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I have an In Stars And Time AU that mainly focuses on Sadnesses and expands on them as a concept. There are other details (subplots and such), but the main point of it is Sadness-based. I’m still trying to come up with a name for it, though.
Usually I don’t share my AUs much because they tend to be a bit wild and self-indulgent, but this one’s organized enough that I think it’d be reasonable to share. Only thing is, I’m not sure how to do that? I’m thinking I could start with a text post (maybe with some doodles included) explaining the AU’s expansion on Sadnesses, but I know a lot of people don’t wanna read long blocks of text— My other idea was to make a comic showing how one of the scenes in canon ISAT plays out in the AU, although I have a bit of trouble finding motivation for comics. And then there’s the idea to make a sort of cast overview/introduction post explaining the deal with all the major characters, but most of them aren’t all that different from canon, I think-? It’s a kind of complicated situation-
Anyway, since I’m indecisive, I’m making it into a poll so you guys can choose for me lol
#I think I’ll end up doing all of these at some point#I’m just not sure where to start ;w;#in stars and time#isat#isat au
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SAAVIK GOT TO LIVE A LONG LIFE RAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#my art#described#saavik#s'chn t'gai saavik#oh boy I sure hope people will be normal about her in the tags!!#genuinely robin saying that line made me cry. esp within the context of the pandora principle - I know I know dubiously canon or w/e. but-#- saavik being someone whose life started out SO HARD. who lived only to survive to the next day and repeating that cycle endlessly. to -#- living a full long life where she’s loved. I’m so happy that she got that…#also I’m not too bent about their son tbh. it was a freak accident - I’d have preferred an abortion to happen. but idk. I’m a freak I like-#- freak shit LMAOOOOO robin was talking about it being a ~juicy tidbit~ and I a sicko was just nodding along like ‘YES… AHAHAH YES…………’#mostly my issue is with them marrying but even then I’ve talked about how they probably have a lavender marriage just to avoid questions#kinda wanna draw their son now…#so like tldr. is this canon to me? hell yea why not. is TPP also canon to me? yep I will not take no for an answer on that.#how do I rationalize all this? IM A FREAK…. IM A WEIRDO….. WHADDA HELL AM I DOIN HERE……………………
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on reflection the fact that we didn’t see laena claim vhagar, and now didn’t see the moment addam got on seasmoke either? kinda annoying me
#hotd spoilers#i mean at least we got to SEE addam and seasmoke meet#like since the timeline started we’ve had three perhaps four dragon claiming and not cradle eggs - laena and vhagar; aemond and vhagar;#helaena and dreamfyre; addam and seasmoke; potentially aegon and sunfyre since it’s kinda fuzzy on exactly how that one worked#(i imagine similar to however laenor & seasmoke worked tho? that one is similarly vague)#(oh fuck and daeron and tessarion are in the same boat right? very young rider very young dragon but we’re not told whether this is a cradle#egg or whether this child just felt a pull to a young dragon or whether they were specifically allowed to choose that dragon)#anyways i think it’s really annoying we’ve only see that one (1) claiming esp when you look at the riders of the other ones lol.#also vhagar gets a LOT of action helaena and dreamfyre don’t get anything and they cut the one thing they did do.#laena is vastly underused altho i will give them that they at least on screen establish that bond which is more than u can say for dreamfyre#the seasmoke thing is also like. if you were Just gonna kill him offscreen so addam could ride him. what’s the point.#literally could have just had daemon kill him atp & just have him lie to rhaenyra or whatever.#i’ve really liked the dragon scenes we’ve gotten but frequently it’s like. u called the show house of the dragon.#surely you thought about how you were going to cheaply do the dragons or budget them in. why don’t we get more dragons.#‘well they’re expensive-‘ get an animatronic head to interact w like jurassic park. some of these characters rode their dragons every day!#okY i’m done bitching i can’t believe after i spent all of got going ‘fuck these dragons where are the wolves’ now i’m like#WJERE ARE THE FUCKING DRAGONS CONDAL
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imo the main issue with society chronically online is that people are losing the ability to think critically, or maybe we aren’t losing the ability to do so, but rather lack the desire to communicate more nuanced understandings of things in the digital space. this black-and-white mindset leads us to forget that multiple perspectives can coexist (for the same person) and we don’t always have to “take a side” to be viewed as confident/having strong character. life is pretty complex and I think it should be allowed to be, especially considering we personally are unlikely to know everything there is to know about it. For example, I can believe that life is probably complex but I can also believe that life is simple, we live and we die so just be nice! — two things at the same time! and I won’t fight you if you strongly believe in just one and I won’t doubt your entire being if you are unsure of where you stand but I think it’s cool all sides are able to be considered and we aren’t necessarily required to land on one thing (because we actually aren’t a search engine required to spit out definite answers at any moment - a search engine was just a tool created to simplify the complexities of human thought but it never required us to become it). I’m a big fan of the internet but we gotta remember we still have human capabilities !! we aren’t actually bots ourselves, at least not yet. I could be wrong but I highly doubt we were put on earth to become the embodiment of a comment section - in fact the comment section was probably intended to become an embodiment of us, we just got a little lost along the way :,) in saying all that the internet is beautiful, there’s so many lovely people! I love it! I just hope we don’t forget to communicate our cool human abilities in digital spaces too :)
#ya feel?#social media debates seem to always be one thing or another but I don’t think it’s jus tthat#and ppl want to belong so they curate their identity to align w one or the other#but it’s like why can’t we literally all just be humans bro#I find myself doing the same too to like see who I’m alike and not alike in online spaces but in reality we all the same#I think this is where almost all online hate stems from too but I’ll stop yapping now cos i could go on forever#in saying all that I’m sure there are more issues w being chronically online that don’t come to mind but this is a start I think
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where is my fat husband
#stream#i’m lonely !!!! i want a man !!!!!!#me: where’s my man#me at the same time: not leaving the house nor dating apps & also is having a mental breakdown everyday while self medicating#also i’m 90% sure my meds are starting to fail again ALSKALKSLAKSLAKLSAKLSMAKSKK#ANYWAY#i didn’t even go to gay bars when i was allowed to drink like 😭😭😭#it’s all a bunch of straight people#there’s no point#like i constantly here old queens going ‘young gays don’t do xyz’ or ‘don’t know how to xyz’ like ok girl its because that shit died like#idk probably before the pandemic truly it was dying but the pandemic was the nail in the coffin like girl …….. i turned 21 a month into#lockdowns like#ok so i did stuff illegally & went to other shit but it still was straight bars 90% of the time there’s like 6 gay bars in houston total 😭😭😭#like idk what they expect like if … those venues aren’t there & are increasingly AGAINST doing the goofy tings …. how would the YOUNG KNOW#like at this point idk i truly think that it’s kinda on the elders at this point ALSKALSKLAKSAKSLAN like yea they’re boomers at the end of#the day so like i’m not saying that they didn’t have it hard they did they did ok but. get over it ? ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLA like alright … but#i’m saying this as someone who knows the history & bullshit like ok yea everyone needs to understand what it’s like to have your community#die before ur eyes but at the same time. there’s no community now ? ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLLA like girl …#girl …….#yall HAD a community but now all that shit is gone & none of us young ppl have any funds to make that 😭😭😭#like girl i have 12$ in my bank account i dream of being able to rent a flat at some point like a ONE BEDROOM u know W A LIVING ROOM & yall#own rentals so like this is UP TO YALL …..#like ur the problem ? 😭😭😭😭😭#@gays for trump & loghouse republicans i’m looking at YALL#a lot of these mfs are liberal too - pro invasion of iraq democrat back the blue bootlickin NIMBA faggots 😭😭😭💔#anyway that’s just me bitching#i’ve been so fucking IRRITABLE today
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pray for me aaaaaaaaaaaaa
#the gist: guy who came to jump my car asked to hang out#2. I said sure. we exchange numbers.#3. he starts talking flirty. i saw this comin so i nip it in the bud n say ‘hey I’m not#looking for anything romantic’ and he says ‘oh yeah I only wanted to be friends’#3. we text briefly on and off in the ensuing weeks but never abt anything meaningful. i invite him to come hang w/ my friends but he’s busy#4. just now i text him back after a few days of ghosting him and he admits to being so attracted to me he can’t think straight#5. so I said ‘hey I’m moving in the Fall and this attraction is not going to be requited I’m sorry’#‘and I don’t think I can be friends with someone who I know is attracted to me. I don’t see this working out.’#and he has not replied aaaaaaaa#i hate this#bring back regency courtship customs PLEASE#mobile#x#he knows where I work so worst case scenario is he’s waiting for me outside the building at any point in the next week#fortunately I work in a highly secure building
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re last answer: please don't stop, being very unhinged about these two pretty white boys is helping distract me from the sharks losing streak rn so bring it on
https://www.tumblr.com/bondedpairs/764566430180147200?source=share
(sideblog woes but there's the link for you) anyway in the vid they talk about going over to each other's houses to have dinner and things and while that is a delicious example of their codependence i love it bc through an rpf lens there is definitely some old man ******* going on. they can have the dilfs and each other.
(someone else mentioned kept boys which i could write an essay on but i fear being Perceived™️)
anyway if you have anything to add to this please do, if not ignore me and i will hide under a rock until the stress-related insanity has worn off and i am a functioning member of society once more 😂
- @bondedpairs
ty for the video!!! and please, WRITE THE KEPT BOYS ESSAYYYY i promise i will read it with my hands over my eyes if you don’t want to be perceived. do it scared!! do it anyway!! we’ll all love you for it!!!
#like. i don’t know how to explain how narratively aware will smith is to me. he knows he’s being put into the codependent rookies arc.#he’s aware that zeev buium transforms into a dog. he knows that he and mack aren’t getting together because mack’s gotta work it out first.#& in a less unhinged way i simply mean that will smith has an air of both self-conscious thought & projection i think is maybe fascinating.#but not in a way in which i actually know this or think that he thinks about himself and how he comes across. he just Is Something ????#the best way i can explain is one of my alltime favorite fics i use it like a shorthand citation bc i love it so much but catchascatchcan’s#many worlds universe but specifically the second tk/pat story second person you the ouroboros spits out its tale nolan walks off screen.#like that is the kind of narrative awareness i am trying to explain that no matter where i put him will smith knows he’s inside a story but#not in a way where he’s trying to do anything to it. he’s just present there. this makes no sense to me either please understand#liv in the replies#bondedpairs#happy to have brought you something in your times of woe!!! also hope things get a little less stressful for you!! <3#we’re 2gether p much 24/7” no go on i say in my nature documentary voice. watching them like bugs under a rock rn observing from a distance#this DID get me to actually watch the video. agreed with puckpocketed saying rich text and ur tags like. YES the daddy issues popped out.#just wants to make sure he’s having fun!! checking up!! mack the prime irritance in will’s life!! foisted off on one another w/ no choice#it’s like when your parents are friends so then you have to be friends with their kids in a way and then also like. you’re the only kids#close in age to each other but they’re NOT but it is definitely not like. i would choose you for any lifetime it is very will smith hockey#(once again) very aware he has to wait for mack to settle down. like now that i’m saying this i DO want clairvoyant will smith which is not#where it goes in the first half but just in the sense of like. those silly posts that are like ‘invested early in stock!’ & it’s a picture#of braden holtby & his beautiful bisexual wife brandi back when holts was a hipster who wore skinny scarves & now everyone thinks he’s sooo#like that but it’s will smith saying my god you are insufferable but you’ll be fantastic in five years. get in the fucking car.#(yes i am drawing extensively from the one picture where will has COMPLETELY tuned him out (there is a football reasoning reference here?#with the patriots? neonfretra drew this also but it was a tweet about the teams. there’s layers to this here ANYWAY) we’re building a life#i realize after the fact i addressed neither the dilf (gilf?) fucking here nor the content of the actual video & polycules to which i say:#brain scrampled egg. the burnsie/joe/patty/(pavs???) polycule just exists to me and the kids intersect the venn diagram but in a much#smaller portion than they intersect each other in both ways (will/mack joe/the guys)#also as for the content of the video. you’re gonna have to give me at LEAST (how long did it take me until i actually started posting tzjd?#i hate that this is my metric but it really was like. i see everyone yelling about them & i’m like ok. [please ignore the irrational hatred#i have for tz at the time it has to do with moritz seider and also whenever i see him on the ice something awakens in kill mode] and i DO#blame tzjd for my 800 drafts and it took me like. a good while before i finally went OH kay. i see it. okay i can get invested. horizon at#a 45 degree angle moon in the late waxing gibbous winds scented of orange & blowing S by SW from the vortex cycle etc etc ass conditions)
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Happy Pride I’ve got a reverse soul patch and I’ve never been happier 🥰🥰🥰🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️ 💛🤍💜🖤
#pride month#trans pride#nonbinary pride#happy pride!!!!!!!#this makes me excited that if I start T I’ll just immediately grow a beard dhdhfbdgd#I love me so much and I’m finally in a good place where I mean it when I say it 🥰#and I hope everyone who sees this feels the same way about themselves or feels that way about themselves soon!!!!#spheal rolls out#took a second pic w/ flash just to make sure it’s visible lol
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2023 reads
The Last
slow building apocalyptic thriller
an american academic is at a conference in a remote Swiss hotel when a nuclear apocalypse strands him with just 20 others
50 days in, a body is found in a watertank and he becomes obsessed with investigating to find out who did it
even though the remaining people are just trying to quietly survive as supplies slowly dwindle and the winter approaches
#the last#hanna jameson#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#so I read this because there’s an aromantic side character!#she’s an interesting/complex character who has a friends w benefits thing with the MC#a few stereotypes but like she actively counters them#the only weird thing about it is that it’s implied she’s a republican who voted for the ppl who started the nuclear war…..#like. would a right wing person identify as aro lmao#but also like i’m okay with not all ‘representation’ being good people.#as for the rest of the actual book i found it quite interesting overall!#i enjoyed that it wasn’t just 'fighting dangerous people to survive' immediately like a lot of the postapoc genre#(though i wonder how much food they had to be fine for 2 months??)#though there is a bit of that in places when they leave the hotel#a lot of interesting characters and like.....discussion on what different kinds of people would do in that situation#the australian accent (audiobook) of the australian character…..not sure about that LMAO#also I don’t believe the internet would still function after half the world has blown up? like this thing needs upkeep right#there’s a bit where the MC is talking to two dudes who start talking like: so are we gonna repopulate society?#and being creepy about the women. and the MC is obviously like: yikes!#but also nobody even suggests like……we could just die? without repopulating humanity whatever the fuck that means?#why is that concept not even brought up?????? i am horrified that anyone would consider having children in that scenario. christ.#anyway i guess yeah overall a few things im like hm about but it's a pretty good book#aromantic books#(also the MC has a wife on the other side of the world but like. there's not any actual romance. his thing with the aro woman is offpage)
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PT. I A very tired and overworked, Prue McCormick, on her flight back home to San Myshuno. She’s coming from a business trip in Komorebi, that wasn’t nearly as exciting as she’d hoped. Her first time visiting and she spent the entire weekend in the hotel at conferences, and meetings. The long flight is just what she needed to decompress. Needless to say, she was asleep before the plane took off.
Moments later as the flight attendant began her greetings over the intercom she was interrupted by a last minute passenger, boarding the plane.
“Welcome to United Airlines on this lovel-.. OH MY G-... oh umm, please excuse that. Where was I? …. Yes.. Welcome to United Airlines.…” she went on to continue her greeting, and all the pre flight warnings and instructions. The passenger found his way to the last remaining seat... which was next to Prue, who was already sound asleep. Snooze, by SZA humming through her headphones as she slumped in her seat. Meanwhile… Bad Benny, the hottest Latin rapper, was getting cozy in the seat beside her..
She was getting cozy as well..
Some would even say a bit too comfortable.
#the sims community#ts4 story#simblr#my first ever story post!#I’m not sure if I’m in love w my editing#I just HAD to start somewhere#I also don’t have a name for it yet#sim stories#sims 4 gameplay#prue mccormick#sim story#excited to see where this goes#myposts#my posts#mysims
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sorry for being insane abt my own fic but i forgot i said that. anything that’s mended is but patched virtue that transgresses is but patched with sin & sin that amends is but patched with virtue!!!!!! anyone else up being normal abt shakespeare’s fools
#i was gonna go to bed but i started indulging w some past fic#and i LOVE writing fic where i’m the target audience it brings me such joy on a reread#anyway having a moment. I MISS TWLRFHT NIGHT.#sir toby ……#also that line is 95% from memory i just couldn’t get amends. i loveee having plays memorized from working on them so many times#i’ve got hamlet and twelfth night and i think macbeth is getting there#was talking with rose abt this the other day. when i tell you i have to Constantly stop myself from accidentally putting shakespeare#- into my writing it is a near constant thing. and not it’s never intentional my brain has just latched onto so many of his phrases as#- Correct#looking at my texts w rose.#‘do u know that i’ve already accidentally almost included phrases from hamlet three times in the four paragraphs i’ve written today’#<- abt ultraviolence#anyway. all of this to say that i’m SURE this was intentional but also i could’ve just written that and not noticed until my edit#ted talks#twelfth night
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why must the sexiest bitches suffer the worst aggies
#not gonna lie I think this was my second time having smth w codeine and it didn’t? really do anything? like the relief lasted maybe 20mins#half hour at the most before it started being more than an ache again#like it wasn’t excruciating it was back at what’s been my standard Noticeably Painful But Can Be Sort Of Ignored level so. wasn’t worth#staying on ward but like. isn’t codeine meant to be ur severe pain thing. like surely that should’ve taken the Noticeably Painful pain too#for longer than half an hour#iunno#anyway like I said second(?) time and it didn’t really seem like much so idk if I just like. function at pain levels#where I probably shouldn’t still be alive like. on the weekly. or if I’m just one of the lucky ones who doesn’t process the drug as I should#I love knowing smth is still obviously wrong but having normal test results and not really having other resources or any clue what to look @#I’m very heavily torn between “I must be being dramatic / it’s a psychosomatic thing” and “there really feels like something physically#wrong but I don’t know what or who to ask or how to find out what it is”#exhausting shit#I don’t even necessarily want A Solution I just wanna know what the fucks wrong at this point#mercury.txt
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ngl. unconsciously disengaging from this website has been hdjfkg kinda good for my mental health overall? like yes im still dhdjfjf left out of a lot of stuff BUT i see it less so that means my feelings don’t get as hurt lmao. functionally that’s more or less the same thing probably?
going recluse isn’t what i ever want to do (& I didn’t even do it on purpose, just got busy and had a low social battery because of it) but aside from me being overall comfortable by myself, it just kind of seems like it’s where people are content to leave me. doesn’t feel great but it is what it is.
#not rly on discord servers for the same reason tbh#got tired of trying to interject my awkward attempts at participation#I mean people can still @ me but i just don’t have it in me for the server stuff#my social perception is low enough that I can’t tell what the right move is but high enough I know when I fucked up#idk if I’m just not built for larger groups or if it’s something else :(#wish I knew so I could work around it but it’s not exactly a perfect experiment#so w/e. I do kind of miss it a bit but I also feel like my absence doesn’t make a difference#which is a sad thought in itself but that’s how it goes#idk I think in general I’m in a weird spot where I make an impression but it’s never a vital one to the dynamic ?#I do sometimes doubt like. what I bring to interactions in general lately#doesn’t feel like much if I’m being honest. I mean I think I’m at least moderately interesting but djfjf who knows#weirdly settled with myself as a person but I’m thinking that cost is probably an isolating one#knowing a lot of people just never breaking past that surface level#sucks. not much else to describe it as.#idk I’m sure this is bad for me but I think I’ve kind of already messed up first impressions#it’s so stupid but I keep encountering the same dynamic of either we Click fairly quickly or we just don’t really at all#and I feel like that’s wrong of me bc I know some people need time but unless that initial click happens I just seem to falter??#idk idk idk I guess lately it’s like I feel alone/lonely but I don’t feel like I’m wanting to return to anything#bc I never felt like I really had a place there to start with#weird feeling. very weird feeling.#logging back off now dhjfkf
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could not sleep last night at all and finally did get to sleep only to be woken up by housemates coming home drunk and then i was up for another few hours only mercy was beloved brynn heart-axe’s comments on tsasog coming thru. i survived because of her xxxxx
#but fr that was evil insomnia last night combined w loud noise. not fun :-(#i’ve been sleeping so poorly recently i think it’s because of a routine change and a new place + not sure where i’m living#but well. i love sleep i pride myself on my wonderful sleep i hate when i get bouts of insomnia#i usually just go . oh well. and it goes away. but gonna start maiming soon#i should probably drink less coffee also. finding out the flat whites have two espresso shots in them. betrayal of the century#laura says some things#brynn tag
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merry christmas to those who celebrate i am going to get so high tonight
#usually i split my edibles into little slices but i think i’m just going to take a whole one#and it’s been a while so my tolerance is down#exciteddd i need to make sure all my affairs are in order though#bc if there is literally anything i could possibly be anxious about i will latch onto it when i try to sleep#okay i have this thing where when i get high by myself the second i try to sleep i am hit with the most dizzying wave of physical anxiety#like i literally feel like i’m going to throw up i feel so anxious#but not mentally anxious at all literally just physically#and so i figured out recently that it was bc i start freaking tf out when im alone w my thoughts#like i shut off my phone im in the dark no sound except maybe white noise#my body starts panicking. when i’m high#so the last time i got high alone i put on asmr and that helped a LOT bc like someone was talking to me yk i wasn’t alone#soo. fingers crossed i can pull that off again or maybe i can call a friend or something idk#anywayzzz it’ll be fun i’ll probably take a bath maybe play some video games or smth. chill
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went to the beach w kp & 4 other indian friends & 3 of us had NEVER surfed before girl WHEW it’s SO fun literally only 20quid to rent a wetsuit & board & i fucking smashed my toes on the sand so much, but also we 1) got the wrong tickets so we got off 1 stop early 2) went to find a bus & the bus that was supposed to be 15 min turned into an HOUR 3) on our way to find a bus back everyone’s phones are dying or dead bc it took us 3hrs longer to get there, cigarettes are out 4) all of the shops in town are closed & the town seems to have ONLY a tesco extra & 1 off license that sells a PACK FOR 15.65 A PACK WHICH IS FUCKING CRIMINAL ITS CHEAPER TO BUY IT FROM TESCO ARE U INSANE 5) the bus back to the other town kept skipping us bc the bus stop wasn’t the ACTUAL bus stop - i had 1 bowl since literally 11a & we got back at fucking 11p 😭😭😭
#diary#i was honestly abt to strangle EVERYBODY#‘do u have a cigarette’ ‘where’s ur vape’ ‘where are we going’ ‘which bus is it’ ‘do u have a ___’ ‘did u bring ___’ girl what am i DORA w#the magic fuckin BACKPACK ??? while ur UP MY ASS dig around & SEE IF SMTHGS IN THERE 😭😭😭😭#i literally broke sobriety again bc i was just#girl i was so agitated & there was 1 TRAIN LEFT BEFORE 11P so we needed to get the 2ND TO LAST BUS OF THE DAY#i deadass was like ‘if we miss that train i will make sure u all go blind’ ‘did u bring a knife’ ‘I DONT NEED 1’#AKSJAKSKAKKSJSKSSJAKJSKAHSKSHDLASKAKDLA#LIKE U BITCHES SMOKED ALL MY CIGARETTES MY VAPES DEAD MY PHONES DYING UR ALL DRUNK IM GOING TO KILL YALL 😭😭😭😭😭#<- me knowing i could never be a parent#tbh if i caught my kid smoking a cig id make em do the ol ‘im going to sit down in front of u w a fresh box of cigarettes & make u finish#the box or pass out’#YES IM STRICT#i think it’s so funny ok unrelated but like they’ll speak hindi & i’ve just#learned it through being around them kind of like i can’t speak it except for some word u know like matachot etc but i’ll Understand the#Context & what’s being Said#ASLKALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA like while waiting for the train back 1 of them was talking abt me being a fool to the others - literally they’re#all indian & i had walked away so when i walked back he was still talkin but then i started giggling bc i knew he was talkin abt me & how i#pinched a bit of the kebab to throw to the seagull bc he offered it to me & i needed to bait the seagull w something & i pinched & tossed &#& he looked at me like 😦 bhenchod ! & then the seagull came over & i was like :D hi bestie <3333 but then when i started giggling after i#walked back he was like ‘what the fuck does he just know hindi now’#it makes me laugh so fucking HARD 😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE FUCK U I LIKE TO PARTICPATE IN COVERSATION IDC ABT LANGUAGE#like i’ve been surrounded by yall for the past#girl it’s been like a year i don’t even talk to british ppl or americans#ALSKALSKALSKALKSLAKSLALSLA MESS ! i love to slavsquat & kp hates it bc he’s like ‘we’re in the uk why are u sitting like this’ bc he thinks#it’s ’too indian’ ALSKALSKALSKALJSKAKDLA 😭😭😭😭😭 this hips were made for sitting#we’re definitely going to go back bc it’s SO CLOSE IF WE ACTUALLY USE THE TRANSPORT PROPERLY ITS ONLY LIKE AN HOUR OR SO COMMUTE EACH WAY#bring lunch whatever#i’m exhausted but also socially like bro i had to leave the donner place just to walk around the block for SOME QUIET#i’ve just been sososososo busy LOSING MY MIND
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