#IT WAS ALL JUST A GAME OF MEMORIZATION
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Y'know I think I'm starting to truly understand the kids who just didn't do anything in class during middle and high school. As someone who used to be a gifted kid and never really got it. Fucking hell
#ramblings#neg#gee idk maybe when things are hard and explained in ways that are uninteresting and difficult to understand ppl won't want to participate!#who would've thought!#i always had some sympathy for ppl who struggled in school even when they seemed 'lazy' or whatever#but like i never truly got it bc to me most of that stuff was easy!#classes were engaging enough for me and usually easy enough to understand!#i was at a point where i had over a 4.0 gpa when i graduated which is SUPPOSED to mean i'm smart right??#WRONG#I DID WHAT TO ME WAS THE BARE MINIMUM FOR MOST THINGS#I DIDN'T EVEN STUDY EVER BC NOTHING EVER STUCK THAT WAY#IT WAS ALL JUST A GAME OF MEMORIZATION#AND BARELY ANYTHING I LEARNED FROM MY CLASSES STUCK AFTER A COUPLE MONTHS OF NOT GOING TO SCHOOL#ALL I EVER DID WAS GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS#Y'KNOW SOMETIMES IT REALLY IS GOOD TO QUIT WHILE YOU'RE AHEAD HUH#SHOULD'VE JUST DONE THAT INSTEAD OF GOING THROUGH THIS SHIT#GOD I AM SO FUCKING TIRED. I DON'T WANT TO THINK ANYMORE#i am. so tempted. to just not do any of my work#but if my mom finds out i will never hear the end of it#i want to sleep. i want to sleep and stop thinking abt this. so so bad
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other misc gnshn stuff from while i’ve been playing this summer
#genshin impact#genshin fanart#illustration#kinich#wanderer genshin#the freeroam playstyle of it has consumed me now thta i have a good work-free time balance but it’s been awful for my art this year lmao#i just like logging on to roam around and take screenshots of the mountains.#i told my friend i wanted to play just to have a new enormous video game map to memorize everything on and boy have i memorized it all#if u can make a complicated geoguessr game out of the games map then it is a game i want to play
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Ive hit 4K and taking a break to eat. Have another Vik x reader smut snippet while I wait for more coffee to brew (its only midnight). On that 2nd cup and my drink isn't the only thing getting steamy.
Part 3 is already being outlined and I'm thinking Heimerdinger's lab or Hoskels house 🤭
Part 1 Here
“In.” His thumb started to stroke between my shoulder blades as his breath fanned the side of my face, voice a low thrum in my ear. My breath hitched as I felt myself gravitate toward him, eyeing him from the corners of my vision. My heart starting to make its nervous ascent up my throat again. “What?” “It’s incautious.” His corrected with a self-satisfied smile, delighting in my surprise as his hand shifted up to thumb at the cord wrapping around my neck to hold up the front of my dress. He played with it, running the finger along the stack, his hand resting at the base of my neck. Holding me gently as he guided me away from the increasingly crowded table, deliberately closing any lingering distance between us as our sides came together. “How do you say…” We were so close he only needed to murmur, “The student becomes the master.” A rush of heat coursed through me, breath hitching in my throat. The cord around my neck felt suddenly too tight, and I weakly pulled with it in search of relief. His thumb slid under the cords in response, relieving some of the pressure from the back. Simultaneously, pulling them into my throat, the contrast made my insides twist and flutter. Did he know just what he was doing? “Viktor—"
I seemed to have devolved in the tags. Read at your own risk teehee
#fanfic#snippet#sneak peek#viktor arcane#arcane smut#viktor league of legends#viktor smut#viktor x reader#the long game fic#slow burn#arcane#x reader#arcane x reader smut#viktor x reader smut#smut#smut preview#smut snippet#im sleep deprived at its making my writing better#when my brain starts eating itself i become shakespear#my coffee riddled brain is seeing viktors fingers down your throat in pt3.#im taking anatomy next semester so all im thinking about is prof!vik too#his hands#i cant!#i just wanna feel his calluses?! is that weird?!#like his hands roaming every muscle and tracing every bone and joint#rough skin dragging against yours as it memorizes how the tissues twist and pull#what is taught and what is soft.#gods make him real#just one chance#viktor lol
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Remember. Conceal. Discover. Illusion. Regrets. Reel Life. Submit. Reject.
Past. Present. Future.
Danger. Unstable. nettogrof tfel retteb era sgniht emos
- Just another ghost inside a game -
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this is the sort of project that I end up procrastinating for a good time and has to Lock-In once the deadline starts to aproach but thanks goodness I was able to finish this in time.
the idea never really went beyond a weird collage. Nothing really connected, a certain chaos to it. It wasn't really cohesive, but I think it still works. And I like the way things were organized (at least, organized in the best way for a project like this).
you could argue that the chaos in this drawing is a good representation of the nature of SOTM and its updates.
Riley is the only part of the drawing done traditionally. Not really confident that I could execute the idea exactly well in digital. It still works well. And doesn't look too out of place with the rest,at least for me.
I'll want to post the background stuff separately and without the filters/lights. So people can see it better and so that the details I added to them don't go to waste. (This goes for Ink Demon and especially Dumdy).
today was… weird. I feel weird, ngl. But despits what my head says, I'm glad I did this drawing. I'm glad I finished it and posted it. And I hope you like it too.
Happy 414. Have a good night folks.
(good luck to whoever finds the easter eggs (hard mode difficulty) in this piece too)
#bendy and the ink machine#batim#bendy and the dark revival#batdr#bendy: secrets of the machine#bsotm#bendy sotm#riley wells#the ink demon#gaskette#ragtime guffie#fred bendy sotm#(the bacon soup machine;thats its name. Hi Fred)#bendy dummy#(hi dumdy)#cw blood#tw eye contact#crookedsmileart#now;I know what you're thinking;#why would you make such big piece for such a small game that is just an interactable teaser#and it isn't all that in the grand scheme of things#and that's a good question! and the answer is very simple#I like drawing. and if I have a good idea for a drawing? then I'll draw it. and that's really it.#and it is SOTM's 1 year anniversay#i thought it would be nice to do something for the ocassion#I'm pushing the tag limit but opinion of the game is even tho it's not that much in the great scheme of things#it still made for a memorable 414 (2024's);especially comparing to the other years. and I had fun with it. imo of course.#and at least? 414 of 2024 didn't end in bad news that would tarnish all the other news that happened that day#but that's just me saying; of course :^)
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Yoshitaka Amano had a single dream when drawing the concept art for final fantasy 6 and it was to make sure they all served insane levels of cunt.
#he had art supplies paper and a dream and he succeeded#final fantasy 6#ffvi#final fantasy vi#ff6#final fantasy#yoshitaka amano#IT'S NOT JUST FF6 EITHER#i mean it's what's most memorable to me but all his art for the games is so good and purely insane#/silly#i'm in this tag a lot im so sorry chat i just have so much to say.#ff6 changing lives not clickbait#/chattin abt ff6
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#half life 2#gordon freeman#ravenholm#headcrab#headcrab zombie#route canal is the most fun chapter in the game fite me#we don't go to ravenholm is also fun you just need to memorize the puzzles stock up on good ammo and use all of gregori's traps#HL2 is one of the greatest games ever made imho
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Saw a poll about which fox have the worst memory, I would advocate for Aaron and Nicky
I would be so funny if Aaron has a really bad memory for a few reasons, one is he being a med Student, like he has a lot of struggles when studying but he loves and wants so bad to be a med that he doesn't give up, which I think it would be so cute knowing his backstory, second reason would be because Andrew had eidetic memory, it would be so frustrating for him that he would have a little resentment towards him for this one
Nicky I think is objectively the most probably to be since he doesn't pay that much attention about the little details and is so hype most of times that he just lifes the moment and, maybe later, he will try to remember everything
#aftg#all for the game#aaron minyard#nicky hemmick#Nicky is just happy living his life that is for sure#Andrew mocking at Aaron for not remembering what they did at practice the day before#Aaron stressing because Andrew have just look at his bio book and already knows better his stuff than himself#Aaron would definitely convine Andrew to help him memorize all before exams week#He would be like you just need a few hours to look all your stuff and that's it so help me instead#And proceeds to give him his flashcards#Andrew gives him an annoyed look but he is okay with helping his brother to reach his dream
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#;ooc#ooc#venchu staring off the distance-#i dont have high graphics but even then u can get the vibes-#god i love p.enacony so much; it gives me such aura- the vibes are SO good; impecable#the music too; its so relaxing;; luxurious-#i think s.tar r.ail peaked so much with it; like the next part must be really REALLY good in order to top it for me#i love when 'arcs'/areas in game have these very distinctive aesthetics/vibes in the sense of;;#where u could follow the design principles and come up with something coherent that perfectly fits the place#which is what i feel like n.atlan in g.enshin kind of missed#and why a lot of the characters look completely separated from n.atlan#like you can get a feeling when u see charas like l.yney; l.ynette; f.urina; n.euvi that they come from the same time and area#they follow such a clean cohesion that even when their designs are distinguishable and different from each other ; you can get the vibe sti#which btw im always up for things that fall out of the box; bc things arent always so rigid and 'fitting'#but i dunno;; n.atlan was such an all over the place area still; that the differences didnt feel enriching and engaging#and this isnt about the usual yadayada about m.avuika's motorcycle like im done with seeing that argument#i mean the -general- lineup; including looks/personalities/kits; all#anyways whatever what do i even know#bc even if n.atlan wasnt my cup of tea; maybe to someone else its their fav region u see#like how sometimes i dont vibe with n.asu's stuff; but other people do; thats just how tastes are#;delete later#dl#i dont tend to vibe with those strict unwavering labels that sometimes people impose; sometimes they can be very restrictive creative wise#but in my experience; having a -base- root/concept can help the inmersion and meaning behind things a lot#and it becomes an overall more memorable thing#like from knowing that base; you can expand and branch out and still make it feel engaging and new and different
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I was tagged by @carcarrot to share 9 perfect road trip/travel albums! Yippee thank you ❤️
Tagging @become-a-robot @marrasmoon @find-your-way-from-here @crystalblast @where-did-the-groove-go and anyone else who wants to do this!
#now ofc some words of explanation. john henry is the ultimate road trip album for me so ofc that had to go first#for sparks i had some trouble choosing until i remembered about hippo and yeah. that's the one#with xtc i considered english settlement & drums and wires too but the big express def fits here best#i mean it's in the title and cover and everything else#tonight franz ferdinand is mostly really just. one of my many listens of that was on the train on the way to THEIR concert recently#which was such a great and memorable moment so yeah. can't wait to do the same things with spars & MAD! eventually#other than that. well i guess more than 'perfect' road trip albums i'd say these are just what came to mind first#when i think of something that puts me in that being in a car in summer mood truly so many things could fit just for the driving around only#because one of the important things about the last ~4 years and being a university student is that i drove around a lot#i got kinda sick of it in the last couple months but at least i listened to so much stuff during all those drives#and that's really one of the coolest memories i have all in all. plus i lean towards more upbeat music anyway#so most of it goes very well with moving around. and i'm saying all this as someone who doesn't even have a driver's license#i just love being the passenger or riding a train or anything like that lol#and putting on my headphones and zoning out and observing the world for the whole duration of that#well oops that's a lot of tags. me when there's music and travelling mentioned in the same sentence#tag game
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This isn't related to anything but since we're talking victors and stuff. Do you have any headcanons for how the Games are taught to future generations post canon? I've never found any meta or fic that addresses it but it's something I think about.
i’ve actually thought about this before. it seems like such an interesting topic and yet i never see anything about it.
i think that in like sixth-seventh grade, the majority of history class for students is entirely about the Games. it’s more of an overview than anything else, and it doesn’t go in depth into every single victor, usually just focusing on the specific district’s victors and the ones who survived the rebellion.
the curriculum typically goes like this:
Pre-Games
The Dark Days/The First Rebellion — focuses on how the specific district dealt with the DD; typically a section that focuses on the Capitol.
How the War Ended/District Thirteen
The Treaty of Treason/The Rules of the Hunger Games
First Ten
Overview — focuses on the arena and how primitive the Games were at this time
The Tenth Hunger Games — i think that after the second rebellion, there was a copy (or the only copy, since gaul says there is now only one at the end of ballad) of the 10th that someone found. now it’s a part of history due to being a huge turning point of the Games.
this is where the curriculum usually goes in two separate directions—either the units are split into quarter quell segments (11th-25th, 26th-50th, 51st-75th) or it’s separated into decades (the tens (11th-19th), twenties (20th-29th, thirties (30th-39th) so on, so forth).
then there’s a separate unit about the 75th, the build-up in the districts and the rebellion beginning to start, along with all of the reapings. it’s the only hunger games that all of the districts are required to show the entirety of.
after that, the rest of the time is focused on the second rebellion and the victors. the victors unit can vary—at that age, it only focuses on the victors of the specific district’s victors, so the career districts need more time because they have noticeably more victors that other districts. usually they play the edited games that they showed to the victors during their interview so that no one has to watch two-three weeks worth of footage of children killing each other.
there is an option to study more deeply into the history of the hunger games in panem, since after the second rebellion, higher education is much more readily available. citizens have the option to major in history and become historians for sections of history, just like today.
there are also a lot of books and various stuff about the hunger games. like i hc that plutarch writes an entire series about his family’s history with the Games and their experiences as gamemakers.
thank you for the ask!! i’m so sorry that it took me a second to respond, but i hope you enjoy regardless 💗💗
#dayne answers#i also think that students have to learn all of the victors names and memorize them the games they won and their district#not much more than that unless they’re from their district#but i didn’t know how to integrate that into this so you just get it in the tags lol#thg#the hunger games#thg meta#panem
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#celebi#i debated about whether to make this one shiny or not. but i didn't. for the integrity of the blog#which means i can't talk about pmd here and instead i have to talk more about pokémon 4ever. although i feel i've said all there is to say#about that movie. which is just that i have basically the whole thing memorized and i watched it a lot as a kid. i dunno celebi fucking dies#uh spoiler alert for that like 20 year old movie but if you're on this blog i'm sure you've already seen it. and if you haven't then you#probably weren't going to see it anytime soon. so. here's celebi um#shoutouts to the time guy. that's. the end of the sentence Well i guess i could talk about psmd bc green celebi is in that#ugh. psmd will always be my favorite pmd game even though pmd sky is kinda objectively the best game ever created#the partner character just. aghargrargaraghrahgrghragh#okay i'm not gonna talk about this right now. take celebi
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what do you mean "be sure to use the keywords from the job posting" my deal has always been "avoid repetition like the plague"
#how am I supposed to do that without sounding like I just copied the ad and changed the 'you' to 'I'#I thought the game was 'let them know you're all those things while sounding like you serendipitously came up with it yourself'#also in general I don't understand what job applications are supposed to look like#be memorable and original while also sticking to the most soulless format!#personal#unforch for me I found a job I actually want#in hindsight maybe I should have practiced Job Applying on something mid
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i'm gonna say something controversial. the visual style of pokemon sword/shield is leagues better than the visual style of pokemon scarlet/violet
#the color palettes are more vibrant.#the locales are more memorable and unique#whereas in SV the locations all blend together#and idk man i just really don't like the textures on the pokemon and clothing in SV....#pokemon#swsh's art direction just feels so much more lively and crisp if that makes sense??#i feel like with SV they tried to lean into semirealism for some reason and it didn't work out well#this isn't about the actual graphics btw. i think we can all agree both games are very bad in terms of performance lmao
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not to be annoying or anything but it's been 9 years since the release of indie game undertale
#It's. One of my special interests#Like I have identifying Mediterranean animals on sight and I have memorizing every line of dialog in undertale#Those are my things. And I did recognize a seagul once by the sound while jetlagged and not paying attention so#Tbh I should probably play the game sometime. But also it'd be very funny to not play it#And then one day just like. Idk. Live stream playing undertale for the first time. But doing it w a blindfold#Check how far my knowledge spans for a person who has never once played the game#Like. I know muffets attacks are a repeating pattern. I know some attacks have audio so I'd use that as a guide#I'd go easy route on toriel and papyrus bc I know you can skip those by being bad at game#And I'm pretty sure I could memorize mad dummy patterns bc I remember there being like. A trick in the code#For if you're bad at the fight#Also you get astro food right before so I'd have good healing#So. Yeah the undyne and asgore and omega flowey fights are really the only things I have to watch out for I think??#Esp since I'm gonna do a bunch of tricks to get out of certain fights#Like. The thing with doing armor switches rapidly on mettaton for fast ratings boosts#Or the lowering of hp on mad dummy after the first hit so the fight can't last beyond a set number of turns if you're shit at it#Tbh yeah undyne is the only one that's actually scary all the way until asgore. That said I also think you can like. Skip that bit entirely#Like by backtracking before new home to get the undyne letter and doing true lab first. I think#Because that's the bit that's the true pacifist thing to do. Which actually true lab also scary#Like ok snowys mom and endogeny are easy but lemon bread and the memory heads are actually hard esp if u cant see#Also reaper bird but only after the everyman gets ate by the whimsun attack flies so I'm not super duper scared#And. I plan on temmie armor after mettaton. And bandage until then for running away from encounters#Just straight up my first time playing the game will be with a blindfold on and livestreamed#(I'd flex especially in that one echo flower room where if you kill toriel flowey taunts you with it)#But until then! Happy 9 years of being extremely neurodivergent :D
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Reading hunger games for the first time while already knowing how everything ends is a weird mix because it’s like oh yeah there’s a Finnick guy who dies right? And then spend 2 min with him and go oh no the Finnick guy is going to die!!!
#I had to read the first for a literature class#but it was good and really easy to read so I’m reading the rest#I have watched all movies#but I thought 2-4 where kinda boring#and don’t remember much#because it introduced a lot of not very memorable characters and repeated the whole game from the first book#plot line#the book is really good tho#or maybe I’m just not 12 anymore#even if I can’t get over the premise that the second has them go into another hunger game#like that’s just the empire building a new death star#the hunger games
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Emiya did NOT wear a DOG COLLAR in that ccc art for you all to act like he is not the world's most excellent service switch. Quetz is a goddess you think anyone's ever asked her to for head? Conversely Emiya consistently shows pure devotion and care to all his masters AND he remembers his past summonings so you KNOW he has experience. Vote Emiya for that gluck gluck mind twisting bad bitch pulling head TODAY.
#I'm trying to be neutral here but wouldn't head from a literal goddess fascinated with wresting be really fun and memorable head?#being carried to the turnbuckle with her head down on you. And she's refusing to pin you because she wants the experience to keep going#she got that fun factor that also got to consider#I like to think she's down to get physical with other servants in chaldea so her being asked to give head isn't unfeasible#that's why I feel that emiya x quetz matchup is actually super even because it all comes down to personal taste#and the current poll score kinda reflects that#Emiya is more grounded and safe and a lot of doujins and ao3's reflect that#Quetz is more fantastical and physical and a lot of nsft fanart reflects that#Emiya also really showed devotion to Rin when he joined team Caster just saying#nasuverse head game tourney#ask#propaganda ask
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