#I’m tired of doing the work
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#sotd#vent#I feel tired and overwhelmed#demotivated but driven at the same time#I’ve been feeling rly dysphoric and not like my usual self lately#on top of usual life stresses#I need a new job but I’m so scared to quit#I need a haircut but I feel so ugly and dysphoric that I couldn’t possibly look right#I need to do all this shit to make life better and easier but it feels like so fucking much#and trying to space it out and do one thing at a time is not helping#is this regular depression or seasonal depression who fucking knows lol#and my anxiety has been so bad#I don’t know myself anymore#I don’t know who I am or who I want to be#everywhere I go„ everything I do#I feel so out of place#like I don’t belong and I’m taking space that isn’t mine#and it feels like everyone else is thinking that too#like they see me and know I’m not supposed to be there#and I have all these thoughts of who I should be. What I should be doing#I want to wallow in self pity and have someone else pick up all the pieces for me#I need someone else to fix me#but that’s not how life works. that’s not ok for me to do. to myself or someone else#I don’t know how I’ll ever be an actual adult. how tf am I supposed to grow up? I don’t think I’m capable of it#but at the same time I think me saying and feeling that is holding me back. and it’s so frustrating#I’m tired of fixing myself#I’m tired of doing the work#but fuck I dont want to be like this forever either#I don’t want to wallow anymore but more than fucking anything I DO want to.#I feel like I’m in limbo. and it fucking sucks. I want to be healed. I want to be good. I want to be me. I’m just so tired.
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Force masc oral edition???
Being dragged out to a rowdy concert at some underground bar, everyone’s drinking and shoving each other and there’s so many flashing lights. It’s actually kind of hard to think, the music is so loud. But his hand never leaving yours, dragging you through the crowd, dancing with you, screaming at the top of your lungs to a song you know don’t even know the lyrics too.
And then making out in the bathroom. Graffiti walls and dull lighting, the music a soft thud outside the door now and being hoisted up on the sink.
“What are you doing?”
“I’m gonna suck your dick, dude. Don’t worry I’m good at this.”
“Oh uh…I actually have a lot of dysphoria about my cunt and being eaten out-“
“What’d you just call it? I know you weren’t referring to your cock as a cunt.”
Pants already around your ankles and he’s spanking the spot between your legs.
“What is this?”
“Dude come on, you know it’s a pus-fuck! Stop hitting that!”
“No. What the fuck is between your legs?” Hand already raised to swat down again.
“I..it’s my cock.”
“Good boy. Now I’m gonna suck your cock, okay? Can you ask me to suck you off?”
“Would…would you suck my cock? Please?”
“Good fucking boy.”
#do you see the vision#I’m very tired#and not very articulate#and also at work lmaooo#t4t kink#t4t ns/fw#ftm t4t#t4t sub#t4t nsft#trans nsft#t4t puppy#ftm nsft#ftm puppy#nsft puppy#force masc#forcemasc
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Ladiessss
#radioapple yuri make my brain go brrrr#I’m tired#so much work to do#it was nice to draw this couple#hazbin hotel#my doods#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor#radioapple#lucifer hazbin#rule 63 au
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shout out to my folks with insomnia & depression & delayed sleep phase disorder & sleep apnea & disabilities & other sleep disorders diagnosed, undiagnosed, and just my plain old night owls & night shift workers!! we r so fucking cool & exist every day in a society not made for us at all. and NONE of us are lazy bums or bad people for staying up late & sleeping in till noon or two or whatever whenever you get up!! no matter what anyone says!! you’re incredible and i love you!!!
#being the positivity i need in the world#would i like to get up earlier and love my life? yes. but i can’t fuckin do that can i#i recognize the irony of posting this at 11:30 however i’m at work and fuckin tired#text#positivity#insomnia#depression#delayed sleep phase disorder#sleep apnea#also shout out to nightmare nation i hope we get good rest soon!!!!!
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the transgender urge to curl up like a small fluffy animal against someone you love’s warm body and make little mewling and sighing and whining sounds as they pet you and praise you for having tried so hard to be human until you fall asleep
#it’s one of those days#it’s one of those nights#i’m fine and everything is ok rn. but my brain is kind of not working great#i feel so… limited. like there’s a lot i want to do but my energy and focus just isn’t there#and my emotions are just always lowkey sad and lonely rn#so i’m just desperate for physical affection#but i can’t really get much of that atm#i just want to cuddle for an hour with someone#maybe more#*tired and sad puppy noises*#personal post
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when i went to watch the anniversary screening of phantom menace, this shot of obi-wan burrowed into my brain 😵💫
#I tried to clone war style him but it’s bizarre without the beard#as long as it looks like any version of him I’m happy#😅#I’ve been meaning to finish this one since it was out#I’ve been slacking#I’m too tired to do the background so that’s part of the screenshot - not my work#sw art#obi wan kenobi#Star Wars#clone wars#phantom menace#star wars fanart
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this weeks (and LAST weeks too cos I took forever to finish WHOOPS) uni sketch is from the one with the whales ft. movie spirk taking an ice cream date in the middle of their mission! the consensus from the masses was that Spock would eat mint ice cream >:p
#churro art#my art#digital art#fanart#illustration#star trek#star trek tos#star trek iv: the voyage home#the one with the whales#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#james kirk#james t kirk#spirk#star trek movies#AHHHHHH#AHHHHHH that’s the scream of a very tired uni student who needs a getaway AHHHHHHH#ah but anyways I’ve really been meaning to rewatch the movies again!!#alas I’ve been so busy with infinite assignments and Comm work I haven’t had much of the chance to do so 😭#but it’s okay!! I’m still having fun :P HEHE#anyways I really wanna dráw summer stuff w the enterprise crew bec of course I do… SOON ENOUGH
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i know the pjo tv show is beyond help aside from the lovely main cast but it irritates me to no end when they add in useless side characters while deeply struggling to properly characterize their most important ones. alison my ass, chris rodriguez is RIGHT THERE. solely focus on that, if at all. given how short these episodes are and the resulting shallowness of some of most pivotal scenes, dishing out screen time like oprah to a bunch of nobody characters is not going to elevate the show in any way, shape, or form. deviating from the text-established percy-centric narrative and introducing additional plot points to some behind-the-scenes luke narrative when they miss the mark on the main storyline is just yet another distraction and waste of energy on everyone’s part
#percy jackson#pjo#pjo tv show#luke castellan#it could be like. SUCH a small role but that still means it’s deeply unecessary either way#focus on percy and annabeth damn there’s so much work to do there esp for the latter#idc that im alr bitching and moaning abt the unreleased season lmaooo my hopes are in the gutter and this is my fave book besides tlo#i’m so tired of this direction and writing lol 2006 rick come backkkkk
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So uh…. That pose, huh?
#Jeff absolutely ate#what an absolute icon#I love the narrator#never getting over that eyeliner#but yeah I know I’m definitely not the only one to have drawn him doing this pose#just because it’s so good#dare I say we are all based for doing so#I drew this yesterday but I’m just posting it now#because uhhhhhh#I do what I want I suppose#also don’t worry I’m not forgetting about the fun facts- I’m just really tired and I don’t feel like it yknow#I gotta collect some more and then I’ll come back with em#but yeah I had a cool idea for a bigger CC piece that I’m really excited to draw#so that’ll happen eventually#idk ive got a lot to work on so it might take a minute#but yeah there’s that#cinderella’s castle spoilers#cinderella’s castle#cinderellas castle#cinderellas castle spoilers#cc spoilers#starkid spoilers#Starkid#team starkid#the lands that are#the narrator#jeff blim#my art
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70s fashion cbeeduo anyone?
[40s] [80s] [90s]
#dsmp fanart#cbeeduo#cbeeduo fanart#ctubbo#ctubbo fanart#cranboo#cranboo fanart#character art#70s fashion#disco fashion#character dressup#artwork#digital art#artists on tumblr#sproutlingart#I’m so tired and have work to do but I did this instead
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katara sees her brother and bff approaching something that can make them happy and says no interruptions
based on this photo from the live action cast
#my art#i learned SO MUCH about digital coloring while working on this. i can’t wait to try to put it to practice from the start and on purpose#instead of stumbling upon leagues of info when i was already 95% done lol#anyways#zukka#idc about tagging rn tbh i’m tired#fuck backgrounds dude#hate that shit#i need to do lighting studies fr tho#i can’t do interesting light i just. don’t have the knowledge#makes me sad cuz lighting really makes or breaks pieces it seems#also lol i started this then stopped for like two hours and just sketched katara a fuck ton#what i landed on here isn’t my favorite but i liked the soft + gently amused emotion she’s showing#ok whatever i’m done rambling#post
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One of the earliest examples of Leo’s “I’ll do my own thing to accomplish our goal without discussing it with my team first” is in episode one. It’s super, super quick, and ultimately inconsequential, but it subtly sets up a great precedent that I think is very interesting.
When the boys need to grab the medallion from Splinter without Splinter noticing, Raph, Mikey, and Donnie huddle together with Raph taking the lead in trying to devise a plan to get the mystic device. Meanwhile, Leo slinks away and grabs the device by clocking the situation (by knowing his father well enough to predict his actions - something he does with each family member multiple times in the series) and making a move on his own.
It works out perfectly fine, and is ultimately the best move, and it’s honestly okay that he didn’t consult everyone for something so small when it’s such a non issue to get it, but it nicely sets up how this tends to go in the series, including how it goes in the movie.
To be honest episode one is actually really good at setting up a lot of things for each character in the long run, this is just one example that caught my attention, as small and unassuming as it is.
#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#im just ranting at this point feel free to ignore me I’m tired lol#anyway#Leo constantly just goes off and does his own thing#and yeah honestly his own thing often works??? but he alienates his brothers/team in the process#BUT also this isn’t necessarily a one way street#when Leo DOES try to consult his brothers or give his thoughts on matters he’s not really taken seriously#best example here is bug busters where he CONSTANTLY makes his worries and suspicions known only to have them ignored#so it’s almost understandable that he doesn’t often open up about his thought process when it’s easier to just do it#than to try and fail to justify it#after all it almost always works out for him when he does so why not?#and then the movie happens#and that line of thinking doesn’t quite hold up does it?#BUT ON ANOTHER NOTE#like I said episode one is super good at setting characters up#from showing off Donnie’s preference for tech vs magic/mystic#from showing Mikey’s innate talent for mysticism#from showing Raph’s anxieties and how easily they can stack up#there’s more but I’d have to do a closer deep dive on the ep and man am I tired#so off the head rambles it is for now#sorry everyone for my constant spam of Too Many Words into things that are prob Not That Deep#it’s honestly just fun haha#EDIT: bc I saw someone mention it! yeah all the boys have communication issues through the series and it’s super interesting and realistic#Leo in particular stands out to me here because his communication issues are a constant theme that pop up much more often#but each of them experiences this in some form
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Angsty Psychic Lawers AU stuff?
like Separation Arc or Disbarment era
yeah so I decided Reigen’s disbarment was only gonna be 6 months since that’s the length of time that Mob was stuck in the mindscape world that Mogami made, and so it’s then the length of time that Mogami is Mob’s mentor (and also this allows the ages to not be all messed up LMAO haha)
#doctorsiren#mob psycho 100#ace attorney#reigen arataka#keiji mogami#tome kurata#serizawa katsuya#phoenix wright#mp100 fanart#ace attorney fanart#mp100 au#ace attorney au#psychic lawyers au#digital art#my art#procreate#doodle requests#I would have done more but I’m tired lmao#i was working on a short animatic earlier today#siren tries to stop making Mogami a sexyman impossible challenge#next up: krisnix (which is then Reigen and Mogami) /silly#there is no 7yg in either world in these AUs#separation arc lasts the same amount of time it does in mp100 canon#and it’s kind of like when Apollo got all edgy and distant in AA5 and was like ‘I’m quitting for rn you jerks bye bye’#anyways sometimes these AUs hurt my brain bc it doesn’t match up or work exactly at first#so I have to do some mental gymnastics and find the solution 😁👍#LILY DO YOU LIKE BEANIX REIGEN IDK WHY BUT HE SEEMS RIGHT UP YOUR ALLEY /silly
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Steve being indignant over the girls in Hawkins not being interested in Eddie and Eddie's like I mean, it's fine, I'm gay, I'm not interested in them, and Steve's like that's not the point! You're hot! What's wrong with them?
#steddie#Steddie headcanon#this feels unfinished but it was in my drafts so have it anyway lol#Steve x eddie#pizzaqueentxt#anyway then they move somewhere else and the girls are all over Eddie and Steve is like nope don’t like this either! 😂#does this even make sense??? I’m so tired#clearing out my drafts#also this is assuming girls don’t show interest in him which idk I’m sure some do but it doesn’t work if they do what am I sayinggggg ugh
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Sword PHIGHTING! period cramps moodboard
Gods mightiest warrior…….
Og image:
ANYWAYS EXTRA BITS!!!! So. Yeah. I wasted exactly 27 hours and 29 minutes of my life making this over a period of like. ~a week and a half LMAO????? I THINK IT WAS LONGER?? Yeah all of these are completely redrawn from the Og “panels”, replicating the dungeon meshi style is. MISERABLE I don’t know why I did this to myself holy fucking shit, all of you blame @squiffer-salad for this monstrosity she’s the reason why this exists in the first place /silly
anyways, I highly recommend looking at the panels individually because I put a lot of fun extra bits in them and just. A LOT of effort in general, any likes, reblog’s, or comments are insanely appreciated since this did take such a long time :’DDD, everything in these minus the backgrounds are completely redrawn/shaded/and colored by hand, this includes mid/screen tones as I used specific layers for those! anyways thank you for coming to my period cramp projection ted-talk I’m going back into my Everglade hole.
#JESUS FICKING CHRIST#WHEN I SAY#27+ HOURS#DUDE…….#FOR A SHIT POST….. THIS IS INSANE…… WHY DID I DO TJIS TO MYSELF#ANYWAYS now that I’m free from this fucking BEAST of a project I’m going to be working on a lot more comms/personal bits since I have much#More free time on my hands!#School is still kicking my ass but at least I’ve been doing well :3#Scored a 10/10 on a AP world test today! Probably gonna end up failing my math unit exam but oh well wouldn’t be the first /silly#Anyways for some smaller extra comments#I honestly don’t really know how I managed to commit to this if I’m gonna be real#This honestly was more of a test of endurance if anything and I think it came out really well especially since I’m not used#To spending THIS much time on a single piece#It taught me a lot too#Specifically more about midtone layers and different types of line art and such#Anyways yeah I am. So horrendously tired#More art soon though! I got stuff in the oven for reals!!!#art#phighting!#phighting#phighting fanart#digital art#phighting roblox#artists on tumblr#phighting art#roblox phighting#roblox#roblox art#roblox fanart#roblox game
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I'm quite convinced Draco uses half of his time staring at Harry like this and wondering how he can be so dumb (he loves it and knows they'll smash later so he won't complain)
#tumblr stop destroying the image quality I’m tired#know I said I probably won't do any art for some time but it seems the iPad has grown into my hands#also I did this in almost one sitting like 11 hours well spent#and I was supposed to design a poster#but Draco possessed me#also I'm pretty sure Lucius Narcissa and Draco all do that pose#and they all think theirs are subtle and doesn't seem judging#his face was supposed to be more questioning but he turned out more dazed#well this works too#but yes hi have some art#I really should colour more pieces#hp#draco malfoy#harry potter#drarry#art#hpdm#hp/dm#vee art
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