#IM ACTUALLY SO SAD RN
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I just finished watching The Neon Barbarian & Neon Wings and the way I BURSTED into tears at that last bit
“I like sound of it. Until the next sunrise!….. until the next sunrise.”
BRO-
#IM ACTUALLY SO SAD RN#WHAT THE HELL#also Paloma is so sweet :)#until the next sunrise#FUUUUUUUUU-#escaped audios#neon barbarian#neon wings
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anyways I really want the sinjin drowning keychain
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#bpd#actually bpd#bpd vent#borderline personality disorder#living with borderline#bpd thoughts#bpd feels#aesthetic#bpd mood#mental illness#silly goofy mood#i wanna relapse so bad#bad person#i'm sad#not ok rn#im so upset#mentally fucked#borderline personality problems#actually mentally ill#borderline thoughts
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I'm sorry but... really couldn't get over Asriel's sad snoot face
🥺🥺awwwww its sad snoot azzy ❤️❤️❤️ you draw him so well 😭
#look at the sad dog-goat thing!#give him hugs. HE NEEDS HELP#me when the cookies are too expensive#ohhhh im feeling really sick rn so drawing is hard but Chara is giving the most “ ō_ō DUDE NO. STOP NONONO! -_- ....okay” face rn. hehe#fanart!!!#bless ur art. man ur so cool. like actually#asriel
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phinktober day 11: ur fav AU
i dont rlly do AUs so i just drew them how i wish they would dress xo
(dan’s tats r carnations and snowdrops and phil’s r roses and honeysuckle. for no reason 🤗)
ALSO bonus version w makeup bc i couldn’t pick <3
#soz copied caption from twt i have been drawing for 7 hours straight i need to drink water eat something take a piss and a shower and sleep#no braincell rn#goodbye it is wine time#hope yall like this idfk what people what these days other than ship art but im not doing that so sorry no knights fucking for you#just me making them look like me bc i’m a narcissist etc#god i am way too tired to be yapping rn i have no filter whatever ABYWAY HASHTAG DANIPHIW#art2 and craft2#dnp#phanart#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan howell#phil lester#phinktober#punk edits irl come back to me please#i’m missing a fkn hashtag i just know it whatever i don’t CARE im TIRED i have eaten nothing but half a jar of picked today i feel so goblin#idk why i tunnelvisioned w this piece it’s not even that good or detailed LMFAO#actually the tattoos were a BITCH and also made me sad bc of my whole failed tattooing career etc#OH MY GOD WHY AM I YAPPING SO MUCH SOMEONE EUTHANISE ME#good NIGHT !!!!!!#pickles not picked btw but i’m not retyping all of that#now i’m sad bc i’m out of pickles and it’s 10pm and everything is shut:( hate my stupid gay life
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My comic is so pretty...
The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!
#almost done with my 8th episode... which will give me. two weeks. of buffer...#id really like at LEAST a month... but to be more comfortable id like two#which means 2-6 more episodes before I come back!#I've got about 7 weeks so its possible. but i do still have to finish book 4#so much to do ..........#I decided for my next comic im doing 3 updates a month.#having 10 days instead of 7 to make an episode is such a huge huge huge difference...#difference in quality and in my health!#anyways the comic is really pretty im really happy with the work im doing rn#the environments especially. im getting to spend a nice amount of time on them and theyre turning out so nicely#its nice to be able to write with a lot of different environments and not have to redo panels when I get to them cause of time#cause every time theres a wild angle? you need a new background...#so sometimes. often actually. there just isnt the time to make the backgrounds for those and i have to make them more flat...#which is fine. it doesnt really affect anything narratively. but. idk. it's kinda sad right?#anyways yeah! 10 days will be much better.#36 episodes a year is about what ive been uploading with my hiatuses on the weekly schedule anyways!#so might as well cut out that super stressful middleman and just commit to that#52 a year is just such a huge difference and i have to accept its not possible to me#i will hurt myself trying to do that. and i want to make comics my whole life!#so i cant push myself that hard now and sacrifice my future. we're gonna go slower after this...#anyways yeah cant wait to come back but also time. if I could get an extra week like a secret one just for me#where theres no chores no nothin just me and my work#thatd be great! so go ahead and do what you gotta do to give me a little pocket dimension#me: ugh i want to return right now...#the more logical me: NO we need the time to finish everything!!!!!! NOT right now!!!!#time and time again#ttawebcomic#comic panels#hiatus stuff#adam and steve
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Seb comes to Fernando's bedside to cheer him up! (aka resolving my turmoil over there being no vettonso moments yesterday)(long gif!!!)
+ what if Fernando hadn't been out sick!
#oh my god what the fuck have i made 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#this is my magnum opus.....#i love these projects where i keep going back and forth btwn#I CANT FINISH THIS to IM GONNA FINISH THIS SO HADD#and i DID finish it. at 5 am. sick.#im oddly proud of this despite how fucking stupid it is 😭😭#its so hilarious to me 😭😭😭😭#ty to suzuki as always for contributing by being my fellow freak <3#i love how i been able to finish anything lately cause I've been busy and stressed#like i keep putting off stuff just to work on this for four hours straight#I NEEDED IT TO BE RELEVANT#also its up to you to decide if seb is actually wearing that or if its fernando's fever dream#WAAAUGHHHHHHH IM STILL SO SAD THERES NO PICS OF THEM#sry i am actually delirious rn oh my god#WHY DIDNT THEY MEEETTTTTTTTTT AAAAGGHHHHH :(((#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2024 brazilian gp#catie.art.#normal things that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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Thinking about the tragedy that is Ciel and Sebastian’s relationship.
They have a twisted power dynamic. Sebastian’s stronger and is inevitably going to eat Ciels soul. Ciel has the power of the contract and is going to die in the end.
Sebastian is raising someone who refuses to be a child, raising him like cattle for the cultivation. Ciel know this, knows it well but he acts regardless, doesn’t let it deter him.
We, the readers, can tell that they have begun caring for each other. Against their better judgment, they care now. They worry when they get hurt, when things go wrong. But in the end, none of that’s going to matter.
Ciel is going to die at Sebastian’s hands. That’s as clear as day, a fact of life now. They both know.
Will Sebastian feel regret or will it just be another meal. Is Ciel going to be afraid or will it just be another night for him. What will they feel when the end is near?
A Tragedy is an story that is based on human suffering that culminates in catharsis.
Theyre going to be a tragedy.
#Im listening to I know the end by Phoebe Bridgers#thanks phoebe#black Butler#kuroshitsuji#black Butler analysis#somnas.writes#im sad and sentimental#sebastian michaelis#ciel phantomhive#o!ciel#our ciel#my Ciel#my boy#beloved#thinking about how he probably thinks he won’t be missed#he pushes people away so often that he doesn’t think he has anyone#but he does#meyrin and baldroy and finny#and Lizzie and her family#hell even soma#black Butler text post#actually pretty fucking sad rn#I hope reading this post makes you all as sad as writing it made me
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Shadow holding both the hands of his family members for the last time... ever...
#i am very sad rn#im so unwell actually#i cant#cant with this broken and lost family#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#gerald robotnik#ark siblings#ark family#sonic x shadow generations spoilers#sonic x shadow generations#spoilers
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AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY
#I WASNT EVEN MEANING TO SO I ACCIDENTALLY SKIPPED THE DIALOGUE BEFORE I KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING FUCK#ill go and find it later if only to give myself peace of mind. BUT WOW. WHAT THE FUCK#my original plan was to 1) work my way to the king and talk to him 2) doom myself and take everyone down with me 3) loop back to floor 3#so i can visit the observatory and scrounge for any lore. although since i got killed that run siffrin asked the king to kill him first#which was intereresting. but i decided to have all doors unlocked that time around so i can just get the starcrest and go#but for some reason it wasnt working so i went to get the keyknife since i was already there and completely forgot i already had it#from the previous loop and THATS what triggered it. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO SCARY BUT ALSO I THINK I GET WHAT THEY MEAN#about siffrin going back without actually changing. going along with a script even if his feelings on things change#the same way he has his own small rituals like the carving thing and does it for constancy. reassurance or safety even#and the times when he breaks script and ends horribly like the sadness attacking thing and bonnie yelling at him cause him to loop#to avoid it. although i cant really say anything bc id probably do the same thing. maybe not for the same reasons since im cruel#and make him do the worst to see what will happen since i put curiosity over rejection sensitivity as an observer and player but well.#i feel wrongfooted bringing it up since i dont have it myself but i have to wonder if this kind of leans into ocd tendencies.. i remember#reading something about how ocd is fuelled by fear. and things like counting and rituals are kind of used to cope with that?#if anyone knows anything more or talked abt it already id be really interested in hearing it bc im almost sure im not#the first to come to this conclusion. but i simply dont know enough nor have the confidence to broach the topic rn esp with how often#misconceptions around ocd get casually passed around so its hard for me to know what is and isnt a baseless assumption#puppy plays isat#in stars and time#isat#playthru#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 3 spoilers#change god#WHAT WAS THAT WITH WEARING LOOPS FACE THOUGH WHAT THE FUCKKK
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Made myself sad thinking about how fast Jin Ling runs to Jiang Cheng’s side if he even suspects he’s been hurt because he’s lost everyone in his family, everyone who cared about him and was supposed to watch him grow up and all he has left is his jiujiu and he can’t lose anyone else, he just can’t
#going to throw myself in the trash rn don’t worry#aHAHAHA#🙂🙃🙂🙃#mdzs#the untamed#mo dao zu shi#jin ling#jiang cheng#jin ling and his jiujiu#sad baby boy hours OOPS#i actually would’ve obliterated the earth if he lost JC in canon#or if JC lost him#it’s bad enough JL was originally supposed to die and become a fierce corpse liKE#LEAVE THEM ALONE#GSAHGDYJHFJLH#apple babble 🍎#the only consolation is that jin ling has the other juniors now#it makes me so happy he has friends and that they love him and he loves THEM#even if he won’t admit it lmao#also im aware he still has uncles everywhere in the damn world lmFAO#I mean the family he was around the most and had the biggest roles in his childhood/life
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Did I just draw sniper oiled up?
Maybe
You’ll never know
#art#help#im sad rn#idk what tags to use#tf2#tf2 fanart#tf2 sniper#tf2 scout#team fortress 2#help lol#I’ve never actually played the game#don’t crucify me#please#nsft concept#sorry#down bad#down bad on main#hes just so pathetic#and autistic#like me
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"BPD makes you have low self worth" well apparently not because my brain still insists that things that have nothing to do with me surely are because of me :/
#feel horrible. this isnt about me. something terrible happened and you're more worried about feeling upset? about worrying they hate you?#this is why i hate plans. something always happens#what if they leave? what if i never hear from them again? what if they change? what if they take their life? i cant be there with them#i cant help i cant keep them safe i cant hold them i can't but its not about me why am i so selfish? why do i make it about me?#hate myself a lot rn. i wanna fix it but i cant. so what the fuck do i do? i know its out of my control but i need to do something#i know ill just make it worse im so fucking stupid#sad thoughts#vent blog#sad blogging#vent#vent post#venting#actually mentally ill#actually traumatized#personal vent#actually obsessive#bpd vent#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd
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just got around to the most recent sword af ep anD YOURE TELLING ME BUG LEANED IN TO KISS DELORES?????? AND IN ANOTHER TIMELINE WE COULD HAVE SEEN IT???????? *sobs in audio only*
#actually so sad rn#also because its usually amanda doing the jokingly flirty shit but this????#sobbing actually#also it really sounds like theyre in the same room/at least some of them are?? so like#if it was due to scheduling and people had to join over zoom i’d get not filming it but#here it seems they were already all together#idk idk im just a silly guy#smosh#sword af#amangela#amanda lehan canto#angela giarratana#delores paradise
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This is actually a cropped version of the drawing but uh more sad and tired hels cause like.. me too
I referenced someone else's drawing for the pose and it ended up looking too similar so I didn't want to post the whole thing :') I (mostly) just cropped my sona out though so dw you aren't missing any helsknight content
#art#artists on tumblr#jaloparker art#hermitblr#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#helsknight#helsknight fanart#oc art#dragon helsknight#sad and tired#i might be back on meds soon so ill be less sad!#probably still just as tired though i stay up too late#really feeling the need to have helsknight hold me gently rn#rn being a week before this actually posts#you are not reading live leroy rambles#leroy is my second first name btw#i have two of those#might go draw my sona and hels doing some more sleepy cuddle time.. and then imagine me being in my sonas place#yearning so hard#which is crazy cause im aro#idk man feelings are confusing
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