#ITS LIKE. ACTUALLY SO WIERD.
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Speaking of the pink haired lady, did you see this
I DID. WHY DID THEY DO THAT???? WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE A DARK BEGINNINGS MODEL?>????? WHY IS THE DATE ON THE SCREEN SONIC HEROES'S RELEASE DATE!!! WHYYY????
#ITS LIKE. ACTUALLY SO WIERD.#like take a step back this is so WEIRD.#first she just appears in a random Tailstube#then iirc Ian Flynn said he cant speak on who she is yet#AND NOW SHE WAS ADDED INTO THE BACKGROUND OF THE MOVIE????#LIKE. THE FIRST TRAILER DIDNT HAVE HER IN. WHY DID THEY /ADD HER IN/#WHO IS SHE. ok i need to calm down
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Initial drawings of that old man… I literally, I haven’t finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shit…!!!! The urge was too great….!! I’ve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back then… but I do now… thank god… thank fucking god
#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#self ship#self insert#si x canon#it me#doodles#I got a haircut! so my hair looks different now.. as haircuts tend to do lol#anyway… yeah… I LOVE HIM… GRAHHFJH#the confirmation that he rlly is just sad and lonely and insecure and craving attention and validation#OHH FORD BBY.. WE R THE SAME#like… ghghg i loved him already just w his prickly nerdy outer shell but knowing more about the vulnerable center is GREAT. ITS AWESOME#also hes a smart nerdy guy who can do science and expirements and shit which is ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS FOR A CHARACTER TO DO#u kno im all about scientists….#I couldn’t draw ship art back then 1 cuz I didn’t kno how to draw old men and 2 cuz I was like 13 lol… which would have been wierd#but I’m an ADULT NOW. GET OVER HERE FORD#also it didn’t even rlly cross my mind TO draw that stuff cuz even tho I did love ford#self ship and x reader sorta stuff was not NEARLY as popular back then.. like I specifically remember it like. booming in popularity#at some point. but being pretty rare before that. anyway. thank u passage of time and trends and new gravity falls book for introducing#me back to fictional man I love. so I can now draw myself smooching him and shit#hell yeah.#13 is probably not actually correct I do not remember exactly which year fords reveal was in…#but I was probably older then 13.. but still#the point remains lol.#also omg. the bit in the book w the goth moth. ‘ur probably into this sorta thing right?’#I AM INTO THAT SORTA THING FORD. thank u book of bill for being written specifically @ me. the immersion it’s great.#like ur so right ford I AM edgy and goth how’d u guess that tee hee. eyelash flutter#aLSO PLS IGNORE MY FINGER BEING IN FRAME IN THE LAST PIC. I was drawing in a tiny bound sketchbook#so I had to hold the paper down to keep it flat. and. I didn’t feel like censoring my fucking. pinkie finger out of the image
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the misbegotten are sooo underrated its insane
#elden ring#i’m one of maybe two people i’ve seen who have a misbegotten oc#so much art i’ve managed to find of ‘em on like. sites (havent actually checked tumblr lol) is like. just treating them like monsters OR jus#just drawing them completely off model as Generic Muscular Furries#(i haven’t posted anything of my oc here since i’m still putting her together and am shy and stuff.#she was adopted by nobility as a baby and trained in Fundamentalism. eventually ‘banished’ / ‘evacuated’ to the lands between when her#adopter’s social stability was threatened. eventually -like six or seven ‘story arcs’ in - ends up joining forces with a#finger maiden who went rogue over the whole kindling idea and ended up joining the bloody fingers of all fuckin groups.#varre let her join as a laugh. she nearly died getting the blood for the fuckin induction ritual lol)#(i just find the idea of an insecure as shit finger maiden who ends up straying from the wierd groomed selflessness path and ends up joining#a strange blood-fertility cult whose primary activities include murdering finger maidens to be neat. she eventually breaks off from them too#though. still holds a spiritual loyalty to them but not an ideological or practical one djtjhktkjgg.)#she & the as of yet unnamed misbegotten fundamentalist -who ends up going more towards Miriel-esque omnism bc i’m bias- do get gay)#oh also i think misbegotten lay eggs probably. it just makes sense. idk maybe they don’t or it like varies between them#maybe its a kangaroo situation where they do give live birth but its extreeeemely premature#do they have enough room for pouches? hm
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I think that Mlevens that love Mike might actually be crazier and more detached from the narrative than Mlevens that hate Mike
#not april fools btw#this also isnt meant to be mike hate#and im not talking about byler mleven multishippers#those people are sane#mlevens that hate mike are like#vecna voice ‘so close to the truth’#but are just too dumb to see it#mlevens that love mike try and validate all of his shitty actions by saying that its good that hes an asshole to his gay friend#‘its actually a good thing that mike iced out his friends and then acted wierd around will’#SCARY#anti mileven#byler
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Somtimes I rlly don't like men :'(
#I just get so tired somtimes#like im just a nice person ok#we have a fun dynamic and its all silly and games#but then i have to hear from a mutual friend that maybeeeee he likes me#i hate this#idk what to do#i wan having fun but now its gonna be wierd#were fucking gaming buddies#we live on opposite sides of the country#leave me aloneee#guys i need a bf simply so i can deter the guys#im taking bf aplocations actually#so i can just say i have a bf#i dont want to make the group awkward over this#i was his sisters friend first and im going to pick her friendship anyday over his#like can we not just have fun#it doesnt help that our mutual was kinda egging it along and always bringing stuff up abt who were dating ect ect#i kinda wanted to strangle her#ug im just so frustrated#like its rlly not his fault#and i know it litteraly can not be that deep so i wish everyone would drop it beofore it gets wierd#im never talking to guys again#they scare me bcs of this#anyway if u made it down here love u lots#idc what flirting is and maybe thats the problem#idk*
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Space Boy is what Fullmetal Alchemist wishes it was imma be real
#jang rambles#space boy#space boy webtoon#fma#fma crit#the way how disability is handled is waaay better#and just. im actually happy to see our protagonist on screen because shes always. SHES JUST SO GOOD MAN#i love amy with my whole heart. she is my most fave protagonist in a while. i love her so much dude#stephen mccraine just handles serious topics way more gracefully#never have i seen PTSD and trauma handled to fuckin well#also very relatable#prosthesis in fma is very. not good#god i just. dont like prosthesis in fma. its not cool or badass its fucking wierd#im very autistic about prosthetics how did you know
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What if i rewatched all 9 or so seasons of a show that i dont even like that much just to write a deep analysis essay about the transness in it becuase it has one (1) trans character that was revealed to be trans in a very subtle but very canon reveal
#its such a wierd show but my brain cannot stop thinking about it…#its literally like the last episode that the character is revealed to be trans and now i want to analyze every little thing about the show#not in a fan way but more like a media analysis way#like did they have any trans writers?#the reveal isnt actually offensive but its very weird and the whole plot of thr 9 seasons revolved#which means the writers had to be concious of everything they wrote#so im very curious in a sociology way of how people veiw transness and gender and masculinity#jj chats#save for later#<- so i dont forget to do this
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I don't know why I watch heartbreak high it's like the equivalent of Riverdale for me like I hate the sex I hate the constant problems and constant hookups and I think I only watch it because the fashion is so slay..,,,,,like honestly they serve every look they. CAPTURE. How fashionable teenagers wear clothes and accessories themseleves. It's all very interesting fashion design wise but everything else. I hate it
#so much convulted plots and wierd hookups#like the main girl is gettting with her ex boyfriends ex....#i have skipped many scenes and many episodes because the shit is SO FRUSTRATING#but there are sometimes where its like actually heartfelt and shit BUT MOST OF THE TIME??#man
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Im all better i think i was just greasy
#in denial about how bad his problems are ^#inthrum bickerman#system babbles#positive#vent#ok to rb#i showered and now im not ill#i dissociated real fucking bad for like 7 hours tho maybe more. like actually no now im looking at the time aint no WAY its 5 am nearly#what the fuck this has been going on since about 4 to 5 pm. its been like 12 hours not 7#holy shit why was i so messed up oh my god? im not like. great now but im BETTER. FUCK. I GOT SO BAD.#and suddenly was fine? what happened. it wasnt socialization bc i went back and forth with no affect#food didnt contribute. didnt THINK the shower did considering i was fucked up during it but like. right afterwards. idk.#wierd. im gonna be in denial about this#memory issues#dissociative disorder#im really. really struggling lately idk whats wrong with me#ptsd
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Thing that baffles me about Palworld is now its been out a lil and people have explored it more... Apparenlty the whole slavery and animal abuse aspect which is *heavily advertised* as the quirky silly gimmick is... completely optional and often the worst way to play the game.
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WHY WOULD YOU ADVERTISE IT LIKE THAT??? Oh yeah cuz people who dont like funny haha animal slavery are definitely going to buy the funny haha slavery game. And then its actually like 60% funny haha slavery.
(I'm basing this off the steam page primarily. Its like... Half the description and images. Because surprisingly I expect that to be an accurate representation of the game and if I'm going to like it or not.)
#to be clear i dont dislike palworld. ill probaby try it once it goes on sale regardless of finding out you dont have to play into that stuff#its just. tasteless? tacky?#its like saying you dont have to kill people and crash cars in gta#yeah you dont have to but thats the main like. thing you show people you can do#and then make a whole main quest about following road safety and pacifism#i dont understand what its trying to do exactly#why not make the choice the main appeal...!! 'pokemon but youre on the evil team' is a whole thing people like...!!#super wierd people are mostly arguing about the designs... theyre fine?? theyre fine! theyre obviously supposed to be pokemon amalgams that#thats a valid if not super creative choice. but oh. it would be so much better used in an actual original parody instead of the same#pokemon parody idea ever...#pokemon... but DARK...#pokemon but ramp it up 5000% as animals that not just enjoy fighting as an ecological feature but need to#thisnis gonna go very off topic so ill stop at one example#i just think its a lot of missed opportunities#what if ark was fun... ough...
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gabbo
#outer wilds#gabbro outer wilds#they have enby swag...#1CE AGAIN failing 2 use my tablet bcs ai couldnt be bothered 2 retrieve it LAWL#there were fingers involved often tho so it doesnt count as mouse art *.*#art#gabbo#<ai think thats a good tag 4 them LAWL#ai love gabbro IDK even y ai think its bcs their your buddy ^.^#aslo their SOOO gender#the animal moment#BTW the wierd bg texture is this brush ai made & then never used XD#ai ended up likeing it used liek that ^.^ so ai think all use it again#takeing a HORRIFFIC bet spelling all my i s with a s & then putting art in the same tags...#then again MAYBE ppl could end up in trouble with mobius 4 putting gabbro in a dataset so they MITE be safe#ai ended up babbling abt this a TON but their wasnt actually much thought behind it...#juzt gabbo with nonbinary flag palette ^.^#oiter woiter#umm ai THINK thats everything . send post#...DID I SRSLY SAY THAT TWICE LAWL#new catcrazies s midnight tag... XD#um send post 4 real naow . gabbo
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Its that time of the month where I question my gender and sexuality again
#i have to humble myself with confusion#are we ace? or are we pan?#settled on pan-romantic greysexual but just would say pansexual to be easy with it#plus idk im wierd idk#idk its been so long since I've been like for realsies romantically interested in someone#and I don't think I've ever been like properly sexually attracted to anyone like at all I think#it been a billion times easier if feelings were easier to pin point#JDKEJSKDWJJFKEKDKSJ#I just wanna fall in love :(((#Im actually cool with being genderfluid#I haven't had too much quarrel with it#idc what im really like called pronoun wise#I just feel wierd sometimes and im like#its time for the masculinity to come out#pffff#ignore me pls#I just wanna idk hold hands with someone and cuddle#doesnt have to be more than that#at this point idc if its romantic or not#just pls#JSJDJWJXISJQKDKENJXJDJS#im so touch starved I wanna cry#again pls ignore me im going through something right now#also the food I ate and the drink I had#its not hittinf right#I think im going insane in the membrane#insane in the brain
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Spy x Family Episode 16: Yor's Kitchen
So, finally getting some more focus on Yor, which I'm liking.
Who did she kill? She's really upset about it, and judging by the cuts on her hands, they put up a fight.
OH! It's not who she killed, but who she didn't!
DEER LORD ITS JUST COOKING LESONS THAT IS THE FUNNIEST BAIT AND SWITCH-
As someone who enjoys cooking... she scares me. I haven't really heard of minestrone soup with fish in it, but I'm willing to accept that's probably a thing somewhere. I just always heard of it as a vegetable based soup. And the chocolate has the excuse of being a desert, even if she probably was just gonna throw it in the soup. I have no idea what the rope and string is for. And that is a frickin cactus. Still in the decorative pot. What the hell.
You'd think, I don't know, common sense would tell you that's not an ingredient, but here we are. She must have been making enough money from her assassin work to go out to eat almost every night, because the fact she's still alive proves she probably wasn't cooking for herself very often. That woman could burn a pot of water. I don't wanna say she's beyond saving, but she clearly has no idea what she's doing. On the plus side, poisoning is a rather effective way to kill someone.
A potato peeler isn't that hard to use. I mean, you can cut yourself, sure, but to do it that badly... good lord. Again, common sense. Please be careful with sharp objects.
How... how did she even... that was a wooden cutting board. And she was using what looked to be a chef's knife? Hard to tell. Guess it doesn't really matter when it comes to something like this. I don't even know how that's physically possible, with any kind of kitchen knife. Maybe a hand saw...?
I'm so glad she finally found something that she can make that people actually like eating. A nice little dish that reminds her of her mother, and one enjoyed by all. That looks good, I kinda want to try making something like that now.
They're all so happy. They deserve it.
Still want to see a bit more of her assassin stuff come into play, but I'm glad to see her geting more of the spotlight. We only really see her in the role of Anya's mother, but we never get to see much of her personal life. Anya and Lloyd get a ton of time to shine on their own with their own secrets, but Yor never really gets to have that other side explored. She's terrified of the secret police, so clearly she's still doing murder on the side.
I think part of it comes back to the fact Yor is the only person in the household who doesn't know about Operation Strix. Even the dog knows. Since she doesn't know, there's only so much she can do that connects to the main plot. Her only real connection to it is her role on the family. Her "secret life" is the only one that doesn't overlap with the mission.
#spy x family#yor forger#cryptid says stuff#the word assassin has way to many Ss to look like a real word but whatever#its not like she never does cool stuff with her skills but it's never really in contex of her job abd it feels wierd#love her so much though the whole family is amazing#don't have much to say about the other part of the episode but I can try if anyone actually wants me to
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dungeon meshi spoilers specifically for something the fandom is WAY WAYYYY TOO CASUAL about revealing everywhere but i still can’t in good conscience leave unmarked;
person who only saw dungeon meshi fanart and assumed chimera falin was like… a tragic monster girl holding back her violence for the sake of love or whatever rather than like. a monster with the body and meat and technically ‘soul’ of a tragic girl in her but still like. 90% monster meat so shes basically just a big violent dog.
#dungeon meshi spoilers#theres so much farcille art thats with falin in monster form but with her mind back and like… i’m not saying thats BAD its just very silly#to think of from an outsiders perspective lol#though the story DOES directly bring up that her body plan is literally unsustainable tho like. monster falin likers (me included) gotta und#understand that#….if they actually do undo her bod before the series ends. like maybe she’s stay a BIT wierd. like pls long ladting effects of core transfus#transfusion plsssss give her fluff ot scales or claws or something#having read the new chapter: if they SOMEHOW manage to undo her bod#good god its like kui’s rubbing it in#but then again the situation is clearly still fucked in some bizzare fucking way so. maybe????
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only recently attempted to google the tv show ive had recurring dreams about only to discover its not real. my brain has just been experiencing this dream specifically in tv film angles rather than the usual third ish person, theres graphics effects even.
#its uh. i think a wierd mix of other shows i have seen but#so many details have been consistent.#wait remembering the dream last night i was literally watching parts of the dream on tv and talking to someone#like i was 'explaining the show' to another person#me_irl#approximately the plot/setup is humanity facing crisis of some kind and theres like. confirmed never going to be snow again so theres this#giant ship in the arctic collecting the last ever snowfall but the protags r suspicious so visit to try and get info#get nearly caught and barely escape back to the future city they live in (its like 2800) and burn all their clothes etc#they split up but one worries and goes back to distract a pursuer after this and joins up with#a rebel group or something? who know a super virus is going to unfreeze in the arctic which is actually what the ship was there for#im not 100% if it was aliens. i think they think the government etc is aliens (as in thats what society at large is told) but its actually#like future humans who came back to direct the death virus at people they dont like rather than letting it just kill like 90% of everyone#and then they spend like 20 years pottering about looking for where this happens to stop it. idk#the show is ongoing i guess idk how it ends
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after all these years, for the first time, I'm afraid of getting a puerto rican accent... how the tables have turned....
#literally so fucking funny actually#i love the accent but like i am like idk i feel like its wierd to switch between accents bc#i know ive developed a mexican-central american accent and that's cool#but like if i spend more time in pr im scared not of losing it i think id switch between them but idk#the horror of becoming like my father#but idk i don't think itd be super strong tbh tho itd be like just very costeño maybe idk#bc i know my accent can change sometimes but idk if i lived there#what would happen if id lose some of#well yeah my salvi vibes yk??? like what if i stop talking the way i do now bc i love the way i talk its like home#and i am boricua ish yk but im not super close to that part of my identity maybe#idk like having my grandmas accent warms my heart and losing it for idk#the side of my family that just isnt as close to me#but i honestly think itd be like when any foreigner moves somewhere with a different accent and their accent kinda changes but if they go#- back itll return to them#like i think i would switch to caliche wit my gamgam and more borikeño with the homies
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