#I’m not motivated anymore

[cosmicbeancat]

quitting this blog

the ask blog was a flop and a mistake

and I don’t get enough views on my blog

my depression has been getting worse

and this blog is dead

goodbye everyone

(If I ever make a new one I’m not telling anyone besides trusted ones)

farewell everyone, - Cosmo.

[nutmargaret]

hello everynyan

[notthemonthbutmarch]

No one asked but “I’m scared” is such an underrated motivation for a character to do shitty things to others.

Sometimes it’s just that simple, but there’s always some deeper meaning as to why that character is scared— like the Bad Guy heavily traumatized Protagonist and now Protagonist is deathly afraid of getting on Bad Guy’s bad side again. It’s so underrated that a character is scared solely because the situation and personal consequences scare them more than the determent of others.

Maybe I’m not looking at that kinda of media that much, but sometimes I kinda just want a character to do shitty things to others because they’re scared. Like pressing the Big Red Button is gonna launch a nuke at the building they’re currently in with the Bad Guy, but if they chose not to then the whole rest of the city gets leveled by the Bad Guy’s evil death laser of doom— and then they chose not to press the button because they’re just frankly scared of dying. They entered this fight hoping to walk away, and now between the choice to save themselves or save others they indirectly kill everyone they knew because they were just to scared to pull the trigger on themselves.

So yeah maybe make characters be cowards a little more often?

[quins-makeshift-menagerie]

mmmmmMMMMMMM

[chanafehs]

I think 2025 is the year I’m going to devote more time to my art stuff? I would really like to do more commission work and maybe open a Patreon and a YouTube channel - hopefully build up an actual portfolio as well. Idk if my art is at that level yet but I will try

[hplonesomeart]

Hehe this man is broken and severely emotionally distressed. Silly lovable guy but given self esteem issues because of the crushing weight of perfectionism. Not so funny if you think about it too long. But at least on the upside he cries pretty :))

No but seriously for all those who relate to Mr. Puzzles just want you to know your accomplishments alone do not define your value and worth as a person. Even when you’re a messy work in progress, you are loved and appreciated more than you may recognize. Thank you for being here. Don’t get me wrong it’s good to be idealistic and set goals, but don’t undermine yourself if you don’t get that perfect score….or if you start to fall behind compared to everyone else. Everyone goes through those moments of doubt or perceived failure. We need to fail every once in a while. And that’s okay

…a-anyways funny goofy dramatic TV guy we love him so much so silly so slay he lives in my head rent free yipeee. This animation is dedicated to him because if anyone in the cast deserved a feature length film it was definitely him, and he sure took up the spotlight in Puzzlevison and absolutely owned it. I’m excited for his future endeavors ✨

[skhardwarevers1]

if this post gets like…5000 notes I’ll actually start writing scripts/making storyboards for videos I’ve had ideas about for months

additionally if this gets to 10000 (which I highly doubt it will) I’ll actually work on my abandoned stories, book ideas, and poetry

[iniquitousyearning]

me: brain full of mattheo and tom and theodore ideas just vibrating and thrashing around, desperate to come out

also me: 3k words into a dark!enzo berkshire fic

[dead-dove-orchid]

Sneak peak of my Mouthwashing x Xmen AU! Can you guess which Xmen characters fill the other roles? 💖

[manny-jacinto]

i just came back from gladiator II and i’m just gonna say that they really underused pedro pascal 😐

[gentlebeard]

i miss editing videos :((

[w3ndytheraccoon]

There are movies about troubled kids, that’s great, but can I have my movie about gifted kids/burnt out gifted kids now. Please.

[frogmoisturethief]

ughhhhhhhhh I’m gonna fail my lab practical tomorrow

[whoblewboobear]

Staring down that weird feeling of feeling like too much or out of place or annoying if I say too much or say things too loud or too off-putting to be like- WANTED in any given social situation. To try so hard to socialize just to- idk. I’d very much like to stop defaulting to that scared kid that was pushed away or talked over until I got old enough and desperate enough to say any and every rapid fire thought that comes to mind. Like filling space when there’s dead air then wondering if maybe I did the Too Much™️ thing again and A. Scared everyone away or B. Pushed everyone away so it would hurt less when they leave BC of A.

Of feeling like I need to be useful or smart or talented or pretty or SOMETHING worthwhile so people want me around. I can just be but then it’s like just being has never been enough for anyone to like- stay. Or care. Running is always a mistake bc it’s like riiiight.. no one noticed you ran, babe. You’re not even at the top of their list people to want around. And just feel so low about it that I talk myself into feeling miserable again.

I’m happy, ive been so much happier lately and i dont take it for granted bc it’s so rare that things go okay or that there’s a sense of peace for a moment. I’m creating again and im less hard on myself about it. I have hobbies again, I’m making friends. And still I’m like seeing the other foot start to drop in real time bc it’s like. You’re in, but are you? That constant nagging voice that sounds so much like my own going “lonely again? Good you deserve it”

[rexxdjarin]

if we’re going to talk about why this TCW/TBB/clone fandom is dying

we have to be honest that one of the biggest most glaring reasons is that

so many writers became so obsessed with promoting their own work that they basically completely forgot about the whole ..engaging with other peoples work aspect of fandom.

I get wanting to focus on your own stuff. I get wanting people to read your work. But ultimately the way things have gone feels like people are too invested in themselves to participate in the fandom as a whole community/beyond a small group.

It doesn’t feel like we’re sharing our work in the same way for the same reasons anymore. maybe that’s just the short form video culture we live in or the contentification of everything in a fandom but we don’t engage with each other outside of maybe a few small circles anymore.

and I really don’t know if there’s any way we can fix that anymore. all I can attempt to do is call out the behavior and my role in it and hope we can move forward.

[sleepyy-27]

Great. Just dandy./very neg