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line art finished……..
#artwip#i never know if lineart should be one word or 2 honestly#my instinct is one but the lil red line on my screen says two….#anyway. how are we doing today…#i’m ok i guess.#actually. permission to overshare unprompted? ok.#i’m a lil stressed#i saw my psych yesterday & she upped my dosage on my antidepressants so hopefully i’ll be chillin soon but#right now i am not fuckin chillin#idk man it’s just like. everything all at once this week i guess.#& my procrastination has gotten so bad. like i just don’t want to do anything if i don’t have to#my psych said something abt adhd meds which i mean. i guess would help but#i’m severely pharmacaphobic so getting me to take meds is. oof.#i’m not even convinced it’s an adhd problem tbh. i think it stems from my ocpd which. there’s like literally nothing i can do about that#therapy is supposed to help w that but i spent the entirety of my last session w my therapist trying to convince her that ocpd & ocd#are not the same thing which. they are not!!!!#so that was like. frustrating.#idk. & i have a whole bunch of stuff i have to do for school & papers due & phone calls to make & registering for classes &#god. i just want to lay down lol#n e way. sorry. about that. i’ll probably come back & delete all of that i just had to get it out of my system#i did also go to the thrift store yesterday & found some movies#first time in MONTHS i’ve found any movies off my list. picked up donnie darko. dazed & confused. parent trap. & secret world of arrietty.#not a bad haul.#my current white whale is dinner in america. i doubt i will find it but. i have already found a lot of movies & series i thought impossible#so there is always a very small chance. ok. i’m gonna go watch the new dan da dan. bye.#rainyrambles
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dnp are so much worse than we could ever be. they bully us for being like omg they touched and then sit there screaming and giggling and kicking their feet because omg dan helped phil sort his fringe out in 2015 that’s soooo sweet!1!!1!!!!! 😭😭😭 omg did you see how they communicated without words?? 😱 they are so in tune with each other they have such a powerful connection 🥹🥰😆 so cute how dan was looking out for phil soulmate shit fr 🥺 let’s watch it again 😝😍🤣😵🤭🫨 like shut the fuck up?? fucking phannies?? you’re so embarrassing??
#it’s already annoying enough that we know they see two of anything and go ‘omg that’s us’#and that they send each other posts like ‘this was made for us 🥹’ and sit around going ‘oh my god that is SO us 🥺’ ‘i know! 🥺’ like go away#THEY HAVE A FRAMED PICTURE OF THEIR FINAL FANTASY CHARACTERS FFS WE CANT BEAT THAT#they are the biggest phannies there’s no competition#knowing that helps me sleep at night#i’m like ok being a phannie humiliating and shameful but it could be worse i could be dnp#/j#self love is good i guess#hi sanj if you see this im sorry for neglecting you i haven’t not been on twt#dnp#dan and phil#phan#dip and pip#d&p#dapg#danandphilgames#dick and penis#yeet my deet#dan howell#daniel howell#amazingphil#phil lester#danisnotonfire#yeet my deenp#tatinof#dnptit#pp42??#bog#tmogar
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lovies
[venus vs. color: (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6)..]
first palette suggested by @yer-a-legend ♡
#*spongebob abt to get crushed by an ice cream truck* FAMILIAL LOVIES for barb n blitz (duh lol)#my art#plus lovies however u wanna interpret stolitzarozzie :3#colour palette#artists on tumblr#helluva boss#helluva fanart#stolitz#fizzmodeus#fizzarozzie#stolitzarozzie#<- ??? ok i guess. theyre cute together idc. besties who occassionally fuck#they’re having a movie night btw. whores the lot of em….#barbie wire#helluva stolas#helluva blitzo#helluva barbie wire#helluva fizzarolli#helluva asmodeus#helluva ozzie#this might be my fav duo ive posted. both r nice :)#usually when i’m posting these it’s like one is shit and the other is nice LMAOOO
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eta: the third to last option says 500-999 shhh
how to find the number: use this page to calculate the total number of notes your original posts have gotten, then divide by the number of original posts (and round the result however you see fit). here's mine as an example:
so i divide 142,200 by 626 and get 227.16, which i then round to 227 average notes per post
#I literally guessed for what the ranges should be so let’s see what the distribution is lol#I checked my blogs average and one v popular blogs average and worked from there whoops lmao#I’m a writer not a statistician ok#op
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we’ve officially reached the 1 year mark since the last zelda release so that means it’s time for me to lose it and start analyzing characters' walking speeds
#i’m going to remake my zelink video with totk moments added because jesus CHRIST#personal#edit: ok this one popped off so i guess i have to put it in the analysis tag lmfao#zelda analysis
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Thoughts on being aroace
#I like doing these little introspective thought comics they’re pretty fun#I didn’t get to include this in the comic but I do feel like loneliness is maybe not quite the right word#it’s not quite jealousy or envy either#more like#the sad knowledge that you are lower on someone else’s list of priorities than they are on your priorities#something like that I guess#if this seems like a sad comic don’t worry! I am ok :) I have my best friend and we’re both very clear on how much we care for each other#so I’m never really left needing or wanting more love or anything#love is so weirdly defined anyways
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Srry drawing these guys make me happy atm
#Spirits Reborn#4am..well almost lol I guess I’ll go to bed#or keep going idk#I like thinking of them rn#Raph#Kendra#Donnie#Mikey#Leo#Yuichi#fuckin names#Calimari#oc#coko doodles#rottmnt#tmnt#tmnt iteration#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#drawing#doodle#sketch#teenage mutant ninja turtles#snippets#I guess?#not mini comics tbh#ok ok I’m done#bye bye
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oh no! more ginhiji
#hhhhhhhhhhhh theyyy areeee eatinggggg myyyy BRAIIIIIN#using them as a coping mechanism to avoid the horrors of silver soul#i reached the second half and i. i need a breather#i’m trying to figure out what my favourite dynamic of ginhiji is so i can make comics about it later but rn my brain is just like#haha they want to punt each other into the sun yet they are inexplicably drawn to each other so they may as well burn together#gin san being like oh well i guess this is happening now?? and toshi trying to gaslight himself out of this waking nightmare#it’s very funny to consider#they are very much a romantic comedy but more emphasis on the comedy aspect with tragedy bits coming out of nowhere to kill you dead#so like gintama yk#also hijikata’s hair is a nightmare to draw im trying so hard#girl help#sakata gintoki#hijikata toushirou#ginhiji#hijigin#gintoki x hijikata#hijikata x gintoki#there are so many tags for one pairing hhhh#gintama#ok bye
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Dad always said I was like him
Meijack and Chilchuck Tims Dungeon Meshi, Ryoko Kui
^ 1: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 2: Bug like an angel, Mitski / 3: Woodtangle, Mary Ruefle / 4: The Third Hour of the Night, Frank Bidart / 5 & 6: FROM THE MAKERS OF "TWO-MOM ENERGY DRINK," IT'S "LET YOUR FATHER DIE ENERGY DRINK,", Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 7: Batman: Year Three (1989) / 8 & 9 : FROM THE MAKERS OF […], Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 10: Wilt, CJ the X / 11: How Do We Forgive Our Fathers, Dick Lourie / 12: Milk and honey, Rupi Kaur / 13: And My Father's Love Was Nothing Next To God's Will, Amatullah Bourdon / 14: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 15: Someday I’ll Love Ocean Vuong, Ocean Vuong / 16: untitled, Joan Tierney v 17: Drunk, The Living Tombstone / 18: unknown
When your father tried his best to provide for you but he worked all the time and even when he was home he was either tired or stressed and he’s always liked to get drunk to relax and cheer up. When you know he values work ethics and respectability so you grew up to be capable and quiet. And when he says you’re like him you’re sort of puzzled, does he really know you so little, or does he know himself so little? But you like the feeling of your father ruffling your hair so you accept it, and still you stand next to your mother just as silent and just as stoic as her during family gatherings. He leaves again and again and when your mother leaves him nothing changes, really. You wonder if it’s more telling that you know him better than he seems to himself or that you don’t know him as much as you wish you did, or that you don’t think about him all that much these days. Out of sight, out of mind. And he’s never really been there, even when he was there, after all.
#It’s ok they do get in touch again and he prob at least lives to 40#Alright I’m ready to be normal about chilchuck again#Spoilers#I guess?#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#meijack#chilchuck’s family#meijack chils#Web weaving#alcoholism#cw alcohol#webweave#A couple more i liked are like a rearview mirror we’re not as close as we appear line and this french one from#Kristina Gauthier-Landry that goes like hands full of trout running up to you / look what i caught look / how much you love me#And this other one about chocolate coins that a dad arriving from work in middle of the night gives the happy little daughter running up#And it’s so anticlimatic and about transactional relationships and oughh ough it’s a good book#I am Chil is a complex absentee father truther sorry. Idc go see my analyses if you want don’t argue w me here#posts for which i am the target audience#Oh oh another one : So were we close? Or was it just the big things that held us together and the small things that let us fall apart?#The word father rotted in my mouth#Bc it’s left there to rot get it get it………..#Sigh. Like father alike daughter#I’m a truther that she’s more like her mom demeanor wise
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first dada class😳✨
#FINALLY FINISHED THIS ILLUSTRATION😇🙏#for chapter 3🫶#Eloise actually isn’t so good at dueling but I used fencing videos as reference#I just wanted to do a dramatic picture ok😆#she wins the duel in the way I probably would have chosen if the game didn’t just give us the illusion of choice#(aka underhanded Slytherin 😭😭😭)#fun fact or sad fact bc I’m revealing my evil nature#but every time I take the tests I am 0% hufflepuff and 0% Gryffindor#almost forgot Sebastian’s freckles again…#im actually going to reupload the sketch I did yesterday BECAUSE I FORGOT THEM !!!!!#like on top of remembering every little detail and fold and shadow in thst sketch#I have to remember the FRECKLES TOO??!!??????🥲#im not actually 100% happy with this one but I kind of just wanted to finish it and move on bahahahahahah#WAIT…😳#I NEED TO DRAW THE TROLL IN HOGSMEADE SCENE😭😭😭😭😫😫😫😫😫😫#well more dramatic paintings from me in the near future I guess rip#I’ll get better at them anyways#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow fanart
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What a horrible rat bastard of a man ❤️
#look I’m weak for cowboys#it took me seeing one edit of him on TikTok to motivate me to draw him#he’s been on the list for a while tho#so ive finally done it#I really wasn’t going to do shading on this#but then I did#a thrilling story I know#plus I got to watch a video on pseudoarchaeology while drawing this so that was fun#and the power went out! all good now but it twas eventful#alright uhhhh fun fact time#fun fact: in Texas- it is illegal to put graffiti on someone else’s cow#so don’t go vandalizing other peoples livestock down there#it’s ok everywhere else I guess#eddie chiplucky#nightmare time#nightmare time 2#yellow jacket nmt#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#Curt mega#Starkid#team starkid#starkid fanart#my art#:)
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Something something Doctor who healer to soldier pipeline
Doctor (literal) —> Soldier
Nurse —> soldier
Medical Student —> soldier
Aand a bonus: soldier->nurse?? Vice versa? Not sure. 🥔
#Ik this is obvious#I just think about it a lot#especially that one scene between Rory & Strax#“Rory. I’m a nurse#it guts me#also considered putting rory in the ‘bonus’ stuff#bc after Roman era he does go back into nursing ofc#and the whole dinosaurs on a space ship scene w/ Brian#ok i’ll shut up now#Doctor who#rory Williams#Martha jones#eighth doctor#war Doctor#I chose 8 bc of closeness to war#I haven’t actually seen him yet !!#so I guess 1->war is good too#commander strax
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Guess who watched Mob Psycho 100 finally…
#mp100#mob psycho 100#serizawa katsuya#guess who’s my favorite mp100 character#hint#it’s him#that ending was devastating I hate u reigen (I love you)#mp100 fanart#mp100 serizawa#mob psycho serizawa#mob psycho fanart#mob psycho 100 fanart#fanart#anime fanart#malewife#SERIZAWA a GIRL behind you#this was so fun to do btw#ok I’m done
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Was it scary when you met your culinary idol and he stared at you like he’d found his? Was it scary when he told you that you are everything else? Was it scary how much he trusted you with everything so quickly? Was it scary when he confided in you for the first time about his brother? Was it scary when he defended you stabbing his cousin? Was it scary when he turned out to be exactly who you didn’t want him to be but different? Was it scary when he apologized to you first? Was it scary when you accepted his offer to share a dream? Was it scary when you didn’t shirk off the way his hands always seem to find their way on you? Was it scary when his focus left you? Was it scary when he asked you how you were feeling? Was it scary when he promised not to let your fail? Was it scary when he gifted you custom chef whites? Was it scary when he asked you to keep his brother’s final words at your expo station? Was it scary when he screamed out for you during the soft opening of your restaurant? Was it scary when he said he was never going to let it happen again? Was it scary when he offered you a third share of his restaurant in an official contract? Was it scary when his mental health started deteriorating in front of you but you still wanted to take care of him? Was it scary when you got an offer for something more perfect and didn’t immediately run away? Was it scary when you tried to find the words to tell him what you were really feeling and couldn't? Was it scary when he demanded you take your place at his side amongst some of the best chefs in the world? Was it scary when you realized maybe you can't leave him because there's too much love shared between you?
Sydney’s never going to grow if she doesn’t learn how to get over her fears. Her fear of failure and her fear of losing the people that she loves. Loving somebody is a truly scary thing but at some point we’ve got to stop running away if what we want and who we need has been right there.
#ok this is the last one#sydcarmy#I love my pookie bears#I love their imperfect love story#they are both so confused and so damaged in the same but different ways#and once they realize this it’s going to be so glorious#see Carmy is not all bad#they truly make me sick#carmy x sydney#the Bear meta#I guess#I’m going back to fic writing now
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Eugh, well my doctor got back to me. I have a 12 mm pineal cyst in my brain, I haven’t been improving. Tbh the lethargy and lack of energy feel different than depression. Can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t concentrate. I’m trying to find a neurologist now but they’re not available until next year so yeah! That’s how life is going I guess xD gonna go bother my insurance about it, wish me luck :’>
#pix habla#pineal cyst#glad they found something but they don’t deem it as urgent enough#my ears been ringing nonstop for weekssss#yay#ok sorry I’m working on it#just ? an update I guess
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