#I’m so so so so tired
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My parents have decided that they’re coming to help me move next week. And originally they were going to come from Thursday to Sunday. Then from Friday to Sunday and then they apparently just decided without telling me that they were going to do Friday to the following Sunday. Which they only told me because my mom needs help with a zoom call on Monday, which is my office day. So they expect me to just leave work early to come do this because that’s totally something I can just do.
My dad apparently forgot that festival boyfriend was coming on the 10th. So obviously I was pretty fucking upset, because he kept putting off when we were going to tell my mom about him. Which is still kind of moot because obviously they didn’t talk to me about this, because if they did I would have said that no that doesn’t work.
He was going to tell her for me to minimize the amount of screaming. And then he had a bunch of stuff come up so he said will tell her afterwards. But now he wants her either tomorrow or Monday. So instead of actually enjoying the last day of the ren fair, I get to just be stressed and anxious all day. Which is why I wanted him to tell her a couple couple weeks ago.
At least this part will all be over soon. And either she responds well and I don’t have to worry about it, or she responds poorly and it solves a different problem.
#but this is exactly why I didn’t want to wait until this weekend#I really just needed a fun escape#And now I get stress#And I guess they have a lot going on too#But also everything gets dumped on me anyway#I’m so so so so tired#We desperately need these raises so I can do a self funded leave
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All day I’ve been running headlong into each next project. I ran from work to the dentist from the dentist to my second job, from my second job to home where I had to clean up the kitchen and do laundry…it’s never going to end is it? I can’t even eat a proper meal sitting down anymore. I’m sick of being around so many people and I want to hide.
#I’m so so so so tired#Mentally mostly#Also physically and spiritually#I hate everything about my life right now and I have to keep living it to get myself out of this hole#It’ll get better#but for it to be better I have to miserable for years#It almost make me want to spiral again#Spiraling is it’s own misery but at least it’s easy#Auuuuugh!#Okay rant over#I’ll be fine#i will#i just need to keep the momentum going and that’s not fun at all
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I am venting. Cancer cw
Bugs’s mom is dying. I’m convinced it’ll happen this week, it may be a little later. I don’t imagine she’ll last a month though. But within two weeks she’s completely lost the ability to sit up or stand on her own. I’ve been helping her to a bedside commode for about a month now maybe and I’m pretty much carrying her even though I’m barely strong enough to hold her up on my own. She’s waking up every thirty minutes throughout the night and immediately calling us for help regardless of if she actually needs something so neither of us have gotten much sleep the past few days. She’s been having a bit of trouble getting her point across for a while now but now she’s just not making any sense at all.
I don’t know why I’m typing this up, I’m just really overwhelmed. Bugs is having one big prolonged breakdown from the situation and also sleep deprivation so I keep trying to get him to disengage and I’ll just deal with stuff but I’m also on the precipice of a breakdown. Tomorrow he goes back to work after this past weeks break and I physically cannot handle looking after her and our dog who is a puppy at the same time. And I really think bugs needs to take some time off work but any time I suggest it he’s like “I can’t i have to get my kids ready for these three different concerts” and I don’t know how to say “Your fucking mother probably isn’t going to live to see next Sunday, shirk some fucking responsibilities for once”
#i’m so so so so tired#bat gab#I’ve given up a year of my life to take care of this woman and I care for her and love her but it is time.#I feel horribly callous for saying so but none of this is what she wanted out of life
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white americans when you tell them that the idea of climate change as an impending disaster is a reductive first world perspective because it’s a tangible reality for many in the global south already:
#climate change#im TIRED#and i’m saying this as someone who also lives in the US.#im glad that none of you have to worry about your family and friends in other countries dying because of the heat#but this idea that “oh we have to stop it before we reach the extreme” is SO STUPID#because it’s already reached the extreme in some places!!#people are dying in south asia. people are dying in southeast asia. people are dying in africa. people are dying in central america.#people are dying in south america. people are dying in island nations.#what will it take you to care about these people#or will you not care until it’s people who look like you who are dying.
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#comic#first comic on da new pc#and now i go lay down#if you’re wondering why I am so Tired: I have PCOS which leads to chronic fatigue AND I work full time where I have to mask 8 hours a day#and talk to customers on the phone and solve their problems#I’m pretty fucking sleepy most of the time
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guys guys serious question. how does anyone do anything
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I wish butch n femme balls existed. Not to b a fucking sap n a massive dyke but wow. Ugh even. Just wanna wear a gown n stilettos n have my honey greet me w a bouquet before we leave n we wear matching or complimentary jewelry n spend hours on my hair and makeup to impress. N then when we get there my honey will spin me around the room for a brief dance before grabbing something to drink, wine for me n whiskey for her, as we chat w other dykes n celebrate butchfemmeness. Or whatever
#thinkin thots#sorry everyone I’m tired n a lil high after work n feeling DRAB so we r imagining#n listen I know balls r just a flaunting wrath bourgeois thing#wealth#this is just a simple indulgence for the Eve#lesbian#i#femme lesbian#butch/femme#butch lesbian#womp womp
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The true meaning behind FNAF princess quest
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf vanny#fnaf vanessa#fnaf gregory#princess quest#security breach#I actually really like princess quest#especially its main theme is so good#I haven’t done any comics on it just yet because I didn’t know exactly what to do#people still have pretty intense theory fights about PQ#which I never wanna step on toes I’m an artist not a theorist#BUT I GOT this idea#I never really considered how Gregory and Vanessa feel about the game?#I feel like Vanessa in some way knows it’s about her#BUT GREGORY? doesn’t see it#to him she’s nothing like princess BAHAH#TO BE fair she has tired killing him before#kid can’t help but be a lil blunt 🩵
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Charlie: “I’m so glad my most villain-coded friend is at full power again! 🥰💕”
*throws this to you angst goblins like raw steak* ❤️
(No I will not do a part 2!❤️)
#grey art#hazbin hotel comic#hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#hazbin alastor#alastor#auntie grey needs to take a nap now Jesus Christ#I’m really happy this fixation is pushing me to do grand comic projects like this- but I’m TIRED.#😂😂😂#my theory is that alastor wants Charlie’s soul cause she’s insanely powerful or special#and she could probably take him out in one strike#but she would never do that cause she is so sweet and lovely#she’s like a gentle giant in terms of power#but she’s not stupid or childish or meek#she’s such a compassionate leader and good friend I love her so much#and then there’s alastor with his manipulative charismatic energy#I think he’ll underestimate her in the end#man i’m so tired#hazbin hotel fanart
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#need to get it out of me#right now#but i’m too sleepy tired because of work#so. going to kill instead :)#own
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Gaze upon me, and witness my glory!
#im so tired of this painting get me out#im done im doneeee#for some reason i made this canvas big as hell#like 11x17#so i could make this a print. if i was brave.#im not tho so u guys just have to deal with it#tf sentinel prime#ANYWAYS enjoy! I hope you like it!#maccadam#transformers#sentinel prime#transformers one#oh my god I’m so cooked I forgot to add to the end of that sentence#it’s there now
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I don’t even know what words are appropriate in this situation. Something about this situation just doesn’t feel real. We live in an evil world. I sometimes don’t like to believe such things could happen again. But it happens live right in front of us. I’m so sorry for his family and the victim’s family. Neither will get their justice.
Two people were murdered in this case. And neither will get justice because of the unjust and corrupt “justice system”. Racism is so ingrained in our society and yet many will turn a blind eye and deny it still exists. Even in the face of murder.
Governor Mike Parson is a murderer. Shame on him and shame on the Supreme Court for having the chance to save him.
God rest his soul.
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Like the majority of society I’m obsessed with Nimona
And I rewatched it a million times and one thing always sticks out to me
There are moments when Ambrosius is surrounded by light like a little protective bubble
That keeps him away from the man he loves more than anything
#nimona#nimona 2023#ambrosius goldenloin#ballister boldheart#ballister x ambrosius#goldenheart#he always looks so small in these scenes#like the light is going to swallow him whole#it almost looks like a little kid wearing his parents clothes#like he’ll never live up to the expectations society has placed on him#this man is so lonely for the whole movie#poor baby had to figure out everything by himself#he looks so tired in the second picture#the thing that kills me is in the last scene he tries to leave the bubble#but Bal shoved him back in#bubba looks ethereal throughout the whole movie#this movie man#it kills me slowly#I love it so much#I’m gonna go cry myself to sleep now#people from the rise fandom know I only post angst when I’m sleep deprived
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Superbat headcanon:
Clark goes to interview Bruce Wayne. He expects either a flirtation by Wayne or just talking business. What Clark DOESNT expect, is to have Wayne, a multimillionaire/billionaire, info dump about Gray Ghost because nobody else would listen to him talk about it.
Now, when Clark leaves Wayne Enterprises, he knows all the Gray Ghost lore. What is he gonna do with this knowledge? He has no idea. But atleast Bruce looked happy infodumping on him.
#I got tired of the stereotypical ‘OOOO BRUCE FLIRTS WITH CLARK’ so I did this instead#I’m so original#kiachnish rambles#superbat#batman#superman#bruce wayne#clark kent#clark kent x bruce wayne#superman x batman#dc
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never felt lonelier
#i want trans friends i want to do art for a living i want to cook for peopld i actually love#i’m so so so so tired
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Lil thing I had in my head last night so got it sketched up rq on my break. Loosely based on another thing I’m working on but that’s not important rn lol
Bonus:
#cult of the lamb#just a silly#cult of the lamb leshy#cult of the lamb narinder#cotl narinder#cotl leshy#cotl lamb#get along shirt#i’m so tired#pls help
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