#I’m just so done with their parenting
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how do u say hi without being super awkward... anyways hi!! hru!! I literally had to force myself to click the ask button from how high I am, haha :D
Half jokes aside, just wanted to check up on you. Kinda worried i guess?? Idk my older brother instincts were SCREAMING at me to send an ask. So um... Here I am. Just wanted to say, I care abt you a lot and i love you sm /p despite not interacting much. I know you already have people you trust more than me but, I'm always here if you ever wanna vent/rant.
Thought I'd let you know because, idk I consider you a close moot, as weird as that is
Hi um wow this is kind of impeccable timing because my parents are being my parents and not trusting me to handle my life again and they got mad at me for taking a “two hour” break (I was working on my hw throughout that said break) and calling my friends when I literally am stuck in school for nine hours all day and like. Idk sometimes I don’t think they understand how much I’m trying to not ruin my life!! Because if it were completely up to me I’d just do whatever the fuck I want and then end it once I’m like 18 or something but I’m trying my best not to go that path and I don’t. I don’t think they realize that!!! So!! 😬
#I told my mom I’m stuck at school for nine hours and she went “well I’m stuck at work for over ten”#Okay. Cool. So what does that have to do with ME feeling tired??#Yeah!! You’re also tired!!!!! I get that!!!!!!! But??? Your exhaustion doesn’t negate or dismiss mine??????#I’m just so done with their parenting#My dad is always like “we’re trying our best”#Okay yeah I’m also trying MY best but for whatever reason you guys aren’t satisfied with that??#Why do I have to deal with your shitty ass parenting and be okay with it when you people aren’t okay with me “ruining my life”#I just. God they make me want to give everything up so bad#They trap a wild bird inside a bird cage and berate it’s singing when it’s doing the best it can in it’s conditions#And then they get mad when it stops singing#Sorry I didn’t mean to ramble um anyways yeah thanks for checking in big bro we don’t chat much but like#You’re a really comforting figure in my life#We don’t have to talk often to be close dw#purple.txt [👾]
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Gourmand: Any minute now.
Hunter: …I-
Arti: I’m sorry!
Hunter: Huh?
Arti: I-I’m so sorry. For attacking you, and for- for everything.
Arti: I’ve been such an asshole to you.
Hunter: …Yeah you have been an asshole. But I fucked up too, I didn’t know what I was saying. I thought…
Hunter: …it doesn’t matter what I thought. I shouldn’t have said that. I, uh… I-I heard about your k-
Arti: Don’t. It’s in the past now.
Gourmand: Is it?
Gourmand: You attacked him over saying something that triggered you, so no, it doesn’t seem to be all in the past.
Gourmand: It isn’t fair to hurt someone for not knowing something that you never told them.
PART ONE IS DONE!!!!!!!!! Part two will probably come in about, uh, seven years, give or take. /j
(It isn’t perfect, but it’s been too long and I needed to get the first part of this comic out. I’m honestly super happy I finished, because it was unnecessarily hard lmao. Anyways I’m gonna ramble in the tags now)
#Rw siblings au#Rw Artificer#Rw Hunter#Rw Gourmand#okay okay so#The last frame is basically Hunter realizing that Arti doesn’t actually know anything about what happened to him either lol#Also we finally get the reveal of what that one drawing of Hunter being confused was about!#He did not expect to ever hear Arti say she was sorry#Like for anything#The Arti he knows doesn’t do that lol#But! She’s changing! For the better! :D#Gourmand is out here desperately trying to parent these two idiots#He literally put them in a time-out to think about what they’ve done lmfao#Neither of them have ever been hit with the “I’m not mad I’m just disappointed” before lol#But it’s finally happening! They are having a conversation!!! Yippee!!!#The time it took for me to draw this comic is canonically how long they were sitting there for before either of them said anything /j
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I was bored and looking for fanfics to read, and I stumble across one (mind you, it’s supposed to be a crack fic) where they pose the idea of g1 Starscream secretly being a megop kid
And now I can’t unsee it
I mean, he is red, blue and light grey like a combo of them, and he also at least gives me the impression that he’s a lot younger than them
And also looking at the three of them, I kind of see it
The things that don’t look similar are just jet things, which neither of them are. And yeah, him being a jet would be a detractor from this idea, but who knows, maybe alt modes aren’t genetic in this hypothetical scenario
Also another thing the fic brought up is that Megatron never just kills Starscream despite his constant treachery. I think that’s different by the movie, but whatever
I know it’s stupid and I don’t really believe it, and this would only be specifically in g1 (because god knows it doesn’t work in other continuities), but now it’s in my brain and I need other people to know about it
#I told my friend about it but now I need to tell more people#and I mean yeah g1 megop is old divorced yaoi#the war is just for the custody of their kid#who doesn’t care in the slightest#crap I forgot what else I was going to say#oh yeah so I mean this probably means Megatron isn’t a great dad looking at the two#but I mean I don’t imagine g1 Megatron to be a model parent anyways#okay I think I’m done#transformers#transformers g1#starscream#megatron#optimus prime#megop#random stuff
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hong kong miku,,,
#hopping on the trend jumpscare i’m from hong kong surprise#i haven’t seen that many hk mikus around#lowkey chat i think i kinda ate with this one#however i will say i am coloring in the dark so if any colors look off that’s why#and also i haven’t opened this program in literal months i jumped straight into this no warmup no nothing#miku is what pulls me out of art block apparently i was locked in for 5 hours STRAIGHT#someone needs to teach me how to paint properly holy#not sure how i feel about the bottom left one but that was a quick one anyways#i am from hk originally but i haven’t been back in years so i have no idea about the culture other than food and mirror#OKAY let me explain the context#street food is a big thing in hk and quick and easy things like fish balls egg waffles and like siu mai and wonton noodles are popular#back then people really would just squat down on the side of the road or right in front of the shop to eat it and go#but i don’t think anyone does that anymore city life and all that#ohh i should have done instant noodles breakfasts god i loved those#if anyones from hk if you go to the causeway bay mtr station exit that leads up to the big road near sogo. do they still sell siu mai there#that shit was BANGER i remember asking for them all the time#a good majority of parents in hk would get their daughters ears pierced as a baby something about them not feeling as much pain idk#that’s just what i was told#i used the neon for her friendly standard greeting cause i wanted to incorporate the neon signs somehow without actually drawing a whole bg#lots of neon signs in hk. i heard they had to take them down cause of light pollution which is sad but understandable#everyone got their shoes from dr kong. at least when i was younger they did#boy band is self explanatory. i heard they’re really popular my mom listens to them#oh i had her messing with her shoes cause hk people move FAST. you stop for one second and you get shoved#so like a fun little allusion#gave her black roots just for fun. she is violating every school uniform code possible#this is all based off of my memory by the way so like. anyone who knows this better than i do hit me up#hatsune miku#miku from my culture#jellos scribbles#i haven’t tag yapped in so long welcome back my love i missed you
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chat where is the jar store at
(He got delivered today with a certificate on serving from the university of cunt motherington)
((why is the quality so shitty Tumblr))
I cannot with myself bc what is this mess bro 😭
#Part 5 characters to me is like a boy band to a one direction fangirl#Part 5 boy band au wait……. Has anyone done that…….#I spent 100 dollars on him and honestly I don’t know if I’m happy about that#Im really disappointed in myself for paying that much for a mere figurine of a character I like but hey I can’t do anything better w my lif#Parental attention could’ve fixed this#Anyway I should stop yapping about that I just got my babygirl figurine#I wanted to try posing him but it was too hard and I was scared something would break so I just decided to not mess w it too much 😭#Besides I think it’s kinda cute lil bro is just sitting there hes lowkey just a chill guy :3#I wish he was bigger tho 😞#Jjba#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojos bizarre adventure#Guido mista#action figures#He makes me happy :)#jjba really getting me thru shit man
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Plugging this again bc I WROTE A FIC WHERE EDDIE DIES (he doesn’t actually) AFTER THE SNIPER AND BUCK HAS TO DEAL WITH THAT & FINDS OUT ABOUT THE WILL & DEALS W ANA & THE DIAZ PARENTS AND HIS TRAUMA AND REALIZING HE’S IN LOVE WITH HIS (not actually) DEAD BEST FRIEND & IM SUPER PROUD OF IT
#911 abc#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#it has letters & surprise wills & PTSD & Dad Buck#& traumatized Chris bc that’s just accurate & Buck thinking he’s dreaming about Eddie & a little Shannon & a happy ending#I think it’s really good I worked SO hard on it & I cried a LOT writing it#so you kind of have to read it I think. I’m pretty sure that’s the rules#christopher diaz#buddie fanfic#911 fanfic#buddie au#it is NOT Ana Bashing either! ppl can be squiggly abt that but I didn’t write it in that way#we DO hate on the Diaz parents bc I think we’ve earned that right especially after everything they’ve done#idk why I’m sharing this rn it’s 11:30pm WHOOPS should probably r/b this at a better hour lol
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tim drakes parents are good and bad. that’s possible! in case you were wondering :)
#tim drake#janet drake#jack drake#the way you behave is nuanced#they can be both good parents and bad parents at the same time#that’s how MOST parents are i feel?#nuance is a thing and it makes me so hdndjsjdjd when people say#janet drake is a fantastic mother!!!#or like#janet drake is a horrible mother#she can care for her son#and it can not be enough or correct or#love isn’t always enough#and there’s no doubt that she loved him#it’s just#yall#cmon#nuance#please#quib rambles#batfamily#batfam#red robin#i’m not done rambling i realized#LOL#people can make a nuanced character worse than they are (or better) in fic#that is something that is legal and okay to do#if you were wondering
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since merula likes thoughtful gifts I’d like to share my hc that merulas develops a lil baby crush on mc ever since the Christmas sq where mc gifts she the song book
#and it goes downhill from there#I’m just imagining sad angry baby merula spending yet another Xmas alone her parents are in prison#her aunt doesn’t give her the time of day#she has no one to go home to#she doesn’t rly have friends bc well. she’s mean#and so she’s just studying she doesn’t care about this dumb holiday anyways#but she sees mc and their friends having a nice time and there’s a part of her that wants that 😔#and then mc surprises her with a gift and it’s a songbook bc she likes to sing and it reminds her of her mother#it’s so thoughtful and nice and she can’t believe mc is being nice to her when she’s been terrible to them#and it’s like the first time in a while someone has truly paid attention to her and has seen her#and the lil baby crush starts from there and grows over time she’s doomed#she doesn’t know how to deal with it so she just gets MCs attention in the best way she knows how by bullying them lmao#aaaaand she’s prob in denial for a bit#ok I’m done#I wrote a whole fic in the tags#mella speaks
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A thing about trying to plot out QS canon-divergence fixit where the marriage is averted is that the obvious solution to “she was already pregnant before they knew the truth” is, well, end the pregnancy. The wider world doesn’t seem to know that she’d conceived prior to marriage, so can’t be more than a month or so along as of the wedding for it to be plausible. People have been inducing abortion in dire circumstances despite physical risk and moral stigma throughout history. QS has magic at her disposal and the means to remove herself from society unnoticed during the recovery period, and even if it’s taboo, is it more taboo than incest?
#tfw when the text’s misogyny results in everyone operating on post-Roe Texas logic#*post-Dobbs rather#like come on JGY grew up in a brothel he would know how shit gets done#I can only see him not suggesting it if he’d witnessed someone dying from attempting to give themselves an abortion#and his panic brain was like ‘it would be Just Like That and she would DIE HORRIBLY so we must marry!’#and even then it doesn’t explain why QS’s parents wouldn’t suggest it!#or (more distressingly yet still plausibly) pulling a Hoster Tully and forcing it#don’t mind me I woke up in the middle of the night and started pondering and now I’m grumpy#bc it’s like you either have to go FULL divergence where she and JGY never hook up at all#or you don’t give her the information until she’s already in the marriage and her options are much more limited#bc if she finds out at the same time JGY does possible outcomes either feel like a PSA about the importance of abortion access#or (if she marries someone else or otherwise sticks it out) GOP glurge about how keeping a pregnancy is always fine and good in the end#miscarriage cw#just in case
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Larchpaw
She/her, 8 moons, cis molly
#Larchpaw#beetleclan#apprentice#clangen#warrior cats oc#kiri’s clangen#warrior#kiri's clangen#Wow i wonder who this mini Berrymurk is. Surely it’s not his one and only daughter#surely him and his daughter don’t have nearly identical sprites save for Larch having a slightly yellower tint and an apprentice pose#But to be so forreal the name Larch is actually really fitting becuase of that becuase larch trees are a conifer that isn’t an evergreen.#their needles turn yellow and fall off in the fall which fits because she’s just a little more yellow than her dad#I also made the pointy parts of her fur point down instead of up like the rest of her family just to show she doesn’t look all that much-#-like her grandma Gravelshock#She’s technically half-clan and her other parent is unknown so I like to think her other parent had droopier fur (though I have no one in-#-particular planned)#Anyways she’s sort of friends/rivals with Swallowpaw (who I’m planning on having as the starting POV for beetleclan) so expect to see and-#-read a lot of her whenever I get to the actual story part#I actually love Larch a lot she’s very cute I’m tempted to do her POV at least sometimes#but Idk#Also I’M FUCKING BACK!!!#can’t say how regular posts will be considering the computer I use to add the border afterwords is Wigging The Fuck Out Constantly and I-#-can barely use it but I’ve got one more cat queued after this at least so there’s that!#I can’t wait to get to the actual story I’m gonna do it in fic form with some illustrations scattered throughout instead of a comic (unless#-I feel like a specific moons needs a comic)#and I think I’ll put in on my AO3 which’ll be fun so yeah. I’m excited to finally get through all these designs hopefully over this summer#and I’m done with hs now so I can continue working on it during this next year because I don’t plan on doing college immediately!! So yeah-#-I’ve got a lot of time on my hands now and I’m excited to get back to Projects!!#I’m thinking of doing commissions on my main too (including warriors/clangen designs) so look out for that if you’re interested
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I am fighting for my life to be mentally stable and it’s not working
#personal*#jess talks#trigger warning cus I’m feeling really low and might vent#but genuinely I want to give up#I don’t want to exist#I feel like a burden and a scrounger#I realised yesterday that everything I have is because of someone else#I haven’t earnt anything for myself or done anything with my life#I complain that I can’t support myself#yet I make no effort to fix that#im scared of my insecurity to do anything#I’m scared I’m not good enough#I’m scared to exist in my own home#it doesn’t feel like my home#I haven’t felt ‘at home’ since before uni#I’ve moved house 6 times in the past 7 years#I never feel secure or safe#and I feel responsible#I wish I could just go get a good paying job and support myself and my family#all I want is my independence back like I had at uni#but even at uni I was living off of a loan I’ll never be able to pay off#my whole existence is a waste#I’m contemplating giving up on my art and business because it’s getting me no where#I might as well give up entirely#I can’t see any positive resolutions in sight and I feel so helpless#but all I’m doing is feeling sorry for myself#my parents are sm worse off than I am currently yet I’m the one having panic attacks and terrified to leave my room??#I’m gonna be 26 still living with my parents achieving nothing for myself#with no relationship experience and not an inclining of self respect#grow up Jess
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Guybats fic idea where it starts off as Guy flirting like his usual asshole self (mostly just to see how far he can get with the Bruce Wayne) and Bruce leaning into it because he finds it funny, BUT then Guy’s Social Services instincts kick in when he notices odd behaviors from the kids (the Robins) in the house, and he confronts Bruce, concerned about the wellbeing of his kids.
Everyone is throughly confused at this very caring and concerned side of Guy.
Bruce knows he was a social worker, but still can’t get over the shocking “change” in his character.
#bruce is like ‘no I don’t think you understand I had to-‘#and Guy is like ‘no exceptions. I don’t care if your kids have homocidal tendencies there are better ways to deal with it.#now I don’t like breaking up families so I’m gonna give you some options of family therapist and parental classes close by….#but if you don’t change anything about this… I’m not afraid to sue a fucking billionaire.’#Bruce standing there like 🕴️#the night has NOT AT ALL went the way he planned#Guy tries to make it easier on the kids by being an unofficial part of the social team trying to help the Wayne family#it just freaks all the robins out because who is that Guy and what have they done with Guy?#dc comics#cat rambles#fic ideas#guybats#guy gardner#bruce wayne#Batfam
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nbc hannibal where everything is the same but hannibal lecter has live laugh love decor
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me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game
#hi everyone#I’m going around hugging you all#okay now that we are gathered here today#i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best#i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time#and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol#but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine#literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything#I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake….#I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour#then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it#and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again#I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do#so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour.#I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday#y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts#I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story#I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my#own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing?#y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents#.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire#but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself#I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump#I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions#I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well#I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day.#but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it#I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing#I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!!#I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time
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I just got psychic damage by hearing Lauriam’s name on youtube pronounced as “larry-am”
#the guy keeps saying it like that throughout and I’m just like no😰#gives me that fear of how will the eng dub will eventually pronounce his name#the way his name starts looks like the word ‘laurel’ like the plant#so I argue that’s more fitting and sounds more elegant like that#and by saying it like that larryam u imply that his diminutive nickname would be larry and not laurie#now i can’t help but imagine brain calling him larry as a joke and lauriam just side eyes him like ( ¯−¯ )#(plus side note the way his name ends is a lot like the suffix -arium implying a purposeful place or setting like planetarium terrarium etc#so his name breaks down to meaning an enclosure or space where laurel is kept#Laurel leaves classically symbolized as a mark of achievement#very befitting of this overachiever who’s done with all his tasks by noon#and now a headcanon his parents were like what should we name our fancy son something distinctive but still regular sounding…#solution: combine the names Laurence and William there ya go#kh#khux#lauriam#all this typed out because I couldn’t ignore the way this person said his name 🧍🏽#extra side note for fun his name in Spanish would be lorellermo??? lorenmo??#edit: wait wait how about FLORELLERMO 💐✨👏 I’ll be here all night#I’m using the squidward naming logic cause he’s called calamardo in Spanish (calamari and Eduardo)
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Thank GOD it’s a half day tomorrow otherwise I would NOT be making it to that concert
#still can’t believe my parents are letting me go to fucking CANADA for a Taylor Swift concert#like MY parents? Them?? Who done even let me walk to the deli that’s thirty seconds away??#To be fair it’s becuase my cousin is flying with me#and they literally just her more than anyone else in the world she is the most responsible person I know#literally the only person I know who has her life together 😭#but yeah I’m SO HYPEDDDDD#taylor swift#personal post#the eras tour
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