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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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you haven't seen your ex in years and you want to show him how over him you are, but oh no, he went from a nerdy out-of-his-depth twunk to action hero GILF (grunkle i'd like to *REDACTED*)
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#stanford pines#bill cipher#billford#gravity falls#ford pines#my art#my fanart#gravity falls spoilers#IMAGINE being bill#seeing ford when he just fell into the portal aka completely sleep deprived and way in over his head#next time you see him in the flesh 30 years happened (nothing to you) but he goes from that to an hypercompetent silver haired hottie#that has sworn revenge on you and made a weapon that can actually put an end to your immortal existence#i would never recover#rip bill but between world domination / destruction and FORD#i would choose ford#bill fumbled hard
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will never understand the misogynistic inclination to pigeonhole every female character into the "exasperated sensible mom friend" role as if there's anything better than a woman so devoid of maternal instincts that she makes wire mother look soft. woman who rolls over and walks out onto the balcony to smoke a post-coital cigarette alone and leaves without a note or any kind of acknowledgement after sleeping with you because she can't stand the vulnerability of sleeping next to someone, or waking up beside them the following morning. woman whose idea of relaxing is abusing substances alone in a dark corner somewhere, and snarling and snapping at anyone who approaches her, regardless of intent. woman so emotionally unavailable she fails or refuses to notice that her lame ass partner is trying to push the divorce papers until they've taken the kids and left a heartfelt but scathing note pinned to the fridge. woman with more vices than genuine friends. woman whose expression stays blank and arms remain limply at her sides when you wrap her up in yours for a hug. woman without a gentle touch in her body, with nothing but rough edges and sharp angles.
#🐉#obligatory 'yeah i realise these traits are more appealing in fictional characters than in your mother' disclaimer#but if male characters can embody this archetype and be considered attractive for it#i dont see why we cant have some toxic destructive nightmare women#woman who is your shitty dad but a girl
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Security Forces Destroy IED in West Singhbhum, Thwart Naxal Plot
3 kg Explosive Device Neutralized in Ongoing Anti-Insurgency Operations < p dir=”ltr”>Successful operation marks significant progress in combating Naxal activities in the region. < p dir=”ltr”>CHAIBASA – Security forces in West Singhbhum district achieved a major breakthrough in their ongoing anti-Naxal operations, safely destroying a 3 kg Improvised Explosive Device (IED). < p dir=”ltr”>The…
#anti-Naxal efforts#मुख्य#Community Safety#Featured#Goilkera police#IED destruction#Jharkhand security#Naxal Insurgency#West Singhbhum security operations
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What are dead man walking tornadoes? :O
it’s a multi-vortex tornado. i dont remember the tribe it originates from (i think it was cherokee), but there’s a native american legend…? saying? that goes “if you see a man in a tornado, you are about to die.”
the most infamous shot of a dead man walking tornado hit jarrell, texas in 1997
it did so much damage to the town it caused the scale that tornados are measured by, the fijita scale, undergo revisions, and it made anchoring buildings in the tornado alley region pretty much mandatory. (it took the entire town off the map. only those who had taken shelter outside of the town or in underground bunkers survived.)
two more examples of dead man walking tornadoes looking like a person are a tornado from 2011 that hit cullman, alabama
and a tornado from 1975 that hit xenia, ohio
edit: it has been brought to my attention that the native american “legend” part of this post was a rumor spread by a documentary.
i have been asked to remove it, but i believe in letting my errors stand because i’m not perfect. i make mistakes
#ask#nature#tornado#sorry if this reply is late#hope the image of walking tornadoes chills you to the bone as much as they do for me#usually i find tornadoes strangely awe inspiring#what with the shear power and destruction they can cause in such a short amount of time#but walking tornadoes are another class all their own#also i made a typo in fujita scale and it’s too late to fix it now
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A Lifetime Served in a Little Cup
pt.1 / pt.2 / pt.3 / pt.4
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bill, babygirl, the red flags get outta there
#gravity falls#billford#the book of bill#standford pines#bill cipher#stump art#comic#A Lifetime Served in a Little Cup comic#AND WE'RE DONE !!!!#a month of my life condensed into a frantic gay mania#i'll wanna do a post-mortem at some point because that'll be FUN#but yeah i really love this stupid comic#was just a random concept i decided to commit to . thought this would take a weekend but lol#anyways to the folks who been reading i hope you enjoyed !!!!#they're gay !!! they're going to mutually self destruct !!!!!#they're going to accidentally both buy into the same timeshare in florida and then be forced to share !!!#romantic comedy of the fucking century !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#GOOD for THEM !!!!!!!!!!!!
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the best part of challengers is how they’re all barely 32 if that and it’s like listen my better years are behind me. my wife will shoot me like a dog if I don’t make it to semis this season
#challengers#I love how athletes live on a different much more destructive timeline than normal people
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#self destruction#tw self h4rm#self destructor#i’m not here#self h@rm#tw depressing stuff#i wanna kms#tw depression#imma kms#the perks of being a wallflower
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sorry for the inactivity again
#tw depressing thoughts#depressing life#depressing shit#self destruction#this is depressing#kinda depressing#sorry for being depressing#i wanna die#depressiv#tw depressing stuff#tw depression#tw sucidal ideation#tw sui ideation#tw sui implied
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I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living
#mental health#mentally exhausted#tw depressing stuff#dead inside#thoughts#kinda depressing#tw depression#tw vent#tw self destruction#deep feelings#reality#tw sui ideation#emotionally exhausted#tw depressing thoughts#i cant do this#deep thoughts
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Thought Fiddlestan was a purely comedic ship for a while but now I get it, I see the light. It’s about a man who nurtures and cares for others to the point of heartbreak meeting a man who doesn’t remember what it’s like for anyone to care about him. It’s about them being warm together around the absence of someone they both love. It’s about Fiddleford’s innate domesticity comforting a man whose deepest desire was to come home. It’s about falling in love with the same face again but in a new context that heals your past trauma. It’s about Stan’s unbridled affection finally validating someone who desperately needed the recognition. It’s also about very funny old man yaoi.
#it also completely works in canon if it ends poorly and they both get their memories wiped which is maybe the funniest part#stan my man you do not remember being El Gee Bee Tee but you know who else doesn’t remember? The junkyard hillbilly.#plus the yearning on both ends and the way it also makes sense for Fids to help Stan get the gears rolling on portal fixing#at its best it ends in a future where neither of them are as self destructive as in canon#and at its worst everything proceeds like normal#Fids starts a cult cause he got traumatized by the same damn face TWICE I would go insane too tbh#gravity falls#fiddlestan#fiddleford mcgucket#stanley pines
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Are people deadass not depressed like what does that even feel like
#self h@rm#tw self h4rm#depressing shit#tw self destruction#cvtaddict#hitting styro#i want to cvt#styroblr#slef harm
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everything here is so classically g1. jokes that arent sure if theyre jokes. starscream declaring himself leader because megatron mispronounced a word. [takes off and immediately crashes]. the awful lip sync. optimus putting ravage in the trash. megatron and starscream bitching match. "i never miss at this range" [misses]. megatrons dance and flail. im so serious g1 is awful and one of the funniest shows ive ever seen
#transformers g1#g1#tf#jazz#optimus#megatron#starscream#ironhide#mirage#ravage#soundwave#blitzwing#video#the ep is destruction of the dinobots part one#and i watched it years and years ago and i gave myself a stomach ache laughing at megatron drunkenly yelling 'its the autobots'#im so serious i was there for like 20 minutes before i could contine i was crying#transformers#maccadam
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@zhukzucraft YOU ARE DOING SOMETHING INDESCRIBABLE TO ME!!!
#INDESCRIBABLE I SAY!!!!!#every update is killing me i love quadlife SO MUCHHHH#quadlife#quadlife fanart#mumbojumbo#mumbo jumbo#mumbo#skizzleman#skizz#joe hills#art escapades#dapper duo#trafficshipping#DFJVSGH I KNOW THEYRE A DUO BUT DO THEY HAVE A SHIP NAME BC THAT FEELS APPROPRIATE#feel free to bug me /pos if there are other tags I should tag!!#I have freaking destruction to be working on commmeeonnnnn /silly#mumskizz#quadruple life
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i learned to turn and look the other way
#gravity falls#the book of bill#stanley pines#grunkle stan#dipper pines#mabel pines#dipper and mabel#book of bill#this was the companion piece of the first meeting illust#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#sorry i got too emotionally attached to the door handle coloring to erase it & make it bg accurate#caption is from the song “death & destruction" by weezer#that song has like max 3 sentences but i feel like its v stan..
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He has arriiiived. I think i got almost everyones suggestions.... oh and wretched is there too
#i got these done in one sitting 💪#my 4 day headache eased off too so i got to listen to my favorite screamy music while drawing him#i also added my own personal hcs from how i usually draw canon jax too#top scarssss#and a tail#this new brush for the linework is a godsend i love it#tried my best to render using only black and white to stick with the whole old cartoon look. was a challenge but fun#his whole aesthetic is very batim /pos#wretched jax makes an appearance because i havent drawn him in a while and i think theyd (kinda) get along#more like cause mass destruction together but hey#thats fun right /j#my art#tadc#the amazing digital circus#carnival jax#the amazing digital carnival#the wretched digital circus au#jax#tadc jax#wretched!jax#tadc horror au#for you#fyp
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