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rb to have a super gay 2023

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him when it snows :]

(techno design by @risingsunresistance <3)

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I keep seeing videos about velcro toddlers driving their parents insane so now AU where Techno becomes utterly incapable of doing anything productive bc his toddler brother (Tommy) will start bawling his eyes out if he is not holding him 24/7

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I have a confession to make. I enjoy the music of imagine dragons, okay? when I hear one of their songs I find it a pleasant experience. I bop my head along like nobody's business. I formed a psychic bond with "demons" in high school when I. uh. performed it as part of a small acappella group (<- digging myself deeper). and the beat after the last note one of my fellow performers passed out and dropped to the floor like a stone while standing center stage. I like the overproduced pounding beat thing they've got going on. I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. may god have mercy on my soul.

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I think the ability to add notes to tickets is a glorious thing and frankly the most entertaining part of my job

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one of my favorite parts about Percy being Obviously Bi™ is he doesn't universally describe one gender as attractive. Like he doesn't just say all girls are cute and guys are just okay or whatever or vice versa. No, he has specific girls he finds pretty and specific guys he finds pretty, and he voices that opinion.

For example - Clarisse? Thalia? Meh. Even Silena, who is canonically very pretty, Percy is relatively neutral on. But Annabeth? Rachel? Calypso? 100%. And based on differences in descriptions like that we can tell when Percy is attracted to somebody versus isn't. He calls everybody else in Beckendorf's cabin ugly and then waxes poetic about how hot Beckendorf is specifically. He'll describe most guys as just "eh" with plain physical descriptors but every time he sees Luke he feels the need to specify that Luke is extremely hot while being very evil and how much he hates Luke's stupid very very pretty face. love that for you Percy. great work.

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and the crazy thing is spn really added a whole scene with cas and dean alone at a bar, having a sentimental moment, while they watch cupid matchmake a delivery woman and a male bartender but actually it turns out to be the bartender and a GUY sitting at the bar. A gay romance. As if we are NOT going to read into that.

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I don't know man if I say "something always goes wrong" and someone I love replies "why does that something always seem to be you?” I'd be pretty fucking devastated the stars in my universe will die

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i’m obsessed with the mum from ponyo. driving single lane on a cliff edge? drift those turns in your nissan cube. husband has to work an extra shift? tell him to fuck off in morse code. pet fish turned into a child on your driveway? adopt her. town drowned in a tsunami? leave your 5 year old in charge, he’s the man of the house now

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Why Castiel’s character has so much depth:

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I know I’m taking this way too seriously but that’s what I do with anything related to Cas. I think it’s a big old IT DEPENDS.

Which season of cas? Cause within those early seasons he has multiple distinct arcs that would have a massive impact.

Is he still an angel? Because I cannot see cas as an angel going to university. He can access whatever information he needs and go right into a profession if he chose.

Is it canon compliant? Are we saying it’s all the same up till a certain point where he can then fuck off and relax? If Castiel as is was given a chance to relax and start a life what would he do with it?

Because in a canonical sense I really can’t see him doing university at all. College MAYBE. But anytime we see him as human or memory wiped that just doesn’t seem to align with his goals? Like when he was Emmanuel his whole thing was healing people as some unconventional spirit guy yk. He’s not going to med school for that he’s just gonna be like oh neat and make his own way.

Or when he’s human and ends up at the gas and sip. That’s a little more complicated because he was very low on options but like he seemed to find a lot of value in his job and helping other people. He didn’t necessarily have grand aspirations, he was fine with a job that gave him money (granted he didn’t have many options but that’s a whole other thing)

And Castiel In early seasons is NOTORIOUS for wanting something or someone to follow. As long as he is aligned with that person or cause and thinks it’s moral and just he’s all in. He goes from fighting for heaven to fighting for Dean and then fighting for humanity. He likes having direction and a goal. Granted this may be more of a narrative constraint than a personality trait.

I could see him taking more community college courses maybe? Like if his time as a human was longer? I could feasibly see him taking courses that interest him, not really looking for a major but just to learn more. University is such an academic setting and I think the more hands on practical nature of college would be good for him.

Completely contradictory to everything I’ve been saying, I also think I could see him in law school. Or pre law. He wants to fight to improve things for people and if he couldn’t do that through hunting or was human or monsters weren’t a thing I think he would still want to help people. He still hates the system and hates all the people who get screwed over and wants to help and defend people. You see it time and time again in his character that helping others is such an intrinsic part of his personality and he will put his own blood sweat and tears into improving things for others.

Sorry this is so long but those are my thoughts as a certified Cas girl

A friend and I were talking about it and we couldn't decide so obviously the next best thing was to leave it up to the spn website. Personally I think he would be some type of humanities major but this is early seasons Cas so maybe he'd try to go to med school and angeliclly cheat his way through or something.

I'm getting all the discs. of majors from google so yeah

Anthropology: study humanity, and they examine how linguistics, culture, biology and history shape human diversity

Philosophy: study of fundamental questions about the nature of reality, knowledge, and value

(BROAD) Religious Studies: an interdisciplinary field of study that examines religious and secular worldviews, rituals, ethics, and philosophies

History: (I can't find many good ones that aren't ai generated boooo) critically examining the connections between the past, present, and future, usually has a specific time period in mind/that is an interest

Pre-med: a program that ensures students take all the required classes needed to apply for medical school

If you had a specifc focus in mind for any of these or something else that would fit him feel free to comment or put it in the tags.

If pre-med wins I'll make another poll to determine what his medical discipline would be because I'm way too invested in this now lol.

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I’m going to [remembers I should stop saying ‘kill myself’] rewatch Supernatural

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the fact that we need 8 hours of sleep is ridiculous we should only need 4 and the other 4 should be used to be cozy in your bed and rub your legs together like a cricket and listen to music and think about your little scenarios

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yall ever think about Castiel. I still think about him sometimes. He’s crazy. He’s insane. He’s literally me through and through. “What about all this is real? We are.” He’s so loyal and he’s conflicted and he’s doing his best and he loves so intensely even when it doesn’t work out for him and he fails more often than he succeeds and he’s always pushed off the the side and “why does that something always seem to be you” and he’s trying so hard to find purpose and meaning and he knows he has to make a life for himself but he can’t let go of those who have shaped him in the past and he loves dean and he loves Sam and he loves Jack and “I loved the whole world because of you” and he used to be just following orders and every other version of him did what they were told and he loved so hard that he wrote a new story for himself and “we’re making it up as we go” because he really did control his own narrative and despite everything he goes through and went through he still loves so openly he still cares so much even after “then you’re dead to me” even after losing his son and he knows he’s never going to experience true happiness and he’s genuinely at peace with that he spends his life longing because “the one thing I want is something I know I can’t have” but he’s ok with that he’s literally accepted his spot as the runner up in literally everything. He’s never good enough at anything for anyone and he has this pit of guilt and hatred inside of himself and instead of turning cold and heartless he chooses to love. “I gave EVERYTHING for you. He’s doomed by the narrative he’ll never succeed he’ll never get the ending he deserves he’ll always be stuck in second place and he just wants to be WANTED but no one needs him anymore and he’s constantly pulling himself away before he’s PUSHED because it’s easier and it hurts less and and and. He’s just. God.