#I’m still sick but recovering
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anyone craving more gifs and other content from the new TBB trailer, fear not, I have safely returned home from vacation and will be commencing with the fangirl festivities as soon as I take a much needed shower 😝
#I’m still sick but recovering#it’s just a pesky cough now#vaca was awesome but I am SO glad to be home#and I am READY to get back into SW shenanigans again#Galaxy’s Edge kept my love for the franchise alive in a BIG way#and obviously the new TBB trailer has me SCREAMING#y’all are gettin more Hunter content from me soon; don’t worry LOL
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The new episode killed me so now i’m gonna talk about the toxic doomed yuri (Petrigrof)
Okay so the bus scene, omg the bus scene. I’ve seen a few people criticise Simon for not going with Betty, or even considering going with Betty, and while he’s definitely not perfect, that’s not one of the things to criticise him for (stares at the implied professer/student dynamic)
Simon would never have boarded that bus, it’s just now who he is. Simon is calm and collected (pre-iceking ofc), he thinks things out a lot more and doesn’t make those kinds of impulsive decisions like abandoning his current life for 6 whole months on a complete whim. If Betty had maybe mentioned her feelings earlier, and invited him on the trip, I wouldn’t be suprised to see him go on it. But as it was, Simon had only just been presented with the idea that he was even wanted on the trip, and had 0 time to do anything with that. If their roles were reversed, and it was Simons trip, he would have gone and saw Betty again 6 months later.
Meanwhile Betty is much more wild and impulsive, even in her everyday life (as seen when she litterally chucks a can of cherries at simon instead of just handing it to him or having him come get it) her deciding to abandon her trip and stay with Simon is completely within character for her. She makes more decisions that entirely disregard what she wants all for Simons wellbeing, not because he wants her to do that, or is encouraging her to, but because thats who she is!! Her impulsively is only worsened when Simon comes around because now she has someone to throw everything away for! Someone who, for as much as he loves her, is either too dense or too naive to realise that’s what she’s doing! If the roles were reversed, she probably would have boarded that bus with simon, because that’s who she iss!
Simon and Betty were never going to work out well, even without the Mushroom war and Ice King/Golb junk, Betty constantly sacrificing her ambitions for Simon, and Simon never realising thats what she’s doing, was always going to lead them towards an unhealthy relationship, the only reason that never happened was because of all the magic stuff, they just never had enough time together for their unhappy ending to play out like that.
And all that’s not even mentioning their obsession with one another, ep 8 did make it seem almost as if Simon wasn’t as obsessed as Betty was, but he absolutely was, perhaps not at first but he definitely is now. His entire life is in complete shambles without her, if he wanted too Simon could begin his research again and start a new life in ooo, but he can’t because Bettys not there. He’s so hung up on her that even 12 years later he was still trying to bring her back! He loves her just as much she does, they just don’t show it the same way!
(I mentioned Simon not realising that Betty practically throws her whole life away for him, I don’t mean he doesn’t see her impulsive tendencies, he does, and he loves her for them, he just doesn’t realise how damaging they are)
(Not related to my previous points) But also something about that whole flash back seems odd, it feels like the definition of ‘looking at something through rose-tinted glasses’ the question is just whether he was downplaying his own actions, or Bettys. It’s possible we’ll see Bettys POV of how it went down, but honestly I think that would add more confusion to everything, as she also looks back on their relationship through ‘rose-tinted glasses’, so i’d like to see how they show us what really happened.
They make me want to scream, they’re only gonna get sadder next episode and i am not ready
#sorry this is a mess#i still haven’t recovered from the episodes#god they make me sick /pos#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#fionna and cake spoilers#betty grof#petrigrof#this makes it sound like i’m criticising betty for being impulsive#i’m absolutely not#all girls deserve to be a little insane somtimes#as a treat
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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist#I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed#it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead#it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me#not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together#I’ll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up#nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient
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yeah it’s just a bad pain day haha (<- guy who has felt the same pain level for over a month)
#i am so tired of thiss#i need to get a new job but i feel so shitty and it’s like#i’m waiting to get better even though i know it’s probably only gonna get worse#and my whole family still thinks i’m just being dramatic and attention seeking#but it hurts so much i can barely do anything#it takes me like multiple days to recover from going on long walks#i feel so weak rn like i should have a job or at least be doing something but i just sit in bed all day#and i still feel sick and it’s like why am i even complaining everyone else around me is working and going out and they’re not complaining#i just want to get betterr#ramblings
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they are a happy family
#EDIT: I DREW THIS BEFORE HIM HAVING A DAUGHTER WAS EVEN CONFIRMED WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#actually though#tracy is named after troy’s mom and i did that cause his mom didn’t like him and so he still wanted to honor her so here ya go#i said this on twt but tracy was an after thought do not look too much into her only holding nicks hand troy and nick both adore her#i drew her last#the recovering alcoholic bit is in refrence to my trick fic i’m writing but also a parallel to troy never escaping it#nick isn’t a violent drunk though he’s a depressed ‘i’m fucking done’ then proceeds to feel sick when someone talks to him drunk lol#i’m really insecure about my art be nice#fear the walking dead#ftwd#troy otto#tracy otto#nick clark#ftwd trick#troy x nick#anyway#my art
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Yayyyy ramen with egg!!!! Yayyy autism meal!!!!!
#once again ramen with egg posting#we are out of furikake tho :(#Ik it’s weird but I like to put it on my ramen xD along with the shichimi ofc#also probably gonna get tea and onigiri because I can afford it finally 😭😭😭😭😭#u see this is how I was eating when I had financial stability#not this cereal for two meals a day BULLSHIT RAAAAAAAA#maybe I will gain weight now 🤔 now that I’m not a) sick with covid b) working myself to death and c) starving#oh and also recovering from a tooth issue + surgery that restricted my diet#I also need to start working out again I saw a hot muscle lesbian and was like ok that’s it thays ENOUGh#happy pride your girl needs to make gains#*Raymond voice* MY gains??? MY GAINS??!??!#still the best ending lmao
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happy happy happy Thursday my pumpkins how is everyone doing today
#kendy says#it’s my Friday bc I had already scheduled time off for tomorrow and Monday before getting sick last week and I will take all the time off#like give me a four day weekend to recover plsssssss I’m still not feeling awesome lol
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shit might suck right now for me health and mentally wise BUT at least my doctor said that i should get vaccinated for the rona and flu so i get to do that for free now forever so at least that’s something
#i still haven’t recovered from the sickness my siblings inflicted on me#i’ll be better for a day or two and then i don’t get so much sleep one night#because i haven’t gotten my sleeping pill prescription refilled yet#and then i wake up feeling like shit and full of phlegm#i know it’s the same one because it’s not like i’m out here getting reinfected by anyone#and then my sleep shit snowballs from how late i wake up and how much longer everything takes when im sick#and the only thing that reminded me consistently to take my evening meds is broken#and i have to contact the provider that lent it to me and also i have to contact like seven others for various things#and some of them are easy to get ahold of and some are a nightmare and all is too much#needless to say i’m ‘going through’ ‘it’ as the kids say#AND school on top of that???#i feel bad for being so offline because i feel like im letting people down with the fundraiser stuff#but you can see why i’m like.#i’ll be back when i have my shit together enough that i won’t lose my disability benefits next year#because that’s another fucking sword of damocles i’m oscillating between trying not to think about and having debilitating anxiety over#and i have to apply but i need an updated study plan for that but the guy who is in charge of those#cancelled our appointment so i had to book another one which is a few days before a school related deadline#and i’m probably going to be broke as hell beginning of next year anyway because the benefits renewal process takes on average 6 months ime#and it comes with backpay but i have a old ass senior dog. so that’s going to be fun juggling vet bills 🙃#normally i’d sprinkle this stuff a little here or there but i haven’t been online to do that do you get it all at once
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yknow when you can’t sleep and it makes you want to cry because it’s so frustrating
#I tried to go to bed early why did this happen#I’m getting sick again so I thought I’d give my body more sleep to recover#but now it’s probably worse because I think I only slept a few hours#and I still have to do this big ass assignment today#and I can’t keep from tearing myself apart by my nails#I’m so tired
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I graduated……
✨Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh✨
Woo :). 🎉🎉🎉🎉 🎉🎉🎉🎉 🎉🎉🎉🎉 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊 🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊
#it over now yayyyy!!!#can’t believe I was still sick during my graduation#I’m still recovering both mentally and physically but I might actually draw something new soon.#can’t believe I haven’t actually drawn something new in like 2 weeks huh#what now…… :P#minty speaks
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I’m so over this week actually
#all excited that I got today off because we’re supposed to go on a weekend trip#but then I woke up sick at like 2am and then I spiked a fever at 5 so!#we’ll see if said trip still happens#and I’m still recovering from smashing a dishwasher strainer on my finger !!!
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I did end up practicing for my hearing earlier, but now my throat hurts so badly that I can’t. Hopefully I’ll still have my voice by the morning.
#personal#I’m still sick and getting worse respiratory-wise#but my stomach is getting better#it’s gonna take me some time to recover though
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I LOVE THE
“This is stupid” “You’re stupid” THATS SO FUNNY
Your art is so silly and I love it a lot thank you so much
WHAHSHDJSF THANK YOU!!! My selfship is super self-indulgent (duh lol) and I like to keep it silly, glad you like it ^^ <3
#asks#anonymous#plus since I’m still sick I cant#really draw anything serious rn#while I’m recovering#so fast lil doodles of smth personally comforting#is all I can manage rn <3
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how do people deal with constantly being in pain
#marzi speaks#i’ve only been like this a month so i can’t call it chronic#but spending this long constantly having to ignore some part of my body being in pain#is nightmarish#‘take an advil’ my liver was enlarged when i was admitted to the hospital#it’s since recovered from that but my bilirubens are still high and i want to give it more time before i start taking pain meds again#this isn’t even the worst it’s been i’m just so sick of it
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Well I’m pretty sure I have Covid…
#my mum and brother have it for sure because they tested positive the other day#and despite my not leaving my room I’m now sick#I’m fully vaccinated though so there’s no real need to worry#it’s just fucking annoying that it happened the second I got my damn kidneys under control#I had plans for this weeeeek!#my friends mum is a doctor and apparently the way it works at the moment means I might still be able to do the next weekend stuff#depending on my recovery#which given that my body’s fresh out of kidney exhaustion might not be great though#ah well at least I’ll have time to play not for broadcast once I’m a bit more recovered
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Mom’s surgery went well- she’ll be back tomorrow! I just hope this is the end of this disease for good
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