#IT ISN’T EVEN A HARD NAME
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#oh my days#every. single. time.#of course i can’t actually say what my name is but#every stranger/and or person who comes in contact with me besides my family or friends gets it WRONG#IT ISN’T EVEN A HARD NAME#at least to my knowledge it isn’t#anyways i learnt to tolerate with this dreaded curse and correct others if they get the name™️ wrong#that’s why i made my alias on tumblr easy to memorize
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Gray and Graysons
One of the Bats has a secret. Something they never told to the others.
They were so very young but they have memories of a sibling, so small and tiny. They remember the burst of warmth they had in their heart when they held the tiny baby for just a moment.
But they weren’t allowed to keep them, their family couldn’t raise them. Money was tight, just enough for three but not for four, despite their shows always bringing in a crowd it was getting harder and harder for the world to be wowed by them in the new age and their sibling was too small and tiny and needed to be cared in a single place than for them to be on the road. Their lifestyle was not good for his tiny sibling apparently.
They had to watch as their parents gave his sibling away to people in suits, them promising to give his baby brother to a loving family when they find a ‘home’ for him. He watched his parents try to be strong only for his mother to break down once the car left down the road, his father holding her and apologizing, the rest of the circus troupe all silently coming over to give the heartbroken family condolences.
Richard ‘Dick’ Grayson had tears running down his face when he last saw his baby brother.
A brother he got to name before he had to be given away.
Daniel ‘Danny’ Grayson.
-x-x-
Dick never told the others. If anyone dug deep into his past they might find his brother’s birth records maybe, if someone got around to digitizing the paperwork for him but given the fact he was placed in the US childcare systems just a few days after his birth and the fact that Dick was still pretty young they most likely believed he didn’t remember his baby brother now. Not after so many years.
But they were wrong, Dick remembers. And he kept the secret close to his heart and memories.
And the only physical evidence he had was a single picture of him holding his brother, a smile on his tiny face towards their father who had taken the photo of them together. When he had lost his parents, lost most of the things that connected him to them, to his past in the circus that had been his whole life, had been taken from him in Gotham’s ruthless childcare system, he held on tight to the picture in secret. Hid it away from anyone trying to rip it from him, hid it from Bruce when the man took him in days later, hid it from Alfred despite how gentle the butler was towards him. He couldn’t, wouldn’t risk losing his photo at the time, he hadn’t trusted anyone and by the time he did he didn’t have the heart to reveal it.
So yes, the existence of his baby brother Danny was his most guarded and best kept secret.
So that’s why Dick, as Nightwing, nearly died from a heart attack when leaving a Justice League meeting he spotted a familiar face among one of the new engineers working in the Watchtower.
It was like seeing a young version of himself. Only, Dick could see that the young man was more than a copy of him, so much more than a clone. He held many traces of John Grayson but also had a bit more of Mary Grayson than Dick did. Small details that Dick foggely remembers taking note when he had held his baby brother.
“Hey, hurry up with that report Gray!” Shouted the head engineer from down the hall, his hand beckoning the young adult to come over.
“Coming! And boss, I told you Danny is fine!” Danny shouted back before hurriedly leaving a stunned Nightwing.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#Danny and Dick are siblings#Danny is a space engineer#he worked hard and now gets to be in space#dick grayson#Dick’s parents couldn’t care for Danny because of money and the fact he was tiny#they wanted him but couldn’t keep him#his paperwork got a tiny bit lost and damaged before it got digital#so there isn’t much for either brothers to find each other#Dick did look but found next to nothing about where his brother went#Danny still had the original papers but the papers got damaged bad and his last name is a little lost#he knows it’s Gray something#small what if in this AU but what if he married Val and took her last name#and later finds his old papers and is teased he was always meant to be a Gray some way#BUT he doesn’t have to married in this#just a tiny what if#BUT he has changed his last name to Gray after a bad fall out with he Fenton’s#it wasn’t even because of him being a half ghost or even because of Vlad#nope it was because he didn’t want to be ghost hunter
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China and Taiwan sharing a joint bronze medal in horizontal bar is a hilarious unintentional unparalleled sports diplomacy moment 🤣😭
#ioc said one China 😭😭😭#paris 2024#Olympics#gymnastics#stadium announcer butchered both their names back to back so bad I’m tired#zhang boheng isn’t even a hard name but I heard it pronounced like 4 different times on comms today and not once was it right#also most Chinese athletes have one of the top ~10 most common Chinese surnames . so you could legit just learn the pronounciation of them#and you’d be in good stead#mispronouncing ‘Zhou’ is the most egregious to me like legit pronounce it ‘joe’ and I don’t think anyone would have a complaint#no one expects perfect tones but pls. phonetics#zh is j#you have 8 names to learn per final. it’s not hard#praga
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“Why are people choosing to interpret an idiom literally, that’s so dumb.” guuys. there are billions of idioms to choose from and this one was picked intentionally. Multiple interpretations and implications exist simultaneously and the writers know that. It’s honestly insulting to assume they don’t.
#this is about the dirt in nails line#which I’m still thinking very hard about#my resolution for now is that it *is* meant to show that both of them aren’t in a perfect place#because even with it purely as a metaphor - the implication is that Cait *would* want to get rid of her#which is a fear that aligns with vi’s characters. everyone she loves leaves her in some way.#it’s romantic in the sense that she’s promising to cling to caitlyn#but language still isn’t direct between them#Cait calls her ‘violet’ which is the most vulnerable and intimate names can#be#while vi calls her ‘cupcake’. which is a nickname vi gives her jokingly. that plus the corny promise (also delivered in a lighthearted way)#to me proves the scene wasn’t meant to be purely romantic#vi’s still drinking also#they’re comfortable with each other but not wholly communicating. Cait also withholds information about jinx#their ambivalent relationship (still loving) is mirrored by the political situation in zaun/piltover.#small signs of progress but big elephants in the room that need to be addressed#I refuse to think I’m thinking too hard about this#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#jp musings
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Jason’s desire to be loved and his ideological issues with Bruce cannot be extricated from each other. If you love someone you want them to matter to the world. As a… citizen, as a person. If someone hurts them, if you love them you want to see recompense. If someone kills them? You’d want to see change, or at least the promise of it via punishment.
The death of Bruce’s parents drove him to become a friggin’ Bat Man, surely the death of his son would also drive him to action? Bruce acts like this is a matter of the personal vs professional but it’s not! It never has been!
#the inciting event for Jason’s breakdown is his discovery of multiple newspapers on the various escapes Joker made from Arkham#again and again and again#wow Bruce really feeling the love!#Bruce your billionaire-ism is showing#yes I know grief is very hard and people can have responses that aren’t pretty#but let’s be real! Jason didn’t die in a car accident he was murdered by a guy with a name and a face and a history#Bruce isn’t a civilian or even a soldier he’s someone who decided to take justice and the city into his own hands#Bruce wasn’t muttering bitterly under his breath he defined Jason’s legacy as the failure
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Bumble strikes again
AYYYEEEEE
#god I’m gonna try So Hard to make bumble be clear sky’s murderer#heck… maybe clear sky isn’t even skyclan’s founder…#hhhhhmmmmmmm#ooohhhhh ideas ideas…#clear sky who starts what is essentially a cult that worships the concept of security/safety in strength#but obviously this sparks trouble when he starts terrorizing the mountain cats + the forest cats + the city cats#trying to spread his name to the point of infamy so NO ONE ever dares to threaten him or his own..#because he’s paranoid to the point of crippling anxiety and genuine mental illness#i still plan to keep clear sky as a villain. but I want to explore his motivations more.. and him being mentall ill is something I want to++#treat very carefully…#there’s going to be A LOT of mental illness among these guys lol so his situation isn’t unique#but I think it would be something fun to explore…..#warriors au#warriors rewrite#ALSO THATS THE BEST THING IVE SEEN TODAY#HELL YEAH#BUMBLE STRIKES AGAIN#fallingstarsau#fanart tag
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Hi, hello. I stumbled upon one of your Fo4 fics on Ao3 a while ago. I think it's really cool that you're so unapologetically willing to write stuff about your OC.
I've gotten really used to people hating on OC or Self Insert fics that I can get really self-conscious about posting my works.
But you have a whole tumblr blog dedicated to your OC! And your writing is really good and I just think all the work you've done is so cool. I just wanted to let you know ☺��
You’re so sweet! 💕💕💕 Thank you, I’m always glad to hear when people happen to stumble on my blog and stick around!
And yeah, I did just kinda burst in here and shoved my feral kitten problem child with her Detective RoboDad for all to see, and I’m not ashamed of it. I never understood why people would get so mad about people posting about their own OCs even if they are self inserts, I don’t see anything wrong with that.
I did originally worry that the little flower child Jasmine/Rosalinda was too much like me despite the fact that our personalities are wildly different so I toned down some of her background and even thought about giving her a complete overhaul, but now I think SCREW IT- she’s a Mexicana now! Because I can write and portray an actual Latino character accurately so I might as well with her like I had planned from the start.
All that to say that I had my own insecurities, but thankfully I bloomed pass that with support from some beautiful Tumblr friends and I hope to continue making more content in the future. 💖💖💖💖
And Bestie, go ahead and go wild with writing about your own OC if it makes you happy. And yeet any haters out of the metaphorical window while you’re at it.
#I am aware that most of you probably don’t realize that Jasmines name isn’t Jasmine— but Rosalinda#Yeah. So uuuummm. Originally I had planned to reveal that fact as I surprise and I was gonna swap her name out but then….#This blog got a lot more attention than I thought it would. I was honestly just planning on like five people showing up.#And I’m grateful for all of this! I’m happy that people tune in to see what I have planned for Jas!#But also I hope I don’t end up confusing anyone with her lore.#And sorry for not posting my solo work as much. I go through episodes where I’m sick and it’s hard to generate content.#With writing with my friends it’s easier because I’m sharing the weight and it’s funner.#I plan to get some more snippets out of my head and even finish them react requests from a long time ago.#I have not forgotten about them I swear.#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#nick valentine#fallout oc#fallout original character
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Why is Helaena not being titled as Queen?
Is Aegon II married to Alicent?
Why is Alicent still being titled as Queen and not Dowager Queen?
They completely disregarded the fact that Helaena should’ve also been crowned at Aegon’s coronation.
The least they could do is put some respect on her name.
#I assume in the show they will title them properly#or at least I hope they will#surely not that hard to tack on an extra word to their names#I’m not even that invested in her character#there isn’t much known about her#but this is one of the few things that we do know#and it’s completely ignored#house of the dragon#fire and blood#helaena targaryen
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this one might be funnier
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#in a strange place today and i need to put this somewhere. i do not have a journal yet. this is it#my grandad was diagnosed with dementia years ago and the grandad i have now is often unrecognisable from the one i grew up with#and while this like isn’t fun and it is strange for him to look at me and not know me more times than he does. it has also been kind of l#lovely?#bc he thinks my granny is still alive so whenever i get to go see him i get to pretend she is too. and she is for a minute. and tho i am#glad she went before him. it is nice to say oh i’m popping in to see her after this grandad and talk about her like she’s hasn’t been gone#since i’ve been ten. my dad has spoken more to him in the last five years than he has his whole life#he was not an easy man. he was loud and friendly and hard working and funny and scary but not easy. in ways he is even#harder now. in others he is easier.#he is more of a child. this is what dementia can do to a brain. we are learning things about his childhood that no one alive has ever spoken#about. that no one knew. my dad doesn’t love him more now but he understands him better#my grandad taught me how to drive a tractor and how to fish through my dad and he has not recognised me in over a year and he#hasn’t walked since he broke his pelvis seven years ago and his muscles are nearly all gone. he is a fraction of the size he used to be. his#personality and body took up my childhood like adults on the screen in cartoons. he hasn’t dressed himself in a decade. he told one of the#nurses that after dinner he wanted ice cream plain like herself and nearly peed when she laughed and told him to fuck off#he is in there. he is himself. i know him. but he isn’t. he doesn’t know me but he allows me to tell him how to ppl he knows are doing. he#still somehow trusts me. we talk a lot about my granny and how she stayed up watching tv again last night so she’s tired today. don’t stay#long when you call in to see her?#whenever we would journey to see him and my granny and get in v late he’d ask us if we wanted apple tart and my granny would say michael.#not ur kids. u can’t parent them. he didn’t know my name yesterday but he asked me if i wanted apple tart#i hope he dies soon. for all that i will miss this. miss my dad having this. he would not want to live like this. it wouldntbe living to him
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Since taking part in the Tsaritsa’s service, Tartaglia is quite adamantly against being called ‘Ajax’. The name reminds him too much of the person his parents still mourn and wish he was, plus it really doesn’t suit him as much anymore, with the way he’s making his own name for himself. Tartaglia is his preferred form of address, Childe the second. But never Ajax.
#hc; tartaglia#//Only family are allowed to call him such; but even then he still feels quite Uncomfortable every time he hears it#//It’s just not HIM#//Feels almost suffocating; esp if said with warm smiles or worried faces#//ESP the latter#//The people he used to train alongside before he ascended to being a Harbinger all know VERY well never to call him that ever again#//Many learned it the hard way#//Countless other Fatui have just the same#//The less close you are to him; the more the name becomes a reason for things to get Ugly#//Dont worry tho; he’ll give a generous three chances to fuck it up before he starts throwing hands over it#//Its one of the few ways to actually anger him; again esp for someone who isn’t close to him#//Those close to him outside of family who try to use his former name so casually again and again wil end up getting a seriouscold shoulder#//As for family; he holds little hope for them to change#//Not with how they cling to who he used to be and how accustomed they are to referring to him as such#//But he does wish they could refer to him differently#//There is a very SPECIFC reason he’ll actively offer the name for his s/o to know or use tho#//And that’s as a safe word; be it in the bedroom or even in a spar. bc he KNOWS that will catch his attention fast if needed#//He’ll also allow it in times of danger; but he’s not too worried abt that happening that much#//If he’s with someone; they can usually handle themself well to not need him to help; no worries in his part#//But it’s there just in case. only THEN will he make an exception for folks other than fam to say his name#//And only SPECIAL ppl at that
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Pulitzer: You are, without a doubt, the worst strike leader I’ve ever heard of.
Jack: But you have heard of me.
#jack during the talk at Pulitzer’s mansion is so iconic#he knows what’s going on#he knows exactly what Pulitzer wants and isn’t going to give it to him while being as sassy as possible#sassmaster jack Kelly#that’s why he falls so hard for Davey the vice president of sass#he hears Davey talk back and is like ‘dammit that’s hot’#jack weathers Pulitzer’s threats to himself without blinking- it’s only when his boys (DAVEY BY NAME) are threatened that he even considers#giving in#jack isn’t a coward#and I will forever hate the stage show for making him look that way#also Pulitzer hints that he knows what Snyder does to the boys in his care and what jack has suffered and that’s even more fucked up#I forget how dark the film is and hints at being#the og scripts are also pretty horrifying#ngl the stage show glosses over a lot of the violence these kids suffered when fighting for their rights#I’m off topic again#someday I’ll write an essay#incorrect pirates of the Caribbean#newsies#newsies 1992#newsies stage show#incorrect newsies quotes#jack kelly#incorrect quotes#newsies film#92sies#pulitzer#the film is so gay and I love it#Kenny Ortega did his best for us#incorrect jack sparrow#pirates of the caribbean
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every day i think abt this tumblr post in which a us-american was incredibly fascinated by two girls they saw who were speaking english & japanese interchangably. because, like, i speak three languages interchangably on the daily. that’s normal to me. i’m not even fluent in french (been learning it at school for 10 years now tho lmao) but there’s enough french words & phrases i use on the daily. if i can’t remember a (swiss) german word/saying/etc while talking in german i just substitude with english because most people i talk to are fluent in both anyways. i greet my little brother in french and then go on to ask if he wants to go and by ramunae with me sometime, in swiss german, in the same breath, and i answer overmorrow when he asks me when because i think it’s a funkier word than übermorn.
i think about that post every day and i genuinly wonder how someone can grow up and never learn another language. how do you live without this? without the pressure to speak at least two of your country’s four official languages? without the pressure of learning the world’s language as a second/third? without ever seeing all the beauty in knowing more than one language, and being able to understand so much more of the world?
#idk#only speaking one language is strange to me in the way speaking more than one is strange to people who only speak one#i love languages and while i hate (learning) french i am also somewhat grateful i’m forced to tbh#i can read french stuff and understand!! isn’t that amazing? that i am fluent in swiss german german english AND understand basic french?#maybe this is also abt growing up speaking a language with no written rules. simply grouped into german with a hundered dialects more#i am aware it’s hard to classify but german will never be my language the way swiss german is#or they way i made english mine#and sometimes it’s hard to have a mother tongue under a false name bc yes. i do speak german. but german will never be my mother tongue#even if i’m forced to call it that#and yeah i’m aware of the insane privilege i have over ppl speaking forbidden languages etc#but sometimes. sometimes i mourn that my mother tongue will never be a ‘real’ language because it lacks written rules and formality#even if it’s the language i speak with my family & my friends & my teachers during breaks & it’s the first language i ever spoke#but that doesn’t make it real enough for people classificating it. because my family & my friends & my teachers all speak their own+#personal variant of it & i know no 2 people speaking the exact same swiss german even if they are twins+#& you cannot classify a million swiss germans for every swiss german speaker there is#and i think that is beautiful but i also think that is sad because i will never have a ‘real’language to call mine except english.#& english is my third.#☆—`elys rambles
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People shortening Secret Life to Seclife keeps tripping my brain up and keeps making Sexlife real, but only for a moment each time
#I KNOW that how all the life titles get shortened but that Sex life fake was actually SO CLOSE to what the name of this one would be#even when Scar called it fuckin. Hard life.#you cannot escape sexlife#I keep double taking lmao#robot rambles#secret life#this isn’t even a spoiler I’ve just got silly brain#life series
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me, a former homestuck cosplayer, seeing all the other alastor cosplayers at the con wearing gray facepaint:
#this is purely a joke y’all looked amazing#HOWEVER it did give me flashbacks to unsealed paint on fucking EVERY goddamn thing#also I definitely should have worn a wig but I think if something (except like two specific hats) touches my head I will explode#I looked weird with my normal hair but it’s fine it’s fine don’t worry about it#going to a con in November and tbh I may just dye my hair red rather than wear a wig#idk how I would do the black tips impermanently lol I do not actually want to have the fuckass bob in real life#maybe hair wax or something idk#I used that once and it was a sensory hell but if it’s just on the ends maybe it would be okay#the perils of playing dress up I guess man idk#I have some Plans for my next alastor cosplay though (rubbing my gay little hands together)#once I’m not in crisis mode I want to work on it so bad#bc man. I have Ideas.#v excited to do a masquerade al#time to do something overly ambitious babeyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!#got a Definitely Not Questionable deer skull mask a while ago and stripped off all the feathers and beads and stuff#found some extremely cheap restoration grill cloth on ebay that I’m gonna glue onto it#I wanna get some fake Spanish moss or something to drape over the antlers#I have a list of possible designs to make in glitter/sequins to make the mask more masqueradey too#so far it’s mostly just bayou plants that have names that are juuuust close enough to something alastor-related to be funny to me#no one else will get it or find it funny but that’s okay 👍#trying to think of a way to incorporate a kind of jazzy motif without resorting to like. notes and clefs bc that’s a bit on the nose idk#maybe I’m just thinking too hard about this#also thinking of a stylized superhet circuit diagram (or part of it lol)#yes I have 500 ideas no the mask isn’t big enough to accommodate even 5 of them probably#I also have an old burgundy cloak that would be perfecttttt#I think underneath it I will just wear the normal attire to not venture TOO far from canon lol#so like the red shirt with the cross and the black pants and his lil deerprint dress shoes#I gotta fix the bow tie from this last con bc I forgot the middle was red and ended up cutting up a christmas decoration to sew on lmao#I wanna use something satin so it matches the texture of the rest of the tie lol#idk!!!! I am just excited about this :>
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So like. I got diagnosed with *yet another* chronic illness two days ago. Doctor says I have fibromyalgia, which is what has been causing the constant full body pain that makes me feel like every inch of my skin is a bruise being pressed on 24/7
Which makes sense, and I’m glad to know that I’m not just crazy, because I’ve been in pain literally since I was born, to the point that I don’t have a single memory where this pain wasn’t present, at least in the background. So I really thought it was normal, and that everyone felt like this until it got a lot worse in the last few years that I’ve been dealing with flare ups of Crohn’s and lupus, but neither of those can explain the constant pain I feel underneath every inch of my skin
It’s a relief to get a diagnosis, because for a couple years now, since it started getting worse, I thought this feeling was just what people talk about when they say you reach your late 20’s and can’t neglect good habits anymore without feeling it. That this pain was just bundled alongside the feeling of getting sore + stiff from not exercising/sleeping well enough. I have wondered on several occasions how the hell everyone lives full lives with this kind of pain, or why more people don’t kill themselves upon finding out that they have to feel like this for decades??? Because sometimes I can’t bear the thought of feeling this pain every day for the rest of my stupid little life. I’m not strong enough to bear that burden when I’ve already lived 28 years with it and I feel tired all the way down to my fucking bone marrow from carrying this pain with me everywhere I go, even in my sleep, in my dreams I feel it because I’ve never *not* felt it and I have no idea what it feels like to not be plagued it.
But now that I know what’s wrong and there are treatment options to try? Maybe I’ll finally get to know what it’s like to not be in pain.
So the doctor gave me a new medicine for it to try that will hopefully make my nerves feel less, and I can actually do things again instead of just being in bed thinking about how bad the bed hurts against my skin and how gravity is a curse because I can’t just float so nothing is touching me and making my skin hurt. And all the ideas for various art to make I’ve been saving up for when I’m capable of sitting up and holding a pencil again can be worked on. I can finally take the drive out of my old busted laptop to get all of my concept drafts off of it because I only managed to save the most important/almost finished artworks on it before the battery swelled (and my fav version of photoshop too, because I’m an idiot and don’t commit which one it is to memory so I can just pirate it again, I just keep transferring the program files to install it again lmao)
Maybe I’ll actually get around to coming up with a permanent pseudonym to start posting my art under, and finally start sharing it outside of Snapchat where it disappears in 24 hours
#side note: I have to come up with a pseudonym because my real name is super common#I literally even got sponsored ad posts on other social media sites of a girl selling paintings under my first and middle name#and my first + middle name combo isn’t exactly common#so I definitely have to come up with something or no one is going to be able to find my art#but coming up with a whole new name for yourself is fucking hard#like I feel mad with power and want to name myself something insane but then I don’t because what if it’s too unique and I get sick of it#I wouldn’t want to have to rebrand#so I have to come up with something I’m not going to hate 10 years from now#that also sounds cool + is unique enough to be searchable and not get drowned out by a million other people posting art with the same name#if any of you have any ideas let me know lmao#because not having a good pseudonym yet is *the* main reason I don’t post my art
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