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I was bored and looking for fanfics to read, and I stumble across one (mind you, it’s supposed to be a crack fic) where they pose the idea of g1 Starscream secretly being a megop kid
And now I can’t unsee it
I mean, he is red, blue and light grey like a combo of them, and he also at least gives me the impression that he’s a lot younger than them
And also looking at the three of them, I kind of see it
The things that don’t look similar are just jet things, which neither of them are. And yeah, him being a jet would be a detractor from this idea, but who knows, maybe alt modes aren’t genetic in this hypothetical scenario
Also another thing the fic brought up is that Megatron never just kills Starscream despite his constant treachery. I think that’s different by the movie, but whatever
I know it’s stupid and I don’t really believe it, and this would only be specifically in g1 (because god knows it doesn’t work in other continuities), but now it’s in my brain and I need other people to know about it
#I told my friend about it but now I need to tell more people#and I mean yeah g1 megop is old divorced yaoi#the war is just for the custody of their kid#who doesn’t care in the slightest#crap I forgot what else I was going to say#oh yeah so I mean this probably means Megatron isn’t a great dad looking at the two#but I mean I don’t imagine g1 Megatron to be a model parent anyways#okay I think I’m done#transformers#transformers g1#starscream#megatron#optimus prime#megop#random stuff
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I just got home from my little sister’s dance recital and omg it’s always such a treat to watch! But not for the reason you’d think.
Okay so my sister’s good and all, and I love supporting her and seeing her grow as a dancer, but she’s not the best part about going to these shows. Do you know what is??
The toddlers.
The small, adorable toddlers in tutus who step out onto the dark stage, with an older hand guiding them to their places. The little ones that don’t have a single thought behind their eyes once the stage light turns on. The tiny children who look to each other for guidance when the music starts cuz they have absolutely no fucking clue what dance moves they’re supposed to be doing. Their dance teacher inevitably trying to help them along from the wings, and them attempting to copy the demonstration of the choreography they’ve been working on for ten entire weeks. The toothy little smiles those kiddos get when the music ends and the audience claps and cheers. And when the stage goes dark once more, the little shuffling and pitter-patter of those tots getting coaxed back into the wings.
DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW ADORABLE IT IS
WHEN THEYRE JUMPING AND TWIRLING AND RAISING THEIR HANDS UP AND KICKING THEIR FEET AND SKIPPING AROUND AND
AND SOMETIMES THEYRE NOT
SOMETIMES THERELL BE A KID WHO JUST STANDS THERE THE ENTIRE TIME LIKE ‘NAH I AINT DOIN THIS SHIT’ AND ITS
ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY
The serotonin boost I get each time I go to one of these shows
Like oh my god look at these little guys in their sparkles and their tap shoes and their hilarious efforts at remembering the correct dance moves to do
5 stars. Didn’t remember a single correct move. 10/10 would watch a hundred times over.
#youuu donttt understanddd#they danced to singin’ in the rain#and they had fucking GLAOSHES#*GALISHED#**GALOSHES#‘what a glorious feeeeeelinh I’m haaaaaappy again’#FUCK YEAH IM HAPPY AGAIN AHHAHAHHA#can you tell I go into absolute hysterics watching these kids?#they’re so bad but that’s what makes it so FUCKING GOOD#honestly I should look up toddler dance recitals on YouTube if I ever need a pick-me-up#how have I not thought to do this before??#okay I think I’m done#🎶song sings🎶
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bad writer. sexual harasser. ugly merch designer. child labor employer. pick a struggle
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I have met people, like section mates and co workers, who have not thrown up since childhood, like single digits young. Meanwhile for me, over the years, it’s gotten to the point where when I get sick, my family is barely even concerned. Mild reactions and “do you feel better?”. To be fair yeah I usually DO feel better after vomiting lol but still it’s 🫠
#anyways we’re on vacation and had a nice big good lunch#drove home got ready what not had an alcoholic drank and went into the ocean#mom wanted me to dive for shells and I was like aight I’m being lazy and chill tho#I did. for a bit and I did a dive came up and went#okay I think I’m done#and head back to shore#by time I make it I can feel it#I make it across the beach and up to the hotel area on the cement I passed the shower station taking my sandy feet directly to the bathroom#well I was not quite quick enough#opened the door to head to the bathroom it’s like twenty feet away (close) and nah#it’s happening so I hurl#into#my hand#bUT#there was a garbage can like the street kind right there by the door and I continued vomiting there#also dumped my hand#then went to the bathroom to rinse off and Jesus it was disgusting my whole face/mouth was covered from vomiting into my hand#went and sat down for a little had some water and then went in the pool#tbh I haven’t gotten sick in quite some time like months actually#but I knew I couldn’t make it thru a week long vacation 😔#anyways well thanks for listening if you’re still here lmao#personal#health
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she’ll be alright because she had you.
#star wars#the bad batch#star wars the bad batch#sw tbb#the bad batch season 3#the bad batch season three spoilers#the bad batch season finale#tbb spoilers#tbb#tbb season 3#tbb hunter#sergeant hunter#just been thinking about hunter struggling to let omega go because he fears for her safety#it’s a big bad galaxy and he’s seen some of the worst of it#but i think he’d come around because he knows that he’s done all that he could to teach her to survive on her own#his love for her#the same love that makes him fear for her#is the very thing that gave him the strength and drive and dedication to give her all the tools she needed to mold herself into her own—#extremely capable person#idk i just think they’re beautiful and i miss them#apologies for waxing poetic (not really at all but it feels like i’m dumping— don’t know if anyone will even read this. oops. okay bye)#mods draws#mods art#my art
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fellas is it gay to nurse your best friend back to health after he becomes feverish and delirious with the horror of his actions
#i’m sure someone’s done this before#frankenstein#clervalstein#victor frankenstein#henry clerval#crime and punishment#raskolnikov#razumikhin#rasraz#or is it razras?#i think i accidentally put a hashtag in front of almost every tag by accident but that’s okay-a
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in case you are in the mood to feel devastated here’s an alternate way of viewing charles’ response to edwin’s confession:
we know that charles kinda puts edwin on a pedestal- yes they are partners but there is a bit of a hierarchy between them. charles just looks up to and admires edwin in so many ways while constantly looking down on and being really hard on himself. he puts on his big happy persona because he thinks that people wouldn’t like him if they actually got to know him.
so when edwin confesses, it’s like a blow to him. he took his charming persona too far and went and tricked the most important person in the world into thinking he was worthy of love. and it’s worse because he does love edwin in that way, which is exactly why he can’t let him know that. charles still believes that he is like his dad, and he saw exactly what his parents’ relationship did to his mother.
he thinks that loving edwin in the way that he wants to would only cause more pain to this boy who has already been through far more than he deserves. so he blinks back his tears, attempts the same charming smile he’s used all these years, and dishes out the gentlest non-rejection in the history of forever
#i don’t really think this is what happened but my brain just loves to add an extra sprinkle of angst to everything#but honestly the more that i study that scene the more i think this is a possibility#at least to some extent#like specifically his facial reactions after edwin says he’s in love with him#he looks panicked and devastated#almost like it was something he thought about before and was afraid of it happening#and then he cracks his little joke to downplay it because he isn’t ready to accept that what’s really happening#because he already had to watch edwin get dragged away before he could step in to protect him and now this#his two worst nightmares became reality in hell#anyways i do think he’s just oblivious and will figure it out in season 2#but i just wanted to ramble#i do think a lot of the reason why he has to figure things out is because he’s afraid he’s a bad person#so it’s more him figuring out if he’s good enough to love edwin rather than if he actually does#okay i’m done yapping for now#dead boy detectives#payneland#charles rowland
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I’m genuinely about to go square up with some fuckhead ass kids because my mother just informed me that they have not only once, but TWICE cut my youngest sister’s hair without her consent or knowledge.
the first time was in April and they cut like 6 inches off a random spot of her hair.
and yesterday, they cut fucking 14ish inches off because she started wearing her hair in a braid so no one could cut chunks out of it as easily so they just cut the whole fucking braid off.
I’m going to fucking kill them, who the fuck made them think this is an acceptable way to act and fucking treat someone. deadass going to go fight some fucking high schoolers over this, I swear to god.
kids are so fucking fucked up these days, I’m so beyond angry. she’s so fucking upset and distraught and nothing can be done about it. that hair is just gone. I feel so fucking sad and angry just on her behalf. why are kids so fucking cruel, she didn’t deserve that
#I wish I could afford to buy hair extensions to put in for her so she could have her long hair back#I feel so so so fucking awful about what’s happened and I just want to fix it#I’m so fucking angry and upset. they just keep targeting her and we don’t know why#but my mother got the police involved apparently. so hopefully something gets done? but I fucking doubt it#plus she’s fucking autistic like the kid just keeps to herself aside from 2 close friends#it’s not like she bothers anyone#she’s so calm and quiet and enjoys her alone time#like what did she do for them to think that was fucking okay#I’m so fucking angry
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Get in the fucking biograft, Shuriken. (EVANGELION/PHIGHTING!)
(og screenshot’s/cover under text!) Why hello there to my tumblr followers, it’s been a awhile /silly
ANYWAYS!!! Guess who recently finished the EVA franchise minus the rebuilds and has been in a horrible chokehold over it, this anime ruined my life but hey at least its intro theme is nice……
Well, I wanted to draw some stuff for it! All together these pieces took exactly 48 hours and 20 minutes… with the cover-piece taking ~35(?) of those hours. These were… very, VERY time costly safe to say LOL,,, I am super, SUPER proud of how the cover came out though, everything on it was drawn, colored, rendered, edited, whatever, BY HAND stroke by stroke (as you can see below)
The text, the lineart, the shadows, the colors, the snowflakes on the bio and Shuri, EVERYTHING was done by hand, it was horribly time costly but it did come out very, VERY well in the end I would say (fun fact! I also didn’t originally have the textless version of the cover, and I had to trace all of the lineart for bio’s tophalf by just guessing what line when where and what the hell was going on /silly)
this was a very, very hard project to do all together, but it was also a really nice learning experience too, I’m happy i did it that’s for sure :3!
(og screenies + cover)
#its. Done#ho. ly.#FUCK#its finally done#48 hours of work later and I’m FREEEEEEEE (lie) /silly#Eva has been rotting my brain into oblivion recently#I am oh so traumatized and mentally disturbed but man this anime does hold a very special place in my heart#And so does PHIGHTING! which is why this exists /silly#So! About this#This isn’t an au- not really at least. I don’t think I could live with myself if I made this a serious au#I love Eva with all my heart but I feel like it’s just a little too mature to combine with something like phighting LMAO#I don’t want to be the reason why some poor 12 year old finds out about EVA and then is subsequently traumatized for life because an#Artist they like combined the two /j#Okay seriously though yeah! This is really just a fun little “what if” situation- bascially of what characters would be who and how would a#Small bit of the world building work#Other then that I have been trying to avoid putting much thought into it#Credits to my friend Torch for getting me into this hell-show by the way /vsilly#art#artists on tumblr#phighting#digital art#phighting roblox#phighting fanart#phighting art#roblox phighting#phighting!#evangelion fanart#neon genesis evangelion#the end of evangelion#neon genesis fanart
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Do you. Do you get it.
Original under the cut!
#I put way too much effort into this#it was supposed to be a silly thing#BUT WE JUST RUN WITH IT#Please tell me you’ve seen the original picture because it’s the best#I think if you’re on tumblr you HAVE to have seen it atp#if not#now you have!!!#okay I’m done being insane in the tags guys I promise#I love them so much#whizzvin#whizzer brown#marvin falsettos#falsettos#falsettos 2016#queer#MILO ART
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“Some of you 🙄 should consume weirder media if you find this crazy 😒”
Ppl can consume whatever the fuck media they want actually. Watch what you wanna fucking watch and don’t let pretentious assholes make you feel lame for not watching “weird” or “artsy” stuff. 🫡
LET PPL THINK THINGS ARE FUCKIMG WEIRD DUDE GGEZ. I’m so tired of “oh y’all thought that movie was weird?? Wow that was tame. I’ve watched way worse like that was actually REALLY normal idk maybe ur sheltered or something because for me personally it was just no biggy but like I guess we all have different experiences lol but yeah that was like an episode of dragon tales compared to what I usually watch but it’s ok you must be sensitive.” I can’t stand the condescending way ppl treat others who think something is weird or disturbing or whatever. ESP when they aren’t criticizing the movie/tv show for being weird. They are just expressing that it was whacky. Let ppl HAVE EXPERIENCES IM BEGGING YOU.
#okay I think I’m done#I just feel another rant coming on anytime I see someone say shit about it#film
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YOOO! I found an art-style that doesn’t hold me back me as much as the old one did 🙌
This doodle was so unplanned. At first I wanted to just put Eddie into a hoodie, because why not, and then I started adding random stuff. For example: a bus background, a phone, and Frank!
Although I haven’t been posting a lot, I’ve been practicing!
#welcome home#eddie dear#eddie dear welcome home#eddie welcome home#welcome home eddie dear#welcome home fanart#welcome home eddie#welcome home arg#frank frankly#frank welcome home#welcome home frank frankly#frank x eddie#frank/eddie#eddie x frank#welcome home frank#frankly dear#that’s a lot of tags 😨#fanart#welcome home fandom#okay I think I’m done now#excuse my grammar
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Continuation of this
#superbat#batman#superman#toast art#Clark rolling that beautiful bean footage in his head#the beans are non-conductive silicone and I KNOW would be good to touch#feels like….Polly pocket clothes#also…#emphasizing here that Bruce is NOT small Clark is just a 6’7 freak#big body big hands big head big gay thoughts#which makes Bruce (hulking 6’3 slab of meat) look like a demure little purse dog#idk why I need to let everyone know this because it has nothing to do with this art (which is about toe beans) but I digress#I’ve said enough in these tags#but I think the idea of Bruce being a big guy by regular standards but then being thrown into a group of super human giants#thus making him a little shrimp by compairison is like….so funny augughgjfj#little man who can’t fly and gets thrown around like a beanbag#okay okay I’m done
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Dungeon lord Chilchuck
What would his wish as a dungeon lord be? What would he be like? Headcanons & speculation post for fun. But I’ll start with analytic lead up because that’s always fun for me, though feel free to skip and skim.
When it comes to what Chilchuck’s dungeon lord desires could/would be like we have mainly 3 hints: His nightmare, his succubus and what the winged lion says to him.
Why: — From what we see nightmares are based on the person’s worst fears and insecurities, both Laios’ and Marcille’s nightmare were closely tied to their dungeon lord wishes (Laios’ dream monster being summoned to crush the ghosts of relationships that represented the pressure to fit in and belong, Marcille seeking control over death and aging through magic to avoid loss), the fuel behind their desire/goal if you will. Fear and deep-seated desires are seemingly closely tied, something also supported by Thistle and Mithrun’s reigns as dungeon lords (Thistle proving his worth through fulfilling his given duty + protecting his loved ones, being listened to instead of having to listen, Mithrun escaping rigid two-faced elven society and living in a wonderland where he has no enemies and he’s loved, free from everyone he knew yet propped up by the person symbolizing his brother being chosen over him, the bastard child).
— I’ve talked about the significance I assign to the succubi often by now, but rundown: What we see of each character is all very telling if you care to listen, it shows not only someone’s "ideal form" but what they want from it. Izutsumi’s is familial, offering a hug and comfort, Marcille’s is romantic with a character she knows and loves, offering a kiss on a hand and a connection regardless of how distant it actually is, and Laios’ is platonic, arguable at first but then Laios’ fear of judgement is placated and he is offered the picture perfect friend group that accepts his interest (if you want my full look at Laios’ succubus go here). They take on the most alluring form, most ideal person of their victim, even uncovering deep subconscious desires, so precisely and effectively to the point it leaves victims physically frozen before the object of their desire. Succubi and the demon are themselves tied in lore and it’s easy to see how similar their core skill are. Succubi don’t give a good idea of what a character would wish for on their own but they certainly give hints on what they crave, regardless of how you want to read it.
— Last bit is self-explanatory. To placate Chilchuck and win his compliance over, the monster that reads your soul like an open book offers to give him something specific. But! It’s also important to remember that the lion isn’t offering to fulfill Chilchuck’s dream world wish here, it’s a second prize, because his goal with what he promised Laios is that they’d stay in this world, away from everyone and everything else. Chilchuck wants to get away but is kept back, and it’s here the lion placates him with "hey it’s okay! You can’t do that but I can still give you this! This is enough right? It’ll make everything easier on you".
What each bit says: — Long version in another post. Tldlr: His daughters and family are obviously important to him, and this reinforces that he takes on the role of protector a lot, he’s constantly worried for his party members’ lives and implicitly his family’s. Safety and stability, both economical and otherwise, are his core values and goals, and he berates both others and himself if someone fails on those fronts. Here, there’s the fear of not being enough, of not having been able to protect, and of course of loss.
— Chil’s succubi are obviously sexual, and not only that but agressively and straightforwardly so. It’s not like Marcille’s where there’s personality involved, all they do is give him sultry looks and pretty smiles before jumping on him. His succubi aren’t like Izutsumi’s, always the same exact person and appearance, so it’s not someone but an appealing general idea. The idea of a sexual being he can regard as simply a gorgeous piece of meat and a good time no strings attached. In my interpretation, especially with my reading of Laios’ succubus where even with deep-seated desires negative emotions can be too intense to effectively freeze a victim, I think this doesn’t contradict his character. Relationships have been painful to him in the past, in the succubus scene when his wife gets mentioned his immediate reaction is to yell "Don’t bring her up now!", like with his habit of drinking and as a tallman liking his senses feeling dulled, it’s about not having to feel emotions with how difficult they are to deal with sometimes and just feeling good, or at least not having to think, for a while. If a succubus showcases someone’s ideal connection with an ideal person, then Chilchuck’s is with a pretty person that doesn’t stir any negative memory or drama, someone low stakes and low maintenance that doesn’t require him to manage or talk out feelings because there’s none involved in the first place.
— Once more, wife and family are important! He does long for his family, not only his wife but his daughters, and vice versa. This suggests not only that he wants good relationships with them but that he wants them to be with him, a family life. Far from the cut communication they all more of less have during canon, and perhaps far from their life pre-canon when he worked away from home a significant amount of time. We’ve seen recreations of people by the winged lion before with doppelgangers and monsters (naga), and though he claims he can make satisfying imitations, what we’ve seen is that they base themselves on the best memories of that person, like with Marcille’s dad, or twist behavior to be more pleasant, like Mithrun’s lover (and possibly twist appearances depending on the person’s view of them, but that’s Mithrun analysis). The line does suggest Chilchuck would want his family members as they are in reality and not idealized versions, but the circumstances are chaotic and urgent enough in the scene (and again the lion isn’t fulfilling Chilchuck’s wish but trying to make him content for Laios’) that it could just be the winged lion saying what he needs to to convince him the fastest possible, and like we see with Laios that can crumble to give way to deeper or more complex desires.
On top of that we just have general info on Chil. How does Chilchuck deal w his issues? What does he like to do? He likes alcohol and ignoring his problems. We have to remember there is a split between what someone would consciously wish for and what their soul uncontrollably irrationally craves. As always with Dunmeshi, there’s a narrative of irrational deep-seated desires vs active wants, what you crave vs what you strive for, what you dream of vs what’s actually good for you, the animal vs the human inside you, heart vs mind. Chilchuck craving a harem of hot babes in his fantasies but wanting his family life & wife back again is not mutually exclusive. You may crave becoming a monster and tasting what humans are like a little but still want to save the world & your friends more.
Btw can we adress the irony of him terrified of being the last one alive, of being left by his daughters and wife, of having left and coming back home one day to see everything gone or rampaged, yet not caring about dying of liver failure himself, knowing every time that he enters a dungeon there’s a real risk he may not come out. Die somewhere I can’t see you. I prefer leaving you than being left behind. He’s selfish and shortsighted like that… Chilchuck is selfless in many ways of course, but perhaps also due to his own relationship with his parents, he often undermines the effects he has on others in his relationships, both the good and the bad (he talks himself down about being cowardly and greedy yes, but never hints at his bad health habits, alcoholism and starving himself, may have affected his loved ones, doesn’t question his wife falling into a bad mood the night before she left, and talks about the possibility of dying here and there very casually, though obviously he tries his best to stay alive when it doesn’t concern his health).
Chilchuck king of "Let me just avoid and ignore my problems surely they’ll go away, things might work out and if they don’t well tough luck I’ll survive and I probably deserve it anyways". If I don’t look at it it will dissapear <3 Why care when you can simply not think about it.
You might not understand Mister "my love will stay strong through months of work travel and also 4 years of separation" and Mister "well idk my siblings and me are kinda strangers and my dad is dead but that’s kinda whatever", but typically relationships need some form of maintenance and emotional availability…
The actual headcanons finally
I kinda have 2 routes in mind for dunlord Chil and both of them are centered on "I care too much, i wish things were easy", so first is a lot like his succubi, it’s full on indulging in his guilty pleasures like alcohol and bodies and it’s to keep him in a constant state of thrill and euphoria and distracted, unfeeling about stuff that really matters. "Nothing matters except that I’m enjoying the moment!" vibe. He gets to live a life worthy of Dionysus, with alcohol and women and debauchery and like— never having to think again, never having to feel anything but pleasure again, never have to feel guilty or shitty or angry or sad. He has a harem and gets everything on a silver platter.
Breaking news demon magic-induced rush of euphoria and power still not enough to cure this man of his self-hatred nor his capacity for thought!! But in his case a state of euphoria is what he seeks I think, to kinda mask or replace the Everything Else.
The other is what I think closer to what canon suggests, with what WL implied too with "I’ll make you a new wife and kids like the originals!! 😊", it’s a (spoilers) Wandavision type thing where it’s a slice of life where he’s never at work and always at home and the family eats lunches at the dinner table together and everything and everyone at any moment is just. Happy. No issues. It was all a dream, this is real and everything is fine and your family is perfect and happy. I like to think the timeline would be wonky, his daughters would fluctuate in age, but he’d want to be there for what he missed, would want them to still rely on him and look up to him like when they were young, would like to forget that they’re now independent adults and the distance that grew between Chilchuck and his siblings is happening between them as well. Chil would want doppelgangers of his family imo, at its core just a general wish for a peaceful happy family life with no drama, no need to compromise, a little paradise of unconditional love and no consequences. It’s for sure straightforward, but Chilchuck is a man with straightforward desires…
But see Chilchuck is a greedy man, and he wants it both ways without having to sacrifice anything or expanding any efforts himself. He wants to have his cake and eat it too. I think playing with these two opposite directions and mixing and matching is most fun. Him leading a life where he indulges in all his worst habits while still having everything he wants… Him getting to have BOTH his wife and any woman he can imagine up, his life like two sides of a coin he can flip at any moment where he’s partying then he’s at home enjoying the quiet and his toddler daughters playing with toys on the carpet. Christ when you remember it’s all an illusion that’s terrifying, the doppelgangers and succubi from the winged lion playing chilchuck ping pong.
A safe little haven both security-stability wise and emotionally. Gets to have both the relaxing and the thrilling in any dose he wants, mixed or separatedly. What I’d argue he had pre-canon too: Can live it up in taverns away from home, stays away from home for long periods of time, and can come back to home aka the symbol of relaxation and safety whenever he decides to. Something he can leave and come back to at will, an anchor he can trust in (until it’s taken from him and his wife leaves. Or in his worse nightmare people rush in and kill his daughters). The ideal of a house and family to a working man, perhaps…
I think it’s fun to think on wether or not these desires would be interesting at all to the winged lion… In canon he seeks out "rare/complex desires", common simple things like I imagine riches, sex, substances and pleasure would be are boring to him, he’s eaten those so many times already. So perhaps he wouldn’t last long as a dunlord, the WL would want to eat him fully quick, can’t keep him interested or waiting long for a meager meal, too much effort raising the cattle and too low quality meat. By making it more twisted or layered Chil’s desire would become more desirable to the demon, it’s part of what’s fun with the third option to me. But whatever. Has he ever eaten a guy with this much repression and self-sabotage... Like trying to get the meat out of a walnut, enrichment…
Other dunlord Chil takes I’ve seen that are fun and good:
@feelo-fick and @pluvio-floret have a dunlord Chilchuck AU project dubbed "tragedy AU" where Chilchuck is said to be "on vacation", in a weird delirious state, only half-there half of the time… From which he doesn’t want to wake up </3 Quoting Feelo, this is why the vacation thing is only a half-joke cause he is 1) letting all his responsibilities go 2) indulging in himself and 3) "spending time with his family" <- lie but you get what i mean. Additional comments that have me vigorously nodding: because changing is hard why cant things just be okay right now without the effort !!! Life is hard he’s so so tired he just wants to feel good… he just wants life to feel nice and easy for a sec while he can learn to breathe again and lose the stress and trauma he’s accumulated…….. spoiler alert yes !!! in fact a depressed person can suck themselves into their job and lock out the world who wouldve thought !!!
And then Cabinette I know posted about his dunlord take once but I don’t have the link, in which Chil has a lot of nosebleeds because of mana overload which is fun and interesting to think about imo~
In dunmeshi, where characters get underground pockets of the world as their playground disconnected from everything outside and the rest of the world, it’s important to remember to face reality even if it has conflict and people with different views and stances from you, it’s something Chilchuck and Marcille and everyone needed to learn, and the thing with a dungeon lord AU is that you imagine a timeline where he fails to <3
A timeline where his dungeon lord wish is to desire nothing bc hope and want has only ever hurt him would also go so hard. Very universal thing though I suppose.
… And this is why a Chilchuck-centric Coraline AU is really really interesting and fitting and topical— Ok that’ll go in a separate reblog/post at @Fumiku I need to let this end
#Dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#Analysis#dungeon lord chilchuck#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Wish we could put just parts of a post under a ‘click to read more’ box that scrolls open and closes neatly#Bc 3/4th of the post is just extra explanation for ppl who don’t See The Vision already but like that’s not what i wanted most of the post#to be really gdbdg#Headcanons#You could say the family also represents something he’s built up with how own hands. If he has self-worth issues and thinks he’s a screw-up#in the virtue/honor and likability department especially— his family destroyed/killed also represents the one biggest good thing#he’s done/created crumbling also. Like his wife leaving without a word while he trusted their relationship this can hugely impact#one’s sense of identity and self-worth and what you’re living life for. In his case it’s not too surprising he turned to simple#physical pleasures for comfort and enjoyment. Like with tasting good food having moments feeling good keeps you going#He always focuses on the bad relationships bring and never the good aghhhh#The reverse of Marcille who often idealizes. They both ignore problems in their relationships in opposite ways.#What do you mean why do i bring up marcille. Okay yes this’ll get a marchil Fumiku short brainstorm reblog as well#Chilchuck is so… curse of having feelings and not realizing the extent of them. Underestimating how much you care#It’s either ‘i’m fine who cares’ or falling into the pits of despair and blaming himself n spilling his whole bag no inbetween#Dunmeshi succubus#Fumi rambles#boy that’s what this boils down to i suppose#Family angst “Hey I came back home from work and i’m tired so don’t talk to me about problems or anything k? I’m here to relax smh damn”#< unwilling to admit he has issues he should be working on or that some things are affecting others negatively#Chil you are so enneagram 6w7 <3
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since i’m rhaegar posting i do think it’s likely that “being in love” will be part of the story just the same as george likes to refer to dany & drogo as a romance. i think george likes these kind of,,,,romantic abusive situations where a young girl will fall in love with a man who is older & obviously harmful to her because he likes to explore the sort of mindset you’d have to be in to force yourself to fall in love in that case.
but the same way that the line about “she had just turned 14” is there to freak you out for a REASON, the same way Sansa loves “Petyr” but doesn’t enjoy “Littlefinger”, I think that Rhaegar is going to have several motivations as to why he makes off with Lyanna and they won’t be particularly romantic! I think they will be prophecy related, and deeply disturbing, and I think by the time Ned finds Lyanna in the Tower of Joy, her opinion on this and on Rhaegar will have changed significantly! And regardless of how the characters feel about each other,,,,,,,this is still a horrific and terrible thing that Rhaegar does to Lyanna and his “love” for her does not matter to me when it winds up getting her killed! Love is not an excuse!!
#anti rhaelya#like it’s always ‘well george’ okay but death of the author bro i’m not saying we should always ignore the author but what he says about#drogo and what he writes on the page are two different things. use your critical thinking skills#getting on my soap box#okay i’m done talking about this for like a month tune in next time i go on a ‘rhaegar is a dumb bitch’ rant ig
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once I took your medication to know what it's like.
#I’m the idiot with a painted face#sometimes when you call my name I think you mistake me for her#the use of a body…..#miraculous ladybug#self harm tw#nsft#blood tw#suggestive#nathalie sancoeur#ml#bruises tw#my art#ml fanart#try as she might the tsurugi branded circles on her body can’t be worked out by a hot shower#it’s fine. they’re on her back anyway. legs need hands to hold#is it reminiscent of when Emilie couldn’t walk? does that bring some sort of joy for either party?#bedridden doppelgängers#you are a series of choices nathalie sancoeur!!!!#okay the colors vary but I’m done futzing w it#on computer and mobile I mean#you still reading these tags?
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