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doodle-do-wop · 3 months

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how many thoughts would you say you have recently had?

Zero

I never think

My head is so empty not even tumbleweeds pass through the vast nothingness that is my mind

(I have thought about women though)

#Edaline please just one chance #ONE CHANCE MAAM THATS ALL I NEED #ALINA #ALINA BBG I CAN MAKE YOU SO MUCH HAPPIER THAN A MAN WHOS NAME STARTS WITH A #kotlc #edaline ruewen #kotlc alina #councillor alina #RACHEL #RACHEL MORGAN #IM STILL AVAILABLE GIRL #gallagher girls #gallagher girls series #keeper of the lost cities

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pansyfemme · 12 days

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i misplaced my dick :(

#girl where are you #(my packer)#i hate when i do that bc i worry either it is a) out somewhere embarassing where ppl can see it or b) its gonna accidently go through the #wash or c) its on the floor under something which means it is so dusty. ew #ive been packing a lot less lately bc my bottom #dysphoria has. lifted a bit lately but i still like to have it available in case im struggling one day

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dioynsus · 1 month

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i slept through an important zoom meeting with the museum for my thesis show today and I haven’t been this mad and disappointed in myself in soooo long

#like girl what are you doing #i had it in my google calendar 😭 i responded so promptly with my availability (which is all the time) when they tried setting it up 😭#idk what’s wrong with me im usually really good at remembering stuff like this #idk if im still just in summer brain mode and valiantly trying not to face reality or what #and my brain is whispering *oh all the other people having their thesis show with u hate u now*#which is simply silly

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thecedarchronicle · 2 months

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#VENT #VENT TAGS AHEAD !!#so the job is...awful.#i applied for 20-25 hours #they asked if i could do 30 #and now theyre pushing me into 40.#i didn't realize that when i agreed to 30 that was NOT binding (i should have known because it wasn't in my job offer. but i am 19 and--#ive never had a job offer letter before. even tho this is just retail)#and i can't adjust my availability for 90 days.#and since i put full availability expecting 25 hours max #now i have FULL 24/7 AVAILABILITY ON FILE for three months at least #and i have no idea what to do because this means i cant commit to any classes coming up for college #but ive been job hubting for months and barely got anything #and if i lose the job i have to move back in with my dad which is almost worse #whats wirse is my leader/boss is so mean. im not saying this lightly #i dont want to get into it but im barely a week in and he's made disrespectful and pushy comments towards me #has basically told me to stay late (which theoretically i cluld say no; but im still on my three months of 'we will fire you if we want to'#and like i said. need the job.#so he told me to stay late knowing i cant really say no #he's given me a frankly absurd amount of work (instock and i get carts filled woth 2-3x their max capacity unorganized and dangerously--#overloaded) and then he pushes me and snaps at me to get it done in an absurdly short timeframe while im still in TRAINING #im afab and present femme as i haven't transitioned irl and he is so ragingly sexist #he often just refers to me and the other girl being trained as 'girl' or 'that girl #and to top it all off #i took this job over a second interview at a place i really liked #because i thought the hours at this olace would be more consistent #nope! full time! surprise!!#and now im kicking myself so fucking hard over it. i feel like i fucked up so hard #and my friend i moved here with has been home for two months and will be this month so im just. alone. and i don't really have anyone to #turn to. im just so very stressed and tired and lonely

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stamplerfag · 10 months

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im gonna answer the other ask later but TRANSFEM SCARY I WAS. ALSO THINKING HBBBGNN

#willy goes both ways abt such things bcus. one he is a misogynist and a homophobe or at least was on earth. obviously #and he still holds you know that. hypermasculine toxic mindset as of s1 based on the uhhh #“overly feminine namby pamby” whatever he says #(kicking myself for not having it memorized)#but i assume that he encountered more variable things in the forgotten realms that may have made him more normal abt. gender variance there #god okay i. hes not. he has an opinion of “you can be a freak if you want whatever. ill play pretend with you. ill tolerate it.”#i really like transmasc ron for similar reasons.. of.... especially when they meet in the cabin where hes cooking fish #and willys like “thats right get some bass in your voice boy !!”#like i know its just regular like. ron isnt masculine enough. but it reads very sarcastic....#“get some bass in your voice” like . you wanna be a boy so bad okay. ill humor you. hahahah. man up then.#um but transfem scary i like a similar. thing. of.... tolerating her being a girl and playing along but always being.#kind of chiding about it.#im so worried were not on the same pagw #which is fine obviously but i get so shy abt when. someone offers me headcanons that i dont agree with and i have to be like #“hahaha yeah whatever you say” like i cant say anything back cus its Wrong to me. BUT.#god though yeah her. visibly being hard around him & its both deeply sort of gross but very flattering to him like. i can work with this...#i think of him as a. opportunist. hes not into cock & not into kids really. dwindling upwards of teen girls but eh.#so when a cute troubled teen girl is literally. offering herself up to you at your feet man its like. why would i say no !! ♡#hes more into taking advantage of her than any of her personal details you know. like her as a person doesnt really. matter. who cares #shes available and stupid and looking to him for advice and validation.#sorry again i havent LISTENED TO ANY OF THIS. I CAN BE WRONG #didnt anthony make the joke abt willy not being brave enough to try pegging. maybe this is his chance #who said that. who. said that #you really want to manipulate a teen girl then you humble yourself and suck her cock and shes yours forever.#im crazy. im crazy #.dxt #scary

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starlightparks · 4 months

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very impulsively started the invisible life of addie larue

idk i just fancied a fantasy standalone and i loved the two ve schwab books i read before

#bookblr #bookish #bookworm #tiloal #the invisible life of addie larue #addie larue #only thing was i read the monsters of verity which is very different #thats a ya paranormal? type series #and this isn't like that far from it but still #im still reading the other books ive mentioned on here but i like having an ebook to read and it was available at my library #and im already 100 pages in #so im clearly enjoying it #its not the greatest book ive ever read but im never looking for that when i go into a book or ill forever be disappointed #you get me?#you get me.#anyway love you if you read this far xoxo gossip girl

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earl-grey-love · 5 months

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Ugh I had a pretty intense day. I wanna spend some time with Sim.eon, that'd make me feel better.

#honestly I really want to take a bath but I don't have a bath 😔#its so hard being a girl....#I'm pretty proud of myself though like you wouldn't believe what I did #I arranged a venue for my leaving party/wedding celebration #complete with the catering I want which is a classic British afternoon tea #because apparently my husband thought that only existed in Assassin's cr**d??#so I want him to have that experience for real like he wanted #and then I had to call all my guests to double check they can attend that day + arrange travel cus its in my families hometown and not mine #then I ordered the custom celebration cake I want...#and THEN I booked two different hotel stays like one is just an overnight one in the hometown #and the other is a spa hotel for us to spend some solo time in #Im really very excited for that!#but after so much phone calls and tedium and money out of my bank Im just 😴#getting all of this sorted has been weighing on my mind a lot lately though so Im glad its done #oh also my older brothers dryer literally exploded so now I have to buy him a new one...#and I still need to arrange with my family's church minister to bless us but he isn't available on weekends #needless to say I definitely deserve some rest and relaxation after all of that!!#sunny speaks #qpr: coffee shop companions

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red-dyed-sarumane · 10 months

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:) <- innocently went into the marshall maximizer tag on pixiv & found porn

#i can't actually make a comment on it. i understand.#theres a reason i wont post all my tenshi art.#i just cant believe any of the girls would suck dick is all #theyre all hot tho i get it. i understand.#i just wasnt expecting to see it for the most unrecognized series ever #at least my girlies content is not the first r18 available. im still not making it public tho #ill be real i like. expected to see r18 for labo before any other chara but given its the most popular song #yeah. i see.

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orcelito · 1 year

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Another morning another day

I've been thinking a lot about going to the animal shelter

#speculation nation #there r many cats there and i have an aching spot available for one #passively thinking about getting a kitten. just bc id enjoy getting to raise a cat for once #and i think tally would be a good big sister given how much she groomed cassy #at the same time tho i wanna adopt a cat that might not otherwise be adopted so quickly. aka an adult cat #& also like with tally. i very purposefully picked out the loud black cat bc everyone was passing her up #but she was YELLINGGG at me from the cage. and i was like 'oh alright' and took her home #and now shes my sweet darling girl. she just needed like a year to chill out so she is no longer a chaos demon lmao #it's also hard to know what youre getting with a kitten. and it's a lot of resposibility. so like. idk.#but also. Kitten Cute... 🥺#i'll have to see what they have when i go there. still not happening for at least a few more days.#it feels too soon rn. but im thinking about this all to cope lol. i hate having only one cat.#i keep wanting to go out to greet Cat Number 2 in the living room. but. nope. so i go back to greet tally on my bed #she's a loving cat but she does Not like to be smothered. and im kind of smothering her lmao #that's another reason to get a 2nd cat. yes i want tally to have company when im gone at work #but also i need a second cat that is very affectionate bc I Want My Hugs And Kisses Dammit #idk when im getting his ashes back. probably somewhat soon. id estimate tomorrow? they were rly quick with sammy's #idk what im gonna do if they call while im at work lol. cry probably.#tho i havent cried in almost a full day!! been like 22 hours. i have been Trying to cope. mixed results.#ah well. c'est la vie and all that shit.#animal death ment/

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widevibratobitch · 10 months

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its 'i know it doesnt matter and im used to it at this point but im actually a little sad that im kinda ugly' hours

#its ok ill stop thinking about it in a moment but yeah. thats what happens when i see pictures of myself next to my friends #they're all so hot and beautiful this is like. kinda unfair ngl lol #and like. i realise they dont mean those as actually backhanded compliments. but it sure does feel that way #most of the time i do try to embrace it and ive mostly made piece with the fact that im not here to be pretty but to be weird and funny #peace ffs*#but sometimes you'd just want to see a candid photo someone took of you when you weren't looking #and not feel the need to immediately turn it into a joke because the only alternative available is to confront that the fact that you are.#indeed. Fucking Ugly lol #like idk. i genuinely dont mind that when im with my friends at home. but here all the girls at this fucking uni #are so OBSESSED with their looks #and i was kinda mean to one yesterday. still in a haha-jokey way but goddammit i hate how good it felt #cause like girl. dont think i dont know what you're doing when we're taking selfies. and its okay.#i can be The Ugly Friend That's Only There To Make You Even Prettier. i can be that. but i want you to KNOW that I KNOW.#you're not fooling me darling <3 and i honestly find it even more insulting that you'd think you could lol #babygirl ive been doing *this* my whole life. believe me i know how to stop that fucking behaviour. you're not being as subtle as you think #*spot lol #peace and love but i really would be SUCH a different person if i were pretty its not even funny. so maybe it's for the better huh

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spaghett-onaplate · 1 year

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Lmao I'm going to an all girls school... as a boy

#yeah it's likely going to suck but im not the first to do it at least #the principal is very accepting im more worried about other kids.. well we'll see #it should only be temporary at least. until next year or whenever there's space at the school i actually want to attend #of the temporary options available it's the best. likely the only #but either way I should be fine. just need to be in the right mindset and ill glide through.. a lady's man what can i say #tho it still sucks if i were a cis boy or maybe even just on t this wouldn't be the option so im still not quite a boy officially speaking #but oh well. mostly im okay with doing this for The Bit™ (and education or whatever)#ill be living my derry girls life (<- ive never watched that but my friend said that. bc of the one boy at a girls school yk)

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asordidbarwere · 1 year

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gggggggg

#i spent so long being wilfully misunderstood about my gender that im just terrified to come out to anyone now #i see so much ''there's no wrong way to be trans'' on here and still feel like im not enough #unless i go for t or surgery #i don't want those.... or do i? do i feel sick thinking about hrt because i secretly really do want to try it?#also having an indescribable gender i think means you can't really advertise who you're available to #how am i supposed to be on the market? lesbians shouldn't want me cause I'm not a woman - straight girls won't bc im afab....#im positively terrified of pregnancy so that rules out cis men and trans women....#god #i don't feel allowed to date or fuck. ever. lmfao. I'm disgusting #im the one fucking freak who doesn't fall into anyone's categories of ''compatible''#just watch I'll find some cute girl and she ''won't swing that way''. WHAT WAY??? hahaaaaaaa #I'm screwed forever #also I'm 30 which basically means I'm gross and off limits lol #SO glad i spent my entire youth in a depressing miserable relationship and now that I'm able to live #I'm at an age where it's just embarrassing.

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muirneach · 2 years

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i guess what i really hate about the duolingo update is that if i want to study a particular topic, like future tense or whatever, i can’t do that. the new units are literally just the entire course in one single thing and it’s a different selection every time. which is good because you get a more complete experience with the language (instead of having One unit on One grammatical structure and then moving right along) but like i said. sometimes i like to go back and review a specific topic i can’t do that

#i can click anywhere on this stupid path thing and it will be an amalgamation of like bare basics and highly advanced #i can click on the same thing multiple times and it will be entirely different every time #so i cant even get a linear idea of how its laid out. it seems like it’s literally just whatever #which again good because obviously when youre speaking a language with people its all gonna be different stuff #but still. couldnt they have made like both. i still need to go back and review a lot of courses and now i cant #its like it’s trying to be an effective substitute for a conversation but they cant #youre not RESPONDING to anything youre just translating words/sentences so its better as a learning resource not an interactive one yknow #which is why it makes more sense to have the old defined units #<- also I Know they have premade conversation thingies etc but!! those are not available in many or even most programs #like when i did french on here all the features were lovely #every prompt had audio and there was stories and podcasts and conversations and more #but girl. i main irish. there is rarely even a prompt with audio we do NOT have the conversation feature #duolingo #not to talk about this Again but i didnt actually say what i wanted to in my other post i just said i disliked it but not why i do #also seeing as i have a 700+ day streak. you can understand why this is kind of a large part of my life at this point.#im invested in all the details of this site

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curryaboo · 1 year

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absolutely delighted with how many parallels and crossovers folks on here have made with brassic and succession and ted lesso WHICH MEANS that if you watch either succession or ted lasso (or both) then you are legally required to watch brassic 🫡🫡🫡

#i wish brassic was on a streaming site so everyone could see how good it is like . truly it deserves the kudos the aforementioned shows have #oop i mean i do know it’s on nowtv but that’s only available in a handful of euro countries #girl hi tumblr or maybe me deleted this but im still pushing the message ‼️🥶#🥭

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arolesbianism · 6 months

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Tiphereth suppression finally complete babeyyyy

#rat rambles #lisa my beloved <3 #her brother also exists ig.#I did it first try too which honestly is a relief it took forever idk how many times I could handle doing all that #which also means that the other two are now ready for their core suppressions which is both exiting and scary #exciting because it means that I can tell alruine to fuck off #scary because red mist boss fight 😔#I have no idea what to expect but tbh I rly cant be any more prepared than I already am #I have all the aleph gear not counting apocalypse bird and white night gear #and I have all the waw gear except for the one waw I havent gotten yet #in fact there's only 4 abnos I havent gotten yet I think and two of those are toold #I might stall a bit by memory repositing until I get those out of the way but I also might not idk #what I am starting to have to think abt tho is the two side bosses I previously mentioned #I do think apocalypse bird might be doable for me rn but white knight is a more tricky story #mostly because quite frankly I dont have 12 employees available to sacrifice to start the fight #I can obviously just make some new throaway guys but still #now setting up apocalypse bird would also be annoying since I currently only have judgement bird in my facility #rly Im just not sure which of my guys can or cant handle either boss #cause I do need the manpower but I also just am not confident that most of the gear my guys have will do them much good #now one thing that may be kind of pointless but I still wanna do is get silent orchestras ego gift on one of my guys #because god damn is that a powerful buff even if white damage isnt that common outside of anbno breaches #it would be fun in the sense that thatd make my girl able to solo any abnos that deal white damage #again its good dont get me wrong its just definitely smth that isnt as widly applicable as youd think #but yeah ideally I dont wanna do another day one reset and I rly do think this could be the run #the only reason I reset my first one rly was because I had gotten bored grinding for gear and also just wanted to finish my abno info #collection easier since there was a shit load of low level abnos I was missing #now the only ''''low level'''' abno Im missing is plague doctor for well. obvious reasons.#so yeah I should be pretty good and done with my info gathering within a session or two #tbh I dont even know what the wellfare meltdown looks like but Im much less scared of it than the boss fights I have up ahead #stinky b is also going to be tricky but Im hoping it wont be too bad

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aliceundrground · 9 months

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Just bought Persona 3 reload for PS5 because I wanted the collector's edition. I do not own a ps5 😅

#girl help #im spending beyond my means #aaaahhhh #persona 3 reload #hatter chats #I hadnt realized it was available at all and the ps5 version from a specific canadian store #was the only collectors edition still in stock #there are already scalpers selling the PREORDER ITEM for like 1.5-2x cost

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