#I’m so lonely yall
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When Angel went on their business trip, David realised for the first time just how much they meant to him, and the importance of their presence in his life.
Although at that point they’d only recently moved in together, their routine felt so normalised to him that he forgot how he used to be when he lived with Asher in that small apartment.
The morning after he sent them off at the airport, he woke up to silence. It felt so wrong. The space next to him on the bed was cold, and the room felt dark somehow. He wasn’t bombarded with kisses and pleas to stay in bed despite it being a weekend, and he didn’t feel the warmth of their body against his where Angel would always be attached to him, clinging to him like a backpack.
He walked to the kitchen. The tiles felt cooler than usual. The room was silent. He made two servings of pancakes before he realised he didn’t need to. One of them already had whipped cream and sprinkles on top, just as Angel had always liked it.
He cursed at himself. This wasn’t helping at all.
The house was so empty, so quiet, so dark. He had no reason to open his mouth and talk to anyone.
He was alone.
He missed Angel.
He counted down the days until the nightmare would end, and he’d have his reason for living back in his arms again.
#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted headcanons#redactedverse#redacted david#redacted angel#fitting cuz I’m leaving tomorrow#if only I had a David that would miss me this much lol#I’m so lonely yall#and touch starved
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hangster but every time they drive somewhere and they pass a flower field jake makes them stop so he can pick bradley a bouquet. bradley lets him because his dad used to do the same for carole, and he hasn’t told jake yet
#ILL💅🥰#hangster#me and fucking who…#i’m very lonely and wanting a bf right now and so yall might see some sappy ass shit for the next few days🤲
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Since it’s pride month, one of you talented people should make an LGBT gifset of all the canon queers in the 911 universe like L(Hen, Karen), G(TK, Carlos, Josh, Tommy), B(Buck, Nancy), T(Paul).
There certainly are more characters that I forgot so please don’t mind me being stupid
I just think it would be neat. If anyone makes it, please tag me, I’d love to see it
#I think I just put the ones who are currently on the show but yall do whatever you want#also I’m certain there are characters with the other letters that I’m just blanking out on so don’t come at me#911 abc#911#lety rambles#evan buckley#tommy kinard#nancy thompson#paul strickland#henren#henrietta wilson#karen wilson#josh russo#tk strand#carlos reyes#bucktommy#tarlos#911 lone star#kinkley#kinley#tevan#firepilot#firefly
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when you catch up with the one piece anime are you gonna read the manga?
i would if i knew where to read the manga😭 i don’t know where you guys read it so if you have a website please lmk!
#lonely speaks#please let me in yall!#i don’t wanna keep dragging this out cuz i’m bad at not binging op#it’s so good#one piece
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Yall, Thunder is such a damn good looking horse.
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I FUOND YOU FROM PAPAYARTWINKS I LOVE UR BSCKGROUND
HAHA I WIN.
Thank youuu 🤭 it’s like my fave pic of my boys. My dad helped me pick it out.
THABK U FOR THE ASK
and thank u @papaya-twinks my best amiga 🥰
#asthmatic posts#asthmatic yapps#WE GOT AN ASK YALL#THE DAY OF THE LORD HAS COME#WE HAVE AN ASK LMAO#(I’m so lonely 😭)
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Half Latino Jace 😚
#watch me make his dad Hispanic yall can’t stop me#I think about this elf man so much someone stop me#I think the name Jace at least once a day and I haven’t stopped since may#Brennan what kinda crack did you put in him that he spoke like 3 times and I’m out here like mhm mhm Hispanic father elven mother messy#divorce two siblings he’s a middle child but not before he was the baby and then had to learn to be a big brother in the present#he’s lonely and maybe he has a drinking problem and he’s old (he’s not in half elf years but god he feels old) he trusted the wrong person#he died he fell in love with his murderer but also met his soulmate in his best friend and he loves them both and maybe all he needs are#the two of them a big glass of white wine and to sit on the couch and watch his little shows#when he’s not doing that he is a veteran educator and good god does he care for his students bc Jace likes teaching and he loves magic#jace stardiamond#dimension 20
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#random and emo and will prob delete but#sometimes i feel so lonely in this fandom 😔😭#like amongst the writers of this fandom I mean#like it feels like all the cevans writers are friends with each other and I’m the local weirdo on the other side like 🤠#obv I talk to some people and am mutuals with some people whom I loooove but like#idk I’ve always felt this low-key 😂😂😂#it’s bc I’m so awkward and I think that they all think I’m annoying#like I automatically assume most of the big writer blogs hate me lol#which is deffo just in my head and I’m insane yall know im fucking insane and jump to conclusions 😂😂😂#but idk sometimes I just feel sooo lonely#well not LONELY bc I love my anons and my mutuals and I’m always on here yapping about something or the other 😅😅#but I feel like I’m not part of that amazing writer community where everyone’s friends with everyone#MAYBE BC I NEVER FUCKING TALK TO ANYONE BUT THAT IS BC I AM SCARED SO I NEVER PUT MYSELF OUT THERE#😭😭😭😭😭#but yeah lol#no fr tho why can’t I be normal lmaoooo
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i think it’s so bold for guys in relationships to expect u to a) respond & b) think ur going to meet while ur visiting like … u think i came here to sleep w some taken man ? 😭🤢
#stream#girl ur own man don’t even want u which is why yall ain’t fuckin#i’m so bitter#bc i’m tired & lonely & also without weed#& not allowed to drink bc it makes me too fucking dizzy w this medication#but it’s fine i’ve only had 150mg benadryl today so i’ve enough for tomorrow before idk#apparently it’s so easy to od on ???? it’s in top 15 drugs most od’d on ????? ALSLLSLLSKLALSLAKSLA LIKE WHAT#i still love benadryl idc
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There’s no fucking way I got into school mandated classic lit yaoi again why the fuck does this keep happening……

[Literally praying that we read page 222 in class I need to see everyone’s reaction to that.
Also, Bromden is literally me. Bro will start talkin about his paranoid delusions and how the Shadow Government is controlling him and I’ll be like “ONG TWIN 🫡🫡🫡”
That may or may not have some implications on my current mental health status.
ALSO also, I finally changed my signature. I no longer want to be associated with the same thing I used to mark the yaoi hentai I drew in middle school. That ain’t me. I’m a changed man. Like hell I’ll ever find it again but the important thing is that I’m moving on.
#one flew over the cuckoo's nest#ofotcn#idk how else yall tag this#rp mcmurphy#r.p mcmurphy#randle p mcmurphy#idk what his middle name is lmao#chief bromden#does unc have a first name#like do we ever learn it#stop tryna be MYSTERIOUS bro I need to STACK UP ON LORE 🙄🙄🙄#bromc#asylumshipping#that’s what I’ve been callin this#if there’s another ship name just slide it my way#I’m gettin desperate here#there’s like two people who make fanart and only 25 fics on AO3#and at least two of them aren’t in English#please chat it’s so cold and lonely here please#ACs art tag#R definitely said somethin like#‘I……think we should go to sleep now’#and then they never talk about it again#or they start makin out sloppy style idk#my B doesn’t have a mouth tho so idk how that’ll work#I’ve actually been contemplating that but for any blank featured characters I draw in general#like it’s a thematic thing they don’t DON’T have a mouth it’s a metaphor#but also how#y’know??
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#My only friend in my six cast is one of the techies and I’m glad I’m friends with this techie but I’m so lonely yall#Our head tech was grudging with me today cause I forgot to take my mic out to the table yesterday so I had to replace batteries#Lollll#it was freezing today#Also my mic kept coming over my ear and I was boutta scream#That’s almost as annoying as when it’s too tight
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no bc while i’m in agony abt lone star ending it gave me an excuse to find a new special interest and this special interest makes MUSIC which means EDIT AUDIOS for season 5
yall just WAIT for the tarlos edit im planning with this song guys
#i’m also learning korean to sing this song#because it’s so beautiful#911 lone star#trick talks lone star#the lone star stray kids crossovers over the next three months will go CRAZY yall#trick talks stray kids#i love my gay people and u don’t know which one i’m talking abt#be READY#carlos reyes#tk strand#911ls#trick edits lone star#Spotify
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several mutuals who I usually talk with everyday have all gone nearly radio silent and it’s so eerie
#is everybody okay…. I’m worried about yall#tumblr feels so lonely and quiet these past few days#depeche or psb fans! please chat with me!
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It’s time for some mindless rambling about the ghosts that haunt my fire house. One of them we all know who it is: he was a firefighter here, among the first group of firefighters to go from volunteer to paid when the department switched from a volunteer department to a paid department. He was a fun loving jokester who everyone loved with a kind soul- though he died a year before I was hired while doing off duty community service. I never met him, but I’ve come to know him through stories and a little bit through sharing a fire house with his ghost. He’s fun ghost. A kind ghost. He makes lights flicker and taps on walls in the wee hours of the night. And when you address him and say “hey man, I’m tired. It’s been a long day. I want to sleep. Could you please cut it out.” The tapping stops and he leaves you alone for the night. He is here because he wants to be. He comes to hang out and mess with the friends he left behind, and the friends he never got to make in this life.
And then there’s the other ghost. They are older and have been here for a long time. No one knows who they are or why they are here. Some people don’t even know they exist. Some people attribute all of the ghost like activity to the previously mentioned firefighter. But when you spend enough nights here you learn the difference between the two. You feel the difference. This other ghost- they linger in the shadows, they hide in the corner of your eye, you feel them behind you when you walk not so alone down the hallway. You feel them in the uneasy prickling of the hairs on the back of your neck. And that is what they are: uneasy. They pace the empty halls and sometimes they don’t do it quietly. You can hear heavy boots walking down the hallway outside your door. You chalk it up to your partner getting up for something in the night, but then in the morning you talk to eachother only to discover neither of you got up. And you certainly didn’t have your boots on.
#ghost#ghosts#work talk#I’m so very curious about this other ghost#only very recently came to the conclusion that there two#the realization just sort of struck me#when ghosty things happen there is a distinct difference between the vibes you feel#you either feel lighter and less lonely or you feel incredibly uneasy and like someone is watching you and not in a good way#and I don’t think the second ghost is bad by any stretch of the imagination#I just think they are restless and perhaps a little tired#I think they want to move on but can’t#anyway this kinda makes me sound crazy#but yall I have STORIES#these ghosts are real
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#i love Avatar#and i love majority of the community#but i cannot handle some of the drama that pops up#Or the growing clicks in servers#like ‘ah yes i learned Na’vi im so cool’#yeah good for you#dont make others feel bad for struggling#also the art of fan clans that dont make sense of rip off from other REAL cultures and disrespect it#The reason i only share my fan clan with certain people is cause of this#the other is that people don’t take the time to read and are visual learners#Should i practice drawing? yes#but I’m a writer at heart and wanna share but no one wants to r e a d#Also any ‘Official’ Avatar servers can suck my spike#Yall say you’re accepting but only to those who become popular and leave everyone else in the dust#I wanna make more Avatar friends#I’m lonely#But I’m also cautious because of this stuff#avatar#avatar 2009#oh well#i suck at drawing#james cameron's avatar
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I am asking once again for RP partners in the Outsiders fandom who are 18+ would like to RP with me on discord. I am in the trenches and I love to RP so if there’s anyone above 18 in the fandom who’d like to RP with me pls feel free to dm me or ask me in the ask box!!!
#liz.txt#i’m so bored#i’m in the trenches#the outsiders#the outsiders 1983#the outsiders musical#the outsiders fandom#pls yall I don’t bite#i love to rp and rave about the outsiders#I’ve had a lot of age drama in the past so please be sure you’re over 18 to rp with me. my age is in my bio on my page#I’m actually a kind person once you get to know me#I don’t have any triggers when it comes to rping on discord#just be sure you’re over 18 years and we should be good#feeing lonely#i need more friends
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