so many times.
and to tie up the box, we have the final lyrics of Wasteland (that the series leaves out for ambiguity imo)
bonus monkeys, i bet it is the second Jinx kind of knew that Ekko was talking about her when he said "someone very special"
"someone worth building it for"
#timebomb#arcane season 2#not to timebomb in main BUT#arcane#very funny that silco sees ekko and jinx and go -i can finally retire with my husband because the children are alright and Zaun wont fall-#im sorry VI i have things to say about it but im tired and I have a deadline and you are another can of worms#i just really love jinx brand of grief#fucking off will fix me too. maybe.#sick and tired of all the takes going 'ButTheYdIDnt sHow uS--'#they did. grow up.#these animators and storytelllers give us credit as the audience so do your homework too and do not want everything on screen all the time
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Does the ghost fandom know that we don’t always have to be fighting? That not every single thing that you don’t like was made in bad faith and you need to “call it out”? Like I’m sorry but everyone has been so insanely negative recently and it’s draining! We don’t have to be at each others throats 24/7! Most things are not done with bad/weird intentions or maliciously! We are all just weirdos who like the Satan band ok let’s please love each other because whatever the fuck is going on rn is making people not wanna create due to fear and is just not helping when everyone’s stressed for various reasons
#I’m so sick of it#I’ve seen call outs for the most meaningless shit#and like#who are you helping?#who is that post for?#are you trying to educate or shame others?#can we maybe call out people we love?#posts we like?#have you told a creator you love their work recently?#idk yall im just very tired of it and its so disheartening#the band ghost#nameless ghouls
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more than anything in the world it kills me that illario did not do the easier thing, which would be to kill caterina. and i think that’s of course largely to do with lucanis. a world where he kills lucanis is fine because he doesn't think caterina was ever going to love him anyway. a world where he kills caterina, he loses lucanis too.
#or at least this is what is making sense to me. lol.#days on end i have hesitated to kill caterina in the rewrite ideas i have. because i kind of need her to live to cause issues#lucanis acknowledging he was abused is one thing. loving caterina anyway because its all he has is another#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#caterina dellamorte#genuinely sorry i have tried to shut the fuck up but its not happening. i have been genuinely just thinking#why would he not kill caterina. the source of his failure. lucanis is the one that trusts him#and realised ohhh. because what lucanis thinks matters more to him than he will ever admit. okay.#veilguard spoilers#txt#and the use of the word 'fine' is doing lots of heavy lifting because i still think that pos is fucking grieving a man HE KILLED#this all has to stop. im so sick and tired of him
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helmet party because i no longer feel like everyone is sick of me drawing these two art keeps getting harder each day and my brain feels fuzzy again
#delete later#im sorry i have this problem that whenever i get obsessed with something and make too much art of it i feel like im being observed and that#everyone is plotting behind my back and that everyone is sick and tired of me because im so annoying#im sorry i just really like them#i know prob nobody even thinks about my art but i just feel watched 24/7
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[asmr boyfriend voice] woof woof bark bark
#hermitaday#rendog#rendog fanart#hermitblr#hermitcraft fanart#ren#my art#did i ever tell you guys me getting mcyt at all was because i watched lizzies last life pov late at night while i was sick#and ren just. stole my heart#i knew nothing about him or hermitcraft at a time i was just like this guy is so fucking weird. i need to know more#and when i searched him up the first thing i got was the inappropriate compilation#really good first impression. never recovered from it#so yeah my mental state currently is rendogs fault#anyway ive always kinda had trouble drawing him. had to pull up alot of references for this one but i think this is the happiest ive been#-with his design.#idk what it is. i think it's partially because rens got a very model like face irl and im intimidated. guy could be selling watches.#the beard + glasses combo also messes with me i think#he always looks so accursed before i slap the facial hair on him#uhhh i don't think i have any other thoughts to say. good boy good boy goodboy good boy good boy#i might make a postmortem on hadm later on rn im tired. would be fun i think. id get to finish my scrapbook
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Okay but the way Sherlock kept reassuring Mariana that she doesn't need to do anything she's not comfortable with?? That he would do it instead so she wouldn't have to?? Like? EXCUSE ME SIRRR?? 😭
I hear the talk about Mariana and John this, Mariana and John that - but let's talk about Sherlock and Mariana!!
This case had Sherlock encouraging Mariana to speak up and NO don't say you shouldn't talk when you got smt to say to the team! Your input is just as valuable and needs to be heard!! You're a part of this team and this is a team effort!
And when they were about to find the bodies, the way he talked her through an extremely traumatic situation? 😭 That shit got me fr like yes what you're thinking is horrible but whether you like it or not it is true and we cannot change this to suit the reality we want, we can only accept it and continue from there - and he was kind!! He didn't look down on her or mock her for wanting to not believe what was true, because it was traumatic and something she wasn't accustomed to.
HOWEVER what I really loved was that she didn't need to do smt she didn't want!! Im so glad it didn't take the 'but you have to do this' bullshit route that many stories do because it's okay not to, it's okay to know your limits and stay in it, it's okay to not want to do something you don't want to!! There's nothing you have to prove because you shouldn't have to!!
This podcast mannn.
#an adaptation where ppl are HEARDDD#sherlock and marianas relationship hits deep in this case and i love it!#im sick n tired of 'weak' character needs to do smt traumatic to prove smt and build 'character' like no! characters don't have to do smt#they dont want or go through trauma to be strong!! or to grow in character!! let ppl be weak! let ppl be comfortable staying in their zone!#let people be happy with where they are and not pushing ppl to do things that you believe is best for them when its just you projecting!!!#it got a bit personal for me but i just love that ANOTHER character said 'nah i can do it - u dont have to' !! 😭#the way they all understand each other and try their best is so endearing#sherlock & co#sherlock and co#sherlock#sherlock holmes#john watson#goalhanger podcasts#mariana ametxazurra
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I made graphics instead of going to bed
Plus zadr stuff,,,
#im so tired uugghhhh#anyways#i tried doing more of the show style... figured people would like that more i guess#they make me SICK i hope they EXPLODE (i love them so much#art#my art#invader zim#nickelodeon#zim iz#dib membrane#trinkets#pixels#blinkies#sorry i am literally so embarrassed to post this for no reason#ive posted zadr before i just feel like im gonna get thrown into a volcano for this one#even though i LIKE what i made and i LIKE zadr#okay. okay im normal#zadr#zim and dib romance#👍ok#forgive me father for i have sinned. i am cringe#OKAY okay im like so normal and stuff and im like totally not nervous to post this#<- LIE#okay SHUT UP just post it. loser
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