#I’m so mentally ill man
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When I made this i was rly supposed to be doing stuff and man am I a procrastinator because instead of doing what I was needing to do I made this- woooo
#help me#I’m so mentally ill man#and tired#I haven’t had proper sleep since forever#kingdom hearts#kh isa#saïx#isa#kh#isa my beloved#is this angst??#idk#I just saw a pic and Pinterest and went#“SAIX’’#and started drawing#I won’t count it as angst unless someone tells me otherwise#most proud of this tho :)#also if someone has read this far#cookie#🍪#:)#be blessed with lovely dreams#mine
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“Take my right eye.”
“Excuse me?”
“Since I’ve already staked it once.”
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“If you lose one of your eyes, won't your combat ability deteriorate? Why would you take such a loss because of me?"
"If I had to choose, I'd choose you, Han Yoojin-gun."
#ARE YOU PICKING UP WHAT I’M PUTTING DOWN WITH THE EYE METAPHORS#(im mentally ill)#also yall. please ignore the fact that this trend is like six months old.#and also??? was like exclusively a trend on tiktok rather than here but the tiktok tsctir fandom is ABYSMAL#so i’m chucking this baby into the void#first (roughly.) rendered piece ever as i figure out how to function digitally which i hope explains the drastic art style change#which may only seem drastic to me idk (can you tell i’m nervous posting this lol)#anyways uh something something OLD MAN YAOI !!#except neither of them are old#so i guess it’d just be…man yaoi#tsctir#the s classes that i raised#han yoojin#sung hyunjae#sctir#s classes that i raised#my s class hunters#jinjae#vaguely liverleaf because of crossover reasons#my art#CW BLOOD#JUST REALIZED I FORGOT TO TAG THAT I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE
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I skip all Hiccstrid scenes in Rtte because buffstrid is not canon💔
#am i mentally ill?#maybe#but do I also possess the power to redraw Hiccstrid scenes with buffstrid#yes#I do#hiccup#Astrid#hiccup x astrid#biblically accurate hiccstrid#hiccstrid#buffstrid#httyd#Rtte#shit post#I wish I was joking#I’ve fried my brain to the point where I just cannot watch them#and if I’m being honest a lot of the Hiccstrid scenes are kind of hard to watch anyway😭#don’t get me wrong I absolutely love the ship#however#they make me kringe#yes kringe with a k#because the normal ‘cringe’ word is used too often and too negatively just to insult people having fun#So I’m using kringe and hoping it doesn’t already mean something extremely offensive#okay I googled it it’s fine#I am now dubbing ‘kringe’ to be a friendlier version of ‘cringe’ and only to be used in a situation where you are expressing your opinion -#-and not directly insulting someone else just because they’re a little different#what the fuck was I originally on about#oh yeah I kind of find canon Hiccstrid kringe#hot take mayhaps?#idk my opinion man🤗
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sun hasn’t even risen yet and I’m feeling so emotional about how Dan is living proof that growth takes time but is so worth it and sometimes you don’t work through the hard stuff until you’re well into adulthood bc just getting by took enough energy and you simply didnt have the tools yet and we now know that things got so dark for him and im sure the darkness will come again bc that’s how these things go but now he’s smiling with his crows feet and laugh lines and silly clothes bc now he can love his body enough to put it in silly outfits before going out into the world and he’s goofy and playful and in love and idk guys life can be so defeating and it sure was for him at times but here he is this gleaming imperfect beautiful example of work and growth and acceptance and self love
#love you Dan I’m sorry that I’m such a sap about Dan#but idk man it’s 15 yrs and he was just a boy and then he was just a scared mess#trying to keep everything under control#and now he doesn’t have to bc he’s safe in himself#and Liam’s dead and maybe that tangentially has something to do with how I’m feeling#bc man I’ve lost so many people to mental illness#and I know it’s so complicated and to use that broad stroke categorization to describe something so personal is simply wrong#but it’s also not all that complicated we just need to feel safe and worthy and loved and need to have enough space in our psyche for hope#enough space to imagine a tomorrow. and when you don’t have that it’s so hard to just keep on trudging through the mess. but it is worth it#and the fog clears#dan and phil#dan howell#me yapping
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there might be a spider somewhere and that’s enough for me to be paranoid
#HOME INVASIONS GOT MY BROTHERS DYING/ref#I don’t think ppl understand me when I say I’m paranoid#I cant go to sleep in my room. I can’t sit down. I can’t eat. I can’t pick up anything. I can’t move. I cry.#I need to be in an open space in case I feel like running. I can’t be near my bed. I can’t open or close doors.#I dont even feel safe when I’m not moving but I also don’t feel safe when I’m moving and ceilings scare me#I’m actually so scared as I write this bc I’m sitting down at my desk trying to eat but what if the spider is under my desk or on my chair#Or literally anywhere possible. Maybe it’s behind my pc or iPad. Or on the shelves. It could be anywhere close to me.#This is the typa behaviour I be showing and my parents still don’t take me to the psychologist man#My ma doesn’t believe in phobias or mental illness#Jesus Christ this is all because of a spider that was in my bathroom this morning#Also I’m eating spaghetti with cheese for the first time
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Ok I really gotta stop drawing this guy’s skinsona😭😭.. (ignore the bird.. pretend she isn’t there)
why do you have a gingersona as well?? 😭
#I’m so freaking done with this FREAK he’s like barely a character in the original game!!!!!#He’s just some silly voice lines and some edgy text on the level cards😡😡😡😡#I mean that is characterization… but like I don’t think he’s like.. an official character.. you know?#Believe it or not but I actually didn’t really like the demon theory at first#But then when I was first drawing p1 dude I was like “ok do I really want to portray this guy as a crazy violent mentally unwell man?”#Obviously I didn’t like that bc I’m mentally ill as well so I drew the idiot demon and now I’m in nightmare autism land#Anyway uh headcanon related to a drawing:: I think the demon used to be a guardian angel! That’s why his angel form resembles a human#Don’t know how this guy fell out of heaven exactly but he sure did fall.. they took his damn eye out with the halo😭 good lord! A bit brutal#I would love to speak about my thoughts on the demon but I’m not sure if anyone wants to read that.. 🤷#postal 1#postal 1997#postal 97#postal demon#digital art#digital drawing#digital doodle#doodle#doodles#drawing#drawings#art#my art#fanart#fan art#(I think he would have more skinsonas then that.. he’s a shapeshifter!!)#(Well in my headcanon he is…)#Oh I just realized I gotta tag the redux😭#postal redux#postal redux dude#redux dude
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Can I come over and do yard work while you sip a lemonade and gaze at me longingly
#art#digital art#my art#illustration#fallout new vegas#fallout#fallout yes man#fnv oc#fnv fanart#yes man fnv#fnv courier#oc x canon#I’m so fucking Ill MENTALLY#I sincerely apologize for so much zephman content recently.#I don’t even like these guys (lie)#text is from a silly meme :p#kelp
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“Lmao why are you fictionkin are you insane. Imagine thinking you’re a character irl what’s wrong with you” have you considered I can do whatever I want
#lemon man talks#Have you considered I didn’t choose to be fictionkin also#Not my fault! Hope that helps#And also there’s nothing wrong with it + it’s harmless + not your problem + I’m mentally ill + shut up#People try not to shame others for their identity impossible challenge#This is why I have so much trouble accepting myself and feel embarrassed about being things I don’t have control over#I would be crucified if my irl friends knew I’m fictionkin#I would be bullied to death dude#They accuse each other of being therian as a bullying thing like. Um I’m not therian but I don’t think that’s funny#Just a thought! Don’t shame people for their identity#All of those things you’re calling cringe and shaming are harmless and you’re being an asshole#🌻 | fictionkin stuff
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a pocket Isaac. Just, a pocket Isaac. He could stump on flies and small insects and shoot down flys and mosquitos.
I wish I could complete hardcore mode on dead space 2 but good god I barely managed to finish it on normal. Perhaps one day I’ll get the foam finger. One day…
There’s like five people that love Isaac the same way I do I want to hear Your opinions on him. Why is he your favorite?
#dead space#dead space 2#isaac clarke#pocket version of the man I’m obsessed with.#i’m obsessed with him#i need him so bad#Can you tell I’m mentally ill?#tell me about your day#or him
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So in my long analysis post I briefly touched upon this cloaked figure that we see, and how we don’t know who they are.
Well, I was wondering about who this was, and I realize that none of the (current) villain’s outfits match this figure
Long story short: I am a little bit of a dumb dumb and did not realise we did actually see this outfit: the temple guards.
(Others have pointed this out, I’m just a little silly and slow, sorry y’all. I think the fact that the Temple guard minifig doesn’t look much like the canon thing threw me off a little?)
This probably isn’t anything new for most people because it wasn’t a hard thing to figure out, so this is moreso for me, but I’m still curious about the color palette of this character.
Up above I did a bunch of color splotches of Lloyd’s outfit in that night setting and how it would look in normal light. White becomes a sort of grey-blue, and the green becomes darker too. However, Lloyd’s skin is still clearly yellow. What ISN’T yellow is the outfit of the other person, which should be assumed if we were to think they are just a normal Temple Guard in the middle of the night. No, if this outfit was in daylight, it would very likely be some sort of purple. Not to mention that the dots, while green in daylight, appear to become red.
What do I think this means? …I’m not quite sure, but I kind of doubt this is just a normal Temple Guard gone bad. I think it’s much more likely that this is one of the bad guys trying to sneak into the Temple City (I’m pretty sure one of the leaked descriptions said something about a thief? I’m not sure.). As said, I’m assuming this clip is from the Feast episode, which would make sense: someone trying to steal something while everyone else is distracted at a big dinner is quite literally Basic Heist 101 (go read Six of Crows y’all). The fact that, whoever this is, put enough effort in to either make themselves Temple Guard armor, or steal some and I guess recolor it, means they were putting quite a lot of thought into this. Whoever they are, they’re being smart about their plan, and were almost 100% not expecting to fight with Lloyd.
#idk i just can’t think of it being someone from ras’ team??#in all honesty? i keep thinking jay.#the way the figure fights feels a little too effective against lloyd to me#and he would definitely not be expecting to have a fight against someone who’s trained as a ninja#(even if jay has amnesia i still like to think he knows how to fight)#((i’m sadly not mentally ill enough to go cross reference this with a jay fist-to-fist fight scene sorry y’all))#and those temple guards seem to mostly be trained with blaster things#the feast episode is ep 13. that would seem like a good time to introduce a new character#who can still be mysterious throughout the rest of the season while also getting revealed at some point.#i need to go to sleep i am so unwell about this shit man#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#ninjago dr#ninjago dr s2#ninjago spoilers#ninjago teaser#lloyd ninjago#ninjago lloyd#cablysis
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I can’t tell what’s funnier dennis being queer this whole time or glenn acting dennis Like That under the full assumption he seems straight
#that’s a fruity little man#he’s just so queer#beyond the meta and subtext like even just. his mannerisms#plus the venn diagram of queers and mentally ill ppl is a circle so atp if someone had a mental illness i’m dwayne johnson eyebrowing them#brought to you by a mentally ill queer who totally does not let their personal perspective skew their perception of the world#dennis reynolds#iasip#macdennis#charden#it’s always sunny#it’s always sunny in philadelphia
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Okay I’m seeing a lot of “Stolas shouldn’t have sprung everything onto Blitzø all at once and he should’ve given Blitzø time to process” but 1. This talk was soooo long overdue that it’s better that Stolas was as clear as possible and got everything off of his chest because their communication has been pretty awful thus far and 2. Blitzø was kinda the one who started heavily insulting Stolas while following him down the hallway? I don’t blame Stolas for teleporting Blitzø out, they both were very hurt in the conversation and anything further said probably wasn’t going to help the situation at all. I just hate how the fandom has to make one or the other into the bad person in the relationship like???
#// it’s like these people don’t know relationships can be very messy#// especially between two people dealing with a lot of mental instability#// which is a whole other rant#// where people bring up how Blitzø is mentally unwell whilst forgetting that Stolas isn’t that much better#// mans has clinical depression and is an abuse survivor#// like can we not compare people’s illnesses and experiences pls#// hell they aren’t even real but I feel like people do this with real people too and it makes me so mad#// btw I keep forgetting this whole interaction happened while Stolas was off his happy pills#// I’m literally in pain#helluva boss spoilers#full moon spoilers#stolitz#spoilers#shut up marv#antis dni
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HIS HANDS HIS HANDS HIS HANDS HIS HANDS
#put them around my neck#I want this dilf#he’s so hawt#guns n roses#music#gnr#rockstar aesthetic#gunners#axl rose#idol#1980s#william bruce rose jr#axl gnr#gunsnfuckinroses#axl rose guns n roses#w axl rose#80s rockstars#80s bands#the 80s#axl rose is god#i want this man so bad it’s not even funny anymore#i’m mentally ill#redhead#singer#rock band#hard rock#fuck me to death#appetite for destruction#chinese democracy#use your illusion
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GHOVIE SPOILERS BELOW CUT
hey. Hey guys .
Ghost . Hey guys i recreated that one scene pretty much but its frater imperator and I’m actually truly not that good at art (I love frater . Help mee.)
#save me white boy#save me rat man#save meeee#ghovie#i’m so mentally ill#rite here right now spoilers#ghost bc#rite here rite now#ghovie spoilers#ghost band#ghost bc fanart#ghost band fanart#the band ghost#copia emeritus#copia ghost#copia#frater imperator
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When I find myself in times of trouble, South Park comes to me, speaking words of wisdom,
Whump the boys.
#I love to be evil#also yes I’m a fucking Beatles enjoyer I#maxwells silver hammer supremacy btw#one of my wips is that Kenny death on god it’s making my ass emo#PCE shut up about the OJV challenge#I actually did cry writing STATANS DIALOGUE in the beginning bc I’m a sensitive little fuck#probably next PCE drop will be the tolkyle omegaverse Whumpshot bc I’m unhinged and mentally ill#I have too many fic ideas man#most of them are Kyle ships let’s be so fucking fr#I’m abt to be a grown ass woman writing sp whump at the dinner table how mad are my dad and stepmom gonna be#for the record they’re already upset with me for (tw)*relapsing* Ayo#hey at least I got a job today#we’ve established that drunk PCE is clumsy as fuck and I’m covered in embarrassing bruises but hey man. I can injure some fictional dudes#that always helps
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People talking about how it’s so gross and wrong for people to find Nosferatu attractive and view it as a romance is driving me INSANE
#‘when they talk about the end scene but don’t realize it was a sacrifice’ can I introduce you to the word dichotomy#‘I’m really worried for the people thirsting over Nosferatu he’s literally an abusive rotting corpse’ I’m going to scream#ITS BOTH#ITS SEXY AND HORRIBLE#HE IS A REPRESENTATION OF HER EMBRACING THESE ‘HORRIBLE’ THINGS ABOUT HERSELF#YES HER AND THOMAS ARE DEEPLY IN LOVE AND HIS LOVE FOR HER IS PURE AND GOOD AND IMPORTANT#HE DOESN’T UNDERSTAND HER#HE SEES THIS AND LOVES HER BUT FINDS IT HORRIFYING#THERE IS A PART OF HER THAT FINDS IT TANTALIZING#like babygirl have you never struggled with mental illness and felt like the lady from the yellow wallpaper or is that just me#also Nosferatu is like…baby’s first monster for Monsterfuckers#Belos walked so that Nosferatu could run#i love me an ancient rotting toxic man#we know this#but there’s some monsters that I don’t even understand wanting to fuck#I do not understand the pearl clutching#nosferatu 2024#nosferatu spoilers#nosferatu#ellen hutter#thomas hutter
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