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FEDEX IS GIVING ME ANOTHER CHANCE I CANNOT BELIEVE IT
#I’m so happy u don’t even know#kurt says#I went to a job fair today and saw my old manager and talked to him and he said he’ll give me another chance and I hugged him 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#i almost cried
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happy pride month here’s my contribution of trans nanami who didn’t transition until after he left jjtech and so when he comes back a brick shithouse it throws everyone for a loop. the group chat and i have dubbed this pre-t version of him nananiña. naniña for short
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#art#nanami kento#haibara yu#ieiri shoko#gojo and geto r there but they’re not important in this. they’re just being assholes#naniña u will always be so famous to meeee. she’s rly cutesy poop#i’m kinda obsessed i have so many comic and drawing ideas. both trans related and just daily life#nanami and haibara i need to draw them more and don’t even get me started on nanami and shoko#god u guys those two have always been rly important to me i refuse to believe they’re not really good friends.#shoko is thrilled to have another ‘girl’ around i think she drags nanami on impromptu outings just the two of them much to gojos chagrin#his fomo can’t handle it#anyway i also firmly believe shoko is the first one nanami comes out to. it would’ve been haibara but i imagine nanami never got the chance#to tell him cuz. well u know#anywho i’m yapping happy pride month everypony
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potentially hot take but this is a pet peeve of mine
#listen. anyone can write whatever they want and idc I don’t have to engage with it. all power to them!!!!#it’s not even an automatic click-off for me or anything#i just… why. I don’t get it#like… that’s literally one of THE most iconic traits of the entire character. of the entire concept of the SHOW even#and you’re just gonna??? get rid of it??? hello????? the entire basis that John and Arthur’s relationship is made from????????#really????????? possibly the most tender part of their relationship???????#you don’t wanna write fluff about John reading him books and describing things and guiding him????? really?????????#it’s just so boring to me. I don’t understand the appeal#like yeah obviously Arthur as himself would definitely prefer to get his sight back#but as a concept like….#something ab the whole ‘happy ending = the disabled character gets ‘fixed’’ thing just leaves a bad taste in my mouth#why do u have to fix them. why cant they just be disabled. do you think people can’t be happy and be disabled???#idk maybe it’s not that deep. and still I don’t really care that much#it’s just the vibes. I don’t vibe with it.#and I’m sure there’s some actual annoying as hell discourse in the fandom ab it which I have zero interest in engaging in#but I had to have my little petty bitch moment#bc blind Arthur is everything to me. ESPECIALLY in a jarthur context.#anyways thank u for coming to my Ted talk#malevolent#arthur lester#if anyone wants me to tag this as smth Iemme know
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Dick genuinely doesn’t have a favorite sibling, he’s like the parent that says “I love all my children equally” and you believe it, he actually loves them all equally. He’s been trying to convince them that for the last few years, they don’t believe him, so he does what he has to, he says it’s Steph and let’s her deal with it.
#someone tries to say ‘she isn’t even really ur sister’ and Steph chews them out#‘oh so u think just cuz we’re not blood related we can’t be siblings’#‘oh so you’re calling me unimportant’ ‘oh so yourself saying all I am is a nuisance that hangs around you even though you don’t want me to’#‘oh are you saying I’m a leech that’s sucking off of this family’s happiness and love’#no one ever tries that again after that#so now whenever anyone brings it up all she has to say is ‘why wouldn’t I be his favorite? I’m funny#I’m pretty and I’m the best one here’ and no one can argue with that#so they just don’t#and Steph know she ain’t actually the fave she just lives for the drama#and dck is never bothered about it again#dc comics#comics#robin#batfam#dick grayson#bruce wayne#jason todd#damian wayne#tim drake#duke thomas#cassandra cain#stephanie brown
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half the time I think “oersted and streibough are strong narrative foils” it’s like, a complex and well constructed thought about how they bring out each others worst qualities. and the other half of the time, well, it’s just This Image
#live a live#live a live spoilers#yeah I’ll maintag this fuck it#unpopular opinion but I like that wizard#I think if someone has that complex of a haircare routine circa 1400 u have to respect it even if they’re kind of an awful person#and he’s got just enough sympathetic qualities to be compelling#and I think livealive is a better game for having a Wizard Cuckoldry Plotline like literally who else is doing it like them#my complex thoughts are mainly abt how streibough being a fundamentally selfish character highlights oersteds complete lack of self regard#like. streibough’s at least being evil to further his own concrete goals#odio’s ideals are pretty flimsy and don’t actually make him happy. so ultimately he’s more just blindly self destructive and nihilistic#it’s not a super common character dichotomy but I think it’s rly strong#that’s all I’m gonna put in the tags but do know that I’m literally always thinking about this#feel free to reach out for more of Julia’s LiveALive Thoughts (please please please please)
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I am literally over the moon rn TYSM @lovebugexe FOR THIS ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL COMMISSION. U SHOULD COMMISSION BEA IMMEDIATELY. like im soso happy best day of my life 🥹🫶🏽💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
#IM SO INSANE U DREW HIM SO CUTIE PIEEEE IM SO OBSESSED…..#I wanted to get a treat for myself for the holdiays and this was even better than I could even imagine ….. WAAHAHSSHSHSHGSGS BITES MY FIST#I’m literally so happy …… I don’t even know what to do rn I cannot stop smiling 😭😭😭😭#LITERALLY COMMISSION BEA RN THEIR ART IS SO CUTE ……..#THANK U SOSO MUCH ONCE AGAIN AUGGHHHHGGH FALLS TO THE FLOOR GRIPPING MY HEAD#self ship#self shipping#bipoc self ship#🦍🏄♂️🌊#gifts! 🎁#FAVE#ULT FAVE
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@margo-mania ya boy razzle, and a special guest….
(Dude you ate when you created razzle’s backstory, actually insane, 10/10 in terms of themes and motifs and implications, so so good)
#I DID A FUCKING PAINTING LETS GO!!!!!!!!!#HOORAY!!!!!!!#I did this in a day I’m so happy#I also cleaned my entire room I feel so accomplished#I adore my grizabella design not to be conceited but wowee pretty lady moment#such a pain to watercolor though. I forgive#RAZZLE ILY#the backstory the fucking BACKSTORY!!!!!!#it’s SO good I LOVE past lives and reincarnation and overcoming who you once were hhhnnnghhh it’s insane im insane you’re insane#SO FUCKING COOL!!!!!!!#I’m also fucking around with acrylic paint but that isn’t cats related (1000 points and a drawing of ur choice if you can guess what it is)#cilly you don’t get to guess you already know 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#ily bestie#WHEEEEEE HOORAY!!!!!#also my dad agreed to watch 1998 cats on dvd with me tonight HOORAY!!!!!!!#I wonder what he’ll think of Skimble (he hates him but maybe he’ll be won over)#YAY ART!!!!!!#cats the musical#cats musical#cats oc#jellicle oc#oc: razzle#not my oc#grizabella#Jesus Christ that doesn’t even look like a word anymore#grizabella the glamour cat#glamour is spelled with a u hooray!!!#sorah’s silly scribbles
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oughhhhhhhhh i’m reading the knight!sugu fic again……………………………. maybe . i’ve already hit my peak
#LIKE IT’S SOOOO?????#i guess it’s because it’s so long…. and i spent so much time thinking about it…….. ari when hard work pays off 😳😳#but . aaaa. even just reading it makes me so happy :’3#i don’t know if any character/reader dynamic i make will ever be as dear to me….……….#i’m also just polishing it as i read bc . i doooo think it could be better structure-wise 😭 some parts are a lil clunky!!#but like . again. i think that’s kind of a given when the fic is so long#wahhh i’m just feeling emotional over it :’3#btw . mickey. if you happen to see this. i’m rereading the fic so i can properly answer the ask u sent ages ago …….#i’m so sorry for taking so long T_T i got so hyped to answer it that i scared my brain into procrastinating#just need to get my thoughts in order bc this fic and couple makes me so overwhelmed:’3 in a good way i think…..#anyway i love them i adore them i would sell my soul for them . knight!sugu and his spoiled brat <333333333#the only fic i can picture being better (if i do it well) is the bfb!kenjaku fic i have HIGH hopes for that bad boy#ari noises ✩
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THEY ARRIVED ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡
#they have very fluffy magnetic tails that can attach and detach#they also came with these really cute pins shaped like bottle caps#LITERALLY SO HAPPY THEY LOOK JUST AS ADVERTISED 😭#sat on buying these so far long#bc I know sometimes they don’t come out looking like the pics at all#honestly contemplated for a couple of months#but I caved#NO RAGRETS#snatched them up before they were out of stock HEHEHE#I’m about to browse fits for them RAHHH#was initially splitting the pair with someone else#bc they only wanted Dazai#but then they got them and they’re like#can I also keep Chuuya he’s too cute#and I was like girl…I’m not even mad I get u fr 😭#skk#album: my chuuyas
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i need to stop trying to be so hyperaware of if im hurting others to the point that i hurt myself by making myself smaller and smaller every day
#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖#don’t get me wrong i think it’s great to be thoughtful#but i put myself in such a box all in the name of people pleasing for ppl who will never even know i’m doing it……#u can’t anticipate everyone’s moves and reactions and then be upset when they don’t do the same for u#i know my behavior only breeds resentment and half the time i’m not even right but. sigh#i just want everyone to be happy always but i also don’t want to hate myself or make my own happiness inconsequential ->#<- because im so determined not to disturb anyone else#it’s no way to live . . . 😢
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Olivia Lux is collecting selfies with my favorite queens tonight like they’re fucking infinity stones
#sated only by the knowledge that she cannot get Marcia and Robin because that would be the ultimate KO#also if you haven’t wished Robin a happy birthday may I wish you a happy go die???? that’s my baby that’s my girl#anyways I love all these bitches#and this may be sacrilegious to say especially with me being who I am#Olivia might be the prettiest???#she’s just. so stunning#her face card is crazy#my mom saw a few eps of s13 last week and was like pointing at her going that one with the high cheekbones and perfect smile?#she doesn’t even need to do anything to be beautiful#she’s stunning#and mom was so right#mom is always right when she calls queens hot#I don’t remember the context but she recently pointed out a very hot person and went wow they’re beautiful they look like Sasha Colby#and I went gag that’s such a high compliment#anyways Anetra u look stunning#Sasha love the hair#and Jackie out of drag I know I’m a lesbian but I’m in love with you for real for real#drag race#rpdr#RuPaul’s drag race#anetra#Sasha Colby#Jackie cox#Olivia lux
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Hellooooo !! You mentioned in the tags of your latest post that you were willing to talk about your process if anyone asked and I am asking!!
It looks so good so I'd love to hear the process and thoughts behind it as someone who hasn't really touched digital painting before :3:3
- Oizys-Mutt
hi oizy :] sory for taking so long to get to this i honestly posted it and then i was like *windows shut down sfx* LOL so i never really felt prepared to answer until neow … not that i super feel like it now since its been so long since o posted the piece ;__; anyway !!! tjank u for asking about it first of all that’s so sweet ure always my biggest supporter </3 thank u ure so darling.
as for the idea behind the piece, i often like to think about how javier and kieran interact when they’re away from prying eyes. of course, i think that they leave camp together as often as they can (as unsuspiciously as possible .. if that’s possible at all) and progressively more and more as the gang falls apart and they know in their hearts that they’re about to lose each other, but because kieran and javier are both desperate lovers, i think they’re always finding romance the moment they think god is so merciful as to look the other way. this is to say, once javier feels as though there are enough leaves, brush, wildlife between he and his family, he rushes to yank kieran’s hand from branwen’s reins to hold. javier loves like a starved man, a one who has formerly been fed grapes and steak from the soft, gentle hands of a house servant, so a one whom knows what it is like to be full— it’s like it’s killing him to live with the grief of lovelessness. and kieran is a man who loves like a starved man who has never had a full meal in his life— he has no idea what it’s like to have a full belly, and he yearns in a way that hollows his chest out as though his heart has never beat once in his life. you put these two together and it’s almost as if lust and gluttony were the same, as if their clothed bodies, separated by the birdth of an entire foot, were forever eloped, connected, full, satisfied. like to merely touch one another is the same as to make love. so when they feel free, finally, away from the shackle of known perception- to be known, to be seen, to be rejected- they CANNOT be apart. it’s like javier can’t breathe if his atoms are not warmed by any of kieran’s that are adjacent. as i said, the moment the sun feels warmer on their skin than curious eyes, they’re intertwined. as simply as possible. every horse ride, trip to town, walk down the riverbank, every breath they take, it’s theirs. plural. so … uhhhmmm … at length, i think they’re always touching :] ! uhm. in not so many words. so it’s often that they will be seen on the road, in the woods, the creaks of their saddles speaking wordless ‘i love you’s as their intertwined hands next to the revolvers in their holsters convince strangers that the tree line opposite the lovers is suddenly quite worth watching instead. sorry. i just wrote a novel. thank you so much for indulging me i have so many feelings about them ;__;
hooonestly i don’t ever have much commentary on the process of the art itself, its moreso my thots behind the horse riding date LOL uhhhmm but since ure curious abt the art i can ramble abt that a bit :] for that piece specifically i really felt like painting for no reason in particular, but ive really felt burnt out on colouring, so i went with the process of .. reverse rendering ? if we want to call it that ? where u render the shadows in monochrome and then use white space as ur lighting and fiddle with the colours after the fact. i’m still not good at this process … at all ! it’s confusing to me ! but i’m more likely to do what i want with the piece, or at least a little more than i would otherwise, because im simply skipping the step that i Don’t want to do. it’s a long story as to why art, and certain aspects of it, is SO hard for me to do, but in short, i’m relearning how to enjoy it as an act after severely burning myself out on it due to setting absurd expectations for myself :] so im just going with my gut ! which … unfortunately does not leave much room for me to explain my process to you ! i’m sorry !!!!
#thank u so much for sending me asks and always rbing my stuff with so much commentary and enthusiasm it truly means the world to me u have n#o idea. genuinely.#i struggle a lot and i won’t get into it but ure kindness gives me something to focus on and it encourages me to keep doing things i love#and by extension that encourages me to ……… stay alive#i know that’s so heavy and don’t feel responsible or anything but i want u to know that ur love for what i do is so very special to me right#now :’] i will always hold all ur comments so dear. i go back and look at them often so even if they stopped i think they’ll help me for a l#ong time. so thank u. i know it’s so cheesy to lore dump on an ask abt gay cowboys but man. i can’t help it#anyway. thanks. thank u. i’m so happy to be able to have a reason to ramble. even tho i do it Way too much for whatever the question is LOL#oizys-the-mutt#oizy my beloved#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#i’ll tag them .. why not#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#mi amors#text#ask#hero's yelling at folks again#hero's talking to himself again
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i’m tired of the ai generated gay sex cats i don’t want to keep seeing them everywhere i’m sure it’s very funny and i’m sure there’s lots of theoretical ethics discussions to be had about it but have you considered. i don’t care
#fuck ai i don’t care about it#i don’t even care about the discussion of whether or not it’s art. because i don’t think that matters as much as the fact that#ai generated art is unethical#i wouldn’t define ai generated art as art but i also don’t think we need to be gatekeepkng the definition of art. bad art is still art idk#i hope that makes sense#fuck ai fuck ai tech bros fuck them all make your own art and be happy#also if you think ai ‘allows disabled people to make art’ go fuck yourself long and hard do u know how many disables people make#incredible art without using your stupid ai. if you want something super specific go commission someone anyways#man. i’m so fucking tired of it all#yeehaws
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I feel like I died so many years ago
#like yeah there’s been good parts to my life but overall the negative defo outweighs the positive#n I think everyone can tell I’m just miserable being here#I’ve spent most my life being depressed and suicidal than i have been happy#n it really does say a lot tbh like i just don’t think I’m a person capable of living life and being happy#everytime I talk to my mum I feel like by being here I just keep worrying her bc my life doesn’t seem to improve#she said it seems like things are just getting worse over better#n she’s right tbh like every year I’ve just deteriorated more and more#I feel so dead#like this just doesn’t feel like ‘living’ I genuinely have wondered sometimes whther this is just hell#n I’m not religious lol but it doesn’t feel like this is what it’s supposed to be like…#for years ever since I was young I didn’t think I’d live this long#when I attempted years ago I did want to go but maybe some part of me did it for attention bc I was struggling and I didn’t know what else#to do like it felt like a last resort. I hated mysel and my life and wanted out but I guess u can’t overdose on painkillers#unless it’s a hell lot#even tho I did take quite a lot#n like some part of me does want to stay I want my life to be better but it just doesn’t seem to change even when I keep trying#my mental health just ruins everything#i just ruin everything#journal
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as for the rest of the ep…
Chalynn truthers we won. we fucking won 🍾🍾🍾
Lois trying to talk Ned into making peace w/ Michael and Drew sounds REAL funny knowing that drew and Michael r still planning on pushing him out of ELQ again. fuck those two forever actually, y’all can make peace in hell
speaking of drewfus, I wish I could be glad he’s leaving but it’s not for very long and crew is gonna be annoying abt it I’m sure. this version of drew is such a shell of himself that anytime hes brought up I just feel disgusted 😖
I’m getting tired of Sonny bringing up Carly when talking to nina it just feels WEIRD… I really don’t wanna see a Carson reunion but it’s starting to feel like the pikeman/cyrus bs might end up being the catalyst for one… sonaritas should we be worried. 😟
also Tolly agreeing to use krissy as the surrogate… wasn’t there literally a whole argument against doing this months back that resulted in tolly icing krissy out for several weeks…? once again I must assert this whole surrogate storyline is a load of barnacles
#pentababbles#general hospital#I’m happy abt the proposal :) but I also feel like they kinda did this so they could be married b4 Gregory croaks#still! taking my wins where I can! their scenes today were sweet and I liked it 👍#i know ned has beef w/ nina over the SEC thing but. once he finds out Michael knew and STILL tried to push him out of ELQ#nina should be the least of his worries. since let’s face it drew earned that prison sentence 😅 and it’s not a crime to report a crime!#the bensons r just mad they had to face even the mildest of consequences for their actions tbh#drew goin to Australia tho like. take joss and Carly w/ u I don’t wanna see them again either#have joss spend time w/ her Aussie father or something I just can’t take her anymore#also the fact that he’s leaving for Christmas so Michael doesn’t have to… bro I hate him so much#bro you just got out of PRISON how about you spend time with your DAUGHTER that you PROMISED to be there for you ASSHOLE#and with drew going away… PLEASE I don’t want a Carson retread please please please#like I find crew annoying and meaningless but at least they’re over in their own corner. but I was actually starting to like Sonny#a Carson retread is just gonna make him suck again 😞#cannot stand the surrogate storyline and tolly is nothing to me anymore but w/e I can deal with it.#however if they really are setting up the surrogate arc to be an angst backdrop for kraze… burned-lariat go get them royalty checks I stg 🤣#but yea that’s my thoughts! story feels discombobulated as ever but we soldier on iguess
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Somebody commented on my hashimada fic asking for a looking for forgiveness update …. Feeling murderous
#thats so fucking rude#that’s my hashimada fic why on earth would u ask about my other fic on there?#it’s almost like they’re saying how dare u work on other projects and not the one I like#do I exist as a writer for u??? I have my own shit I’m into#and let me just say other fandoms I’ve been writing for are a lot nicer than the naruto fandom in general#I don’t like u lot!!! at all!!!#I actually do plan to continue lff unless I say it’s abandoned then it’s not abandoned#like sorry I have a life???? the fic is 130k words anyway haven’t I written enough???#I’m just#ugh#I’m happy people like the fic I rly am esp bc it’s not my best work imo but still…#and I know that person didn’t even read my hashimada fic that’s the most insulting part they just commented on it to attack me
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