#I’m like actually so mad rn
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Laudna’s “I already apologized for that” enraged me so much because no, actually, she didn’t. She never once said “I’m sorry for hurting you” what she said was “I didn’t mean to” and there are key differences there
1. She never acknowledged with her own words that she attacked and did damage to Orym while he, and everyone else, was ASLEEP and DEFENSELESS.
2. “I didn’t mean to” is not an apology, the word “sorry” or “apologize” are not included in that statement. “I didn’t mean to” by itself is an excuse, not an apology.
3. Even if “I’m sorry” came before or after “I didn’t mean to” that’s still not a real apology, because the very nature of throwing that “I didn’t mean to” in there is to garner sympathy for yourself, relieving yourself of at least partial blame, and if anything, apologizing more for being caught than for attacking a sleeping member of your party.
From the moment everyone else woke up Laudna spent the rest of the episode trying to deflect, garner sympathy for herself, and put blame on Orym.
Her argument for why she ATTACKED a SLEEPING member of the party changed every time someone rationally stated why her excuses weren’t entirely valid.
She also continued to ignore and downplay Oryms own experiences with the sword, as though his and everyone else’s experiences weren’t as significant as hers. Yes, she died by that blade, but so have almost everyone else in the party, and so did Orym’s family. Except they didn’t get revived. And while this isn’t a contest, Laudna isn’t the only one who deserves to decide what is done with the blade. Orym should have maybe talked with the rest of the group first, sure, but Laudna is acting like she is the only one who deserves to decide what to do with it and she simply is not. If ANYTHING, I feel like this outburst means she shouldn’t be included/involved with the decision at all.
Yes, I understand that all of this is because of Delilah in her head, but Delilah only made the initial suggestion. The attack, the fight, the multiple attempts to steal the sword and run, the outlashes, the things she said, all of that, was Laudna. Not Delilah. Matt even said as much after she rolled for it. It was her decision to act like she did, and do the things she did.
And after all that, for her to have the audacity to not only claim she has never lied to Imogen, but also to claim she apologized? Absolutely not. There was nothing even remotely close to an apology in anything she said, because Laudna doesn’t think she did anything wrong. Even after being told by everyone she was.
#critical role#spoilers#critical role spoilers#Laudna#I’m like actually so mad rn#Laudna was one of my favorite characters before this but after tonight I’m so upset with her#and then through all that she continues to act like she was the only one wronged? after attacking Orym while he slept?#kisa rambles
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Confucius in my regular style + some other doodles
ALSO THE NEW EPISODES BROUGHT ME SO MUCH ANGUISH OH MY GODDD
#art#clone high#clone high confucius#topher bus#clone high abe#clone high jfk#clone high joan#clone high frida kahlo#tophabe#joanfk#jfkonfucius#clone high spoilers#clone high season 2#THE NEW EPISODES RUINED MY LIFE#im so upset but at least Confucius is still silly#if they make Confucius do something shitty and ruin him for me I will sob so hard#ALSO Frida slay I need to draw her more#I’ve also hopped on the tophabe bandwagon they are silly#I’m actually very mad at jfk and I do not like him rn he BETTER make it up to Joan next episodes or I will lose my mind
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This fandom is so nit-picky that I’ve seen more criticism on every little thing about wottg (a book that came out 2 days ago) than people saying things they liked about it
Edit: someone has already gotten mad so I repeat this is a joke and not that deep❤️
#I get it but like just enjoy the book man😭#be grateful you’re still getting one after all this time#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#like can we hype this book up!!!#we’ve been waiting for it for so long but when we actually get it all I hear is ‘Rick shouldn’t have done that’ or ‘this is so ooc’#and definitely a lot of ‘we should’ve seen more of this’#and the annabeth antis have already taken up my fy feed#this is a JOKE btw don’t come for me critique all you want#(I’m not really kidding but just in case the nit-pickers get mad)#annabeth chase#heroes of olympus#grover underwood#percabeth#leah sava jeffries#walker scobell#aryan simhadri#pjo fandom#wrath of the triple goddess#the senior year adventures pjo#I have seen good things about it though#and that’s nice#maybe it’s bc I read purely for the vibes and bc I love pjo so I’m not really picky with this book#I have my complaints too but it was even near bad enough to be disrespectful *ahem this is targeted#also u guys say this for every book#like which is it? If they’re always ooc are they actually ooc?#like ofc they can be ooc but this is always the same complaint for every book#i just had coffee even though I know it stresses me out so I’m riled up rn lol
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Why are you eating it like toga I know what you are.
What is this
Horikoshi why must you make me feel things
Why is ochako this meme tho
I need to redraw this but flipped from the way everyone else draws this meme with them
#I’m actually so mad that this entire chapter has been about Ochako and how much she grieves Himiko and instead of. inspecting that.#y’all are literally just fucking doom posting about izuocha. get a fucking hobby holy shit#anyway the togachako parallels are paralleling all over this chapter and I will be dissecting each and every one#I love them ever so dearly and respectfully I am very much judging the hell out of you for talking sm about izuku rn. even tho he was-#important for like. one fucking page.#togachako#peace and love on planet togachako rn 🫶🫶🫶🫶
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Porter better have nemesis alert on because I’m coming for his ass with so much bureaucratic WRATH and ANGER and RAGEEEE and I will fucking disintegrate him.
OOOOOOOHHHHRHRHRBSBSB I can’t get over it I’ll fucking show him rage let me at him. Let mE AT ‘IM.
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high#Zac’s ‘You’ve got to be fucking kidding me’ had so much rage hiding behind it#we’ve been through some heavy and frustrating shit over the seasons but I’m dangerously close to being Actually Mad at Brennan for this#I’m gonna have a conniption. an aneurism.#I cant FUCKJNG believe OOOHHHHH the way porter points at gorgug like#that’s a C- student right there. I’ll only sign your meat if you get up to an A+#ARE YOU IGNORING HIS THREE YEARS WORRH OF A+ HES MAINTAINING RN?!?!#I GUESS NOT BC ITS NOT FOR BARBARIAN#BUT FIG CAN POKE HER HEAD IN AS A GOOF TO SKIP HER ACTUAL CLASSES AND GETS FULL CREDIT AND A SIGNATURE#and I feel like Gorgug’s section even poetically got cut short and overshadowed by fig going to his class with him#fig is right. Porter is weird about this. grossly unfairly cruelly weird#fuck I’m so mad idk what to do with myself#fhjy#gorgug thistlespring#fig faeth
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Once again bringing to you the thought that Gortash was the serpent in the tree (cuz that man is a snake and slithering wet malice, not just wet malice or malice noooooo it’s gotta be slithering like a snake) and that Durge, in this instance, is little Eve who gained forbidden knowledge (realising she was in fact chilling in a golden cage) and who fell after becoming aware (just how durge fell from grace after learning how to genuinely spare someone).
Also bhaal becoming a god thx to Jergal and Durge being formed from a piece of Bhaals body (or his blood rather) bla bla bla
Do you see why I can’t get rid of this reoccurring thought and how the symbolism just matches.
#also the implications this holds for bhaals plans#which are not actually implications#cuz u know what he does to a failed durge#I actually just realised that part em#*rn#and I am kinda disturbed by it#but it’s also quite poetic#also bhaals children slaying each other#but not particularly cuz they want to#like these 2 guys (u may know em)#named Cain and Abel#… I’m not just imagining these parallels am I#bg3#bg3 spoilers#enver gortash#durgetash#bg3 durge#yeah the religious crisis is strong with this one#on so many levels#it’s the fucking creation myth bhaalspawn edition#watch me descent into madness in my own tags - the sequel
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how insane would it be to start cutting out a square like one side of a tissue box once it’s finished and using them as decorations in my room……..they’re from my gf and some of them have the cutest patterns ever and i was thinking about making a collage with the squares….guys is this an insane pervert thought or a genius revelation i have a very high fever so i can’t tell the difference. like look how cute some of these are is that TOO cheesy lesbian to save the tissue boxes my gf bought me and repurpose them for art…
#like they’re actually so fucking cute#but is this an insane thought#my temp is 103.9 and trying to climb so i’m kinda#silly rn#but look how cute that box is#is that TOO cheesy and lesbian#i’m so mad the cute parts are on the folds but i’ll make it work
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paid a $130 application fee for the house i wanted to rent just for the owner to turn around and say “ooooops never mind, i don’t want to rent it anymore” then took it off the market. meanwhile, the agent was like “oh well he might put it back on the market in a few weeks” …….and that helps me how??????
i’m so fucking glad you all have time to screw around and play with other peoples lives like we’re your fucking barbies but i don’t have the capacity or the patience for your bullshit. i’m so fucking done with landlords, i swear on my life they’re not human
#like literally what the fuck#2 weeks of them being like ‘oh yeah you’re the only one seriously interested so there should be no setbacks’#WASTED MY TIME#precious fucking time because i have to get out of this house bro like?????#oct 31 is my move out date and while people WITHOUT ANXIETY might think that’s fine#it ain’t fucking fine for me ajsjajjs it’s literally SO goddamn stressful#omfg i’m actually so mad like fuck everyone rn#especially the fucker who’s selling the house i’m in now you’re actually ruining my life#so THANKS#apple babble 🍎#non fandom#fffffffffffff#sorry yall i’m just straight up not having a good time lmao
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i want him to know when i’m upset at him without having to literally say something
#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd vent#actually borderline#actually mentally ill#bpd fp#bpd#bpd shitposting#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#it’s so stupid i have to be like ‶i’m mad at you rn″#beloved.txt
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oghh no there is construction work being done. There are trees being cut down. Around the woods where I like to hang out. Please don’t build stuff where I like to explore and climb trees and just sit there to draw and oughhhh no stop it now
#OK!! I’M SO OK!!!#THEY’RE NOT BUILDING AROUND WHERE I USUALLY HANG OUT. ITS ABOUT A MILE OF WOODS AND THEYRE AROUND THE OUTER EDGE I THINK#BUT ITS THE PRINCIPLE OF THE THINGGGG OUUGHHHH#I will actually sob if they ruin this for me I go out there so much I know all it by heart. I have names for different areas#they’d BETTER not touch the log where I built that mud waterwraith!!!#I can’t wait to get the heck outta this place I hate living in the city so much#not a pikmin post#I be sounding like the Lorax rn but I’m mad for selfish reasons. I don’t speak for the trees I speak for ME and MY wants
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We need to destigmatise schizophrenic art bc the only time I ever drew like that was when I was in active psychosis. Like everyday I either draw colorful horses or random illustrations connected to spirituality
#I’m just yapping rn bc I’m actually so mad my therpaist watched me be in psychosis for 2 mnths and I completely lost my shit#she only told me after a few months#the mental health system is so fucked in hungary they put me on epilepsy medication😭#the moment ppl fnd out I’m schizoaffective they treat me like a biohazard#now I’m rawdogging my mental illnesess unmedicated
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okay i know this isn’t the answer u were looking for but i just clocked out of the worst shift of my life so this is just on my mind rn:
if ur rude to service workers i genuinely think something is fucking wrong w you and u need to take time out of ur day to self reflect and figure out how to fix that about yourself. like just cos the Bitch Factory is open that doesn’t mean u have to fucking clock in i don’t care how hungry u are or if ur goldfish died or if u got hit by a fucking bus. you’re an adult—learn how to control your fucking temper
#i’ve never cried at work over work-related things#but that bitch at table 10 struck a crazy nerve#like sorry if this isn’t v customer service of me but i worked in the kitchen before this so im not afraid to yell at some customers !#but idk i just froze up in front of her she was so crazy mad at me which is like.#you’re an adult fucking act like it. which i feel like ppl are getting more and more used to as time passes#but it’s not enough do not fucking treat me like u hate me bc u sat *urself* during a busy friday night#like you’re literally giving aliens first day on earth vibes that is NOT how restaurants work#ok i’m done im literally still so heated over something that table 10 bitch isn’t even thinking about rn#i’m going to bed gn#beep beep#<3#no actually i’m coming back bc i ALSO think that if anything ppl are becoming more entitled#“can u make an exception for me? 🥺” so what’s so crazy is that exceptions are for ppl who actually need them. not ppl w poor time managemen
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Why am I like- forgetting my tags for my blog? Like the tagging system. I switched acct on tumblr app bc post limit bullshit ykyk? I’m gonna pretend that’s why /hj
#sepiasys.txt#Unrelated; stomach is complaining. I *think* it’s hunger—which makes sense. But also maybe I’m digesting stuff.#Also regarding who I is; Influence from cat perhaps? But I got off call with mom. I feel like I should be one of the less anxious ones. I#say that because I can actually make eye contact. Usually we don’t really need to look people in the eye. But if I can look at our roommate#directly; then that’s significant. Yes we have to deal with a weird mix of possible limerence (that we’re actively trying not to spiral) and#apathy and stuff. Anyways I kinda wanna get food but I know it’ll still feel kinda awkward. Also I don’t really know what to get anyway.#I mean I guess I can make a shitty sandwich? Not feelin up to it. Also don’t rlly wanna make the easy microwave breakfast burrito; and dont#wanna get one of the sweet treats. Maybe I could get a drink; nobody is really drinking the pineapple+aloe (or whatever) drink much. I kinda#like it; so I wouldn’t mind it. It’s akin to the more *sweet* pineapple side than bitter but that’s not a horrible thing. It’s not sickening#I lowkey wonder what roommate’s work schedule is gonne become; he won’t have Saturdays off anymore I think. He also doesn’t seem to have to#work today. It’s nice to know a fairly regular schedule for him so I know when I have access to Elden Ring or his comp.#Plus I’m more comfortable with myself when he’s not around. Thinking about what to eat again /lh#ANYWAYS yeah regarding who I feel like? HOW I feel like? Fairly calm. chill. ‘serious’. /shrug#I know for a fact I have to have resting bitch face rn which is hilarious to think of. But I don’t think I’m mad about anything.#Stealing from a list of names I had before; I’m gonna pretend that I fit any of em. Ren. So whatever the fuck I am right now? Ren /lh#Ren feels like a green name. Probably. *Looks at this one image of various colors of sepia we have*#*Sees ‘Join or Die’ green sepia* that’s pretty rad /pf#Anyways. I wonder if there’s multiple of us that actually act/feel similarly. What if I can act like this and it’s not me but someone else?
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god forbid we have a horrible murderer woman with the eyes of that painting of lucifer and the disposition of a rabid street dog in an alleyway. god forbid we have one thing.
#rest in peace to the only real bitch on this planet#ana lucia cortez#lost#to all my followers who don’t follow me for lost contact (literally 100% of you I’ve never posted about lost) SIT DOWN AND LET ME DO WHAT I#you deserved so much better babygirl#and I’m mad to say it giving a guy your gun bc you couldn’t kill anymore with your sad red lucifer angst eyes and him killing you is one#last ultra-hot and cool and real thing to do I love you ana lucia and I think all of the murder and violence you manifested was reasonable#no because I’m watching lost with my parents and this death was cataclysmic#it’s not fair it’s not fair I loved her I loved her and her manic depressed disposition#like actually blocked I’m so upset rn it was so out of the blue#tv is evil#do I need to tag lost spoilers on this account#lost spoilers#lost season 2#lost s2
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the gif of peter griffin snapping his neck is a bit too relatable
#i’m actually so mad rn#nothing im drawing looks right#i’m so tempted to quit this drawing cause it’s been a month and a hair and i can’t get anything right#i’m getting increasingly more frustrated#i can’t do anything right#maybe it’s cause my older brother is leaving for school tmrw#and it’s all hitting that i’m the oldest now technically and now i’ll become an even bigger scapegoat but that’s a vent fir another day#it’s funny how a drawing of ponyboy curtis with a sodapop swagger has me questioning my self worth#m not gonna hurt myself btw i just say shit after the smallest inconvenience#i wanna finish this before school starts but idk if i can now#i’m genuinely so frustrated and like why is a dumb drawing making me question my self worth#and i have another doctors appointment tomorrow because i have a bunch of random moles and i need to get them checked out or skth#this is a disaster#ugh#cw sui joke
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maybe i am being a huge bitch and terrible and unfair ????? perhaps that’s the problem ???? and that is likely. however the council (my two best friends and my mom) have concurred that i should actually be angrier and meaner so i think im doing my best atm
#kinda joke but actually i don’t know what to do and i am sooooo angry it i don’t think it’s justified but also isn’t it ? isn’t it ?#like i may have fucked up the very serious convo that we had earlier but also i’m so mad. and i said that. and she heard me I THOUGHT#so i thought it was going to get taken care of but apparently not#like ok. don’t pay rent just stay here 5/7 nights a week and stop by anytime and don’t make any moves to change or fix the position you’re#in like whatever atp. maybe i’d be a better friend if i was more understanding and ive been telling myself that for weeks but also wtf#i know things are terrible for her so i should be nicer and more understanding but i’ve been as nice and understanding as i can be for three#months now and nothings changed she not even interested in changing things so at what point is it real life consequences#of im mad and you have to pay rent ffs#idk. i should apologize for even asking that of her ig. i know things are super hard for her rn. but things are also hard for me rn#in different less extreme ways but still. idk
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