#I’m plagued every day

[ginyia]

I see them everywhere

[hanasnx]

*through clenched teeth* mass effect 3 would be so good if it was good

[sp00kymulderr]

I actually fucking love you guys ❤️

[cheriecoke]

i genuinely think my one wish in life is to be someone’s favorite person <33

[nonsensechemicals]

crying whenever i talk about Cookie9 because all my friends have these interesting and unique theories on them while i take everything too literally and they all just stare at me like “dude… uuugh we r TIRED” <-they dont actually say this they are very kind to me but i can Feel It

[thatone-churro]

so like. is it getting physically and mentally and emotionally harder to get through every passing day for everyone else or do i just need to be put on like 5 different medications

[crossbackpoke-check]

Dysprosium, Mary Soon Lee

dysprosium, AN 66, is a silvery-white rare earth metal. its name is derived from the greek dysprositos, meaning “hard to get at”, owing to the difficulty in separating and isolating this rare earth element. dysprosium is used to measure neutron flux, to fuel reactors, and to activate phosphors. terfenol-d is a magnetorestrictive alloy, meaning that it changes shape when a magnetic field is applied, and is used to manufacture underwater acoustic systems.

jason “robo” robertson, dallas stars #21 for @simmyfrobby’s nhl periodic table poems <3

[bakery-anon]

I am in a Rot mood— I know I have things on my reading list. I desperately wish to read soft launch and mbb but also…my Pinterest spams me with rot adjacent things and I want to print it out and annotate it </3

[indighostoast]

why is it the older i get the more i start to hate my own accomplishments. actually it’s always been this way so yeah.

but in a few months i’ll be a year older. and it makes me feel like i’m way too stupid compared to everyone my age.

yes i know i can’t compare myself. yes. i’ve heard that a million times.

i still feel like nothing thinking i have to be everything. and i know i could do better. but i’m just hating everything i’m doing.

but also there’s just. smaller things. my Lutz and Flip are finally coming together. (latter i can now land easily at a given time) I opened IBIS paint and drew something for the first time. and. people. are. complimenting me?

what?

ghost, are you sure they don’t pity you?

but someone i admired said they liked my writing.

but someone i’m jealous of is actually jealous of me.

but they keep saying i’m great. they keep saying i’m good.

still not perfect. but that’s fine. it’s still stupid either way even if it somehow were.

i wonder if it’s this bad for me, if it’s even worse for other people. people who still feel as though they’ve accomplished nothing.

i’m still young. technically. but all i can ever do is get a little bit older even though i’ve done that. “you’re so mature for your age!”

well. yeah. i guess i was. am i still?

is there a certain age where it all stops being “for your age?”

ghost, you’re so young. ghost, you shouldn’t be worrying about this. ghost, you still have a lot of time to think about it.

…

no. i really. really don’t.

i might as well not have existed. I might as well died in a way that feels as though I’m still living on with a shadow of myself.

but that’s fine. i’m used to that. i’ll survive.

i just wonder if it’s ever going to get better. ❤️‍🩹 for me. because it never felt as though it did.

but maybe i’m being ungrateful again

and i suppose i’ve been through quite a lot.

[yourfavoritehouseplant]

Burnout sona drawings from the last month lol

[snazzyscarf]

hand on the glass i need to finish worm. so that i can read more worm.

[platypusisnotonfire]

I wish there was a thing like how you can rinse out your sinuses but for lungs but unfortunately that is drowning

[noburden]

was offline and missed your bday :( happy belated !!!!! i love you so !!!! update me on everything emewee RN⁉️

BETSY !!! hello i’ve missed you so much i literally checked ur account yesterday and i was like omg a month without betsy 😰 i was having withdrawals also THANK YOU !!! it’s okay i missed ur bday too and i agreed to sacrifice my first born child to make up for it ✊ love u more

[excelsior9173]

having asthma in a post-covid world truly makes me feel like a plague rat or a leper lmao

like sorry my lungs are shit but i don’t deserve to be glared at because i’m having an episode. fuck off i’m not contagious just chronically ill

and i get that the people around me don’t know that but fuck. it’s hard enough feeling intensely embarrassed by having an attack in public in any capacity, but now?? it’s worse because people treat you like you are the worst human ever for daring to go out with a cough

[suokura]

i just think forbidden love with prince touya would be so tragically beautiful in every sense of the word because he’s so readily to give up that godforsaken crown for you

literally say the word and he’s burning down every kingdom and every king that dares try to keep you away from him

he’s never wanted anything more in his life, has never had anything in his life to call his and he’ll be dammed if he loses you

[achingly-shy]

i need to go to bed but i keep looping icdiwabh