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hexcii · 6 months ago

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Crazy to think that people with chronic pain are just expected to go through the day like normal even when their pain level is a 10/10

#Hexcii says stuff #anyway #I’m in agony right now #but the shopping isn’t going to do itself #chronic pain #disabled #disability #chronic illness

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thestamp3d3 · 9 months ago

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ALLIIEEEEEEEE???!?!!?!!??!!( AND IM NOT THEREEEEEEE ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

#hi i’m online for the first time in like a month #BUT WHATTTT #WHAT WHAT WHAT #PATRICK STUMP IM GONNA EAT GOU #ARE TOU SERUOUS RIGHT NOW #AOUGHHHHHHHHH AGONY AGONY AGONY #fall out boy #fob #patrick stump #soul punk #2ourdust

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itspileofgoodthings · 1 year ago

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my life is a very slow process of everyone around me telling me not to be anxious and me fighting them all tooth and nail while inching towards more stable mental health.

#I know it’s not true but sometimes I feel like if I didn’t have anxiety I would not suffer at all #which. again. is false #but there’s a lot of things I don’t want in this life and a lot of things I am not scared of and a lot of things I just accept #and like. It’s FINE #but all my suffering from anxiety stays in one fixed flame of sheer agony #and it’s hard because I don’t shake like a chihuahua in the corner of my bedroom #unable to move or function #I’m always doing things and functioning and joking at parties and (generally) saying the right thing #but it’s all located in one corner in the middle of my mind attacking my ability to make judgments and live with my decisions peacefully #like an unseen wound #and the distance i feel it puts between me and other people #is one of the most painful things #just several sheets of frosted glass between me and them #and sometimes the worst it gets is when I can bear it without breaking down and so I just do and I just keep functioning #and the cold just creeps in and everything goes kind of numb!#tbh now that I think about it this might be why I often think of myself as a person with no desires or ambitions or dreams #or impetus or forward motion or anything #because I DO want things and have opinions and the exist in flashes. But also they’re buried deep under several layers of protective apathy #so they’re not stable. I drop them many times. forget them ignore them imagine that they aren’t there. I’m sorry I’m rambling I’m FINE #actually when I talk about it that’s how you know I’m doing okay with it #when I can’t talk about it and am half-heartedly going through the motions #that’s the problem #anyway whew. thanks for listening sorry for all the self-reflection etc. etc. etc.

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restinslices · 9 months ago

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THIS WORLD DIDN’T DESERVE YOU ZOË NIGHTSHADE

THEY DIDN’T DESERVE YOU AT ALL

#pjo #percy jackson #percy jackson the titans curse #the titans curse #zoe nightshade #I’m so fucking sad #I’m in agony #this world didn’t deserve you #no one talk to me right now #hands raised to the gods and cursing them #DAMN YOU ALL TO HELL #DAMN DAMN DAMN #Slices Speaks #Slices Sobs into the void

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esteeayen · 10 months ago

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i just finished pen15

#OHHHHHHH OHHHHHHHH THE AGONY #AGONYAGONYAGONYAGONY #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW #Am i supposed to go on? Normally? Like a normal person?#ummmm yeah. anyways #the first season is so fucking funny and there’s so many moments where u forget they are grown ass adults bc they just blend right in #and it makes it funnier #and then the second season hits. this is the most heartwrenching shit i have seen in a long fucking time.#cause it’s just so. yeah. middle school girls DO have to deal with all this. I’m gonna throw up and die #i don’t know if i would rec this to everyone but if u were a middle school girl from the ‘10s #this may make you insane like me.#ok bye #my posts

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barklikeagod · 3 months ago

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sixteen mosquito bites on my legs right now from going into the woods wearing shorts for maybe seven minutes max. killing myself (real)

#chlorine water helps i think so i’m seriously just standing in the pool right now #phone in hand #agony coursing through my body #i don’t handle mosquito bites well at all #want to rip my skin clean off #r

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meowriddler · 2 years ago

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#SOBSSSSSS #SCREAMS #MY BABY SOBSSSSSS #I’m in agony right now if u can’t tell #MAMA????#SOB #PAINNNNNNNNNNN #the riddler year one

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achilleslyre · 2 years ago

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the way that akis death too is just…….. in the group of names being listed for the deaths from gun devil is such a different kind of pain…. it’s just so. unrecognized. unimportant….. he’s just another name killed by the gun devil (just like his family). i can’t stop thinking about him………

#he was killed the same way his family was #he is just another guy thats killed by gun devil #its just so UGH #everything is so painful #its 7am i havent been able to sleep even 🧍🧍#and the snowball fight is just his soul spirit w/e u lile to call it trying to get back to his family bc gun devil took his body…………#and denji just disappearing from the snowball fight when. gun fiend is killed bc his body is being released #and he gets to have what hes been aching for which js to return to his family……#im still so sosoo flooded with thoughts right now i #cant even word my agony #idek if i’m making sense but. fuck #aki…..#just. the fucking snowball fight man……..#csm spoilers #csm

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void-and-virtue · 7 months ago

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I’ve never hit that stage of “oh god the tumblr search function is horrendous” that everyone’s always taking about for myself before except yesterday I tried looking for a post I’m convinced I wrote and I can’t for the life of me fucking find it. This has consumed my waking moment ever since I hate it here

#none of this is news to anyone but oh god y’all are RIGHT #in all my years on tumblr this has never happened #bc I am way too scared to post so I usually write all my meta takes in discord dms of the same 4 friends #and now I’m looking for the ONE time I didn’t and I can’t find it #agony

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isdalinarhot · 2 years ago

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Person whose conscience is completely ruled by a little chibi Dalinar in an angel’s outfit and a little chibi Sadeas in a devil’s outfit

#the dalinar is saying stuff like cmon do the right thing for me pls? 🥺#the sadeas is saying stuff like if you do the wrong thing I will kiss you with tongue 😈#drunkposting #sorry y’all I really tried but I fucked up last minute #not proud of this like if it weren’t for the fact I feel morally obliged to trigger tag this I would not be publicizing it #but whatever! tomorrow is a new day and when/if this current bottle runs out I will not buy more unless I am in extreme agony #and that’s a Luke Promise. which I know is not worth much. but anyway #luke.txt #I’m extremely sorry my blog is like mental health hell right now it will get better soon I’m sure of it

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procyonis · 2 years ago

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Body & mind are incredibly tired but Mental Illness Based Insomnia ™️ is demanding me that I must do something right this instant about my body image whilst being very horrifically mean about! Totally helpful thank you brain

#shit part of Illness going ‘your fat and ugly why aren’t you working out right now? :/‘ like it’s 4:00 am I’m in agony #I am so tired but the thoughts won’t stop racing and bombarding #Sorry sorry for the rant this will be deleted when coherent and it’ll be back to scheduled jester jingling

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voidthewanderer · 1 year ago

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I have just… so many ideas. Hopefully if I’m not hurting too bad after work tomorrow I can maybe sketch them out.

#shut it void #I’m honestly in agony right now but there’s not much I can do #I was hoping the heating pad would help but it’s just made me sleepy and in pain

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anonymolly · 1 year ago

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#oooooooookay the agonies are hitting BIG TIME #I. have no weed #I don’t feel like getting drunk right now #I’m supposed to just. lay in bed and deal with my feelings?#I would rather not! Thank you very much #guhhhhhhhhhhh oh boy I hate this #my stuff

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ahhscheisse · 2 years ago

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Unstoppable force (wanting to go to a concert like a normal person) vs. immovable object (writhing in agony because I constantly feel alien amongst my own fucking people)

#personal #the time between buying concert tickets to getting in the car is agony #and then you get there and NO ONE even looks at you #everyone is looking at the stage or talking to their friends #or their eyes are rolling back in their heads bc the concert beer doesn’t taste or smell like piss #why is it so sweet #the vodka lemonade thing I had was gross but I downed that thing like it was a screw driver #I’ve had very little alcohol in my life and every glass I’ve drank fully was at a rock concert #because if I don’t get a little buzzed my resting bpm will be 115 #I drink one glass just to chill and vibe #and i record a few songs Just In Case no one else does #and then i enjoy the show #omg Pearl Jam needs to tour RIGHT NOW #hhhh I’m gonna drown my in-need-of-a-concert sorrows in sky vodka and simply orange juice

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bumblebeerror · 2 years ago

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I understand why c!Schlatt drank to control his pain.

#i mean. i understood before but I’m right now very painfully aware #I extra understand at the minute #y’know. the agonies

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thatsapphicsoprano · 2 days ago

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Reading Persuasion for the first time and just finished reading Captain Wentworth’s letter…. brb sobbing

#ok crying #I AM HALF AGONY HALF HOPE #I HAVE LOVED NONE BUT YOU #LIKE #HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE OKAY AFTER READING THAT #AND HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO EVER FIND LOVE AGAIN #LET ALONE FALL IN LOVE WITH ANYONE EVER AGAIN #AFTER READING THAT?!#I’m crying tears of joy for Anne and crying tears of angst and despair for myself #(clearly I am still grieving my first and thus far only love)#but will I get a story like Anne and Wentworth??#do I even WANT to be with my ex again???#after EVERYTHING??#it’s easy to just say he’s a willoughby but my god this book has brought SO many feelings out #I see so much of myself in both Anne and wentworth #and I can’t help but imagine (or maybe I’m just fantasizing) that my ex would see a lot of himself in Anne or even wentworth too #aaaaaaaaaaa #extra feels bc I first started this book right before I got broken up with #(re: ghosted :/)#SO many feelings #SO much angst #but I am SO happy for Anne and wentworth #I just wish it didn’t give me weird delulu ideas #it’s much easier to hate him for what he did than imagine us having a love like this #I’m oversharing bc I know no one is gonna read it anyway (thank god)#except me in a few years from now lol #hopefully I will be able to look back on this current version of myself #with love and kindness #and be like “wow I really used to feel like that huh #and hopefully future me will only remember (and not continue to live in) the grief that I still carry today

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