#I’m tired of doing the work
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marshmall0w-d3ath · 22 days ago
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#sotd#vent#I feel tired and overwhelmed#demotivated but driven at the same time#I’ve been feeling rly dysphoric and not like my usual self lately#on top of usual life stresses#I need a new job but I’m so scared to quit#I need a haircut but I feel so ugly and dysphoric that I couldn’t possibly look right#I need to do all this shit to make life better and easier but it feels like so fucking much#and trying to space it out and do one thing at a time is not helping#is this regular depression or seasonal depression who fucking knows lol#and my anxiety has been so bad#I don’t know myself anymore#I don’t know who I am or who I want to be#everywhere I go„ everything I do#I feel so out of place#like I don’t belong and I’m taking space that isn’t mine#and it feels like everyone else is thinking that too#like they see me and know I’m not supposed to be there#and I have all these thoughts of who I should be. What I should be doing#I want to wallow in self pity and have someone else pick up all the pieces for me#I need someone else to fix me#but that’s not how life works. that’s not ok for me to do. to myself or someone else#I don’t know how I’ll ever be an actual adult. how tf am I supposed to grow up? I don’t think I’m capable of it#but at the same time I think me saying and feeling that is holding me back. and it’s so frustrating#I’m tired of fixing myself#I’m tired of doing the work#but fuck I dont want to be like this forever either#I don’t want to wallow anymore but more than fucking anything I DO want to.#I feel like I’m in limbo. and it fucking sucks. I want to be healed. I want to be good. I want to be me. I’m just so tired.
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notherpuppet · 17 days ago
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Ladiessss
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adhdandcomics · 2 years ago
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shout out to my folks with insomnia & depression & delayed sleep phase disorder & sleep apnea & disabilities & other sleep disorders diagnosed, undiagnosed, and just my plain old night owls & night shift workers!! we r so fucking cool & exist every day in a society not made for us at all. and NONE of us are lazy bums or bad people for staying up late & sleeping in till noon or two or whatever whenever you get up!! no matter what anyone says!! you’re incredible and i love you!!!
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ahhrenata · 5 months ago
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when i went to watch the anniversary screening of phantom menace, this shot of obi-wan burrowed into my brain 😵‍💫
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ricky-mortis · 4 months ago
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So uh…. That pose, huh?
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sproutlingart · 1 year ago
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70s fashion cbeeduo anyone?
[40s] [80s] [90s]
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adriancatrin · 10 months ago
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katara sees her brother and bff approaching something that can make them happy and says no interruptions
based on this photo from the live action cast
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kyurochurro · 10 months ago
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this weeks (and LAST weeks too cos I took forever to finish WHOOPS) uni sketch is from the one with the whales ft. movie spirk taking an ice cream date in the middle of their mission! the consensus from the masses was that Spock would eat mint ice cream >:p
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turtleblogatlast · 1 year ago
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One of the earliest examples of Leo’s “I’ll do my own thing to accomplish our goal without discussing it with my team first” is in episode one. It’s super, super quick, and ultimately inconsequential, but it subtly sets up a great precedent that I think is very interesting.
When the boys need to grab the medallion from Splinter without Splinter noticing, Raph, Mikey, and Donnie huddle together with Raph taking the lead in trying to devise a plan to get the mystic device. Meanwhile, Leo slinks away and grabs the device by clocking the situation (by knowing his father well enough to predict his actions - something he does with each family member multiple times in the series) and making a move on his own.
It works out perfectly fine, and is ultimately the best move, and it’s honestly okay that he didn’t consult everyone for something so small when it’s such a non issue to get it, but it nicely sets up how this tends to go in the series, including how it goes in the movie.
To be honest episode one is actually really good at setting up a lot of things for each character in the long run, this is just one example that caught my attention, as small and unassuming as it is.
#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#im just ranting at this point feel free to ignore me I’m tired lol#anyway#Leo constantly just goes off and does his own thing#and yeah honestly his own thing often works??? but he alienates his brothers/team in the process#BUT also this isn’t necessarily a one way street#when Leo DOES try to consult his brothers or give his thoughts on matters he’s not really taken seriously#best example here is bug busters where he CONSTANTLY makes his worries and suspicions known only to have them ignored#so it’s almost understandable that he doesn’t often open up about his thought process when it’s easier to just do it#than to try and fail to justify it#after all it almost always works out for him when he does so why not?#and then the movie happens#and that line of thinking doesn’t quite hold up does it?#BUT ON ANOTHER NOTE#like I said episode one is super good at setting characters up#from showing off Donnie’s preference for tech vs magic/mystic#from showing Mikey’s innate talent for mysticism#from showing Raph’s anxieties and how easily they can stack up#there’s more but I’d have to do a closer deep dive on the ep and man am I tired#so off the head rambles it is for now#sorry everyone for my constant spam of Too Many Words into things that are prob Not That Deep#it’s honestly just fun haha#EDIT: bc I saw someone mention it! yeah all the boys have communication issues through the series and it’s super interesting and realistic#Leo in particular stands out to me here because his communication issues are a constant theme that pop up much more often#but each of them experiences this in some form
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doctorsiren · 4 months ago
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Angsty Psychic Lawers AU stuff?
like Separation Arc or Disbarment era
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yeah so I decided Reigen’s disbarment was only gonna be 6 months since that’s the length of time that Mob was stuck in the mindscape world that Mogami made, and so it’s then the length of time that Mogami is Mob’s mentor (and also this allows the ages to not be all messed up LMAO haha)
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pizzaqueen · 2 years ago
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Steve being indignant over the girls in Hawkins not being interested in Eddie and Eddie's like I mean, it's fine, I'm gay, I'm not interested in them, and Steve's like that's not the point! You're hot! What's wrong with them?
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mossy-paws · 4 months ago
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Sword PHIGHTING! period cramps moodboard
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Gods mightiest warrior…….
Og image:
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ANYWAYS EXTRA BITS!!!! So. Yeah. I wasted exactly 27 hours and 29 minutes of my life making this over a period of like. ~a week and a half LMAO????? I THINK IT WAS LONGER?? Yeah all of these are completely redrawn from the Og “panels”, replicating the dungeon meshi style is. MISERABLE I don’t know why I did this to myself holy fucking shit, all of you blame @squiffer-salad for this monstrosity she’s the reason why this exists in the first place /silly
anyways, I highly recommend looking at the panels individually because I put a lot of fun extra bits in them and just. A LOT of effort in general, any likes, reblog’s, or comments are insanely appreciated since this did take such a long time :’DDD, everything in these minus the backgrounds are completely redrawn/shaded/and colored by hand, this includes mid/screen tones as I used specific layers for those! anyways thank you for coming to my period cramp projection ted-talk I’m going back into my Everglade hole.
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valoale · 1 year ago
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I'm quite convinced Draco uses half of his time staring at Harry like this and wondering how he can be so dumb (he loves it and knows they'll smash later so he won't complain)
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connabeth · 3 days ago
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i know the pjo tv show is beyond help aside from the lovely main cast but it irritates me to no end when they add in useless side characters while deeply struggling to properly characterize their most important ones. alison my ass, chris rodriguez is RIGHT THERE. solely focus on that, if at all. given how short these episodes are and the resulting shallowness of some of most pivotal scenes, dishing out screen time like oprah to a bunch of nobody characters is not going to elevate the show in any way, shape, or form. deviating from the text-established percy-centric narrative and introducing additional plot points to some behind-the-scenes luke narrative when they miss the mark on the main storyline is just yet another distraction and waste of energy on everyone’s part
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ricky-mortis · 6 months ago
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Hatchetfield @femslashfortnight Day 6: Protect
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thephoenixcave · 6 days ago
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I collected all my Edgar x terra drawings from all years into one folder and looked at them side by side. Turns out I have been drawing the SAME THING over and over. Like a crazy person.
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You guys
This isn’t even all of them
This isn’t even all the ones where Terra is an Esper, which is like a niche of a niche pairing
This is chaos
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