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Tw:mentions of SA as well as false accusations of SA
I’m not sure if anyone is gonna see this but I just gotta brag to whoever will listen that I got some insane revenge and it’s been one hell of a high. So some background, back in March of this year I was falsely accused by an ex friend of mine of SA. I got basically dog piled by my old friend group. One notable character for this story was my friend we’ll call Rich. He was two years younger than me and had a crush on the girl who falsely accused me. Well rich played a part in my downfall by being one of two people who dmed my girlfriend to try and convince her that the accusations were true (without any evidence) when I confronted him he tried to say he was neutral but my story wasn’t adding up (the part that didn’t add up was that girl’s story didn’t fit this at all, surprise surprise a lie ended up being false) this lead to a small argument after which I distanced myself from him. I honestly grieved the hell out of that friendship, I cried over it like it was a break up because I felt like we were actual good guy friends. Well turns out Rich was a major piece of shit. After a lonely few months and a bit of talking to a counselor I felt like forgiving Rich (honestly I was desperate for a feeling of normalcy again) lo and behold, a whole 2 months after I reconnected he messaged me saying “looks like we’re in the same boat” and then goes on to say we can be outcasts together because he FUCKING PAID A MUTUAL FRIEND FOR NUDES WHO THEN TURNED AROUND, TOLD PEOPLE AND NOW RICHS LIFE IS FALLING APART. I felt bad for the guy so I gave some baseline advice but toward the end of the conversation I gave a nice speech about how in my time of need he left me in the dust and I’ve been waiting for an opportunity like this forever before finally ridding myself of this. I feel kinda mean but bro deserved it
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Cowboy MK
(Poem by me, story based on S1:09)
I see your discontentment
Forced into shoes too large to fill.
I offer a different path
One to reveal your true strengths
without restrictions, hesitations, or fear
Stifle your conscience
Don’t let him stand in your way
Take the shot
And see where my guidance has led you
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This is a continuation of my original Cowboy Wukong and Macaque poem. I’m a little less proud of this one. The art is stilted and disproportionate in some areas, but we’ll pretend it was all a stylistic choice! I think it’s pretty neat overall.
#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#lmk fanart#fanart#lego monkie kid mk#lmk#lmk macaque#lmk mk#lego monkie kid macaque#lego monkie kid sun wukong#lego monkie kid au#sunburst#lmk sun wukong#sun wukong#tradtional art#y’all I’m going to be real honest and say that I’m not happy with these pictures but I must pretend because this is my exposure therapy#art#artists on tumblr#cowboy au#cowboy
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do you ever think that the reason hotch is so willing to accept affection from garcia when he isn’t from the rest of the team is at least partially because receiving affection from garcia doesn’t force him to admit he is a person worthy of affection. because garcia is just Like That. when other people show affection towards him he bristles because he believes deep down that he is a bad person unworthy of love, but when garcia shows him affection, he can justify to himself that garcia is only affectionate towards him because she’s affectionate to everyone, not because he’s particularly deserving. weirdly, he accepts it because he can reject it. haha. i do.
#i’m writing this in the breakroom at work sorry if it’s incomprehensible </3#when other people are nice to him he’s like ‘what the fuck. how dare you insinuate i’m a person. jail for 5000 years’#but when garcia is nice to him he can accept it because he can see it as indicative of how she views people#rather than how she views him#obviously he is wrong and in denial. someone hit this middle-aged man with the therapy stick#criminal minds#penelope garcia#aaron hotchner#garcia & hotch#character analysis#not fic
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I’ve talked about this with some friends, but the whole Spotify/audiobook drama legitimately makes me want to cry.
If you are unaware, earlier in the month, Spotify, who now owns FindawayVoices -- an audiobook distributor and one of the only major rivals to Audible on the creator end -- announced that their ToS would be updating.
The ToS updates were horrendous and basically allowed Spotify to make royalty-free translations of our works, as well as create derivatives, and basically just fuck us all over and feed all of our hard work into AI.
The backlash was so swift that less than 12 hours later, Spotify sent out a panicked “Sorry our wording wasn’t clear!” email with a promised update. Less than 24 hours later they issued a statement walking back the changes to the ToS, and have since been pulling a “we never said that, you misread our unclear verbiage” when in reality the verbiage was very clear (Not Spotify trying to pull a “gaslight gatekeep girl boss ✌️”), they just didn't expect to get dragged out into the metaphorical court of social media and get publicly annihilated with authors withdrawing their work from the platform and customers canceling their subscriptions left right and center.
Anyway, the walk back was acceptable enough for me to not feel the need to remove my work entirely from FindAway -- which is good because I would have lost access to the global audiobook market if I had, not to mention global library access. Which, again, is good. A significant chunk of my audiobook earnings comes from Libby, and I’d honestly be lost without that $20 every month. (we get paid quarterly but it breaks out to about $20 a month.)
What the walk back was not good enough for, was for me to trust them to keep streaming Hunger Pangs on their Spotify streaming service. Because quite frankly, I don't trust them not to pull some more ToS bullshit, and this is the part making me want to cry.
Why? Because I’m going through my royalty reports, and for the single month of December 2023 alone, Hunger Pangs was streamed so often it earned $400.
In one month.
That's more than I earn from Audible in a year.
That's more than I earn from kobo, b&n, libby, libro.fm and several author distributors combined in a year.
I’m going to scream.
#spotify#spotifygate#audiogate#when I saw that I almost put it back up on Spotify because Jesus Christ#$400 a month#That’d be my medical shit for the month covered#i’m so fucking angry it’s making me cry#*my extra medical shit#i should say#currently not in physical therapy and I reaaaaally should be
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Part of 🟢 Leo gets Overwhelmed au🟢
Aah, I’m so happy I made it in in time! 💙✨ Merry Christmas, tumblr nation! Here’s a little comic about 03 Usagi and Leo going so see the Rockefeller tree after the events of the Christmas Aliens episode.
Little post about events earlier that night
Also this is literally how maskless Leo looks to me, he’s so moomincore ;
#leosagi#katana shipping#03 leosagi#leo gets overwhelmed au#tmnt 2003#03 tmnt#03 leonardo#03 usagi#ens tmnt 03#I need a tag for this#cause I have more of this timeline in my drafts#merry Christmas loves#may this year be a good one#I’ve been watching old romantic comedies with my mom while drawing this#can you tell#also fun fact#it’s been in my drafts since like march?#I just wanted to draw something cute#that’s why they’re also extra round and squishy#also#got engaged last week#so I feel extra sappy hahahah#the full name is Leo Gets Overwhelmed and Elopes to Usagi’s World Nstead Of Going to Therapy au#because he later does just that#I have a few comics drafted for this#but man#when will I clean them#who knows#I’m moving to a brand new apartment next month and will have to do a lot of renovations
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the subway rats poem is teruhashi coded
#saiki k#saiki k fanart#art tag#teruhashi kokomi#you guys thought i was joking But I WASNT. I WAS SERIOUS.#“i’m not the type to have friends” “i’ve received more compliments on my appearance than greetings” ok girl#go to therapy#anyway the poem reminded me of someone rejecting the companionship of people they view as below them#even if secretly they want it#because they feel too far off#which is what teruhashi does especially initially#rejecting friendship because she feels like she’s only valued as an object of desire#and is better than all these average people trying to befriend her#This poem also applies to saiki for that exact reason
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I desperately want Akilah to be the 8th survivor, but like. She’s somehow completely fine. They track her down, they’re all panicked and grieving Nat; Tai and Van are pretending they’re not in permanently-devastating love with one another; Shauna’s doing a “bring your daughter to cult” road trip. and Akilah’s just
Chilling? Has a family she DOESN’T cheat on or otherwise traumatize? Goes to therapy properly, instead of just talking to herself in a locked room? Has found peace and joy in her career without, y’know, damaging others in the process?
Everyone else: how the FUCK are you so well-adjusted????
Akilah: whatlikeitshard.gif
#yellowjackets#yj spoilers#yj theories#akilah yellowjackets#I know it’s deeply unlikely but I SEE you ‘teen akilah’ sign#and PLEASE it would be so funny#akilah: RIP to all of you but I am different#akilah: because I IMMEDIATELY went into therapy#akilah: and just. in general have been working on my trauma SO hard for 25 years#everyone else: I’m sorry your what? I can’t hear you. working on…??#akilah: okay go home
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people on tumblr will literally post things like “you have to eat vegetables and expand your palate i dont care if you are a picky eater because of autism (if i can overcome it you can too)” and everybody will reblog it being like “yes this is true for everybody no matter what” and think its okay. like sorry but that wont work for everyone and there is no one size fits all and some people will never be able to eat these things no matter how hard they try. im only allowed by my doctors to eat recreationally and not for nutrition, because my ARFID is so severe that i get my nutrition solely from a specially made formula drink. your suggestions of “try vegetables roasted!” or “try them in soup!” and assurances of “i did it, you can too!” don’t work for those of us with more severe mental illnesses and disabilities. stop tying a person’s worth to their diet and stop assuming everybody has the ability to do what you can.
#seb speaks#autism#arfid#disability#i am TIRED.#for me#it’s not just sensory issues it’s a subconscious response#that reads unfamiliar foods as poisonous#this has been confirmed by all the doctors and scientists ive spoken to#actuallyautistic#i cannot have it blended to where i cant taste or feel it because even the thought#of those foods elicits panic attacks#because again. my brain reads them as poisonous. whether i want it to or not#you may say ‘this is sooo unhealthy tho’#and yes! it is! because i’m mentally ill and disabled and i will never be healthy in this department#for as long as i live#i have done 3 rounds of feeding therapy and 1 support group#and countless visits to doctors and specialists and scientists#and they have all confirmed i will not get better#so the best i can do is to drink the formula and eat my safe foods. it’s the only way i’m physically able to live#and it’s why im not dying in a hospital bed from malnutrition anymore
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I was talking to a friend about how good of a father is batman and he argued that if he really was one he would have his family in therapy. Have you read anything like this in any of the issues? All can think of the top my head is that one Young justice episode.
this is in my opinion, but Batman is a nebulously alright father. Bruce both loves and will intentionally hurt his kids if it’s for the greater good and to protect them. He is a comic book character. To make interesting plots you need to have constant drama, wether it be familial or related to the current comic arc, and for that drama to never fully be quelled so you can recycle the same issues over and over. Comic writers benefit from shitty family dynamics and it wouldn’t be profitable if they had an ok family dynamic that was healthy.
With that out of the way, Bruce doesn’t go to therapy. If he does go his therapist would definitely be Harley Quinn. Publicly he might go to a therapist for his Bruce Wayne persona but would flawlessly portray a playboy bachelor and not address any real issues he has to his therapist. I haven’t seen a comic where he either goes to therapy or gains anything from it. I know in the Caped Crusader tv show Bruce goes to Harley and completely avoids feeding her any true problems about himself and walls himself off completely. This is before he has any robins if I can recall.
Hope this helps!
#i like Bruce to be a good father but you can’t ignore that Bruce does some fucked up shit to his kids#in WFA they definitely have group therapy imo.#a part of comics is you gotta realize that these guys are comic characters and you can’t apply normal family dynamics to them#it isn’t profitable for DC for there to be a family therapist because if there isn’t internal conflict how else can they make D plots#that further the story? idk I’m sorry if this is a disappointing answer homie#that’s what fanfic is for. give them a family therapist and have them talk it out!#bones writes in the tags#dc comics#bones replies#bones answers comic questions
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tbh binghorse has been on my tl so much it doesn't even faze me anymore. nor any of the skin creatures really. kinda feels like you've made me immune to the horrors? thanks I suppose 😭
BWAHAHA MY PLAN IS COMING TO FRUITION (you’re welcome~! 🫶💖)
#mushyrt#asks#svsss#tw: body horror#but no genuinely that has been my plan from the beginning#it’s been so effective that I’m also desensitized#I’ve forgotten the psychology term for it#exposure therapy? systematic desensitization?#it’s probably just called desensitization#because it’s literally just getting used to a stimulus to the point to you don’t notice it#idk it’s been a while since I last took psychology#it’s kinda similar to the slowly boiling frogs metaphor/analogy
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Guys call me crazy but I think the crazy robots would get along swimmingly. The tragic fact that these two don’t have more art interacting is an offense in my rule book and I have come to remedy that. They say you must manifest what you want to see in the world and this is me doing that jskjsksp. I will take initiative! Enjoy a smidgen of Mr. Puzzles and Mettaton art then. Although I think the only reason they initially decided to co-host collaborate together here was the prospect of getting more stars/ratings- because that’s show business babyyyy leverage off of famous people for viewssss/j
Also here is version without the speech/dialogue bubbles! Just two gay bots being fabulous and gossiping or something (platonically. Or you could lean into this being a ship I don’t really care lol). Maybe they’ll exchange some advice about the logistics of incorporating musical numbers in the boardcasts without losing too much revenue on the budget idk. Because if you think about it Mettaton did a musical number in a dress with Frisk and then Mr. Puzzles had his whole Creative Control moment. And both where marvelous performances by the way absolutely slay ✨
My “toxic trait” is supporting the theatrical livelihoods of fictional computers who have committed atrocities, and they both will probably never make an apology video for the attempted murders and trauma inflicting. Wow so girlboss of them :))
#you know I never really got the appeal of Mettaton when I was a kid- BUT I FINALLY GET IT NOW. I SO GET IT#Mr. Puzzles was my awakening I didn’t realize how much I needed to be indoctrinated into the culture of crazy theater kids until now#I need to embrace it go crazy go wild and do it while smiling for the camera#the world is a stage and we are all performers waiting to shine AUUUUGHH#fake it till you make it ahahhaha#please this is my personal therapy now#the fact they are so multifaceted too-#like being able to transition spontaneously from cooking show to silly gameshow trivia to boss battle vibes#I’m in love help /j#it’s the ability to improvise that does it for me apparently LMFAO#(that’s only a partial lie and joke because oh boy there’s so many other factors I admire)#all it means is that they’re quick thinkers with so many creative ideas and the ambition to bring those plans to fruition#and that’s something you can’t help but be drawn to as an aspiring artist#filled with determination✨#or maybe I’m just unhinged and loosing marbles yeah that too clearly :3#hplonesome art#Mettaton meets Mr. Puzzles#Mr. Puzzles and Mettaton#Mettaton and Mr. Puzzles#Mettaton undertale & Mr. Puzzles smg4#smg4 mr puzzles#undertale mettaton#crossover fanart#fandom crossover#undertale x smg4#smg4 x undertale crossover
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We can’t keep doing this.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#made this one a bit general because its a reoccurring action wwx makes#He can take it! He’s strong! No one else has to suffer if he’s there to shoulder the weight of consequences#horrible mindset. Go to therapy foul sir#He internalized the concept that his life is only worthy in the service of others…mood buddy but it sucks in this hole#Lwj really said ‘your self sacrificial attitude has caught my ire and I’m taking you on as a personal project’#ok he didn’t but him calling out wwx is so god damn critical to what makes their dynamic the way it is.#how they *both* call each other out!#in love we grow together B*)#wei wuxian now has a big ol’ ‘fuck you’ cat on his leg. Like the worlds worst drunken tattoo#(its the energy of a wronged catboy coalesced into a single image)#outfit changes are approaching but just…remember….its always there.
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how is ur healing journey going? <3
nonsense on healing
#my art#mental health#healing#I just got out of therapy lol#gosh in like a couple of months when I’m more grounded and healthy I will be posting so much more about mental health things#I want to spread awareness and love and hopefulness because taking care of your trauma is so so so scary#anonymous#I love u guys
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us all, starting yet another one sherlock adaptation and telling ourselves it’s hope and not delusion to expect johnlock to happen maybe this time:
#sherlock & co#so yeah anyway when are we going for a group therapy to treat our delusional brains?#for the sake of our sanity I will hope nevertheless that this time we’ll be rewarded for our patience#with a fantabulous john and sherlock getting together#they’ll kiss and then I’ll want to kiss the podcast creators on the lips out of my eternal gratitude#one day I’m gonna lose my mind if yet another show dares to queerbait me in the fucking 21st century#don’t get me wrong this is not me hating sherlock and co because it’s doing great and I love it#it’s just me with a festering wound and ongoing trauma after lokius or rather the lack of it#john watson#sherlock#sherlock holmes#goalhanger#goalhanger podcasts#johnlock#sherlock and co
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⚠️FW at the end⚠️
POV Family therapist ^^
Context? Nah. Maybe later.
Have not animated in months and someone requested mikey angst ^^ so boom!
More art coming soon!
Glad this is done. Took forever.
Also note! If people really don’t like the flashing (at the very end) I can get rid of it! :]
#tmnt#digital art#teenage muntant ninja turtles#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#i’m tired#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt mikey#tmnt angst#angst?#I hate writing tags#poor baby. you their brother not therapist#WE SAID GET THERAPY NOT BECAUSE THE THERAPIST
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pov: john price x reader
#john price#captain john price#john price x reader#my mans#your honor i’m in love#call of duty#cod fandom#task force 141#i just cant#the way i need him#*them#all the above#cod mw2#fem reader#had to do it#because I’m currently writing him and I just get more obsessed everytime I do#anyway#skips off to therapy#k love you bye
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