#I’ve thought about this a lot tbh
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I was gonna add this to my last post but didn’t because #yolo but anyways
Do yall think orochimaru became some kind of like…”boogeyman” esque figure in Konoha? Like he’d be used as a threat to keep unruly children in line? I think this all depends on how well known his crimes are (which I honestly forget if they are) but it’s interesting to think about.
#orochimaru#naruto#I’m spitballing here#Like yk when you’d act up as a kid and your parents would be like ‘’if you’re bad the boogeyman would get you’’?#replace that with ‘’if you’re bad orochimaru will experiment on you’’#I’ve thought about this a lot tbh
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Who’s taking who too lightly now? Playfighting my beloved
Rabbit Marcille and stoat Chilchuck, yay for rabbitstoat au, for no reason for funsies! This is here that I reveal humanoid monsters are my top favorite thing to draw actually. I really like centaur Marcille x satyr Chilchuck so this is kinda in the same vein~ I was gonna do weasel Chil at first but then friendo said a stoat’s personality fits him more and I said yes chief I trust you w my life. Speaking of, my own Chil stoat-sphinx design is partially inspired by said friend’s here!
Chilchuck playfighting and trying to "teach her a lesson" bc she's not taking him seriously so he pounces on her and pins her down but she's just giggling and smiling and beaming and suddenly she’s bigger too she’s not just a ball of fluff all stretched and it all makes him feel a little something. Chil wanting to get back at her for her teasing but he can’t go too hard on the threatening bc he’ll want to pounce on her one way or another if he gets too caught up in it whooops 💞 Timeless marchil staple, put that man in situations
Smaller predator x bigger prey animal is very fun, thank you lucky-fy’s dunmeshi beastars au for making me think of them that way… It adds to it I think, that sort of "well even if I do want you you’re out of reach" bc like even if the predator does manage to kill it it’d have a hard time eating it all right away and idk idk…. It’s that "No. No she’s offlimits" he says at himself bc ‘it wouldn’t work out’ even if it feels right… The sort of going against nature in both that they wouldn’t want to kill each other and that the dynamic shouldn’t be going this way around, and that despite everything pointing to how they shouldn’t be able to work out they can still make their relationship into what they want it to be. -gestures- Metaphors. Well sorta gdbdga in this AU I just think about them frolicking in the fields on sunny days then having tension once in a blue moon and that’s it lmao. "I can’t return your feelings because I’d only hurt you in the long run" "🧍♀️bruh be for real". Chilchuck guilt & longing meanwhile Marcille is just chilling having the time of her life, either blissfully unaware or just waiting for him to get his head out of his ass
It’s like how Chilchuck is so tall for a half-foot, within half-foot circles he has no problem being seen as very much a man and a rather well-ofd handsome one at that, but as soon as it’s with other races the dynamic is completely changed and he’s kinda stripped of that aspect of himself in social dynamics. No weasel or mouse would belittle the graveness of a stoat as a predator but wolves and foxes and hawks may laugh at them yk what I mean. Sighh sigh sigh sigh. Them. He’s her rotten soldier, her sweet cheese, her good-time boy
Making their way in the dungeon like "you see this shit Chilchuck?"
#Marchil#dunmeshi fanart#rabbitstoat au#Meant to have this done for halloween oops#This au wip is from september help time is not real#I’ll try to finish my oooold sketch of feral rabbit marcille n chil soon i like it a lot#The fandom needs to get weirder. Living the life laios would want for me#Chil here feels sidekick shaped. Cartoon familiar energy. God I’ve been thinking about witch & familiar au way too much.#Princess and the frog marchil shrek marchil go go goooo#Marcille and Chil’s journey to find chilchuck’s ex-wife so she can give him a true love’s kiss to break his curse. bless#Cw#cw organs#Idk how to tag that one tbh. Gbdgdga I just thought the background looked distractingly empty with just a gradient but now…#Animalistic tension crackling in the air tearing each other’s throats out as intimacy. True love. That will be all#Gbdgd my favorite coworker worsties duo how did i get here
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love how hua cheng is just like "I support xie lian rights and xie lian wrongs, except he can never do anything wrong ever even when he kills a bunch of people. Go off king" and Xie Lian is like “This is my beautiful husband, he has committed war crimes, but haven’t we all?”
And their relationship is somehow healthier than anything I've ever been in.
#emma posts#to be fair everything involving me didn’t have me aware that it was a thing#but I couldn’t compete anyway#tcgf#is it dating someone if they never told you they were dates and you misinterpreted them?#not asking for a friend#this is just straight up every situation I’ve been in#that’s as close as I’ve ever actually gotten to dating someone#I’ve witnessed plenty of other people’s relationships though#‘we’ve been dating for six months’ ‘those were dates?!’ ‘you asked me out first’ ‘and you rejected me!’ <- closest to dating I’ve been#all the other times I didn’t even ask the person out first. the just flat out never said it was a date and I thought we were just chilling#and all the other times I’ve asked someone out they rejected me and then DIDN’T ask me out without telling me they were asking me out#how was I supposed to know he changed his mind?#I’m still not over how I didn’t know we were dating until after we broke up#just the sheer comedy of my love life gets to me#comedy of errors ass love life#I’m getting really side tracked#Xie Liana’s friends were totally reasonable to think that someone stalking someone for several centuries is alarming#but somehow those two had it happen in the healthiest way possible???#I respect it tbh#only healthy relationship I’ve ever had that much sheer dedication in is me and my favorite cat which is a very maternal relationship#and i didn’t even actually kill the people who threatened him. they weren’t real threats but they knew they did psychological damage#to this day I wish I bit them until I tasted blood#but being in detention with them would have meant being around them longer than I had to be 😑#they have probably changed a lot since then but I still never want to see them again in my life#that might actually have played a slight role in how feral I get about protecting my cat 🐈⬛#I’m getting into personal issues again#our co-dependent parental dynamic. me and my cat. is perfectly healthy and I will not change it#said by someone who is not healthy but definitely will not change this specific thing#and the co-dependency is in fract mutual. that’s why it’s CO dependent
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Have you considered bite mark tattoos?
YES. YES I HAVE !!!!
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hello friendz !! i am packing my bags and moving to @tetzoro !!! please come join me if ya want ^_^
back to navi.
#i’ve been so annoying about this all week to my buddies but i have made the decision to archive this blog !#i’ve had so many good memories here and have met so many amazing people that i get to call my friends ��#i’ll forever be thankful for this blog for giving me a safe space to be myself and fully indulge (aka go delulu) in anime men#a large part of me does not want to make the move but tbh it comes down to organization#when i made this blog i never thought i’d meet mutuals and find a community here#if i knew then what i knew now i would’ve just made a new blog from the start#but managing a main blog and side blog sucks !!! (for me) bc i view this as my main blog#and tbh a fresh start sounds really nice#so !! if u read all this im giving you a pat on the head and a freshly baked cookie#i hope to see u guys at my new blog !!!#i am going to try to follow a lot of u from it but also !!!#no pressure to become moots again if ya don’t wanna <33#love y’all sm#ALSO ! i will be keeping this blog up#forever my shrine to kuroo tetsuro#(my new blog is still v kuroo - centric .. don’t get me wrong. he is still the man™️)#okay im nervous !! laterz !!! <3#⁺. ʚ aims lore ɞ ⋆˙
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Just. just watched. um a clip of DSMP that I’d never actually seen before and the clip was c!Phil talking about Wilbur & Ghostbur after Ghostbur had died and Phil said that talking to Ghostbur was like, and I quote, “talking to a doll” and my mouth dropped.
#Phil.#PHIL!#PHIL!!!!!!!!!#my post#ghostposting#my dsmp thoughts#no hate to Phil by the way I completely understand why he said these things about Ghostbur#I could do a wholeeeeee post about Phil and Ghostbur#and how painful Ghostbur was to Phil#tbh a lot of Ghostbur fans I’ve seen have been HEKKIN cruel to Phil#like come on man… have some compassion on the bird dude#he’s got his reasons#doesn’t make his treatment of Ghostbur okay or good in the slightest#but it does make it understandable!#anyways now I am Angry
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Also thanks for the patience with the explanations the last time I questioned something like that (bisexuals OTL) I was called a bigot by many people instantly 😂
#and received many death threats which was a fun afternoon as a 14 year old#just so we’re clear it was legitimately nothing hateful#I just replied to a post saying I thought being bi meant an EQUAL attraction to both genders#and not a fluctuating/uneaten attraction for a lot of people#uneven* good lord#this is why I usually don’t ever bring that stuff up but I was genuinely curious#I’ve been thinking about it for a WHILE tbh and I figured this would be the best time to ask for clarification#since it was already relevant in my mind
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i know i haven’t been very active lately but just know that i am plagued with Thoughts
#specifically godot thoughts tbh#i had a dream about him the other day which made me happy cause i rarely ever get f/o dreams#but he didn’t even like me back in my dream so that was a little 😔😔😔#but i’ve still been thinking lots about him and my insert’s dynamic#and how it makes me unwell#🌸 hana speaks
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#just want to apologize to anyone who has tried to reach out lately#just like I texted my friend I’ll tell you guys the same#haven’t been talking to a lot of people lately tbh#pretty sure I’ve mentioned php a few times by now#monday was my last day#and I was feeling on top of the world on Monday#I don’t remember the last time I was so genuinely happy#figured it was the med change or something#so I was feeling pretty optimistic#I’m in between programs now#and today was not the best#not as bad as some of my days#but definitely not even near the day I had on Monday#I just wish I could feel that every single day#I’m working on it but still#waiting to start ‘adult day treatment’ and case management#and I think case management will help me find a place??? I’m not sure exactly but that’s kinda what I was getting#which honestly? I know I’ve bitched about how badly I need to move#but while I was in php I realized I don’t think I’ll truly be able to heal while I’m living here… and that’s a scary thought#idk there’s a lot more deeper things that I don’t wanna talk about#but the fact I don’t have space and I don’t feel safe and comfortable here is hard….#my ‘safe’ space was my car but now that I’m trying to quit smoking my car isn’t the best place for me#I’ve been kinda getting used to my room and I’m finally trying to move a few things around#(now that I have a little energy again)#it’s just……. my arachnophobia is KILLING me here#in the past week I don’t even know how many spiders I’ve seen and killed#they haven’t been crazy and I recognize I don’t live in Australia or places where the spiders are as big as fucking cars#I came home and I was in a good mood until I saw a spider in my room 🙃🙃🙃 tried to vacuum it but not sure if I got it……..#so guess im sleeping on the couch….. again…. but can’t help think if out here is any better…#shut up rosie
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F-14 FUN FACT OF THE DAY #31
The F-14 Tomcat had rear view mirrors for both the pilot and the RIO.
#not something I’ve ever really thought about tbh#but very interesting if you think about it#like it makes a lot of sense it’s just…odd? even though it shouldn’t be odd?#FFFOTD#F-14 FUN FACT OF THE DAY#F-14 Tomcat#Tomcat#F-14#top gun
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it’s weird to think that in a lot of ways who you were as a child is your most authentic self bc so much of your early years are spent being encouraged to leave yourself behind in the name of growth. and then as you navigate through life, you come to a particular realisation that the path to happiness is just finding your way back to yourself. like if life is a journey, then the destination has always been you.
#like I was always very sensitive as a child#and growing up i tried to work on being less emotional but it made me less equipped to really deal with my feelings at times#and now that I’ve started therapy soo much of our conversations have been around just sitting with my feelings / emotions and alllowing#myself to feel them and to let them pass#and I still find it hard but when I do it I usually feel lighter#and it just feels silly bc no one had to tell me to feel my feelings as a child lol I just did it and I was probably better for it#so in a lot of ways growing up has felt like relearning the skills I had as a child that I thought I needed to leave behind to be an adult#lol funny to think about tbh
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Spoilers for pjo tv. Fair warning non book readers
Yk I was originally making fun of all the non book readers who think Grover is the traitor but tbh with the way the show is narratively setting him up right now? It makes sense. Like obviously he’s not and I know that I’m just saying like.
Adding the scene where he rats out Percy to get him kicked out of Yancy? Valid and I get it but yeah makes him an obvious suspect
Having a pattern established of him keeping secrets from Percy (being a demigod, mrs. Dodds, his mom, him being Thalia’s protector) like again all perfectly reasonable but it’s the pattern that would make it suspicious
When he tells Percy about his mom, with an emphasis on the when. Without Grover telling Percy that, it didn’t look like Percy would have gone on the quest. Obviously he did it because he’s a good guy and friend but again, could totally be read as him pushing Percy towards the quest
He doesn’t fight Percy or annabeth on staying behind at the arch. I really can’t blame him because for a non confrontational mf I would not want to get between those two. But could be read as him letting them pick themselves off. Clearly not true if you look at his character, but if you already mistrusted him, it wouldn’t help
This last point further emphasized by his reaction to Percy being alive. Obvious annabeth is the focus in that moment and given Percy sacrificed himself for her it’s different. But if you had a theory going, this could play into it
Whatever tf was up with him staying with Ares? I know 100% that Luke is the traitor like I know and have known that for YEARS but the way they set the start of that scene up was suspicious as fuck. Not helped by the fact I’m already distrustful of Ares, but I feel like any non book reader would also be. Ares is very clear about wanting war and Grover cozies RIGHT up to him. Starts dropping war facts, getting him trusting and comfortable to let down his guard, get him talking? Like he’s trying to get information but he’s also established that trust which could let him plant information too.
That vague ass comment about finding the lightning thief? And how they know Percy didn’t steal the bolt but it doesn’t matter because Zeus thinks he did? And that’s where we leave off on their private conversation?
Kind of a side note but like as a satyr who brings kids back to camp, obviously couldn’t save Thalia, we already established that. He’d have a motive to hate the gods. Does he act on it? No! But you could totally argue that seeing demigods abandoned by their parents, who he tries to save but just. Don’t make it back to camp? Could give him a motive for vengeance. And again that’s clearly not in his personality at ALL but I’m trying to consider the perspective of someone who doesn’t know these characters inside and out
In summary none of these events alone are suspicious but the show is clearly setting up a pattern to put Grover in that spot of suspicion. Especially for younger viewers who might not think too deeply about it? The narrative is kinda setting him up to look suspicious right now even though he isn’t. He’s a very different personality type from Percy and Annabeth for sure, he’s much less confrontational. It’s just the way and the situations he’s framed in? It’s not as unreasonable an assumption for new viewers as I felt it was before.
#PJO#Percy Jackson#pjo tv spoilers#pjo tv#idk what the point of this is tbh#I’ve seen a lot of discussion on like tiktok about first time viewers and their theories on the traitor#some of which are horrendous#like sally Jackson? be so fr#but idk I just thought this was interesting#cause you can totally tell that the show is setting it up too like. half of this is just in the way Grover is presented#and because Percy trusts him so much when he didn’t trust annabeth it would hurt more to have Grover be the traitor#now obviously it’s cliche and way too easy to have it be Grover or annabeth but again this is a show for children#that’s a cliche people can and will fall for
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line art finished……..
#artwip#i never know if lineart should be one word or 2 honestly#my instinct is one but the lil red line on my screen says two….#anyway. how are we doing today…#i’m ok i guess.#actually. permission to overshare unprompted? ok.#i’m a lil stressed#i saw my psych yesterday & she upped my dosage on my antidepressants so hopefully i’ll be chillin soon but#right now i am not fuckin chillin#idk man it’s just like. everything all at once this week i guess.#& my procrastination has gotten so bad. like i just don’t want to do anything if i don’t have to#my psych said something abt adhd meds which i mean. i guess would help but#i’m severely pharmacaphobic so getting me to take meds is. oof.#i’m not even convinced it’s an adhd problem tbh. i think it stems from my ocpd which. there’s like literally nothing i can do about that#therapy is supposed to help w that but i spent the entirety of my last session w my therapist trying to convince her that ocpd & ocd#are not the same thing which. they are not!!!!#so that was like. frustrating.#idk. & i have a whole bunch of stuff i have to do for school & papers due & phone calls to make & registering for classes &#god. i just want to lay down lol#n e way. sorry. about that. i’ll probably come back & delete all of that i just had to get it out of my system#i did also go to the thrift store yesterday & found some movies#first time in MONTHS i’ve found any movies off my list. picked up donnie darko. dazed & confused. parent trap. & secret world of arrietty.#not a bad haul.#my current white whale is dinner in america. i doubt i will find it but. i have already found a lot of movies & series i thought impossible#so there is always a very small chance. ok. i’m gonna go watch the new dan da dan. bye.#rainyrambles
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#today I am sad about something that I know objectively is dumb#my 30th birthday is next week and the party will be next Saturday and I’m having a dinner at a nice restaurant in town#I wasn’t supposed to make it to 30 and never thought I would but now somehow I have and so this birthday is like…#a really huge deal to me you know#and I always wanted to be able to have a big party to celebrate this specific occasion and in my head I pictured all my friends/family there#I figured this would be one of the biggest parties I’d ever get to throw because to me this is the biggest milestone I’ve gotten to so far#but out of all the people I’ve invited the most that will probably reasonably show is about 10#and even that’s a bit iffy because tbh I’m pretty sure my bestie will flake on me like he always does#and if he doesn’t show up that might just end the friendship but that’s another matter entirely#also iffy because I haven’t gotten a lot of responses still even though I made the event and sent invites two weeks ago#I just… thought I had more friends than that if that makes sense#like I had bigger parties with more people attending in high school and I barely had any friends then#I’ve thrown low key Halloween parties in my mom’s apartment that had more people show up#now I’m at the most important moment of my life (so far) and I’ll barely have anyone with me#lately it just feels like less and less people care about me for real despite how many I know around work or how many are on my Facebook#it feels like my world keeps shrinking and I really don’t want that because it’s been small enough as it is#I just feel like I’m never really going to find my place or have big groups of friends like everyone else#I’m never going to have a group of friends or people I can rely on to spend time with me when needed#as it is planning things gets harder the older we get anyway just due to needing to tend to adult life#guess I still just want what everyone else has and I don’t know why I can’t have those things#and I know it’s stupid and selfish and whiny but I really want to cry because I’m so depressed that I have barely anyone in my life at all#barely anyone to celebrate something so important to me and so few who even seem to care at all either#I’m grateful for everyone I do have honestly#but that doesn’t offset this weird pain in my chest over this whole situation#maybe I should just curl up and cry until this all passes and I can go back to pretending it doesn’t matter#personal
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oh my god i was going thru one of ur tags to find ur yushi huang/iphigenia post (banger btw) and i saw smth abt hua cheng as theseus n idk if u have talked abt it but if u haven't pls do i will pay u (i wont) (also u dont have to if u dont want to ofcofc)
hello i’ve been sitting on this ask for months
i’ve really wanted to post about hua cheng as theseus, but i have no clue how to translate my thoughts, bc it’s just a jumble of “stain them, i don’t care” and “fuck he’s the king of athens he invented ghost city” and “FUCK it’s the red string that saves you from the maze” and “lmfao trans ghost shapeshifter ship of theseus motherfucker”
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Hua Cheng as Theseus
Herakles by Euripedes (translated by Anne Carson)
Oedipus at Colonus by Sophocles (translated by Ian Johnston)
Theseus and Ariadne by Angelica Kauffman
Life of Theseus by Plutarch
do you see my vision
#hua cheng#tgcf#my hyperfixation demon#homeric hyperfixation haze#greek mythology#babygirl i am plagued by visions#legit i’ve been just thinking about this for months but no idea how to consolidate it into a post#it’s not neat like the iphegenia comparison!!!!#i cannot get over ‘shapeshifter ghost king ship of theseus’ like i originally thought of that and could not cope#it’s half /jk half /srs#which is so in character for hua cheng tbh#but anyway. here’s the peak into my brain if you want it#also the red string isn’t really mentioned in any original texts#it’s just a ball of string. but a lot of depictions make it red. which. lol#if y’all like this maybe you’ll be ready for the next hot take: xie lian as oedipus
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does anyone else feel like they need to Make Fan Content That Is Also Good And Interesting in order to make/keep internet friends so as to be worth other people’s time
#the internet is one big networking tool#genuine question because like. i know it’s unhealthy but i also feel like that’s kind of the economy created by the internet#i’m not advocating it and i’m also not trying to be self-deprecating#i was never great at art and i haven’t posted anything i’ve written in like 5 years#like for example. i put off making a dragon age blog for a while bc i don’t Do anything. even now that ive made it i feel like i don’t have#a leg to stand on to talk to my mutuals. we are always competing for attention on the internet#i’ve known a few people where like. i thought we were actual friends and not just fandom colleagues but i always felt like i had fo Prove I#Was Talented to keep them interested and like. again not healthy but i’m wondering how common that is#maybe that is just fandom colleague behavior and i misread the situation but uh#also to be clear i’m not trying to like. blame anyone or victimize myself#i’m mostly curious because i have seen people talk about how making friends on the internet is so much easier and i’m wondering#where that idea came from. bc i still think it’s hard. but i wonder if it’s easier if you’re one already posting Original And Interesting#Content. i mostly just make memes and meta at this point and it doesn’t get a lot of attention. which is fine#i’ve just found it markedly harder to meet people since i switched tacks#one of the reasons i burned out tbh. among other things. i’ve been picking writing up again but i don’t post anymore#honestly realizing this has probably bitten me in the ass before bc i’ve had friends who share stuff they’re proud of and i don’t jump on it#bc to me i’m trying to be like ‘you don’t have to prove yourself to me. i like you as a person’#but probably comes off like ‘i don’t care about the things you care about’. hm#mine
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