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triple-hijueputa · 1 year ago

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Lowwwww vibration today and probably tomorrow too

Life’s a little heck right now just trying to hold on and trust the process.

I rlly just want to live alone. CID’s cool but maybe in small doses. I don’t rlly like living with her. I want my own space and that’s making me feel (part of the reason) sad. She’s so noisy she’s so annoyingly particular with Superman. She has just so much shit everywhere it’s like I don’t rlly have a place here cuz she just keeps filling it with more stuff. I’m not rlly cool with her after she went on about “compromising”. And you’d think that if ur gonna be here all day you’d move ur car to the street so I can have a spot at night but no. She washes every dish in the sink and leaves my one bowl. But I be putting her stuff in the dishwasher without question. I make food and offer her some but she never does it for me and she told me that in the beginning but still.

I don’t want a problem so I don’t say anything. I feel too much like a burden already. I don’t even want the stupid parking spot anymore since she’s always taking it anyway. I’d rather not get my hopes up thinking I have a spot and just park on the street. Idk if it’s just me trying to be petty or whatever the word is. I’m just so mad I can’t think. But for me it’s dumb to be mad about these things. Hence why I just wanna live alone.

I’m so broke I’m just gonna eat ramen noodles and beans for a week or so. Maybe I’ll get chicken cutlets tomorrow

Even now I went to bed without eating. Mostly from depression. I have to drive Lyft this week if I want to pay my shop rent.

At least it means I’ll be out of the house but I also feel bad for my kits. I wanna try to let them out at least twice a day.

Im doing my best.

It’s been so long since I’ve called myself trash but damn am I feeling it now.

#I’m ready depression #personal

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girlyteengirl16 · 11 months ago

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when i have no one, the razor is always there for me

#tw sh implied #tw sh destructive behaviour #tw sh related #should i end it #trauma #mentally unstable #i wanna kms #i want to be okay #i’m getting ready to relapse #i love relapsing #hehe :3 #idk i’m sad i’m sorry #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #mentally tired #depression relapse #this account is a cry for help pls help me

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foxlungz · 10 months ago

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I’m falling apart and honestly I don’t have the strength nor the energy to pick myself back up

#vent #like I’ve been fighting this shit for so long I’m ready for it to end #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #kinda depressing #mentally exhausted #depressing life

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robfozdarling · 11 months ago

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Unfinished but I’m drawing Welcome Home characters as Funko pops cuz I love them so much (I would buy these)

Eddie isn’t finished yet but I’m hoping to do all of them!

I FINISHED ALL THE NEIGHBORS LOOK HERE:

I’m tired of people like this one but not the actual finished one 😭

#welcome home #welcome home fanart #Funko pop #Funko #not actually merch lmao #sadly #welcome home Wally #welcome home Barnaby #welcome home Eddie #Wally darling #barnaby b beagle #eddie dear #drawing Funko pops is oddly relaxing #anyways have you guys seen the Barnaby plush teaser yet #I’m ready to spend my life savings on that pooch #my depression will be cured!#shit I’m late to work cuz of these #doodles

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katie-is-tired-yay · 6 months ago

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arcane and the dragon prince both having their final seasons within a month of each other…

Post finale depression gonna hit hard this winter

#Add seasonal depression onto that and come December I will be a very sad bean #I’m not ready to say goodbye to four of my fav lesbeans #Both couples red/blue colour coded too #arcane #arcane season 2 #caitvi #caitlyn kiramman #vi arcane #the dragon prince #tdp #tdp s7 #queen janai #general amaya #janai x amaya

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edenfenixblogs · 8 months ago

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I AM NO LONGER IN ANTISEMITESVILLE, CALIFORNIA AND I AM HOME WITH FAMILY!!!!!

My mom’s dog says it all about how exhausted I am.

#freedom #home sweet home #if ptsd or depression ever tries to convince me this was a bad choice #I’m documenting my pure joy and contentment and peace #and am so ready to start this new phase of this creative journey #creativity lyfe

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pr0xide · 18 days ago

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So fixated on Cinderella Boy but too ashamed to actually rant anything about it to anyone (but my sister) but I secretly am plotting a ritual incantation so the demons can possess my friends so they read it and one day walk up to me and just “happen” to talk about it with me.

CB is one of like the 20 reasons my 2025 year has been going to shit (not bc I dislike anything but bc I been so depressed over the current ending iykyk)

#cinderella boy #i miss my Shayla #i have some hot takes and art but those will come when I’m ready to return to tumblr #I have concepts of a plan #im gaslighting my sister dw #i used my coins bc I heard they expire so now I have to wait 11 days for s1 finale and I’m in a depressive rut #i said rut in school and my friend thought I was in heat but I’m actually mentally aching #i forgot sometimes people can see my posts when I tag them with random bs but idgaf

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nateezfics · 7 months ago

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when you suddenly realize just how fucking close we are to the tour starting…..ateez will be on us soil very soon y’all…..

#how are we already here #all the new concert content……#i’m not ready but yet i am #i just know they’re gonna be all levels of disrespectful #they always are when breathing this american air #20 days until i see them *panics*#this will be my 3rd ateez concert but i’m still nervous ahshshs #i know this post concert depression about to be roughhhhh #🧸 — nat speaks

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chibishortdeath · 4 months ago

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Mspaint is really fun actually—

#castlevania #castlevania games #simon belmont #castlevania ii #castlevania simon’s quest #simon’s quest #castlevania ii: simon's quest #akumajo dracula #akumajou dracula #art post #my art #art wip #the colors are definitely a bit off in photos augh #eventually once it’s done I’ll be able to put the actual image tho #listened to a lot of malice mizer songs I hadn’t heard yet drawing this :3 #I’ve been trying to actually get into visual kei properly cause I love how the genre sounds and have been listening to Gackt since forever #but I kept putting off doing it for some reason 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#does anyone else get the thing where you go ‘oh yeah this band is so good’#and then listen to like maybe the same three songs over and over and over again (X X ;)#yeahg anyway Simon again yay :3 #augh I really wanna actually work on comic ideas for him but aaaaaaa #another thing does anyone else like suddenly stop being able to do things like ok #I’ll want to do something and then get ready to do it and suddenly lose all energy and drive for it for no reason #and I still! want! to do it! augh!#but I’ll put my hand to paper and it’ll go limp like I’ve never held a pencil like bro come on don’t do this to me now 💀💀💀#I’ll be able to start some new mspaint painting totally fine tho (XwX)#I’m pretty positive I have something mentally wrong with me tbh high suspicion of autism maybe adhd could be depression who knows idk #ack anyway drawing the tragically beautiful 1600s vampire hunter about it

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flowerslut · 5 months ago

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we’re officially entering “no more food until post-op” hours and I just know it’s going to be a roughhhhhh 14+ hours for me lads 😔

#i get depressed when i get hungry so i’m gonna be crying by the time they’re ready 4 me at 2:30 #also taking my last codeine right now #my surgical team is going to meet a completely different shannon tomorrow #who is sad and writhing and being Whumped By The World #tldr; getting a cystectomy via laparoscopy tomorrow + hysteroscopy and some other crap too #taking bets now on how many new holes I wake up with tomorrow. my guess is 3 but who knows maybe it’ll be more!!#wake up with as in like. post op. not in the am. they aren’t edward cullen-ing it (breaking into my room to be Weird)

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worldsendramen · 6 months ago

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fuck golden retriever/black cat characters what about white fluffy cat/black lab duos

#this also very much applies to two of my ocs but we’re not ready to talk about that #(i am) (i am very ready to talk about that)#scarlet would not stop acting like a dog in s3 #i have more proof if needed #shes just kind of really depressed now so the black lab effect wore off a little #scarlet #brook #s3 #spoiler safe #artless #shitpost #itgr #im the grim reaper #i’m the grim reaper #he speaks

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everyone-is-emptyy · 2 years ago

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girlyteengirl16 · 11 months ago

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i always have this feeling of impending doom no matter how good my life is going

#mentally unstable #i’m severely depressed #depression relapse #i’m getting ready to relapse #i love relapsing #haha i hate myself #trauma #tw depressing stuff #i wanna kms #i want to be okay #tw depressing thoughts

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bitcell · 1 year ago

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WERE GONNA GET QROIER LORE ON QUESADILLA ISLAND this is fucked this is gonna hurt god save us all padre nuestro que estás en el cielo

#i was ready for purgatory 2 silliness i’m gonna get hit with severe depression #roier

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represseddepressedqueer · 8 months ago

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How do people deal with being in the minority of people in their twenties who no one has ever had a crush on? Knowing that I’m functionally undesirable and that NO ONE has ever looked at me and had a serious romantic+sexual, non-fetishising crush is really fucking bumming me out.

Like I can’t talk about this with friends because they don’t believe and just say that I’m putting myself down, I can’t afford a therapist to talk to about this, and now I’m no longer aroace so I’m getting crushes and finding people attractive while knowing that I’m never going to experience those feelings reciprocated.

I’ve been through objectively worse things in my life but knowing that I’m always going to be yearning for a connection that I’ll never get is enough to make me wanna truly end it all.

Any genuine tips for dealing with this???

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tojiscrack · 3 months ago

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ♥️ u deserve everything and anything in the world!!

i’m inverting sisnsisbshs

thank you pookie biscuit 🤭

#i’m snug in my bed rn but giggling like a mf #I SWEAR THERE WILL BE A NEW CHAPTER SOME POINT IN THE COMING WEEK #THE HALF TERM HAS STARTED SO I CAN FINALLY WRITE #yayy let’s celebrate 🥳#you guys are so nice to me #i’m just #stop #ily #reinaswrld #gonna get poetic here but whatever #when you disappeared randomly (cuz you wanted to be a FOOL and practically fake ur death like peter pettigrew 😐)#i thought you really died #(not rlly but i did believe you were missing)#and my days were darker #it felt like having a day 1 period EVERY day #my eyebags were heavier #my sleep time was shorter #and i was depressed #and then when i summoned you #you returned like the omega you are to my alpha (just go along with it pls i xan’t be shakespeare rn 💀)#and now i’m whole again #ready for fhe next full moon #^ excuse me fanfic writers #where is our (reinaswrld and my) love story? 🙄#this would literally make you become new york time’s no.1 best selled #seller*#HELLO? hop to it 🤨

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