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So I caught up with the csm manga ._. Haven't seen the anime yet but someone said the first season covered like 38 chapters. Very far from finishing part 1 which ends on chapter 97. Not the biggest fan of part 2 so far since we've barely seen Denji but it'll be interesting to see Nayuta
#considered dropping the manga and not watch the anime after chapter 78 or so lol#I'm still a wreck#straight up got angry at the author#personal#personal post#my post#january 22nd#2023#csm#chainsaw man
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Listen... those 3 times.
The first time when Barbie stops and listens to people in that garden, and just tells that older woman "you are so beautiful" and she just answers "I know".
That time where she's trying to escape Mattel quarters and she finds Ruth's nook and it's just cozy. Grandma cozy. And she's just taking it in.
And then... just choosing to live, because she saw how happy people can be... AND BILLIE EILISH, YOU WIN.
I CRIED IN THEATER LIKE A BABY.
#barbie#barbie movie#barbie spoilers#I'm still a wreck#margot robbie's soft look at the end with the yellow dress is just perfect#queueth the raven
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Being hyperfixated on media that involves topics of military, war and other traumatizing topics that reminds me of my own childhood trauma, but in a way that helps me cope with my PTSD and come to terms with the misfortune that has happened in my life up to this point, while also letting myself feel angry and sad, and letting myself feel regular human emotions that i would otherwise never want to show for the simple fact that my entire life i didn't want to be human, i didn't want to feel or even be seen as a person by others. My entire childhood consisted of me being angry and having no way to express my rage, all because it was 'un-ladylike' and 'too violent', so i ended up bottling it up and now, being pretty damn close to adulthood, I'm now a man who never got to experience childhood, who lived his entire middle school-teen years trying to fix himself, when nothing was even really wrong with him in the first place, so, i basically tore myself apart and put myself back together trying to repair something that was never broken and now I'm broken beyond what i was before...so yeahhh, I'm coping and trying to find peace right now, since i can't go to therapy for this, I'm working it out myself, slowly, but surely. I'm learning how to be my own person and how to break old habits, I'm also getting over my social anxiety and i found my voice now! so that's all good, plus, I'm working to actually better myself and make friends. - Signed, yours truly, Nero or Snake.
#ayo..#vent#kinda?#but hey#i need to get it out somehow#I'm making important progress!#I'm still a wreck#but I'm happier and healthier now.#c ptsd#and yes#I'm Transmasc
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We don't need heaven, we don't need hell. They're toxic. We need to get away from them -- just be an us.
#i don't know what this is#it descended into chaos#because i'm still a wreck#good omens#good omens 2 spoilers#gos2 spoilers#goodomensedit#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#idiots in love#david tennant#michael sheen#neil gaiman#tvedit#gif warning#long post
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hehe ghost-turbo haunting felix au
turbo is connected to the last piece of his code in the whole arcade - a trophy he gifted to felix in mid 80s as a symbol of him genuinely caring about their relationships on par with being the best racer. felix also gave him one of his medals and both kept their gifts next to other rewards, but when roadblasters and turbotime were unplugged, the medal was gone with everything else
now, after burning in cola-lava turbo is basically dead, but scraps of his code still were intertwined with the trophy (after all, it was his first winner's cup, but felix never knew about it), giving turbo an opportunity to exist as a shadow incapable of interacting with anything and anyone besides felix, who kept the trophy even after the roadblasters incident
also I went crazy in tags, feel free to check them out
#turbo#turbotastic#fix it felix jr#80s boyfriends#hammertastic#headcanon about them exchanging their trophies isn't mine but i loved it A LOT#and “darling” is turbo making fun of how felix was calling him in 80s#this hc about “doll” and “darling” pet names also is not mine but i adore it#turbo here is a complete freak who just stays around felix most of the time even when felix has moments with calhoun#and felix is an ass who keeps secrets from everyone bc he doesn't want his dirt to come out#he's ashamed of his previous relationship with turbo and doesn't want anyone to know any details#and calhoun to just know about it#this just gets worse and worse#they also didn't actually break up and were still technically dating when turbo went gamejumping#and he's mad af at felix because he's the reason ppl in the acrade made a boogeyman out of turbo and he couldn't come back#like imagine your bf says to you what you are better than others think of you#and then behind your (presumably dead) back tells everyone that you're just an egocentric maniac#i believe turbo has other reasons why he gamejumped (besides jealousy which took place but wasn't the most important reason)#and felix is an unreliable narrator#so yeah turbo HATES his ass#(but still would-) no im not making it suggestive#anyway i hc that turbo had put A LOT of emotions in this relationship even tho he's bad at this#he tried his best with felix but they were just making each other worse#and turbo while feeling betrayed never really moved on (yes even after 25 years he's PATHETIC)#and felix is just full of regret about everything but he won't admit his mistakes in his relationship with turbo#bc “well he turned out to be a bad person so that automatically makes me in the right about everything”#but felix had made a lot of bad decisions while dating turbo and was just classically ignorant about a ton of things#sorry about this random ass essay in tags i'm done for now#wreck it ralph#wir
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These are some of my best attempts at learning how to draw him (plus a tiny little Sour Bill as a bonus). Some of them are redraws. Some of them started as redraws but got altered a bit for fun. Some of them are made from scratch. And some of them are just cursed. But he's still a lot of fun to draw 🍬
#wreck it ralph#wir#king candy#turbo#wir turbo#turbo wreck it ralph#also i'm still working on the au#in the meantime#this is all i can offer now#silly little old man#with his silly little expressions#btw never thought that turbo would be the most difficult out of the two#i don't even wanna think about king candybug#maybe i'll try in the future#but he scares me
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WE HAVE TSC'S FIRST LINE SO LIKE IT'S ACTUALLY REALLY HAPPENING
#i'm still just like processing#this is gonna wreck me in ways i didn't even know were possible#jean moreau#all for the game#aftg#the sunshine court#tsc
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“It’s not that you don’t forgive others... it’s that you refuse to forgive yourself.”
Li Xiangyi / Li Lianhua - Mysterious Lotus Casebook, Ep. 40
#li lianhua#li xiangyi#mysterious lotus casebook#mlc#lian hua lou#lhl#not a day goes up that I'm not absolutely wrecked by the thought of that damn bird#it's so fascinating to me that these scenes exist side by side in the same same episode#like:#the left side shows that llh still blames himself for everything that happened in his youth#but the scene with the bird makes me think maybe he DOES forgive himself#unless the idea is that he can extend kindness and grace to OTHERS but not HIMSELF#(hence the quote I chose from the monk)#but a part of me wants to believe that we can maybe have our redemption cake AND our metanarrative cake#and deduce that llh is able to forgive himself to such an extreme that he escapes the entire narrative#he flies away (literally!!!) and is finally free....#back to my hidey hole shaking sobbing weeping over this fictional man
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I just needed to draw the dads as teenagers cause season 2 is about teenagers. That’s it. That’s the inspiration. Henry accidentally summons some random teens idk with the mirror?
Just needed an excuse for dad teens :)
#my art#dungeons and daddies#dndaddies#henry oak#or more like hen'ry oak#darryl wilson#glenn close#ron stampler#baby ron is so precious he needs protectiob#I feel like glenn is part 80s rock inspired part 90s fashion kid#he's had his jacket from teens that was my idea#darryl is a sweet big kid#thanks to the oaks I've had to learn to draw FEET AND I'M NOT HAPPY ABOUT THAT#still suck at it#but still doing it#on glenns arc with my friend and it's wrecking them more than I expected lol
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halfway through the newest episode of misfits and magic and hit with the reminder that Evan gave K his shirt in the last episode to wear and they're probably still wearing it
#☹️#this is fucking me up a little on an emotional level#dimension 20#misfits and magic#misfits and magic spoilers#mismag#mismag spoilers#misfits and magic season 2#i remembered when they got to the iceburg and i'm just sitting here in distress realizing that the thing keeping k warm is evan's shirt#if i accidentally exploded one of my best friends (and exes) arms off and killed them-#-and then 30 minutes later looked down and realized i was still wearing their shirt that would fucking. wreck me even more.#which is astonishing considering how much the prior situation would already dissolve at least 90% of any mental health/stability i had atm
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so i drew this uhhhh. 3 years ago??? and forgot about it CANNOT believe we're actually getting eldritch horror goat mom in da4 👏👏👏
bonus:
#still so fucking funny to me that 'solas fucks up and now we have to deal with the evanuris' is THE OPENING CHAPTER#like i thought we Might get that as a dramatic mid-point! but no!#god i cannot wait for her to wreck his shit. and also were they besties at some point. please let them have been besties#ghilan'nain#fanart#dragon age#adaar#saar gets her own tag#art tag#inquisitor#solas#da4#da4 spoilers#also look you're just gonna get half-finished sketches and stuff; i wish to Post Them and i know i'm never finish up All of them so
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THE FREAKING CHILLS!
We often underestimate Ranpo's feelings for the Agency members, but he cares about all of them, as much they care about him. The ADA is a big weird family.
(I'd like to point out that Dazai's also here, meaning that Ranpo cares about him too and he sees him as one of them. "ADA never includes Dazai as one of them" JUST.SHUT.IT.)
#ranpo my baby#we don't talk enough about ranpo#ranpo IS the ADA#no ranpo no ADA#ranpo deserves more recognition#ranpo deserves love#i love the ADA#they're all a bunch of wrecked people who decided to be better for the world#they want others to have a better life than most of them had#most of the ada member had pretty fucked up backstories but they still turned out to be better#and that's fucking inspiring#the killers gave life more worth#the insicure ones are fighting to deserve better#the troubled ones are using their gifts to help people#and then there's kunikida who was a math teacher#i'm only talking about his life before the ada#armed detective agency#bsd#bsd s4#bungo stray dogs#bsd manga#ranpo edogawa
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MY HEADCANON FOR PARENTS NAMES:
Snow White: Bianca White ( Bianca means "white" and Whites are probably one of the most obsessed families with their story, every single Snow White had a name with meaning relative to the fairy tails,)
Evil Queen: Eris Queen (I can't remember did I read a fic where she was called Eris but I think that the name of the goddess of discord really suits her)
Sleeping Beauty: Rosalin Beauty (pretty standard name)
Cinderella: Ophelia Ella ( a sweet name for a sweet girl)
Red Riding Hood: Scarlett Hood (one more standard name)
Big Bad Wolf: Aiden Wolf (close friends call him Andy :) )
Dark Fairy: Darcy Thorn ( oh the irony of being the dark fairy with dark name and yet cover yourself in light)
Candy Witch: Cinnamon Witch (I also didn't come up with this name myself. I saw someone use it for her a really long time ago but I can't remember who. If the person who came up with this name sees this, you deserve a reward, the name is perfect. But I hc that she goes by her nickname: Candy. Why? Because it's such a cute nickname)
Pinocchio: Oak Wood (I think that every family name has something to do with trees or wood. Oak sounds like a perfect name for someone sweet, young and cheerful and later as an adult calm and wise)
Goldilocks: Dolly Locks ( I just think that its a cute name and she kinda remind me of Dolly)
Huntsman: Archer Huntsman (Okay, so, Huntsmans are bad at naming their kids, like REALLY BAD. Hunter we are counting on you to break that cycle)
King Charming: Dashing Charming (I read one fanfic were he is named Dashing and i think that name suits him, i myself couldn't come up with the more fitting name)
Queen Charming: Grace Charming (I also read that one in a fanfic and i think it fits her, somehow whenever i think of Charmings Dashing and Grace are the first name that come to my mind)
Rapunzel: Cressida O'Hair (I first just like the name but then i found out the Cressida means "golden" so it goes well with Rapunzel story)
Pied Piper: Devin Piper ( It means "bard" or "poet", the perfect name for a musician. Also, Piper is really a cool name, too bad it is already his last name)
Mad Hatter: Maddox Hatter (I just like silly names for Wonderlandians, especially Mad Hatter)
Queen of Hearts: Victoria Hearts ( okeey, it's not a very Wonderlandian name but neither is Elizabeth and Vicy is a cute nikename)
Cheshire Cat: Lorelai Cheshire (I didn't want to go for the obvious one Chatrine, like, I get it, she's a cat, She literally named her daughter Kitty, or maybe Katrine Kitty for short, BUT THEN I REMEMBER THAT TOLERAI EXISTED which is literally the same name just different first latter and I already gotten attached to Lorelai, so, umm if you all could just do me the favour and pretend that these are TOTALLY different names I would be very thankful)
Alice Wonderland: Amilia Wonderland ( Also would her last name be Wonderland or Liddell? Bonus cute nickname Amy)
White Rabbit: Castor Blanc ( At first i just liked the name but don't you think that "dutiful" is a perfect for White Rabbit)
White Swan: Elenor Swan ( It means "shining light" and to be honest with that destiny she's going to need some light in her life)
Black Swan: Callisto VonBart (What would be the last name of The Black Swan? VonBart?BlackSwan? I put VonBart because I found an OC of Odille on Pinterest and her last name was VonBart. I don't know)
Frog Prince: Hanry Croakington ( i reafuse to belive that he named his son after himself. Nuh-uh. He named Hopper after his father or maybe his grandfather)
Robin Hood: Wren Hood ( Listen, Listen, maybe they just have a thing with the birds?)
Maid Marian: Pandora Charming ( I don't think that there is a destiny stricly for Maid Marian. I think thats just a princess from Charming family or from nobel family, that's why i gave her last name Chaming. Last name changed after the wedding)
Beauty: Primrose Beauty ( Ah, Beauties and their roses)
Beast: Damian Beast (like it)
Fairy Godmother: Beatrice Goodfairy ("blessed one" mmm... too bad you can't bless yourself)
Jack Beanstalk: Jasper Beanstalk (nice)
Snow Queen: Isolde Winter (perfect for ice queen)
Snow King: Nikolai Winter (took his wife's last name, couldn't think of his own that's not arleady taken)
BONUS: PRINCES CHARMING
The Good King: David Charming (i think that only the main Charming follow that logic with names where all siblings have names with the same first latter)
Cinderella's prince Charming: Louis Charming (he's a nice boy)
Snow White's prince Charming: Cassian Charming (I just like it)
Sleeping Beauty's prince Charing: Liam Charming (don't ask)
#DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO CHOOSE A NAME THAT GOES WITH YOUR CHARACTER#HAS A SIGNIFICANT MEANING#AND DOESN'T REMIND YOU OF AN EXISTING CHARACTER???#its very fucking hard#like i wanted to use nivea for snow white becouse it literally means white as snow BUT NIVEA IS A BREND#I also wanted to name pandora Penelope becouse its a cute name remaind me of the redhead#but who comes to your minde when you hear Penelope? Penelope Featherington .#WHICH IS WHY I CANT NAME SOMEONE REMUS WE ALL KNOW ONLY ONE REMUS AND THAT IS LUPIN#BUT TO MAKE THINGS EVEN WORST THERE IS ALWAYS ONE MORE POPULAR CHARACTER WITH THE NAME FIT FOR A WOLF#I WANT TO CRY#i HAVE NUMEROS EXEMPLES but okay its okay i'm okay#I GOT VERY FRUSTRATED FOR LORELAI#I liked the name becouse there is a legend about a water nymf named Lorelai and she lead sailors to their death#But in reality that nymf is acually the rock that looks like the woman AND PEOPLE STILL WRECK THEIR BOATS AGAINST THAT ROCK#beasicly there is a “nymf” named Lorelai that creates chaos and then you have a cat that creates chaos#see what i had in mind???#also while looking for names I also finde some of the strangest names people name their kids#like did you know that some people name their kides wolf or Blackwell?#Also to the people who came up with some of these names before me pls don't be mad i think you nailed it#and i forgot who you are#pls dont come after me i'm shaking with anxiety while posting this#ever after high#eah#ever after high headcanons#eah parents#class of classics
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lots of intense (and sometimes heated) takes On Here about what Ludinus thinks Bells Hells are going to think of this Downfall window, about what BH will actually think, about whether Luda or the Primes or Aeor is right -- lots of debates
What if the disagreement is the point?
Because what's clear to me is that there is no right answer for Aeor. There are entire schools of ethics and philosophy and justice and action/intention/agency devoted to debating what a "good" choice would be here -- good for the Primes, good for Aeor. Is it the Trolley Problem; is it meliorism; is it the law of unintended consequences; is it the categorical imperative or is it the paradox of tolerance; etc. etc. etc.
But what if Ludinus's goal is to sow division among BH? What if the point is that he doesn't care if he convinces all of them -- he just needs to divide them. What if he saw this recording -- saw the oh-so-close divisions and cracks and flaws in the bonds among the Gods that took them out of this plane -- and said, "Hey. Now there's an idea for how to clear the field!" Because I can imagine half the party being really moved by the way the Primes were trying to save some people even as they were trying to maintain a perspective beyond what any mortal could see; and just as easily I can imagine half the party being livid and unmoved by this impossible situation and determined more than ever that the Gods are just people who have high-level power, not perfect beings or omniscient ones or even ones who should get to decide what kinds of extreme solutions are okay and which are not. I can imagine a debate -- a heated debate, maybe even a fracturing one -- among Bells Hells.
And so I wonder (and I apologize if this is the rise of the fash in 2024 on my mind) if the division is the point.
#cr spoilers#theories#just thinking that it suits ludinus for them to disagree#it suits him to the ground because he doesn't care about the moral arguments#he is interested in his own power grab#but BH are clearly trying to square a moral circle#and so it is a great tactic to divide them#i wonder...#critical role#c3e100#downfall#exu downfall#spoilers#ludinus da'leth#listen Vax is still an orb of perpetual torture powering this machine#Ludinus can absolutely get WRECKED#fuck that wizard#(derogatory)#aeor is for horrors#morality#ethics#I don't know that the show wants to get a Phil 101 lesson but#I'm here for that
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Doodles I made in my discord server during a stream lol-
Enjoy the chaotic combination.
HELP- MY MISSPELLING
#red room studi0's art#digital art#doodle#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#wreck it ralph#turbotastic#turbo wreck it ralph#turbo#turbo wir#turbotime#I'm still trying to figure out my au sona's story#turbo is back#and he's come back to haunt us
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Have you ever used a young Cal mod? Recently I got interested in the idea of seeing what Fallen Order would look like if Cal’s model was that of his Padawan self from the flashback, but I found that barely anyone has used this mod (or anything like it) before
Also, this is random but I just really like your photos!! You’re doing a great job on them and you’ve really opened my eyes to just how much the Jedi games have going on visually that I didn’t even notice whilst the gameplay was engaging you in parkour and fights. It really is stunning!
Now I'm thinking about tiny Cal on Bracca 😭
I haven't seen a Fallen Order mod that swaps Cal out for his younger Padawan model. If you have one anon, please send it! I'm just a photographer (not a modder) and that isn't something I know how to make (yet)
And thank you! The Jedi games are beautiful, and it's all thanks to the talented modelers, texture artists, and lighting artists who brought their visuals to life. Parkour fights and gameplay are definitely the main focus! But I love how much detail is in every corner of these environments, and photomode is such a fun way to explore it :)
#this is what happens when a cinematographer gets into gaming - i will turn every encounter into movie stills and you can't stop me#honestly the SW hyperfixation has been super fun and life giving but is also wrecking my career plans#it's been animation -> live production -> commercial editing#and now i'm super interested in game design#but my skills aren't quite transferable and Jedi 3 will be finished by the time I'd be viable#sooooooo#thanks for the ask!#asks#jedi fallen order#cal kestis#photomode
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