#I’m so so sad

[pvlvsdog]

Tumblr deleted over a half of what I wrote for Heath (being asked to go skinny dipping). It just didn’t save. I’m going to go cry. If you wonder why I’ve been silent this unironically happens more often than not cause wonky internet connection. I’m so mad I’m going to start writing those by hand and mailing them out to you /nsrs

[vega-and-me]

Rest In Peace Fair Queen Jellie, ruler of Scarland. May you live forever in the hearts of the community. 😭❤️❤️ 2006-2024

[inkykeiji]

clearly not over him 😔😔😔

[curlsincriminology]

So. Broke down and had full panic attack at work. Had to call my mom to come in to help customers

Today was so bad. Honestly, the whole week was bad. Sales were so awful, and because it’s the beginning of the month and I had to do all the big payments, our bank account is like empty. I haven’t been able to pay myself since January and I can basically put enough on my business credit card to just pay for our next thing

MY savings are wiped, I’m fucking exhausted and the pollen/my seasonal allergies are killing me. I’m just like sad and lonely and I would lovely to just have it all stop

But the thing is customers are raving and reviews are sitting at a 4.9 so idk. Maybe it’s just a matter of time. I don’t know what to do

[starglaee]

Slight Cobra Kai finale spoiler below? I guess?

The urge to watch the Glee season 3 final episodes to make up for the lost fun graduation and prom and more scenes that were never even written into the end of Cobra Kai

[sirofreak]

Big Undivided and some Unsouled spoilers

Aka me being crazy about Grace and Argent’s relationship again (mainly Grace this time)

I’m insane about the fact that the last time Grace canonically sees any part of Argent is in Undivided when she sees Nelson with half of Argent’s face.

Grace sees his face and starts so hopeful but that feeling is immediately shut down when she remembers how their relationship was when they parted ways in Unsouled and how it probably was for years leading up to it. She knows if it really is Argent that their interaction most certainly won’t go well. And somehow, what happens right after is worse and way more horrifying.

Like just imagine all the mixed emotions Grace got from seeing Argent’s face grafted onto Nelson, from seeing the face of her brother, someone who used to beat and berate her, someone who she lived and grew up with all her life, now partially attached to someone she has never ever met or seen before this moment. The fear, disgust, and horror that just comes from seeing something like that, the dread of not knowing if her brother is even alive and the idea that this might be the last reminder she has of him, and the underlying sense of justice and the slight idea that it’s what he deserved for the years of mistreatment.

And now so overwhelmed with all these intense, conflicting emotions, all Grace can do is scream. Scream until she’s tranqed, scream until her vision fades and she falls to ground unconscious. Scream until she can’t because she wouldn’t know what to say or do if she didn’t. Again, this is the last canonical time Grace sees Argent’s, her younger brother’s, face. She hadn’t seen him for months and last thing Grace heard of Argent was news that he’s gone missing during Unsouled. She has no idea if he’s even alive and vice versa and this moment is the closest thing to closure, if you could even call it that, she may ever get.

In conclusion, me when Undivided chapter 31, page 209:

[tally-vi]

yeah i guess we really have parked it haven’t we

[noodles-and-tea]

Our hextech dream….

[scramratz]

Did you know it’s legal in the USA for mattress companies to put fiberglass in their mattresses? They don’t even have to label them! So if you wanna commission me so I can buy a new bed I won’t stop you

[plethodontidae]

guys i physically cannot play another game on my switch omfg. i love you breath of the wild

[bardofavon]

not to be controversial bc I know this is like…not in line with shifting opinions on fanfic comment culture but if there’s a glaring typo in my work I will NOT be offended by pointing it out. if ao3 fucks up the formatting…I will also not be offended by having this pointed out…

‘looking forward to the next update’ and ‘I hope you update soon!’ are different vibes than a demand, and should be read in good faith because a reader is finding their way to tell you how much they love it. I will not be mad at this.

‘I don’t usually like this ship but this fic made me feel something’ is also incredibly high praise. I’m not going to get mad at this.

even ‘I love this fic but I’m curious about why you made [x] choice’ is just another way a reader is engaging in and putting thought into your work.

I just feel like a lot of authors take any comment that’s not perfectly articulated glowing praise in the exact manner they’re hoping to receive it in bad faith.

fic engagement has been dropping across the board over the last several years, and yes it’s frustrating but it isn’t as though I can’t see how it happens. comment anxiety can be a real thing. the last thing anyone wants to do is offend an author they love, and that means sometimes people default to silence.

idk where I’m going with this I guess aside from saying unless a comment is outright attacking me I’m never going to get mad at it, and I think a lot of authors should feel the same way. ESPECIALLY TYPOS PLZ GOD POINT OUT MY TYPOS.

[wineanddineloseyourmind]

the transgender urge to curl up like a small fluffy animal against someone you love’s warm body and make little mewling and sighing and whining sounds as they pet you and praise you for having tried so hard to be human until you fall asleep

[iyamifucker]

“I can fix him” I couldn’t fix him and I don’t want to. I think he grew prone to biting and scratching in order to get by in a harsh world, and to me his resilience is part of what makes him so beautifully himself. I could be kind to him, though. I could show him gentleness. I could, slowly but surely, in the same way one earns the trust of a skittish stray cat, convince him that my touch will never come accompanied by pain. That, around me, he can allow himself to be soft. To relax. I could be the one he associates with warmth and safety, the one he longs to be held by after a hard day. I could be his home.

[timetravelsong]

𝐈𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐈’𝐦 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐭. 𝐈’𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐞.

excerpts from a book I’ll never write

[chloesimaginationthings]

The day FNAF Charlie Emily was shut out..

[xalittlefargonex]

Im back just to complain about watcher