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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 22 days ago

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oooooh youre sooooo sleeepyyyyy

IM NOTTT

#camera asks #I very much ammm #I’m so fucking tired oh my good #*godd #hrgrhrg everything hurts I should be sleeping lmao

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theythemmer · 3 months ago

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phinktober day 11: ur fav AU

i dont rlly do AUs so i just drew them how i wish they would dress xo

(dan’s tats r carnations and snowdrops and phil’s r roses and honeysuckle. for no reason 🤗)

ALSO bonus version w makeup bc i couldn’t pick <3

#soz copied caption from twt i have been drawing for 7 hours straight i need to drink water eat something take a piss and a shower and sleep #no braincell rn #goodbye it is wine time #hope yall like this idfk what people what these days other than ship art but im not doing that so sorry no knights fucking for you #just me making them look like me bc i’m a narcissist etc #god i am way too tired to be yapping rn i have no filter whatever ABYWAY HASHTAG DANIPHIW #art2 and craft2 #dnp #phanart #dan and phil #daniel howell #amazingphil #dan howell #phil lester #phinktober #punk edits irl come back to me please #i’m missing a fkn hashtag i just know it whatever i don’t CARE im TIRED i have eaten nothing but half a jar of picked today i feel so goblin #idk why i tunnelvisioned w this piece it’s not even that good or detailed LMFAO #actually the tattoos were a BITCH and also made me sad bc of my whole failed tattooing career etc #OH MY GOD WHY AM I YAPPING SO MUCH SOMEONE EUTHANISE ME #good NIGHT !!!!!!#pickles not picked btw but i’m not retyping all of that #now i’m sad bc i’m out of pickles and it’s 10pm and everything is shut:( hate my stupid gay life

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desultory-suggestions · 8 months ago

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Witcher fans forgive me. I finally watched the Witcher because everyone raved about it for so long. I just. I just don’t like this show. Devastated. Everything good about it (which there is plenty) is overshadowed by the most annoying narrative choices. I never know what time it is in the show (past or present?) there’s random choppy moments that make no sense until so much later but with no intrigue, and Ciri aged so much between recording seasons that I thought they recast her. No hate to anyone who likes the show, there’s a ton of good stuff about it but these things I just can’t get past. They chop up a great idea until I keep pausing to go “wait what happened? WHO is that?” I know this has nothing to do with my blog but someone needs to know my insanity over this.

#so many people I’ve asked were like ‘oh yeah I had to stop watching for the same reason”’#I want to finish it but I’m so damn tired of never knowing what’s going on #and not to toot my own horn but I feel like I’m pretty good at interpreting what’s happening even in purposefully confusing narratives #so this feels especially weird to me #Evan rambles #I shall almost def delete this later haha #also why did they let the actress for Ciri dye her fucking eyebrows dark brown 😭😭😭😭#she went from 12 to 17 #it’s not her fault she’s aging like a teen does!#it’s just so confusing bc they didn’t want any time to have passed in the show when it obv did irl #also the ableism??? woah dude. woah.

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crybabybat · 4 days ago

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#im having such a miserable time dating in this city that I have actually thought about going back to my ex #not in like a genuinely considered way #just like. fuck. ugh. I am not having a good time #I’m tired lol #and I do miss the company I miss having someone around to cuddle and hug and be physical with #and she’d help me carry and open things…#ugh #and I’m not someone who like. gets something out of just cuddling friends rly #it’s nice sometimes but it by no means gives me what I’m looking for when I seek contact from someone I’m romantically into #whatever #I’m sad #👍🏼#batty posts #batwings #oh also disclaimer bc people love to be stupid:#yes Heather and I are still doing well and I love her like crazy #I also can’t really cuddle her while she’s 3000ish km away #so. Yknow

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mars-ipan · 3 months ago

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god i cannot wait to be off these steroids…

#marzi speaks #marzivents #<- it’s late n i’m kinda pent up abt this #i’m so TIRED of themmmm #i’m probs gonna be on them for the rest of the year. which SUCKSSS #i don’t like how many ppl comment on the moon face #i don’t mind it. like i look in a mirror and i’m okay.#it’s a little weird. but like. just because it’s different. like getting used to a new haircut #but every time i see someone for the first time in a bit it’s ‘woah your face got rounder’#and i have to go ‘oh yeah it’s water retention- steroids thing it’ll go away when i’m able to go off ‘em’#and they go ‘oh alright :) you still look good btw don’t worry’#and i just. i HATE how people talk about it!! like jfc. it’s so clear that they think it’s like kinda sad #my dad said he thinks it’s cute and he’s the only one i actually think is telling the truth there #my mom and i agree that it doesn’t matter. but even then she tries to tell me not to panic #like a little extra squish in my face is something to panic over #it’s so clear that so many people see it as another thing to pity #oh poor thing. has that chronic illness for the rest of her life. and the steroids made her jaw look rounder :(#like jfc i knew fatphobia was prevalent but come the fuck on. literally i’m like barely retaining water for steroids too #like. i’m still very much skinny (i JUST finished being malnourished ffs) but bc i’m retaining water in my face #now ppl feel the need to comfort me. over this tiny cosmetic thing that does not matter #like. i wouldn’t feel weird abt it if it weren’t for everyone else making it such a THING. why is everyone so weird about it #i’m not insecure about it but when ppl try to comfort me or go ‘it’s not that bad’ it makes me feel like i’m SUPPOSED to be insecure abt it #and it drives me NUTS. bc there are things about being on steroids that i would love to be comforted about #but the water retention is not one of them. i couldn’t give a rat’s ass about the water retention #y’know what i’d like to be comforted over? the mood swings. the irritability. the insomnia. the appetite fluctuation #the slow healing of skin. thinning and dryness in the skin. having to take like 3 other medications alongside the steroid #bc taking the steroid causes side effects that need to be medically treated or prevented #even outside of the steroid! i’d like some comfort about having to build back my stamina from scratch #i’d like some comfort about having the worst balance i’ve had in years #there’s. more to this. but i’m out of tags. maybe i’ll make some replies idk. i’m just. UGH

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iamanartichoke · 7 months ago

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There’s not enough discourse in the paranormal fandom about those of us who are such space cases that we could walk into the kitchen and find all the chairs stacked on top of the table in a manner that defies physics and either a) not notice, or b) notice and think, huh, I don’t remember doing that - maybe it was the cat?

#that poll reminded me of this #like good luck trying to haunt me with strange noises and shadows and so on #a shadow person could do the Macarena in my living room at 3am and it would just #blend into the background noise of golden girls on the tv #I have long wanted to write a story where a person lives in a haunted house #but they are adhd and also middle aged and tired #so they don’t notice the haunting #and the ghost who had been haunting this place for like hundreds of years #just does not know how to deal with this so they get really invested in the haunting #and the paranormal activity just steadily escalates to the point of absurdity #the main character will walk into a room and see shit like #‘get out!!’ scribbled on the walls in blood and be like #‘… uh. the fuck?’#and the ghost will be like ‘FINALLY JESUS CHRIST IVE BEEN TRYING TO GET YOUR ATTENTION FOR A YEAR AND A HALF’#and the narrator will be like ‘…. so are you gonna clean this or? bc I’m not losing my security deposit’#and the ghost is like ‘oh yeah sorry about that - the economy amirite?’#and the narrator is like ‘you have no idea’ and the ghost is like ‘yeah I do I’ve seen how you live’#anyway #this has been a quality post #paranormal #the Charlotte Lennox diaries #adhd artichoke

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apotelesmaa · 9 months ago

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Also wrt that one thing about the pjsk writers putting in the scene with tsukasa and saki before the main story so people wouldn’t immediately go “oh this guy fucking sucks” during the wxs main story I think it’s really funny & sweet that like. Tsukasa does come off as self absorbed (he is) which is a trait that lends itself to also being an asshole (he is not) so the only people in the beginning of pjsk who understand that he’s actually a pretty nice and selfless dude are saki and toya who knew him before he started doing the I’m A Future Star Who Is So Fantastic thing. Because they’re also the only people he would actually be a normal person around for the longest time. & they easily see past his massive ego which is something even wxs struggled to do for a while. Love the tenmas dearly. doll event/never give up cooking truly the events of all time.

#i could talk abt the saki and toya sides of the relationship but I don’t have time and also #(<- known wxs brain worm victim) so I know more abt tsukasa. unfortunately.#can someone get this freak out of my head I’m tired of thinking abt him.#mine #not even my fave wxs member he’s just really fucking funny & fun to analyze #project sekai #also thinking abt wxs hearing him talk abt saki and being like oh I guess everyone has one good quality (nene iirc)#tsukasa’s undying love for his siblings is the gateway to understanding him as a person (for the characters)#and as a character (for readers)

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grmpgm · 9 months ago

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ok executive dysfunction is kind of ruining my life actually

#i have an incredibly time-consuming project i NEED to finish and i genuinely don’t know if i can #i’ve started which is good but i’m horrifically behind where i need to be and i’m just so overwhelmed #i technically have enough time to finish it i think? but it’s my final project so i literally cannot miss this deadline #my professor is really cool + likes me but it’s already been so long w/out me bringing it up #and wtf am i supposed to say? yeah. i WANTED to work on it. i just chose not to????? like wtf #it’s just so humiliating and i’m so behind i don’t know wtf i’m gonna do #it’s worse bc it’s an animation and it’s gg related and i really really wanted this to be good and i wanted things to be different this time #kind of funny bc i’m actually mid getting an adhd diagnosis rn but it’s just so fucking awful because i do this constantly #it fucking sucks so much i feel so helpless and i don’t know wtf is wrong with me. i’m so tired of letting everyone down constantly #it’s so bad rn i literally cannot do anything. it’s humiliating like WHY can’t i just be a functional normal person #it fucking SUCKS because i KNOW if i had any self control or work ethic whatsoever i could be really fucking successful but i don’t.#so i won’t be i guess.#and i KNOW it’s tied into a bunch of different stuff too but like gd i DO NOT care i just want to be functional #worst case scenario i have an A in the class so if i completely blow it i’ll at least pass? hopefully?#i might be able to talk my prof into an extended deadline but it’s so embarrassing bc i didn’t need one in the first place.#i have literally no excuses #it just makes me so upset because i just keep doing this over and over and i don’t know how to stop it or how to get better #and LOL sorry for posting this here i just feel weird talking to anyone personally about this (+ currently avoiding responding to messages!)#it’s just like. man if i can’t get a fucking grip i will literally waste my entire life. Oh Well! LOL

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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 4 months ago

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today was so good <3

#camera talks #can’t think very well rn bc I’m so tired lol #but also I’m so soooo in love #it was really good #I’m so fucking happy I got to see moo again :))#and hanging out with them was so nice and being with both my partners <33 #hmmmr /pos #it made me feel all warm and fuzzy and good #have work stupid early in the morning tho #and I Want to sleep #sooo goodnight :)#oh and if moo sees this ilysm <333 #we already talked about it but seeing you again was <333 #met the coolest guy ever part 2 :)

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deadonyouraccount · 16 days ago

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INTRIED TO FUCKING ESCAPE FROM GREEN PILLED AND BLACK PILLED NONSENSE LIKE WHAT IS THIS NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE IM SCREAMING IN THE VOID LIKE ITS POINTLESS YOURE LOGGING ON TO MAKE THINKPIECES THAT DIVIDE AN ALREADY FUCKED FANDOM

Analyzing the same body of work every day that’s got to be taxing

I wish I never would’ve made some of the choices I made if it led to how dismal the fandom is now but I had my cake and I was eating it every day on my old blog & now

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference

#GOOD GOD BE HAPPY YOU GOT THE BOOKS WITH LOVELY FACECLAIMS #anyways they tried to do my baby dirty and he had the best character arc #attitude of gratitude #this is why we have fanfic to alleviate the disappointment #insanity is doing the same thing every day expecting a different result #don’t watch the fucking show then boycott it #???#I’m so tired of being vague about it like the frothing at the mouth over something you cannot change at all is wild #which I can’t change it either so call me a hypocrite but it’s so foul oh my god #this is why we can't have nice things #i’m so tired #like I shouldn’t care so much but I love the show the characters the books I remember being so excited when F&B came out

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rottenlittlefink · 5 months ago

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… “damned if I do, damned if I don’t” it’s such a freeing realization, zomfg /gen /pos

#delete l8r #bleats #this isn’t even the most important part of her but I have to address this ASAP #her being a weird ass spoiled girl with a God Complex™️ is the most important thing BUT #the fucking entitlement #slight vent #identity policing #generally positive #bittersweet #a lot of things pushed me towards this thought #but this post is…#this is about something specific #I’m so tired of ‘walking on eggshells’ with MY oc 🙄#(pun UNintended holy fuck)#Anyways™️#I’m tired of ‘hiding’ my multiracial background out of fear of being labeled ‘antiblack’ 🙄#how are u gonna call me (insert whatever -ism here) for creating a self indulgent OC based on… ME™️#Dodie isn’t meant to represent all black girl experiences oh my fucking god #damn that felt good to get off my chest #it honestly shouldn’t even matter considering she’s based off Me #but I’m so sick of entitlement & identity policing #god I wish I didn’t have to say this #omfg like when I and several other black girls who got harassed some years back cus we were into cottagecore???#like DUDE - me sitting in a flowery meadow eating a basket of strawberries is politicized now???#holy fuck just let me live??#damned if i do damned if i dont

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a-ikuoliver · 4 months ago

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i know i’m only 22 but good LORD

#i’m so tired i need to just like fastfoward until like 29 and hope it’s all fixed idk #my partner thinks they’re going to have to go to court over this fucking estate shit so basically everything we’re doing up here rn is to #just look good for a magistrate it’s not actually getting us any closer to a sale of ANYTHING #and we’ve spent so much time and energy on the unit to try and clean it to sell it back just for the mutt to say oh but x needs to get done #and then that just goes on FOREVER #but we can’t ignore the unit for the house bc if it goes to magistrate we look just as petty as him so we should keep up the good will (air #quotes) so that it looks like he’s the only one being a dick if it goes to court i’m just do #SICK OF IT #and my partner is so stressed all the time but nothing is actually being done #no matter what we do it never ends #RAH #「mercury speaks」

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hero-dualies-pog · 4 months ago

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i am having the worlds most specific problem

#homestuck transfem discourse is triggering my moral ocd <- sentence i wish i was making up #and like. they’re right! it IS sad that transfem headcanons get less attention than transmasc ones #unfortunately every time i see a post about it a tiny voice in my head goes “where the fuck are the transmasc headcanons they’re mentioning #and then a much louder voice goes “l+ratio+stuck in an echo chamber of transfem headcanons+oh you prefer to interpret this character #as cis? you’re so fucking transmisogynistic go fuck yourself+if you headcanon any characters as transmasc in this media #you hate women because the homestuck fandom has a misogyny problem and you’re misogynistic for trying to add more men+it’s illegal #for you to headcanon this character as transmasc because it makes no fucking sense+…”#and like sure there’s some good points. john being transmasc IS a bit unrealistic. but also please shut the fuck up; i’m so tired #flopposting

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chamerionwrites · 10 months ago

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Had the worst morning and I was SO brave about it. Did not trip facefirst down an abyss of viciously mean self-talk about ordinary human fuckups. Cleaned up the proverbial spilled milk and then went out and socialized instead of crawling back into bed and writing the day off as a loss.

#listen me n my brain weasels are a wee bit fragile on christian holy days at the best of times #and then i went and burned myself like an asshole and DROPPED MY FRIEND’S BIRTHDAY PIE ON THE CARPET #on my landlord’s. pale beige. carpet.#my very lovingly crafted pie with homemade all butter crust and the last of my frozen rhubarb and some very red strawberries #…and then i swore viciously for like three solid minutes whilst getting out the carpet cleaning solution and the shop vac #and then i deep cleaned the carpet and made another FUCKING pie crust and this time put blueberries in it #and it was definitely not as good as the first one would have been because i was rushing. and also i missed lunch.#but hey i did arrive in time for dessert with blueberry pie. so.#*FERAL FRUSTRATED GROWLING NOISES*#it’s fine. it’s fine. it worked out. oh my god i’m so fucking tired #my posts #should i file this under #culinary adventures #🙃

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bonewhiteglory · 11 months ago

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I started volunteering in my friend’s kindergarten last month and like… I love these kids so much it’s unreal. They’re so sweet and weird! One of the kids drew me this killer Mario art and I’m gonna frame it and hang it on my wall.

#bonewhiteglory.jpeg #helper teacher #as my friend christina dubbed me #i’m really really happy i can sit down one-on-one with the kids who are struggling with a new concept #i mean this very genuinely: it is my dream to spend several minutes helping them understand that 5 is not greater than 5 #there’s a lot to learn!! it’s kind of overwhelming #i am notoriously patient and kind. people frequently tell me i have big kindergarten teacher vibes #i’ve been there long enough that i’m getting a good sense of all the kids’ personalities #i have mixed feelings abt posting anecdotes on the internet bc idk privacy etc etc but seriously look at how great this art is!!!#thank fuck i can turn off reblogs.#i’m gonna frame this and hang it over my desk :3 #i had no idea 5 year olds were SO BOSSY. it’s great! they’re explaining the rules to me and they’re very patient with me #i’m getting to know kids from the other classes too. i do yard/lunch duty as well. not much $ but it’s sufficient for my needs #anyway… that’s my story #at great length. dunno why i put all this in the tags and not the actual post but lbr i’m mad tired #oh yah i’m happy to share stories in DMs once i get over my social anxiety shit.

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sing-me-under · 3 months ago

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*stands at the top of a stage with a megaphone *

LET BATMAN HAVE FRIENDS.

#personal #dc #HE DOESN’T NEED TO BE FRIENDLY #BUT I THINK HE DESERVES PEOPLE WHO WOULD GLADLY SPRAY HIM WITH WATER LIKE A CAT #I love shipping I do I read a lot of ship fics #but good god #just let this man have platonic relationships #he can even fuck them in like a super casual and respectful fwb thing #but the amount of fics where this man is completely isolated from non familial relationships except for that one love interest #low stakes friendships PLEASE #platonic BatLantern is my goddamn bread and butter #especially if they’re romantic they should be friends first and foremost because otherwise it’s just straight up toxic #LET HIM BE FRIENDS WITH HIS LOVE INTERESTS TOO #PLEASE JUST GIVE THIS MAN FRIENDS #IM LOOKING AT ALL YALL FUCKING FANFIC AUTHORS #I’m so tired of romance being the end all be all #what happened to being supportive and understanding of your partners #why do they just fuck and have complicated situationships were chemistry is the only thing holding them together #THIS APPLIES TO ALL CHARACTERS TOO NOT JUST BATMAN #oh my god Bruce Wayne too #let him have friends

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