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itsjusteds · 9 months ago

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I never thought that any piece of media could make me do something every day for a week let alone 50 days but here we are. Hello for those of you who aren't aware, I'm Eds, the Spies are Forever fan who decided that if he wanted something done he should do it himself by drawing every saf character daily until he's drawn all 55.

To celebrate day 50 (holy shit I did that), today's character is the Prince of The New Democratic Republic of Old Socialist Prussian Sloviskia, Toygle Feurgin :D Day 50/55!!!

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shadyhouse · 1 month ago

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im still applying for jobs, ive applied for state assistance as well but theyre taking their time with approving it. i have bills coming up soon, at the very least i need enough to pay my electric bill bc theyre threatening to shut it off 😬 if anyone has anything they can spare itd be greatly appreciated. im transmasc and i have no family to rely on for this kind of thing. i also have commissions available, dm me for info

vnm: tobias_leviathan

pp: paypal.me/bewearr

thank you 🙏💕

#idk what the secret to applying to jobs is but something is fucked up lately and i cant even get a stupid fast food job #ive applied to so many and got rejected by all of them or just straight up ignored #and thats WITH calling every few days to check up on it #i get either ignored or sent to a bot that just tells me to apply online or the manager has no clue whats going on #ive applied to at least 50 jobs this month and last month not a SINGLE one has given me the time of day #ive been to 4 interviews and got a few callbacks but theyre all dead ends #i dont know what to do anymore. ive been focusing hardcore on art so thats something but ive been working on my backlog and not making money #im just so frustrated and hopeless idk what to even do anymore. ive signed up for temp agencies even and they never have any jobs #its stupid that i HAVE a job but they refuse to give me hours. this is genuinely worse than being unemployed

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bunnyboy-juice · 6 months ago

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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???

#personal #i am emotional yes #over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme #nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post #and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity #especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making #if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care #i just needed to scream #and this is one small thing #but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks #saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that #my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten #i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked #-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also #and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb #a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u #idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit #im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved #im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does #wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun

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mapicccubito · 1 year ago

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lol

#fitmc #qsmp fitmc #qsmp fanart #i feel so dumb tagging this as fanart when i literally get on mspaint and do fuck all but #ive been in art block for a literal year and its not getting any better any time soon. so this is all i can offer #my art #50 #100 #200 #300 #400 #500 #600

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doomedclockworkdotmp3 · 3 months ago

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heeyyy gaaanggg

the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.

#my art #digital art #digital painting #fanart #resident evil 7 #ethan winters #goddd PLEAAASEEEE #i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to #NOT post it. embarrassment be damned #but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE #I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING #HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this #happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly #thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin #about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD #im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss #i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it #like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much #never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd #ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and #that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING #anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.

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rezzyshiftin · 7 months ago

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Got a day off tomorrow, you know what that means?

#work has been HELL #cannot wait to retire in 50 years #anways we shifting tonight idc what u doing tomorrow #ive cursed you all to shift muhahahaha #shiftblr #reality shifting #shifting #shifting realities #shifting community #shifting memes #desired reality #shifting motivation #reality shift #shifting consciousness #shiftin update

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skunkes · 6 months ago

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#a doodley #okkk 2022: the torture chamber....i only sparsely drew al and developed talon (he was borned...) bc my mind was occupied with other things.#2023: exiting torture chamber; it took me a tiny little bit to get back to drawing and ''interacting with'' al again but i did it even #though it was a reminder of the Bad bc he's my copium #summer 2023: i view and witness media and suddenly have like 5 fictional men i cant decide on which to focus... and september (talon month)#comes along so I decide to focus on Talon after not touching him much at all throughout the entire year #(forced this btw i did not wanna do it LOL i didnt even remember how to draw him)#september 2023 to now: talon has infiltrated the brain. but i want to swivel back to al #now: i've forgotten how to Talk to al (just like i did in beginning of 2023)#(and just like i forgot how to talk to talon for most of 2023)#so ive kind of just been replaying the smunker cow al daydreams from when they first met #so I can find my way back...retracing my steps #in doing so ive kind of also forgotten how to interact with talon but still havent gotten back to al #so rn my life is so boring without imaginary bf interactions. just the before sleep plot rehashing daydreams...#or sparse visions of em Sometimes #nobody in my brain rn just like the short period last yr and its distressing #what do i draw without a love obsession.....#how do i pass time without it....! so boring. idk what to do #i miss the me of several yrs ago when i was drawing 50 different aus with al....ive downgraded in skill and imagination and creativity #so bad since then. idk. idk. i hope they come back to me soon #maybe i shld just draw al a lot which is how i kickstarted caring abt talon again almost a yr ago ?#hoping i can get him to come back before my surgery i need my big sexy boy nurse for recovery #(complaining abt things usually fixes em for me so im hoping thats the case here)

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ironicsoap · 4 months ago

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i thought the twitter users not reblogging posts thing was basically a myth but no. its real. it can happen to you. one day you'll get the most terrifying like to reblog ratio on a post that will have you completely confounded as to how it happened

#soap talks #not soap art #twitter is my main presence but im still a long time tumblr girlie ive been on this site for like 8 years now or something #you should be making personal blogs to reblog things on that you like. this is the personal blogs and tagging posts website #clarification: i personally feel me asking for reblogs would be tacky! im NOT doing this! give me 2 note posts im fine with that #im saying it's VERY noticeable when people only like posts and never reblog especially when theres multiple doing the same thing #10% is a twitter ratio.... tumblr is normally like closer to 30%-50%#i just scrolled down to see 9 reblogs to 76 likes on one of my sebastians and i was liek HUH?!

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chainlxnk · 6 months ago

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heyy heeress some Kam shenanigans that no one asked for☺

how to get Keefe to stfu 101: chase him w a hairbrush

#i swear im using these emojis so ironically im not 50 years old #im normal about them #im not normal about eyeliner #kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #kotlc fanart #tam song #keefe sencen #fanart #kotlc kam #kam kotlc #idk why ive been drawing keefe w straught hair ive hced it was curly for years #tf was i doing fr

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bajablastable · 10 months ago

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misc things i did for daily art

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd nikolai #my goal for 2024 is to get better with animation (and art in general) so ive been doing a lot of random ones.#bsd sigma #'why does nikolai have a jing yuan phone' that was done the day i lost my 50/50 in hsr to sparkle. i think he'd like jing yuan.#solely because no one doesnt like jing yuan.#i love giving characters ahoges im sorry #i also think i have covid. very uncool if i dont feel better later ill take a test but ugh.

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the-cookie-of-doom · 6 months ago

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I came out of my exam thinking I bombed it (prof assigned the points in a weird way), but !!! I got an A!!! Not only that, this is my first A on a nursing exam in this whole program. Like. Holy shit? I have been studying so hard all month, this was our critical care midterm, aka the second hardest exam in the program, and!!! I crushed it!!!

#cookie speaks #im so excited i could cry #ive been killing myself to study for this #while also having almost 50 hours of class/clinical every week #i stg ive been living off coffee by the liter all month #and it finally paid off #now i can relax a little bit and do some writing

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servospawn · 1 year ago

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i've noticed a bit of discourse over the span of me being back here about peer recognition &what that does to a person's mental on socials.

idk if it's because of my inactivity or because i've just been on tumblr for 10+ years but it really puzzles me when i see someone fretting over the amount of notes and/or social engagement their posts seem to lack. of course we as humans love peer recognition &validation but i'd hate to think that's all some people care to focus on when it comes to their blogs.

i think we all should be posting whatever we want without trying to calculate how many notes we'll receive on any one single post because that's setting yourself up for disappointment. if you're a simblr.. i'd like to assume you came here because you enjoy playing your game, creating content or using it as a creative outlet to express your form of individuality.. the notes in this case should sort of act as a bonus.

people have lost their heads.. ranting in txt posts about their content "flopping" or feeling like they don't belong here.. &it's just like.. take a deep breath.. it's okay.. you'll survive. also idk what flopping is when it comes to simblr, because.. if i get anywhere between 10-100 notes from loyal followers that have engaged with me from day 1, can recognize my OCs &are genuinely paying attention to what's going on (because they care that much).. that's a hell of a lot more rewarding to me than amassing 500-1k notes because a popular simblr randomly decided to reblog me that day.

please learn to love your game, your blogs, your cc & yourself. because what's the point of notes if you're not even genuinely happy with your game in the first place? you'll continue to have unrealistic expectations &end up in that rabbithole of forcing yourself to do tzrs, spam liking &reblogging others just to get that in return &trust me it comes off super fake &people will notice that too.

#ive seen ppl be like "i keep reblogging ppl &doing tzrs but my posts are still flopping #i think ive just been here too long #because 5 yrs ago you were lucky if you even got 50 notes &2 comments #i think the influx of ts4 simmers..patreon.. &renders changed how simblr looks today #because let me tell you.. 1k+ notes on post rarely happened and that really was only if it was a damn good piece of cc #i mean i have 11k followers.. am i getting 11k notes.. fuck no #which is why i wanted to make a new blog #so i can keep track of the ppl who really fuck with me and vice versa #i think we should just stop treating simblr like a high school cafeteria &get back to the essence of what makes us happy

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daughterthethird · 3 months ago

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This time on: "Daughter Impulsively Does a Thing", local catgirl believes she could write a fanfic despite having literally zero experience in the writing department

#*clenches fist* this is so embarassing but i need to remember that i have to things embarassed or else i wont get anywhere 😞😞#and yeagh. the fic was going to be about hettimir because of fucking course it is!?!?!???#SIGGHHH..I ?? I JUST??? auughhfghhgh im really craving some hettimir food but i havent been in the mood to draw them at all lately #<- mostly cuz im procrastinating the idea of even drawing anything but. yknow...#AND IVE BEEN DYYIINNGGGGG TO FIND ANY NEW HETTIMIR FICS SOBSOBSOBSOBSOBSOB #if ur reading this and you've written hettimir before (which im assuminh is a 50/50 since ik some of you do occasionally check my blog)-#just know that you are literally doing the lords service i CANNOT thank you enough ☹️☹️☹️🙏🙏🙏🙏#BUT STILL...... auuuayhfugughhgghghgughghhhhhhh #...so ive decides to take matters into my own hands and be the change i wannt to see in the world 😋#AND WHO KNOWS it might be a nice change of pace from just drawing them #<- theres ljke a 90% chance i wont go through w this but. THE IDEA IS STILL THERE AND I LIKE IT ENOUGH SO #hettimir #i am NOT tagging those two sepperately #delete later(?)

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hella1975 · 3 days ago

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Hi Hella! I don’t know if you saw my message, but my sibling and I have started making that TAOB podfic. We saw the current one was unfinished. But even if it was finished, we still would’ve made this one haha. It’s more an expression of love and gratitude for the story.

Anyway, it’s here https://archiveofourown.org/works/61807165/chapters/158036536

You’ll probably see it in your gifts! :D much much love from South Africa

- Spring

OH MY GOD HI!!!!!!!!! i am so useless w my notifs and asks im so sorry but this is so excitingggggggg im always open to any contributions to my fics whether it be art or podfics or translations etc like it's so so lovely to know people actually like something i made to the point of wanting to do something themselves for it like !!!! that's crazyyy im so flattered thank you so much <3 i'll make sure to link this properly when i get the chance but in the meantime EVERYONE GO HERE!

#actually ive been meaning to do my own reread of taob lately bc it's been a while even for me #and if u know anything about me you'll know i hate reading my own writing at the best of times but taob is SOOO hard for me #like the first 50% of the fic i cant even touch bc im sooo unhappy w the writing and cringe so hard at it #but i NEED to reread it to refamiliarise myself w the story again for the next update #and im not usually one for podfics but ooooo this could be a very good way of rereading it........#ask #taob art

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handhelld · 5 months ago

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