#IM IN MY FEELINGS

[cantgetworsethanthistbh]

so obsessed with stancest body worship. on both ends. these two are so absolutely obsessed, so carnal about each other that they can't help the way they pore over each and every inch of the other and have their whole lives.

stan worshipping ford. ford who's been made to feel so alien, with no place in the world let alone to be loved, and feels so undesirable because of that extra finger and his eccentric interests. As teenagers, no one looked at him in any way that wasn't in the proximity of indifference or disgust— except for stan. stan who would fuck him into the sheets, eyes with so much adoration glued onto ford in a way that made him feel ethereal, otherworldly in the best way possible. stan who grunts about how much fords body just does it for him the way no one else could, from feeling up his long legs, to teasing him about that big head, and to taking ford's hands, kissing it from the wrist, to his palm, to the back of his hand, to every knuckle, one to six. it just makes ford melt knowing that stan wants him so much, when no one else would, and even if someone did it couldnt compare to stan. stan who wants him (has him) more than anything in the whole universe and always will.

and ford worshipping stan. it would come a little later, when theyre so battered and bruised physically and mentally from everything thats gone between them, ford can't waste another second not showering stan with all the love he could give and shouldve given decades before. he kisses the scars stan's earned from the years they were apart, caresses the muscle in his arms that gets ford going a little lightheaded, bites down on the soft flesh of stan's thighs then tongues down the marks left to rile stan up. his fingers rub and squeeze on love handles that spill from the side and sub all over his stomach and chest, all while stan cant hold in his relief that ford still wants him. fat, old, regular him who's not nearly as interesting to look at than ford— or whatever it is ford found through out the multiverse— but ford looks at him and touches like theres nothing else more important across all of them combined compared to him, and ford wants him to know so damn much, that no there isnt.

just... stancest body worship man

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

“what has life come to..” he thinks, “What life am i living, where i have become ashamed of what i love..?” He unknowingly has stopped talking as much as he used to. Stopped picking petty fights with his twin, stoped responding in a falsely angry tone to teases.

He just took them at face value. Didn’t dignify them with a response. Didn’t stop to think about what they said and just responded with a small “okay”, as if that answered for everything. He even stopped with the nicknames for his friends. Or, what he thought were his friends. He could never gauge who liked him and who didn’t.

Not like it mattered anymore. He’s decided to stop trying. Stop talking about his interests unless he’s asked directly, stopped talking unless he was talked to.

He didn’t think it was all too important.

His volleyball skills held up despite his change, he was still able to communicate to his teammates about what he was doing, and how he was playing, but he stopped smiling. He stopped forcing his emotions to show. He stopped trying to be normal. It never changed anything, so why bother?

He didn’t know it, but this sudden change unnerved his teammates. But they didn’t know how to help him. Or even if he wanted help. No one knew anything, not Osamu, not Suna, not even Sakusa. No one knew anything.

And they never asked him head on.

[emergency-vehicle]

do you ever think about how since cybertron is machinery, it's full of light, which means the atmosphere will refract the light, which means that they can't see the stars from the surface.

cybertronians building huge telescopes. cybertronians having black out nights. cybertronians planning date nights in the country. sparklings getting inspired by seeing out of a telescope for the first time.

the first time they could see the night sky was after the battle for cybertron. autobots returning to their homeworld after spending milleniums among the stars still getting starstruck from seeing the galaxy. they're instantly flashed back to their days as a child, peering through telescopes and excitedly counting down the days to their city's yearly blackout night.

autobots getting hit with nostalgia for something that had been for so long removed from them. autobots experiencing childlike wonder after a millenia of trauma and fight or flight and endless war. autobots remembering what peace feels like. autobots who were born during the war experiencing peace for the first time.

[qprstobin]

So sad to me that Lucas/Max/Dustin isn't a more popular ot3. Like Lucas and Dustin spent the first half of everything trying to woo Max into their friend group together, it wasn't until we get into the Upside Down stuff that they actually start having some conflict over them both having a crush on Max. I honestly think they would balance each other well too.

[is-on-its-way]

Happy little headcanon 4

So they had a girl after season 11 right? Mulder of course wouldve been a stay at home dad, but I think he’d homeschool her. Not in a creepy fundie way. In a its too dangerous to leave you in a school building and my wife and I have severe trauma about losing children kind of way.

So he’d use his Oxford education to teach her like fluent latin and literature and ancient history on top of the regular online school curriculum. And he’d get her onto the local boys baseball team because hes the coach anyway. And theyd make matching squatching suits and go sit in the woods for hours eating snacks and being too loud to actually see a sasquatch, or hed take her on field trips to different historical places around DC or the smithsonian, where he would teach her how to be curious and inquisitive about the world above all else. And scully being a doctor with a week on week off schedule would pick up the science slack and do little experiments with them both that would inevitably devolve into lighthearted fighting when Mulder puts Erlenmeyer flasks under his shirt to make boobies or juggles the petri dishes and she’d tell him to take his aries energy out of the kitchen while trying her hardest not to laugh but hed catch her smiling as he retreated out of the kitchen to go research some other cryptoid.

think Jenna and Julen 🥺

[cannedbeefaroni]

images that remind me of burt fabelman

[jinnies-lamps]

martha and henry’s story hurt me deeply

[b-plot-butch]

the way kassandra says so fiercely, i can handle any storm. oh, my love, i hope you’re right

[xeniawarriorprincesa]

Im so fucking touch starved i wanna cry

[handsomegentlebutch]

"Become sentient" they said, "let gods live and die on your tongue" they said "look up at the stars and ask yourself what it all means" they said "look into the eyes of someone you love and find the answer" they said "it'll be fun" they said 🙄

[kissingarthurclaus]

Aaaaa it's technically not my birthday anymore now, but it's been the best birthday ever. Perfect, really. Thanks to my wonderful partner and my friends (especially my best friend) who've gotten me where I am now 🥺

As part of my birthday festivities my partner and bff watched ROTS together over stream, then my partner and I watched the finale of the clone wars together and UUUGGGHH. It was their first time ever and MY first time since the first time (so like. Two years ago.) And man...

I will never ever get over star wars. And Rex? Will always be my forever husband. Ever since then I've been completely devoted to him, head over heels. Even if other f/os take center stage once in a while, he's always the one I come back to. I've thought before that there's something SACRED about the way I feel for him, about the passion and work and time I've put into his story with Brea. And tomorrow I'm getting a whole ass TATTOO representing him. ON MY BODY FOREVER AND EVER.

He's always gonna be my captain, and there's nothing I would do differently about that.

[youngpettyqueen]

im gonna be unreasonable about Julian having the Klingon chef actually make their lunches rather than just getting the food from the replicators

[cottagewhores]

ya know sometimes you realize that men are just men

[looselipssinkships-x]

do you think when fall out boy wrote "i can't explain a thing, i want everything to change and stay the same, time doesn't care about anyone or anything " they knew there'd be someone blasting it almost too loud in their earbuds just to feel something as they stare at the house they moved into at 22, fresh off the train from the middle of nowhere, only to move out seven months later because they're grown now, they don't have to stay in a house full of passive violence, and then to move back to the neighborhood a year and a half later, only one street over, oblivious to the high highs and the low low lows of the year to come, finally having a body that feels like home, while living with someone who more often than not makes them feel like they're not welcome in their own home, and the months and months of searching for a way out, getting more and more desperate, until something finally gives, and they still wonder if they're doing the right thing, because while a few coworkers made their life hell, a few more have become the closest thing they have to family and oh my god it's so hard to start all the way over again

[regardingjenmish]

I love this show so much (ngl i was in love from the second it was announced just for Robbie alone) and every single episode was so fucking good and the finale was good and i hope they get another season bc while I love that Robbie made sure we got answers because cliffhangers suck, i do want to know what else Jenneel/Robbie have planned that could go for multiple seasons. Because I know for a fact that it involves Dean/Cas/Sam later on and whoever else they can think of from spn.

[milkteatrait]

OK UPDATE TIME

tldr at the end of the post if ur curious u know

so because this is literally my diary WAIT u know what this reminds me of.... so one of my coworkers from my old job added me on Facebook ??? and like I accepted it because she's really sweet ?? and like idk I don't use Facebook so I was like ok its fine we're on Facebook together because its Facebook but ANYWAY

she literally posts like stuff about feeling alone all the time or about how no one likes her etc AND LIKE MINDYOU!!!!! THIS IS A FORTY YEAR OLD WOMAN LMFAOOOOOOO and like idk what to say, I feel bad and like I reach out and check in with her and hear her out but oh my god ???! and then she'll shade her boyfriend on there too like idk good for her tho

BUT GOING BACK TO MY DIARY!!!! I might as well overshare right....... so I had a really bad day like....... things have not gone in my favour...... like I reversed back into my mom's new car....... kinda day. exactly what I did. im so sorry mom.

BUT THEN BACK TO WHAT I ACTUALLY WANTED TO SAY

u know what would be fun........ something valentines edition........ that I can make........... u know......... like im kinda like...... I should make something about love like..... I literally LOVEEEEEE valentines day omg but like ive always been single and like..... up until this year, ive always been in school so I didn't really care like ??? idk I was always too busy studying and then my friends were busy studying??? and idk i would just love a lil galentines moment

but also I feel like im shadow banned ORLASKDFJALFKDJ OR OR OR my content isn't relevant LMFAOOO I feel like I get little interaction and low-key its a little disappointing u know like I KNOW NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT NUMBERS DUH but like.......... idk im just happy when I get my mutuals to interact with me or like

ok im literally starting to give what my coworker gives on Facebook BUT NOT MY INTENTION LMFAOOOO im just trying to figure out like..... idk sometimes I want to post what I want to post but like..... its a little sad u know when u get like 7 notes LMFAOOOO NO BUT I APPRECIATE THE 7 PEOPLE WHO LIKE MY POST YKWIM??? so maybe im shadow banned or my content's irrelevant OR BOTH?!! idk

TL;DR

we talk about my coworker who talks about how lonely she is all the time on facebook

possible valentines day collection ??!!

I want to celebrate valentines day but idk how and im broke

am I serving what my coworker serves on Facebook?? do I look desperate????!

am I shadow banned or is my content just bad ? discussion