#it’s one of those nights

[skoulsons]

See that’s the thing about daisy and coulson. My girl lived in a VAN. She pretty much believed she had zero purpose. She was a lost kid desperately looking for her parents. A self taught expert hacker who moved from house to house and family to family, never staying for more than two years anywhere

And she hacks into the government because she wants to find her parents. Find out why she was just… left. Why she never had a steady household. Why she had no mother or father involved in her life. She just wanted to find her family

They catch her and she’s taken in for questioning and Coulson calls her an asset

And then he’s A.C. to her

And then he agrees to help her try and find her parents

And she feels, knows, she’s valued by him

And they don’t really find the answers, but she hugs him anyway and tells him thank you

And then SHIELD starts to change and things start happening and there’s trust issues and an uncertain future. But he’s right there.

He’s there when they’re laying low

He’s there when they’re out in public, saving civilians

He’s there in their vulnerable moments. When she’s grieving. When she’s angry. When she hates and when she’s frustrated and when she’s happy. When she’s confident and when she’s broken

And she’s there. When he doubts his capabilities. When he’s angry. When he’s happy and frustrated and uncertain.

They’re there. Even in an alternate universe. Across time. When Coulson really isn’t the same man that he used to be.

It’s in the ‘shes more than just some asset to him’

‘She’s like a daughter to you’

‘We’re her family’

‘She’s not my daughter but she’s as close to family as I’ve got’

‘She’s the closest thing I have to a daughter’

‘that’s my girl’

It’s the ‘you’re the closest thing I have to family and I just hope that deep down you feel it too’

‘You are what I believe in’

‘There are a… few things I’ve missed’

‘I love you’

[insanesonofabitch]

Them not leaving any trace of Cas except for the handprint makes me SO FUCKING INSANE because they know. they know. they know that if they were so careless as to leave even a coat for Dean to properly mourn and host a funeral with it would end up becoming much more explicitly romantic AND RECIPROCAL than even the previous widower arcs in seasons 7, 12 and 13, which definitely goes beyond what they want their audience (the conservative audience) to see. And the sole reason they even killed Cas and then later on Dean in the first place is BECAUSE they DO NOT want to show that queer story having any sort of satisfying conclusion and finality and for their american action fantasy hero to show any sign of reciprocation or even proper acknowledgment of his best friend’s feelings for him to the said conservative audience! And the only reason they even allowed Cas to leave that bloody handprint was because Dean mourning and dealing with it is much more easier to brush off and leave off-screen (which they did) than Dean dealing with Cas’ lifeless corpse in the bunker would be, because having a dead body would prompt the audience to wonder how they dealt with it and where is he buried or where did they spread his ashes which would force them to show Dean mourning AND THEY DO NOT WANT TO SHOW DEAN MOURNING. BECAUSE IT COULD AND WOULD SHOW EXPLICIT RECIPROCATION FROM DEAN’S SIDE AND I’m going to tear someone’s throat with my teeth

[pussypopstiel]

Dean is constantly disgusted with himself because of how badly he wants to be known

[wybienova]

thought too hard about audrey redheart event 70 dead 100 injured

[kirschface]

What if I said I was on my fourth rewatch in a row of The Passenger 🙈

[sonic06apologist]

Jacking it isn’t enough I need a woman to ride me

[froggi-mushroom]

Pros of getting to decide what I eat every day: I get to have a variety of foods which I know I’ll like instead of eating whatever’s convenient for my dad to make

Cons: no one is stopping me from eating 8 poppadoms in one sitting now.

[love-hope-faith-feels-like-a-lie]

Really need a hug from you tonight. As long as you don’t mind me crying on you

[stargirldotcom]

and last night i blacked out in my car, and i woke up in my childhood bed. wishing i was someone else, feeling sorry for myself

[shutupdevvie]

time to watch my josh hand hold video again

[cannibal-king-brat]

Sometimes I get really sad :(((

[joshsindigostreak]

Alexa play…

[sparklecryptid]

Every bit of common sense I have acquired over the years: you should go to the hospital if you can’t feel or use your legs

Me, stuck on my bed and unable to get up: but what if we napped and hoped it’s fixed when we wake up

[divinecaprine]

She didn’t have a clue

[artromantic]

I’m in pain and don’t wanna be so being unconscious is the next best thing

[alyssaray-is-hometoday]

“it’s not about you” he says,

it’s not about you..

it’s not about you…

it never was

it was never about me.

our time together

did we do the things i wanted to do ?

did we talk about our lives and the things we want to share together?

did we share the same interests?

did we actually ever do anything…

for me?

but what did i do for him?

I learnt his interests and made them my own

i supported his goals when they weren’t my own

i did things for him, with things of my own

i put his needs…

before my own.

but what did he do for me?

- avantalem

20/02/2024