#IT ISNT IMPOSSIBLE OKAY!!!!!
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me with most tv show characters: even if they don't have a happy ending you shouldn't ignore that aspect of their character because its fundementally a part of who they are and what happened to them & to ignore that would be to ignore part of their legacy and character
also me with hfjone characters: and they all lived Happily ever after and moved to a home in the countryside in the south of france and raised baby cows together and watered their garden and never felt sadness or anger ever again<3 Amen
#listen im allowed to be a little bit delusional when it comes to my blorbos#IT ISNT IMPOSSIBLE OKAY!!!!!#txt#hfjone
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you're gonna be ok, kid
don't tag as ship
#adventure time#fionna and cake#fern the human#twos art#digital art#you dont understand fern as a character makes me so emotional#his life was so fucking miserable. he was constantly suffering or distressed or being used#he didnt know a single moment of peace in his entire life up until only a few minutes before Dying#and we go to fionna and cake and. hes Okay. hes living a normal life seemingly unburdened by all the problems of ooo#shes seemingly got very little wrong besides nightmares Of That Past Life and its just.#even if your life was miserable the universe still loves you. there is a world where you can be ok. there is a world where you are happy#even if it seems impossible you are not doomed. fern might be with dj flame!!! she is loved!!! she isnt alone anymore#isnt it so lovely that even if it isnt Home Universe Fern there is still a world where he gets to be at least happier than what was
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do you also think about ekky, in his first full game back after rehab, the practise held the day afterwards, when asked how easy it was to play with forsy again going "its like having your own cheat code out there" and "im blessed to be able to play with such an awesome partner" thanks man very nice
#its the witching hour and they consume my thoughts#fork found in kitchen unfortunately#but also thanks jameson for phrasing it as “is it like you never left?” and ekky jumps on that going “yep thats exactly what i wanted”#like thats not gonna fucking haunt me at all#take a swig anytime ekky describes being able to play with forsy as being “blessed”#sumn sumn body like a greek god sumn worship him like one too or other#the religious undertones in sports is impossible to ignore#but also you did describe this man as a greek god#so this really isnt helping that extended metaphor#i also think a lot about ekky saying “gus” because its not very often you hear him first name him#and also him immediately looking over to his stall... okay#i thought he was making eyecontact with the otherside of the media scrum but i watched it whole and its very obvious when he does that#no this bitch is craning his neck to look at forsys stall like a normal person ofc#in my mind forsy is off to the side waiting until his interview wraps up so he can continue dressing down#and ekky going “gus” because jameson said it first is looking over at him to see his reaction#delusional? we move#im sorry i gave an impromtu forsblad primer to a friend while we were on a call and i was pulling up all my clips to cry about#and this one fucking sent me spiraling again#gus... okay yeah#im in my feelings again please look away
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sonic is probably considered to be the most basic default pick for favorite sonic character but Tbh id argue that its actually shadow. i cant say he doesnt deserve it though hes cool as fuck
#i feel like among more dedicated sonic fans sonic isnt a super popular choice for favorite character#like hes a well liked character who gets a lot of fan content sure but hes also the Main Guy its kind of impossible to not talk about him#and characters like shadow and knuckles and tails are definitely more popular picks for favorite character#well thats okay because hes MY number one favorite ............... my special little guy ....
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man. i wanna get back into multifandom stuff but at the same time i cannot feel anything for things that arent idkhow anymore :,)
#UUUAAAAAGGHHHHH#I HAVENT ABANDONED MY INTERESTS BUT I LIKE I HAVE. I REALLY HAVE#I REALLY REALLY LIKE. UGH I LOVE OBSESSING OVER OTHER THINGS BUT IDKHOW KIND OF JUST LIKE. CONSUMED EVERYTHING ELSE INCLUDING ME IDK#WHY IS LIKING MORE THAN ONE THING JUST IMPOSSIBLE TO ME AAAAAAAAA#I DONT EVEN LISTEN TO DIFFERENT MUSIC ANYMORE BECAUSE I CANNOT MENTALLY HANDLE HEARING ANYTHING NEW#LIKE. I CAN CONSUME OTHER CONTENT AND BE FINE BUT POSTING ABOUT THEM JUST FEELS LIKE WAY TOO MUCH FOR ME IDK#WWHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY IS MY BRAIN LIKE THIS WHY WHY BRAIN#like. okay. i love other things too but i think for my own comfort and energy im just gonna stay an idkhow blog for the next few months#seriously i was all in on being multifandom and that was like. relatively fine with me (i think i dont remember) and then the CONCERT#JJGJJGMGMGKKHHKHLGJKGMKHMHGGFJJJKGGK#I WAS MOSTLY FINE UP UNTIL THE CONCERT. FUCK#AND NOW IDKHOW IS ALL THAT I CAN EVER THINK ABOUT AND THERE ISNT ROOM FOR ANYTHING ELSE#IDK HOW I MANAGED TO JUST LIKE OTHER THINGS? HOW DID I HAVE THE ENERGY AT ALL#I LIKE. CANNOT FIT ANYTHING ELSE INSIDE MY BRAIN#IDKHOW CONSUMES MY EVERY WAKING THOUGHT THEY SHOW UP IN MY DREAMS THEYRE ALL I DRAW. I USED TO BE A PERSON#idkhow#chase said something alright#yeah. if its okay im gonna stay an idkhow blog for a little while. ill reblog things from other fandoms occasionally but. not often#yeah :) <3 writing this all out calmed me down :)
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oh yeah i found an ultraman show tierlist so i did 1 for shows and 1 for just the characters specifically bc my opinions differ
#null havoc damage#nebula m78#i think taros show isnt as good as taro himself is as a character . taros show is okay. taro the ultraman is one of the best ever#TARO IS THE REASON GINGA IS IN THE 'IT WAS OKAY' CATEGORY AND NOT 'DIFFICULT TO WATCH' LIKE GINGA S IS#also i felt bad and moved leo up to the not a big fan tier bc everyone loves him. his show is impossible for me to watch god bless#astra...................................................... looks into the sky
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stupid garbage brainstorming for possibilities w gandhi + abe in future seasons . normally id type the words out onto the drawing afterwards but this is just so cringe and self indulgent thst it doesn’t matter enough to do that
#mine#the show actually having them date i should say i honestly consider Literally impossible#not only is this show like allergic to actually doing anything that involves mlm in a way that isnt joking or in the background#but i also feel like.. idk im so used to people seeing relationships like theirs as Just Friends that i Imagine the writers thinking that-#way too where like if someone pitched the idea of abe n gandhi actually having repressed feelings for eachother that were just never made-#clear in season 1 for various reasons (well apart from. You Know. and the list goes on but that’s not what im talking about at this second)#if someone were to pitch that idea theyd be like. What?? No!! Theyre only friends! ya know#and even absolutely then i cant imagine them not making it angsty like at all. of course in my world they would bc Its Gandhabe They’re-#Literally In Love Forever And Nothing Can Come Between That but like canonically? its pretty much guaranteed they’d break up obviously bc-#that’s just what this show is#honeslty my dream scenario? my personal favourite out of all these outcomes? the one where it’s implied heavily that theyre in love but-#the show does nothing with it and they just stay best frriends. that’s what im Most happy with personally#and it’s like… literally the closest to their relationship as it is already without anything else happening#okay bye#i love gandhabe did you know this
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ik bpd akechi is popular but honestly I'm dying on my bipolar + c-ptsd + npd/narcissistic and ocd features for c-ptsd hill
#💖.txt#tbh i am one of those who thinks bpd isnt a useful category and its just ptsd mixed with other stuff#im also very attatched to him being low empathy#the ocd is smth i flip-flop between. i think its more that after shido's palace if he survives#he's going to have MASSIVE issues with holding himself to impossible standards#spends the first month at the shelter panicking that he's an awful person for choosing to stablize himself before going to the police#(i do personally think he turned himself in. the dialogue from the scene at the shelter heavily implies that's his intention)#maruki's ideal reality is that 1. akechi would find joker on xmas eve and 2. he'd get let out early#or yknow. he never killed anyone so it doesnt matter anymore#the npd is just yknow. oh no! by marina intensifies#bipolar is bc call of chaos REALLY reminds me of manic episodes#and inflicting that on people? wanting to make other people experience how everything in your head is suddenly different and it feels like#this is Right and How It Should Be while your destroying your life??? yeah ive wanted to do that#ive always seen call of chaos as a representation of lashing out/acting out in an attempt to make it clear to people#just how *bad* your mental state is. how poorly tethered you are and how desperate you are for help#wanting to hurt others because no one is seeing how hurt you are and it feels like the last option#(i also see him using it in sem 3 as him finally being around people who are okay with seeing that level of pain)#(the thieves dont forgive him ofc but they see how much pain he's in and said thats fucked up. what they did to you is fucked up)#(you have every right to be mad about it. be mad about it with support.)
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it's only when normal people give me music recommendations that I realize what strange and inexplicable music taste I have like wtf is wrong w me
#1 i cant do slow music and slow is anything that isnt decidedly fast#like 99% of taylor swift songs are too slow for me to stand#i need constant layered noise and vocals okay#2 if a song is in english it cannot be about love#just not my thing i cant sing along i dont like it#like chappell roan is very good. but i cant do it. too much love.#3 i need a concept like obvs if the song isnt about love its gotta be about something and its gotta be good#hence. all the other music i listen to. is typically about murder.#and combined with the need for speed we get. metal.#but i only like very specific mental typically industrial or like horror rap#so basically this means the only music i listen to in english is rap#i listen to metal in every language possible mostly european though#and KPOP.#i make exceptions to these rules occassionally like when the perfect song is around#like hot to go or espresso#or songs i liked when i was a kid#BUT ANYWAYS EXPLAINING THIS TO PEOPLE IS IMPOSSIBLE#SO I ALWAYS POLITELY LISTEN AND GO yeah thats good ahaha EVEN IF I HATE IT BC I KNOW#IM THE WEIRD ONE GJQBROQNRLQNFKS#anyways idk why i felt the need to share this but yeah fun facts about lauren#berryunho.txt
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"And so the Hawaiians look at all of nature as important, and they look at the signs of nature as messengers coming from their family who has passed on. Signs come in rainbows, double rainbows, odd forms of clouds, they read the roll of the waves and some of the waves are signs that they look at, you know. Those are things that the Hawaiian needs to be aware of in order to fulfill its connectedness to, you know, to its ancestors that have passed on.
So we cannot separate ourselves to the trees, we cannot separate ourselves from the waves and the ocean, from the clouds and its cloud forms, from the mountains and the hills, the animals from the limu, to the pipipi, to the kūpe‘e, you know, to the manō, to the pueo, to the ‘i‘iwi, to the ‘o‘o, all of these are all signs upon which we had better be aware of, because it is through them that we get messages from our ancestors."
"Oh yeah, sharks do. Sharks, the significance of a shark, especially with the niuhi, the tiger and the white shark, they were compared to as chiefs. Kamohoali‘i, who was the brother of Pele, was a shark. That was his form, his other kinolau or his other form was a shark. Because of the ferocity. The same kind of attitude of absorbing and taking all with no consciousness to end result, the main thing is to consume. The same attitude is compared, comparing the shark to love. It’s all consuming. To the point where one cannot think consciously to what is being done. And so the Hawaiians have a saying:
Kūpau wau i ka manō ka manō nui ka manō nui kūpau wau i ka manō.
And it means, “I am finished to the big shark, all consumed by the big shark, I am finished.” It doesn’t mean he’s dead because the shark bit him. It means he is so deeply in love that he doesn’t know how to think, you know? So shark has that other side of its attitude that is used by the Hawaiians to describe the all consuming idea, without consciousness. And that is funny that the Hawaiians would also compare that to love. But they did that because they knew nature. Hurricane ‘Iniki, all consuming, it has no bearing on who’s the chief or who’s the commoners, you know. It’s all consuming. Hawaiians understood that, and they used that kind of proverbial idea, and I just use that to illustrate the insight and connectedness with nature. But in relation to the shark, that is how it is really used."
x. Parley Kanaka'ole, "Hawaiian Waters: House of the Shark"
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#:)))#so i found this interview from Hawaiian icon Parley Kanaka'ole&it made me so happy for so many reasons lol#so here are some of my favourite parts. :'))) the full interview actually talks a lot about the beliefs we have surrounding our 'aumakua#&is an incredible read. if you are kanaka reconnecting w the culture however i do have the warning that#he speaks rather definitively&heavy-handedly about how one can reconnect w your kūpuna+'aumakua#&just take it w a grain of salt. as w a lot of our older figures he has standards for kānaka that are genuinely not feasible sometimes#&its okay. it doesnt make you any less kānaka or make it impossible for you to commune&connect w your 'aumakua.#your geneology hasnt forgotten nor abandoned you for lack of attention+relation bc that isnt possible.#however w that one caveat in mind i highly reccommend reading the interview (&also the second piece by#Herb Kane who is a literal Hawaiian legend. his art is regularly used in classrooms to teach history&hes been actually dubbed#a Living Treasure of Hawai'i when he was alive. also he CAPTIANED the hokule'a. actual legend.)#ive been missing home. so much.#salt water cures everything. i have tears&sweat i just need the pacific lol.#♡#yas
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they should make a flatland musical. nevermind
#original nonsense#'who's they' Someone who isnt me !!#okay i think anything can make a good musical but flatland is so weird and f--ked up that i cant imagine this would be easy or enjoyable.#my two cents is at least that the costumes should be very abstract like tradisches ballett style abstract.#there are a couple flatland movies one of which i watched and i think i liked it sooooo its not impossible to adapt LOL
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Hannibal stabbing Will in the gut so he can crawl between his legs n lap at the gushing blood like a lil doggie while Will pets him like one
👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆 THAT'S REAL AND TRUE BABBBYYYY!!
Like, if any pairing is gonna have fucked up levels of blood kink mixed with the most incomprehensible dom/sub dynamic its THEM!!!! Yeah, Hannibal and Will routinely engage in blood kink, yeah Hannibal is a sub, yeah he's also a puppy, yeah he's stabbing Will, but also consider? That Will has never felt more seen and confident in his life with Hannibal on his knees drinking his blood? They're just both so extremely fucked up and that's what I adore about them, Hannibal is Will's bloodthirsty lil puppy what more could you want?
#okay to me like. hannibal and will have extremely messed up boundaries with each other#so hannibal drinking wills blood while on his knees isnt. impossible. it rly isnt#dont worry will is gonna get back at him by debasing him and humiliating him to kingdom come its fine. normal behavior.#thebleedingeffect talks
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Maya spill the hot hot tea of what you think of Shadow & Bone series (I’ll say it cz I’m evil, it sucks—-except the cast, the crows in particular really look the part)
I mean listen ive only seen 5 eps of the second season, I haven't read the shadow and bone books to compare and im watching this season with maca who's the worlds biggest hater and we cant get through 2 minutes without her finding things to bitch about and it CLOUDS MY OPINIONS bc I try and think of a scene and all I can hear is her YAPPING
that being said okay mmm I really truly dont give a fuck about the shadow and bone plot, like I just dont care and borderline skim lmao the special effects when she does her light stuff make me violent + does ANYONE like her and mal?? anyone??
I hear nikolai is meant to be hot and charming and all that? physically he bores me lol he's just giving baby face frat boy and im not about it but like, I get it, I guess he does the job (I say as someone who's unfamiliar with his written character and dont know what the job is)
ben barns is hot hes HOT he's so hot and I would rather watch him sit in his dark vibey room and be mute and pissed off for 45 minutes than watch another scene of alina whine about thinks I dont care about and thats really the situation. also, I love genya and david is a punk ass bitch and I wish they went more into her trauma and fucked up past lmao
I so agree on the cast! I really think the crows are FANTASTIC, a way better portrayal than I would have expected. I just, like, we're all on the same page regarding the crows being the more enjoyable part of this show? yes?
im really enjoying how this season seems to be more about their actual book events (unless im remembering wrong? I feel like s1 was mainly made up stuff and backgrounds to tie them into the show and s2 is more book 1 stuff?) and for a story where so much of the oomf is in between the lines and in the "you need to read 600 pages of so many small things that alone mean nothing but together have such an impact" of it, I do think theyre doing a solid enough job. I do think that a lot of it can be quite cringey, but personally I feel like this kinda story and some of these finer dynamics are inherently cringey when on screen and more palatable when its on paper so thats not really a critique on them, more so just is what it is. I also appreciate and am endlessly surprised by how much screen time the crows get given its not technically theyre show. but thats probably bc its just the better story :)
#asks#shadow and bone#quick on the characters bc this post is long and doesnt need to me#kaz is great idc I was the most skeptical of him and yet im the most impressed#hes an awesome kaz maca if youre reading this you can suck my cock#Inej...... why cant I put my finger on you sister#I have nothing negative to say but im just not as !!! by her as in the books#im not by kaz either but idk#I think her kind of character is just the type of impossibly cool that when tried to be portrayed just feels too impossible lol#Jesper isnt as hot to me as in the books but thats on me lmao I cant make up someones looks then kick up a fuss when they dont look like it#characterization wise tho I think he's an excellent Jesper#wylan is adorable and pathetic so thats good news#Nina is WONDERFUL she's a delight#I love matthias!!! fuckin love him man#I wish they showed him/him and Nina/hellgate more#I really do love the relationships in this story#okay I think thats all
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feeling positively inconsolable........!
#christmas is RUINED#it actually has nothing to do with christmas and isnt a big life problem its just something im Very Sad about#and i cant tell my friends bcus they would be sad too!! and theres a chance it could all be okay and i dont wanna tell em#dont wanna admit i let this happen.... how could i.........#but i must talk about my feelings and my mom is already sick of me (/lh) so. tumblr tag vent#i just cant believe it today was the worst day for it to happen#i came home. cried about it. was normal. thought about it again. now i cant do Anything#this is like when i broke my tablet and lost all my art#its not as bad as that but same vibe#its bc of my own lack of caution and im So Sad about it Forever#like it would have been so easy for it not to have happened and its so impossible to fix afterward#how can life have these small tragedies that i dont notice until its past too late#oh i lament it all!!#oh how i lament.......#teeths
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The snow storm is a blessing because now I can not go to class tomorrow and stay warm all day
#i just stayed up late writing an essay about Yamato Takeru#i am so fucking tired#vulpersonal#its mostly from executive disfunction making it impossible to work on the essay until its lesd then 12 hrs out from due#but i feel okay about it#i wont feel bad if its a B I did better than normal during the draft process#even if the final one isnt too good im still proud of my progress
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I continue to be very able to solo acolytes with the vericres (also the kuva hek if i don't get so fascinated by the acolyte summoning ghostly balls at me that i almost die, but that's irrelevant) so the quassus finally being in my oven makes me very excited
Warfans in general are fun as hell, time to acquire the slappiest one to mince acolytes with
#never did forma the vericres since the quassus has better stats#well okay this is all with: i have no clue how the quassus heavy attack gimmick works#if it somehow ruins the whole thing then im going back to the vericres#since steel path chopping is exclusively about heavy attacks#kata's chatter#'sp isnt as impossible as i thought bc lavos cant die- what do you mean im down to 300 health'#i am enchanted by the beauty of the world! also by some ghostly balls! i wanted to look at them and the acolyte did not#one of these days i need to take a frame other than lavos onto sp but hes just so easy
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