#I’m so sick with this thought
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Johnny Cash’s cover of Hurt paired with John Marston who believes he ruins everything he touches
#I’m listening to it on repeat sobbing#what the fuck#this song always hits#I’m so sick#I’m so sick with this thought#actually stomach churning#why am i like this (i love it)#leo.txt#leo talks to the void#leo talks into the void#red dead redemption#john marston#rdr2#Rdr#rdr1#rdr john marston#rdr john#rdr1 john#Rdr1 john marston#rdr2 john#rdr2 john marston#red dead redemption john#red dead redemption john marston#john marston red dead redemption
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ALNST THOUGHT BEFORE I GO TO CLASS
isn’t it so interesting how ivan — who’s behaviors are one of the most incomprehensible to the other characters in alien stage — felt love that was most human?
he calls his emotions shallow. he acts selfishly to vie for till’s affection. he even died because he couldn’t bare seeing till die without a fight.
mizi, sua, and till were worshipping gods. but ivan was worshipping another human.
a flawed, selfish human.
#i’m gonna be so sick#ivantill continues to ruin my life#i think ivan felt one of the most human emotions in alien stage#but he didn’t know better and only had the godly love of mizisua and tillmizi to compare it too#it’s no wonder he felt like his love by comparison was selfish#ivantill#alien stage#alnst#🦢🍸 thoughts !!#alien stage till#alnst till#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan
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I had a weird fever dream in which whenever Lu ten wanted to refer to both Azula and Zuko at the same time, he called them Zaza
#���#I have very strange dreams and thoughts#even more so when I’m sick#exhibit 1#lu ten#azula#zuko#atla#avatar the last airbender
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one day, in a thousand years
#I THINK I HAUVE COVID#oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives#thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED#I AM NOT IMMUNE#spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf#ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him.#he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything#and his last thought is asking him to wait#and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for#god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it#he who drowned the world#she who became the sun#the radiant emperor#general ouyang#esen-temur#(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again)#my art#not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔#would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom#and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever#id in alt text
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#angry feminist#feminicide#especially tough week#I’m French tho I’m following the trial of the husband & 51 (they could identified on the videos they’re much more)#and what they’re saying to justify themselves (like « the husband gave consent or I thought she was just asleep) make me SICK and what men#are commenting online about this case like they don’t buy it and the classic Not All Men 🙄🤬🤢#the husband said that only 3 out of 10 men refused (and none reported it) to come r*pe his unconscious wife..#men from all ages professions one was a neighbour one had HIV and went back multiple times 🤬🤢 lots have wives & kids some had previous#r*pe convictions (one against in own daughter) and lots were caught with possession of child p*#your boyfriend your friend your ex your husband your relative your neighbor your doctor your teacher…#we’re never safe#I’m so tired but still ENRAGED#feminism#femicide#misogyny#crimes against women#violence against women
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I don’t think I’ll ever get over Jay Ferin
She joined Chip while undercover in order to find out what happened to her sister and give information to RAFT, destroying pirates from the inside
But she got to know Chip, she got to know Gillion. Gillion who had this grand destiny but still traveled with them and seemed, at points, like he hated the path he had to follow. Chip who wanted nothing more than to find Arlin and be free. Travel the world and have a simple life with nothing surprising happening. Chip even said after Lizzie tried to get them to fight with her against the navy that he wanted to just find a place away from it all and him, Jay, and Gillion could enjoy a simple life
Jay started to see that you don’t have to follow the path in front of you if you don’t enjoy it and she could want a quiet life. She could want a life that was hers, no one else’s
She was a traitor. She was terrified to go against her family. Maybe even felt like it was a betrayal to Ava if she did. In the BLOCK she was ready to leave immediately as soon as her dad said so because she couldn’t go against him and she didn’t want her friends to be hurt. In her mind that was the best case scenario. Leave them behind and go back to where she “belonged”
She never wanted to go against her family, but she gained a new one, a better one, and how could she hurt them any more than she already has?
#jrwi#riptide#jrwi thoughts#jrwi riptide#jay ferin#I have so many more thoughts on her#I’m just a little sick so it’s hard to think#but JAY#I love her so so so much#she’s such an amazing character and Condi does absolutely amazing with her#jrwi jay#jrwi chip#gillion tidestrider
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Ok, whatever, deconstructs your funyarinpa into tragic schrodingers cat girl ❤️
#zero escape#zero escape 999#999#9 persons 9 hours 9 doors#akane kurashiki#funyarinpa#so the whole idea behind this is I had a hard time seeing the dog in the funyarinpa puzzle… I thought it was supposed to be a face.#I have very bad vision.#but somehow lol it gave me a sort of art idea! turn silly dog puzzle into 999 art.#I actually sketched this out years ago#I’m really sick right now so I’m trying to go back through old art#since I have very little energy to actually make something#I wanna do something with this eventually#like I’ve got an idea for it#but tbh it’s been sitting in my wips for like two years so#throwing it into tumblr#ze spoilers
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Middle of the night thought that I may extrapolate on much, much later: The next iteration of Leo always has something about them that the previous iteration wanted or was denied of.
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt leonardo#I am too sick and too far back from finishing 2012 and refreshing my memory for 2003 but I feel this in my bones#just look at 87 Leo and compare him to 2003 Leo#see what I mean#even for innocuous stuff like 2012 Leo being really into a space show no one else really cared about then bam#rise has all of Leo’s brothers adoring an old space show much like 2012 Leo’s#idk this is a very in the moment thought and I implore others to run with it if they wanna lol#this sorta happens with the other bros too from what I’ve seen but it’s most apparent with Leo imo#(I’m mostly considering 87 03 12 Rise and even MM in this not so much other media but I bet it still holds)#I’ll get to a lot of the writing blurbs later btw got hit with Sick atm
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Day 1 - Autumn
#fanart#kitos art#alien stage#alnst#ivantill#ivantillweek2024#alnst till#alnst ivan#so I’m participating in IvanTill week on twt rn#and here’s the prompt for day 1#fun fact#I got a cold this week#and the second opt for day 1 was ‘sick’#but I didn’t wanna change last minute#just for the laughs#bc I had already planned on what to do for each day#ps; I flipped the drawing mid process bc I thought it looked better that way; and forgot to repositon Ivan’s fang
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cw: mentions of being on birth control, mention of maybe getting pregnant, scent kink
have you guys ever heard of like…..being attracted to someone’s smell which means you’ll pair together really well??? and there have been cases where people get off birth control and it intensifies the smell and either makes it completely unbearable or even fucking better for the person??? okay THAT but with Bakugou…….,,,
you’re on birth control for whatever reason, and you’ve always pretty much liked his smell. it’s always been distant scents of caramel, a little sharp twang of spice whenever he comes home sweaty. and usually, you’ll let him chase you around the house while you laugh about him needing a shower because he stinks—but it’s all in jest.
and maybe, after a couple years of being with him, you get off of it for whatever reason—you wanna get pregnant, or it’s not serving you anymore, or you just don’t wanna be on it for any longer. and there’s—there’s a certain shift in the air whenever you’re around him.
you feel like a fuckin cat in heat when you stand near him, always pressing your face against the slickest parts of his skin. your nose buried in his palms, pressing sweet and gentle kisses to the hardened skin.
and Bakugou doesn’t understand what the fuck is going on with you, or why you always want to lay in his armpit, but he doesn’t complain much. even when he catches you huffing his dirty workout tanks and wearing his already worn boxers around the house.
but you can’t help it!! you just wanna bathe in his scent—now slick and honeyed and cinnamon—until you pass out from forgetting to exhale. and you’re such a perv about it that he can’t help but tease you—for licking the sweat from his collarbones whenever he’s on top of you. for inhaling where his scent lays stronger on the skin beneath his balls. for burying your nose in his pits whenever he stretches in the morning.
calls you his sick little pervert, getting off to his sweat, tells you how nasty you are for liking something so depraved. but your shame has abandoned you—all you care about and crave is his scent covering you in every way, shape, and form.
#why did I just ***** at the thought of wearing his dirty boxers around the house :((#and him doing a double take so confused but also a little turned on :((#THIS IS SO GWOSS WHY DO I LPBE IT SO MUCJ#most depraved thing ever. WHY THOUGH????#I usually feel zero shame whenever I write but this is making me SHY#anyway I have some dialogue I saved but idk who to pair it with or what situation to write it for lol#also wanna incorporate writing about biting someone when u get overwhelmed#bc I read that in lady k n the sick man and I haven’t been Right in the Head since I fear#anyway anyway. I wanna try trad goth makeup but it’s SO intimidating#but I wanna do it for a cosplay and I think I can pull it off#but I’m also vury scurry#wish me luck 👁️#bakugou treats! 🍬#—new treat in the streets! 🍫
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Frank castle finding one of your plushies left over at his place and sending u pics like this with it everywhere he goes throughout the day </3
#god#having a ‘fun day with dad’ before he brings it back im sick#worms brain worms have infiltrated me I fear#I’m going peacefully#I have so much to write sorry guys I have been on a ugly break#ie I feel ugly and so does my writing but#Frank castle save me#I was gonna ask if any of my followers know who this man is before writing about him but this is for me#and worm#and the other five people here who care#for US#all will be well again soon#I’m sure#🌑 yapping#in these hashtags my god#frank castle I can cook and clean and and and#frank castle#frank castle imagine#frank castle x reader#frank castle thoughts#frank castle fluff#🌑 thots
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I need someone that believes in magic to get ahold of Batman again. He is an overly serious man that runs around in an admitted bat suit fighting a gimmick rouge gallery. And he is doing it because he sincerely believes in a better tomorrow and somewhere along the way we have lost the plot. Batman wasn’t created to punish the guilty that is actually completely antithetical to his beliefs he is not the fucking punisher.
Batman just like wonder woman and Superman primarily wants to save people! sure he doesn’t do it in a sunny way but that is still what drives him. Hell he even goes a step further and actually builds a case he’s not just waiting for criminals to commit the crime he is shutting down smuggling and trafficking rings foiling plots he is a detective! For Christs sake it’s what made him so unique and fun as a superhero.
Also His desire to save people is literally what compels him to adopt Dick, Jason, Stephanie. Cass because he wanted to give these kids a chance, to save them in ways 8year old him wasn’t. Someone who just wants to punish the guilty wouldn’t do that, And now they have turned him into a borderline physically and emotionally abusive absentee parent all in the name of making him an edge lord. Where is the heart! Where is the fucking heart in it all! Where are the kids and the bright colors and the zaniness. Let Batman and Gotham be FANTASTICAL! I’m tired of the greys and the browns.
I’m tired of “grounding a story” meaning sucking all the joy and color out if it. Also superhero stories don’t need to be grounded in your fucking abysmal reality they are literally superheroes they exist outside of reality, let them!
A story does not have to be joyless to have depth and it does not have to be nihilist to be compelling.
I am sick and I am tired of it. 😔
#god I just had to rant because of the new penguin show Oz Cobbs nonsense#relatively small but god I’m just so sick of it#I’m sick of the washed out lighting and the edge lordiness and then calling it new#like this isn’t want they’ve been doing with Batman for decades now#if you wanted to make something new you’d make a Batman detective noir film#I love heath ledgers joker but I miss when the joker was just plain evil just because not a vehicle for “complicated philosophies#also fucking Batman has a whole ass rogue gallery USE THEM! when was the last time we got a fucking live action poison ivy???#I’m sick of superhero shows either being extremely gritty dramas or gratitous violence comedies#where is the goddam HOPE! where is the goddam struggle to keep choosing good despite it all?#spiderverse you’re all we’ve got left 😔#throwing thoughts to the void#I hope fucking James Gunn saves the DCEU cause he’s the only one that seems to kind of get it.#the batman#batman comics#the batfamily#batman#batfamily#batfam#batman meta#batman analysis#bruce wayne#batkids#bat kids#bat family
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I just spent the last 3 hours watching lockwood and co edits. IM SICK. WE WERE ROBBED.
#I thought I was over it but I’m not#I will never be over it#im going to throw up#im so sick rn#it may have been that edit to habits with lockwood lucy and george that did it for me#i don’t know who made that but it makes me want to cry#lockwood and co#locklyle#lockwood and lucy#anthony lockwood#lucy carlyle#george karim#lockwood and george#save lockwood and co#george cubbins#quill kipps#lockwood and co tv show#renew lockwood and co#l&co#holly munro
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green beetle black beetle
#star wars#the original trilogy#boba fett#darth vader#hi. sorry for star war jumpscare. genuinely#i feel like ive kinda been on an art hiatus lately due to health stuff#i got diagnosed with a parathyroid disease recently (wahoo) so now i know why i have been feeling so bad! need more tests though#anyway. in the mean time most of the entertainment my brain can handle has been like. youtube clip compilations of shows and movies#not even the actual shows or movies. literally just sections of them on youtube#i wish i was joking#the only reason i know what happens in succession is because i have watched it in disjointed order in youtube compilations. not joking#anyway so ive learned a lot more about star wars than i ever. thought i would#mostly just the original trilogy and prequels. some of the old comics & books are interesting too#(sick to my stomach) i like darth vader he has like the same personality as ganondorf except he had no good reason for doing anything#when vader/anakin does literally anything weird or unacceptable it like. makes me laugh so hard its like jerma when he sees a car accident#boba fett’s costume design has been rotating in my head a lot too it’s very good#he’s very colorful and like. matte/unpolished compared to vader and it makes them a cool duo visually#those 2 are my favorites. vader why is the space cowboy the only person aside from sidious or tarkin who is allowed to get mad at you#sidious is my 3rd favorite. he sucks so bad as like a person that you just. you have no expectations of him except just being evil#so its just really funny like everything he does is horrible and he’s so happy all the time like good for him#i’m making it sound like ive never seen star wars before. i have i just never really cared about it until i got an endocrine disorder lmao#but yeah idk art may continue to be slow while im figuring out treatment stuff#if anyone reading this also has or has had hyperparathyroidism im wishing the strength & radiance of 1000 beautiful horses upon you
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not really here anymore
#twf#the walten files#the walten files fanart#twf fanart#susan woodings#twf susan#the walten files susan#twf4#the walten files 4#god#u have no clue how crazy that episode made me feel and how much it made all that Wait worth it. it was everything I’ve been killing to see#art#digital art#procreate#fanart#doodle#i wanna draw more 4 fanart but DRAINED BURNT OUT IM SICK AND BUSY UUUEJEJEGJJJHHHH I HATE DRAWBACKS SCREW EVERYTHING#also moving soon just don’t know what day cuz my dads friend needs to sort a bunch of stuff out#Also omg tysm for the 23 saves on my Susan playlist this is my dream as a Susan fan I feel so great I’m also super happy that many thought#of me when watching twf 4#yipeee
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The whumpee developing an allergic reaction to adhesive in their bandages.
#guess what happened to me#I thought it was my stitches healing but it got so bad I wanted to claw my skin out#but I got it fixed! put the bandages on backwards and now I’m wayyyy better#whump#injured#whump tropes#whump ideas#whump prompt#whump scenario#allergy whump#sick#illness
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