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doodle-do-wop · 8 months ago

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how many thoughts would you say you have recently had?

Zero

I never think

My head is so empty not even tumbleweeds pass through the vast nothingness that is my mind

(I have thought about women though)

#Edaline please just one chance #ONE CHANCE MAAM THATS ALL I NEED #ALINA #ALINA BBG I CAN MAKE YOU SO MUCH HAPPIER THAN A MAN WHOS NAME STARTS WITH A #kotlc #edaline ruewen #kotlc alina #councillor alina #RACHEL #RACHEL MORGAN #IM STILL AVAILABLE GIRL #gallagher girls #gallagher girls series #keeper of the lost cities

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pansyfemme · 5 months ago

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i misplaced my dick :(

#girl where are you #(my packer)#i hate when i do that bc i worry either it is a) out somewhere embarassing where ppl can see it or b) its gonna accidently go through the #wash or c) its on the floor under something which means it is so dusty. ew #ive been packing a lot less lately bc my bottom #dysphoria has. lifted a bit lately but i still like to have it available in case im struggling one day

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alpinelogy · 3 months ago

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area person has rented an unfurnished flat and is now haunting facebook marketplace... its certainly going somehow thats for sure

#sadfghjk why is everything so expensive HELP. or not available why are there like. no bookshelfs to be found i hate living in a small city #tbf the bigger problem is that the prices still dont feel real to me. like i am not used to euros when i see shit in triple digits #i think its cheap. girl no these prices are deep into quadruple digits in czk #eric.txt #im going to go write smut. the worms have possessed me this week havent posted an anon fic since june i am a flop

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dioynsus · 6 months ago

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i slept through an important zoom meeting with the museum for my thesis show today and I haven’t been this mad and disappointed in myself in soooo long

#like girl what are you doing #i had it in my google calendar 😭 i responded so promptly with my availability (which is all the time) when they tried setting it up 😭#idk what’s wrong with me im usually really good at remembering stuff like this #idk if im still just in summer brain mode and valiantly trying not to face reality or what #and my brain is whispering *oh all the other people having their thesis show with u hate u now*#which is simply silly

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thecedarchronicle · 6 months ago

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#VENT #VENT TAGS AHEAD !!#so the job is...awful.#i applied for 20-25 hours #they asked if i could do 30 #and now theyre pushing me into 40.#i didn't realize that when i agreed to 30 that was NOT binding (i should have known because it wasn't in my job offer. but i am 19 and--#ive never had a job offer letter before. even tho this is just retail)#and i can't adjust my availability for 90 days.#and since i put full availability expecting 25 hours max #now i have FULL 24/7 AVAILABILITY ON FILE for three months at least #and i have no idea what to do because this means i cant commit to any classes coming up for college #but ive been job hubting for months and barely got anything #and if i lose the job i have to move back in with my dad which is almost worse #whats wirse is my leader/boss is so mean. im not saying this lightly #i dont want to get into it but im barely a week in and he's made disrespectful and pushy comments towards me #has basically told me to stay late (which theoretically i cluld say no; but im still on my three months of 'we will fire you if we want to'#and like i said. need the job.#so he told me to stay late knowing i cant really say no #he's given me a frankly absurd amount of work (instock and i get carts filled woth 2-3x their max capacity unorganized and dangerously--#overloaded) and then he pushes me and snaps at me to get it done in an absurdly short timeframe while im still in TRAINING #im afab and present femme as i haven't transitioned irl and he is so ragingly sexist #he often just refers to me and the other girl being trained as 'girl' or 'that girl #and to top it all off #i took this job over a second interview at a place i really liked #because i thought the hours at this olace would be more consistent #nope! full time! surprise!!#and now im kicking myself so fucking hard over it. i feel like i fucked up so hard #and my friend i moved here with has been home for two months and will be this month so im just. alone. and i don't really have anyone to #turn to. im just so very stressed and tired and lonely

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possum-tooth · 2 months ago

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chilly and want my second coat that i brought specifically for this reason but my bosses are in the back talking and i dont wanna disrupt

#im such a people pleaser non annoyance. girl..#i also am Not excited to go to the auto shop in like 20 min bc Last time i went their front door was kinda busted but i dont think #the garage doors would be up atp in the winter. help.#hate this!!!!!!! at least i told my boss fs that im not available tmrw 🤗🤗 figured they knew when i took myself off the schedule #but i was still worried they were gonna expect me tmrw regardless. whatever man ill find smth tk worry ab #also the collision center my bf took his car to said his car is basically totalled 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗#coukd be worse. we could not have insurance. fuck i gotta call her later too UGH #talk tag

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ladies-and-jennes · 5 months ago

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The era changed from Rei-Kanato-Sakina-Makoto-Toa to Sea-An-Jun-Chisei-Minato in just one year it's crazy. 110th is definitely a year

#karei and coto held down the fort for so long. covid was rough too #im not alone in seeing that yuzuka was clearly tired by the end of her run #coto looks like she could do another 6 years but girl literally used up all the available possible time for a top star fkjgl #i personally would have liked reiko and saki to do more. loved them. pinnacle of otokoyaku for me #but asami jun is lethal and i know hankyu is smiling at the dollar signs #and as for cosmos. sigh.#theyre still my second favourite troupe by show quality but i couldnt look at them the same after That #excited for zun though ofc

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starlightparks · 8 months ago

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very impulsively started the invisible life of addie larue

idk i just fancied a fantasy standalone and i loved the two ve schwab books i read before

#bookblr #bookish #bookworm #tiloal #the invisible life of addie larue #addie larue #only thing was i read the monsters of verity which is very different #thats a ya paranormal? type series #and this isn't like that far from it but still #im still reading the other books ive mentioned on here but i like having an ebook to read and it was available at my library #and im already 100 pages in #so im clearly enjoying it #its not the greatest book ive ever read but im never looking for that when i go into a book or ill forever be disappointed #you get me?#you get me.#anyway love you if you read this far xoxo gossip girl

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orcelito · 2 years ago

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Another morning another day

I've been thinking a lot about going to the animal shelter

#speculation nation #there r many cats there and i have an aching spot available for one #passively thinking about getting a kitten. just bc id enjoy getting to raise a cat for once #and i think tally would be a good big sister given how much she groomed cassy #at the same time tho i wanna adopt a cat that might not otherwise be adopted so quickly. aka an adult cat #& also like with tally. i very purposefully picked out the loud black cat bc everyone was passing her up #but she was YELLINGGG at me from the cage. and i was like 'oh alright' and took her home #and now shes my sweet darling girl. she just needed like a year to chill out so she is no longer a chaos demon lmao #it's also hard to know what youre getting with a kitten. and it's a lot of resposibility. so like. idk.#but also. Kitten Cute... 🥺#i'll have to see what they have when i go there. still not happening for at least a few more days.#it feels too soon rn. but im thinking about this all to cope lol. i hate having only one cat.#i keep wanting to go out to greet Cat Number 2 in the living room. but. nope. so i go back to greet tally on my bed #she's a loving cat but she does Not like to be smothered. and im kind of smothering her lmao #that's another reason to get a 2nd cat. yes i want tally to have company when im gone at work #but also i need a second cat that is very affectionate bc I Want My Hugs And Kisses Dammit #idk when im getting his ashes back. probably somewhat soon. id estimate tomorrow? they were rly quick with sammy's #idk what im gonna do if they call while im at work lol. cry probably.#tho i havent cried in almost a full day!! been like 22 hours. i have been Trying to cope. mixed results.#ah well. c'est la vie and all that shit.#animal death ment/

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red-dyed-sarumane · 1 year ago

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:) <- innocently went into the marshall maximizer tag on pixiv & found porn

#i can't actually make a comment on it. i understand.#theres a reason i wont post all my tenshi art.#i just cant believe any of the girls would suck dick is all #theyre all hot tho i get it. i understand.#i just wasnt expecting to see it for the most unrecognized series ever #at least my girlies content is not the first r18 available. im still not making it public tho #ill be real i like. expected to see r18 for labo before any other chara but given its the most popular song #yeah. i see.

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spaghett-onaplate · 2 years ago

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Lmao I'm going to an all girls school... as a boy

#yeah it's likely going to suck but im not the first to do it at least #the principal is very accepting im more worried about other kids.. well we'll see #it should only be temporary at least. until next year or whenever there's space at the school i actually want to attend #of the temporary options available it's the best. likely the only #but either way I should be fine. just need to be in the right mindset and ill glide through.. a lady's man what can i say #tho it still sucks if i were a cis boy or maybe even just on t this wouldn't be the option so im still not quite a boy officially speaking #but oh well. mostly im okay with doing this for The Bit™ (and education or whatever)#ill be living my derry girls life (<- ive never watched that but my friend said that. bc of the one boy at a girls school yk)#oscar.exe

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asordidbarwere · 2 years ago

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gggggggg

#i spent so long being wilfully misunderstood about my gender that im just terrified to come out to anyone now #i see so much ''there's no wrong way to be trans'' on here and still feel like im not enough #unless i go for t or surgery #i don't want those.... or do i? do i feel sick thinking about hrt because i secretly really do want to try it?#also having an indescribable gender i think means you can't really advertise who you're available to #how am i supposed to be on the market? lesbians shouldn't want me cause I'm not a woman - straight girls won't bc im afab....#im positively terrified of pregnancy so that rules out cis men and trans women....#god #i don't feel allowed to date or fuck. ever. lmfao. I'm disgusting #im the one fucking freak who doesn't fall into anyone's categories of ''compatible''#just watch I'll find some cute girl and she ''won't swing that way''. WHAT WAY??? hahaaaaaaa #I'm screwed forever #also I'm 30 which basically means I'm gross and off limits lol #SO glad i spent my entire youth in a depressing miserable relationship and now that I'm able to live #I'm at an age where it's just embarrassing.

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curryaboo · 2 years ago

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absolutely delighted with how many parallels and crossovers folks on here have made with brassic and succession and ted lesso WHICH MEANS that if you watch either succession or ted lasso (or both) then you are legally required to watch brassic 🫡🫡🫡

#i wish brassic was on a streaming site so everyone could see how good it is like . truly it deserves the kudos the aforementioned shows have #oop i mean i do know it’s on nowtv but that’s only available in a handful of euro countries #girl hi tumblr or maybe me deleted this but im still pushing the message ‼️🥶#🥭

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arolesbianism · 2 days ago

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I've been doing a casual second lob corp playthrough for fun and one thing that I've really come to adore is how the different success rates can paint a pretty cool image of how work with it looks like at different levels of each work type and while I think it's kind of sad that base game you can't see the work percentages I also think it in a way adds a fun game of is this marginally harder at level five than four or is my guy just being bad at their job

#rat rambles #lonotomy posting #like one of my favorite details is how dimensional refraction variant has its three less preferred works as 0% for the first two levels and #then 40% for the rest because it rly paints the image of a low level employee being completely unable to do those work types due to not #being able to see it but higher level employees being able to better work around feeding or talking to or whatever to smth they can't see #I also enjoy how the first two attachment work levels of scorched girl aren't dead zero while everything higher is #again its just small things that just sorta make sense with the abnormality even if the work types will still almost never be used #although I don't consider 40% a complete deal breaker if you have high level guys and are desperate lol #oh also shout out to der freischütz for being an absolute bro I love repression trainers 🎉🎉🎉#ofc he has a prerequisite but once you reach level three you can easily grind out to level five in like one work day #plus good gear and good ego gift and you have an abno worth taking as early as you can handle it #which if youre lucky with your teths should be as soon as hes available #still dont care abt him as an abnormality but hes a nice asset to have #also one thing thats been fun to remember is how comically easy most the upper layer sephirah missions are #like especially nezatch's worlds hardest quest play the game #might as well be asking me to finish the day dude we're in the early game #like I know its early game and these might as well just be a tutorial but its still funny to me #tbf the lower layers also have their fair share of piss baby missions #which heavily contrast miss 'suppress a billion abnormalities' gebura lol #I know some ppl have problems with chesed missions but I think yall just need to learn to minmax better <3 #I jest but I struggle to see myself having any problems with them during this playthrough #rly the biggest thing Ive learnt this playthrough is that I was fucking robbed during my first playthrough like I did not realize how easy #it is to actually get decent gear early game when the game actually gives you he and waws to chew on #like dude the first day waws were available I got given three waws to choose from where was this my first playthrough #like I wont complain too much since my first ever waw was king of greed and thats a pretty decent first waw but still #anyways Im kind of endeared to some of my nuggets in this save but I dont rly feel like doing anything with them atm #I mightttt give throw them a bone and semi canonize them to my main facility or give them a spin off story but Im not sure rn #again none of them are rly calling to me in the way my main nuggets did so Im not feeling especially obligated to throw that bone #but if I ever start yapping abt a guy called noah know what happened

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primordial0riginator · 7 days ago

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Do I ever get tired of being a weirdo with a warped sense of reality that I make myself miserable with

#shut up alli #the answer is yes of course but the disorders stay disordering #anyway my manager didn’t answer my call out text yesterday when he’s usually very quick #so i got concerned about it and I went in today and everyone was just so nice to me :(#i got to talk to him and confirm it was a call out tomorrow and he was literally just chill #and I’ve been making myself sick with dread all week with shit that isn’t really #*real #to the point where i wanted to quit my damn job…girl #and then everyone is just normal and the world keeps spinning #it’s almost like being away from work is worse for my anxiety than being there and it’s SO stupid #that being said! i want to change my availability still #and i am going to talk to him about my school situation and see what we can come up with to accomodate it #he really seems to care i just need to communicate more so I’m gonna try #and if after that things still don’t improve then i will consider moving on #im gonna stay balling long as i can. maybe not going in at fucking 6 will fix me lol #do my thoughts make sense to anyone btw does anyone else live like this. sorry if you do it sucks #i don’t usually show my mental illness too publicly in most cases but lately it’s been sooo obvious sorry about that lol #anyway im normal for now check back in at the end of valentine’s week to see if it sticks lmao

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bunnyboy-juice · 6 months ago

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😐😐😐😐😐😐 this is literally a post i wrote because i, a fat hairy gender fucked/gender nonconforming femme with a fat belly and "nontraditional" expressions of femininity, have felt othered by my own community and needed love and it took less than 100 notes to be othered again. this happens on my nudes. this happens on posts i make sharing my love about BEING femme. this happens when i express that no, i am not going to perform the femininity that is expected of me by ALL cis people and even other queer folks who hold onto bioessentialist ideals of what Real femininity looks like. this happens ALL the time. i can literally scream I AM FEMME I AM FEMME I AM FEMME and people will refuse to call me such and will sometimes go as far as to call me butch WHEN I AM TALKING ABOUT BEING FEMME AND LOVING BEING FEMME. IM FUCKING SICK OF YOU PEOPLE. IM FUCKING SICK OF YOU. I AM LITERALLY NOT ABLE TO BE MYSELF AND BE SEEN AS FEMME. DO YOU GET IT. DO I HAVE TO DO THIS FOR YOU ASSHOLES TO RESPECT ME AS A FEMME? WHAT THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO DO? JESUS FUCKING CHRIST im turning the reblogd off on this i cant do this shit again and again. you guys only can recognize the most stereotypical expressions of femininity as femme and im fucking done trying to make positivity posts to include femmes like me when it just results in me getting misgendered and othered more.

a message for fat femmes with complex relationships to their gender expression, fat femmes who are not women, fat femmes who are gender nonconforming, fat femmes who have a lot of body hair, fat femmes who are balding, fat femmes who aren't "traditionally" feminine, fat femmes who are trans, fat femmes who are on HRT, fat femmes who have flat chests and asses, fat femmes who are not curvy, fat femmes with big bellies, fat femmes with loose skin, fat femmes who have skin problems - fat femmes who have been made to feel undesireable, to feel you have to perform gender a certain way to be read as femme, who feel like you are never included in any femme positivity posts, who feel invisible in your community for being fat:

i love you. i love you. i love you.

#i literally feel so disconnected from my femme identity I've been more dysphoric for the last month than i have in years #and the sad thing is i love this url. i love it. this was such a fun thing to stumble upon being available still #bc yeah! im a little bunnyboy who's femme #but i forgot that im not allowed to have a complex gender 😝😝😝 silly stupid femme! only can be girl! only can be pretty girl wearing dress #who wants wear heels and stockings #only stupdu girl allowed to bs femme apparently #(i do not fucking believe this and i stg if ANYONE argues me on this rn im blocking u str8 up. im pissed off)

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